Anonymous 01/30/15 (Fri) 23:34:50 No. 6872 [Last 50 Posts]
Hello there, at 10:05pm EST, two users by the name of Orblivion and Kaira_ were banned from the /mental/ IRC. They are both in immediate danger of themselves. If any of you know them personally, please contact them and make sure they are alright. They have both had suicidal thoughts before and this is a last-ditch effort to get them help. Thank you. Pic related, that's what happened.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 00:09:50 No. 6873
>>6872 That's not the full story, AverageGuy here.
They fell in love for eachother.
But kaira_ was a psychopath i think, and as soon as they webcam he lost all interest and love for orblivion.
He was going mad, i don't know what gotten into him…
If someone knows who they are, please let us know, we are worried.
Raccoon ## Board Owner 01/31/15 (Sat) 00:21:47 No. 6874
Why were they banned?
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 00:25:04 No. 6875
>>6874 Because shit got serious, they were fighting. Once Orb started taking pills Mod panicked and banned them both.
Raccoon ## Board Owner 01/31/15 (Sat) 00:26:14 No. 6876
>>6875 That is the opposite of what should have been done. You can't talk sense into someone if they're banned from talking.
Raccoon ## Board Owner 01/31/15 (Sat) 00:26:57 No. 6877
I'm removing the chat from the front page of /mental/ if this is what's going to result from it. We can't have people getting so caught up in drama they want to kill themselves. That is ridiculous.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 00:31:09 No. 6879
>>6877 This is ridiculous.
It is indeed.
They knew eachother since 6 days.
It feels unreal to think that this is the result.
I tried to shake some sense into them but kaira was just keeping on making orb feel like shit.
That's why i banned em.
This feels so unreal…
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 01:22:18 No. 6880
Orblivion here… Yes, I took 11 pills of lyrica of 50mg a pop. pfizer pgn 50 on the pills. I am aprox. 150lbs go look up overdose info and you will see….. do the math
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 01:24:26 No. 6881
>>6880 I hope you're kidding, for your own sake.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 01:27:13 No. 6882
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 01:37:40 No. 6883
>>6880 Go attention whore somewhere else, we aren't in the business of cheering on a suicide.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 01:52:33 No. 6884
>>6883 you're a fucking retard
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 01:54:45 No. 6885
look, you guys… i didn't know what i took, other than those 11 pills…. i was ready to die… i have been many times for days…. and these guys knew it and kept pressing my buttons…. the world deserves to fucking diea;sljf;iasliodfgh;v;gbnasfklasfghl;;hjklSFVB;hljk,asfbnuohjkl;'asfbn,OHJKL:SFBiohjk;asdfvbn,z;ljk
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 01:55:29 No. 6886
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:02:49 No. 6887
>>6884 Oh yeah? You wanna see this place get shut down because little johnny took too many meds?
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:03:50 No. 6888
>>6885 You're about 7500 miligrams short of overdosing if you only took 11 pills.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:03:56 No. 6889
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:04:44 No. 6890
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:04:49 No. 6891
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:05:08 No. 6892
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:05:52 No. 6893
i was ready to die… and i wanted to show Kaira on skype…. i was going to show him that i was truly fucked up first… hours after my drug kicked in…. then i'd take the rest of the pills and try to REALLY DIE
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:06:46 No. 6894
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:08:40 No. 6895
>>6893 I love you lets have gey sex with hats.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:09:05 No. 6896
>>6894 yes… tell that to me more fucking piece of shit
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:11:09 No. 6897
>>6896 What does that even mean?
"Tell me more fucking, piece of shit?"
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:11:43 No. 6898
>>6896 >>6897 I genuinely have no idea what you're trying to communicate.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:12:52 No. 6899
>>6898 We're getting kind of doubtful as to whether you're trying to terminate
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:14:54 No. 6900
Using flags will make it easier to show who's who.
>>6899 I am
>>6897 >>6898 >>6894 >>6888 I was talking to
>>6896
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:22:22 No. 6901
>>6877 Ridiculously funny.
I say we reopen the chat, and witness the first real drama in the history of /mental/.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:24:44 No. 6902
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:27:25 No. 6903
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:31:08 No. 6904
can't you see the reality here? fucking morons. okay. no one is doing anything right in this situation…. maybe someone… you want people to live or not? #mental is cancer because of people like AvgGuy who was being a fucking psycho deceiving shitbag. pepple pressing my buttons in #mental i really didn't know what i took and was ready to die you dumb fucks, why not try to save someone instead of being idiots?
