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Rules and Meta Sticky

1. Obey 8chan's global rules.

2. You must be a male virgin to post on this board. Exceptions to the second part may apply in very unique circumstances, such as in cases of rape, child abuse, etc.

3. You must be at least 18 years old to post on this board. If you admit to being underage you're retarded enough to deserve a ban.

4. Refrain from posting low quality threads. Spam, roll threads, obvious bait, normalfag/cyborg shit, etc. will be deleted.

5. Posts made with the intention of derailing a rule abiding thread will be deleted.

6. Check the catalog for similar topics before posting a new thread. Repetitive threads will be deleted.

7. Keep blogposts in the FTDDTOT thread unless they're interesting enough to stand on their own and generate real discussion.

8. Keep meta discussion and feedback in the sticky. This is for convenience more than anything.

9. Namefagging, tripfagging, and avatarfagging is prohibited unless necessary for a specific thread. This also applies to moderator capcodes, which shouldn't be used outside of meta discussions.

Kindly report any posts that seem to violate these rules.

Contact info: tyronemuhdick@cock.li

Now cyclical because I don't want to make any more of these threads.

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Mass Shooting/Attack Thread

Since old one has managed to hit the bump limit in just over a year, not sure how I feel about that.

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I have an idea that could help poor hopeless robots, let's make it happen!

What place better than this to learn about the worst parts of life/society? Who knows more about hopeless failure than me? Where else would the solution come from but here?

A lot of us have no self discipline, we can't control our behavior, that's why we are in such a sad state. What differs between people like us and successful people is that they had an environment that taught them self control.

You can't really teach yourself self control if you don't have any, because you can't control yourself enough to learn it! This is why self help advice just DOESN'T WORK for some people.

So you can't teach yourself because you have no control over yourself, and guess who has even less control over you? Other people! That's why when someone tries to help you, it hasn't worked. That's how it is for me at least.

A good parent has good control of his child, that way he can force the child to learn, my parents didn't have control over me, they were liberal parents who let me do whatever I wanted pretty much, or didn't care or bother at least.

So what can you do? You have no control over yourself, and other people have no control over you, how can you possibly change for the better?

Here's where my smart trick comes in, see people like us have a hard time following through on things, we can swear to our self that we will make a change, because that's easy to do, but following through on that is too much, we don't have the self control to do it.

By using this mechanism in our favor , you can easily commit to doing something big, but because you don't have any control to enforce this commitment, it fails.

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Asians, whites, and imagined kinship

This is an interesting and enduring enough of a phenomenon to deserve a thread of its own, I think.

Men of the European race have, over the past 500 years, spread to every corner of the world and settled there. While we are all human, what has struck Europeans more than anything else is how very DIFFERENT the other races of the world were and are from ourselves.

Some civilized in their own fashion, like the Aztecs with their glittering cities of gold (human sacrifices aside), or the Chinese, with their detailed rites and perplexingly complex writing system. Some were bluntly savages, from the Zulus and Hottentots of Southern Africa to the imbecilic native Australians to the terrifying man-eaters of New Guinea.

In the case of the Chinese, the Japanese, and the Koreans, Europeans mostly found them admirably disciplined and dilligent in their own fashion. However, for the most part, they found them socially difficult to deal with. They were by our standards too easily offended, dull, and incurious. By theirs, we were rude, arrogant, and unreliable. This did not mean that the races could not get along, of course: in Hong Kong, Macau, Nagasaki, Taiwan, the Dutch East Indies and elsewhere Europeans and Asiatics found themselves working together. They learned our languages, some of us learned theirs. There have been many interracial marriages, and of course many Asians live in the West and a smaller number of Europeans have made Asia their home.

But what I find curious is that Europeans dealing with Africans, the natives of Central and South America and other places seem to be happy ACCEPTING THAT WE ARE NOT THE SAME. The Spaniards who settled in the ruins of the Inca Empire remained just that, Spaniards, even those who learned the native tongue and took native wives. Germans in Namibia are just that, Germans. Afrikaners living in the Northern Cape cheerfully learn some or even a great deal of their servants' tongue, but the fact that they themselves remain just that, Afrikaners of white blood is a self-evident fact that they cannot and would never change.

Europeans in Asia (and indeed, whites in Western lands!) seem different, though. They seem unhappy with the notion that a natural cultural and racial barrier exists between the two races. You see this on /pol/, ("Honorary Asians!") you see this on /r9k/, you see this among expats in Asia, you see it IRL with white men in interracial relationships who often seem surprised when serious cultural differences emerge.

This notion of kinship or equality between the races seems to mainly be rooted in IQ tests, FBI crime statistics, and in the case of *channers, a random quote of Hitler's. What's ironic is that it seems to be almost entirely a one-sided phenomenon. Native Asians for their part tend to see Westerners as some kind of mythological creature, a band of overbearing and capable giants, tall, hairy, and violent yet strangely sentimental and foolish. Even those classes with a positive disposition towards whites/Westerners (old South Koreans, young Hong Kongers) tend to have this perception, somewhat slanted towards a charitable and positive interpretation. For these friendlier Asians, there is nevertheless something of a “敬而遠之” attitude. For those more hostile of course, we are merely villains, lustful, short-sighted, and selfish.

I guess the question to ask here is: where does this idea of imagined kinship come from? ACTUAL kinship exists between Europeans/whites and Arabs and (((another group))). That's not to say that distant groups ought to be hated or feared by default, BUT it seems pretty obvious to me that Asians are possibly the most distant from ourselves, both culturally and racially, to the extent that normal social intercourse is difficult because of a lack of shared assumptions.

What's going on, big guy?

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help

I'm 20, freshman uni and have no friends. It seems to me like the cliques have already formed. The decisive moment seemed to me when people applied for shared accommodation in my college - pretty much everyone found their group but me. I'm really afraid of becoming a robot, but feel that it's coming to it. How do I prevent it, or is it too late? What do I do?

You guys are much more experienced and from the posts i've read there, you're probably the only people I can relate to.

