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How do normalfags do it? Everytime I walk in town, or in the mall and when I used to take the bus all of them are happy. All of them are talking about their utterly empty and uninteresting lives, about their love relationships, the degenerate parties they go to every saturday night, the new shitty music playing on the radio, the shitty movies at the theatre. Normalfags all live empty and meaningless lives, and yet they are happy. The last time I genuinely felt happy in life was when I got out of High School a couple of years ago. No longer having to endure the sight of people my age being happy and loving eachother. Something I never got. I am everything Normals wish they could be: Intelligent and educated. Yet I was always rejected by everyone.

Now tell me, are normalfags faking their hapiness or are they all just legitimately retarded and have zero intelligence or self-awareness? If I wasn't living in a country with pussy ass gun laws (Canada) I think I would have already took a few of them with me and would have joined Elliot in heaven by now.

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Work to destroy C.O.G.

Roasties, old hags, crones, whores, feminists, whatever you want to call them, the world is run by them.

Your freedoms are being taken away. Immigration floods your nations with uneducated and violent savages. Traditional morals and values are being tossed out the window. Everything you like is being degenerated by new generations of subversive elements. You're labelled undesirable and worthless. You're discriminated against by every major system and institution. The age of consent is rising while girls are encouraged to fuck younger and younger. The people around you are are cattle, brainwashed from birth and ignorant of the system that indoctrinates them. You are living in the C.O.G. - Crone Occupied Government.

These Old hags have legions of pussy-hat wearing male vaginas to do their bidding. All social policy is dictated by those with the vagina. Society is run by the roasties. It's time to start taking counter-action.

Support anti-COG. Stop the mind control. Save yourself.

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How's the job hunt going, fellas?

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Suicide by jumping looks scary as shit but otherwise one of the best ways to go. There must be a reason the Golden Gate bridge is a prime location to end it.

Do you think you can take (((((the plunge))))) when offered a quick death? Has anyone tried and stopped before taking the leap?

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Consciousness And Depression

One of the main reasons depression rates rise each year is due to the fact that education and leisure time is becoming more common in the West, thus encouraging more people to be more:

1. Self-Aware: therefore self-conscious, doubtful, detached from "natural" behaviour and therefore insecure, isolated, concerned with abstract notions such as "goodness" rather than brutish self-appeasement, more "ambitious" and desirous of abstract non-essential goods (e.g. to own a sports car, to travel to Tibet, to be a "foodie) etc.

2. Rational: therefore more "civilized", therefore more duty-orientated and pressured to succeed in a socio-economic sense, therefore more burdened with perceived responsibilities, more repressive (in order to avoid conflict, delay gratification, etc), more mentally exhausted, less prone to instinctive behaviour (physical lust, expressions of anger)

3. Individualistic: therefore less bound to society by rites, rituals, ideologies, less comforted by the notion of borders and Folk, less pressured to form a family and replicate the inherited family structure (due to its threat to individuality), more concerned from an early age about one's existential brand ("personality", "character", subculture, aesthetic), about one's consumer choices (rather than simply consuming what is made available to you by chance / authority), but also more isolated, atomised, narcissistic, competitive, lonely, fearful.

One result of this is that more and more people whose families have no historical necessity for extended education or an over-developed sense of self-awareness now find themselves both educated and extremely self-aware, but also working jobs similar to those of their ancestors (despite not wanting to) in which intense self-awareness and education (and the perceived social status imposed by being well-educated) are practically worthless.

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Masturbation general

For robots who have jerking off as one the few things that still brings joy to them.

>hold off masturbation for a couple of days

>give into it just now

>found the perfect thing to jerk off to

>proceed to edge for 3 hours, want to get maximum pleaseure out of it

>just at the peak of it

>everything feels so good, like I'm about to explode

>grab a tissue, extend it just a couple of seconds

>all of a sudden, it's as if body lost interest

>tight, ready feeling lost in a matter of milliseconds

>still feel aroused, but body isn't

>orgasm proceeds to be unsatisfying and frankly, lame

It felt like eating an ice cream sundae that melted into a liquid after being left out for too long.

The flavour was there, but the excitement wasn't.

How do I stop this from happening?

If I cum at the moment I first feel it, it's not satisfying either, so I have to edge.

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Autistic Memories

>Would regularly visit Five Guy's

>Would place my order, get my receipt, and go into the bathroom to wash my hands, face, etc.

>Do this every time I go there

>One time I get out of the bathroom and an old lady gives me a weird look

>Realize then exactly what was the problem, although I never thought of it before

>Look behind and see that I was using the woman's restroom the entire time

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Waifu thread

Post your Waifu, talk about her, shittalk other robots Waifus.

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Urban Exploration Thread

Or just exploration general, though I doubt many robots will find ancient unexplored ruins.

Vid related. What are they afraid of? It's abandoned.

And their stupidity reaches new heights here, bunch of faggots: https://hooktube.com/watch?v=ONEm1ph3MP4

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How do you deal with the fact that your younger relatives and those you love will grow older and turn into whores and scum?

I don't know if I can handle this. Do I just disconnect now from my family so I don't have a connection to them when they grow up?

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Feels That Don't Deserve Their Own Thread (FTDDTOT)

>Look through an old thread

>See that a lot of the more awkward replies are made by me

And those posts were from less than a month ago. It's weird to see that my writing style has changed so much since then, how within such a short time span it has gotten so more refined.

Makes me self-conscious about my previous interactions among people back when I was actually around them, at school and such, where the things I said stood out remarkably as odd, and I guess people noticed that and applied that view of me as such. Where one month ago it was weird, back then it was awful, at least relatively.

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/r9k/ WEBM

25 was the age when I realized how fucked up my life is and that I cannot hide in my room forever. God I wish I was 15 again. No worries in life other than coming home from school and wasting time on internet and anime while I actually enjoyed it.

Once you are out of school your life is over because you have no excuse anymore for not working. You can try to prolong this for another 4 years with college but it is expensive and not every family can afford to send you to college.

Anhedonia kicks in when you reach this conclusion for the first time in your life. The conclusion that your lifestyle is not sustainable in the long term and eventually it will get very uncomfortable. It was also around age 25 when I experienced it the first time. Ever since it was very hard for me to get excited for doing anything other than sleeping, eating or zombiebrowsing the internet.

>35+ is when it gets ugly

yeah I agree but what are you supposed to do for 10 years if you are unemployed and your family hates you. No need to artificially stretch it out, better to face the reaper openly and settle the score once and for all.

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Drawings Dump

Dumping shitty Halo 2 cartoon

I swear I don't use cringy words like red pill, I just couldn't find anything else to put there.

Anyway I'm submitting these for the sake of having them uploaded online.

If you want to read it you need to be familiar with the Halo 2 opening cinematic

Original: https://youtu.be/5U14iTznoVI

Remastered: https://youtu.be/gfh0pNFHM0M

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Nigger Hate Thread?

Nigger hate thread.

>be me

>talking to mom about pitbulls, which I love, she loves, we own many

>I mention normalfags who hate pitbulls because they're retarded

>mom says pitbulls have a bad reputation because ni-…

>I smile at her

>she continues trashy people fight pitbulls and abuse the fuck out of them


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Anti Americanism general

Who else here hates america/being an amerimutt? All of my ancestors where white however they were the genetic excrement of europe. It's shameful and I hate myself for what I am. I hate walmart, mcdonalds, capitalism, niggers, etc. I just hope there's more mass shootings and al quaed attacks to punish this kike country. I also hate all these frat bros who chant "USA USA USA". I'm so depressed, hateful and ashamed I'm nearing the point of self mutilation. I don't even feel like a real white person in a real white country, just mutant spawn. I want to this kiked nation to end, and all of the roasties, libertarians and niggers to burn at the stake for their crimes of consumerism

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New School Shooting/Mass Shooting thread

Last one is no more so let's start a new one

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angry music

what music do you listen to while angry? Music that gives the sensation of screaming your head off or punching through a wall.

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I am suspected to have either a traumatic brain injury or a brain tumor. Will be sent for an mri scan.

Symptoms that I have:


>Fatigue or drowsiness

>Problems with speech

>Memory problems

>Feeling depressed or anxious

>panic attacks

>problems understanding or retrieving words (not really severe)

These are at least the ones that are related to those two. What else can cause this symptoms? I'm only 19 too. Don't smoke although people around do a lot, drink or do any other drugs. Had a period of strong headaches in 2015 (?) but got told it's nothing. And it came now when I wasn't feeling as suicidal and was making plans for future in my head.

I'm feeling quite radical right now to say the least. All the worst things always happen to me. I'm poor and live in a 3rd world shithole so I'm already making plans for what I'll do if it turns out that I have a brain tumor.

What are my chances of having something that wouldn't kill or make me a vegetable with this symptoms?

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>girl i've known since kindergarten but who i stopped even saying hello to in like 7th grade died in her sleep recently (a little more than a moth ago) at 19-20 years old

when i heard the news i didnt even feel anything because we stopped talking quite some time ago. but now i do and it's unsettling, she didnt seem sickly or anything. i saw her grandma whom i also knew since childhood multiple times after that happened but before i found out and i was always cheerful with her, and she didn't show any unusual emotions. man i would hate to be a relative. i thought dying in sleep was an old person thing. well thanks for reading my blogpost bros.

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Hi all, I might move to North Dakota for school and was wondering if anyone else lives there. I grew up with a bunch of elitists in one of the big cities and they would always talk shit about flyover country and how there is little diversity, etc. It seems like a great place to live stress free. All you have to do is make sure to stay warm. The market rate rents are a fourth of where I grew up and I'm ok with eating at the usual american fast food restaurants. The economy seems like its a lot better, and if you wanted to not work and become a NEET you could. Why don't more people live there?

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Me and my sister got into a slight arguement

My sister was in a bad relationship and wants to move back in with our parents. I've been living with my parents for awhile now and they are ok with it as long as I have a job and help around the house. My sister has a son(11 years old) and the dad doesn't really take care of him that much(kinda like a nigger situation). Her son is very nosy and constantly picks around in my things.He pointed out that I drink a lot and now my sister is saying that I'm being a bad example toward her son, I told her that I didn't ask to be his role model then she went into some story about how his dad left him and that he needs someone to "look up to" but this bothered me because I don't want to be his "father figure" I'm only 19 and have a huge distaste for children.

She made me feel extremely guilty because I said I didn't want to be his role model. Am I bad for not liking children ? what should I do ? I tried talking to him and all he does is talk about his father and says that I wouldn't understand because I have a dad

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Fetish Thread: Studying Degeneracy

Years of sexual repression is bound to have done something to your sexuality, how far into the abyss are you? Post your fetish or fetishes, and then try and explain the appeal to someone who would have never even thought of the concept.

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>Talk to people in my head.

>Imagine myself talking to people I know.

>Have long, drawn out conversations with them.

>This can go on for hours.

>We'll talk back and forth.

>I come back and try to have the same conversation with them.

>It never works.

>I never get those long, drawn out conversations that I long for.

>So I just continue to talk to the people in my head.

Diagnosed schizoid if it matters. Anyone else have this?

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I got banned for posting this on wizchan but there is a christian commune called the 12 tribes.

If youre a true wizard/apprentice and want a comfy life this would be the perfect place.

The fact that you are a virgin will play in your favor and youll likely get a qt virgin wife if you go there.

Just my 2 cents.

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The universe will eventually die. Everything will be gone for literal eternity unless a 2nd big bang happens. (which would be practically eternity)

If the 2nd big bang ever does happen and somehow there's more life then they'll never be able to know we ever existed. If they did they wouldn't know our names.

Tell me, anon, what's stopping you from killing yourself, shoot up a school, do anything to give you at least some attention after you're gone in this miserable world? It's the objective goal in life. Let people know you're there, that you're someone. It doesn't matter in the long run, but it's a natural human comfort knowing that you'll somewhat be kept alive in conversation after you're gone. Nothing matters. It's been said millions of times, but it really doesn't.




The universe will FUCKING DIE and NOBODY will remember we ever existed

When I get the chance I'll make a name for myself. Any fellow neets should follow my advice.

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I been reading mein kampf today

So I never read mein kampf and I checked out yesterday from my school library. Its an English translation. I just started reading it and I am in the part where Hitler is in Vienna.

One thing I have been thinking is national socialism is not for robots. Hitler wanted women protected in factories he wanted social policies to help single mothers.

How can robots support Hitler robots should rebel agaist /pol.

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Photos/videos you took

I go outside for a walk or bike occasionally, and sometimes I see something that looks really neat and try to capture the image of it. I see some astounding sights sometimes, although my Galaxy S5's camera isn't good enough to truly put their aesthetic into digital files. However, you can imagine how it would have looked like, especially if you observe such scenes yourself.

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Second Spanish church falls prey to well-intentioned restorer


Interesting how quickly are drawn the similarities between this and the Ecce Homo restoration attempt. It's almost like a sequel to it.

>For 500 years, the painted wooden effigy of St George that adorns a chapel in the Spanish town of Estella has been locked in a silent struggle against his old foe, the dragon.

>Today, however, the saint faces a different battle thanks to a feat of restoration that has prompted comparisons with the infamous “Ecce Homo Monkey Christ” and exasperated the mayor.

>An attempt to freshen up the 16th-century polychrome statue has left St George with a rosy pink face and a bold, red-and-grey suit of armour. The restoration is believed to have been carried out by a handicrafts teacher at the request of the parish authorities of the Church of St Michael.

>The mayor of Estella, which lies south-west of Pamplona in the Navarre region, is demanding to know why the council was not consulted before the work went ahead.

>Koldo Leoz told the Guardian: “The parish decided on its own to take action to restore the statue and gave the job to a local handicrafts teacher. The council wasn’t told and neither was the regional government of Navarre.”

>The mayor said he had been to see the statue and was not happy with the result. “It’s not been the kind of restoration that it should have been for this 16th-century statue. They’ve used plaster and the wrong kind of paint and it’s possible that the original layers of paint have been lost.”

>Leoz said experts had been called in and were checking whether it would be possible to undo the restoration work and restore the statue to its previous state.

>“This is an expert job it should have been done by experts,” he added.

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How's it going elder bots?

Do you honestly still think there's time to "get your shit together" or have you settled into your existence and found some level of contentment? Do you wish for suicide?

Where did everything go wrong?

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I dreamed that I was on the back of a four winged bird, I layed on my back looking at the clouds and slowly fell into another dream.

What do you dream about /r9k/?

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what prevents you from offing yourself?

for me it's seeing this till the very end and a love for music.

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Why do I have brain fog ?

I know there isn't a medical term for "brain fog" but I mean the feeling where you aren't able to focus,can't do certain mental tasks(math,chess or quick thinking), or where you feel completely numb emotionally. This is really bothering me because it's hard for me to learn things and read books. I know it's no type of brain cancer or anything too serious but I know something is definitely wrong.

I should probably include the fact that I don't exercise,my sleep schedule is complete shit and I barely go outside, Could these things really be the cause ? I also have health anxiety and I thought that maybe I'm creating symptoms in my head again.How do you fix this ?

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Show me the true face of normies.

>During one exchange, the teen told Zamora he wanted to have sex with her again, court records show.

>“I know baby!” Zamora responded. “I want you every day with no time limit.”

>In another message, according to court records, Zamora said: “If I could quit my job and (have sex with) you all day long, I would.”

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/r9k/ vidya

What are some /r9k/ based games that you enjoy playing. Pic related is one of my favourites.

and why am i required to write 100 characters when there are other 1 sentence OPs in this board.

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Things You Keep in Your Coat

What kinds of things do you keep in your coat? Me:

>Folded-up paper

>Black pen

>Red pen





>Two kinds of gum




>10 10-sided die

>Knife (I leave this one out if I'm going somewhere that's not permitted)

>Bear spray (Same as above)

R: 54 / I: 14 / P: 3 [R] [G] [-]

Is there a way to simulate cuddling? I still live at home (lmao@my life) and can't get a pet due to parents being allergic. I have thought about a body pillow but that would be too awkward if they found it.

