Childhood Anonymous 01/11/15 (Sun) 17:19:09 No. 5928
Fucked up shit that happened during your loli/shota years.>have to go to their house twice a month >their kid is like a year younger or older than me i don't remember >we are immediately best friends >she takes me to her room >makes me finger/lick her vagoo >slurps on my flaccid shota wiener. >i think her parents find out or something >no more visits >fast forwards >it's my birthday or something and she comes over >all kids playing hide and seek >she hides with me >more wiener slurping >this time I'm hard >don't want her to ever leave me after orgasming
Anonymous 01/11/15 (Sun) 17:40:15 No. 5929
>your loli/shota years.
Anonymous 01/11/15 (Sun) 18:46:33 No. 5932
>>5928 >age 10, already a problem child >mom in her early alcoholism years >she just flat out punches me in the face >i tell on her >they dont believe me >life becomes living hell >she tries for years to throw me in a reform school and succeeds at 13 >I spend 2 years at a glorified dumping ground for young rapists and mentally ill teens >mom thinks i care about her now >I tolerate her, waiting for the day i get to put her in a nursing home or pull the plug on her life support
Anonymous 01/11/15 (Sun) 18:48:24 No. 5933
>>5932 how was school the place like?
any stories?
Anonymous 01/11/15 (Sun) 18:55:16 No. 5934
>>5933 I just went to school there, about half the kids were prisoners of the state
>the teachers were asshats >there were open sewage pipes >it was populated mainly by inner city thug types and suburban brats >escapes happened on a near daily basis (violent felons running loose in a suburb) >it was somehow infested with roaches, this is wisconsin and i had never even seen one before that
Anonymous 01/11/15 (Sun) 19:49:05 No. 5941
>>5937
Anonymous 01/11/15 (Sun) 20:01:24 No. 5943
I don't really have any stories but I do have a couple of things.>riding in his car back to the apartment we were staying in after being somewhere. >suddenly he slams my face into the armrest in between the two front seats and begins beating me in the back of the head. Don't remember if I cried or not. >Swimming around in the lake by my uncle's lake house(fuck yeah, rich uncles) >Older sister and mother go off to some other part of the lake, leaving my 5 year old self on my own. >Decide, like a dumbass, to take my life jacket off and use one of the foam beach mats as a paddle-board >Get an even stupider idea to sit on top of the mat in the middle of the lake. >plunge right under >Feels like hours pass in the murky green darkness >Suddenly wake up in my sister's arms being swam to shore, choking on water and gasping for air.
Anonymous 01/12/15 (Mon) 01:01:51 No. 5968
>>5928 >Even to this day I'm scare that she'll tell somebody about us having done all the shit we did. why would you be? it's not as if you forced yourself on her or anything
maybe you should try finding her again, to see how she grew up and if she remembers you at all
Anonymous 01/12/15 (Mon) 01:40:15 No. 5974
I fail to see the negative side of that experience of yours, OP. Shotasex is best sex.
Anonymous 01/28/15 (Wed) 14:21:50 No. 6750
>Maybe 8 or 9 moving into a new apartment with my mom. >There's two big plastic trash cans in the tiny backyard, which house my toys and the toys of my older brother who had long since moved out (he's 14 years older than me.) >I didn't even care about the toys anymore, I'd mostly moved on to vidya and comics. I didn't even notice that the bins were emptying. >Neighborhood kids hopped fences and had been stealing them, my mother made them think she intended to call the cops and got them to bring back every toy they stole. >It was a group of like 8 kids. All we knew about them was that they'd stolen from us, and my mother was always so fixated on me making friends, she decided I should hang out with them. >So, I did one day. Walked around the complex with them. They were a bit older than me, I think. >The whole way there they filled my head with stories of how they'd throw alka seltzer to birds, catch lizards and frogs and force fireworks into their mouths and light them. I thought these were strange topics, but I didn't really have any of my own to contribute. >We came to the resaca, and all along it were plenty of ducks. They found a nest of their eggs in a tree… >They started chucking them into the water… >"No! No! You're killing the ducks!" I cried out. >They tried to convince me somehow this was better for the ducks. That they'd just hatch in the water. I didn't want to deal with what was happening, so I pretended I accepted that explanation. >A duck, presumably the mother, waddled towards us. >One of the kids kicked it in the head. >It lay there, dead. It's beak was broken. He broke it's beak off. >They pulled out another egg… and they cracked it open. >Oh god, it wasn't even fully-formed. It's feet were still yolk. It's fucking feet were still yolk. >It began desperately gasping for air, perhaps calling for help as ants began crawling over it. They picked it with sticks, and I couldn't even comprehend what I was seeing. >One picked it up by the neck with a stick, and flung it into the water with the others. Merciful, in hindsight, but no less disturbing.
