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Couch thread Anonymous 03/22/16 (Tue) 04:12:32 000000 No.5923

Let it out, you sickos. Group therapy time. Bear your soul, and help others.

Anonymous 03/22/16 (Tue) 04:31:01 000000 No.5929

Id like to start with a question… is pedophilia forever? I posted this over in hebe before I realized that this board exists but its a question that is sort of weighing on me.

I first had my feelings manifest when I was about 22. I didnt really think anything of it, because it was just loli, but after a few months it sort of hit me. That "this is not normal behavior" feeling. Anyhoo, I hear that we develop our sexual tastes young (adolescence) and seeing as how I "developed" this during my 20s, im assuming it is sort of permanent.

Im not an exclusive pedophile… I love milfs. If I ever break free from my current soul crushing relationship I want to date a milf really really bad, but I cant deny what I am. I actually have trouble saying "I am a pedophile" even on an anonymous image board, hidden by tor, but I know in the deepest part of me that it is true.

Are there any older pedos out there (not using it as a derogatory… get over it) who can affirm that I might be like this for the rest of my life? Ive never cum harder than jerking it to lolis or hebes (except the occasional painal with the gf). How do you guys cope with the guilt? Or do you even still guilt about it? (again, not meant to sound disparaging. I am hopeful for something like that)

I dont want to live the rest of my life fearing that the cops will come knocking at my door with a search warrant for my laptop.

Anonymous 03/22/16 (Tue) 06:04:16 96bfaf No.5938

>>5929

you already know it's forever

Anonymous 03/22/16 (Tue) 08:25:48 fe03cf No.5942

>>5923

The photo basically sums it up for me.

Live well, find joy in life, don't let things you can't control get you down and don't let the assholes make you as miserable as they are.

Anonymous 03/22/16 (Tue) 11:57:39 37320d No.5948

>>5929

>Are there any older pedos out there (not using it as a derogatory… get over it)

I'm not a paedophile, but if I were, I'd object to that terminology. In my case, though, I can just ignore it because it does not apply to me.

Also, LOL, fucking normie.

It's not going anywhere, but it's also normal. If you're not exclusive, you're a complete normalfag.

The guilt and paranoia will go away in time.

Anonymous 03/22/16 (Tue) 18:42:52 ceff2b No.5950

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>>5929

I'm about ten years older than you, and I still feel the same as I did your age. Of course, that doesn't mean anything, it could be different for you. I don't feel guilty about it, just a bit sad sometimes when I'm reminded that I can maybe never love someone who loves me back.

Also, if you feel that you have something that you don't want other people to find, I think it's a good idea to have it on an encrypted usb stick.

Anonymous 03/23/16 (Wed) 00:49:31 9a7361 No.5953

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>>5950

im not sad about the vision of not being loved back because i have no idea how does it feel so it is absolutely abstract for me, my mother loves me, she is even overprotective but imo love does not exist, my mother "loves" me because of kin altruism and male and female "love" each other only because of narcotics which are secreted in brain whose aim is to keep the male-famale relation for 2 or 3 years so that they can upbring offspring, after 2 or 3 years narcotics do not work any more and male and female divorce, it is only a biology

Anonymous 03/23/16 (Wed) 03:21:49 8363cf No.5956

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>>5948

>Also, LOL, fucking normie.

wow…really helped him out there…

Dude, shut up. Guy's asking for help and you're throwing the word "normie" and "normalfag" at him and laughing at him. He's obviously conflicted about this stuff. Are you really going to draw lines between exclusives and non-exclusives here and now? There are nicer and less dickish ways to talk to be people.

But it's fine, you're anonymous so who cares..

anyway…

>>5929

As far as I know, the attraction is forever. But given your case of liking lots of other different kinds of women, I don't think you have too much of an issue. I mean it seems like you can find a girlfriend your age range (or older) and be perfectly fine from what you've said. You just also like young girls a lot. So…don't worry about it too much. If you're worried about your safety, take safety precautions but you have it better than many of us who have a primary attraction to minor-aged girls or boys. I'd take some solace in that to be honest. Go be with that milf.