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I believe that understanding the true nature of reality is impossible for human beings, and that a worldview cannot be exclusively wrong or exclusively right.
No need to pit feeling against thinking, it's not either or dude. Leave some wiggle room. It's the mark of naivety to be so certain, you should try to not to buy your own bullshit.
Anyhoo, seems like quite the reality you've shaped for yourself, or did someone else do the shaping? Doesn't matter now I guess. Well, how's the endgame, may I ask? And by that I mean, what kind of a worldview is molded by believing in the central doctrines of this belief system? I'm most interested to know about the beliefs you end up with after the "studies" are over, after the homework is done.
What can you use as selling points for this ideology? Have you personally learnt any new tricks or skills from this? Are you happier IRL? How about magic n' stuff? Heightened powers, mindreading, mindcontrol, telepathy, sentient entities you can make contact with, orgies? Any that kind of cool stuff in there? Tell me of the wildest discoveries people will most likely make when mixing their current belief system with the armageddonconspiracy.
I like entertaining different ideas though, so if you care to extend on, for example the soul, and what life is or why its necessary, unanswerable questions to me, but I would gladly hear your conclusions and how'd you got there.
My mind is made up, so don't confuse me with facts.