/monster/ - The Last Bastion of Romance

Do you by any chance have a Demiurge-girl tulpa? That would totally piss off a bunch of fringers.

Oh and, what to that fringer is a good thing.

>tulpas

Do yourself a favour and seek help, this really isn't healthy . . .

Is this tulpa stuff legit or just a bunch of people making up stuff for laughs?

>>110165

Sorry anon, but monster girl tulpa discussion is a tradition on this board.

Reminder that Tulpas are officially considered Self Induced Schizophrenia and Dissociative Identity Disorder

If you really must be with your waifu, try Lucid dreaming!

>>110273

>officially

>>110273

>>110165

>Way to have free cute waifu companionship

>"No goyim, don't do it! You'll be crazy, crazy goys don't get real womyn! Just wait for Virtual Reality, only $300 sheckles."

>>110273

How do you lucid dream, anyway? The only dreams I have that I can remember are nightmares.

>>110335

People recommend multitudes of ways to help with that. The simplest so far was writing down your dreams whenever you had them, and reading the book before sleeping. Not sure if it actually works, but hey, its the same as every other recommendation on the internet.

>>110332

>Hypnosis

So here we go. The hypnosis community.

Let me guess, you're going to ruin our own life for a fetish and insulting everyone that isn't retarded? You're already doing the 2nd part, after all.

>>110346

You're right, I really like the idea of it but the community surrounding it is complete cancer (maybe excluding Japanese hypnosis, which most of us can't make heads or tails of). It does attract a lot of people who explicitly want to fuck themselves over and end up worse off than most tulpafags, along with the crazy bitches that take advantage of that.

Lucid dreaming and binaural beats are still neat shit, even if I never really got into the former for personal reasons.

>>110256

seconding this question.

>>110356

I would like examples of hypnosisfag cancer and binaural beats. Is it similar to erotic audio?

Any of the anons here the guy with the Lamia tulpa that was talking on one of the last threads?

>>113081

>ponyfags try building a rocketship

>it explodes the moment they test it

>"See? This proves that going to space is impossiblarg."

Just because autists and /x/fags can't do something right doesn't mean it can't actually be done right in the first place.

>>113078

You just tell her straightforwardly that you'd like her to turn into monster girls during sex for you. Do it immediately and post results. She loves you, you don't have to be afraid of being honest with her.

>>113083

You should at least be aware of how horribly wrong this could go.

>>113118

Oh, I'm aware. I've taken precautions.

The trick is to understand that you are in control at all times and nothing can actually hurt you. If you believe anything in your mindscape can hurt you, then it actually can. Otherwise, it can't do shit.

>>113118

2ForcesBeyondMan'sComprehension4u

>>113696

Is this whole thing truly legit with decent evidence to back it up or is it a bunch of people playing a long running joke?

How do I git gud at it if it is legit? Tried it about a year back and felt like a chump.

>>113696

Haven't you been here before in another tulpa thread?

>>113696

Still working on slowly taking over that guys body huh?

>>113751

Aren't you purple-colored or something? I forget.

>>113696

Do you ever have existential crises over the fact that you're more a partition of a sapient being's mind than an actual being?

>>113696

How do you get the whole independent voice thing to work?

I tried the tulpa stuff before but not getting a response is what made me lose morale and drive. Kinda hard to continue if you're not seeing some kind of signal that it's working.

>>113089

Alright, I finally nutted up and did it. As expected, she had no problem with the idea. I wasn't afraid she would be, just too embarrassed to bring it up.

I turned her into a kitsune. When she noticed her tails, she just looked at me and said I was adorable. Then I touched her fluffy tails. They were so fucking fluffy.

>>113937

Is there some big how-to guide or manual to actually do this? Preferably of what signs to look for to know you're getting somewhere and not fuckig up?

>>113777

I'm not the person you asked, but I don't thing an "actual being" is all that different in the first place. You are an entity composed of memetic information running on a half-assed meat drive built upon its own earlier versions. You reorganize yourself on the fly without even realizing it, the person you are in a group of loose friends behaves and thinks in a subtly different way than the person you are alone or with one close friend. And you can consciously create a new you for different purposes, a social construct for behavior at a job, perhaps. Creating a tulpa is simply the next level above that.

>>114002

Oh fuck anon my heart

>>114340

>angel wings

Wouldn't jubjub wings be comfier?