Anonymous 01/30/15 (Fri) 18:47:28 No. 6864
>>5943 >decide to take my life popcorn eating instensifies
>jacket off oh
Anonymous 02/04/15 (Wed) 07:07:17 No. 7305
>>6750 Lmao holy fuck. Those kids were fucked. I only chopped a lizards head off once out of curiosity (my reasoning was for science because i was that much of a sperg) and i thought i was an asshole. I mean, I was molested by two separate people on two separate occasions and i never did shit like that. How much of a dick do you have to be?
Anonymous 02/05/15 (Thu) 13:46:11 No. 7358
I find it harder to share this story through blue text, but at the age of 5 I was living with my mother and her extended family. I had no father at this point because my biological father didn't wish to be tied down by a child, and my mother found it hard to date with a child.
Anonymous 02/12/15 (Thu) 05:33:01 No. 7580
>>6750 Holy shit that's some intense stuff. I always knew there were the kind of kids who would take slingshots and shoot the birds, but this… Worst I remember was I was at a friends birthday party and I wanted to feed the ducks, so I gave one a twizzler (because I was a stupid autist) and I choked it to death. I felt horrible after though. I don't know how those fuckers could live with themselves…
Anonymous 02/12/15 (Thu) 07:03:20 No. 7586
>>6750 Jeeze… as a kid I remember killing some snails and bugs but that's pretty awful.
Anonymous 03/11/15 (Wed) 20:42:07 No. 8316
YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play. The master is here….> sister born in '89, me '92 > sister already been in care a bit before I was born > moved places a lot > lots of domestic violence which me and my sister would get caught in between > locked in cupboards and had soap shoved down throat before I was 3 years old > mum and dad divorce in '95 when I'm 3 > she takes us to Manchester women and kids home > meets a guy called Frank > he swings us by our ears until they bled > somehow real dad finds us and takes us to Exeter > he physically, mentally, verbally and sexually abuses us > I nearly drown when I'm 5 > sister always asks for her mum, dad gets pissed off and abandons her at cop station > older sister used to protect me > I'm with this bastard alone until September '98 > foster sister is a brat somewhat > ask her if she knows what sex is and if she wants it when we're both 6… she said yes (no penetration… I was 6) > killed her hamsters when 7 > stole money from foster mums purse at 8 > I never fit in at primary school…. > foster dad was found out cheating, lots of arguments between my foster mum and him > running away by the age of 10, stealing things by 11, setting fires at 11… usual serial killer crap > outcast at high school > forced to go to air cadets at 14 to mix with people > tfw people I used to know left cadets immediately when I joined > was in special class at school because I couldn't concentrate, lots of chavs here, was always bunking with them or some shit > started voyeurism and getting dog to lick me at 15
Anonymous 03/13/15 (Fri) 01:25:08 No. 8386
>>5943 You had a pretty rough childhood, but seems nonchalent about it. Good for you I guess.
Anonymous 03/13/15 (Fri) 01:33:51 No. 8388
>>6750 >>7305 Parental neglect + peer pressure + being a bratty kid explain those kinds of behavior. Even then, that is a reaaly shitty way to act.
Anonymous 03/16/15 (Mon) 13:33:02 No. 8487
Wew. So fugged up in here
Anonymous 03/16/15 (Mon) 15:52:49 No. 8490
Holy shit, you guys have had some seriously fucked childhoods. Seizures, academic pressure, and being forced to play cello until I bled on the strings were about the worst of mine.
