Stigma Central Anonymous 10/28/14 (Tue) 19:50:41 No. 823
ITT we relate/vent/bitch to ourselves or other anons about the stigma that comes with our respective disorders and illnesses. Hell it can just be fear about stigma that's not there or paranoia. who gives a shit just vent
Anonymous 10/28/14 (Tue) 20:05:53 No. 824
>>823 > This much autisim > Being this autistic It's fucking everywhere. I fucking hate it. I'm higher-functioning than most neurotypicals, and yet the slurs continue to rain.
Anonymous 10/28/14 (Tue) 20:08:12 No. 826
>schizos murder people >So how many voices do you hear? >How many personalities do you have?
Anonymous 10/28/14 (Tue) 20:46:18 No. 829
>>824 I understand exactly where you're coming from man, just the other day I was talking to a friend of mine (yeah I get it haha the fucking autist/aspie has friends what a fucking surprise)
and he just said all the worst possible things
>wow Connor's like a genius man, not like in an autistic way though >wow autistic people make me sick I had to laugh to avoid judgement but I was nervous as all hell in the inside
Anonymous 10/28/14 (Tue) 21:28:44 No. 834
>be fat, can't have ever been anorexic >binge eating disorder isn't a real disorder, just stop
Anonymous 10/28/14 (Tue) 22:17:13 No. 839
I think personally that it might be the most irritating that people can't understand the most simple disorders
Anonymous 10/28/14 (Tue) 22:22:26 No. 840
>>839 Holy shit, this. I got so mad in school when teachers would be like "You just aren't trying hard enough." Fuck you, I can't pay attention. My brain literally can not focus.
Anonymous 10/28/14 (Tue) 22:26:54 No. 841
>has clinical depression >being told to cheer up >mfw
Anonymous 10/28/14 (Tue) 22:27:57 No. 842
>>840 Thank you so much for understanding anon I really appreciate it. I'm sure you know how difficult it is to find people who can relate. I had a teacher in the third grade that basically gave up on me while she helped the other students as much she possibly could. Apparently she just let me wander around the classroom and just generally gave no fucks about my education
Anonymous 10/28/14 (Tue) 22:33:52 No. 843
>I'm OCD it's so cool I'm special! >OMG I'm so crazy and bipolar. >Had depression multiple times. >Only heard OMG chill out don't be a faggot.
Anonymous 10/28/14 (Tue) 22:33:37 No. 844
>>841 >wow anon just don't think about it >hey anon just try feeling better >anon why can't you just be happy? >anon your depression bums me out, you should just stop >have you tried thinking about happy things anon? >anon stop being such a downer >anon if you we're more cheery more people would want to be friends with you or one of the fucking worst
>people that make guilt you and make you feel more depressed about having depression
Anonymous 10/28/14 (Tue) 22:35:35 No. 845
>>834 >people with BPD are manipulative whores iktf.
I'm terrified of anyone finding out I have BPD because they'll automatically assume I'm some kind of horrible abuser. I don't hurt other people, I just hurt myself. For fucks sake I isolate myself just so I can be 100% sure I'll never accidentally hurt someone.
Anonymous 10/28/14 (Tue) 22:44:43 No. 847
>>844 Or the worst one…
>What the fuck do you have to be depressed about? You're so ungrateful.
Anonymous 10/28/14 (Tue) 22:46:23 No. 848
>>845 many people know that I have BPD and half of them think I'm a psycho and the other half a creepy loner.
But I don't give a fuck about what they think of me, if they had been through the same as I, the same would happen to them.
Just ignore them anon, do what you want without thinking what others may say about it.
Anonymous 10/28/14 (Tue) 22:48:41 No. 851
>>847 fuck I can't think of one even remotely worse than that, I'm getting salty just thinking about it
Anonymous 10/29/14 (Wed) 00:31:51 No. 857
>>847 Thankfully I've never had to deal with that one
Anonymous 10/29/14 (Wed) 19:44:51 No. 944
>>834 >lol selfharm scars? must be for attention. >lol selfharm scars? must be for attention. >must be for attention. I fucking hate this people
Anonymous 11/01/14 (Sat) 09:59:37 No. 1326
This is why all my close friends have severe mental illnesses. I cant stand being around those fucking cunts who think they know everything about something by hearing about that.
Anonymous 11/01/14 (Sat) 12:04:42 No. 1333
>>1326 Ugh. I hate that shit.
In high school someone actually approached me after I got punched in the dick and said "Hey, when you shoot up the school please remember I was nice to you."
People were often cruel to me because I was "weird" to them and the comforting words I ever got was "don't shoot me when you snap."
Anonymous 11/01/14 (Sat) 13:22:47 No. 1349
>>1333 Ever tried being less weird?
anon 11/01/14 (Sat) 13:39:43 No. 1350
>>1333 dude when you shoot up this board remember i was nice to u ok
Anonymous 11/01/14 (Sat) 17:33:36 No. 1362
>>1349 When I try to be less weird, I come off as even worse because it's so forced.
Anonymous 11/01/14 (Sat) 21:58:47 No. 1393
People thinking I'm either a bloodthirsty murderer or a drooling retard. Women thinking I'm a creep who is going to rape and/or kill them (and not necessarily in that order). That looming feeling that if I say the wrong thing to my therapist, I'm thrown in an inpatient facility "to protect myself and others" (and it's happened). No one ever taking me seriously nor trusting me enough to give me any kind of authority "because I'm not right in the head".