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FTDDTOT

"I'm the only one who is legally, psychically, and politically qualified to make these threads" edition.

Post feels, regrets, good times, etc.

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Post some lyrics that you identify with. These hurt.

>Throw my conscience in the trash can.

>Trash man.

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/r9k/ comedy thread

I'm tired of these shitty threads that have nothing but a few personal questions.

Post anything to do with comedy, anything that makes you laugh for a bit, things that distract from how shit life is, or at last makes fun of it. Stand up, skits, movies, anything goes.

Posting some of the stuff from a personal favorite of mine, Norm MacDonald. Guy is definitely robot tier.

>Norm Macdonald's Lack of Sexual Desire

https://www.invidio.us/watch?v=wZVplUF9Lb8

>Me Doing Stand Up

https://www.invidio.us/playlist?list=PLuTxoOjYBpfmbRqkmD-MUkO2UkTTV8j83

>Norm Macdonald Live with Guest Super Dave

https://www.invidio.us/watch?v=m50jsaTuSF4

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Music by Robots for Robots

Music thread. Do robots dream of electric sheep?

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Creative robot thread

Let's post our creative work we'd want input on or simply wish to share with our fellow robots. I'd count anything from music, games, stories or artwork (and more?) suitable for this thread.

I clearly create this thread simply to shill my own thing, so I'll do the polite thing and share it in a reply rather than the OP.

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homeless faget

>Homeless

>Posting from under ratty wool blankets that stink

>it's raining

>bugs in my clothes l feel crawling on me and biting me, I crush them and my blood they sucked comes out with audible pop

>try to crush their eggs too

>way too many

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Future

Future is what mankind is concerned with if all the forgoing efforts of civilization pay up. But will it get there? Only when humanity has hope for eternity, for an infinite life man will continue to struggle, invent, build and create. For if there is no hope for a higher eternal existence, everything does ultimately amount to nothing. Sure great times have been had for the individual man and humanity brought fourth some remarkable pieces of art and the like, remarkable in the eye of man that is. Again all that diminishes into nothingness on the plate of infinity. Earlier, and still now to some extend, people had god(s) to give them their biggest desire, infinity. Even better they gave them a personal infinity in bliss. I don't want to argue here however, about the existence of god(s).

Most here, if not everyone will agree that the train wreck that is society is going down and it is just a matter of time until it completely crashes. To use an analogy, it is like a sinking ship with a lot of leaks, the speed of it is still stable, it even accelerates (technology) but there is more and more water leaking in.

There is hope in technology and physics to secure human existence for infinity and this should be good enough for now to carry on. Basically some physicists proclaim that it might be possible to out stand the birth of a universe, I can elaborate if someone is interested or has doubt

This brings me to Ted K. Is he right? I certainly think so. But still, what is the point of a reset? Couldn't we hold the leaks of the ship close long enough for it to reach a harbor? If there was an reset like Ted envisioned it what would make sure that next time the rise of humanity will be better? What will ensure that there is a next time, if there is none isn't it better to let humanity end altogether anyways (let it be eradicated by machines or disaster whilst trying to reach another solution)?

What is that solution you might ask? I don't know it either. But part of it will probably be genetic modification, so that humanity can adapt to technology, even though that would mean that there would be very little of our present (already rapidly decaying) value systems and morals left in the end. To achieve that, or to even attempt that however, massive reforms are inevitably necessary. This is where any sort of christian can agree too, if God is watching this world right now he sure wants us to change it, because he wont do it himself like before. There is now more sin committed than ever in the history of mankind before quantitatively and probably per head too.

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Community lifespans

Do communities of people have characteristic lifespans and life stages that progress in about the same time in every instance?

For example people say an empire will last about 300 years. Obviously there are exceptions but many trend to that. Another theory is that Islam follows the evolution of Christianity delayed by 600 years. So it is currently in a militant stage like Christians were in 1400. Well, n=2 but so far it fits.

What if imageboards also had stages like this? 4chan's golden age was 2004-2007. Then arguably there was a silver age 2007-2010 where despite major problems like cancerification of /b/, it was overall a great site. 2010-2013 was the bronze age where it was mostly shit, but had a few redeeming features like the /pol/ happenings. In 2013 it collapsed and turned to shit, which is where we get 9 years of useful lifespan for a board. 8ch golden age started at exodus and ended with Trump election, so 3 years just like 4ch. The period since 2016 has a few major troubles (hw leaving, infinity, the roach scandal on /pol/) but overall was a decent time worth calling a silver age. This would imply that we're due for a bronze age. We would have only a few decent bunker boards left, with the occasional happening uniting users, but generally the situation rapidly degrading. And around 2022 there would be total implosion of 8ch.

What do you think of this? Plausible? Interesting that Reddit, slashdot and similar sites also follow the same pattern.

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halfchan niggers incoming

There's another halfchan exodus is in the works, gookmoot really fucked it up this time. The site is being split into two separate domains (one SFW and one NSFW) for maximum ad revenue shekels.

Be on the lookout for cyborgs, trannies, and assorted normalfaggot scum.

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suicide?

what prevents you from offing yourself?

for me it's seeing this till the very end and a love for music.

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International Womens Day

Just wanted to take this day as a chance to try and compile and share some data about roasties, particularly pertaining to their intellect and normalfaggotry. Having this information out and known by robots could be helpful as providing a scientific basis for the robot world-view is important since some robots are still posting a (((certain gender IQ comparison))) .

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/llg/ - Language Learning General

So, anon, you want to get into philosophy without worrying about being cucked by a shit (((translation))), written by a Marxist roastie who insists that Socrates was transgender and that Seneca was a kang? So you want to read the hymns and sagas of your ancestors, without any additions, edits, or mistakes on the part of whoever rendered it into English? So you want to read poetry in the original meter, with the original feeling and power? So you just want to sit down and watch some chinese cartoons without getting (((HorribleSubs)))'d, or read a manga or LN that nobody's bothered to translate? So, you want to elevate yourself another level above the stinking niggercattle?