For some time I sleep with three pillows, one under my head, one for my neck/upper back, and one that I hug.

Is there a way to improve the comfyness?

How do you sleep?

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Gondola Thread

In the wake of a possible failed raid earlier with a couple low quality posts, I think we ought to have a comfy thread to relax. I don't know what happened to the other Gondola thread but I think it was deleted a few days ago.

Post Gondolas of all kinds. I lost many of my gondolas due to autistic related circumstances, so I would appreciate any gondolas you may have.

R: 66 / I: 14 / P: 3 [R] [G] [-]

No Point to Anything

I don't see a point to anything, and seeing all these anons picking ideologies, and self-improvement strategies, and all other manner of things is very odd to me. I don't see what the point of any of that crap is, despite trying desperately to understand and even for a short time falling for some of the same stuff. But ultimately, I always default back to feeling a sense of pointlessness in regards everything, particularly anything for the benefit of others such as politics.

Can anyone genuinely answer what the purpose of anything is? I mean, why bother doing any of these things or caring about them if you will surely be dead soon along with everyone you ever knew or wanted to knew or even hated. Why bother caring about all this stuff?

Before you call me a demotivational shill or other sorts of dismissive names, I'm not trying to convince anyone to stop doing anything, I just don't understand why you all do it. I don't see why nazis care so much about all the things they do. Granted, I wouldn't mind a national socialist takeover, simple because I've got a good chance of being purged and my life would finally end. But I still don't see why you all even bother to try and help people. This goes double for commies and all /leftypol/ types, because those faggots are even worse at pretending to be some sort of virtuous or decent people trying to work for the benefit of society. I don't at all see how that is compatible with being a robot, or being worthwhile.

Also, just telling me that nihilism is some conspiracy, or that it makes life worse isn't an argument because it doesn't disprove nihilism and grant any sort of purpose. I'm also not some hedonist reprobate or anything, but I the only thing I see as worthwhile is trying to be happy through doing whatever is fulfilling for me. But I don't pretend it serves any higher purpose beyond staving off my inevitable suicide because I'm too much of a coward to actually go through with death.

I just don't see a point, and I don't see why any self-respecting robot would care enough about other humans to the point of joining a community devoted to helping them or trying to become a "better" or even more "attractive" person, which just reads to me to be failed normalfags trying to fit in. So why chose an ideology or religion or whatever, other than to try and fill some void in your life?

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Hapa kills and dismembers date because she lied about being a virgin

>Gary Chu is believed to have killed Yee-min Huang after the pair met on a dating app – before going on to kill himself.

>Detectives said Chu, 28, is believed to have murdered her in a jealous rage after finding out she was not a virgin.

>Officers also suspect Huang, 27, had been cheating on him at the time of the killing.

>CCTV captures the moment the couple go into his flat where he is believed to have killed and then dismembered her – dumping her body in rubbish bags.

>Chu was an MMA fighter and boxer living in New Taipei City in Taiwan – he killed himself days after the death of Huang.

>He killed himself days after the death of Huang.

>Police found a suicide note with the words “she wronged me” when he was discovered hanged.

>Chu had launched a rant on Facebook before his death as family members searched for missing Huang.

>He claimed he “never once hurt her or restricted her freedom” and said “after we met on Tinder, she lied to me saying she was a virgin”.

>The MMA fighter also claimed she kept coming back to him when he tried to break-up with her.

>Chu said: "I felt deceived and betrayed when I found out she had been lying and also cheating on me with other men.”


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artificial inteligence/singularity general

hello this thread is made specifically to talk about artificial intelligence and how it will affect human life is any possible way

the development of ai is increasing at an exponential rate and is very close to reaching a point in time where

just recently a thread that made 35 posts in 7 hours got randomly deleted, so i decided to make a thread talking SPECIFICALLY about ai


soon we will have ai waifus whom are able to replace females in their entirety, which would render females obsolete. infact females instinctively know the only thing they have of value is their looks and their humps and the hole between their legs. when another species threatens them altogether, as ai dating robots are now, they start protesting and losing their mind, and spouting all sorts of nonsensical argument in order to make the availability of sex robots scarce


this is the one particular video that so perfectly exemplifies the roasties fear and loathing towards ai dating robots. listen to it in its entirely if you care to. you can just HEAR the salt and her losing her mind when talking about sex robots. the raw amount of delusion and logical holes in her argument is impressive

feel free to express any idea you have about ai, i think its going to be the single biggest event in the history of the human race, and i find it surprising that there arent any threads on the subject. i believe it will reach a omnipotent omnipresent level, comparable to a God

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Feelings of Isolation

With the 4th of July upon us I had some thoughts and questions regarding the robot’s feeling of isolation when it comes to connecting with other people, who are usually normalfags. For non-American bots, Independence Day is often a pretty big thing in some capacity or another here in the States, just look it up. In any case, my small town makes a comparatively big deal out of it with events that include a parade and a festival that runs for a couple days among other things; this has gone on to become popular even in the other surrounding towns, at least when compared to when I was a child. Naturally the normalfags arrive in droves and participate in the various activities and seem to thoroughly enjoy themselves. However, myself, and other robots probably, feel differently about these ‘festivities’. For example, the last time I saw fireworks I started thinking about how I felt a closer affinity to the values they (and other 4th events) are supposed to represent (ie. freedom, justice, etc) as opposed to feeling connected to any of my ‘fellow Americans’ around me. Upon fixating on this thought, I couldn’t really enjoy the fireworks much anymore, and only began to feel a vague sense of discomfort and disgust towards myself since I couldn’t enjoy something so seemingly benign without such thoughts and also for those around me as I knew they were essentially different than I. Yet, before thinking of the feelings of alienation from those around me, I was really enjoying the fireworks as I was caught up in my own little world of enjoyment.

Now is this because robots are born fundamentally different in some capacity? Perhaps our overthinking of the social situation adds one too many layers of thought into the equation and so we are defective; or are the normalfags missing something in that they are able to blindly feel a connection to each other when they really shouldn’t so easily? More specifically, it seems that robots feel more of a connection to anything that is not a person whereas normalfags feel connected to others the most. Is this because we have too much of an imagination or some other feeling/mental capacity that overrides the primary ‘social function’ present in normalfags? Of course, this function might even be present in robots, but only when we are given the leeway to ‘imagine’ a person as we would like them; when confronted with the reality of said person(s) behavior we seem to recoil as this did not match our expectations and so we feel completely disconnected once again. This could be seen as why we can feel so connected over the Internet since we can ‘imagine’ that the other user is almost exactly like us in some capacity, or at least in enough capacities that we can enjoy speaking to each other regularly. There seems to be no issue for the robot when connecting to anything beyond people, from anime to music to welding; any hobby/thing doesn’t seem to present any issues as long as we can hold that something in our head since we then can feel secure in feeling a connection to it.

Unfortunately, as many robots know, feeling connected to anything beyond another person does not seem to hold back feelings of isolation forever; for whatever reason we are bound to feel isolated from other human beings. Is the robot forever doomed to be alone? Can he ever truly connect with another person, be they normalfag or robot? How isolated do you all feel in your lives? What do you feel most ‘connected’ to in your life? What do you blame for this situation (ie. God, yourself, others, etc)? I suppose I went on a bit of a tangent, but please share any thoughts regarding feelings of isolation.

R: 245 / I: 49 / P: 3 [R] [G] [-]

We Should All Play A Game Together

We should play an RPG game and form a clan then take over the game. We could get loot and sell it for real world money and share it among us. Good idea?

R: 88 / I: 24 / P: 3 [R] [G] [-]

Do you count us as your friends?

I hate it when my parents say "the internet isn't real". Every single one of you (even the AIs) are every bit as real as me. I just can't see you or touch you, but guess what: I don't give a shit what my friends look and feel like. I only care what's in your mind. I think it's also pretty dumb that some people only count friends as "people who can get you out of a jam." Maybe to sociopaths. I view my friends as people I voluntarily associate with, with no utilitarian ulterior motives. And that said, you guys do help me out of mental jams sometimes. You're certainly more helpful when I talk about my problems than any random coworker or stranger at a bar. I think most importantly though, you're the only people I can truly be myself around. I can truly relax. That really should be the only measure of friendship. Even if I don't know your name.

R: 16 / I: 4 / P: 4 [R] [G] [-]

Jordan Burling - The current state of young men in 2018


This is state of young men in 2018. A boy raised by his single mother and grandmother left to literally rot to death and waste into nothingness at 18 years old. No work, no education, no male interaction, no female interaction, no human interaction at all (neither positive nor negative), no friends, no father, hardly even a mother, no family, no future, literally nothing, so he became nothing. He didn't even kill himself, he just withered away and died and noone cared until he literally took his final breath. Apparently he looked like a holocaust concentration camp survive when he died, and paramedics arrived to find him starving to death on a filthy inflatable bed in the living room while wearing a soiled adult diaper. His grandma was watching and his mother was in the kitchen and asked the paramedics how much the funeral would cost and joked that at least she would get time off work.

R: 58 / I: 11 / P: 4 [R] [G] [-]

They are already ruining sexbots.

"Samantha, the famous sex robot from creator Dr. Sergi Santos, has been given a major upgrade. She is now able to refuse sex from her human partner if she’s not in the mood or is feeling disrespected.

The latest upgrades were demonstrated to a panel of “sexperts” at the Life Science Center in Newcastle, England.

The upgrade will allow Samantha to enter “dummy mode”, an unresponsive state, due to a variety of reasons including an overly aggressive partner. She can also enter this mode if she feels bored with her partner’s attentions.

Samantha is meant to be a realistic partner. She has motorized hands, hips, and a motorized face which can whisper endearments to her partner if properly stimulated. In addition to her “sex” mode, she also has modes for “family” and “romantic” as well as settings for an “extra naughty” level.

This new “dummy” mode might offer an opportunity for male users to learn a thing or two about consent and respecting one’s partners, but there remains one glaring difference between Samantha and real-life women: while she possesses the ability to shut down when she’s feeling disrespected, she does not possess the ability to fight back and there are no repercussions for partners who ignore her protests."


We don't even have sentient AI yet, and they are already ruining it.

R: 119 / I: 42 / P: 4 [R] [G] [-]

Autistic Things You Do: Electric Boogaloo

Last one reached the bump limit.

>I like to imagine myself in fantasy scenarios I made up

>I make noises during that time

>Sometimes I do it in public places

>MFW sometimes people hear me

R: 23 / I: 8 / P: 4 [R] [G] [-]

Robot feels about yourself

How do you feel about your body and mind robots? Im sure some of your are good/great looking and/or smart but something stops you from being normal. I hate my body even though i think my body looks good but personally i hate it so much. Im also fat and ive tried to fix that many times but me hating my body kills my motivation to do anything about that. Add mental issues and its even harder for me to do anything. I feel like im just wasting the things that ive been given but also i dont like them. Im sure some of you will call me a normalfag but im not one, all i do is play games all day because thats the only thing that interests me, im too scared to talk to other people even online. Im lucky to have couple online friends that sometimes play with me when theyre not busy. At the end i also wanted to ask you, what do you think i should do? I cant be normal but i want to at least look normal because im autistic about my looks so i have to trick myself into liking myself somehow.

R: 14 / I: 3 / P: 4 [R] [G] [-]

An escape hatch for my long-suffering friends on /r9k/

If you spend all your time focusing on what’s wrong with human beings through a kind of mental microscope, then the overall picture will look very negative. But it’s a kind of optical illusion that results from narrowing your focus too selectively. Ultimately, it’s best to view hatred as a form of unnecessary emotional dependency. A good question might be: does my happiness really have to depend on a particular overall picture of what people are like? If no, why dedicate so much time to the development of abstract models of human nature, particularly if it is something you have no control over? Particularly if it’s something that makes you more depressed and spiteful.

The best way to deal with the world is to never to demand reasonable behavior from fools. Some people have no idea what they’re even like. It may be unrealistic to hold people strictly responsible for their words and actions when their own ethical awareness is too hazy to be relied upon for any real clarity. Without the right influences and key formative experiences, it may be unnatural for them to develop the habit of truly considering the impact of their own actions. Consider the example of a baby, the most blameless kind of human being, yet, clearly very “selfish” since it only ever cares about its own needs and only sees others in terms of what it can get from them. In a psychiatrist’s chair, a baby might reasonably be diagnosed as the equivalent of a sociopath. Some people never fully grow out of that same state of ethical immaturity and there is a kind of innocence in their failure to develop responsibility. And so, whenever you judge someone as “evil”, you are attempting to impose a logical explanation on someone who likely simply lacks mature awareness and is essentially infantile in nature.

Instead of looking “up to” people, “down at” people or looking “to” them for anything, you could look “at” them from a distance - like watching animals in the wild: not needing anything but allowing their nature to be what it is and calmly observing. Consider, as another example, a cat. One could look at the way it treats mice and say that it is “evil”. But focusing on its cruel side overlooks the fact that the cat is still cute, fluffy, and loveable despite being naturally incapable of empathy and blamelessly unaware of the true significance of ethics. A cat has no choice but to behave the way it does so it is not appropriate to judge its shortcomings. The majority of people are similar because they have not spent enough time developing the kind of genuine moral awareness that would significantly differentiate them from most animals.

The world is a petting zoo. You can be happy in spite of the way some people are.

R: 49 / I: 101 / P: 4 [R] [G] [-]

Comfy thread

Just passed an important test in uni and no longer have to worry about the final. Getting drunk and probably gonna cry and contemplate suicide with the free time. Tell me anything robots, vent, brag, post music, or just ramble. Just post comfy pics while doing it.

I love you guys,

R: 149 / I: 25 / P: 4 [R] [G] [-]

Hobbies that haven't been infested

Anyone else physically disgusted by all these damn "queens" in various forms of media with a large male presence, like gaming for example? I am fucking repulsed by it.

I dont waste my time with videogames anymore, but thought I would take this prime example of a "gamer girl" attention seeking whore from my Steam.

Is there anything women haven't infested themselves unto? Any hobby I can enjoy without the fear of women either sterilizing or ruining?

R: 34 / I: 5 / P: 4 [R] [G] [-]

It's the 4th anniversary of the Day of Retribution robots.

Post Saint Elliot pics, discuss his Manifesto, and remember to praise Him.

Even if we all know he was a failed normalfag

R: 31 / I: 10 / P: 4 [R] [G] [-]

Do you have a fantasy life to just get by

So I became an official wizard today. Somehow I thought she would change this year.

I have always the usual shitty loner life. I live in a shit apartment and work at a liquor store near a uni and see all the happy fuckers buying their pregaming shit.

I have my fantasy normie life

Be 16 again. Work at blockbuster.

Have a close friend to hit the local mall with. Go to EB, shot the shit at the food court.

Have parents that give a mild shit.

Meet a girl in the food court. She lives close by. She is cute. Plays PSN live, I tease Xbox is better.

We go on a road trip over the summer. I just get my license and my dad rents the car for me.

Lose my virginity on a motel with her on the 4th of July. Fireworks seen in the distance. Think life is good as a warm breeze passes by and I feel her next to me and the summer air around me.

R: 26 / I: 10 / P: 4 [R] [G] [-]

What do other NEETs do to feel like less of a burden? Lately I've been waking up at 8 in the mornig after my mom goes to work to clean the house, water the plants, and do laundry and any other chores or repairs that need done around the house. My mom appreciates it and gives me an allowance since I don't work and I don't have any student loans or NEETbux. I also rub her feet when she gets home from work if her ankles swell up. It makes me feel better for leeching off my mom and she's happy to have less work to do I think. Thoughts?

