Sunny, you have been manipulated. You have focused on the anons who treated you poorly. You have made choices you may regret/are regretting. These are forgiveable. Mistakes are made all the time, but you have to learn, adapt and overcome them in order to be successful. I want you to be successful. WE want you to be successful. I hate seeing you depressed and in a shitty situation. I happened to come across a video you did a while back and thought 'What has happened to her?'. You seemed so happy, calm and innocent. Now, you are caught up in some deep shit and I cannot tell if you are trying to find a way out or not, but all I can tell you is you are only making it harder for yourself. Talking to Michael and engaging into his behavior is not good for you. If you feel you are stuck and need a way out, you have to reach out to people that genuinely care about you and look past the trolls/cancer. I'm sure we, the people who care about you, can figure a way out for you.
If you need someone to talk to, you can reach me at: firstname.lastname@example.org