How are you coping as a MAP?

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How are you coping as a MAP? Varan 01/11/15 (Sun) 12:46:51 No.114

Hi, I thought maybe we could talk a little about what we find helpfull and supportive in our lives, how we feel fullfilled and satisfied, and perhaps also a bit about what is unhelpfull, and what we still miss.

For me, what helps is first and foremost staying away from abusive pornography, in order to align my ethics as best as I can with that of society in general and other people in particular.
That enables me to hold my head up high, and feel that I am not doing anything wrong.

Secound, the realization that there are lots of people who are way worse than me - the dark triad (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dark_triad), for example.
Those guys CANNOT help but hurt others, and me? I have every ability in the world to behave positively, considerately, and constructively.

Third, being around minors.
That gives me the positive interaction that I so much crave, it is almost like exposure-therapy in that it conditions me to handle situations and affections as a matter of course, and it further helps me realize that I am in no way a danger to anyone.

So, my fellow little monsters, what helps you in your life?
Oh and I'm between 35 and 40 years old, unmarried, single, and have few real friends my own age, which I miss.

Sadly, currently there isn't much that makes me feel fullfilled, but I am taking steps to increase my social connections, activities, and opportunities in life.

Varan 01/11/15 (Sun) 12:49:28 No.115

Also I forgot, AoA is 11 +- 2yo.

Anonymous 03/11/16 (Fri) 09:15:40 No.538

shame you probably won't read this since you posted a year and two days ago...

for a while I was in an email support group called B4Uact which helped me cope, but honestly i've always been relatively well adjusted and I get more out of helping other people feel less alone than I do complaining about my problems so I tried to gear my interactions that way. it's not like it's easy for me or anything but I keep myself fairly well distracted, playing video games, reading, watching shows. I enjoy lolicon stuff as well as real children so watching cute lolicon anime (not hentai usually, I like real porn better...) like azumanga daioh, kodomo no jikan and mitsudomoe helps lighten my mood. I'm a writer who writes fantasy fiction but I don't bother writing about MAP related things, I don't really like romance novels (even good love stories are kinda blah) so I don't write about it, I write about magic and adventure and dragons and war and things like that. my life is pretty much a normal life for a young aspiring writer actually, and sometimes I forget all about my attraction to young girls.

I'm in my mid 20s am pretty much a loner with 2 friends and a mother as the only people in my life. I prefer to talk on the internet over talking in real life and have no girlfriend currently though there is a woman (yes actually she's my age) that I'm completely enamored with... I think I'll fall in love with her which would be a first with someone over 12. I've got a pretty wide AoA (to use your term, i've always used PAR for preferred age range) which goes pretty much from 4 to 14 but seeing a girl in a diaper is an instant turn off and girls who haven't yet learned to speak don't appeal to me.