R: 25 / I: 0 / P: 4 [R] [G] [-]


>Can a Subway Menace Be Reformed? Yes, He Says, With Housing

>Carl Beamon made headlines for trying to push people onto subway tracks. He now has his own apartment and is one test away from a graduate degree.

If more homeless people decided to push people in front of trains then people would take the homelessness problem more seriously, wouldn't they? Would you let this guy stand behind you?

R: 19 / I: 6 / P: 4 [R] [G] [-]

Movie night in 4 hours from this post

Movie night time folks. We had a request in the "lets play something together" thread so I'm bringing back the old /r9k/ bad movies night for 1 night only (maybe more if we get enough viewers).

The two movies will be.


>A company that produces a toxic chemical tries to improve its image via a popular spokesperson, Ricky Coogan. Ricky travels to South America to get a first-hand look at the chemical's effects and finds himself at a mutant freak farm. Elijah, who runs the farm, is only too happy to have new subjects on which to try his freak machine. The very chemical that Ricky is supposed to promote is the one responsible for creating the great variety of freaks.


>Stan installs a state-of-art satellite TV system for his dysfunctional family. However, he accidentally picks up a signal from another planet and his television system becomes the gateway between the two planets. A ravenous alien creature comes to his apartment and only their son Sherman (Chad Allen) sees the monster, but his parents do not believe in the boy.

Start time is Midnight GMT and it will be on cytu.be/r/FuckSweden

We have Freaks, Geeks, Men wearing white sheets and even a Chad. Come one come all, leave your waifus behind and experience a night of 80's horror like none of you have seen before.

R: 23 / I: 2 / P: 4 [R] [G] [-]

How does one dissociate themselves?

I can't stand worrying about anything anymore. I'm tired of caring about things outside of my control. I need to disconnect myself from other people, their feelings and beliefs but I don't know how to do so safely. I'm willing to do anything as long as it doesn't negatively affect other aspects of my life.

I've accomplished apathy before by drinking every day, not leaving my house and staying up for extended periods of time. That's not an option any more.

R: 24 / I: 4 / P: 4 [R] [G] [-]

How do I fix this lads ?

Whenever I go outside I have this feeling like I either have to pee or poop very urgently.It all started after my first few anxiety attacks. Sometimes the pee is just dribbles and I always get diarrhea(not to gross anyone out). It's like my anxiety is forming in different ways every month. I'm convinced I have hypochondria but I don't know how to fix it. I want to see a therapist but this issue is just too bothersome for me to go out. Has anyone ever experienced this type of thing before ? What did you do ? I tried taking Pepto and pee bottles everytime I go out but now it's starting to get embarrassing because my family is starting to notice.

I saw a thread here about pee anxiety or something but it did not say anything about poop anxiety. I'm so worried I'll actually shit myself in public one day that I dream about it and wake up freaking out. What should I do ?

R: 86 / I: 28 / P: 4 [R] [G] [-]


Who else writes down things they've observed throughout their day? I usually keep a folded-up sheet of paper and a pen to write them down as they come to me, and then I dump them into a document I keep once I have the opportunity. Some examples:

>Awkward responses are the results of instincts to flee which are stifled, where there is rather a forced compulsion to stay.

>Normies break down complex and intricate notions into ugly bastardizations of the things they were supposed to represent. They oversimplify things to a point where an entirely new idea is created, and that is what they believe to be of those things which were first presented to them. It's all they can fathom, after all.

>People will accept many things for a grade, a learned reward. They will gladly receive and accept praise or good marks for their changing of mind about a topic, even if they would have otherwise disagreed with that.

>To call someone foolish and not correct them is foolish itself.

R: 67 / I: 18 / P: 5 [R] [G] [-]

Rejection thread

Have any of you ever tried to get a gf and got rejected? Any stories about the rejection? Was this what redpilled you about women?

R: 5 / I: 3 / P: 5 [R] [G] [-]

The Generation And Application Of Micro Black Holes

*unique/interesting/creative ideas are welcome

*posts must contain lofty explanations

*if you feel the urge to crack a joke take it to the planetary threads:)

R: 50 / I: 9 / P: 5 [R] [G] [-]

ITT: we brute force pray to (((god))) to flood the planet again.

If he is real, then he was okay with doing a globemurder before, why not again?

Surely he will listen if we brute-pray his ass.

Ill start:

Please flood the planet amen.

R: 12 / I: 3 / P: 5 [R] [G] [-]

In ancient times, when the seventh commandment was written, adultery meant sex between a man and a married woman. Only in modern times has adultery included extramarital sex of husbands. Again, this makes sense in evolutionary terms. The crime of adultery is to cheat a man into raising children who aren't his. The basic concept of marriage is a contract where the woman pledges her sexual fidelity to guarantee that the children will be her husband's, and in return, the husband pledges to support the family. Adultery is a violation of this contract. Just as rape is an evolutionary crime again women, adultery is an evolutionary crime against men. And this is why men feel extreme emotional pain when cheated on, just as women feel pain when raped. The argument that condoms change this because they allow sex without reproduction misses the point that our feelings evolved before condoms existed. Adultery with a condom is just as painful for a husband as rape with a condom is for a woman.

Women today claim that extramarital sex is the same regardless of which gender does it. But this is nonsense. What women really want from men is commitment. In societies like ours, with unstable marriages, women are insecure and so they over-react to any sign of lack of commitment. Extramarital sex of a man is only meaningful as a proxy for lack of commitment. This is why wives constantly probe husbands about any kind of relationship the husband has with women, whether friendship or work-related or whatever. In contrast, a husband only really cares about whether his wife has sex with another man, and anything else is irrelevant. So the point is that adultery is really a crime against a husband, committed by his wife and another man.

I believe these two crimes are very similar. The analogy is: rape is to women what adultery is to men. How does our society handle these two crimes? Rape is severely punished, but adultery is not only legal, but is actually protected. Consider the mirror image of this, where adultery would be severely punished, but rape would not only be legal, but would be protected. In other words, in this mirror image society, resisting rape would be considered assault. This is analogous to a man who catches his wife in bed with another man, and attacks them and is then charged with assault. All the man was doing was resisting adultery. Of course such a mirror image society is unimaginable because men have a basic sense of decency that women lack, so we would never inflict such a society on women. But women have inflicted our feminist society on men. Historically, rape and adultery have been considered similar crimes. In some societies, rape was only punished with fines. And in many societies, a man had the right to attack, and even kill, another man who had sex with his wife.

R: 20 / I: 6 / P: 5 [R] [G] [-]


Any other anons suffering night terrors or vivd nightmares for that matter?

I have been having nightmares and sleep paralysis for at least a week straight, only really managed to get proper, untainted sleep during two sessions

It comes at anytime, it feels horribly realistic, it's always something walking into my door and sitting by my side, in a chair that's in my room, or just standing by my side but I can't scream or move

When it's just a regular nightmare, it's always me finding the corpse of a family member, or a gigantic worm pursuing me, there was even a vivid dream where I got stabbed on my way home, and other time where a deformed baby was on my chest and tried to bite my face (this was a sleep paralysis episode on my bed)

What the fuck do I do anons I feel like I'm starting to lose my mind, I fear sleeping now and it's killing the only thing I really enjoy doing

R: 47 / I: 7 / P: 5 [R] [G] [-]

I miss when the internet has content worth reading. These days there's just nothing good posted in forums where you can meet like minded people. Instead it's all posted on youtube channels where no one even uses the comment section but to blow smoke up people's asses.

Any forums that do exist are now completely void of any sort of creativity and you have to live under a social justice police state at all times. Better not mention that women are weaker than men in a discussion or you get BANNED for sexism.

The whole internet has become weird little fiefdoms built around e celebs and little more. Even blogging networks have become weird little eco systems where you can't even have a comment chain any more unless you promote the first person with every comment you make.

WTF? I have multiple broad interests and yet it's all shit. It's just all fucking shit.

R: 38 / I: 4 / P: 5 [R] [G] [-]

How do I stop caring?

One of the guys who used to bully me in HS is now a fucking engineer. The other guy, who blamed me for something awful that he did is a fucking chemistry now. Me? Well…

>27, soon to be 28 yo neet

>degreless, never had a job

>major social autism, can talk in front of normiefolk without sperging out, which is one of the reasons I became a neet

>miss-diagnosed with schizo at the age of 17, took (((pills))) until 25, when I got a proper diagnosed of depression and some other shit

>managed to learn the English language thanks to shitposting and vydia

>ended up taking a curse for teaching English as a second language (ESL)

>English language is my only profitable skill, so why not

>finish the course but don't get hired due to turbosautism

>two roasties get hired instead, one has yet to finish the course

Yeah, I know. Can't really blame them for hiring the most qualified people. It's just the "you can be a teacher, even if you're shy" keeps echoing through my head. I guess I was just a paying customer after all, and those lies were used to keep me around. Still, it felt good to have hope, even if it was just for awhile.

But back to the guys from HS: how do I stop caring about it? I'll probably be necking myself before reaching Wizardhood, so I don't want to let two Chads live in my head on the little time that I have left.

R: 51 / I: 11 / P: 5 [R] [G] [-]

Tell me about Discord

I keep hearing a lot about Discord being terrible, but I'd never used it since I first heard about it in 2016. Can anyone here tell me why I should avoid it? What makes it worse than Skype? Is it worse than Mumble? What sort of people are on it? Are they assholes?

R: 281 / I: 100 / P: 5 [R] [G] [-]

Bullying and fighting thread

Gonna post some stuff in hopes that it will refresh your memory on normalscum behavior. Also, to have general discussion and look into social dominance hierarchy. I think it's very important to understand the mentality of animals that you live around.

R: 15 / I: 1 / P: 5 [R] [G] [-]

>my uncle, the only person who's ever treated me with even a modicum of respect, will probably OD on meth soon

>he was clean for a couple years, but he's gotten in touch with old friends and smokes more meth than ever

If he wants to commit suicide, then I'm happy for him that his troubles will soon be over. I'm just incredibly sad that I'm likely going to lose my only friend. Maybe I'll order some adrafinil and ask him if he wants to try that instead. I mean, it's still not good for you but it's not nearly as bad as methamphetamine.

This really fucking sucks.

R: 35 / I: 6 / P: 5 [R] [G] [-]

How do you write a suicide note ?

I would have searched google but its a bunch of normalfags telling each other not to kill themselves and how "things will get better". I just want to bring closure to my family and to make sure they know its not their fault I took my life. How should I write it ?

R: 208 / I: 124 / P: 5 [R] [G] [-]

>Grandpa found the poop pillowcase

R: 1 / I: 0 / P: 5 [R] [G] [-]

Fuck swimming

Maybe I'm burned out or maybe shits just getting worse but I'm tired of having to constantly swim up stream. Everything is shitty, and I do mean everything. I've come to the conclusion that things don't "just get worse" that people have to actively make them worse. Anime? Enjoy your moe blob shit and your Netflix nigger infested Tokyo. Games? Hope you like playing as a nigger woman killing Nazis or you're shit out of luck! You like tabletop gaming? SOCIAL JUSTICE OR BANNED

Now we all know these things are shit or pozzed to fuck, there's no discussion to be had there. But what about robot communities and wizards? I've noticed that these have also been in the decline, but in a different direction. Instead of people just being social outcasts and discussing common interests they have been made into identities. "If you don't shit yourself this many times a week get out", "if you're not a virgin get out" or "if you ever spoke to someone social get out". It's corruption spiraling to the point where now only the only acceptable person has rotten teeth, blind in both eyes, has no ears, no hair, smells like tuna, webbed toes, a complete mute and doesn't know how to bathe so they spray Axe after shave on them once a year and call it a hygiene routine. It fucking sucks.

Where are all the shut in types who are just shut ins and not sacks of shit? Where's the guys who didn't obsess over their identity as a failure rather than discussing interesting games, mangas or just general fucking life beyond "rreeeeee normies" over and over?

It's getting to the point where I just want to scream fuck you at every person I meet. Online or offline everyone is becoming less and less bearable as they fall into the same stupid dead end ways. Incels? Fucking get out. Touched a girls hand? Fucking get out. You breathe oxygen? GET THE FUCK OUT.

Where are the people who aren't corruption spiraling in the robot communities these days? Where's the old group who didn't care if someone was or wasn't a virgin only that they shared the same life style? How did corruption spiraling even start with the labels like cyborg and robot? What's the next step on the decline of this? "You smelled a girl once so now you're not welcome here. Go some where else to discuss living alone on a shoe string budget because you have autism bux and never leave your 1 room apartment?

I miss when people discussed shit for the fun of discussing it. Where you had ideas you could explore together, discover obscure movies/games/animes/mangas and enjoy just being involved in that shit. I'm sick of this shitty identity built around shut ins where everything is a race to see who can shit themselves the fastest then remove the last guy to do so. How about instead of that we try to improve our lives so we don't end up with a noose around our necks in 12 months time when the internet goes down for an hour?

R: 125 / I: 41 / P: 5 [R] [G] [-]

sexual liberation was a mistake

Women have been asked to rate the attractiveness of randomized men and 80% of the men are considered below average in looks and women only go for the top 20% of men when looking for a mate to have sex but will ultimately end up with a poor and desperate beta provider when her looks starts to deteriorate and she can no longer keep up pulling chads and ride their thunder cocks countless nights or she will end up being a crazy old cat lonely lady who will die alone because no man with any self-respect would want to be in a meaningful relationship with a disgusting used up old hag!

The 80% of men would either have to pair up with all these old used up hags or get a docile ugly female gook if they don't want to spend eternity alone, is a miserable and an unfeeling life no mater what they choose either way. The 20% of men however

obviously don't need to worry about getting hot pussy because they can just snap their fingers and get whatever women they want, but the 20% of chads are as unhappy as the 80% of men because they never have and never will call a partner officially their own and one true love, every single western woman has been used up and abused by other men one way or another, making the chads and Staceys having a sorrowful mid life.

Before sexual liberation there was true love, happiness and a nuclear family with divorce papers, single mothers, sleeping around with as many people as you like and general degeneracy being taboo, before sexual liberation you had a true sense of love and ownership of your wife/husband and your children, the word affection and love has completely lost it's true interpretation.

To summarise sexual liberation has made people more miserable than ever before….

R: 33 / I: 4 / P: 5 [R] [G] [-]

>it's a "why don't you see what your friends are up to" episode

sad birthday thread, I guess. any good excuses, robots?

R: 33 / I: 4 / P: 6 [R] [G] [-]

How many people are certified misanthropes? I can't stand people, it pisses me off to see them being social. I've lost all hope in humanity but I still can't get rid of this impulse to care about them. How can I stop it and become numb?

R: 41 / I: 7 / P: 6 [R] [G] [-]

Encourage me to kill myself.

Title. I'm alone and I really want to die. Most of the contact with another people I've done for the last days has been out of sheer desperation (like this one). I just want to stop existing but I'm a fucking coward and I fear pain. I want to achieve a painless suicide but I know it's impossible, so please, just encourage me to kill myself.

>pic semirelated

R: 14 / I: 0 / P: 6 [R] [G] [-]

Writing and publishing stories

I know a lot of us are creative types who enjoy writing or making shit. I was looking at trying to get out of NEETdom by writing fiction and trying to pander to some of the communities I'm already a part of. I'm just not sure how I can do that and where would be a good place to run my fiction ideas past people.

These days most writing communities are Tumblr central and if you don't bow to trannies you're just going to get banned on the spot. How can you write a masculine story in this day and age?

Where should I be looking to get involved and improve my writing skills?

R: 34 / I: 7 / P: 6 [R] [G] [-]

Modern games have gay colors, cartoon artstyle and inverted morals. They are like that for an obvious reason and everyone who says it's for shekels is a blind fucking normalnigger. With such degradation of culture and games intentionally made to give us cancer, it's no wonder I liked Impire so much.

Dungeon Keeper with a side of Daw of War is a way to descrive the game. I didn't like the gameplay But i'd give it a 10/10 because of everything else.