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:31:54 No. 6905
my heart is racing and i can feel it in my chest… awesome
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:33:17 No. 6906
>>6905 Well of course, you just took 11 fucking Lyrica. You're gonna be fine in the morning, just drink a lot of water for now.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:34:10 No. 6907
>>6906 i know now… just don't fuck with me people i still have the rest of the bottle
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:34:33 No. 6908
>>6904 You sound like you're just trying to get attention, is the reason people aren't taking you seriously. If you seriously do feel like you want to an hero, explain your reasons so we can talk it out and try to help you like adults.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:35:45 No. 6909
>>6908 typical response thanks for understanding
fuck mother fuckinig poasfghlhoasfg
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:37:08 No. 6910
>>6907 Unless it has >160 more pills you're not gonna an hero with lyrica.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:36:56 No. 6911
i know i told kaira i wouldn't do it, but he's asleep… i'm almst fucking ready fucking faggots
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:38:12 No. 6912
THIS IS SO EPIC YOU CAN'T EVEN SAY ONE GOOD THING
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:38:12 No. 6913
>>6904 >AvgGuy a fucking psycho deceiving shitbag I am not deceiving anyone tho.
I can agree on the rest i guess.
Kaira is the only deceiver here, and he's having a lot of fun in this thread.
I'm even doubting you are orb, and not just him having lulz.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:39:20 No. 6914
>>6909 It sounds like you're pretty set on this, if you're not even gonna try to reach out when several people are all trying to help you at the same time.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:39:41 No. 6915
>>6913 i was into with him like that.. for the lulz, but i deceived him fucking shit
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:40:26 No. 6916
>>6913 I agree with your doubts, but just in case they're serious we should still at least try to prevent an an heroing tonight.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:40:33 No. 6917
>>6914 wow good job
what two good posts?
what good is /mental/ anyways?
sigh
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:40:56 No. 6918
>>6915 You sound like you're in a soap opera now kek
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:41:36 No. 6919
>>6918 at the same time i'm serious
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:41:52 No. 6920
>>6917 Again, you're either dead set on this or just trying to stir everyone up.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:41:50 No. 6921
>>6918 just ask avgguy this is my nature right now
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:42:44 No. 6922
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:43:08 No. 6923
i'm fucking sick of ppl everyone is shit
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:43:11 No. 6924
>>6919 >>6921 "no guys im srs"
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:43:50 No. 6925
ask avgguy he'll tell you everything since he knows almost evertyrthing
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:43:49 No. 6926
>>6923 >EVERYONE I MEET IS A TERRIBLE PERSON There's a common factor there.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:44:21 No. 6927
>>6926 yep and so am i
i fucking wish i could be a killer but i'm not
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:44:54 No. 6928
avgguy speak up asshole
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:45:34 No. 6929
you pushed my buttons and don't lie
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:45:49 No. 6930
>>6925 Yeah guys, i know him pretty well.
I'm in the chat right now.
>>6928 There's a lot to say, come there.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:45:55 No. 6931
>>6927 That just went straight over your head, didn't it? Also pic related
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:46:42 No. 6932
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:47:45 No. 6933
>>6931 fuck it this is it you wannha see onj video olets fucking do this shit asshole
that's what youi wahjt entertainment
edgy pic? wtf ever
i will kill myself tonight
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:48:13 No. 6934
>>6913 What a fucking hypocrite. You're the worst one here.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:48:23 No. 6935
>>6932 Go to the 8chan homepage
The irc is down the page
Choose a nick and login
Paste this into the chat and press enter:
/join #mental hmm
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:48:54 No. 6936
For some reason i still think u guys are trolling :/
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:48:44 No. 6937
/mental/ a place were suicide is picked on for being edgy… come to /mental/ and get mental help come to #mental and get hlelp no you come here to die
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:49:25 No. 6938
>>6935 Oh, I just assumed it was in some weird separate IRC.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:50:36 No. 6940
>>6938 why do you want to join the chat?
entertainment as well
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:50:27 No. 6941
>>6933 >>6937 Man, we've been trying to help you since you started posting in this thread, but you've been completely dismissing every time we've tried to help you. Now people are just giving up on you, because you've clearly stopped trying reach out.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:51:19 No. 6942
love it got this bottle and other bottles why not if i'm going to do it i'm ready fuickers
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:51:54 No. 6944
>>6941 i'm so upset i can read stuff right
fuici
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:52:16 No. 6945
>>6942 I guess this is last call then, will you PRETTY PLEASE let us help you?