Anonymous 11/01/14 (Sat) 22:32:31 No. 1395
>>829 He's not a friend. Drop him like the One Ring into the fires of Mt. Doom
Anonymous 11/01/14 (Sat) 23:06:43 No. 1400
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>have to make an effort to get out of bed in the morning >hate myself for being an emotional and financial burden on my friends and family >avoid dating/relationships because I know I will just push them away telling myself that I don't deserve their love >feel like it would benefit everyone if I splattered my brains across the wall
Anonymous 11/01/14 (Sat) 23:46:32 No. 1406
Depression is crippling my life much more than my autism is. All I'm doing is sitting here crying all day and not doing work or any sort of constructive action. I have an appointment about this Tuesday but I have stuff to do now and I can't figure out how to so much as get out of this chair, I'm so sad. I had to withdraw one semester because I literally could not leave bed for a very long time. I have been medicated my entire life and not once has a single pill brought the slightest bit of relief. I don't know what the therapist will say because I do not know of any other anti-depressants I have not tried.
Anonymous 11/02/14 (Sun) 01:21:17 No. 1418
>>1349 Soon abstract thinking and reasoning will be a mental illness, where the sufferers will undergo medicinal canabis treatment until they conform.
Anonymous 11/02/14 (Sun) 03:48:06 No. 1439
>>1393 >you never served overseas in the military >people think PTSD is exclusive to combat I wonder how you could think that situations that happen in combat couldn't possibly happen outside of war, or that you can't experience similarly traumatizing things without being in that kind of situation.
Social retards is what they is. This is fucking baaasic psychology we're talking.
Anonymous 11/02/14 (Sun) 03:53:34 No. 1440
Anonymous 11/02/14 (Sun) 04:29:22 No. 1443
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Absolutely no one will ever take the words of a schizophrenic seriously.
Anonymous 11/02/14 (Sun) 06:20:38 No. 1466
>>1443 Not even the ol' Rule of the Broken Clock.
Anonymous 11/02/14 (Sun) 06:25:36 No. 1467
>>1439 There's also the thinking that war veterans "earned the right" to the affliction for serving our country in a violent, bloody conflict zone. They had "seen some shit", and it's okay, because they are heroes defending our freedom, or whatever.
Meanwhile, people who got PTSD from some other way back on the homefront are weak-minded sissies that don't know how to deal with hardship. This is how people treat PTSD. That, and even the war veterans who apparently "earned it" can't even get a break.
Anonymous 11/02/14 (Sun) 18:09:38 No. 1501
>>1467 and that might just be the most broken train of thought these people have
in what fucking world does that make sense? if anything that's demeaning what armed forces do because they're implying that they've done things so awful that they deserve hell. So many people with PTSD are victims of something or another so if anything they're the ones that have "earned the right" to gripe about it the most. Their lack of metacognition reminds me of what every scientist says "metacognition is what separates us from the animals"
Anonymous 11/02/14 (Sun) 18:17:12 No. 1506
>>1501 "We're feeling animals that think." This meme becomes more relevant by the minute. People think secondarily, feel primarily.
Anonymous 11/02/14 (Sun) 18:19:23 No. 1508
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Anonymous 11/02/14 (Sun) 21:19:33 No. 1534
>Had depression for entire life, up until 18 where I luckily met my psychotherapist >tell my friends and family >brother has huge bias against meds, that cunt rarely talked to me after he knew i was on antidepressants >people tell me to just be happy, to pick myself up >while I even lack the energy to commit suicide >even a psychologist told me to just be happy >I hate psychologists >all of them >get accused of planning a school shooting >now >be 20 >people treat me like a lunatic who might lash out at any moment >am quiet and thoughtful most of the time, but I don't fear criticism >criticize other people >people proceed to call be an arrogant asshole
Anonymous 11/04/14 (Tue) 00:22:11 No. 1714
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>>1350 gave me a solid chuckle
Anonymous 11/04/14 (Tue) 00:24:21 No. 1715
>>1393 May I ask what exactly caused your PTSD?
Anonymous 11/04/14 (Tue) 00:35:45 No. 1724
I have a lovely bunch of issues- ADHD, Hypothyroidism, Anxiety and Depression… pretty sure I'm also a hypochondriac but that's the only thing I've listed that hasn't been diagnosed to me in the past by a doctor. Hypothyroidism helps spiral my depression and makes me feel always tired. I can't take stimulants (e.g. coffee, energy drinks) because I've got ADHD and anxiety and that will make me go crazy and/or have a panic attack. I try to fix my issues but ADHD makes it hard to focus on things long-term and since I always feel tired that just amplifies that. I try to take medication but it fucks with me too much (I do take levothyroxine but no antidepressants or ritalin). I'm wasting my life away and I'm not trying to blame my mental/physical issues but I honestly do believe it makes it so much harder to do anything. People act like I just have to look at the world differently and bam my problems will be gone or manageable.
Anonymous 11/06/14 (Thu) 06:28:03 No. 2073
>>1466 But Will Graham had encephalitis not schizophrenia.