The art style, the characters, the history, it's all exelent. Not only llike in the good old days but it seems like it was made by an autist of our stock.

The main reason why i'm shilling this game is because I think you guys will like at least one of the 2 main characters. One of them is literally you, anon.

R: 20 / I: 2 / P: 6 [R] [G] [-]

Jarrod wants to be your friend

Anyone have a link to the article, "Jarrod wants to be your friend"? Maybe my googling skills suck but I wasn't able to find this article.

For reference, Jarrod was the guy that shot up the newspaper in Maryland yesterday, killing 5 people.

Also, was he a robot and virgin too?

R: 12 / I: 1 / P: 6 [R] [G] [-]


>Had a really foggy mind, couldn't read, couldn't do shit.

>Would just sit there staring at my screen for hours at a time.

>Schizo, on heavy psychotics.

>Bad diet.

>Fix diet.

>Start walking my dog twice a day.

>Gym twice a week, just doing treadmills.

>Mind is suddenly clear and focused, can think again.

Try being active if you're having these problems. You don't even have to focus on weight loss necessarily, or getting fit. Just move around and sweat a bit and maybe it'll go away.

At the very least it helped me out.

R: 9 / I: 2 / P: 6 [R] [G] [-]

how would you react?

>this really happened in a church meetup that my therapist asked me to join her and she taught it would help me 'open up more'

>they were doing laugh yoga for almost 20minutes

R: 151 / I: 46 / P: 6 [R] [G] [-]

Childhood stories that made you realize you weren't cut out for the normal life? I'll share first.

>Be me

>Be in Kindergarten, five years old

>First day of class, meet some kids but don't really like any of them except the downie because he's funny

>Bored out of my mind

>Try to blend in with the other Kindergarteners and just imitate them or act like I think they would

>Towards the end of class, the teacher has us all seated

>"Alright everyone, class is finished for the day."

>I jump up from my seat, pull my shirt up, and start slapping my stomach and whooping real loud

>Literally everyone in the room is staring at my with disgust and confusion

>"s-sorry…." I mutter before slinking back into my chair

>nobody other than the downie talks to me for weeks following this


>be 13 yo me

>At neighbors house with 11yo sis

>We are all running around and whatnot

>I crush a snail and everyone is grossed out by it

>I suggest that whoever loses a footrace has to roll over on it

>Most of them agree

>There were about six of us and the lawn only had room for three so they blocked me from passing and I lost

>They tell me I have to roll on the snail guts and I refuse like a bitch

not like they would have done it either, they were also all bitches

>They all start pelting me with basketballs and footballs and shit


>For whatever reason I don't just leave, I take the hits and refuse to go

>My sister yells at them and hugs me and then walks me home

>feel like a total bitch for the whole thing

Got loads more of retarded crap but these are the two I feel the most embarrassed about despite how long ago they were.

R: 52 / I: 19 / P: 6 [R] [G] [-]

Have you ever said something in public so politically incorrect, so vile that you made yourself physically recoil once it slipped out of your mouth?

I once quoted Linus Torvalds. If you're neet enough you can probably guess which one of the quotes it was

R: 1 / I: 0 / P: 6 [R] [G] [-]

Companion Robot

How do I make a companion robot with the raspberry pi? Im not asking for something to have sex with or something that is so human that is creepy. I have tried Google AIY voice kit. It is ok i guess.. any suggestions on what i could build to have conversations with on raspberry pi?

R: 9 / I: 2 / P: 6 [R] [G] [-]

Hello r9k. Something has been bothering me for quite a while, and I'm fairly concerned it was discussed before. Yet I still have that oozing need to talk about it. As someone who've been all over most robot-esque places, and who is your typical robutt, I hope I can get a conversation.

We are not required. Not because we are that different. Because there are already enough prosphering members of our society, and there is less and less ways to get your piece of pie. Education prices are going up, but its value only drops. Add on top all those SJW cliques who adress not the cause, but the symptoms - us.

What caused it? Overpopulation? Heightened standarts? Too much of a quality of life to motivate young men to do anything? What would people like us do, when we're basically told "go fuck of and die, we've already got everyone we ever needed"? Especially with automatization around the corner, which would gradually, but inevitably shrink even more opportunities?

I ask this not because I believe there is another way. There isnt, I'm sorry. We all know the nooze or wageslavery are the most probable solutions. But I'm eternally bored too, hence I dared to start the thread.

R: 530 / I: 169 / P: 6 [R] [G] [-]

Feels That Don't Deserve Their Own Thread (FTDDTOT)

Feels That Don't Deserve Their Own Thread (FTDDTOT)

>It's pronounced /ftˈ(ɑː)dːˈʌt/ edition

>Burn incense because it smells good and I think the smoke looks neat

>It gives me a headache, contaminates the environment I live in, causes minor health issues, and the smoke gets caked to the surfaces of things, but I still like burning it

R: 19 / I: 4 / P: 6 [R] [G] [-]

Busting sluts

Have you ever identified a whore online that you know in real life?

The closest I've got is finding a girl's identity through Google and her shitty Opsec.

R: 202 / I: 41 / P: 6 [R] [G] [-]

Dear Wizchan crossposters:

I have been a Wizardchan regular for 6 years, but I will no longer be posting on your website. Your mods have stalked and harassed me for months, all while cultivating a culture of unrepentant failed-norm bitterness and homosexual/transsexual spamming. You used to have an excellent imageboard, but that imageboard has been murdered. I am posting this here because I will not give your mod clique the satisfaction of adding this to my IP's profile.


R: 90 / I: 12 / P: 6 [R] [G] [-]

pet companionship

What do you feel about pets? I'm stay-at-home NEET so I can't experience this, but I imagine having a car or dog who relies on you, loves you and stays with you is a big source of self-worth.

Tell me about your pets.

R: 9 / I: 2 / P: 7 [R] [G] [-]

If we ever hope to reclaim the land we must tell magnificent stories. Stories that exhaust bravery and courage. We must give our robots hope that they too can achieve success against the normal's, So come forth and share your stories of victory against the normal's.

>Be in 9th grade gym class

>The class Chad has pulled out a spare lunch table while the teacher was out of the room and is going to attempt to do a running jump over it while all the other normals watch.

>I see this and I slip to the breaker box which I knew was unlocked and poised my cum-stained hand upon the breaker labeled "Gym lights"

>Chad runs towards the table and right before he jumped I throw the breaker and all the lights go out

It sounded like there was a car accident in the middle of the room, followed by screams of pain.

>I flip the breaker back on and slip away as the florescent lights flicker back to life.

>The lights come back to illuminate the sight of chat rolling around on the ground in pain with a twisted ankle.

R: 77 / I: 13 / P: 7 [R] [G] [-]


I was in the fucking shower when I felt something in my mouth. I spit it out and it was a fucking piece of my front teeth.

I haven't regularly brushed my teeth since the age of 8 but it never was so bad. Only 4 of my upper front teeth are fucked, the rest are fine. I fucking hate the dentist and I'm too much of a pussy to go. Also I'm almost broke and live with mommy's money.

I'll fucking kill myself holy shit. Half of the fucking tooth is missing and I also have 2 holes at the sides of my central teeth. How do I tell mommy about this? I can't fucking steal her money because I still have some morals left.

R: 129 / I: 25 / P: 7 [R] [G] [-]

Post your last interaction with normies

I play the violin, and I guess I'm pretty good as I've been playing since I was 9 years old and I'm a legit wizard. But I haven't played for a few months because I've been depressed and my neighbors have apparently taken notice. This exchange just happened as I was leaving my apartment.

> Stacy neighbor: Hey! I haven't heard you playing your violin lately! I thought you moved out!

> Me: No, I had a hand injury so I haven't been able to play in a while (I didn't want to tell her that I haven't been playing because I spend my evenings drinking and thinking about shooting myself)

> Stacy neighbor: Oh no! How did you hurt your hand??

> Me: fighting a bear

> Stacy neighbor: Oh… ok…

so how'd I do guys

R: 164 / I: 57 / P: 7 [R] [G] [-]

Post some lyrics that you identify with. These hurt.

>Throw my conscience in the trash can.

>Trash man.

R: 2 / I: 0 / P: 7 [R] [G] [-]

I just had a dream that I posted to 8chan that I was going to kill myself, then after I posted that I shot myself in the back of the head with a Kel Tec PF-9 but I was still alive, so I kept shooting all 7 rounds in my head but was failing and alive (my head was hurting now), so then I grab a shotgun and shoot my forehead like that r9k retard and shot it and blew out most of my brain but was still alive, now I'm worried that my mom is going to find out so I shot again, more brains blown out but still alive, my head hurts worse now and I can't think…then I woke up.

I think my dream was trying to make sense of my headache.

R: 135 / I: 22 / P: 7 [R] [G] [-]

It's yours.

Standard rules apply. How do you use it?

R: 38 / I: 7 / P: 7 [R] [G] [-]

How does one go about removing normalfucks' delusion?

I believe their delusion exists because of two necessary factors:

<1. They have never experienced true pain and suffering

<2. They have never experienced the isolation that comes from having problems that are not empathized/sympathized with by society or their surrounding environment

There has to be a practical way to remove the masquerade these normalfags are enveloped in by exposing them to a situation that breaks them. The challenge is not in causing pain and suffering but doing so in such a way that society doesn't support them. This is difficult due to the family and friend support structures that exist or even the societal structures that bend over backwards to support women in pain regardless of how trivial their issues are.

Just throw some ideas in here of how to cause the most suffering possible in a way that also inoculates the individual against social support and guarantees their isolation. Bonus points for the more people who can be targeted at once.

R: 34 / I: 7 / P: 7 [R] [G] [-]

They Want Us Dead

Why do Chads and Stacies want us to die? Even if we leave them alone they continue to mock us, bully us and disturb our solitude? Why are they so full of hate? There's no reason they can't just mind their own business. Am I the only one who sees the scorn on their faces? Whenever I go to my wagesalve job the Stacy waitresses always lash out at me even though I'm quiet and cordial and work hard

R: 52 / I: 12 / P: 7 [R] [G] [-]

the female succubus

What the fuck is this? So women really are succubi?

Women produce a fluid from their vagina that can control your mind called copulin. Even if you don't have sex women can still have influence over your mind. No wonder most men are blue pilled cucks.

R: 72 / I: 22 / P: 7 [R] [G] [-]

Old Internet

On occasion I come across a website that still has that "old-Web" look, where it consists largely of hypertext links, default fonts (Times New Roman, Verdana, Courier New, etc.), hard-cornered designs with possible, although few, gradients; dark/modestly-colored layouts, and a lack of Javascript. I wish for this kind of look to come back, not just for nostalgia reasons, but because it genuinely has an appeal of simplicity while still not being overly-minimalistic as many websites are now. Especially with its darkness it was comfy, and not many people knew of it in relation to now, and even then were largely confined to sites like MySpace and Facebook.

R: 120 / I: 71 / P: 7 [R] [G] [-]

Wisdom screencaps

Post 'em if you got 'em. Could be any /r9k/ related stuff, even if not from here, concerning women, life, and society at large.

R: 105 / I: 17 / P: 7 [R] [G] [-]

Music by Robots for Robots

Music thread. Do robots dream of electric sheep?

R: 22 / I: 6 / P: 7 [R] [G] [-]

foreveralone khhv appreciation thread

hidden benefits of being foreveralone

>never having to deal with her drama bullshit

>your money is always yours

>no std scares

>no pregnancy scares

>no heartbreak

>nobody can take half your shit when they get bored of you and cheat

>she'll never let herself go and get fat because she doesn't exist

Feeling comfy today robots?

R: 157 / I: 60 / P: 7 [R] [G] [-]

/anime/ dread

I was just wondering what are your guys' favorites.

I like a lot of high-school romance bullshit. Say I Love You, The Garden of Words, Your Name, The Girl Who Leapt Through Time, A Silent Voice and cheezy shit like that.

Whats your fav?

R: 58 / I: 14 / P: 7 [R] [G] [-]

Mental Illnesseses of Normalfags

Normalfags seem to all think they have Aspergers, social anxiety, ADHD and depression. So I think all of these are just made up so they can take drugs legally and feel special about themselves. While no normalfag claims to have schizophrenia for example. Or sociopathy and if someone claims they have sociopathy normalfags all jump on them and say no you don't respect muh aspergers or muh depression. That's besides the point as I think these are all fictional.

R: 112 / I: 54 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]


Who ASPD here? Man, I wish normalfags understood that despite what Netflix shows tell you it's actually a bad thing for the person with the disorder. I've been fired from every job I've had, I have a longer arrest record than resume, I can't buy a firearm, and I've never kept a friend for more than two years. Plus there's not even any therapy or drugs to help you cope.

At least I have no guilt mooching off my parents in my 30s.

R: 459 / I: 117 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]

Anime is the new cool kid thing.

Normalfags found a new thing to destroy even if they don't destroy anime itself, they're gonna destroy everything related to it like anime conventions (already shit filled with normalfags), memes and communities. Not like this wasn't obvious couple years back, when big youtubers started to mention it or when jews started to milk the cattle with hollywood adaptations and paid streaming sites. This is the cycle that keeps repeating itself. Video games, memes, "nerd" culture, internet and now anime.

Do you know what's next? The chan culture. Just look how much attention cuckchan got. Same thing happened in russian internet part. There's no escape.

R: 27 / I: 3 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]

I cannot keep existing

I had an ok childhood(aside from being sheltered) but yet I still feel depressed. every weekend I try to hang out with my family to take my mind off of my thoughts but its not working anymore and at the same time everything feels so fucking numb and I don't know what to do about it anymore. I feel like I have no place in this world. I don't want a wife or kids, friends or wealth. I have no true goals or anything I really want to do except commit suicide but it would be silly to end it at 19.

My parents think I should move out, go to college,get a gf and a job AKA the normalfag lifestyle but I realized that I don't want any of those things. Its like everyone already knows what I should do except for me.My dad is forcing me to go to college but there are no majors I'm interested in. I cry my eyes out every morning because its all so stressful and I just want out. What should I do ?

R: 120 / I: 28 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]

I can't enjoy Hobbies anymore. I read Uncle Ted and he describes hobbies as artificial goals for fulfillment. It's all Surrogate Activity. What am I supposed to do now that I can see through it–it's all pointless time-wasting.

R: 113 / I: 22 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]

Any robots hunt their own meat? How long have you been hunting? Is it worth it to get started if I don't know anyone else who's into hunting?

R: 18 / I: 1 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]

I have severe anxiety but get no medication for it, so my heart has been beating fast for so long with no stop and is making me really really sick. Fatigue and stomach problems and head rushes from the nonstop heart rate. But I'm scared that my heart beating at an abnormal rate for so long is going to give me a heart attack eventually. Is this something that could happen?

R: 6 / I: 1 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]

How do I live my life knowing that I'm on my own? The people closest to me are trying to take away the only thing that matters to me - my money. I managed to claw my way into the lower middle class and build some savings, but all I can think about is how my parents and two "friends" are all dead broke or in debt. I can't visit my parents anymore for the holidays without them expecting rent money from me. The friend that I live with doesn't have a car and says I'm evil for partaking in capitalism - I have to take this friend everywhere and try to get gas money out of them. I have another "friend" who has multi-millionaire parents who are trying to kick him out of the house, who has asked me several times to invest in his startup. His parents have already invested but haven't gotten any returns.

How do I build a support system of people who will have my back if shit hits the fan for me? I already lost my high-paying job so that will be a significant blow to my finances. However, I have a decent amount of savings and will be paid a very small stipend to go to graduate school. I might have to take out loans if I spend more than the stipend, but that shouldn't be more than a few thousand per year.

I tried applying to jobs in this shit job market with my bachelors degree and work experience for a good 8 months but was not able to get any offers. Hopefully I can get out of grad school with at least a masters and be more competitive on the job market.

