What do you do when you feel numb? Mentally speaking.I feel like i have no purpose anymore and its like im void of all emotions except boredom.

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Anonymous 02/14/15 (Sat) 02:36:49 No.7635

What do you do when you feel numb? Mentally speaking.
I feel like i have no purpose anymore and its like im void of all emotions except boredom.

Anonymous 02/14/15 (Sat) 09:31:00 No.7641

Hello and welcome to depression.
Enjoy those good times you had before, that's as good as it's ever going to get.

Anonymous 02/14/15 (Sat) 10:17:18 No.7642

>>7635
iam enjoying the state of nothing, i cannot be bothered to feel anything and iam free to do whatever without any bounds.

Anonymous 02/14/15 (Sat) 15:12:32 No.7649

Mostly, I just lie around in bed. The ADs I take f up my sex drive, so if I didn't take them I usually masturbate… a lot. I feel bad about wasting my day away doing nothing, but I can't really bring myself to come up with anything to do, and what I do come up with, I just don't feel like doing. BTW, I have depression, social anxiety, and gender identity issues. I was diagnosed with depression when I was about 15 (I'm 30 now) and I find myself getting anxious around other people, almost paranoid. In high school, anyone who would try to talk to me would simply stop talking about 3 sentences into the conversation and would never talk to me again. I would wonder, "why?" Did I say something wrong? Am I ugly or did someone else say something about me? I wanted to make friends and enjoy my life, but no one really invited me to do anything, instead everyone avoided me, even though I never did anything bad to anyone. My doctor suggested that I might have a type of PTSD as a result of high school, as I just cannot get over how lonely I am. Then, the few people I ever became friends with would tell me about messed up things I apparently did, which I never did.

Anonymous 02/14/15 (Sat) 20:50:57 No.7656

>>7635
running

Anonymous 02/15/15 (Sun) 05:55:40 No.7682

>>7635
I sleep.

It's like pressing fastforward so you can hurry up and get a little closer to the bit where you die, I figure.

Anonymous 02/15/15 (Sun) 11:40:37 No.7689

Nothing.
Or drugs.
Or sleep.
Or vidya.
Or just anything really.
Driving is nice. A long, empty road is like magic.

Anonymous 02/15/15 (Sun) 18:52:06 No.7695

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>>7682
I hate going to bed, because I hate the moment when I wake up.

Anonymous 02/16/15 (Mon) 06:58:18 No.7705

>>7641
i have depression. im still not used to the numbness.

>>7682
thats all i ever want to do any more. but i cant sleep forever. i wish i could die already.

Anonymous 02/17/15 (Tue) 16:19:53 No.7722

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I play fast paced FPS. The concentration and reflexes it requires make me feel sharper, like a stimulant drug. At this point, the only satisfying thing in my life is to pwn in games.

Anonymous 02/17/15 (Tue) 19:28:14 No.7726

Either eat or fap. Those are the only 2 things that can bring me any modicum of pleasure anymore.

Anonymous 02/28/15 (Sat) 22:23:15 No.8049

>>7722
Holy shit, are there still people playing warsow?

That game was awesome.