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:52:58 No. 6946
>>6945 wtf is that
i'm done can't you see how stupid it is to say PRETTY PLEASE? fucking morons all of you
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:53:35 No. 6947
i'm about at the end of my rope say one more thing
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:53:48 No. 6948
this is it bitches
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:55:16 No. 6949
>>6948 pics or it didn't happen
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:56:25 No. 6950
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:58:22 No. 6951
i tried sending an email to raccoon this morning…. i sent it but i don't know what happened raccoon, if you are there, please don't dox and respond to me
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 02:59:32 No. 6952
>>6951 i mean ofc respond to me please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:02:32 No. 6953
it may didn't get there because of the new change to 8ch.net
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:02:42 No. 6954
guys i'm calming down a little, but this is serious, i'm not kidding
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:04:00 No. 6955
i love how averageguy can't say anything… it's a little too permanent to talk here… just stay in irc and hide
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:05:49 No. 6956
fucking bitch averageguy is nuts people stay away from him…. there are a lot of very terrible people around here and you have to be careful…
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:06:33 No. 6957
fuck this
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:07:18 No. 6958
>>6955 >averageguy can't say anything Lotta loyalty for a hired gun.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:07:57 No. 6959
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:08:30 No. 6960
they were both talking to each other.. coming up with ideas…. fucking assholes
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:09:23 No. 6961
AVGGUY IS SHIT
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:10:15 No. 6962
I'd love to see so many people gone from this planet….
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:10:35 No. 6963
and call it edgy again… sure that helps you are awesome people
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:11:42 No. 6964
i'm about done here
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:12:03 No. 6965
just took several more… how many mg do i need to die?
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:12:56 No. 6966
>>6962 But would you shoot them before throwing them out of a plane?
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:13:15 No. 6967
he'll probably pretend that he didn't look at this thread again.. somehow
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:14:18 No. 6968
>>6965 Well it's been tested with over 8000 mg with no negative effects aside from, like, headaches. So you'll need about 5 trips to your nearest pharmacy to get anything out of them.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:14:41 No. 6969
>>6965 Even then, it's iffy.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:15:50 No. 6970
>>6966 dubs ftw
you are about the only person to do something more than troll… or maybe i'm wrong
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:15:51 No. 6971
>>6961 +1 for AverageGuy being a cunt
sorry shit is happening
can't say anything else
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:16:21 No. 6972
i've got other meds to take…. i do want to die
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:16:53 No. 6973
just not enough
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:17:22 No. 6974
i've got effexor cymbalta blood pressure meds… tons of meds from my mother… fabulous
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:17:59 No. 6975
It's better to burn out than to fade away
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:19:40 No. 6976
>>6974 >>6975 Yeah, not even worth it at this point man. If you care so little about your life, why not do fun shit? You don't have to worry about repercussions if you don't give a fuck.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:20:00 No. 6977
I've got this figured out now that i'm hallucinating
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:20:11 No. 6978
lights are funny
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:22:49 No. 6979
just think of the best response averageguy… take your time and figure it out how you need to respond
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:23:17 No. 6980
cunt
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:23:35 No. 6981
and i have such trust issues
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:23:52 No. 6982
i found out today that my best friend is gigantic pedo and has molested multple people fuck fuck fuck fuck fcuk
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:24:39 No. 6984
>>6977 It sure as fuck wasn't from the lyrica. I'm done with trying to help you, I'm jumping thread now.
>>6982 Fucking pathetic, you aren't even trying anymore.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:24:40 No. 6985
my life has just hit a singularity….. everything comes down to this. all my repressions…. they just keep coming…
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:25:34 No. 6986
>>6984 pathetic… yes.. ANOTHER WINNING ASSHOLE!
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:25:52 No. 6987
THIS PLACE IS FULL OF ASSHOLES
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:26:35 No. 6988
THE WORLD IS FULL OF IT…. EVERYONE IS SUPPRESSING ALL KINDS OF SHIT WE ALL SUCK
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:26:51 No. 6989
raccoon!!!!!!!!
