No.13590
>>13589
Thank you.
I see. I think you would do a good job as one.
Well, I'm going to bed. Good night.
No.13592
** I'm sorry for saying nothing the other night, even when you offered support.
I was too embarrassed.
I haven't been able to really talk at all since then, but the empty feeling is overpowering my stupid desire to be alone. **
No.13593
>>13592
God.
As if I wasn't embarrassed enough, spoiler tags choose not to work.
And I can't even delete it because it's giving me a wrong password error.
No.13595
>>13594
You're not mad or anything, are you? I know it was really rude of me. I'm sorry.
No.13596
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>>13595
Why would anyone be?
You'll tell us if you want to, right?
No.13597
>>13596
I can easily see people being miffed if they feel their heartfelt offer of support was snubbed.
I'll tell you if I want to what, anon?
No.13598
>>13597
>being miffed if they feel their heartfelt offer of support was snubbed.
I don't even know what snubbed means, but
Who the hell do you think we are?
>I want to what
If you want to talk about what's bothering you.
No.13599
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>>13598
>I don't even know what snubbed means
Rejected, basically.
>Who the hell do you think we are?
I think you're really good friends to me, and I'm sorry I don't always reciprocate like I should.
>If you want to talk about what's bothering you.
There's not much to tell. I've just been dealing with some bouts of loneliness with maybe a little depression thrown in.
I'm doing my best to make myself feel better by forcing myself to spend time with other people.
No.13600
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>>13599
Are you feeling better now?
No.13601
>>13599
>some bouts of loneliness
Well, I'm here whenever I can.
>a little depression thrown in.
I guess many things can cause that, but you'll talk about it if you feel like it can help it.
>by forcing myself to spend time with other people
you mean us?
>>13600
hi.
No.13602
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>>13600
I couldn't say.
I'm alright if I'm distracted by something, but sometimes if I'm just passing the time the feeling comes back.
>>13601
>Well, I'm here whenever I can.
It's not like that. I know I can come here and talk if I want to. It's a different sort of loneliness.
>you mean us?
You would be included in that, yeah, but also some people I know irl.
No.13603
>>13601
Hey there. How's the PC?
>>13602
I don't want to ask, but I feel like there are some circumstances you aren't telling us about which are contributing to this issue.
All I can do is offer you my support from here. It's up to you to deal with the root cause of this.
Oh, and we're running close to the post limit.
Would you care to create the new thread?
No.13604
>>13603
It's working well. I still have lots of things I want to test, but I should start installing the other OS soon.
Thread still has 34 posts left.
also, I don't have a suitable image at hand
No.13605
>>13603
I guess maybe it also has a little to do with my little sister moving in with my dad, so now I'm all by myself the majority of the time. We didn't always get along perfectly, but at least she was there.
Someone has also been busy a lot lately working on something he needed to finish for this weekend, and he'll be gone most of the weekend too.
I just hate to make people listen to my complaining. I know it isn't like I lost a family member or something serious like that. I'm just being affected too much by things.
I don't want to make a thread.
No.13606
>>13602
> It's a different sort of loneliness.
go on…
if you don't mind
No.13607
I'm being summoned away.
Anon, remember that we're here to help.
Later.
No.13608
>>13605
>I just hate to make people listen to my complaining
Well, I'm glad I have people who listen to my complaints, and can actually give relevant feedback/opinion on it too, since I complain a lot. Especially recently…
You know you have to let it out sometimes, because it can pile up inside. And you should do it while you can, who knows what tomorrow brings…
>>13607
Later.
No.13609
>>13606
>>13608
It's a sort of loneliness that's been causing me to want to be alone. It's paradoxical and makes no sense. It hurts to feel alone, but that's exactly what I end up doing to myself.
>>13607
Goodbye.
No.13610
'Ello
>>13609
While the cause is different I'll do the same thing sometimes. I'll end up in a bad mood and shut myself off from talking to others even though I know it would help.
No.13611
>>13609
People tend to wish to be alone when they need to think about something, or when they can't come to a conclusion, or they're confused.
Are you sure there isn't something you need to sort out?
sorry, I'm not smart. I'm actually very slow/dense when it comes to people
>>13610
Hey
No.13612
>>13610
Hey.
I know it always makes me feel better to talk to you guys for example, but instead I just end up watching and wondering why I can't bring myself to jump in.
>>13611
No, I'm really not sure of that, although I don't know exactly what that would be.
I think I want to be alone because I want to have someone to talk to about it, but don't want to actually tell anybody.
No.13613
>>13612
I know how that feels, although I'm not sure how to get over it easily.
Just try to remember that we all like your company and would like to talk with you more.
Anyhow, I need to leave for a while now.
I'll see you both later.
No.13615
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>>13613
>>13614
Ah, everyone comes and goes, and Nvidia drivers don't show up in the manager…
This might be more difficult than expected…
No.13616
This is my last message for tonight.
Anon, I don't understand what your problems are. What I understand is that you feel alone, and so I'll listen whenever you feel like dropping in.
When I had my own episode, I was amazed by the level of support here, so I made sure to move on asap so as not to upset people here too much.
I hope you pull through soon.
See you guys later.
No.13617
>>13616
I can't even begin to formulate a response to that. Instead, I'll just thank you and say goodnight. We'll talk again soon, I'm sure.
No.13618
I'll be keeping an eye here while I wage war with Linux.
No.13626
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No.13629
>>13626
>>13627
Just as good as my drawing skills.
No.13632
>>13631
The red blocks thing lost me.
No.13633
>>13632
I couldn't draw a drill
No.13634
>>13633
Ohhhh, I get it.
Those are both considerably better than anything I'd manage, honestly.
No.13637
>>13627
>>13631
Nice use of the oekaki applet.
No.13640
>>13638
>>13639
Did you buy me some bread from the bakery?
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No.13642
>>13640
>>13641
>Did you buy me some bread from the bakery?
Ave Emprezz, here's your offering.