Anonymous 04/26/15 (Sun) 18:07:31 No. 9303
a few
one:
>I was 5 or something
>mom had family friend with daughter
>daughter and me played, lets name daughter Julia
>Julia takes me to a cool trailer/motor home, tells me we're going to play doctor and patient
>doctor and patient shit
>cant remember if i took off my pants or she did
>ended up pushing a green smartie up my ass, telling me its a pill
two:
niece made me touch her privates
three:
friend took a shit in front of me, pissed in front of me at times too. Would take me to the bathroom and make me look at her shit when she was done.
Anonymous 04/28/15 (Tue) 01:36:55 No. 9312
>go to my aunt's house
>has a cousin 1 year older than me
>uncle has made poor financial decisions (day-trading) and lost his job
>forced to shower with older cousin to save money on water bill
>gets sodomized by older cousin while showering
Anonymous 04/28/15 (Tue) 04:14:08 No. 9315
>family was dirt poor
>dad drank heavily and beat our mother
>cops never gave a shit because we were poor
>mom ran off when I was about eight
>dad started to take his anger out on me
>put cigarettes out on me, smacked me around, yelled at me
>would take out his "other" urges on my little sister
>sometimes made us do things together so he could sell the videos
>called the police multiple times
>he would just tell them we lied and they'd leave
>broke my leg on my 12th birthday because I was "getting uppity"
>he only got arrested when he was caught in a sting operation trying to trade "videos"
Anonymous 04/28/15 (Tue) 21:12:00 No. 9326
Anonymous 04/29/15 (Wed) 12:08:24 No. 9339
>have a father who was neurotic as fuck
>use to beat my older brother
>I tried to stay in line with his rules so I wouldn't get beaten as much
>parents would argue every night for months on end
>couldn't socialise/had no friends besides imaginary
>at around 8 years old I began to cry myself to sleep
one night parents are fighting over the dinner table
>mother pulls out a knife to threaten dad
After that they tried to get me and my brother to talk to the other parent.
Anonymous 06/22/15 (Mon) 01:23:42 No. 10460
Anonymous 06/23/15 (Tue) 06:32:21 No. 10483
>mother used to beat me when I misbehaved or when I was snarky or annoying or she was angry for some reason
>last time was when I was 12
>she never touched my siblings
>killed small animals (like baby birds that had fallen out of trees, small rodents that I caught in traps, first animal was a kitten when I was 5. I drowned it in a bucket.) Mostly stopped by the time I was 12. I have killed small pets (fish, frogs, hamsters, snails, hermit crabs, etc.) since then but stopped having pets.
>lightly sexually and mentally abused my little sister randomly at age 8 and age 10, I think. We had a few physical fights but they stopped quickly.
>verbally and emotionally abused by school teacher at age 8, she quit the next year
>at 12, I convinced my sister and our cousin to get naked and get in bed with each other and then blamed them when his parents walked in, the parents had no idea what to do so they left and we never saw them again
>I started hurting myself at age 8 to atone for my sins and stopped killing wild animals and abusing pets when I was 16 because I started cutting. I stopped buying small pets at 22 and am done with that.
>>9339
Fuck, that knife thing is some scary shit. That's awful.
Anonymous 07/03/15 (Fri) 13:24:16 No. 10623
My dad had anger issues and sometimes hit my mom (it was rare, i think it may have only happened once, then they broke up). Plus when i was little I used to look at porn online.
>somehow discover this site called nakedstraightdudes or some shit
>tell my cousin
>he thinks I'm gay
>tell I'm not because its nakedstraight dudes
>at some point he tries to fuck me in the ass
>doesn't fit
>panic
At another point i think he made me suck his dick or something, dunno.
Anonymous 07/03/15 (Fri) 19:14:55 No. 10625
memory is fried sorry
>my older sister asked me to meet in her bed room when it was night
>parents go to bed and i sneak to her room
>she asked me to go under the sheets
>something something
>remember licking her pussy as instructed
>it made me feel nauseous yet i still did it, frequently
>she never let me finger her or stick my dick in
>parents divorce, each had one child afterwards
>puberty strikes us both
>catch up later in life, haven't spoke of it yet
Anonymous 07/03/15 (Fri) 19:22:11 No. 10626
>biological mother did not want me, put me up for adoption
>adopted by friends she knew, moved to new city
>adoptive parents divorce when I was 2, earliest memory is me sitting in the threshold of our garage, screaming for my parents to stop fighting.