Anonymous 11/06/14 (Thu) 07:23:31 No. 2079
>>1333 When you decide to shoot up this board please remember to end my suffering.
Anonymous 11/06/14 (Thu) 09:13:19 No. 2084
>>1724 >I can't take stimulants (e.g. coffee, energy drinks) because I've got ADHD Stimulants are the treatment for ADHD. ADHD medications are all amphetamines or derived from amphetamines. Adderall and desoxyn are straight up speed and meth. In ADHD patients psychostimulants cause a paradoxical effect where they are actually calming, allowing them to focus and think linearly. The symptoms of ADHD is a result of a low functioning pre-frontal cortex which makes organization, sustained focus and working memory difficult, and stimulants help correct this. These are things we can actually observe in fMRI.
If stimulants actually make your thoughts
more chaotic that is de facto proof that you do not have ADHD. You likely have some other kind of condition that causes this kind of disorganized, erratic thinking like mania, which stimulants would definitely exacerbate because you're already overstimulated. If you're diagnosing yourself you should stop, and if your psychiatrist thinks you have ADHD despite this, then your psychiatrist is kind of incompetent.
Anonymous 11/06/14 (Thu) 12:55:41 No. 2096
>>2084 I knew a guy with ADHD who downed Mountain Dew like there was no tomorrow. His room and the inside of his truck looked like charnel houses full of green plastic bottles, and he's probably diabetic by now. But it worked for him.
Anonymous 11/06/14 (Thu) 14:18:25 No. 2098
>>834 fuckbaby island please go
Anonymous 11/06/14 (Thu) 15:01:17 No. 2100
>>823 >social anxiety is not real you're just shy >stop being scared Fuck you
Anonymous 11/06/14 (Thu) 16:48:09 No. 2111
I just wish I could talk to someone without my speech pattern making them think something's wrong with me.
Anonymous 11/06/14 (Thu) 22:12:57 No. 2126
>>2111 What causes that? Is gere a technical term for it?
Anyway, how about some Tourette's Syndrome? People listen when I explain to them how it really is, but I have to go through the motions every time someone asks why I'm stretching my neck like that.
Anonymous 11/06/14 (Thu) 22:51:14 No. 2130
>>2126 >What causes that? Is gere a technical term for it? It's a symptom of schizotypal personality disorder. My speech just comes out like garbage sometimes. Sometimes it's just words out of place, sometimes it's the wrong form of words, and sometimes I just word shit so wrong that people are like "…what?"
Anonymous 11/07/14 (Fri) 00:27:03 No. 2144
>>2128 I hate myself for many reasons. It's entirely possible to be fat right now and hate fat-acceptance retards. I do not accept my body. It will change.
The anorexic girls inspired hatred as the current reality of my body must mean I'm a liar. They acted like anorexia was an accomplishment.
Anonymous 11/07/14 (Fri) 04:38:22 No. 2171
"ADHD? That's not a real disorder."
Anonymous 11/07/14 (Fri) 13:32:32 No. 2196
… are people talking about BPD as borderline or bipolar?
>>2084 Not him, but… I think I get more
linear , but the stimulants tend to give me anxiety. Like, heart palpitations but they're not because of a heart disease (I got it checked).
Anonymous 11/07/14 (Fri) 13:33:08 No. 2197
>>2196 fug. bottom line being that I think about as bad on them as without them, I can just maybe work a little harder and longer with them.
Anonymous 11/08/14 (Sat) 03:41:49 No. 2236
Fucking hell, this cunt. I hadn't talked to him for two months. He tells me I owe him an apology for it. I try to avoid the fact that he's not rarely a an abrasive fuck and say I'm depressed. He then goes on this tirade about how he start talking to me because of his "communications problems" (he doesn't have problems with expressing himself, he's just a cunt and expresses that, and that's his problem) and that I should show understanding for that. He never admitted to his problems with drinking, and he won't admit that he's wrong for thinking he's entitled to me. He thinks that I should specifically service him by talking to him when he has nothing to give in return. But yeah, I'm a bad friend for not understanding his "problems" with not talking to me, and he's not. And then he's like "oh, it's good that we have this off our respective chests now so we can go on [and be friends]". I'm like LOLNOPE .
Anonymous 11/08/14 (Sat) 09:03:08 No. 2245
>>2196 BPD is borderline personality disorder.
Bipolar would technically either be bipolar affective disorder or manic depressive disorder, depending on who you talk to/how up to date they are on terms.
Anonymous 11/08/14 (Sat) 09:21:21 No. 2247
>>2245 Thank you.
My experience with what might very well have been a borderline girl was abusive, or at the very least arguably so. She was manipulative.
I'm not saying this is the case with everyone with BPD but she fucked with me pretty badly when all I wanted to do was be her boyfriend and help her. She could have had a great boyfriend, I think, but she just messed with me and my image of girls.
Anonymous 11/08/14 (Sat) 09:54:50 No. 2249
>>2247 A lot of BPD people are manipulative. They can't handle their own shit while wanting to be loved. Often they don't see how their methods are destructive or emotionally damaging because they are so wrapped up in their heads, they can't effectively imagine what it's like for another person.
Some of them know they're being manipulative and don't care or rationalize it in some way. In my experience, they don't realize it entirely and have a hard time understanding the consequences of their actions/words.
