Anonymous 01/22/15 (Thu) 12:55:52 No. 6488
Hey /mental/ I've been drinking and wanted to ask a question For those of you who fear death, do you think that it has stopped you from killing yourself in a situation where you otherwise would have? My answer is yet.
Anonymous 01/22/15 (Thu) 15:08:24 No. 6493
The only reason I haven't killed myself is fear that there won't be an afterlife.
Anonymous 01/22/15 (Thu) 17:23:38 No. 6496
I don't know what's even more scary for me. Continuing my life and see where it takes me, or dying. Dying is fucking bullshit, man. Thinking even slightly about it shuts me down. I start shaking, get white in the face, breath goes wild… It's awful.
Anonymous 01/22/15 (Thu) 17:33:41 No. 6498
Drink Earl Grey tea. Become immortal.
Anonymous 01/22/15 (Thu) 17:34:11 No. 6499
>>6496 >>6493 Yep this is me as well.
But OP, death is both alluring and scary as shit. I don't want to be just…gone, despite what I tell myself sometimes in my fits. I just want to go somewhere happy where I don't constantly hate myself.
Spooky
Anonymous 01/23/15 (Fri) 09:26:51 No. 6540
>>6493 Yeah. There's also the possibility that the afterlife is even worse. Another 50 years of depression seems like pure fucking bless compared to burning in hell for all eternity.
Anonymous 01/23/15 (Fri) 11:07:25 No. 6541
>>6488 Don't fear death anymore.
Actually don't want to stop everything either.
I looked at different ways to kill myself in my lowest moments and finding some that suit me helps me now to live through good and bad moments because I always know I have my own exit door a few steps from here.
Anonymous 01/24/15 (Sat) 18:58:41 No. 6620
That fear has stopped me from losing my virginity, ever since someone said to me, "you should have sex once before you die" no I'm convinced someone will come around the corner with a shotgun as soon as they know I've done it.
Anonymous 01/24/15 (Sat) 19:39:20 No. 6622
>>6620 shhh just be like many of us here and realize you'll never get laid
Anonymous 01/24/15 (Sat) 19:47:57 No. 6623
If I decide to kill myself, I'll wait till the parents I care about are dead. They don't need to suffer…
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 16:19:51 No. 7052
Absolutely. I mean, shit, forever is a long time and that's really scary. Straight spooky.