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:27:49 No. 6990
i see changes in lights.. someone doubted me… bravo.. good show asshole
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:28:11 No. 6991
any more assholes here want to speak? It's a fucking black hole for it
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:28:39 No. 6993
come on assholes
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:29:50 No. 6994
I contacted someone close i know…. it's okay
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:32:00 No. 6996
>>6993 Man, just chill out, who cares about what people say on the internet anyway?
Just turn your PC off and go for a walk.
Or get a snack. Nothing's ever as bad as it seems, nor does it have to be
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:33:21 No. 6997
>>6995 yep it's so over
good job assholoe
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:34:43 No. 6998
>>6995 fuck man i'm so tilt you have no idea and you say that wtf is wreong with everyone: want me to die for fun
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:38:57 No. 7000
trips get
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 03:57:39 No. 7002
Ayy guys, it's AG here. Alot of bullcrap went on, but i'm glad it eventually resolved into both kaira and orblivion shitposting. If you wanna blame someone for this, blame me please, i did the chat where they met on. Thanks for your attention and goodnight.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 04:16:14 No. 7003
my friend is someone i haven't talked to in a decade… he happened to be on gchat… i was ready to run
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 04:16:30 No. 7004
panic attacks are fun
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 04:55:36 No. 7006
I told them I had trust issues… they used it against me
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 04:59:02 No. 7007
>This entire thread, myself included
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 05:12:27 No. 7008
Yes, I'm okay shitpost away
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 05:14:20 No. 7009
I just want to say whoever said they didn't have any visuals is another moron… you didn't do enough or it mixes funny with my drugs… I've got slight melting right now on the screen
Raccoon ## Board Owner 01/31/15 (Sat) 11:19:16 No. 7016
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 12:07:58 No. 7017
>>7016 Hi raccoon, come in the chat, i wanna talk with you.
Raccoon ## Board Owner 01/31/15 (Sat) 12:31:22 No. 7018
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 12:46:04 No. 7020
Can we declare this crisis officially over?
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 12:47:42 No. 7021
>>7018 not him but still. come talk and shit.
Raccoon ## Board Owner 01/31/15 (Sat) 12:49:19 No. 7022
>>7021 I have shit to do today, I can't.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 12:51:42 No. 7023
all good. be sure to visit soon.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 12:52:37 No. 7024
>>7023 >>7022 lel too tired.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 15:37:44 No. 7027
just woke up… I'm still avlive… crisis over
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 15:38:26 No. 7028
I'm still upset though
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 15:40:49 No. 7029
ended up taking a lot more of that lyrica since it seemed safe…. i'm just going to live recklessly pleasure we my oriiginal answer to all this shit in life just so hard to seek when everyone is fucked up… not nost /mental/
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 15:43:59 No. 7030
i thought i had it figured out
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 15:44:48 No. 7031
I'm sorry Raccoon
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 16:02:33 No. 7034
this shit we got…. sometimes the pain is so unbearable that it's like being in a burning building and you can't get out some of you know this some people see other's, measure them up, then go. "okay I can shit all over him." But they're truly fucking dumb, because they just made the building hotter Sorry, Kaira, I really did lie to you. I know you're going to be absolutely pissed, but I've been fucked with so many times… I still was ready to kill myself
Anonymous SAGE! 01/31/15 (Sat) 16:02:13 No. 7035
God damn, this was a pathetic display.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 16:02:59 No. 7036
>>7035 oh you wanted me to finish
fuck you asshole
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 16:03:14 No. 7037
>>7035 why not tonight piece of shit?
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 16:03:30 No. 7038
i'm still on tilt fuckers
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 16:03:47 No. 7039
trigger to fuck out of me i will kill myself
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 16:04:23 No. 7040
>>7035 god damnit you mother fucker
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 16:04:41 No. 7041
i was doing fine till that piece of shit
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 16:05:30 No. 7042
fucking shit
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 16:05:54 No. 7043
and problably what the bitch wanted too
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 16:06:56 No. 7044
maybe it isn't over folks! come one! come all! see the entertaining orblivion orbliterate himself! just come and press his buttons! have fun! he won't even know who you are!