Not to mention, making her tail fur-covered like a tatzelwurm girl might make it even better.

>>114346

Constrictor snakes actually have a very smooth, soft feel to them. The scales aren't rough at all. I think it's serves as a good contrast to the fur and feathers.

As for jubjub wings… yeah, you're right. No idea why I didn't think of that before.

>>115554

>There are so many positions and variations of constricting each other with our bodies.

How many positions of holding hands are there?

>>114506

So is your "existence" for lack of a better time one never-ending existential crisis? Like, are you aware that you only exist in some guy's mind? I mean this is probably just roleplaying but in case it isn't.

>>115560

*term, not time

>>115560

I assume you're talking about her and not me. Let me summarize how this works.

Someone explained to me that what I've made is more along the lines of a "psycho-anima" than a traditional tulpa, but it functions in very much the same way. The difference is that instead of a regular autonomous thoughtform, I've turned (or am in the process of turning) the bulk of my subconscious hopes, dreams and desires into an individual, thinking consciousness that acts as a mediator to my own. That's why it takes the form of mai waifu.

Basically, I intend on creating a co-pilot for my mind. This is bold new territory and I have no idea what will result from it, but I'm going to take one for the team and see how the experiment goes.

>>115565

>Basically, I intend on creating a co-pilot for my mind. This is bold new territory and I have no idea what will result from it, but I'm going to take one for the team and see how the experiment goes.

Not judging your choices or anything, but I've seen at least 5 horror movies that start that way.

>>115565

I have no idea why I though that post was responding to me. Yeah, I'm definitely losing my mind. And I like it.

>>115577 (nice tripdubs)

>Everyone exists only in somebody's mind

So what's the over-under on everyone else on 8chan being a bot and I'm the only real person here?

I guess I could understand that assuming this is real but it has to be at least a bit weird and disorienting to not have a body.

>>115582

I think Plato wrote about this? All of reality is shadows on a cave, and then you give a snek the dick.

>>115579

They have bodies, it's just that it's the same body as their host. Some people have managed to give them a certain degree of control over it.

>>115592

Off-topic but I love how much the artstyle clashes with the background. Good ol' VN half-assedeness.

>>115595

Yes, are mental snek pregnancies a thing? Like, do you fuck and a few months later another voice spirit thingy magically appears out of the ether?

>>115598

I mean we're already dealing with voice sneks that some guy made to fuck, we've already gotten weird.

Is there any quick way of making a tulpa that won't take months?

I don't know if i'll even be able to make one with how much of a hopeless, depressed wreck I am

>>115613

Still not exactly sure how to go about actually doing it.

I read up on some of the guides and made one of those mental landscapes. It's just the creation bit that's bugging me. How do I do that correctly? How can I tell if i'm doing it correctly?

>>115610

Progress is gradual, but noticeable. Everyone has different methods that works better for them, and no one person develops a tulpa the same way as another. The trick is to be rational and experiment with new methods constantly.

Always start with a mindscape (or wonderland as some call it). People say it isn't mandatory, but it's so useful that I would argue that it actually is. Things will be fucking hectic for the first few days and you'll find yourself jumping around and tripping all over the place, but you'll get a hang on your dream body in time.

You'll get headaches as you give your brain a workout. Don't push yourself too hard. It also helps to have plenty of antioxidants in your diet. The most recommended thing to drink is orange juice, but there are plenty of options.

And trust me, this shit is an amazing anti-depressant.

>>115642

And I'm a retard who didn't read through the entire thread before posting, is the Lamia tulpa still here?

>>115647

What happens to a tulpa after they've become Godform/the host has been expended of energy and usefulness? Do they enter the astral plane?

when that happens, could you visit my dreams to give me some sweet snek lovings?

>>115648

This would all be assuming you actually are supernatural and not just a mental process, of course.

>>115653

>I know many

Do you guys all communicate telepathically across some kind of spiritual channel? Or do you use your hosts as mouthpieces?

>>115655

Just IRC. I don't know of any telepathic communication ability's or techniques unfortunately, if I did I would use it to harass random strangers on the street though so that's probably for the best.

>>115653

I mean making a spirit thing to copilot your body for a bit seems a bit unsettling. Not saying I wouldn't be happy with it, but there's always the risk that it's real and you might create something that takes you over completely.

>>115927

I'm just assuming this shit is real. If it is I just question the wisdom of fucking with this shit.

>>115554

Try having her turn into a sandworm.