>they divorce, by court order I go between mother's and father's house every week
>change houses/schools many times, never being able to make permanent friends or grow up normally
>dad is a violent antisocial morphine addict misanthrope, mother is an insane poverty-striken madwomen
>nonstop bullying, physical and emotional, throughout middle school
>get into drugs when I was fucking 12
>CPS gets involved with parental dispute, they make everything worse and put me through hell
>Diagnosed with clinical depression at 13, given high dose of celexa to take daily - took it for 5~ years, completely fucked me up emotionally.
>move with dad to rural shithole at 15, bullying continues through high school
>bullying continues through highschool, I eventually fall in with a bad group of kids. Lots of drugs, arrests etc. Was constantly stolen from
>Finally get into college, have very few friends, the only people who like me are weird fuck ups
>Get excellent grades, influence teachers and departments, I'm pretty sure an essay I wrote inspired a professor to hold a seminar and write a book about the subject
>Intern with the state government, worked on a confidential project that went to the governor
>Graduate with honors
>Despite my efforts, am losing the few friends I managed to get
>Unable to relate to anyone, my interests are so fringe
>Pretend to be happy and fake around people, because no one wants to be around someone who is depressed
>Morbidly depressed now, barely feel anything anymore. No willpower to do anything. Unable to cry. Stay up until 5pm lying on playground equipment drunk asking why I was given sentience
I won't kill myself, but I want to fucking die. Please kill me God. I can't do this anymore.
Anonymous 07/08/15 (Wed) 18:17:48 No. 10683
>>5928
>Teacher compared me to a serial rapist in class to teach about consent.
>I really didn't enjoy company or touch from others. So really nothing sexual happened to me.
>Parents fabricate that I made out with a girl when I was 3 YO. But I think they're just exaggerating.
I always wonder if I naturally wasn't sexual or just suppressed any feelings.
Anonymous 07/11/15 (Sat) 16:18:41 No. 10715
>>5928
i was molested by my neighbor when i was 8, she was like 15 or something. ever since then whenever my cousins came over i'd set up a blanket fort with my bunk beds and practice kissing with them. it was weird…. i wish i had not done that.
Anonymous 07/11/15 (Sat) 17:02:31 No. 10717
my mother had car accident when i was in her womb
Anonymous 07/15/15 (Wed) 19:45:58 No. 10736
>>5928
> Grow up in semi-rough area
> Skinny, curly hair, clumsy
> Easy target
> Picked on by everyone
> Parents set bad examples
> Rage issues
> People provoke said issues for lulz
> Paranoia induced from pretty much everyone being out to get me
> Fail to socialise as a kid, never saw the need
> Nofriends for most of the time
> Depression becomes normality
> Don't kill self solely because I don't trust anyone to take care of my cat
That was the norm until I was about 16, when puberty hit hard. I gained about a foot in height, put on a bunch of muscle, and grew into my looks somewhat.
Then my abortive gap year kicked off further depression as I realised I wasn't going to be able to get a job in a fucked-up economy.
And I couldn't go to university because I'd failed my exams. Didn't study; thought they'd be easy. They weren't.
I'm still paranoid, somewhat. Depression's being worked on and is mostly suppressed. Able to deal with autism and dyspraxia for the most part. Found a steady job. Took karate for years for confidence.
And after growing my hair out, I don't look quite so awkward. Glorious bouncy ringlets instead of a messy mop of curls.
Downside, I keep being mistaken for a girl.
Anonymous 09/07/15 (Mon) 19:58:04 No. 11532
>>10626
>Shit parents and adoptive parents
>Fucked up childhood
>Meds at 12
>>10736
>Shit parents
>autism and dyspraxia
>Depression
You fuckers came out amazingly well. How are you able to even narrate your stories, let alone managing to make a life beyond vegetating under a cardboard box,
Anonymous 09/12/15 (Sat) 04:42:39 No. 11579
Ok i dont want to post full stories so i'll just post short summarized sentences.