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 16:07:22 No. 7045
i'm not answering your skype today kaira if you call…
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 16:10:44 No. 7046
i was so calm… tired… now i'm really angry again… i guess you need that… "no an hero i'm so bored"
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 16:11:58 No. 7047
when i announce that i have bought some ammo, ppl in irc will k now it's over
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 16:12:20 No. 7049
so please stop
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 16:14:53 No. 7050
oh this is going to be fun i forgot to take my 225mg Effexor
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 16:18:26 No. 7051
i hope some of you realize part of my intent in all of this. it's not just to be an ass and make a scene. Good people need to speak up, but they also need to realize that they need to be careful in these situations. I wanted to you all to realize that there's not enough good people here
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 16:35:57 No. 7060
if we're going to talk right now kaira, it's going to be here… we're keeping this new train going, and it's not a train of love
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 16:43:02 No. 7061
i hate deception… i only deceive to keep myself isolated kaira basically knows this and how he went about showing me his true nature, well, was a pretty fucked up way of doing it… At first, I thought, "omg i'm going to get doxxed and fucked over by this asshole!" I ran up the stairs, got to my desktop, and started trying to ban him everwhere but i couldn't stand the stress and anxiety skype was still on my phone, so i just ran back downstairs so i could smoke weed i knew exactly how to dox me….
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 16:44:22 No. 7062
I was like, okay, he's in another country i'm okay maybe
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 16:44:47 No. 7063
then to find out the both those fucks were conspiring together
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 16:45:16 No. 7064
that was my last straw
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 16:46:07 No. 7065
so i showed you what i was i could do but choose to never do i can fuck you over just as good assholes
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 16:46:50 No. 7066
so i played the ultimate game last night and i fucking won it all WINNING
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 16:47:41 No. 7067
i never deceive except to protect myself… last night, i decided to leash out what I was capable of, but i have the fucking control not to do… or actually, i'm just a pussy usually
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 17:04:18 No. 7068
there was a time in my life, that i was considering going all columbine, but this was a few years before columbine then somehow, i calmed down, and became a dirty stinky fucking hippie i was a pacifist… i left the hippie shit pretty quick but i was still a pacifist pussy… nearly to the point of taking turn the other cheek to it's literal meaning I hid myself for a couple decades in isolation… even on the internet…. ask Kaira then a nervous breakdown turned turned into a bunch of stuff that led me to unlock my brain somehow, and i knew how to express myself again. for the first time in over 17 years, i can speak again. and i'm on fire. maybe the drugs fixed me… i know my experiences showed me how repressed i was.. i opened up a bottle of repression and i discovered myself again wow, i'm bi now… i leave god completely (long story, i was an agnostic atheist all this time in my mind) i find out that my family genetics are absolute shit. my father, the one guy i trusted to most.. helped me survive these years in prison in my head…. i heard the story of my father by my step-father at around the age of 10 i just thought it was a one time event what he pulled, but it fucked with my head so bad growing up and now…. i find out he was a monster before i was born, and deserved to DIAF i find out all the hate i had for so many people because i got ran over in every single major conflict i left everyone
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 17:09:13 No. 7069
ON THE SAME FUCKING DAY that i discover that my father is a monster…. what happens??? MOTHER FUCKING KAIRA!
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 17:12:01 No. 7070
i kept telling Kaira how i was ready to die because i couldn't handle all the repression…. and he knew i had just talked to my half-sister, and learned the details of what had happened imagine that people!
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 17:13:39 No. 7071
imagine how frightened i was imagine how much trust was destroyed in just a matter of a couple hours the people i trusted most
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 17:14:41 No. 7072
i'm just opening myself up to the world i'm caring less and less
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 17:26:07 No. 7073
remember that outfit i told you about kaira? i was going to go apeshit in that.. i was trying to get someone to join me… it's funny, the parallels hey! i used a comma correctly
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 17:31:33 No. 7074
i was evil… maybe that evil is just lurking… but instead of dying or mass killing i became this person who cared for everyone.. wanted to help everyone… and it felt wonderful to be this person. i was isolated, but i wanted to love and wanted to be loved… you know that song, kaira… that i sent you if you listen carefully to my voice, you should get a glimpse of what i was expressing.. and put it together with my life i wanted to believe what i said in that song, and i was the person being talked to in that song… it's not really me singing, but someone else telling me that people want to love me but i never believed it i don't trust anyone
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 17:32:36 No. 7075
one of the first things you yelled at me was that i shouldn't trust anyone
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 17:33:13 No. 7076
you struck me there
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 17:35:03 No. 7077
>it felt wonderful to be this person. orblivion takes that back
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 17:37:58 No. 7078
i want this shit out in the open Kaira
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 17:40:26 No. 7079
oh imagine that it's not just your father that was a monster, but your grandfather as well!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 17:41:33 No. 7080
fucking genetics needs to be figured out… i'm so glad i'm in control
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 17:42:09 No. 7081
i'll fuck anyone of legal age if they turn me on why the fuck did they have no control?