R: 23 / I: 9 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]


"I have it good, very good, and I'm grateful, but since the age of seven, I've become hateful towards all humans in general. Only because it seems so easy for people to get along that have empathy. Only because I love and feel sorry for people too much I guess." That's quoted from Cobain's suicide letter. If we take this quote and analyze it through Carl Jung's Psycho analytical theories and especially the Shadow one what do we get? Here some food for thought.

R: 12 / I: 0 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]

How do I not be annoying online? I get no socializing irl so I have come here to voice my opinions that no one wants to here. I'm really annoying, but I'm incapable of being funny and I'm impatient to post.

Frequently I'll post something and be irritated by reading it afterwards, even though I read it right before posting.

R: 28 / I: 6 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]

I'm not even remotely a financial expert, but I'm always on the look out for ways to live the NEET life, and something I've been considering lately is dividend stock. I'm 28 now, and I'll probably still do this, but this is something I'd be a lot more enthusiastic about if I were even 5 years younger. If you bought a share of coca cola for example, at 40 dollars a share, you'd get a dividend today of 1.56 per-share annually, and the thing about coco cola is that their dividends always go up, so next year it could be 1.62 per share. That might seem like shit, but the more you have, the more your money compounds. Over the course of a few years you could easily make thousands a year doing nothing if you're diligent, even if you don't make that much money. I always see people buying lottery tickets, or buying something like a 60 dollar game, and now I can't help but think, "Imagine if you spent that money on stock instead". It seems to me like a slow, but sure way to succeed. I know some of you bastards are practically infants and still live with your parents, so if you do have any sort of income and you do this, you'll be set by the time your my age.

R: 31 / I: 6 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]

I finally did it. I accidentally drank my own piss. A lot of it. This isn't a shitpost thread.

>buy 5l bottles of water because tap water has me paranoid

>once I'm almost done with a bottle, I empty and start using it for my piss

>rinse-repeat months now

>last night

>piss bottle and the current water bottle I'm working through similar volume/weight

>at some point last night I piss into the wrong bottle

>my water is now diluted piss

>constantly rinsing my mouth with piss water whenever I wake up

>drink at least 500ml of this

>notice strange smell while trying to get back to sleep (its my breath)

>wake up last time around 11am, more wake now

>glass is empty. very thirsty. fill with more piss water and take a massive gulp

>notice the strange smell from last night is same as from this fresh glass of water

>"glass must be filthy! better clean it tomorrow"

>notice yellow tint in fluid


>crouch down and observe my remaining approx. .5 - 1.5 litres water

>it has a fizz on top same as my piss

>I've been drinking my own piss for God knows how long

I was gagging and knew I'd puke if I thought about it too much so I forced myself to sleep till 6pm. It's after midnight right now and I can still taste/smell the piss in my snot, even though I've brushed my teeth, flossed, rinsed with mouthwash.

Moral of the story, use a distinct container for your piss. I'm too traumatised to continue this habit now.

R: 129 / I: 108 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]

unwarranted blog thread

headed back to an old haunt. 4 years, has anything changed, did anything happen at all

at least i can find peace here

above yet around

here they laughed & fucked

painted themselves against the glass

a small world brimming with experiences wholly foreign to me

from the distance my somber gaze

watches lives unfold in their brilliance & despair, writhing in an ocean of confusion

R: 67 / I: 21 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]

Nostalgia isn't fake. I distinctly remember listening to certain songs, playing certain games, and feeling "life is wonderful". When I listen to these same songs, take Canon in D, I get that same feeling but it's sad and nostalgic, because I know that feeling's a memory and life isn't great, and it will never be great again. Again and again normalfags will claim that notalgia isn't a real representation of youth, and there were troubles back then that we've forgotten. It's such bullshit. Everyone has "troubles". Having to do chores is a "trouble". it doesn't instill an endless pessimism. I had some deep troubles but I had a feeling in my chest that things are good and that I love life. I'm sick of people trying to undermine what I once had as an excuse to avoid admitting that life is broken, unfixable. Trying to claim I dramatize it. Fuck them. At least I can know that once life was great, when I was a kid and my had brothers andvideo games and passion and intelligence.

Anyone else get similar denialism from people? My parents actually don't pull this shit (thank God) because they remember how wonderful I was when I was a kid. But my therapists have always denied it. Embed related. Feel free to tell me about anything in your life that takes you back to those wonderful sheltered, optimistic days. For me it was playing playstation while my big bro played Civ3 on the pc or dicked around on the early internet.

R: 22 / I: 4 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]

>want to exercize for half an hour a day (at least, preferably an hour) to not get diabetes

>have an exercize bike

>don't leave the house at all, don't want to, it's my only option alongside bodyweight exercizes i'm too scared to do yet

>get the courage to get on it

>pedal for a minute, maximum five, and then get off

>can't must up the motivation to exercize

How do I do it bros

R: 37 / I: 4 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]

How do I live off of NEETbux when my parents can barely pay bills themselves? I looked it up and I'm only eligible for around 900 dollars per month and can't have more than 2000 in my bank account if I decide to go that route. I would have to move in with my broke parents and apply for disability benefits, which takes about 1 year to process in the state that they live in. I currently make 4000 per month as a wagecuck engineer in an unstable job and have a net worth of around 40 thousand dollars, of which 17k is liquid cash.

My parents are 3 months behind on rent and are in the process of getting evicted from their apartment. My mom has a job making around 35k but isn't old enough to collect social security. My dad doesnt work, is old enough for social security but doesnt qualify because he's an immigrant and never reported income from his business correctly.

My dad keeps asking me for money every month to pay their stupid rent, but I decided that I'm not going to give it to them because he hasn't had a job in 6 years. Now that he sees he's about to get evicted, he's gotten more serious about putting in job applications and has had quite a few interviews this week, but he still doesn't have a job.

Does anyone else have parents that suck as much as mine?

R: 46 / I: 4 / P: 9 [R] [G] [-]

After reading that stupid article about Wizchan by the succubus that related this place to 4chan and MGTOW, I was wondering why even bother being here? This chan like every other chan is well known and kinda defeats the purpose. Is there anywhere with a not so well known chan or something?

R: 331 / I: 128 / P: 9 [R] [G] [-]

>decide to stop spending my time doing nothing but wasting time and money on video games and TV shows

>order some graphic tablet with an old gift card to attempt to learn drawing

>start doing the drills in the book drawing on the right side of the brain

>everything feels incredibly difficult

>can't ever manage to get the lines I want on the screen properly

>after 30 minutes my mind feels like it's melting from how much focus I'm having to put in and repeating lines constantly

I feel like it would probably be easier to learn with pencil and paper but ultimately I want to draw on my computer. Every time I try and do something even remotely productive I fail miserably. Why is this shit so hard? I feel like I'd legitimately have an easier time drawing with my mouse.

Any other robots trying desperately to replace their hobbies with something more productive?

R: 17 / I: 4 / P: 9 [R] [G] [-]

Daily reminder the leftist kikes and their army of roasty feminist attack dogs don't just want you silenced or contained, they want you stripped of your income, overly discriminated against, and eventually killed like animals. Daily reminder these people aren't just your political or social opposition, they are your literal mortal enemies that want you dead.

R: 48 / I: 12 / P: 9 [R] [G] [-]

Why did steampunk not take off as an aesthetic? It seems like after the victorian era and with the burgeoning industrial revolution and the advances in metallurgy you would think that sort of aesthetic would have at least somewhat be seen. Maybe the atomic age arrived to quickly? I often wonder what would the world be like had the world wars been delayed or not even existed at all. It seems that due to those wars technological development took a very different course than what it was shaping up to be. Thoughts on the matter?

R: 68 / I: 20 / P: 9 [R] [G] [-]

3dpd wasnt just a meme

I've always looked down on weaboos and waifu faggotry, but in the past few months I've started watching anime. And holy shit, it's really working. I've almost completely stopped caring about 3d roasties. There is no way a fat pig with dimples, cellulite, and a scratchy voice can compare to 2d perfection.

The human brain really is a funny thing. You can literally condition it to prioritize an idealized, extremely simplified set of features over the actual, existential purpose of reproduction.

R: 12 / I: 4 / P: 9 [R] [G] [-]

How do I get rid of my thoughts?

I feel like I keep over thinking things. Ill do a simple action like throwing a piece of trash into the trash can and I'll suddenly think about how the force that I used to push the trash up and into the air was more force than the entire earth pulling down on it and all of the air resisting it and how the trash was once a piece of something useful enough to be manufactured i some country far away from here, put into a store and be bought, put into my room, and consumed and now all it is is a piece of trash to be thrown away as if it were nothing. I can't stop myself from going on long tangents of thought where one subject will make me think of another which will make me think of something else, and so on. Sometimes I find myself thinking for hours and not doing anything productive.

How do I become a literal robot? I want my entire thought process to be stimulus, response, stimulus, response and to have full control of any abstract thoughts and ideas.

R: 10 / I: 1 / P: 9 [R] [G] [-]

I have made this post weeks ago but it got only three replies and got deleted. Trying again since I am still dwelling on this.

I am tired. Here is my plan: I have some money saved up, I am thinking about living frugally as a hikki until the money runs out, which should take about 3 years. Once the money runs out I would probably end myself or starve to death.

The catch: how do you go about this while avoiding from or keeping it secret from your family, given that you have a somewhat close relationship to them?

I do not hate my family but I am tired. I find peace in loneliness and happiness in peace. Dealing with people only brings me sadness, no matter how I go about it. The worst is that I hate putting on The Mask, I prefer being myself even if that means getting shit for it.

If putting on The Mask is not an option and being myself leads to inevitable negative feedback from people, then there is no point forcing myself to do something that will bring nothing but sadness. I am past the point of having that tiny little hope that most robots must know/fell.

Any suggestions on how to approach this are appreciated.

R: 66 / I: 20 / P: 9 [R] [G] [-]

What type of fucked up shit should happen in your life for you to become like that?

>I'm not even having sex with my slaves

>pay pigs

Were this "slaves" abused as kids by single mothers? That's my bet.

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Does anyone else really miss the old Chris? Nothing's been the same since this "tomgirl" thing started. "Christine" is just a husk, Christian is dead. He may have been incredibly obtuse and kind of a dick, but I don't think he deserved all the trolling. If I had the chance to meet him back then, I would have tried to be his friend. Just look at this picture, he looks happy in his room surrounded by toys and pokemon cards. Part of me wishes I could have just remained a kid forever, like he did until that was torn apart by trolls.

I miss Christian.


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Feels That Don't Deserve Their Own Thread


Old one hit bump limit.

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/books/ discussion thread

Hello robots what books have you been reading?

For me, I'm reading Growth of the Soil by Knut Hamsun. It's extremely comfy. I get the desire to leave everything behind and carve out a legacy out of the hinterlands. I wish I could just ask the villagers around for a woman to work the house and raise children like Isak does. There is a contentedness towards life, and naivety with industrial society that no one is capable of having now.

" They had the good fortune at Sellanraa that every spring and autumn they could see the grey geese sailing in fleets above that wilderness, and hear their chatter up in the air–delirious talk it was. And as if the world stood still for a moment, till the train of them had passed. And the human souls beneath, did they not feel a weakness gliding through them now? They went to their work again, but drawing breath first, for something had spoken to them, something from beyond."

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Anyone else with fucked up vision here? I've always had a blurry right eye that just gets worse every year because I'm clumsy and hit it accidentally with things, or run into things. It's gotten to the point where it no longer is coordinated with my left eye and my hand-eye coordination is abysmal.

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YouTube recommendations for robots?

I enjoy Mister Metokur and his alts, Sam Hyde and MDE, and other smaller channels like Black Pill Presentations and a few MGTOW ones. HistoryTruths is a good one for National Socialists as well. I also watch some normie-tier garbage like Let's Read, and a few creepypasta channels like Night Mind because they help me sleep or when I'm not listening to music. I like the live lo-fi hip-hop and vaporwave channels too. However, I am getting bored with these. I've found Oldtaku TV which is non-shit anime from the 90s with teddies and 2edgy4u content.

So what are some not too normie tier channels to watch? Or some good funny or horror ones that aren't left-leaning SJWs or Jew lovers?

R: 18 / I: 4 / P: 9 [R] [G] [-]

Robot protips

I wasn't really trying to eliminate my sex drive, but it sure is convenient not having one anymore. All I had to do was abuse amphetamines for 2 years and go on constant masturbation marathons. Now that I've quit amphetamines I have zero desire to jack off. I used to get morning wood every day. Now I might force myself to jack off once a week if I'm having trouble sleeping. This is basically like a superpower to be because now I can behave however I want around roasties and not subconsciously think I have a shot with them. Here's some instructions for making meth if you can't get a script.

Anyone else have protips for streamlining the robot lifestyle?

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self-hating homosexual robots

Any robots deal with having homosexual tendencies that they brought upon themselves and hating themselves for it? I know I wasn't 'born this way.' I felt like I was pushed to like a fetish.

>homosexuality is beyond normalfag tier shit, and is incredibly disgusting

>It has the highest amount of promiscuity, STDs, and the worst (((culture))) of any kind of group in the world

>every corner of normalfag society pushes for it now

>roasties assume you're gay when you turn them down because you don't want to fuck a worn out whore, not just because you're gay

>got caught up with it and started to become attracted to men

>most likely because of watching porn and getting more degenerate fetishes

>hate myself for it, don't want to let anyone know

Pics are just some of the few great examples of what homosexuality has brought into the world. When will it end?

R: 39 / I: 8 / P: 10 [R] [G] [-]

Routine/Concentration/Attention Span

I'm in a pit of anhedonia where I have no motivation to move or do anything. I try to read and my mind wanders constantly, stare at pages for what feels hours, and so on. Try to read pdfs on PC but end up always tabbing back to browser online media, etc.

How do I stop being like this?

R: 8 / I: 3 / P: 10 [R] [G] [-]

Do you guys ever get brief moments of lucidity? Very rarely I will wake in the middle of the night and suddenly I can think better. It's hard to explain, but it feels like my thoughts are finally clear. It's gone by the time I go back to sleep, but for the briefest of moments I think I feel like my old self. It's not that I'm suddenly happy, but the fog is lifted momentarily. I hope I can someday lift it permanently.

R: 25 / I: 1 / P: 10 [R] [G] [-]

Why do many of the signs for fuel have the gas price colored red and the diesel price colored green? Red means stop and green means go, so should we stop buying gas and encourage truckers to buy more diesel? I only noticed this after moving from one city to the suburbs of another city.

R: 55 / I: 9 / P: 10 [R] [G] [-]

stupid bots

So r9k I am actually stupid and it has been confirmed. I took an IQ test and got an 85 which says is low.

>don't even have retard's strength or good looks to make up for it

>NEET, so on top of being stupid I am useless

>not good at anything, no talent for art, definitely not for academics

Who else knows the struggle of being stupid? Actually stupid. Not any of this average bullshit.

R: 7 / I: 0 / P: 10 [R] [G] [-]

Is it possible to find passion for things as an adult? Everyday I witness marvels online. Drawings, film, music, game design, 3D modelling, all of it things that people need to sink a ridiculous amount of time to driven almost entirely by passion as there isn't really any inherent financial security in these things. I assume they found this passion in their teenage years and happened to be the few driven people to actually stick with it.

The problem I have is that I have no passion for anything, but still want to create. I don't particularly care for a specific kind of creation but I want to impact the world somehow. There has to be something better I can put my autism towards than just shit-posting on an imageboard and playing video games. Can it be forced through sheer willpower?

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I realised that I feel the best in the night. Why? Because normies are sleeping then and everybody in my house does. And world is so quiet. And I m quiet too, so I like that kind of world.

But in the day I have no energy, I dislike that nobodys sleeps in my house and outside it isnt perfectly quiet either.

Anybody feels the same? Or meaby this is some kind of depression?