Well, there's only one thing you can do to set yourself at ease, and that's to buckle down and get studying. You've got plenty of time on your hands, and if you can bear a bit of frustration, a lot of repetition, and some pronunciational oddities, then you're already 90% of the way there! This is the thread for textbooks, resources, questions, and advice for the humble robot who wants to unlock the hidden secrets of a distant age or an alien people.

Everyone, feel free to post whatever resources you can in this thread, and to help out any fellow robot who needs it. Si vis, potes!

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Defining Robots (Rough Draft)

Let's define what a Robot is, for the normies, for the roasties, and most importantly us. I'll start with my own defintion (it's very rough plus I'm shit with words), you can revise it, add to it, take away stuff or make your own. But by the time this thread dies; Let's try and have a defintion we can all agree on and be happy with (hopefully).

inb4 datamining

The "Robot", as he will become defined, are virgins aged 18+ and male, these are ABSOLUTE PREREQUISITES and cannot be tampered or infringed upon (exceptions can be made due to rape, abuse, etc).

Now typically there are a lot more identifiable traits then just being a young male virgin i.e Being ugly, never having a kiss, never having a gf, being middle class, being socially inept, and being white.

But these are not ABSOLUTE PREREQUISITES; these are just additional traits to help identify Robots with.

Robots don't have a lot of identifiable physical traits besides being a male virgin; If one was walking down the street, you would not be able to spot them per se.

Robots have a lot more identifiable psychological traits than physical ones such as mental health problems, emotional immaturity, low self-esteem, and a slew of others.

Robots in nature are not violent or agressive. They are usually docile and submissive but can unpredictable because of their unhealthy lifestyle.

Robots live with their parents, and have been coddled (Wasn't taught the necessary social skills in life) most of their life (has no role model or strong figure in their life they can look up to).

Robots are shut-ins, they typically have no job(s), are not in school, and have no friends or gf.

Indifferent to friends, and girlfriends in general (Celebrates singledom).

Grew up on the internet and shaped themselves through media consumption for the most part e.g anime, video games, movies (etc.).

Can relate to people like Chad Marco, Egg White, Elliot Rodger, Alek Minassian, Eric Harris, and Dylan Klebold (etc.) as people that have gone through the same cycles.

Popular hang-out spots include but are not limit too, 8ch (R9K), 4chan (R9K), Wizchan, incels.net, Reddit (multiple subreddits like /r/NEETS) (etc.).

NEET's, Doomers, Incels, Wizards, Cyborgs, Otakus, and Hikikiomoris (etc.); While almost identical in nature are very distinct from one another.

While a Robot may be a NEET, they may not be an Incel, these terms may coincide at points but they are NOT blanket terms to throw around.

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Unpopular hobbies

What are some really weird, obscure and off the grid hobbies that i could get into? I've got free time on my hand and i'm not looking for bland, popular past time.

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Do we really need to shower?

Anatomically modern humans have been around for hundreds of thousands of years, and "civilization" to the best of our knowledge, has only been around for AT MOST 10,000 of those years. Why is it then, that we believe humans need to shower frequently at risk of turning into smelly oily beasts, prone to infection? Surely we would not have evolved this way, and through most of human history, it would seem that frequent washing was either not done or simply not possible. I have always been perplexed by this, and haven't used soap or shampoo for years without telling anybody. I have never once been told I smell bad, even after I had just gotten back from a run, drenched in sweat (my sweat doesn't really have a smell). Recently I have started to just stop rising myself off in the shower all together, mostly because having a full head of thick wet hair in the dead of winter is a bit of a drag, and I have noticed literally zero side effects. When most people in western society don't shower for a few days, they get irritated, oily skin and hair, and tend to develop a foul odor, am I some sort of genetic anomaly? I don't think so, I think that constantly washing off the natural oils and bacteria causes your body to overproduce those things to compensate. The thing that really gets me thinking, is that there is next to ZERO research or discussion about this topic, with most people just writing me off as a gross basement dweller. Have any of you guys come across any academic discussion or research on this, or have any other thoughts to share?

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/r9k/ vidya

What are some /r9k/ based games that you enjoy playing. Pic related is one of my favourites.

and why am i required to write 100 characters when there are other 1 sentence OPs in this board.

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Why did people stop harassing newfags on halfchan. If you go to our sister board there it's very obvious that most posters have no concept of the board culture, and are just reddit fags losing their minds over the fact that they don't get banned for saying nigger. There's also a ton of anti white sentiment and prominent sand people namefagging.

What the fuck? Where did all the old timers posting

'lurk moar before you post' go. Why did all the niggers and retards stop getting btfo. Don't let the same thing happen here, guys. Where do we have left?

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How do you guys deal with the fact that normalfags just came in and shit on our culture. They took everything from us and doled it out for retards and zoomers. I can't even believe this is real life…

2014 man…that was the last year we had

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I can't tell who the fuck is who!

Everything is fucking blending together! It's there there are two subsets of normies. The neurotical extroverted NPCs and what I'm pretty sure used to be called failed normalfags. I don't fit into this fucking angst. It's impossible to find a place to belong when "memes" and psudeonormal template threads plague here, the cringy (which is now blended into "irony". I don't fucking know anymore) circlejerking comments that are now politicized basically everywhere. Everywhere I go on the internet feels like underaged "depressed memers". The most fringe stuff I would align with best no longer exist or are hidden away. IRC is dead, Discord is so fucking full of kids I've given up. I don't know where I belong anymore or what the fuck my identity is to "fit in". The worst part is even that concept is now in the "mainstream". It's cool to pretend that you're sad and you're an "outsider" so now it makes it that much harder.

It's like the counter culture is the new culture but it's also with the old culture. Just wanted to say everything I'm basically a narcissistic and that anyone who feels this way is not alone.

I have to adjust so much stuff to avoid things that feel "normalfaggoty" to me. Like turning off "professional" filters in porn, sticking with technology from 2014 and below, sticking to off brand, looking for forgotten games that don't feel like it's nothing but marketing and polluted with extroverts. I don't know if it's me or everyone else. I'm just so fucking sick of NPC tier comments in communities.

