as a person with bipolar and borderline disorder, plus anxiety and panic syndrome, i suffered A LOT growing up (still do). And although i sometimes question myself why this happened to me, i realized i wouldnt be the person that i am today if it wasnt for that. I feel like mental disorders makes you much smarter than 'normal' people, i feel like we grow up much faster. And i wonder if im actually not insane, just someone who can see beyond others and absorb energy unlike others.
What if we are not insane? But society makes us insane to prevent us from changing things? As i realized all of the people that go through mental problems, are all much intelligent with similar point of views. What if society makes us as the insane ones just so we can fit in their robotic world and be alienated?
With that said, i dont work without my medications so living without them is a big no, but for a while i did stop my medication and was living in a very comfortable environment so i had no problems whatsoever. I stayed that for 2 months and was actually happy and things never seemed so bright and clearer. Which makes me think, what if we have the mental problems just because we are souls and energy beings, and we just absorb our surroundings differently? im new here so sorry if this isnt new threat worth it, i just want to know what you all think about it.