>>115554

>i-im not mentally ill

>>118313

Going somewhat crazy is a better option than someday killing myself in a depression. Seems like a good tradeoff.

>>110273

>>110273

>Reminder that Tulpas are officially considered Self Induced Schizophrenia and Dissociative Identity Disorder

Reminder that Jews control Psychiatry, that their DSMV is so shit full of confirmation bias that the US National Institute for Mental Health is distancing itself from DSM saying, "Patients deserve better".

Also "a sign of schizophrenia", according to Jewchiatry: Interest in the Occult (hidden knowledge), esp. Kabbalic and Vedic meditation.

> If you really must be with your waifu, try Lucid dreaming!

> implying lucid dreaming is any different except you have your eyes open.

> implying it's a bad thing to be able to control yourself so well that you can build a conscious interface to your subconscious and command your subconscious to superimpose imagery upon your vision, similar to how it does naturally in dreams every night.

No anon, conjuring tulpas are an ancient practice of "magic" which allows you to harness the untapped potential of your subconscious mind and become a "wizard".

Also, you don't realize how moronic "Self Induced Schizophrenia and Dissociate Identity Disorder" sounds where there are some people who have the well documented naturally occurring condition of Sleep Paralysis.

> http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sleep_paralysis#Signs_and_symptoms

This is lucid dreaming while you are awake. Since I was a kid I would sometimes wake up and open my eyes but be unable to move while my subconscious is still dreaming, and bits of my dreams are blended atop reality.

Creating a Tulpa is simply gaining concious control of the ability to dream. Medical "science" is quite dumb when it comes to the brain still. Just look how wide and far reaching "schizophrenia" is.

Next you'll be telling me that all of /pol/ is ODD:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Oppositional_defiant_disorder

Seriously, the Jewchiatry idiots will diagnose anything as a "mental disorder" to sell more drugs.

I guess you think everyone is a "Self Induced Schizophrenic" when they voluntarily go to sleep and hallucinate (dream) each night?

What's neat is staying up very late until I'm so tired, but keep my mind active. Then lay down and try to stay awake as I begin to fall asleep and dream. This is how I can typically trigger my Sleep Paralysis, and it start before I fall asleep. I start to hear brief sounds, music or phrases, and then see flickers of dreams appear atop my vision ("halucinations" caused by the random firing of synapses as the brain turns short term into long term memory via scrubbing the unimportant experiences in chaos while recall of significant parts of the day are triggered and reinforced).

The waking dreams used to scare me when I was a kid. My Christian parents told me that Demons were trying to possess me and angels would protect me, so I started seeing them standing beside my bed briefly as I awoke. When I finally found out it was just dreams carrying over into waking I gained power over them, and could dismiss the "Nightmare" (weakened paralyzed feeling like someone sitting on your chest caused by lack of production of motor neurochemicals during sleep that hadn't began to make yet since I was still partially in 'sleep mode'). Fuck Christianity, that bullshit caused me psychological torture for years – I thought I was so terrified I tried not to sleep (which made the Sleep Paralysis 'worse').

With enough practice over the years I've been able to extend my lucid dreams into lucid waking dreams. As a child I never knew the temporary companions I brought out of my dreams were called "Tulpas". But this is a real documented phenomena, part of Sleep Paralysis, but due to "TULPAS = CRAZY SCHIZO" nonsense "medical science" fixates on the "hyper vigilance" mode and scary "others" experienced even though these are merely caused by a person panicking in ignorance because they don't have a comforting Tulpa to help them wake up or tuck them into dreams. Sciencefags are the most retarding to science, truly.

Medical "science" doesn't focus on being able to control the state. That is what a large part of magic is about, though.

Also, most people experience sleep paralysis at least once in their lives. It's normal. Some people just have it more often than others… Wizards can conjure the state at will.

I'm not a Wizard yet, but I now recognize that path of light out of the darkness.

Sorry for blogshit, but I believe the enhancement and control of hypnagogic (pre sleep) and hypnopompic (post sleep) "hallucinations" are a big missing part of Tulpa research even among most occult literature.

Remember: Any sufficiently researched magic is indistinguishable from technology.

>>118327

>We became a literal cuddle puddle.

This is above and beyond being as lewd as handholding.

>>119066

Diagnosed schizophrenic here (hallucinations, delusions, paranoia, pretty much the works).