Anonymous 11/08/14 (Sat) 17:08:01 No. 2255
>manic depression
Anonymous 11/08/14 (Sat) 17:46:22 No. 2257
>be me >be autistic >be schizotypal >tell someone I care about that I have those disorders because I wanted to be fully open with her about everything >explain to her what they are and what they do to me >"Oh those symptoms sound just like me. You're overthinking it. You're not mentally ill." >explain my breakdowns and how hard it is for me to function sometimes >"Then go to a doctor." >"I can't afford one." >"I was being sarcastic." >mfw
Anonymous 11/08/14 (Sat) 19:45:07 No. 2259
>>2249 Yeah, I don't think she'd ever be truly sorry. And at the same time I don't know if it was just acted emotionality, because of how she was lying about just about everything.
>>2255 How does that manifest? Also, is manic depression still a term?
>>2257 What a cunt. You're having trouble functioning, of course you need to see a doctor. And following that up that you literally can't afford a doctor with "I was joking" is so shitty of them. Are they going to laugh at you if you get pneumonia because you can't afford a doctor then?
Anonymous 11/09/14 (Sun) 05:27:33 No. 2320
>>2259 >You're having trouble functioning, of course you need to see a doctor. The bitch of it is, if they saw me IRL and how I exist they'd immediately realize I have problems. I have a nervous habit of doing what looks like playing air piano with my right hand. I'm always nervously looking around, avoiding people, etc. Yesterday I got so stressed out because I was $5 short of my rent that I walked around an empty room in a circle chanting "five dollars. i need five dollars." for about an hour with the only breaks being going into full on conversation out loud about needing money, being insane and feeling myself breaking down.
I go out of my way not to tell people about that side of me so they'll at least think they like me.
Anonymous 11/09/14 (Sun) 05:48:26 No. 2321
>>829 weird how you like to make friends with nazis. ditch him yo
rage issues here 11/09/14 (Sun) 06:07:15 No. 2322
you will never know the feeling of pure white hot rage. just an overwhelming urge to destroy everything around you. you can't even remember why you are mad. doesn't even matter. >hohoho just take a deep breath and count to ten, you're head will be clear by then
Anonymous 11/09/14 (Sun) 06:28:38 No. 2325
>>2259 I think most people use the term "bipolar" now, but it's the same thing.
Basically, one week go to bed at 7:00pm, wake up, feel like shit, and hate myself the entire day.
The next week, I go to bed at 12:00pm, wake up and I'm the most talkitave cheerfull person imaginable.
It's genetic and my father and grandfather from my mother's side had it, as well as my sister.
Anonymous 11/09/14 (Sun) 07:09:00 No. 2326
>>2196 Well, they're powerful stimulants, some tachycardia is to be expected. You could try a lower dose.
Anonymous 11/11/14 (Tue) 00:00:32 No. 2475
>Depression, bipolar ? dude it's all in your head >PTSD only happens to like soldiers and shit dude
Anonymous 11/11/14 (Tue) 00:25:04 No. 2476
>>1326 Pissed me off so much when people would say that to me just because i was different to them, I even had old bitches saying that. fucking glad I have been out of school for many years now.
Anonymous 11/11/14 (Tue) 00:31:52 No. 2478
>>2100 Fuck that guy twice
Anonymous 11/11/14 (Tue) 03:16:33 No. 2499
I'm having another mixed-state season along with a medical disorder, I don't know how I'm even alive right now, it's a little difficult to write.
Anonymous 11/11/14 (Tue) 05:44:57 No. 2549
It would be so nice if I could sleep at night and be active during the day.
Anonymous 11/11/14 (Tue) 10:09:46 No. 2594
>>847 hate it, especially from parents
Anonymous 11/11/14 (Tue) 13:40:04 No. 2601
>>2594 (said because I have to take pills, which were prescribed to me by an educated medical professional)
Anonymous 11/11/14 (Tue) 15:09:55 No. 2603
>>2601 they just worried about you, anon.
Thinking about killing yourself is a better alternative, right?
Anonymous 11/11/14 (Tue) 17:52:23 No. 2613
>>1440 oh that is fucking gold. I'm saving that.
>mfw
Anonymous 11/12/14 (Wed) 09:35:41 No. 2761
>>2603 As long as I don't talk about it. Way too many fucking snitches wanna have me locked up.
Anonymous 02/18/15 (Wed) 21:52:03 No. 7783
>you're just making it up to collect government money, you have no right to take MY MONEY for doing NOTHING you THIEF >meanwhile she collects child support from multiple people, who are poorer than she is
Anonymous 02/18/15 (Wed) 22:25:19 No. 7786
>I understand
Anonymous 02/18/15 (Wed) 23:30:44 No. 7790
I am so tired of the "wear want you want!" "who cares what other people think!" shit. I want to be a girl, not that dude who walks around in public wearing dresses with make-up on. And all those stories about men complimenting trans girls, then finding out she's "actually a guy" and beating the shit out of her scare the fuck out of me.
Anonymous 02/18/15 (Wed) 23:46:04 No. 7791
>>7790 But you will never be a girl. Plain and simple. And chances are, you won't be seen as remotely passable. I mean seriously, I can't tell you how many times I see trannies walking down the street and 9/10 times you know it's a dude. It's fucking gross. So why do you keep doing the whole drag queen dress up charade and why don't you just grow up?