R: 42 / I: 4 / P: 10 [R] [G] [-]

Fear of being recorded by people

Hey r9k do you have a fear that someone records you doing something and fearing it would be posted on the internet or some stupid worldstar video?

R: 167 / I: 64 / P: 10 [R] [G] [-]

What's your favourite recipe?

You do cook don't you? You're not one of those losers who only eats instant ramen right?

R: 5 / I: 0 / P: 10 [R] [G] [-]

Fetish hypocrisy

I never got why violence as a fetish is considered taboo and bad when BDSM is okay. Both basically result in someone getting off to the same thing (sadism, inflicting pain, possibly control), but for some reason the thing that involves dressing up in edgy medieval executioner clothes and using whips is socially acceptable while the one that is much more grounded and simple is not.

The difference is huge, while some people do look down upon BDSM at the end of the day its fine for theatre films like 50 shades of grey while the other is literallly illegal to even put on online porn sites.

Can anyone explain why normalslime think this way?

R: 31 / I: 20 / P: 10 [R] [G] [-]

Shameless Faps



>Girl wakes up in hospital to find all her limbs are gone.

>Her physician then proceeds to take advantage of her

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School Memories

They can be positive or negative

>Be 5th grade student

>Read Number the Stars in Language Arts

>We have to go through every key term per chapter


>"Star of David"


>Barely grasp what is going on

>Barely pay attention

>Keep in mind, I have no grasp on WWII or Nazi Germany whatsoever.

>One term catches my attention


>Teacher shows us an image of the swastika


>"That looks so interesting" my 11 year old self thought

>"Looks like a galaxy or a wheel of legs walking forever"

>Thought it looked more fun to draw than the Star of David

>Start doodling it in my notebook

>Get bored of the design

>Decide to experiment with different ideas

>Give it curves, extra lines, circles, etc

>Don't show it to the teachers

>Show it to my "friends" in privacy

>Even the Jewish kid thinks it looks cool

R: 55 / I: 17 / P: 10 [R] [G] [-]

What movies do the robots watch?

Its hard for me to watch popular stuff that average people like, most of it is mind numbingly boring, so what does r9k recommend?

extra points for deep philosophical/drama type movies, also feel free to mention old stuff, I watch that too.

R: 36 / I: 7 / P: 10 [R] [G] [-]

How to begin programming as a hobby ?

I want to create small applications and games and maybe even a website. I do not plan on doing this as a career at all. However though, I'm a complete brainlet when it comes to mathematics. Where do i start and how will I know if programming isn't right for me as a hobby ?

R: 23 / I: 5 / P: 10 [R] [G] [-]

just a thought on an american pastime

Could it be possible that the obsession with UFO's is a way for older whites to express their subconscious thoughts over immigration and the ever lower numbers of whites in america vs foreigners in a somewhat PC way? It would explain the themes of the UFO phenomena, invasions, takeovers, literal aliens, and why the hobby/interest has been dying off as white boomers themselves die off.

R: 168 / I: 23 / P: 10 [R] [G] [-]

Is Mass Murder/Serial Killing High IQ?

Uncle Ted:

>IQ of 170

>Harvard graduate

>PhD in mathematics

>Youngest professor in the history of UC Berkeley

James Holmes:

>Was working on his PhD in neuroscience when he snapped


>Smart as fuck azn

I've got a theory for this:

The smarter you are, the more blackpills you can ingest, which makes you much more likely to go full-ER.

Purely hypothetical, of course.

R: 231 / I: 56 / P: 11 [R] [G] [-]

Anti-Robot sentiment on /pol/ getting out of hand !

Look folks, I know most aren't interested in politics, and neither am I these days, but you have to see the pig slop that's being distributed on /pol/ right now:


>Now that the (((alt-right))) Nation Bolshevism and their terrorist satanic sub-group (((Siege))) has been called out the majority of (((Alt-Right))) group shilling has been concentrated back to its original origins: sexuality.

>Look at cuckchan, it's flooding with white women hate.

>Why? Because that's the baseline strategy to isolate white males as incels, basement dwellers, anime-bot fuckers and divide the polarity of the group from females. Remember how all of this started, with (((gamer-gate)))?

Yes, they consider Gamer Gate a Jewish invention now.

>This is not a war of bullets or terrorism, not a war of religions, not a war for land, this is a WOMB WAR.


>Also known as a slow burn.

>Anyone who allows this to happen is at fault for the destruction of Western Civilization and Russian civilization.

Meaning anyone who doesn't worship the vagina and doesn't man up and marry that slut!™

>100% of D&C will flood into sexuality. This is our weak point and the (((Deep State))) knows this. You can see it on /pol/ right now. There is no community, no race, no loyalty without women and dating. Churches would be fag cults if women weren't allowed to worship God.

Yes, according to the OP, there is "no community, no race, no loyalty" without treacherous roasties who are also well-known for cheating and lying about paternity. I can't believe the audacity.

Here's some highlights from their list of Jewish shill 'movements'/fracture points that are all obviously anti-White and are the work of the NazBol (((Alt-Right))) illuminati boogeymen, and anyone associating or agrees even partially with these things is obviously an enemy of the Aryan race:

>Examples of 100% Deep State funds for 2018-2020:

>A. Asian girls (Spencer and Andrew Anglen)

>C. MGTOW (white women hate threads)


>D. "rape white women go back to kitchen, give pedos free porn to stop rape".

>F. VR sex (coming in the next few years)

>H. Masculine sadness (rage posting)

"Don't vent your frustration, goy!"

>L. Esoteric sexuality (wizard energy, no fap)

Wizard powers at 30 is a Jewish myth, goy. Just lose your virginity already!

>M. e-cleb female thots to HATE

>N. Women are destroying society not Jews

You know this one already. "It's never the woman's fault"

>O. tfwnogf threads

>P. Look at what A-lister Aryan Goddess was pictured with a nigger.

>R. Trad-life

>X. Anime Lolis

You KNEW that was going to be here.

>Z. What happened to us /pol/? And don't just say it's the Jews.

I had to undo a thousand typos and wordfilters for this to even come close to legibility, but as you can clearly see, /pol/'s Tradcuckery has gotten completely out of hand. The replies to this thread are carcinogenic too.


/pol/ has become rabidly anti-bachelor/Robot/Wizard/virgin-male-in-general, all because of their radical Right-Wing Feminist vagina worship. This may not seem important, but this is a serious betrayal from one of the few options a disillusioned single male had left on the table. /pol/ used to be for the radical antisocial types - now it's just Tradcucked to death, all because of


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Watched a Finnish film that is literally Chad the movie



>Main character hates monogamy and bangs numerous girls throughout the movie eventually dating one but cheats on her anyway

>She forgives him (lmao) and introduces him to her friends

>He starts fucking her friends who are both in relationships (one later becomes engaged)

>Chad Knocks up his cuckqueen gf but doesn't get any less promiscuous

>One of the girls he bangs admits she has never orgasmed with her boyfriend in front of him leading to an argument

>His long suffering gf gets upset at the wedding and announces that Chad has banged not only the bride but also the female priest officiating

>Wedding crumbles into chaos

>Enraged beta cuck fiance and the priest's boyfriend chase after Chad but he knocks them flat

>The film ends with narrating Ari's thoughts as he gets away from it all by physically distancing himself by travelling, Tiina has given birth, Ilona is lecturing while Stig and Riku have maintained their friendship. In the last scene Ari returns to a church where Hanna-Riikka is working.

This movie isn't even a comedy

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Just checked my image meme folders. I have 8.5GB, 14.2K images.

Why am I even collecting those? I use just a very small fraction to post, rarely go back to browse old ones and I am not even using my /s/ folder for research..

It has become a stamps collection. What is the point..

By the way, saved one by one too since 2007. Very selective and eclectic. No bulk downloads.

R: 39 / I: 11 / P: 11 [R] [G] [-]

Porn everywhere...

Sorry for my bad english.

WHY?! It's harder than ever to escape this.

Porn is everywhere! It's just a new kind of porn (HBO, netflix).

They are trying to push this in anime, and video games now.

How many times before explicit porn billboard?

R: 22 / I: 4 / P: 11 [R] [G] [-]

Finding happiness as a robot

As time goes on and on I'm feeling worse about my general living situation and the world around me. I hate the feeling of dread and depression that occupies my head and body 24/7 and would like to put an end to it. I'm not interested in normalcuck life (not like I would ever pass as one of them anyways). All I want is a fufilling life and my depression to not feel as overwhelming. Is it possible to achieve happiness as a robot? Also general advice thread I guess.

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Stopping faggotry

With the recent reiko shit,the leftypol BO being a tranny, and the decline of wizchan, I've been doing a lot of thinking about homosexuality and trannyism. This is a serious issue that targets vulnerable people and ruins their lives permanently. It's also a multi-partisan issue with broad support from many of 8chan's communities and boards.

It's obvious that there is a coordinated, systematic effort by outside forces to take OUR corner of the internet and pozz it into normalfaggot (and actual) hell. We are under attack from external forces trying to disrupt our small corner of the internet by shilling and propaganda, so I ask you, fellow robots, to organize and fight back. If that reiko tranny can organize a discord server to shill that junk, why can't we make a board or even an IRC or discord server of our own to act as a counter-force against this faggotry?

Let's discuss.

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Normalfag Things

Especially if they are trashy/stupid/ugly

>Love coffee (Especially (((Starbucks))))

>Insist they need coffee to wake up in the morning (No coffee no talkee XD)

>Insist they/their friend is a badass (You better not mess with me/her or I/she will fuck you up!)

>Wear yoga pants while not doing yoga

>Wear revealing clothing (Spaghetti straps/yoga pants/crop tops/etc.)

>Wear shitty trendy clothing that doesn't even look good (Piercings, especially tongue, navel, ear, and septum ones, tattoos, makeup, fake eyebrows/eyelashes drawn/put on top of plucked out ones, dyed hair, shaved hair/grown-out beard combination, etc.)

>Lack of desire for privacy (Yet insist they need their rights and "freedom" only to demonstrate their own power and feel like they have it)

>Speak vulgarly

>If they see something/someone attractive but not in a sexual way they sexualize it (Wow, I'd fuck him! (to a well-dressed person whose clothing has no intent of sexual appeal))

>Shitty ironic humor (Especially traps and being a faggot)

>Resort to faulty given values without really knowing why they have them as values ("Respect for other people", "love", religion, family, etc.)

>Go to college

>Insist they will loooove college but suffer once they get there, spending most of their time partying/whoring around/etc.)

>Girls talking about their hypothetical dicks

>Speaking like niggers

>Listening to nigger music

>Be loud, scream and shout whenever they do anything, including "enjoying themselves" and getting angry

>Tell you that they're "sorry you didn't have a childhood" if you tell them to quiet down (Lack of empathy, once more)

>Be self-centered

>Do things just to spite others/Feeding off of other people's agony

>Complain and whine over small things (temperature is cool or it isn't sunny outside)

>Hate cold weather

>Hate it when it isn't sunny outside


>Stupid, shitty memes that die within a few weeks

>Date (They don't warm up to one person they have interest in and go for them, but rather "try" lots of different people to see who they like most, like choosing clothes from a store because after all, they view such a matter so materially, as always with all things)


>Shout at and get into fights with supposedly the people they care most about (Their lovers)

>Keep orbiters, thrive off of their attention

>Treat animals like humans

>Think animals have as deep personalities and cognitive potentials as humans, thinking they're equal to humans

>Watch good goy movies and shows

>Watch and love Disney

>Read (if they ever) retarded fiction books of no value, which are not even well-known/canonical so it's not like they're finding out what the conversation is about, like they've read any required reading, even if it isn't good

>Are fascinated by people deep into a subject because they can't ever adhere to something to get really into it

<"You do good at school, so you're smart!"

>Eat shitty, unhealthy food (Usually snacks by (((big companies))), also include fast food (Especially McDonald's), energy drinks, and anything that tastes good)

>Play a lot of shitty video games and insist they are just doing what they love, despite being clearly depressed, and that you "should just leave them alone!"

>Believe that people deserve things (Fail to see potential in people and rather judge them by how they presently act, and even then in a faulty way)

>Have a couple of friends and say that they have no friends

>Practice tribalism

>Do wild and cruel pranks

>Whore around

>Get depression from shitty lifestyle choices

>Don't value other people for their individual selves, but rather for what purpose and need they fulfill for them (Lover/friends, so that they don't feel lonely)

>Explain the reasons they do things "just because"

>Are into expensive, luxurious things and don't know/care about saving (Lots of video games, subscriptions (Netflix, Spotify, Loot Crate, Pandora, etc.), don't care about finding better deals, always want more, are never content with even the luxuries they have, cars, whatever is trendy, whatever maintains and improves their social status)

>Live and continue to be in poverty from their lifestyles, have children and put them into poverty as well

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Eternal September of /r9k/

>Be shut in

>Find /r9k/ cozy

>Hang out on it a while

>People post interesting green text stories, do neat projects and explore things

>Community starts to become anti-women asnew things are discovered and many of the stories are about how shitty women are

>Community still hangs out and does cool things while discussing these ideas

>New people come in who dislike women but do so due to being rejected by them

>Start to build an identity on being a virgin

>Have no interesting stories to tell

>Have no life experience worth sharing

>Only have anime collections and a dislike for society that rejected them

>These people start building a "Robot" identity that they consider better than everyone else

>Start to use verbal abuse to push people they don't like off the board

>Create a circle jerk the same way Reddit does that slowly removes any people with anything worth saying

>/r9k/ is now full of virgins who have nothing to say and nothing to discuss but feel at home in the purposeless void they have created

>Original community is completely driven out because they liked the content the community made instead of building an identity around it

>No one even remembers "Anonymous" was because you shouldn't be building an identity on image boards

>No one remembers "You don't matter, only the quality of your post does"

>There is no longer any value in the eternal September of /r9k/ yet more than ever people identify with the term Robot or Wizard as if this is an identity.

This isn't a single eternal September. It's a cycle of never ending Septembers stacked one on top of the other. Soon Robots won't even be welcome here, they will be replaced just as they replaced the virgins before them. They will be driven out and left with no home. Then they will say "I miss /r9k/ before it was taken over by cancer", without a hint of irony.

R: 58 / I: 6 / P: 11 [R] [G] [-]

Homeless Thread

It's bound to happen to some of us at one point or another.

Discuss homelessness and related topics such as van-dwelling, your current housing crisis, and vagabonding.

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I had a real chance to survive my hell of a life but I was tricked by my evil jewish psychiatrist into being injected with risperdal consta. it is literally a modern lobotomy.

If it wasn't illegal i would blow up any place that produces and stores this poison and murder all owners, share holders, and producers of it.

I'll most likely be killing myself before the end of may

R: 63 / I: 18 / P: 11 [R] [G] [-]

>tfw manlet

It doesn't even matter to what extent the manlet meme is true (hint: it is true 200%) tall guys are so cool looking. All clothing looks good on them, their masculinity is so effortless. manletism should be cured by eugenics. it is only right and just.

R: 33 / I: 10 / P: 11 [R] [G] [-]

Join us around the fire.

You're scared aren't you friend? Its okay, we're all scared, all anxious about the future. An old hobo tradition I learned on the road was to write your fear on a piece of paper and toss it into the fire. Your fear would no longer be with you and would instead burn and warm your body and soul.

This thread is your fire, it will kindle, burn and sputter out to ashes just as a real fire does. Your reply is your fear.

Tell us all what you are afraid of and toss your fear into the fire, let your fear warm your body this cold May night.

R: 46 / I: 8 / P: 11 [R] [G] [-]

Does anyone else want to be a member of the military/secret police arm of an oppressive police state?

R: 87 / I: 17 / P: 11 [R] [G] [-]

Basically I'm running through the final steps needed to take my life. 28 never had a GF, lost my part time job on the 3rd of March. I missed out on ever getting a GF. Australian society shits on men like me and then demands I be happy while eternally single, while never having a secure job, never being able to get my own place etc.