>Got molested at age 3.
>Tried to kill myself as a little kid. a few times
>Parents always argue and im always at the center of it. They also always used fear and humiliation as a punishment.
>Have a little sister who i hated and have even tried poisoning her .
>At around age 6, i raped my grandma by drugging her. (i am dead serious)
>At school(K-5) i always got attention by fake crying and blaming others, and ive always been a loner
>I've always felt like im missing something but i just dont know what it is, im not depressed but its mostly just in my mind .
Anonymous 09/12/15 (Sat) 04:43:39 No. 11580
>>11579
"im not depressed but its mostly just in my mind ."
*i know it's mostly in my mind
Anonymous 09/12/15 (Sat) 20:27:19 No. 11582
>>9303
>friend took a shit in front of me, pissed in front of me at times too. Would take me to the bathroom and make me look at her shit when she was done.
Anonymous 09/13/15 (Sun) 10:39:33 No. 11595
>wife beating grandpa
> was in special education as a kid, so whenever I got in trouble I was locked in a "cool down" room that they used for punishment
>once spent 4 hours in room, only came out for lunch.
>room was fucking tiny
Uh anything, else? Idunno. I mostly have issues with the fact my father was in and out of my teenage life constantly.
Anonymous 09/13/15 (Sun) 23:52:55 No. 11603
Mine was actually pretty normal and happy until I got to around 12 or something. My dad let his alcoholism get out of control, he was doing hard work every fucking day then coming home to my mum asking why he hasn't done anything and why is he so lazy etc so I don't really blame him.
So yeah, at the same time my little brother was turning into a complete cunt and I was his prime target. I didn't really have a defense against him (I guess he was smarter than me idk) but basically he would bait me repeatedly until I lost it and we end up fighting, pretty much daily. My dad, drunk and pissed off would have no tolerance of this. But because I was the oldest I would always have to deal with the consequences.
The consequences being me getting beaten up, screamed at, have my stuff taken/thrown away. I would get blamed, humiliated and made to feel like total shit constantly for stuff that wasn't even my fault, believe me I would resist and try to avoid confrontation at all costs. My brother didn't give a shit when he'd fuck with me so as a result 'I' have ruined holidays, nice meals out, family gatherings, outings, everything. In his eyes I am a useless, trouble causing fuckup. This was all timed perfectly with the start of me getting bullied at school so naturally I got depressed and withdrew into music and vidya.
Nothing compared to the shit ITT but it fucked me up nonetheless. The only really standout thing I can think of is:
>on holiday
>usual shit starts happening
>dad finally loses it and goes ballistic at me, telling me I'm ruining the only thing he looks forward to in life
>leaves us all there
>mum tries calling him multiple times over the rest of the day
>tells me shes worried he's killed himself
>i cant really describe the feeling of thinking I'd caused my dad to kill himself but it was bad
>he comes back in the morning drunk as fuck but alive
Anonymous 09/15/15 (Tue) 20:49:49 No. 11639
>>11579
Could you please tell us a bit more?
Anonymous 09/15/15 (Tue) 21:27:21 No. 11641
>>10626
this is mostly on impulse and you don't know me, but contact me through watsontheory@gmail.com if you want to talk or something like that.
Anonymous 12/12/15 (Sat) 04:46:06 No. 12472
Anonymous 12/12/15 (Sat) 06:39:19 No. 12475
>Age Three-Four
>Just starting out witnessed my mother get beat by my step-father.
>In the same room, not 5 feet away, watching mother get beat to a pulp.
>My First encounter with police, hauled his punk ass off
>Age Five
>Parents going through divorce
>Consistent yelling and screaming matches, court cases, and strangers who got real friendly with both of them.
>Lies spouted from both sides, incoherent stories not adding up, seriously cannot comprehend any of this.
>Have no idea who these people are.
>Age 6-8
>Step-father comes back into life, yes, that one.
>gets back with my mother, married sometime later.
>court issues still going on, both parents trying to fill my head with their own rhetoric.
>demand i go to court counseling, a place where they pretend to give a fuck about you, but are really just looking for ammunition for the next court case.