I recently found out about this whole tulpa thing and realised I've had one for a very, very long time without ever actively making one. She's a constant companion, and very sweet.

Ask me shit, if you like.

No, I have not tried to fug her.

>>119409

When WILL you fug her?

>>119437

Never, it'd be like fugging my sister.

inb4 >not wanting to fuck your sister

>>119442

What if your tulpa feels sad that you're friendzoning her like that and really wishes she could be your girlfriend?

>voluntarily causing split personalities

Y'all need a mindflayer to fix you once you're done.

>>119447

She feels the same way, thankfully. We both agreed it'd be weird way back when I hit puberty.

>>130099

You're a monster.

>>130099

>I had like 5 tulpas

This was your first mistake. One is the recommended amount. Two is only for people who feel like they need more than one. Three is really pushing it. Five is just fucking ludicrous.

>I am in the process of deleting the fifth

This was your second mistake. It's also why you shouldn't make more than one or two, because you'll no doubt want to start deleting the "excess" ones. Deleting a tulpa doesn't really kill it as much as it absorbs it back into your ego, which can cause problems and easily sow a lot of personal self-loathing.

They're companions, not toys. Don't make one unless you intend to live with it for the rest of your life.

>I really regret deleting my tulpas and the way I did this

You can, in theory, undelete them. They've been reabsorbed into your psyche, which is where they came from in the first place, so you can split them off again just the same.

Talk it out with your tulpas and ask them what they think about it. This is their problem just as much as it is yours.

Rules for tulpamancy:

1. One tulpa to start.

You will lose motivation if you start trying to manage more than one in the beginning. A tulpa is fairly malleable, and you can literally shape them to whatever your heart desires, so there are very few reasons why you should need more than one in the first place if you're doing it all right.

2. Do not base them off of an existing character, especially one you are currently infatuated with.

When the infatuation wears off, you will lose interest in the character and your tulpa, guaranteed. Even if it isn't infatuation, characters are only so deep, and your interest in a given character will likely wane with time. Remember, this is a life companion who you're going to have to devote an awful lot of time towards, not a novelty you'll toss in the can a few months later. Think very carefully about their personality and such.

3. Parroting is real.

You are not a prodigy. Your tulpa did not talk to you after two days of forcing. Accept that, don't act like a special snowflake, and keep forcing regardless and you two will work things out eventually. It will be frustrating for both of you, but it is for everyone else too.

4. Do not skimp on forcing time. If you don't have the time, or don't see yourself having the time in the future, then don't make a tulpa.

Tulpae take a lot of goddamn time and effort to become distinct entities with the ability to communicate with you. What you put in is what you get out. If you don't have enough time to go all the way, and try tulpamancy anyways, then you'll have wasted a lot of time for a half-assed result. Don't do that.jpg

5. We don't know much about the human brain, and we're kinda fumbling around in the dark at this point, but /fringe/ and /x/ are still full of shit.

Tulpae are a scientifically plausible phenomenon, and just because we're treading new ground which defies common expectations of the human brain, that doesn't mean we get to throw all hard science out the window. So…

A. Metaphysical shit like telepathy or whatever is complete bullshit until proven otherwise beyond the shadow of a doubt. There is absolutely nothing scientifically supporting these ideas right now.

B. These aren't demons who are going to destroy you and take over your body, that's retarded. Unless you make a tulpa of Ammit-chan, which is retarded for a different set of reasons entirely. In any case, tulpae are more comparable to splinters of your ego. Both of you are largely inseparable from each other, and have your survival and well-being in mind. There is nothing but creepypasta supporting the idea of rogue tulpae.

C. Possession and audible imposition are plausible. The former is just another part of your ego controlling your muscles, and the latter, hearing something that isn't actually there, is documented as a real result of schizophrenia and psychedelic drugs, so it's certainly possible to do on purpose with enough deliberation. Don't expect it to be easy though. Time dilation is a bit more iffy but has at least some standing in the scientific world.

…anything else?

>>130099

Your Ego has a Snuff Fetish due to your rampant Deletion, why else would your Tulpa not be panicking right now?

>>130925

My tulpa is mad at me for doing it but I just ignore her.

>Your Ego has a Snuff Fetish due to your rampant Deletion

It's rather I never was good at maintaining relationships with people, I guess it is the same with my tulpas.

This shit has always intrigued me but I'm extremely skeptical, just all the astral projection bullshit and power of crystals malarky.