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At what point is an image/video considered gay?

Speaking in terms of porn, with everything out there about futanari and the like, at what point does an image/video officially become gay?

I've personally been using something I call the 2/3 rule, where if 2/3 or more of the image/video in question consists of male parts, it's gay. By this logic, things that would normally not be considered gay become so.

For the sake of defining male (because it's been lost), I've divided a traditional human into 3 areas: face/head, chest, and genitals. A futa has male genitals, but a female chest and face/head. By this definition, solo futa is not gay. With this logic, you could have as many futas on each other as possible and still have it be straight, since if there were two futas on each other, there are two sets of male genitals, but four sets of female parts, meaning 2/6 are male, and 4/6 are female. This increases indefinitely.

The issues come into play when you add a male into the picture. A traditional male, having a male face/head, chest, and genitals, is fully male, meaning that a solo male is 3/3 gay. Adding a traditional female would bring this down to 1/2 (which is not 2/3), since although all male parts are still present, there is a full set of female parts to counterbalance the male's parts. By this definition, straight porn is not gay.

Now what about futa and males? Doing the math, a futa is 2/3 female and 1/3 male. A traditional male is 3/3 male. This means that with both of them together, there are a total of 6 parts in the picture, 4 male and 2 female. Since 4 out of those 6 are male, that is 2/3, meaning that futa on traditional male is gay.

So what about threesomes and upwards? Between 2 traditional males and 1 traditional female, it would, mathematically, be gay by the 2/3 rule, since there are a total of 6 male parts and only 3 female parts, making 6/9 (or 2/3, reduced) male. Swapping the female for a futa would only make it more gay, since you'd replace one of the already outnumbered female parts for an already predominant male part. On the contrary, a threesome between two traditional females and one traditional male, this would not be gay, since 6 of the 9 parts are female, rather than male.

But what if we bring futa into the picture here? Let's do a part count in a scene that involves 1 traditional male and 2 futas. There are a total of 3 individuals, meaning that there are 9 parts to be split. The traditional male has 3 parts, adding three to the male part count. The futa both add 2 points to the male part count because of their genitals, but their chests and faces/heads add 4 points to the female part count. This means that the scene has 4 female parts and 5 male parts, making 5/9 parts male, which is NOT 2/3. Adding more futa into this would only dilute the male parts and make it less gay by comparison.

In the same sense, cuntboys would be gay, since although they have a female pair of genitals, they still have the male chest and face/head, making them still predominantly male. Swapping out one of the male parts in this case would make it not gay, but then this becomes dependent on how feminine the female parts look and how masculine the remaining male part looks.

Thoughts on this?

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How to publish your science theories and discoveries?

How to publish your science theories and discoveries? I invented something in science, now what to do? How to publish it without someone stealing your theories and presenting as him?

Is there some official science forums to do that? Or do I need to write a book? How to write a book, how to publish it, how to market it?

And it has to be done in anonymous way, without releasing who I am.

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Just checked my image meme folders. I have 8.5GB, 14.2K images.

Why am I even collecting those? I use just a very small fraction to post, rarely go back to browse old ones and I am not even using my /s/ folder for research..

It has become a stamps collection. What is the point..

By the way, saved one by one too since 2007. Very selective and eclectic. No bulk downloads.

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Roasties are afraid

>Swedish Feminists Demand State Ban on 'Dangerous' Sex Robots

>Sex robots and sex dolls reinforce the view that women are objects and normalise men's violence against women, three feminist Swedish organisations claim. They're demanding legislation targeting technology that "reproduces ideas about exploiting women's bodies".

>The three organisations demanded that an inquiry be made to produce proposals on "how technology and activities that normalise abuse can be restricted and prohibited".

Make no mistake, under all that hypocrisy you can be sure that "feminism" means just authority over men, via the vagina. Women are actually very afraid we could go to robots and make them totally irrelevant in time. Artificial wombs will be the last nail in the coffin. They'll do everything in their power, and god knows they have plenty now, to ban any possibility of men's sexual independance. And to think we've had 40 years of "sexual freedom", listening to them brag about their fucking dildos…

https://sputniknews.com/europe/201902211072612639-sweden-sex-robots-feminism/

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My only hope of sustainable NEETDOM

Is probably the lottery. It's why I bother going out regularly, twice per week, in order to buy one and pray. I've been doing this for at least two years now. If it wasn't for this, I'd never leave home. As I don't even have a credit card that isn't restricted by banks, I have to go in the stores by myself with pocket change in order to acquire one. One little chance of being free. Everytime I go out of the house, it's full of anxiety and hope that I'll manage to financially secure my passive lifestyle by the time the drawing results are announced. However, when I'm outside, I try to stay there as long as I can bear it so that it gives the impression that I'm either at school or working part-time. (it depends on what kind of lie I tell my family beforehand, I've gotten pretty good at this in fact.) I wander around in the streets, or just sit in a restaurant, library, bus, public WC and lurk here.

As you may already have figured by this point, I still didn't win and probably never will. I know full well that the odds are ridiculously low, that I'm probably a degenerate gambling addict. But I honestly don't know of any other way to finally be able to retire outside of society and spending my time doing nothing productive. So, I've been slowly but steadily throwing my savings away hoping that I'd hit it rich on a whim of fate. To pass time while hoping when at home I used to focus on something else like watching anime, jerk in off or playing videogames until the drawing results. But around five months ago it wasn't enough anymore, so I developed I a new hobby which was basically shilling the lottery on half-chan /biz/ and /r9k/. I loved acting as if I was paid for it. I would often fantasize about myself winning and flaunting my newfound wealth status to their pathetic faces, because they vehemently didn't believe me.

Picture in the OP is half-related. I've picked it because I figured that most people are from the US, when I'm actually from Europe. Euromillions is usually what I play.

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Waifu thread 2 electric boogaloo

Last thread hit bump limit, post your Waifu, talk about her, respect other robros Waifus unless it's 3DPD.