>Father gets custody, find out why
>mother was a serious meth-head, often selling herself for money.
>this is news to me, she kept that shit on the DL
>At this age, just getting involved in school, which brings in an entire new set of issues.
(Cont)
Anonymous 12/12/15 (Sat) 06:55:04 No. 12476
>>12475
>in order to cope with my situation at home, i behave violently at school.
>terrible little brat of a kid, always looking for a fight
>severly hurting a few people, at first taking pride in my "achievements"
>at this point i just stopped caring, was willing to do anything in order to get my mind of my situation.
>end up moving from california to arizona, putting some distance between me and my mother.
>Age 9-11
>ended up dislocating a close-friends shoulder over a petty dispute.
>start to realize that hurting people is not what i want at all
>guilt sets in
>resort to isolating myself
>cut off all connections with friends both back in california and arizona
>Pops never paid much attention to me anyway, and the attention he did give me was mostly after he had a few beers and was extremely pissed just at looking in my general direction.
>Nothing lost, nothing gained.
>spent those years locked up in a room
>surprisingly peaceful, with only a few court-cases acting as annoyances.
Have a lot more to say, shit ramped up in my teenage years, but i don't think those will fit within the loli/shota bracet.
So there it is, nothing to terrible, especially compared to what i have read in this thread. Glad i could get this out in the open.
Anonymous 12/27/15 (Sun) 06:39:05 No. 12559
>one of my earliest memories is parents fighting and me comforting my crying little brother. i dont have many more memories of them fighting though, so it got better.
>"had sex" with my younger cousin at 7-8, just genital rubbing, no penetration.
>killed rodents and insects, for science ofcourse.
>did very well at school.
>was bullied by my friends though.
>got better friends at high school, one of them committed suicide.
>come from a whole family of drinkers.
>started drinking myself at 14, went to school drunk lots of times.
and the rest is pretty normal
Anonymous 01/08/16 (Fri) 21:04:12 No. 12619
>>12476
What, nigga. Please continue and elaborate. Also, methhead mother is always shit so it is terrible.
Anonymous 01/17/16 (Sun) 19:49:19 No. 12632
My story is tame compared to everyones stories here, but I'll post it anyways
>be 9 or 10 in scouts
>have special activity where we get in groups and decorate a flag for our group
>for some reason wanted to make my own flag
>decide to be a group of one
>dad is there to see the whole thing
>once back at home get on computer in living room
>suddenly mom barges in
>pulls on my fucking ear hard enough to drag me off the chair then slaps me at full force across the face and starts spanking me
>dad had to intervene
>find out that dad had told her about what I did
What the fuck man. I just wanted to make my own flag. You have no idea how shit I felt after that. I didn't even do anything wrong. That's fucking messed up.
Anonymous 01/23/16 (Sat) 18:39:59 No. 12643
>be a baby
>my parents want to divorce
>go to court and such, battle for custody
>according to my mom, I once forgot to walk after spending a week with my dad
>I remember my dad tried to kidnap me once
>be 4-5
>dad accuse my mom of child abuse
>I am put in a foster family for a week, then in an orphanage for 6 months
>I remembered some kids in the orphanage were fucked-up
>I used to hold the nettles in the orphanage garden, I don't know why
>I kissed a loli on the mouth there, it was disgusting (it's my only non-onanist sexual experience btw), I think I have only seen her once
>I was traumatised because the nurses washed my penis (I am uncircumsized and they retracted my foreskin, it was painful)
That's why I have never retracted my foreskin until I was a teen.
>get back with my mom
>stepdad is a nice guy, but sometimes has very violent rage outbursts
>he destroyed all the dishes
>one morning he rushed out of his bedroom, beat the fuck out of me, then said he beat me because I haven't said "good morning"
>another time he shouted at me at night because he heard some noise in my bedroom (maybe mice), the day after he beat me to know what I was doing (I lied and said I was reading comics)
Overall, his mood swings fucked me up socially, sometimes I am afraid nice people would suddenly become very violent
>be a teen
>go to the beach
>the sea retracts my foreskin
>lots of smegma
>I don't understand, I cry a lot, go shamefully to mom and stepdad
>they give me the hygien sex talk
>it took me a few months before I had a normal penis hygiene
>then I started getting my first boners, my first masturbations, and so on
Also I was a very weird kid and had no friend but imaginary ones.