Anonymous 02/18/15 (Wed) 23:50:24 No. 7792
>>7790 you're trans, you don't have a mental illness. you have a female brain. your brain is your personanlity. you are female. please love yourself and get out of this shithole where people like this piece of shit can abuse you
>>7791
Anonymous 02/19/15 (Thu) 00:00:04 No. 7794
>>1326 i feel that d00d
all my friends have depression mixed in with a few bipolars (all clinically diagnosed so stfu)
we all appear normal but underneath we are all deeply fucked up and our humour is edgy so we scare away people in normal conversations.
I just dont like normies
>inb4 cuz they never liked you well partially but mostly I just would rather be around like minded people instead of hobosexuals
contribooting >when people publically post about their 'depression' but don't do jack shit to fix it (and doubtfully even have it) friend i've had this shit since my parent's divorce (which marked my mom going psycho) and you don't see me tearjerking everyone around me
god i fucking hate people like that. there are so many of them at my school tho ;_;
Anonymous 02/19/15 (Thu) 00:25:35 No. 7795
Tfw bipolar and people think im going to be sad, happy, and angry, all within 5 minutes.
Anonymous 02/19/15 (Thu) 12:19:22 No. 7811
>be me with aspergers >never really talked about when diagnosed >kinda wanted to talk with high school therapists >never could because they with either gone or busy with other students >never felt that my condition was important enough to talk about.
Anonymous 02/20/15 (Fri) 00:23:49 No. 7827
I think I speak for all Men with mental illness when I say>Man up
Anonymous 02/20/15 (Fri) 07:50:34 No. 7833
>>7792 It's definitely a mental illness, look at how mentally unstable and disgustingly filthy most trannies look. All because they didn't get enough testosterone in the womb, maybe took some brain damage as a kid, and felt like playing dress up so others could be disgusted and suffer with them was a grand idea. Sounds pretty sane to me. You're not female. And hell, I'll tell you what's sane, you offing yourself, you goofy freak bastard. Most laugh at people like you. You're a fucking joke, not a women. You're not male or female, you're a broken joke.
Anonymous 02/20/15 (Fri) 08:16:56 No. 7834
>>7833 You're mean. I agree with you like 75% but damn, harsh.
I disagree with them being neither male or female. They are their birth gender and also shouldn't off themselves.
Anonymous 02/20/15 (Fri) 17:37:36 No. 7842
>>7834 It's good that you agree, and I wasn't being literal when I said he had no gender, he is and always will be a man. Doesn't matter how much makeup cakes his face or how glossy his wig is. With that said, I'm not averse to this useless shit offing himself, the last thing we need is some bitchy, unattractive tranny threatening suicide or something.
Anonymous 02/21/15 (Sat) 15:05:17 No. 7862
>>7827 >comparing erectile disfunction with mental illnesses
Anonymous 08/18/15 (Tue) 20:26:51 No. 11285
>>823
IPS monitor doesn't require me to do your primitive solution
Anonymous 08/18/15 (Tue) 22:05:24 No. 11286
When someone berates other people for the generic, "It gets better." When they themselves are doing the generic, "No one understands me."
Anonymous 08/19/15 (Wed) 15:38:51 No. 11303
>Schizophrenia
Most people don't know I have it.
The few who know don't really care.
Feels good man
Anonymous 09/03/15 (Thu) 03:54:19 No. 11453
>>7842
Wow, somebody's pretty fuckin edgy.
Who gives a shit if somebody thinks they're a girl or a guy. Shit on the ones who do a bad job of looking either part, yeah I get that, but shitting on all of them is just being an insolent dickweed.
Go choke on a dick
Anonymous 09/03/15 (Thu) 13:11:18 No. 11459
>>11453
If a man wants to pretend to be a woman in the privacy of his own home, that's his business.
When he goes outside, obviously a man in woman's clothing, that's a problem.
When he demands to use women's bathrooms, making everyone uncomfortable, that's a problem.
When he demands people play along with his game, that's a problem.
Everyone's rights do not end where your feelings begin.
Anonymous 09/03/15 (Thu) 17:19:52 No. 11460
I just don't tell people. The only interest I have in most people is their money in one form or another.
Anonymous 09/03/15 (Thu) 18:01:38 No. 11461
>depression
Just try harder, you need to go outside with people more, look on the positive side of life, look at all the stuff you have and the little other people have, stop moping around
>Schizoid
You shouldn't be on your own so much, you need to put yourself out there more, you need to make more friends, why dont you ask your friends to go with you, why dont you go to this support group
>gender dysphoria
You're deluded, you just want to perv on girls in the bathroom, you need to grow up, just ignore it and stop being such a hobosexual, you just want attention, just get therapy, you're just a fetishist who wants to live out his fantasies
And to explain for this edgelord >>7833 , yes gender dysphoria is a mental illness. It's not something you can just ignore, or grow out of (hell I fucking tried that for years, it doesn't work). Therapy for gender dysphoria does not work. The only documented treatment (not cure) for gender dysphoria is to transition. yes it is not perfect and yes I would prefer it if I could get therapy, or take medication to fix this but it doesn't work. Find me a legit study that shows gender dysphoria can be cured, seriously I would like to see it. We barely even know about the brain to find what causes gender dysphoria to begin with, never mind curing it.