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 17:49:29 No. 7082
not only did they have no control… but they were diabolical
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 17:51:35 No. 7083
my father did shit to my half-sister from when she was 8 to 18 he groomed her…. just with petting…. but it turned to sex…. and he fucked her for years….
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 17:53:03 No. 7084
he very likely did shit to another half-sister, but she died in a car accident in the early 90s… no one got to talk with her about it
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 17:53:36 No. 7085
with all my repression, i question whether my father did anything to me, but so far so good
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 17:54:11 No. 7086
he's always told me that he was straight…. that's probably why he never touched me
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 17:56:00 No. 7087
so i had no trust these guys knew i had no trust left and they fucked with my head
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 17:56:12 No. 7088
i'm speaking now of kaira and averageguy, mind you
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 17:58:04 No. 7089
so who wants to push my buttons now? fucking asshole bitches
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 18:02:36 No. 7090
>>7089 orb i think i've unbanned you.
Come shout at me into irc, come on.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 18:13:27 No. 7091
>>7090 get in the ring, right here
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 18:14:24 No. 7092
i'm very emotional and very logical you got something to say?
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 18:15:35 No. 7093
>>7092 There's much to say, come there.
You can screencap the discussion and post it here if you feel like making it public.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 18:16:13 No. 7094
i want truth and when i know i'm wrong, find
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 18:17:09 No. 7095
ofc i meant "fine" instead of "find"
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 18:18:19 No. 7096
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 18:18:42 No. 7097
give me a little time here
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 18:19:29 No. 7098
i'm already too anxious… it's easier here
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 18:20:39 No. 7099
fuck bullshit… muscles locking up again
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 18:21:41 No. 7100
i'm not being deceptive anymore… my ultimate meta game is over
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 18:32:36 No. 7101
do you feel like you can keep me calmer in irc compared to right here?
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 18:33:03 No. 7102
i don't feel like i'd be calmer… i've got a lot of anger to lash out
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 18:38:30 No. 7103
How about we all forgive each other, put this mess behind us, hold hands and sing while chatting in IRC?
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 18:57:37 No. 7104
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 18:58:23 No. 7105
>>7103 except i'm fine with what you did, not them
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 19:02:13 No. 7106
and i'm done with #mental
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 19:03:50 No. 7107
jesus, avgguy was even trying some bullshit… calling me cute… even though he claims he's straight….. showing me pics… asking me what i think… i doubt the pics are even him… maybe the first one
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 19:05:30 No. 7108
then Kaira told me how he behaves… he is still the joker like he mentioned in an old post
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 19:05:39 No. 7109
>>7107 That's just delusional of you.
I'm straight, deal with it.
I was only trying to make you feel better but whatever i guess.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 19:06:46 No. 7110
>>7109 he did that dumbass… called me cute multiple times do i need to post the logs you fucking dumbass you are done
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 19:07:18 No. 7111
>>7109 does kaira need to show logs as well?
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 19:07:39 No. 7112
>>7109 i wasn't even into it, and he kept pressing
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 19:08:15 No. 7113
>>7109 want to see the logs?
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 19:08:45 No. 7114
>>7109 i know you are straight asshole i knew…
you were playing your games
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 19:08:54 No. 7115
>>7109 >>7109 let's post all the logs shall we?
kaira?
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 19:10:06 No. 7116
>>7109 you are the craziest mother fucker…
kaira isn't as bad as you… he just needs BDSM bad
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 19:11:18 No. 7117
i'm sorry kaira that i didn't understand until you let it all out but the way you did it, was the worst possible way
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 19:12:45 No. 7118
i should just do a log dump
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 19:13:12 No. 7119
keep this EPIC!