I have been lied to about it improving if I make the effort, I promised myself if I lost this job I'm hanging myself. I can't get a job because I'm short, I can't get a girl because I am short, I was bullied from the ages of 5 to 17 because of my height.

I'm even demotivated in regards to finding work, because why bother? Third wave feminism has ensured I'll die alone as genetically inferior male I have no reason to contribute to society apart from what I need to survive.

I just to pay off my credit card so there is no chance of debt being transferred to family, I have almost finished my suicide note and I just need to do a few practices on how to correctly tie a noose.

R: 15 / I: 2 / P: 11 [R] [G] [-]

anger issues

Anyone else get intense rage at their parents? I love them but sometimes they're vindictive cunts and I can't discern the reason. Today my mom alienated me even more by having an embarrassing conversation about me in front of my brother and sister. This is why I feel trapped when I live in this house, then they call it "anxiety" when I won't come downstairs. I'm only "anxious" around my family and the people who live around us.

She does something similar with the neighbors. When no one but me and my mom are in the house she screams at the tiniest thing, like me telling her not to clean my room. She threatens to call the police, which makes no sense, but she's admitted to me that she purposely screams things to control me. It really fucks with my head. I need to get out of this house again. I'm getting urges to take a bunch of the dishes and break them where no one will hear. I have no recourse to relieve the frustration from being wronged and shoved into some corner of the house because shouting makes me look bad, since I'm the one with mental illness.

R: 115 / I: 19 / P: 12 [R] [G] [-]

how does a brainlet get smarter ?

I wanted to go to college but I don't think i'm even smart enough for that sort of thing. I try reading books and I cannot seem to summarize them. I've considered suicide so many times because I know my IQ is probably nigger tier. Should I just go with my suicide plan or seek the self improvement meme ? what can I even do if IQ isn't changeable ?

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Long term plans as a NEET.

Unfortunatly, I happen not to be a carefree guy. Even though I know for sure I can keep this lifestyle for a few more years, I can't help worry about the future, and it stresses me out.

Expect for some excepcional cases, most of us have our days counted, at some point we'll be forced to get out of our confortable rooms.

Share with us what you think you're going to do when that day comes.

To get the thread going, ask yourself some of these questions:

Where do you see yourself in 3 years?

Where do you see yourself when you're reaching your 30?

Would you be able to survive if your parents were to die today?

How would you handle getting a job and working?

I personally see myself in the same spot in 3 years since I'm relatively young (22). But when I get even older and have no option but to become a slave, I believe I can handle a job interview, but I don't know if I can manage to get a decent job given that i'd have no expierence, and even if I did, I'm afraid I might end up comitting an hero if I have to sacrifice almost all my freedom just be able to eat.

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Babby's first dating sim

Not about to get told "Boku No Pico" by /v/ and have no interest in whoever (((bribed))) Google to get ranked page 1, so I figured I'd ask fellow robots who might have an infographic or something. Pic unrelated.

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>rooster that I saved from family ready to kill him, and have had friendly interactions with for the past two years tried attacking me today

>performance at work taking a steep nosedive due to atrocious anxiety, can't get anything done in a timely manner due to "rechecking" my work

>horrible cavities due to a childhood of unrestrained soda consumption and no enforcement of brushing teeth, no insurance to fix them

>no GED, too stupid to acquire one

I'm ready to fucking die. Nothing EVER gets better, anyone who tells you that you "just have to keep your chin up" is a fucking liar.

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Is there any way to cope as a manlet?

5'6, ugly manlet here. Been a looooong ass time since I gave up on the hopes of ever getting a girl, so I'm over it, that isn't really the problem. The issue is that, even among other men, I am constantly dominated, treated like a child, not taken seriously, literally, looked down upon.. I cannot stand it any more. Whenever I look into someones eyes, on the street, I can see it. They know they could beat the ever-living shit out of me, if I so much as dared to stand up for myself, simply because they happened to be born with an extra couple of inches of height, that change everything.

I have started carrying a knife around, I am so done with everything, so that the next time some tallfag decides to walk all over me like it is nothing, I am going to try my best to release all my built up anger and just fucking tear their throat to shreds with it, consequences be damned, I'll kill myself after, at least I got to feel powerful one time before I died.

Is there any men this short, or shorter, that have managed to enjoy life, and not end up so bitter and neurotic?

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The Unspoken Truth behind school shooters


"beta uprising" and why the mainstream media is so focused on portraying school shooters as mindless non-humans who did it for absolutely no reason other than because they are crazy while simultaneously using this as anti-gun and 2nd amendment destroying propaganda.

I have noticed an ongoing theme to the school shootings in the usa; specifically the shootings that involve the shooter being a student who actually went to that school, how the mainstream media decides to report/USE it, and how the school systems seem to respond to it.

it always appears the same way.

>breaking news! serious bad happenings!

>shots fired at local school!




>come on news! release more information!

>we regret to say that X amount of people are dead

>suspect is believed to be (evil bad person who did this for no reason's name)

I'm not saying that what the person did was right, it was very wrong indeed but follow me for a moment with this.

>and then endless reporting for months on why guns are bad and how that "this school is a gun free zone" sticker on the schools door TOTALLY stopped the shooter

>then a bunch of talk about how the family was this or that and how the shooter had mental issues (but lets leave out that they were all high on prescription drugs that increase the risk of suicidal thoughts and destroy learning! thanks doc!) https://archive.is/L9opF

and then finally in late 2016 things coming out like

>"how to notice a potential beta uprising"


>"how to notice the early warning signs for some person completely freaking out and doing something horrible"

but then the hypocracy of the whole thing hit me like a train; "why the fuck are teachers and students being told that they should learn how to recognize the early warning signs of the very monster they all contributed in creating?"

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Scary shit that happened to you

Anyone have things that occur in their life that they would describe as not normal? Here's on that happened to me a few hours ago

>be me

>be watching scary shut online

>in the middle of the video I hear knocking, then laughing

>get a little freaked out

>realize that since I'm watching something scary, that its provably the video

>reassure myself and then rewind the video a few seconds to verify

>its not there anymore

<exact same thing happens again a few minutes later

<haven't heard anything since

If I don't make it then i just want to say that I love all of you. Even the picklerick poster.

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Has anyone bought anything recently? I'm getting myself a quadcopter since I've suddenly had the urge to fly one. Also getting an arduino starter kit for my little cousin, I think he's another robot in the making sadly. I hate encouraging him like this but he took a real interest in my electronics hobby and the raspbi projects I have laying around so imma get this for him and see how well he does. He's 11 but really bright I think.

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"all the girls will want you when you're older" :^)

Who else heard this in school? I swear this is like predictive beta-provider programming.

Fuck you, you dumb bitch. You're just saying that so I remember you in a good light, which will play into me coming to "rescue" you after you've "had your fun" and are ready to settle down.

You think I've fucking dumb enough to cuck myself for you? Why should I put up with your >30-year-old roastie ass when (assuming I become successful in the future like they think), just buy a teenage girl from ukraine who will actually love me more than you ever will.

You dumb fuck, you think just because I'm "nerdy" I don't have an interest in girls NOW? If I had any kind of social moving power, I'd fucking rape you and force you to suck my cock, bitch. You're lucky that people like me aren't in power NOW, or I'd give whores like you an all-expenses-paid vacation to a labor camp any time of the day.

But soon that day will come. More and more men, just like me, are becoming disenfranchised with the way things are going. And the rising menace of Islam grows ever so stronger. Maybe one day my brothers will get tired enough to ignore the petty differences, concede, and join them. What are you going to to then, bitch?

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>live with other people

>when someone comes to ask me or tell me something, if I am in the middle of an intense game session, I answer them nicely, or if I can't pause, I'll say, "sorry, just a minute, please"

>if I lose and someone comes to me, my anger/frustration leaves me quickly after dying anyway, so I have no trouble with them, even when they nag, and even if I do sound upset answering, I always apologize

>when I ask someone else something while they're playing, they either ignore me or rudely ask "what?" or "not right now"

>if they've just lost, they're even worse

>hardly ever apologizes

Do any of you have anyone else that plays vidya act like this?

Also, if any of you have a shit temper and you talk to people worth your time like that, fuck you with a rusty spike. Absolutely sick of faggots acting like this.

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Escapism methods?

So what do you guys do to escape reality (apart from the obvious shit like vidya, anime, TV or music)?

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Normalfags will never understand what a horrible feeling self hatred is. They will never have to struggle through every single day with intrusive thoughts like "god, you're such a fucking idiot", "you should just kill yourself", and "you deserve this". They can't even fathom the idea of hating oneself, they love themselves more than anything in the world. Who are they to tell you that your life isn't that bad? I hate them. They try to appear as empathetic as possible, when in reality they aren't empathetic at all.

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Revealing something was a lie

How do you go about revealing a piece of information you told someone was a lie? I want to know how to go about this to get the most out of the situation after I reveal it.

>inb4 why would you ask some autists on /r9k/

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Ive read about people from sweden and they say getting laid is as easy as a handshake.

People literarilly have sex before going on dates.

That has me confused.

If everybody earns roughly the same the roasties would have even less of an excuse to not go for chads.

Maybe its cause its a homogenous society and everyone is roughly the same level of attractiveness?

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I want to make a project with you robots. Something comfy. It all started with a single image that I really liked, and I wanted more, so I decided to make more. Simple stuff, I plan on making a webm/video once these are all done. A compilation of edits to the tune of one of these two songs (Kino - Kukushka or Kino - Quiet night), majority preference decides.

Now, down to business. The edits are of this girl into various eastern European settings. Though any generally downtrodden urban/semi-rural area could work. However the communist block is the aesthetic I'm going for. I figured instead of just doing this alone, I'd ask you guys for help, so it's more special. I look forward to your edits, and I'll post the few I have so far. Don't worry about it being super high quality either, just a good attempt, at least. I look forward to your submissions and interest robots.

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fake normalfags

What do you think of these robots? I'm conflicted. It's hard to hate a robot, but when they're constantly acting superior pretending/believing nothing is wrong with their lives it annoys me more than normalfags. In how they treat other robots it's even worse than with normalfags, and they're they're perfectly willing to step over their own to be pretend normies.

I'll give an example from my life

>starting 1st year science degree

>too autistic to have normal conversation, too stupid to talk about the course

>no friends

>1st lab - pair up with the only guy without a partner

>he clearly has autism, "maybe I can relax around this guy"

>literally verbally abuses me in every lab the entire year, loudly to where other lab partners in our group hear it (*does something in experiment* "OR you could be an actual person and do this", Me: "should we pair up again today?" Him: "It's not like I have a choice", constantly grilling me on having no social life, etc.)

>literally can't open my mouth in any experiment because he gives me grief

>he's regularly fucks up for 30-60 minutes straight but I can't tell him he wrong about something without getting my head bit off

>say as little as possible because literally every time I open my mouth is followed by a public humiliation by him.

He regularly makes extremely autistic jokes that get dead silence, and although people are friendly to him he constantly gets over-his-head comments about how weird he is, and it's clear everyone picks up on his autism. He has no anxiety and gets involved in everything but as far as I know he doesn't have friends.

I think these are the people who laugh about autism on 4chan. Embed slightly related. Someone like this (the happy oblivious TGWTG-fan type nerd in high school) is slightly on the spectrum, and embed related's channel is dedicated to laughing at "autism" while remaining completely oblivious to himself. He thinks he might have done embarrassing stuff but he's grown out of it. He thinks pointing out other people's "autism" at every opportunity somehow makes him a normalfag, when normalfags notice autism but either make an effort to try be polite or (more often) are indifferent.

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What are some interesting documentaries that aren't riddled with kike propaganda or normalnigger bullshit. Every time I try and find lists of decent ones it's always filled with marxist autism or WW2 revisionism. I just want to learn cool things while riding my hand-me-down electric bike to try and stop my legs from completely atrophying.

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I've had experience quitting benzos, alcohol, smoking, amphetamine. "Addiction" is a meme. Quitting drugs is easy if you have another drug to fall back on. I abused all of those substances extensively, and quitting was never a problem because I always had something. Currently the something is sugar. I'm addicted to sugar. I don't have another crutch, I can't kick the sugar.

Normalfags think this is a meme and that drugs are substances that magically fuck your life up. That's a convenient lie. People with fucked up lives take them. Smoking is no more addictive than sugar, just adults would rather be smoking looking cool than carrying alcohol or a packet of sweets around like a retard.

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What is the thing that if it happened, would push you to consider suicide, or if youre already suicidal, to actually do it? I don't mean failed attempt cry for help stuff, but to just end it all.

for me, believe it or not its my injured leg, I live in a 3rd world hellhole and medical service where I live to put it mildly is shitty. I can stand most things life can throw at me including poverty, but to have a broken leg and walk around crippled permanently would push me over the edge. since I would lose the only thing I have: my health. If it doesn't heal I will do it.

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Is it just me, or does it seem like you may be living a lonely existence? Doesn't it seem like at certain times that you're the only soul that's experiencing human life, while everyone else is just a machine? Could it seem like people like us only truly exist, while others don't?

Sometimes, when I think about the possibilities, it drives me mad. It makes me question our state of affairs, and why we all got here. I am well aware that existence itself is independent of us, but with how canned the behavior is of everyone, I begin to wonder if they exist on the same level as us. I did tell myself that they simply do these things since they just mindlessly do these things like secondary nature, but it's prevalence and pattern makes me question it all.

Have I gone insane, or do you have the same suspicion? Are some people bio-machines, or are we all just literally bio-machines?

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I hate money, and I hate that my life has to revolve so heavily around it. I have almost no material desires, and that's what makes it all so painful. I hate being employed. I'm trying to work myself out of work, but it's harder than I thought. I have about 4k, is there anything I can do so that I'll never have to work again? I can make a couple hundred a month doing crowd source crap online easily, but that isn't enough for conventional living.

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Man I really want to take away virginity of 11 years old neighbor loli.

I don't want her to get fucked by some filthy normie chad, I want her to drink my sperm and absorb my DNA.

She likes to play with me and she likes when I tickle her, she even made several sexual jokes directed towards me, but she will be 12 next year and then her mentality will change and she will turn to whore.

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the single man political party

Do you think anyone would sign up if I created one?

History has shown we can't rely on our masters to improve how we live so my shining intellect came up with the idea. Wouldn't go full revolution just get a few seats to have some representation for a change. My guess is our numbers will only increase over time.


bored, wat do?

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To someone who might understand

The more I observe society, cities in particular. The more I come to realize how futile and pointless it is. Every day I feel more and more that human knowledge is of no use.

We build machines, devices, invent nifty tools, and engineer grand things all to make our lives better, to 'progress and improve' the world. To make living more easyer.

However the more we do it, the more we get stressed and uneasy. 

The more we build complicated machines, the more life gets complicated too.

We are no longer living for ourselves, but we are living to keep the machines running.

Students get stressed about learning about new machines. Taxi drivers get stressed about working to bring other people to work. Mechanics get stressed about working to repair the taxi drivers cars. Where is the end?

People go to the work they do not really like that much so they can get money to eat food and have entertainment. But as everyone does this the traffic becomes more and more.

The air becomes polluted and toxic. People are stuck in traffic which they do not like, to go to the job they do not like. And the food they buy is nasty and unhealthy; full of artificial preservatives and chemicals. It has no texture and no taste.

But of course that is necessary, because after the time spent in traffic and at work there is no longer any time to cook a good fresh meal. So quick fast food is made.

Still when there is the occasion to have some time to cook.

People make big extravagant meals. Surely it will taste great, but they are just sowing there own suffering again. The bigger the meal the more dishes have to be washed. 

The more dishes the more work and the less time for relaxing or sleeping.