I am not deluded, I do not believe I have a female brain or I'm a girl trapped in a boys body. I have dysphoria, it won't and hasn't gone away and now I have transitioned to deal with it. You telling me to ignore it is akin to telling a depressed person to 'man up, get happy bro'.
Also the irony of you saying shit like this in this thread is pretty funny. Like does it make you feel better coping with whatever illness you have by punching down at the people below you?
Anonymous 09/04/15 (Fri) 00:08:28 No. 11462
>Bipolar
God you're such a dick man. I mean, no one wants to be around you, and you talk way too much sometimes. Other times when you like stutter, its annoying. I don't get it, its just happy and sad, when your sad like do something you like, and when you're happy go chill with people and be nice.
My family doesn't even believe the diagnosis. They just patronize me, I know they're mentally sick it runs in the family. The worst was when my brother told me to be open with him and he goes
>You're not bipolar. Bipolar people are crazy and scream everywhere.
At this point, I feel too much sometimes, feel too little other times, its a mix almost all the time, and I don't have the energy to express it. I literally internally scream. There is always music playing in my head. I'm trying to get a psychiatrist to help me with free gov insurance but the hospital she works for is trying to not give me an appointment as much as possible. They transfer me to dial tone, ignore me, don't return calls, promise to return then don't, it actually worked one time and I almost killed myself driving erratically in a fit of rage, but now I'm going to try and deal with it.
Also terrified/anxious at all times. If I don't get help I'll have to leave Uni. Again.
This is fucking shit man.
Anonymous 09/04/15 (Fri) 00:12:12 No. 11463
>>11462
So far have tried Geodon, Risperidone, and Klonopin. Geodon actually worked but I freaked out and had a psychotic break when I couldn't hear the music in my head. It somehow keeps me sane. 3 days in the psych ward. Never again. Didn't take risperidone long enough but I might try it given the chance. Klonopin definitely helps but doesn't quiet the mind.
Anonymous 09/04/15 (Fri) 14:01:04 No. 11471
>>11462
Stop discussing it with your ignorant family and live up to the potential BD gives you.
Anonymous 09/04/15 (Fri) 14:39:48 No. 11472
>>11471
I don't understand, what potential? The only thing that is notable I've done during my manic episodes is open a business and learn all the bureaucratic bullshit. Sold glass smoking accessories.
Anonymous 09/04/15 (Fri) 15:15:52 No. 11473
>>11472
You secretly have superpowers.
Anonymous SAGE! 09/04/15 (Fri) 22:49:23 No. 11479
>Depression? Like those whiny teens on the internet? Just get over it! Stop being so lazy!
>You don't have real problems. Look at these starving people from Africa, would they complain if they had your life?
>Anorexia? You want to be like a skinny model? Oh, I wish I was anorexic and could lose weight that easily.
Just… Fuck off.
Those people are the reason I never show feelings.
Anonymous 09/05/15 (Sat) 01:45:22 No. 11485
>You made my depression worse.
>hahahahhah, no we didn't.
Fuck my family.
Anonymous 09/09/15 (Wed) 04:09:07 No. 11553
>No I don't feel like eating out
>"Okay you bipolar hobosexual"
I cri everytmie
Anonymous 09/15/15 (Tue) 06:20:07 No. 11631
Anonymous 09/15/15 (Tue) 11:49:04 No. 11634
>>11461
>I am not deluded, I do not believe I have a female brain or I'm a girl trapped in a boys body.
But that's exactly what a heck lot of transpeople NOT believe or proclaim. You have dysphoria. They have dysphoria. But they are still deluded.
Anonymous 09/15/15 (Tue) 14:17:28 No. 11635
>>11634
That's because they are fuckbaby island snowflake hobosexual scum and should not be taken seriously.
It fucking sucks that everyone takes mainstream trans activists and celebs as an example of the benchmark trans person, when pretty much every transperson I know fucking detests them and their existence with their stupid 'xir/xe' pronoun, oppression olympics bullshit.
Not much I can do besides rage at my screen and attempt to explain to people that we are all most certainly like that. Most of us are awful people for reasons other than fuckbaby island hobosexualry.
Anonymous 09/15/15 (Tue) 14:22:02 No. 11636
>>11635
>most certainly like that
*not like that
Anonymous 09/15/15 (Tue) 20:54:58 No. 11640
>>11461
>yes gender dysphoria is a mental illness. It's not something you can just ignore, or grow out of (hell I fucking tried that for years, it doesn't work). Therapy for gender dysphoria does not work. The only documented treatment (not cure) for gender dysphoria is to transition. yes it is not perfect and yes I would prefer it if I could get therapy, or take medication to fix this but it doesn't work. Find me a legit study that shows gender dysphoria can be cured, seriously I would like to see it. We barely even know about the brain to find what causes gender dysphoria to begin with, never mind curing it.
That was amazingly honest. Thank you for that.
Anonymous 09/18/15 (Fri) 07:40:52 No. 11669
Nobody knows except my doctor and I.
No stigma now!
Anonymous 09/20/15 (Sun) 06:05:04 No. 11692
>schizotypal personality disorder
>people think that anything that starts with "schizo" means you have multiple personalities
>people think that "personality disorder" means you have multiple personalities
If I had any social contacts I wouldn't tell them shit.