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 19:15:35 No. 7120
averageguy is lying asshole kaira warned me
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 19:20:52 No. 7121
i've got all the logs motherfucker
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 19:21:52 No. 7122
anyways, let him figure out how he wants to respond now… calling me delusional was unsuccessful
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 19:41:42 No. 7123
kaira, check yr skype i changed my mind
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 20:02:32 No. 7125
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 20:03:09 No. 7126
i only said i didn't want to talk today… i've had some thoughts that have changed my mind
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 20:04:02 No. 7127
>>7124 you have the best avatar ever
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 20:04:28 No. 7128
i have these mood swings like no other(Take a break, cool off and come back when you're feeling a little more rational.)
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 20:30:26 No. 7129
can someone confirm that Kaira is okay…. I wanted to destroy him… and I did…. but I don't want him to die it's okay to ban this ip Raccoon. All I want to know is if he's okay. I'm never going back to #mental ever again. That's a promise i'm keeping
Raccoon ## Board Owner 01/31/15 (Sat) 20:49:29 No. 7130
Holy shit. Fuck you people and your drama.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 20:57:25 No. 7131
>>7130 i'm sorry…. but when you've had gone through what I have…
I know i'm a whirlwind of drama right now… if you knew me, you wouldn't believe that i would write all this
I'm going to keep this address open only to express more positive shit… in order to avoid getting banned on it.
If I had any clue what I was getting myself into by walking into #mental, I would have punched myself in the face if I had any thoughts of going there.
or you can just ban this ip… someone should speak up from irc about kaira
Anonymous SAGE! 01/31/15 (Sat) 21:15:23 No. 7133
I didn't ask for any of this.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 21:28:53 No. 7134
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 21:29:02 No. 7135
shit i'm sorry… I need to shut this down… I can't stop…
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 21:50:20 No. 7136
>>6996 i counted so many tards in here
thanks for being one of the good ones
Anonymous SAGE! 01/31/15 (Sat) 22:16:15 No. 7138
Why should i care about random kids causing internet drama
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 22:25:52 No. 7140
>>7138 i'm tallying all the assholes in here after all of this… assuming i stick around… just press my buttons… you just did. even if this ip is banned, i'm counting or dying.. it's yr guises' choice
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 22:39:52 No. 7142
kaira is okay
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 23:25:12 No. 7144
>>7142 I wouldn't go that far…
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 23:27:15 No. 7145
>>7144 no shit i meant he is alive
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 23:31:12 No. 7146
>>7144 stop pressing my buttons tards
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 23:36:37 No. 7149
it's like everyone wants to prove to me that they are an asshole, either by being misunderstanding, retarded, or both. i've seen a few good ones… many many many bad ones
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 23:38:20 No. 7150
i know i have potentially misunderstood some stuff, but man…
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 23:53:51 No. 7152
>>7149 You shouldn't really call somebody who misunderstands something an asshole. Try to explain it to them in a way that they do understand if it bothers you, don't just assume that they don't mean well.
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 23:56:05 No. 7153
>>7152 I'm upset and at the end of my rope, hating the world and people around me, trying not to kill myself… get a clue dumbass
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 23:57:31 No. 7154
>>7152 seriously.. please… it's like wtf… is anyone paying attn here?
Anonymous 01/31/15 (Sat) 23:58:54 No. 7155
okay i better walk away for a while before i read another stupid ass post
Anonymous 02/01/15 (Sun) 00:37:38 No. 7156
>>7153 Then call somebody about it, don't sit around insulting people. What does 'get a clue' even mean here? If you want to talk about issues that's fine, but just getting angry at everybody is unnecessary and you should keep it to yourself.
Anonymous 02/01/15 (Sun) 00:57:10 No. 7158
To whomever is having this breakdown in the thread, I address this to you specifically, and I mean this. This display has been nothing short of absolutely attention mongering, weak, and pathetic. This is a website full of moronic, pseudo depressed 15 year olds and you're on here bitching about some internet drama. So I say to you, please, take those pills and finish the job, because nobody is going to be shedding any tears. Quit clogging up the traffic and pissing yourself, take the whole bottle, really. Imagine the wave of bliss and relaxation that will wash over you, all lifes problems over, no more stress. If you don't, none of us will give a damn. So do it.(USER WAS KILLED FOR THIS POST)
Anonymous 02/01/15 (Sun) 01:30:42 No. 7159
>>7158 i won't even read the rest of your garbage… you have no fucking clue and are another worthless piece of shit
i have emailed this thread to two close friends….
i will kill myself if you want to presss me just a tiny bit more.