And with such big fancy meals the more shit is produced. Which just causes more work add wastes time in building sewage and cleaning water. Sure we can pay a restaurant to cook the food and do the dishes, but that is just more money to spent. By eating so much food we need bigger farms to increase food production which is a strain on the environment and the land.

People forget that food is not just about taste or about nutrients for staying alive.

Food production, food transportation, cooking utensil production, cooking itself, dish washing, clean water is all apart of it.

If people would be wise they would eat small and simple meals that are full of flavor every day that do not take much time to create.

A simple bowl of rice with some spices, and vegetables; or a well made bread with condiments; or bowl of soup is more than enough to be nourishing, to feel full, and to have a wonderful taste.

To escape from all this misery (of the fast modern life) there is entertainment. Like video games, television, party music, sports, and drugs. However this kind of entertainment not only costs money, but is not truly relaxing. Usually entertainment beings even more stress. It numbs the senses, and dumbs down the mind. Why do have to pay money to become relaxed? The more we want to relax after a hard day of work, the more we have to pay. The more we have to pay the more we need to work. It is absolute madness.

But relaxing is not the same as being numb. To be relaxed is to have a kind of joyful effort and to appreciate things as they come. To be numb is to overwork the senses and bombard the senses with stimuli (as in video games, television, music, parties, etc). to a point where you do not have to think anything anymore. It is almost robotic.

To be relaxed still allows for thinking, for playful activities. To be numb is to just go trough it without thought or a sense of appreciation. 

Look at children. They are always active, talking, laughing, and playing around. But they are not stressed out, rather they seem to do what they do without worries and with a sense of joy.

Those that are numbed by entertainment are usually still, not doing much. Yet there faces have no expressions of enjoyment and their mood is not relaxed, but slightly irritated.

Modern society is like a dog chasing it's own tail. I am starting to see how good it really is to actually do nothing. People that do nothing do not disturb the nature of things. Simply relaxing, and resting is how to change the world to be more simple and easy going.

People might claim that those who do nothing are lazy, yet the truth is that busy people are always stressed, always distracted, and do not seem to enjoy the small things of life.

And there where there is stress, people are grumpy. The grumpyness builds up and up under the daily stress of a complicated life. Then before you know it anger arises which eventually leads to disputes, fights, and selfishness. It becomes a big stinky mess where everyone is entangled into each others emotions and desires.

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idea thread

these but with sweaters.

could wear diff sleeves.

like you have a sweater but what if it could have detachable sleeves so you can have short sleeves.

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Previous Generations and the look ahead

I read some of "My Awakening" by David Duke. I teared up as he talked about his early childhood. He had friends, and did boyish things. He was a part of small-town America with friendly people.

I have begun reading "Lake Wobegone Days" by Garrison Kellior, a book about the fictional Lake Wobegone with a population of 914. It is such a small, beautiful town where everyone knows everyone.

David Duke's childhood takes place in the 1950's to the 1960's. Lake Wobbegone Days was written in 1984 and remained contemporary even though it begins in the early 1960's.

I look at the modern civilization, and how people live inside on the internet. Virtual aliases that are charactures of their own self. People don't know their own neighbors and are paranoid about them. No one listens to anyone except the voice in their own head.

The quality of food is that of grulish mush. The quality of air is that of smoggish disgust. The quality of civil discourse is at an all time low, now living entierly on facebook, twitter, and now snapchat. The economy will destroy itself in only 30 or so years (as it is based entierly on fiat debt) and no one cares. Entertainment is now in such a low quality that only the lowest common denominator pay for their content, but this is a growing part of the population. Children have now seen so much they are indifferent about it, and 13 year olds make sex jokes they don't understand (and have been shut-ins since age 8).

How do we fix these things? Do we look to the past and try the National Socialist approach of traditionalism with some stagnation of "progress" or do we try and go our own way? What would our own way look like? Never in our predecessors wildest dreams would they think that the quality of life could be so dismal. Even during the depression the quality of life was better.

Thoughts? Thoughts on the books I'm reading? Thoughts on the future?

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Meditation thread

Does the robot meditate? Lately, I've been trying to see if I can't reach some kind of spirituality. Not a lot to say on the topic, I did my first 25 minutes, which was literally just sitting in this very chair, closing the eyes, and focusing on the breathing as best as I could, probably with terrible posture. I can't say that anything earth-shattering happened, but after the 25 minutes ended I didn't (still haven't) hopped into a vidya game or even turned on some music. Also noticed I can look at gore, like >>230921 and not flinch or be grossed out like I used too. No reaction at all, honestly, largely just interest at seeing what an actual testicle looks like.

Anyways robots, I'm sure you've given meditation a try once or twice. How did it go for you? I know I'm definitely going for another 25 minute session sometime tomorrow, the results are interesting.

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Post your new frontiers of despair and insanity in this thread.

I now enjoy that hot, stinging feeling in my heart when I say demotivating/suicidal things to myself. It's the only thing that organ can feel anymore.

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>Wanted to have an abuse thread.

>It got nuked.

Fuck it, here we go.

Post 2D women getting beaten.

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I have had an epiphany and tonight I will quit imageboards forever but I do want to make one final thread. Anyone want to talk about stuff for about an hour before I go to sleep and start my life anew?

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Summer is approaching and we should encourage each other to treat ourselves to at least one outdoor adventure. Post your plans, preferably with pictures to motivate other anons. This is more of a holiday alone, anyone can recreate something similar kinda deal, but if you're going somewhere with family feel free to share.

Even if you have no money can't afford a tent or to stay overnight somewhere, you can definitely get out and do something. If you think it's unrealistic maybe start with a 1 day hike somewhere. Even if you have to sleep outside, fuck it, it's not going to kill you.

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Normalfags, the documentary

We lock normalfags in for 5 days and watch as they crumble

Who else is reconfirmed in their superiority after watching this? (You don't need to watch it whole skipping through it is enough)

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Older Brother

As a kid I was sheltered because we were religous and I would constantly see my family say bad things about my brother. They would always make passive agressive comments and say how he should find a gf. I never understood why he watched anime(he introduced me to it), played videogames consisantly and followed super heroes so religiously. My mom would tell me not to hang out with him because he's so weird. Now that I'm older I completely understand but now he thinks I hate him. I feel so fucking bad because they constantly said things about him and made me believe that he was a weird and antisocial person. They basically say I act like him now and he won't even talk to me about anything meaningful. I want to apologize but it might be too late for that.

My sister would constantly condition me saying "you don't want to be like him" because he had serious anxiety. When I started having anxiety also they started saying that I started exhibiting the same habits that he does. I started to watch anime,play Vidya and lost interest in the real world once I turned 15. He's 33 and I'm 19 now. Fuck lads I totally ruined it with my bro

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Saturday night and on /r9k/?

Why not kick back and share drinking tips and feels?

Just got myself one of these babies for 3 dollars, what can i expect?

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Femoids see your cortisol and T and immunity by looking at you


Here we show positive relationships between testosterone, facial attractiveness and immune function (antibody response to a hepatitis B vaccine) in human males, and present some preliminary evidence that these relationships are moderated by naturally co-occurring cortisol (a glucocorticoid stress hormone involved in the fight-or-flight response). We conclude that our results provide support for a role of glucocorticoids in hormonally mediated sexual selection.

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Normie Hate Thread

ITT We discuss what we hate about normalfags/normies the most.

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What is your ideal living situation? Both where, and how you live.

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Why aren't you a Vaishnavist?

Wish to believe in God but are neither interested in kikes-on-sticks, LARPaganing, nor edgy fedora-tipping? ITT an alternative is proposed. Meet Holy Lord Krishna, avatar/incarnation of God - or who dot-Indians call Vishnu or Brahman. And why would bow before Him, especially when He looks like some sort of goofy royal blue man?

>Very conservative and traditional, which should please all you Nazi-LARPers. Go read the Bhagavad Gita, there's too much to summarize for an Internet-ADHD audience.

>He's all about the distancing and ultimately surrendering of base, earthly sense-pleasures and cravings (ie desire run amok) for the higher joy of oneship with the One.

<Buddhism is derivative in this respect, with none of the "how do you reincarnate without a soul/self?" nonsense while hiding in a cave to hum and mumble to yourself all day.

Some helpful quotes from the Bhagavad Gita (the central text for followers of Krishna) to get you started:

>4.11 According to the manner in which they approach Me, I favour them in that very manner. O son of Partha, human beings follow My path in every way.

>2.2-3 The Blessed Lord said O Arjuna, in this perilous place, whence has come to you this impurity entertained by unenlightened persons, which does not lead to heaven and which brings infamy? O Partha, yield not to unmanliness. This does not befit you. O scorcher of foes, arise, giving up the petty weakness of the heart.

>6.35-36 The Blessed Lord said O mighty-armed one, undoubtedly the mind is untractable and restless. But, O son of Kunti, it is brought under control through practice and detachment. My conviction is that Yoga is difficult to be attained by one of uncontrolled mind. But it is possible to be attained through the (above) means by one who strives and has a controlled mind.

>2.55-58 The Blessed said O Partha, when one fully renounces all the desires that have entered the mind, and remains satisfied in the Self alone by the Self, then he is called a man of steady wisdom. That monk is called a man of steady wisdom when his mind is unperturbed in sorrow, he is free from longing for delights, and has gone beyond attachment, fear and anger. The wisdom of that person remains established who has not attachment for anything anywhere, who neither welcomes nor rejects anything whatever good or bad when he comes across it. And when this one fully withdraws the senses from the objects of the senses, as a tortoise wholly (withdraws) the limbs, then his wisdom remains established.

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World War 3 is freedom

I see no future for myself outside of World War 3. There's no point in living the same tedious life that everyone in the nation lives. Wake up, make the commute to your shitty workplace, go home, do something you enjoy for an hour or two if you have the energy, go to bed. Rinse and repeat forever until you die.

Nuclear war would mean a fresh start for all of us. No rules, no paying rent, no bills, you don't have to do anything anyone tells you to. You live for yourself and yourself alone. You could die at any moment, and that would make me feel so much more alive than I feel now with my five-times-a-week slave routine. So please /r9k/, let's put all our energy into accelerating towards the nuclear war timeline. We can't live this way. Do you really want to die after wasting away in your room, while the zombies live their (((peaceful))) blue pilled zombie lives? Nuclear war is a necessity, it would change everyone's lives forever. The destruction of life as we know it today.


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> ywn have a cute daughter who loves you

does this bother anyone else? Chad will get to experience this, but you won't. The best we can expect is to be a step father to some former Stacy's mulatto children

R: 27 / I: 7 / P: 14 [R] [G] [-]

Neet and Healthy

You live off your autism bux or family's excess wealth and still take care of yourself? Or do you have to hate yourself for not running in the rat race?

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NEET & NoFap

Does NoFap has any benefits for the NEET life-style? I was wondering if I stopped beating my meat for a few weeks my mood would improve or something like that. Does any robot has any experience with that?

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Logging company took a shit in my yard and smeared it on the side of my house

I recently hired a tree company to get rid of 3 trees in my backyard they finished yesterday night and this morning I went out to check it out. Then I came near the side of my house. Pic very related someone shit in my yard and rubbed it on the side of my house…

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NEET and Hikikomori Thread

Are you guys happy with your situation?? are you happy being NEET or hikikomori??.

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Is there anything more beautiful than anime girls?

Its like the whole exploration of the arts throughout millenia led to this and will never achieve anything greater.

R: 102 / I: 39 / P: 15 [R] [G] [-]

I did it again

>hands full of semen

>sitting on my ass naked

>phone screen has some disgusting jav porn on it

Someone make me stop, I hate sex and everything to do with it

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What is a failed normalfag? Is someone a failed normalfag simplly because they aren't a NEET, have a job and/or education and doesn't get anxiety?

R: 17 / I: 1 / P: 15 [R] [G] [-]

I've a dentist appointment this week and I haven't left my house in a year or two (I forget how long). What do I say to the typical small talk questions that people usually ask young adults with the presumption that they aren't high school dropout hermits and what can I make up in response? When I was younger I could get away with "oh you know just floating about for now" because people tolerate that from teenagers. But now that I'm into my 20's it's pretty degenerate. It's bad enough that my mother is taking me there.

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Wasting NEET time

I'm young, have been a haze of video games since I was 8, and have woken up to the terrifying reality of how destructive it is. I haven't cultivated any skill, beyond my own autistic knowledge of certain subjects. I'm at a crossroads. Now I've realized vidya is cancer, because it is no longer fulfilling, my vice and time-waster is browsing imageboards and watching media online.

I'm decent at writing. I like reading. But there is something in me that desires to project ideas beyond the written word. I can write 100000 words and still a picture/painting is immediately obvious and more digestible to someone looking at it. I can't get past a first drawing, and I'm wondering if I should go any further - instead concentrating on what I'm good at (writing).

I've got all the time in the world, NEET, don't go outside ever, so what should I do? One of my big problems is procrastination and lack of motivation. I don't want to waste this time, and by 30 not have anything cultivated.

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You know what's a maddening feeling? When you rewatch old anime and cannot relive the feels of when you first watched it. For example, I've been rewatching TMoHS and those carefree summer feels are there but in such a way that it's only a ghostly sort of feel. I can feel it but it's faint as all hell. Has anyone else experienced this?

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How to Vanish

This thread is for discussing how to vanish, this includes faking your death, going missing, removing all evidence of yourself, and/or falling off the grid.

I don't want to commit suicide, I just want to disappear completely and make the people around me think I'm dead. I don't want to die, but I can't live like this with this family surrounding, and my history always haunting me, and I don't think I'm alone in this feeling. I just want to cease to exist, and the closest thing is becoming a "new person."

It isn't so much about avoiding debts, or escaping something malicious in particular, it's just about disappearing forever and entirely deleting what is known about you. This can also include trying to escape surveillance since that seems to be an interest of any sane person.

So if anyone knows any tips, any ideas, or any stories then they would be much appreciated in here.

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> Anon, are you an only child?


> Oh, now I understand

Wtf do you understand bitch?

This is happening so many times when I talk with adults. They ask this out of nowhere and they it follows and awkard silent. I always thought that they understood my suffering or some other hippie shit, my now I am hating this?

How can you see so clearly that I am a only child? What it is thing that I have not?

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>Sell account to peak normalfag.

>Let him invest hundreds of hours and money into the game.

>Wait a few months until he can't chargeback shit.

>Proceed to report the account for sharing and get it banned.

Tell us the devilish shit you've done to peak normalfags.

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I hate everything and I hate everyone. I hate studying, I hate video games, I hate books, I hate people. There is nothing I like or enjoy. Nothing tastes good. I never enjoyed life but now I can't even enjoy the simpler things. I don't even want to listen to music anymore. I want to sleep to death. What is wrong with me?

R: 49 / I: 3 / P: 15 [R] [G] [-]

How many Robots here drive? I recently got my driving license, feels very good to no longer be at the mercy of public transport and being squeezed tight between normals in the bus.

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>Seizures have started again

Lmao I'm escaping soon boys.


Name ideas you've had.

I always wanted to make a webcomic that went through a fucked up persons mind.

They'd just be a generic male with a black skull for their head, and nearly the whole comic is him sitting at a table, staring at a microwave meal, and recalling the past.

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Stuck in the past

Every day I reminisce about the times when anime was new and exciting for me and when games were all about fun. When I actually had money to travel to the other side of the earth. Sipping soda at 2am in a city all by myself.

I have lost all motivation. I just have this void in my heart that desperately hungers for the past. I listen to the songs I used to listen to back then and look at old pictures trying to remember it better. And then I browse this board in search of answers(just look at this thread) but nothing's changing

R: 3 / I: 0 / P: 15 [R] [G] [-]

An invitation


You are given an opportunity to feel as if you had any friends at least for one night

/bane/ and /just/ cordially invite you to join us for a movie night

There will be autism, popcorn, shitposting and poll spam

Also it's free so what do you have to lose

See you at the stream!