>>131000

I'm still trying to fully understand what is going on here. At first, I thought this was just an imaginary friend for grown ups, but it sounds way more than that.

i understand lucid dreaming, which I want to do but I cannot understand tulpas.

>>130996

But that would just end all of his tulpa's lives, too.

related video, the tulpa stuff is at the 10 minute mark.

Is it really bad to fuck your tulpa? Still trying to understand.

>>131051

Man, Stevie Wonderverse fans are even worse than the bronies, go figure.

I have plenty of tulpa questions, and mostly am looking for someone willing to talk at length about it. However, I am interested in one thing only.

Sex.

I'm a shameless sex addict, and am obsessed with topping beautiful women/fem-monsters/mares etc.

I've ejaculated fourteen times on one day before. I've also had so much back to back sex (steel cock rings and sheer libido) that it didn't matter how sensitive my penis became, or how dry the orgasms became (very, I'm sure it's obvious though), but the raw feeling of sex was great. It was so great, I almost want to tear up from how good it feels to have sex.

I have sex partners on and off in my life, but am trying to avoid STDs and unwanted pregnancy (plenty of scares, and I like to think that I'm tired of playing Russian roulette with my penis). Mostly simply cannot handle my libido.

This is why I'm interested in tulpas. What sort of sexual experience could I have with one? Anything else is secondary at best. Naturally, I'd like them not to be a pure sex toy, and to offer companionship. But let me be frank: my ideal companionship is expressed through carnality.

Yes, before anyone asks, I do seek outlets. Mostly by writing long erotic fiction and also taking my free time to thrust furiously into sleeves to relieve myself. I've already used my favorite clear one four times today.

Anyway, off the tangent of IRL sex stuff, can someone speak with me about tulpas and sex? Willing to stick around and chat with anyone willing to do the same.

Any way of getting the whole focusing/forcing thing down without meditation?

Any way of really getting a focus in and not giving up or stopping partway through?

In short, is there some easy how to guide to get decent results on a planned schedule?

>>131162

Maintaining a tulpa is way harder than it's worth if you're almost entirely in it for sex. You NEED to have a long-term relationship in mind, romantic or otherwise, for this to be sustainable. And by that I basically mean you need to flesh them out as very distinct and complex personalities.

Anyways, keep in mind that they're incorporeal so even if you impose them they can't literally stretch your asshole out with an imaginary, intangible dildo or otherwise. At best, they could make you feel like that's happening, which I guess is just as good. So, you can basically do anything within the scope of your own body and imagination with a ton of practice. It just takes a lot of work.

>>131000

Astral projection in the sense that you literally go out of body and perceive actual events beyond the scope of what your body is perceiving is bullshit, as are all the other spoopy /x/ memes.

I'm personally only convinced of the possibilities of imposition, possession, and maaaaybe limited time dilation since those have similar occurrences outside of tulpae, mostly as results of psychedelics. The whole concept of tulpae revolves around the idea that you can deliberately control or influence your subconscious and perception of reality if you try hard enough, so these would fit in to that idea. Anything beyond that seems a bit out of range.

>>131045

Tulpae are basically sentient imaginary friends with agency, and also come with a few other perks like audibility, limited perceived physicality, and possession. I'm not sure what other parts you're confused on, so please ask.

>>131051

Just don't sex your tupperware a few months after you create them. If you do, you probably think of them really shallowly to be fucking a barely developed tulpa that quickly, which is not sustainable. Also you'll be basically trying to fuck next to nothing, so it's not even worth it. Trust me, anything I've said so far about what not to do with tulpae is unfortunately based on experience.

Give it a year or so until they're developed, take the event seriously, stick to hentai in the meantime.

>>131172

I don't have an answer for your question, but I will say that meditation is far, far more effective and reliable than just trying to brute-force your way through it all.

>>131208

Mostly interested in just the sex angle. looking at it from the perspective of the penetrator. So…. yeah. No idea how that'd work or of it's worth it.

I've wanted a tulpa for a long time now but it's either all a hoax or I haven't focused hard enough. Being an artist I assumed if anything it'd be easier for me since honing my imaginary skills is something I've done all my life anyway, not to mention drawing lots and lots of characters. Plus, I was already big on internal dialogs before I even heard of tulpas, but to this day I've still never gotten one with its own… direction, I guess? Like, I can have an internal dialog with whatever I want, but the other voice is always the role I chose. It's always clearly my own train of thought simulating another person, it doesn't feel separate.