go for it…
real people in the real fucking world outside your basement are watching
Anonymous 02/01/15 (Sun) 01:36:26 No. 7160
anyone else want to press? come on? you don't know shit
Anonymous 02/01/15 (Sun) 01:36:45 No. 7161
sorry… getting triggered again trying not to fuck
Anonymous 02/01/15 (Sun) 01:37:08 No. 7162
i want some reasonable people say something
Anonymous 02/01/15 (Sun) 01:37:57 No. 7163
oh forget it… it's fucking retarded… all of you and all of this
Anonymous 02/01/15 (Sun) 01:48:31 No. 7164
>>7159 Suicide is not something that you should hold over the heads of other people. If you are truly close to committing suicide due to negative feelings, there are plenty of resources available to you if you so desire. There is no shame in calling a hotline, they exist for this exact purpose.
Anonymous 02/01/15 (Sun) 02:04:41 No. 7166
>>7164 i appreciate your post, but i'm trying to be talked down by a friend as we speak… i still can't find a reason to live…. that's what this cry for help is… and it's not just a cry…. it's serious… i want to die
Anonymous 02/01/15 (Sun) 02:05:10 No. 7167
what am i saying… i'm losing it… my response was fux0rd
Anonymous 02/01/15 (Sun) 02:06:56 No. 7168
>>7164 anyways… this is one reasonable post… thank you
Anonymous 02/01/15 (Sun) 03:15:57 No. 7172
he's not helping…………..
Anonymous 02/01/15 (Sun) 04:22:09 No. 7174
>>7172 Quit complaining faggot, nobody takes your whining seriously. Are you a 13 year old girl? They used to do this shit in middle school. I bet you self-harm to, fucking rat.
Anonymous 02/01/15 (Sun) 04:40:16 No. 7175
>>7174 we have another winner folks DING DING DING DING!
Anonymous 02/01/15 (Sun) 04:40:59 No. 7176
this whole thing is the perfect example of the shit ppl around here…
Anonymous 02/01/15 (Sun) 04:42:04 No. 7177
>>7175 LOOK AT HOW LOUD AND ANNOYING I AM GIVE ME ATTENTION PLEASE OMG I'M SO DEPRESSED LIFE IS SO HARD MY DRESS MAKES ME LOOK FAT BBOOO HOOOO. That's exactly what you sound like, fucking baby. Go on, cry more. Please.
Anonymous 02/01/15 (Sun) 04:42:16 No. 7178
if anyone is having any issues, suicidal thoughts or whatever, get the fuck out of here
Anonymous 02/01/15 (Sun) 04:43:01 No. 7179
Anonymous 02/01/15 (Sun) 04:44:41 No. 7180
>>7179 I might just to kill the time, are you done crying for attention yet, princess?
Anonymous 02/01/15 (Sun) 04:45:56 No. 7181
well at least i know your life sucks worse than mine
Anonymous 02/01/15 (Sun) 04:47:10 No. 7182
>>7180 i told my friends a basement dwelling troll would eventually show up and push me over the edge
mike…david… you better be reading this
Anonymous 02/01/15 (Sun) 04:48:43 No. 7183
i'm gonna get banned first i know it
Anonymous 02/01/15 (Sun) 04:49:28 No. 7184
but i'll read
Anonymous 02/01/15 (Sun) 04:49:39 No. 7185
and you can leave this on the internet as one fucked up mess
Anonymous 02/01/15 (Sun) 04:50:51 No. 7186
>>7182 Oh I'm pushing you over the edge? It must be so difficult, I'm sorry for that, didn't mean to trigger you. Better get back to dwelling in my basement and eating doritos eh? Epic maymay bro XD. Mike…David…your friend is a whiny faggot and needs to be put in a 3rd world country to learn a lesson about real struggle.
Anonymous 02/01/15 (Sun) 04:51:40 No. 7187
>>7186 you're life sucks more than mine you should an hero
Anonymous 02/01/15 (Sun) 04:53:42 No. 7188
YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play. Relax? Don't do it? Pls?
Anonymous 02/01/15 (Sun) 04:54:19 No. 7189
>>7187 OW OW OW please stop watching The Pest starring John Leguizamo I can't handle this!! Mike…david…you better be reading this, I'm getting triggered and I'm going off the edge
Anonymous 02/01/15 (Sun) 04:55:11 No. 7190
>>7189 The pest? Fucking censors.