/pretend/ - Pretending to be a girl

Yes I do this shit, but I prefer to keep it all in my head rather than write it down. Probably why I only ever play one character at a time. I just have this insane fear that I'll die and someone will find all that shit on my laptop and be freaked out.

>hardest questions

Stuff about clothes. Someone once asked me, 'what types of knee-high socks do you have then?'

I replied 'black ones'.

lol

i've got about three notepad files, nothing organized like i should though.

they aren't too long either. i should really expand on them and write them down when i answer the questions. great stuff tho op

>>932

Ha, I'm not afraid. I have all my naked shit packed into one folder and in my games I'm just going to change gender to male and save. All internet profiles I'll just sign out of. Think there's about three or four. I never set "save password", that's retarded. You can't be embarrassed when you're dead. When you're fucking dead, you feel nothing, think nothing.

>>959

Well I still wouldn't want my legacy to be 'that quiet kid who died and wanted to be a chick', and have SJWs possibly parade me around as le misunderstood tranny and harass my family

We know nothing about life after death.

>>961

We know that everything is dead. The brain dies, the heart stops beating, the body decays slowly until nothing is left but a skeleton. So, do you really think there's life after that? Possibly, if by some miracle you were resurrected, then life could happen after death. Unless you want to believe in the retarded ghost theory of the modern church. Also, fuck SJWs. Women are waking up and turning around one by one. In time, the stupid bitches won't have a leg to stand on. Not that they ever did to begin with.

>>963

Yeah, except those are all physical parts. Obviously if it were that simple, and the physical dictated the conscious, we would know, and people wouldn't have been questioning this for centuries.

But human consciousness isn't a brain or a heart, it's energy and waves and fuck knows what else in dimensions unexplored. The observable energy seen in the brain goes away when the host dies - does that mean it's gone forever? Possibly. Does that mean it simply detaches from the host and goes somewhere else that we may still experience? Maybe. Does it vibrate to a different dimension? Does observable consciousness die while parts of the consciousness on other dimensions live on? We don't know, and that's the point.

SJWs isn't as widespread a thing as most on this site make it out to be (the way you make it sound like every women everywhere is one for example, when it's a relatively small movement and a great deal of these people are men anyway), but when you have something like a death/suicide of a wannabe girl, mainstream LGBT picks up on that as well. Like that guy on tumblr who an hero'd and scheduled that suicide note to post; 'baww people didn't accept me even when I shoved it in their faces and shouted FUCKING ACCEPT ME they just acted like I was weird lol so instead of trying to force myself on everyone or fix myself I jumped in front of a truck like a coward'. I obviously wouldn't write anything like that, but people finding all this info on pretending to be a chick, and then looking at my immensely fucked up internet history (I use proxies but still this is the modern era), I wouldn't need to for people to make a deal of it.

>>965

For fuck's sakes, I didn't make it sound like every "women" everywhere is an SJW (that's "woman" by the way). I just said they're turning around. Stop forcing things into people's mouths, it's what made SJW's in the first place. And all of this "energy become the spirit, you become a transcendental entity nonsense is simply church ghost invention bullshit and personal sugar coating made by almost everyone to cope with the end of life. The reality? You die and it all ends unless somebody has the ability to resurrect your body. Atheists are not let off the hook either. To be an atheist and then believe they get to go hang out in space with their families after death is the most retarded bullshit imaginable. It's just borrowing ideas from the church, which by the way, made that shit up to begin with. You won't find any biblical evidence on that. All of this comes back around to the following: your brain keeps memories. Even if there's a slim chance of you forming into this bullshit transcendental church invented ghost, your memories will have faded with the death of your brain already. That goes along with if someone figures out/knows a way to resurrect people in large majorities. There's still no way to retain the lost memories. Besides, even if you do come back as a floating embarrassed spirit, somebody will call the Ghostbusters.

>>966

There are afterlife scenarios that are a little less hokey sounding. The idea that we exist inside of a sophisticated computer simulation is quite appealing to me. In that paradigm, death will be like waking up from a very convincing dream. It may be that the dream is shared, or everything in the universe could literally center around you. But we're going down a very different road.

>>966

Yeah, it's called 'exaggeration', and nope, what I'm talking about is based on science and philosophy. Consciousness is not physical, ergo physical death is not necessarily conscious death.

What you're talking about is based on the mainstream media enforced view that anything and everything that you cannot perceive or understand is impossible and made up by some le dumb church to 'oppress' you, somehow, by giving your life meaning and a strong moral code. I know it must feel real hip and edgy to claim superiority over the religious 'retards' who built the entire world around you (the same way you have to correct a harmless spelling mistake to try and feel superior, lol), but unless you've somehow beaten thousands of years of research, science, and philosophy without anyone finding out and then kept it to yourself, you simply don't know 'the reality'.

Believing that nothing comes after is your way of coping with the end of life; 'if I won't remember anything it doesn't matter what I leave behind'. Just the sort of philosophy that fucks up the world. I personally don't know either way, but I'm embracing the possibilites.

But hey, if you wanna be closed-minded and live your whole life believing none of it matters, go right ahead fam.

Oh yeah, and thanks for the loosh, mundane.