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I have 2 choices Anonymous 11/09/14 (Sun) 01:18:55 No.2285

So my mother is kicking me out of my home…
She's calling me a free loader, even though i clean the apartment, take care of the dog(which is her dog), i work full time as a low level manager in a retail store, AND i go to college part of my time.
But nope, im a free loader and so she is sick of me and my "shit" and is kicking me out.
Also i've been dealing with my self harm recently, depression, anxiety but i didn't bring her into my issues or let her know i was having them so she wouldn't have to deal with them.
I'm 19 and i have two choices…
>Drive out of state where all my friends are who welcome me in their home….
OR
>Kill myself…
I'm leaning towards killing myself because i'll only just be a burden it seems, and i will never finish my education…
I'm sorry to post shit here but i feel like you guys can help me out here…or listen…

Anonymous 11/09/14 (Sun) 01:32:08 No.2288

Can you work from their place? If so, do it. Tell your mom about your problems, but don't expect her to understand - she's basically cutting you out of her life. "Thank" her for this. She doesn't sound like a nice person anyway, kicking out their child at only 19, especially when you have a job and study.

DO NOT drink a nice cup of milk and relax.

Anonymous 11/09/14 (Sun) 01:37:18 No.2289

I say drive out of state if it'll give you a place to live. See if you can transfer schools, maybe? Or just deal with the difficult commute? Bad times don't last forever and if you fight hard enough you'll look back on this as an event that made you stronger.

Anonymous 11/09/14 (Sun) 02:04:58 No.2291

>>2289
See she pays for my college, and i dont make near enough to pay for college, and if i take out loans i will FOREVER be in debt.

But i'm talking with my store manager, District Manager, and the managers over in that state to see about switching stores so yeah.

>>2288
No my mother is a bitch.
Last time i talked to her about my issues, she shoved them off saying.
> You don't have any real problems so shut the fuck up and leave me alone.
Those were her exact words.

Anonymous 11/09/14 (Sun) 02:11:03 No.2293

>>2291
Sounds like she has issues of her own and shouldn't have had kids.

Anonymous 11/09/14 (Sun) 02:18:42 No.2295

>>2293
Oh yeah she had mental issues too. I inherited that shit from her, plus she is one of the biggest reasons i have depression, and want to kill myself.

Also she doesn't EVER bitch about my older brother who does nothing but sit around and play video games, no i'm the one who gets all her anger and bullshit.

Plus she was told she couldn't have children then she had my brother, well she got on the pill.
OOPS, she still ended up having me. Dad left, brother acts like i don't exists, and now she doesn't want me here anymore. My family doesn't want me, so i'm leaving. I'm not wanted here.

Anonymous 11/09/14 (Sun) 04:40:41 No.2312

>>2295
That sounds like the best choice. I know what it's like to be in a house where you feel totally unloved, it's really hard to smile, ever. Always feels like their hands are reaching out to choke you no matter what you do.

Anonymous 11/09/14 (Sun) 05:24:50 No.2319

>>2285
drive outta state bruh, you can always off yourself later if things don't go well

Anonymous 11/09/14 (Sun) 15:45:47 No.2349

>>2312
Shit man…i hate hearing when others have the same feeling and shit. :( No one should have to feel like this, or have their family be total cunts…

>>2319
But yeah, we are calling the retail store branch up there to see of my transfer and if i'm too much of a burden on my friends i'll just kill myself. I'm only still alive cause one of my friends there really loves me and we want to try to be in a real relationship…and i know if i off myself he will take my death terribly

Anonymous 11/09/14 (Sun) 18:26:57 No.2356

>>2285
GTFO and enjoy the schadenfreude when she notices she has to clean on her own.

Anonymous 11/09/14 (Sun) 21:51:55 No.2363

UPDATE:
Mother just got back home, proceeded to bitch at me even more. Complaining that the apartment isn't clean. And trying to saylike it's my fault its like this, and shit but she is trying to be like. "Oh but i still care," and being all fake, and i know she is being fake. Plus i've been working all weekend and study for class, i've had no time to clean.

I'm either moving this week or i will end up killing myself…

Anonymous 11/09/14 (Sun) 23:33:10 No.2368

>>2363
Honestly you sound like a top cobber, your mum needs to work out her problems, maybe ask her to get help?

If you don't want to feel like a burden, then pay them back twofold in some way!