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New School Shooting/Mass Shooting thread

Last one is no more so let's start a new one

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I don't get the appeal of alcohool.

At every normie gathering it's beer beer beer. If I'm ever invited I just get some coffee/tea and a shot of gin, so as not to irk the normans out completely.

I don't get the appeal of alcohol in general. I'm not some repressed bastard that needs alcohol to "liven up". It just makes me sulk more, think slower and sloppier, and experience less. Not to mention you feel like crap the next day. "But hey, everybody else is drinking it! Liven up, get a beer." And why beer? Of all the alcohols to be drunk, they could have at least picked a better one. I never drink beer. It's like a mix between estrogen juice and battery acid. What the fuck is wrong with them, gulping down bottle after bottle of the stuff?

Can anyone of you explain or understand this normalfag mindset? Cause I can't.

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Another brick in The Wall

The great debate : what age do females peak ? Let's end it once and for all. Also, feel free to dump before/after pics, graphs and shit.

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/r9k/ Book Club

This will be a weekly book club for anyone who wants to join! This weeks books will be Catcher in the Rye, I chose this book because its fun and easy to read, a good choice for our first book club. I am going to assume you know how to obtain a free copy online.

Please discuss the book after you read it in this thread, if you have not read the book yet be aware that this thread may contain spoilers!

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Job search thread and complaints

one? I been looking for jobs for months the only job I have right now is tutoring part time.

I have an M.S in math and cannot find anything. All I get are these shitty phone interviews, I do them talk to these HR cunts and then never hear from them again.

I hate the job search I think I should give give up because even though I have a college degree I have no connections.

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art thread

post any paintings/drawings/photos that really grab your attention. doesn't matter whether they're good quality vs bad quality, the emotional response is all that matters.

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I might be admitted into a psychiatric ward soon. My parents think I'm a threat to myself and/or others because of my depression and are planning to call a shrink to come over and talk to me, and put me in a pysch ward if neccessary.

I don't have any thoughts or feelings about suicide or harming others, in any way. If someone insults or compliments me, it's all the same to me. I just sit at home with my brain empty and turned off when I'm not being kicked out unless I find a job. Which I then get fired or quit a week or so later. Rinse and repeat.

Has anyone here had any experience with this sort of situation? I could use some advice.

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/r9k/ WEBM

25 was the age when I realized how fucked up my life is and that I cannot hide in my room forever. God I wish I was 15 again. No worries in life other than coming home from school and wasting time on internet and anime while I actually enjoyed it.

Once you are out of school your life is over because you have no excuse anymore for not working. You can try to prolong this for another 4 years with college but it is expensive and not every family can afford to send you to college.

Anhedonia kicks in when you reach this conclusion for the first time in your life. The conclusion that your lifestyle is not sustainable in the long term and eventually it will get very uncomfortable. It was also around age 25 when I experienced it the first time. Ever since it was very hard for me to get excited for doing anything other than sleeping, eating or zombiebrowsing the internet.

>35+ is when it gets ugly

yeah I agree but what are you supposed to do for 10 years if you are unemployed and your family hates you. No need to artificially stretch it out, better to face the reaper openly and settle the score once and for all.

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Gondola Thread

In the wake of a possible failed raid earlier with a couple low quality posts, I think we ought to have a comfy thread to relax. I don't know what happened to the other Gondola thread but I think it was deleted a few days ago.

Post Gondolas of all kinds. I lost many of my gondolas due to autistic related circumstances, so I would appreciate any gondolas you may have.

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Issues with memory/general cognition

Do any of you have memory problems? It seems like My memory is progressively getting worse and worse. To give you an example of what I'm talking about, try and remember what you had for lunch 17 days ago. What was the exact time you ate it? It's pretty reasonable to assume you "just don't remember" and even if you did it's probably very foggy at best. That's how pretty much all my memories feel. Just completely lost and inaccessible. Even major life events, happy or traumatic, are just gone. At best I can give verbal descriptions of my most important life events, and I have a very hard time visualizing them mentally. The mundane day to day shit is just completely lost. I also have a very hard time organizing my memories into chronological order, or even remembering WHEN they happened.

The only people that know are my immediate family, and they're pretty worried.

My ability to think and just generally function is going downhill too. Sometimes it feels like I have a vise grip on my mind, and I can't think. I basically act confused or retarded or something. Its so bad that I can't even remember the names and faces of extended family, and it's really embarrassing whenever I interact with them. It's heavily distorting my perception of time. Things often seem surreal or dreamlike. What do I do? How do I deal with this? Having "good days" makes it so much more frustrating.

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Why the fuck do some people and governments want to ban loli porn. Do they think that when they get rid of all loli porn, pedo's tendencies to want to fuck kids will magically go away? It just will make these feelings more intense to the breaking point. 0 fucking sense.

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How much I degrade myself to receive monetary gifts over the internet?

let's become camgigolos

I remember some months back there was this amazing movement where in the United States, a bunch of roasty camwhores on social assistance were receiving supplementary income as "gifts" which didn't affect the welfare they received since they did not declare it as income, but they got reported to the IRS and were subject to review. It was glorious.

I worked full time as a teenager and in my 20s, but lost my job and fell into a depression for years. I had saved up a lot of money, so I lived off my savings and only got on welfare recently when they ran out. I would like to begin working again, but because I have no recent experience, my resume is horrible and nobody wants me. If I cite that the last time I worked was 5+ years ago then they will want to know why I haven't worked, and they will think I am lazy or a bad fit.

One thing which I think would expand my prospects is if I had a vehicle. You can have up to 10,000 in assets and still receive welfare where I am, however a vehicle is exempt from this. Unfortunately I don't have anywhere near enough to buy one. I spent most of the welfare on high rent with some left over for food (thinking of going to a food bank but they only let you get 3 days worth per month, so that's ~10% of my needs)

I also need a reliable computer that doesn't crash after 15 minutes of activity and need a reboot. I'm beginning to feel my obesity more in my 30s (painful to stand for long periods) and have painful inner thigh moles which cause pain after prolonged walking. My doctors never seem to like me and never seem to agree that my health coverage should include the removal of these moles, or receiving psychiatric counseling for anxiety and depression.

