12/05/14 (Fri) 16:07:19 No. 179
Anybody here eat shrooms and just get depressed as fuck at the inevitability of their lives, particularly in my case having to get a job at some point.
12/05/14 (Fri) 19:38:25 No. 180
Idunno, the first time I tried shrooms I saw fractals
12/06/14 (Sat) 00:54:35 No. 182
>>179 Yea, life isn't utopia. The system is set up that pretty much everyone has to contribute or else. It sucks, the world shouldn't be that way, but it do.
Accepting the status quo is important for development. It's up to you to decide how to respond.
12/06/14 (Sat) 07:18:37 No. 183
>>179 stop doing drugs eat right and excercise for 6 months without jerking off and say the same thing because youre a cuckjewbetacringefag who cant even c3po
12/06/14 (Sat) 08:32:16 No. 185
i always get sad when i do LSD, but i think the stuff out in the streets isn't LSD but really just 25i so fuck dat
12/06/14 (Sat) 09:18:25 No. 189
It depends on the setting for me. No matter what though, mushies thrust me deep into an analysis/emotional response extremely polarizing. I can, at one moment, embrace the absurdity of life, the subjectiveness of reality, and feel at peace with everything... and then, with a proper catalyst to set it off, be shot into a deep despair about the darkness in my shortcomings, failures, my own destruction due to these things, etc, as vivid as ever. I know any time I do shrooms I will go deep in my mind, for better or worse. If anything, it gives plenty to reflect on after the fact. And for me, it is primarily about setting.
12/06/14 (Sat) 10:10:42 No. 192
This album always puts things into perspective for me.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ugh0MhM-_Wg
12/06/14 (Sat) 10:19:00 No. 193
I remember once I did shrooms and I got really confused. I was playing Mortal Combat II with someone and I realized I wasn't paying attention to what my hands were doing so I asked my opponent why he was playing me because I assumed I must be doing really badly, and he said, exasperatedly, "because you asked me too." I kind of blanked out and then came to when I was sat in front of a computer to watch the screensaver. It wasn't interesting to me, so I left the room. I tried to figure out what to do next and decided to make food. I used a small cottage cheese container to nuke some water to make ramen noodles, but when I put the noodles in the hot water they only went in half-way and I felt the hot water burning my fingers as I tried to push them in. I gave up on that and decided to go into the bathroom - the last refuge. When I went in, I heard the guys from the other room make barfing noises and laughing about it! I then figured out it was all the weed I was smoking that was making me stupid, but perhaps I was just overthinking things (probably).
sage 05/10/15 (Sun) 20:12:45 No. 276
just work hard and get to heaven
09/05/15 (Sat) 01:14:37 No. 290
I've had many good trips on shrooms, but I grew golden teacher's and had the most depressing trips ever. I would reach the peak and just feel bored. More than bored though. I felt as if I was at my peak, that I knew all and that I was all. I felt that I was a god, but was bored with being a god. That there was nothing new, nothing to learn, nothing to do. I don't know what that was about. It was an especially strong feeling if my media ended. I have been very negative and a jerk to my loved ones as well. Just playing with their weaknesses.
09/09/15 (Wed) 09:29:14 No. 291
>>179
hey newfag to shrooms here
how much can i expect to pay for a kilo of psilocybin dried or fresh?
using dollars but not in the US btw just looking for an on average price range
12/04/15 (Fri) 07:16:31 No. 294
>>179
did you earn your comfortable life? someone had to write those books you want to read. it seems like youre content consuming and never producing, which is vacuous