Anonymous 01/23/16 (Sat) 19:55:12 No. 12644
>>12643
Also, my mom dumped my stepfather and I have now a second stepfather who is a weird bourgie. Btw, he has just shouted at me because I licked my fingers after eating a cake (I quote: "only a dog would do that").
And nowadays I am a depressive asocial hikikomori.
Anonymous 02/03/16 (Wed) 10:10:06 No. 12675
>>9303
>ended up pushing a green smartie up my ass, telling me its a pill
topest kek
Anonymous 02/05/16 (Fri) 02:33:59 No. 12682
>Age 10, started taking medication, it's been 9 years since
>Age 14, start doing dextromethorphan and benzodiazepines, get in trouble at school frequently
>Age 15, deep depression and benzodiazepine withdrawal due to irresponsible doctors, taking about 6 meds.
>Age 16, having lost two semesters at school, I get put into a psych ward for three months due to attempting suicide.
>Age 18, friendless, borderline anorexic, and avoidant
Currently: Occasionally depressed, avoidant.
Anonymous 02/05/16 (Fri) 06:20:47 No. 12684
My family was fine. I don't remember much, but I do remember I used to play and bike a lot. Lived in a bad neighborhood and all of my issues stem from some of the bad experiences that come with living in one.
Anonymous 02/07/16 (Sun) 03:27:06 No. 12691
Mine's not super intense but
>be me at 12
>be borderline poor and therefore can't go out and do shit very often
>have shitty abusive libertarian christian cult family that
>be in the midwest where nothing but crackheads fucking up shit and drunk people crashing cars happen(s)
>have a deviantart account
>discover the cthulhu fandom
>also discover yaoi/yuri
>find 17 year old that likes both
>happypepe.jpg
>talk to them about your otps
>they start roleplaying sexually explicit shit full of noncon/dubcon themes
>not notice how fucked up that is
>have them urge you to make sexually explicit content
>start looking at pornographic yaoi
>have them urge you to make a noncon yaoi fanfic of cthulhu mythos shit
>have shit like this go down till your 13 and their 18
>get banned from deviantart and fuckbaby island for the porn and declaring myself bisexual online and not THE FUCKING PEDOPHILE THAT WAS TALKING TO ME ABOUT SEX SHIT
>only realize how fucked up this whole thing was when your 17 years old and they aren't anywhere online anymore and your searching through there old messages on your old page
>MFW
>MFW after I remember all the traumatic details https://youtu.be/_CxHATXa_j0?t=4m39s
Anonymous 02/10/16 (Wed) 07:38:08 No. 12708
>>12691
it's fucked up but not traumatic if you weren't traumatized
Anonymous 02/11/16 (Thu) 23:04:57 No. 12716
>be me
>be 9 y/o
>at 4th of july
>See a balloon floating off in the bushes a bit
>Wander over and get shoved on the ground
>I try to struggle but a knife is held against my throat
I took acid on a weekly basis for over 3 months. you'll have to excuse my memory
>Somewhat repress what happened after
>get depressed and have night terrors
>tell doctor and parents about what happened
>get told I was making everything up for attention
>Finally identify the guy when he got caught for other shit
>turns out he has colon cancer and never spends a day in jail
>get molested a few times after
>try to forget with hard drugs and alcohol
I thought I had put that shit behind me for almost 10 years.
Nope.
Every month, shit comes back to me in dreams or random glimpses.
After getting bullied and molested, I took boxing and worked out, losing 60 pounds of fat. I gained 20 pounds of muscle and became a musclehead.
Due to my abnormal genes, I was 12 years old and 6 feet tall. 186 pounds with 12% body fat.
And I was mean.
I guess I was trying to get revenge against the world because I couldn't fight back the fuckers that messed me up in my head.
Now I have several convictions on me that mean I have declare my hands a s deadly weapons to any cop that pulls me over.
I killed my best friend by accident.
And I have early onset alzheimer's.
I would kill myself but I don't want to give the universe the satisfaction.