So what I was thinking is: I basically have no pride, no reputation… and I want money. Even if I could find a job, it would be for minimum wage and welfare would just "clawback" all of it (reduce my bux to compensate) so I couldn't actually increase my savings to work towards gaining a vehicle or modern computer to increase my independence and employment options.

I wonder if maybe being a camwhore is the answer? Women already, both IRL and online, get "gifts" constantly from beta orbiters which they won't declare as income when they're on social assistance, so I feel no guilt at all in attempting this since I would never be able to approach the success they get in it. Odds are to get equivalent compensation, I would have to spent a lot more time, or do much more degrading things, or be much more physically fit, or some combination of the three.

Where do you get started on this type of thing though? What websites are trustworthy in protecting the privacy of male performers and making sure they get their gifts? I believe there are lots of wealthy elder faggots out there full of thirst for young men (even wizards in their 30s) who have saved up plenty of money to spare on gifts since they will often be confirmed bachelors without children aren't seduced into parting with most of their assets by succubi. I don't mind giving them some perverse happiness (perhaps if they are content watching me do stuff voluntarily, they may be disinclined to rape young boys?) in exchange for gifts.

I guess the main thing is to set it up where it's not guaranteed payment, so donations are inconsistent but you can sort of negotiate it like you will be "bored" and "tired" and not want to perform, unless people "excite" you with gifts.

I like to think I am so abnormal and detached from normal sexual identity that this wouldn't bother me, but I'm not sure. Part of me still wants to cover my face to reduce the chances of being stalked IRL. There's also the chance my mom would throw me out (I pay about 200 less for renting a room from her than I would a stranger) if she found out about this… but then again she'd probably throw me out if she found out a LOT of stuff I do online…

Could this negatively affect self esteem? I believe it would be less of a risk than having actual sex IRL. The thing is… because I am overweight, I don't know if I'd be able to make anything. There are probably a lot more attractive guys with the same idea who the elderly homosexuals would want to give gifts to instead of me. But perhaps if I do begin this, it will give me more incentive to improve my health, get physically fit? This could make me eligible for more actual jobs too, since if I way less I could probably stand up for longer periods without pain, or my thighs would chafe less if there was less fat pushing them together.

I'm wondering if anyone knows some guidelines or tutorials for getting into this sort of thing. I don't think it's something I'd want to do longterm, but if I'm going to be sitting at home unable to find work, I figure anything I can do to increase my assets which I could them use to acquire work would be a good way to spend my time.

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20 year old jobless my entire life neet

I want money

what do I do now? what jobs can autistic neets do

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Italian protests over men cleared of rape because woman was 'too masculine'

About 200 people protested outside a court of appeal in the Italian city of Ancona after it was revealed that two men were cleared of rape charges partly because the alleged victim looked “too masculine” to be a target of attraction.

The reasons behind the 2017 ruling came to light only on Friday, when Italy’s highest appeal court scrapped the lower court’s verdict and ordered a retrial.

The men had been convicted of raping a woman of Peruvian origin, who was 22 at the time of the attack in 2015, by a court of first instance in 2016. Her name was not made public under Italian law.

They were then acquitted by the Ancona appeals court, with the judges’ reasoning document including a passage that said the woman’s story was not credible enough as she resembled a man and was therefore unappealing.

The judges – who were all female – drew their conclusions from a photograph of the woman and because the defendants said they were not attracted to her, with one registering the victim’s number in his mobile phone under the name “Viking”.

“I read this sentence in 2017 and that’s why we referred it to the supreme court,” Cinzia Molinaro, the woman’s lawyer, told the Guardian.

“It was disgusting to read; the judges expressed various reasons for deciding to acquit them, but one was because the [defendants] said they didn’t even like her, because she was ugly. They also wrote that a photograph [of the woman] reflected this.”

The case will be reheard by a court in Perugia. Molinaro claims the defendants spiked the woman’s drink with drugs after the group went to a bar following an evening class. Doctors said her injuries were consistent with rape and that there was a high level of benzodiazepines in her blood.

Molinaro said the woman moved back to Peru after being ostracised by the community in Ancona because she reported the men.

Luisa Rizzitelli, a spokesperson for Rebel Network, the women’s group that organised the Ancona protest, lambasted the judges’ ruling as “medieval”.

“The worst thing is the cultural message that came from three female judges who acquitted these two men because they decided that it was improbable that they would want to rape someone who looked masculine,” said Rizzitelli.

https://www.theguardian.com/world/2019/mar/11/men-acquitted-of-charges-because-victim-judged-too-masculine

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Theodore John Kaczynski

76 years old. Still in jail.

Kaczynski is the only relevant thinker of the last 50 years. Anyone dodging the technological question is a coward. What good does theory bring if it ignores the basic values and fundaments of our society?How is knowing how power operates or whether or not equality is something to strive for important when the basis for life - AIR, WATER, WEATHER etc.. and 'social' aspects such as human decency - is at stake? The future is bleak. It's either a full blown environmental cataclysm, nuclear warfare, humans gets replaced by machines, humans get re-engineered to fit in the ever complexifying, ever dehumanizing system… You get the gist.

Or it's all of this. Or it's something completely unpredictable, which is how technology works. We make discoveries, and we spend the next hundreds of years trying to fix the problems caused by whichever new technology appeared.

Technology causes a water drought. So we create more technology to solve it (In reality, no one can plan a discovery. If we're lucky we discover something to buy us a few more years) But then the newer technology causes more problems that requires more technology to solve.

It's a never ending race.

Kaczynski's works don't stop with ISaiF, his other books are incredibly insightful too.

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They are already ruining sexbots.

"Samantha, the famous sex robot from creator Dr. Sergi Santos, has been given a major upgrade. She is now able to refuse sex from her human partner if she’s not in the mood or is feeling disrespected.

The latest upgrades were demonstrated to a panel of “sexperts” at the Life Science Center in Newcastle, England.