Anonymous 09/21/15 (Mon) 07:59:52 No. 11706
>>11669
Are you a small guy by chance?
Anonymous 09/27/15 (Sun) 12:42:26 No. 11771
Sat on my bench last night under the moon, smoking a cigarette when Sara by Fleetwood Mac comes on, suddenly feel like shit, think about all the normal fags partying the Saturday away, think about my shitty childhood and how I was abused and molested by the people I was born to trust…
I surmise my obsession with ending these materialistic, ignorant, conformist debauchers is if I don't deserve my inner sadness they don't deserve happiness.
It's incredibly narcissistic thinking, but who cares, they don't
Anonymous 09/30/15 (Wed) 23:21:25 No. 11814
>>11771
It's not really narcissistic though. You're equating, not dominating. Narcissism is thinking they should feel bad even if you feel good.
Anonymous 10/01/15 (Thu) 10:18:45 No. 11829
>>11814
I may be equating but the logic I "wah woe is me, I'm so important I should put pain on people just living their lives"
(I say this without caring for the logic or the people of which I direct my hate)
Anonymous 10/12/15 (Mon) 11:59:30 No. 11941
>>11771
>>11829
My parents (foster carers, (whatever) used to send me to cadets to make friends, I made a few but we just drift away… Same can be said for old school friends, and other friends. I never make a true connection.
I fucked a trap back in March because I was so desperate to lose my virginity, and, after fucking a real girl in May, became disgusted about fucking the trap…
Yet today I feel I'm becoming comfortable with my madness
Anonymous 10/15/15 (Thu) 00:06:48 No. 11958
>Tell old friend I have Scizophrenia
Shit man, you taking meds?
>Yeah, they've helped.
You have a responsibility to keep taking those, you know.
>Why?
You know, so you don't kill anyone.
>mfw
Anonymous 10/17/15 (Sat) 11:54:35 No. 11983
My shrink : "so your real problem is that you don't have any friend."
Me : "yes"
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Anonymous 10/17/15 (Sat) 22:33:12 No. 11985
>trying to cheer up a depressed friend while depressed, can't even reveal it to them to their sake
>Get this bombshell dropped on me
>"You have so much confidence in yourself and your abilities, I wish I could have as much as you."
i laughed until I cried
Anonymous 10/18/15 (Sun) 21:35:06 No. 12009
>>843
>>Only heard OMG chill out don't be a hobosexual.
Fuck these people need to kill themselves.
I'm not joking or being dramatic.
I really wish these sorts of people would die.
Also people that tell "losers" to kill themselves.
No, you're the one that should. Fuck I hate those people
Anonymous 10/18/15 (Sun) 21:40:16 No. 12010
>>7794
Well I think the problem is that most people don't know WHAT do to if they have depression. I suggest getting the number to a psychologist and handing it to them discreetly.
Also depression is one of those ones that makes it so you don't even care about doing anything, all you want to do is die.
Although yeah, I don't think people with actual depression would go around in real life and tell people they have depression.
Maybe they are fakers.
Anonymous 10/18/15 (Sun) 21:44:26 No. 12012
>>11459
>When he goes outside, obviously a man in woman's clothing, that's a problem.
Why is that a problem? You don't have a right to not be uncomfortable.
>When he demands to use women's bathrooms, making everyone uncomfortable, that's a problem.
Again, any business or anything can refuse service if they want, but no one has the right to not be uncomfortable.
Anonymous 10/18/15 (Sun) 21:48:25 No. 12014
>>11706
It sounds more like he's a big guy.
Anonymous 10/18/15 (Sun) 22:12:21 No. 12017
>>11473
>tfw bipolar, on the manic end, and reading this
I know what i must do.
Anonymous 10/19/15 (Mon) 18:05:58 No. 12033
>>12012
>Again, any business or anything can refuse service if they want, but no one has the right to not be uncomfortable.
Good, so I'm free to call them by the pronouns they should have as I see it then, right?
>Again, any business or anything can refuse service if they want, but no one has the right to not be uncomfortable.
Except that the left want to pass laws to make it illegal to discriminate on that basis.
I somewhat support transgender people but you shouldn't be retarded.
Anonymous 10/19/15 (Mon) 18:10:13 No. 12034
>>11461
I kind of believe that transition therapy is kind of shitty and doesn't work well. Unfortunately, I can't think of any alternatives for transgender people to do. Basically, as I can see the options available for people with gender dysphoria, they're fucked.
Anonymous 10/20/15 (Tue) 00:00:41 No. 12038
>>12033
>Good, so I'm free to call them by the pronouns they should have as I see it then, right?
Yeah but why do you wanna ruin someone's day? Like I find it hard to take unpassing transsexuals seriously but I don't wanna upset them when I could easily just adjust my language.
>Except that the left want to pass laws to make it illegal to discriminate on that basis.
I don't agree with that. Like, let people run their business how they want, say what they want etc. Fix society instead, the more loving a society is the less that you would have people wanting to discriminate on people just because they wanna live their life a certain way. It's petty but shouldn't be against the law.