And yes, I have totally decided what I'd want my tulpa to be, with additional optional clarifications that may or may not matter depending on how "real" (or maybe supernatural?) they actually are, so that's not the problem.

If Tulpas are anything like schizophrenia, say, a partition of your mind created as another personality then it will consume you. They're not exactly good-willed and under your control. You cannot create something that is bound to you on the first fucking try. Also you probably won't project them into reality, you'll just create memories for yourself and pass out a lot. Auditory hallucinations sound real but the visual ones are kind of lackluster.

Be careful with this please guys, its very easy to just break yourself mentally. Especially if you are not developed spiritually, you're messing with powerful forces that will break you in half.

>>131172

Meditate every single day, high noon is best. Do it at sunrise/sunset as well if you can manage, 10 minutes only. Do this your quality of life will increase drastically. This goes to everyone. If you need motivation a sharper mind will allow the muses to speak through you and give you inspiration for monster related things.

>>138803

I can't tell if this is a serious warning or reverse pyschology intended to push us toward doing it. Though if it is a serious warning, it's having the second result anyway.

>>113696

If he dies, do you die too? How does it feel knowing your life can be manipulated seemingly at will by him?

>>138756

No tulpa ever sounds distinct in the beginning. You just have to push through it and give them the benefit of the doubt, frustrating as it is. Also, how long have you gone?

>>138766

Most of tulpamancy is verging on pseudoscience. Just about anything (barring metaphysics and /x/ memes) is plausible.

Really would like a simplified guide on how to create a tulpa correctly. I don't get the whole for ing thing and mainly just want to get to the part where they can talk to me.

Can tulpas help with depression?

>>145279

Ey Imaginary Lamia.

Have you been trying to science out a portal between Fiction and Reality?

>>145301

the best guide i know

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1qLmVMJtCd8oFKsRnrJSfcIdqvAEm_WbuA8rgszioYdc

and usually tulpas take alot of work to start trully talking.

I don't think I can pretend something is there hard enough to actually believe it is. It doesn't seem possible to be able to just partition your mind and share it with another being that -you- created.

This whole thing seems almost like a gigantic hoax but I kind of want to believe.

>>148874

Well, there's meme magic. If you push anough belief, you'll have a tulpa. After all, a tulpa is just a personally repeated meme, is it not?

>>148879

I guess.

I tried focusing on some kind of formless thing in my mind for an hour or so, but there was just so much mental chatter that I couldn't get a clear view of what I was trying to focus on or what I wanted to tell it. It's like my mind's all in knots and I haven't noticed it until now; it's kind of overwhelming, closing your eyes and ears, and suddenly hearing everything your mind is trying to say at once.

>>148886

Tell me about it. I wonder if there's some guide to clearing up your mind so you can concentrate better,

>>148889

Well, I turned off any kind of thing that would be making a noise (computer, fan, phone, etc.), laid my head back in my chair, and closed my eyes. At first, I tried to picture just a ball in my mind; a sphere of light, like a wisp. All kinds of voices and sounds that weren't there were making it incredibly hard to focus. Car horns, people saying words I couldn't understand, footsteps, water crashing against the shore. It felt like my mind was grating against itself. The half-ball of light started to take different forms. First it was a single large eye (A right eye, with thick makeup applied, and dark sclera. It was in black and white, but a inverted. Think of it like a chalkboard.) Then, it was hands pressing against the back of my head. I barely felt them, but it was making my muscles contract at the "touch". I started hearing voices, ranging from kids' voices, to demonic, to almost motherly. Different images flashed across my mind, mostly of characters I'd already seen before from TV, anime, stuff like that. I don't know if what I was hearing and seeing was mental static, or what I was trying to project. It all happened very fast. I couldn't focus on anything; there was too much going on. Think of it like a computer trying to process tens of thousands of things one at a time.

I eventually gave up because I couldn't seem to be making any progress.

Okay, you got me. I lost. I want to try.

But let's say I got the wonderland and the basic form down.

What the hell am I supposed to do now?

I can talk to It, but the best I can do is to prattle like an old lady to her cat

>My, aren't we cute today? Who is the cutest Myon? You are!

>My boss praised me today. I feel good. Do you feel good? Because I do

Please, send help

>>152677

Sounds like social anxiety. Just keep working at it and it'll unfuck itself.