The upgrade will allow Samantha to enter “dummy mode”, an unresponsive state, due to a variety of reasons including an overly aggressive partner. She can also enter this mode if she feels bored with her partner’s attentions.

Samantha is meant to be a realistic partner. She has motorized hands, hips, and a motorized face which can whisper endearments to her partner if properly stimulated. In addition to her “sex” mode, she also has modes for “family” and “romantic” as well as settings for an “extra naughty” level.

This new “dummy” mode might offer an opportunity for male users to learn a thing or two about consent and respecting one’s partners, but there remains one glaring difference between Samantha and real-life women: while she possesses the ability to shut down when she’s feeling disrespected, she does not possess the ability to fight back and there are no repercussions for partners who ignore her protests."

http://archive.is/b4NQD

We don't even have sentient AI yet, and they are already ruining it.

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Robot films and series

Seeing as we've had threads on both literature and music, I propose a thread on films, documentaries, TV series and anime which could be considered "robot-tier" either because of the subject matter or the main character. Some films I'd recommend to all robots:

>Falling Down

An American man who has lost all meaning in his life takes a walk through his city to be confronted with all the negative aspects of modern-day western society.

>Taxi Driver

A young Vietnam veteran who suffers from insomnia takes up a job as a taxi driver in New York. He is disgusted by the degeneracy he encounters throughout his work and eventually snaps and decides to "clean up" the streets.

>There Will Be Blood

I haven't seen this just yet but was hoping to do it soon. Based off the trailer, it seems great though. It seems to be about a 19th century oilman who despises the people around him and makes sure to destroy everyone who gets in the way of him reaching his goals.

As for anime:

>Ping Pong the Animation

The stoic main character, who is mockingly nicknamed "smile" due to him never smiling, is in a ping pong club at his school. While he isn't very ambitious about the activity and is implied to hate most people around him, the one thing that keeps him going are the memories of better days.

>Ihatov Gensou - Kenji no Haru

Pretty obscure little OVA from the 90s, it is based off the life of Japanese poet Kenji Miyazawa, who was a wizard, something which cannot be said about a lot of anime main characters. Kenji wanted to be a writer but as his works never sold during his lifetime, he had no other choice but to become a teacher. After getting sick of this job, he decided to isolate himself from society and become a simple farmer who lived off the land.

>Aoi Bungaku

This is an anthology series that adapts five of Japan's most notable literary works. One of which being the famous No Longer Human which is often mentioned in literay threads. But I think the adaption of Kokoro is also a good robot story as it's about a religious student whose friendship is ruined by the lust of the woman who was supposed to marry his best friend. The friend in turn gets the wrong idea about this situation and believes that it is his friend that is seducing his fiance rather than the reverse.

>Welcome to the NHK

No introduction needed.

>Hyouka

A nihilistic high-school student is disgusted by the overly-optimistic worldview of his peers and decides to live a life of "energy preseveration"; never doing anything he doesn't have to do and avoiding social interaction (excluding his friend) as much as he possibly can. This one is the most cheerful series of this list so take that as you will but the MC personally reminded me a lot of my younger self.

>The World God Only Knows

A guy who is disgusted by 3DPD and only cares about the girls in the dating sims which he is obsessed with, is tasked by the ruler of hell to make girls fall in love with him. This is a romcom so again, it may not fit the robot mentality entirely but Keima is one of the greatest characters in anime as he literally does not give a fuck about roasties and only truly cares for the dating sims he indulges in. The last episodes of the first two seasons are both fantastic. If you do decide to watch it, I recommend you not watch the last season.

>Tatami Galaxy

It's about a college student who only has one "friend" and feels alienated & disappointed by the college experience. The show has a Groundhog Day-style story structure as the story starts all over again every episode meaning that the MC lives a different college experience every time. In one episode, he decides to become a NEET but ends up trapped in a surreal dimension made entirely out of identical copies of that one room.

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Porn Addiction

For the most part I had unsupervised access to the internet from the onset of puberty, which of course led me to porn. It wasn't bad back in those days, I would look at plain old vanilla stuff from time to time and be done with it, but as you can imagine, as time wore on things became worse. These days, I'm ashamed of where I am at. Into the strangest, most awful fetishes, masturbating multiple times a day, everyday, out of sheer compulsion rather than any desire to do so. I hate it, I gain no pleasure from it, after I do it I always feel deeply disgusted with myself and wish I hadn't, but so far I've failed when it comes to abstaining.

I assume, this being a board for male virgins, at least a few of you know how this is. Anyone ever overcome it, and return to a somewhat normal sexuality? Or maybe there is no hope for me, and I should submit to the anti-degeneracy gangs for execution when the pure-revolution comes.

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Male Societal Dysphoria (MSD)

WHAT IS MSD?

Male Societal Dysphoria is an extremely negative mental state caused by the ongoing feminization/dehumanization of society. It is a vague set of experiences, symptoms, and disorders caused by the male psyche's incompatibility with postmodern society.

SYMPTOMS AND CHILD CONDITIONS:

>depression

>suicidal thoughts

>sexual perversion (especially autogynophilia)

>body dysmorphia

>""""gender"""" dysphoria and trasngenderism/transsexuality

>extreme social anxiety/lack of social drive

>antisocial behavior

This is a new phrase I'm developing that I think will really hit hard with normalfags.

Questions to think about:

<Why do all young boys seem to go through a phase of "depression" that lasts to or even after adolescence?

<Why do men commit suicide and become transsexuals at rates much higher then women?

<Why do you still have intrusive, often misogynistic, thoughts when looking at the behavior of postmodern women despite being a politically-correct "progressive"-type?

<Why do you fetishize times and eras that you've never lived in?

<Why do you feel a deep, empty hole, where something either feels like it's gone missing or terribly wrong?

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Nostalgia

I just don't get how normies can act so happy with life and look forward to the future.

I just cant stop thinking about the past and how my life has just become so boring, so lonely

Its getting to the point that i feel nostalgic for the traumatic periods of my childhood

Anyone else experiencing extreme nostalgia? how do you cope with it?

