>>48I stopped meditating for a few months, maybe even longer because my life/house/brain is too much a mess right now.
As a tool to relax, maybe it might be helpful.
But in doing it seriously, building tan tien, circulate chi, etc., I find I risk "accelerated karma." A heap of bad luck decides to pile right on top of me if I mess with the universe too much.
Every person is a nexus the universe flows in and out of, and if you get that pump going too strong you end up with too much universe.
Just trying to keep my house clean and handling my finances I think is a meditation in itself, and when I get that under control I'll go back to plumbing the depths.
Or maybe that means risking not ever meditating, because when will any of us really be satisfied with an equilibrium in our lives? I don't have any answers.