>>12034
>doesn't work well
It ultimately depends on how well you can pass (contrary to dumbass sjw 'passing doesn't matter' opinions). If you start young enough and/or have features that enable you to pass well then transition is very successful in terms of letting you live a relatively normal life. Unfortunately most transsexuals don't tend to pass (excluding those who started before puberty) and so transition ends up being a step in the wrong direction in terms of mental stability and quality of life, especially if you live in the third world.
Though in my experience living as a male for 22 years has done a number on my stability. I've transitioned very successfully, but issues including chronic depression, an inferiority complex and loss of childhood have pretty much broken me mentally.
Basically, start transition younger and you pretty much avoid all the negative bullshit that comes with transition. Maybe they'll be a cure one day…
Anonymous 10/26/15 (Mon) 08:30:09 No. 12098
Most days I'm absent minded and am able to cope. Others, like today, I feel like shit, remind myself how I sucked my dad and how I've wanted to die since 9 years old
I just want this rollercoaster to end
Anonymous 10/30/15 (Fri) 03:54:00 No. 12133
>just get over it you gigantic fucking pussy
Anonymous 10/30/15 (Fri) 09:22:13 No. 12136
Even you psycho anons and shit smearing autists (<3) hate borderlines.
I hate the stigma on attentionwhoring. Even self-proclaimed good people do it. If someone is hurting so bad they would kill themselves to be noticed, the right thing to do is to pay attention to them. I can tolerate you anons doing it because we're all equal, fucked up hobosexuals with no future.
How can someone go to church or synagogue or mosque or whatever and pray for their loved ones and other people too, volunteer at a food pantry or an animal shelter or something, give money to charity, and show kindness to strangers, but be so scornful to someone because they aren't seeking love in an approved manner? It's hypocritical.
Anonymous 10/30/15 (Fri) 13:17:08 No. 12140
>be from former Soviet Union
I've heard (about others as they will not say it to my face)
>psychiatrists don't do anything, it's all fake and exaggerated
>mental illness isn't real, anyone with it isn't really sick
>medications don't work, why don't you try to be happy in natural ways?
>you know that dude who has PTSD because he was in a sinking boat or oil platform or something and saw many people die?
>just send condolences to be nice, even though it's pretty much bullshit
Anonymous 10/30/15 (Fri) 19:20:31 No. 12143
The way my therapist worded something earlier made me come to realise that the reason I have homicidal thoughts towards normies is because I see my abusers in them.
And the reason I'm empathetical towards victims of violence, or the needy and helpless is because I see myself in them.
Like I say, sometimes I want to help people. (Because I see myself in them)
And sometimes I want to murder and destroy…
Can't believe this never occurred to me
Anonymous 11/01/15 (Sun) 18:09:03 No. 12173
>>12143
Also I'm not sure if I should better myself, considering how fragile everything is.
I can imagine getting shit together only for the European revolution to start.
Anonymous 11/17/15 (Tue) 07:17:24 No. 12293
My therapist said I'm too unstable for therapy… What the fuck is this shit?
Anonymous 11/17/15 (Tue) 10:41:39 No. 12294
>You just need to meet more people. Once you get out in the world, you'll see that things aren't that bad.
Why is it so hard for people to comprehend the idea that everything the world has to offer me isn't worth anything to me. You could take all of the world's pleasures and set them before me and I'd probably yawn. It isn't that things are necessarily 'bad', either. It's more like a 24/7 feeling of not being meant for this world. I don't even have a clear picture of who or 'what' I am in my mind, much less what is and what isn't which is why I have sheer disdain for relativism of any sorts as it only plants more confusion in my mind, I don't care if it is true or not, I need firm ground simply so I don't go insane. It terrifies me to think what other people picture me as because, chances are, it is flat out wrong to an untrained eye.
>>12293
Probably means that you need meds. Simple behavioral therapy doesn't work on the more severe stuff.
Anonymous 11/17/15 (Tue) 11:14:51 No. 12295
>>12294
She said I basically need to sort my life out before I have therapy.
Which sort of defeats the object. Fucking idiot therapists on the NHS
Anonymous 11/18/15 (Wed) 05:33:23 No. 12301
>the voice is telling you to buy me a pack of smokes
>Oh your schizo, I'm sorry
>You just need jesus
Nigga stfu I'm part of that schizo master race.
But seriously with all my religious delusions in my major psychosis I just think all religion is just a delusion created by schizos In the past.
I only here voices on a very rare occasion, still hallucinations and intrusive thoughts pop up when I'm in the dark, sometimes in the light mainly in the dark nowadays.
Don't be sorry my schizophrenia is like one of those perks at the start of fallout new vegas that make some things worse and some things better, that schizo life, sure I'll think I might think about killing you but those are just intrusive thoughts, and sometimes It's hard to sleep because of spooky shit, I hate this drug but seroquel does knock your ass out.
Anonymous 11/19/15 (Thu) 22:07:11 No. 12309
Slightly off topic but I'm sick of hearing
>We must keep guns out of the hands of the mentally ill
And otherwise pro gun people never challenging it. Fuck people with mental disorders are much more likely to be attacked because of it than the other way around you hobosexuals.
Also: SHALL NOT BE INFRINGED
Anonymous 11/19/15 (Thu) 23:52:53 No. 12310
>>12309
I'm mentally ill and I believe I should not be allowed to have a gun. Especially because of stuff I've wanted to do in the past…