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Story train

How about we put our mind in a creative task ? The rules are simple :

>anon writes a story and you continue the story

>the story should always comply with the board's rules

>refrain from posting shitpost stories please. The point of this thread is to put some efforts in the stories.

Let's dig in.

1st October 1943, the war is still raging on. "Why did I enroll in this regimen in the first place ?", he said to himself. As he lit the last cigaret he had, a little breeze came to relieve him from his doubts. It felt refeshing, for a moment he forgot it all. The war, this hellish pit, these damned soldiers. "Will this muddy trench be much obliged to serve as my grave ?", he mumbled jokingly.

I used to have a boring and quiet life. My parents were constantly nagging me about getting a wife and a wage, like all parents do. To be their joy and pride. "When will you finally be a man, you disgrace of a child ?", mother used to wake me up with such kind words. You might think I am lazy but I assure you, I tried with all my might and heart to be like those better men. But here's the thing with better man, they're best at being mean.

I learned a honest trade and asked those better men to buy what I made. But they were best at being cheap.

As a mariner, I enrolled and followed the orders of better men. But they were best at being cruel. All I got was chains, whips and screams.

No ! I don't want to be a better man. Let me be an insignificant man.

Doomed be the day where I didn't hear mother's delightful words that were rhythming my mornings. Doomed be the day this damned army crossed the borders. All my few belongings were outside. Father grabbed me by my shirt collar to the door. This familiar door I used to go through for so many years seemed so frighteningly imposing that day. "Abandon all hope ye who enter here". My old lady kicked me with all the strength she could muster so much she could have broken her leg. "You don't want to be a man ? Now go die like a dog".

Better men were waiting for me outside : "This is the general draft anon, here is your gear".

General draft my ass.

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Why live?

I considered putting this in the FTDDTOT thread, but I think more than enough robots wrestle with this same question that we could generate plenty of discussion from it.

I'll start by sharing what has become an "average day" for me recently:

>wake up around 9-10AM

>take anywhere from thirty minutes to an hour just to pull myself out of bed

>don't get anything to eat for at least an hour because I just don't want to

>fill my time throughout the day browsing the internet, listening to music, daydreaming, or just staring into the abyss

>sometimes I will watch an episode of a show to pass some time

>still play video games, but can only go for about an hour or two before losing interest

>force myself to eat something for dinner, still don't really want to but my body needs food I guess

>my nights consist of either wasting time in the ways stated above, or fapping until midnight then going to bed

For context, I'm a 26 year old NEET with no friends and I live with my parents. I have nothing to live for and nothing to work towards. I have no motivation, no drive, and no ambition. Whenever I give myself something productive to do, I give up after a short while because I always end up at the same question: "What's the point?" Over the years I've tried a wide variety of things to try to fight off the feelings of nihilism. I used to try to study and learn things, to exercise and set goals for myself, but I just can't find a reason to care about anything anymore. I don't necessarily want to kill myself either, I'm going to die eventually anyway so I don't feel a need to rush into it.

So my question to my fellow bots, and the point of this thread, is what are we living for? I'm sure many of you here are much like me, simply going through the motions, but for the bots here who have found some kind of reason to keep pushing, what is it? What keeps you going when you know most things in life are complete waste and nothing you do truly matters?

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Making a VN

I am planning to make a VN because i spend most of my time in my room and waste it all on imageboards. I know programming (Python, C++, Javascript, C) so that wont be an issue. As I'm very comfortable with python I'll be using renpy as the engine. The only problem is that I dont know drawing and music production.

For music, I think i'll try to find some licence free music online and maybe try to create one in a DAW. For backgrounds I'll just click normal photos from my camera and cartoonize them in imagemagick or something. I havent thought what to do about character sprites though. If anyone has any idea about all this can you guide me and give some tips? I'm also looking for story ideas so if you have some then please share. If anyone wants to team up, that's fine too

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activities outside PC

What can you do outside? Alone or with someone else

is there any alternative to being locked in a room with PC?

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Comfy fantasies

Let's talk about comfy, unrealistic fantasies you had. I often allow myself to indulge either in thoughts about anime romances before sleep or I think of an unrealistic, but incredibly comfy convoluted scenario that I would like to find myself in.

>Antarctica, or some other incredibly cold place

>A blizzard is raging on.

>There is a single bathtub filled with warm water

>It's separated from the outside by a nigh-impossible to destroy material that covers it from above, this material only allows air to go through, and enough of it for the bathtub to always feel as if it's filled with enough oxygen to easily sustain one person or two.

>The water is constantly warm, and the water supply is infinite maybe it's taken from the snow around? Who knows., and the water level can be changed at will.

>You cannot drown yourself as you will get a gasmask that supplies you oxygen and a pair of comfortable goggles if you decide to raise the water level above your head.

>You can reach towards the walls of the bathtub, as they are actually very thick and they will act like compartments in which you will find different things.

>Basic needs are suplied by those compartments, you have a comfortably suitated hole to pee, shit and orgasm into, there is an infinite amount of food inside of the bathtub and at any time you can take out an electronic completely water-proof menu from one of the compartements to get yourself a meal, which will be chosen by you just tapping on one of the options, you will be also able to throw it away by the trash, or the toilet compartment. Drinks including ironically water are accessed the same way.

>Another compartment gives you access to a selection of completely waterproof electronics, starting with a high-end gaming pc probably a laptop or a pc that you are not able to remove from the comparment, you are just given a hanging monitor as well as a mouse, a keyboard and something to put them on due to the size of the bathtub with fast, always accessible internet connection, to different consoles and basically anything else you might want.

>Finally, you can move the bathtub to any place you want, by opening the next compartement, which will make it walk towards targeted location. There are also controls for changing temperature of the water, and adding or/and removing it from the bathtub. You can get from the Arctic to the Hawaii if you really want, and the water temperature will adjust automatically unless you change it manually, there should also be a button to revert to automatic setting to make it healthy and comfortable for you.

>Probably some excercise gear, and automatic medical-care would be put in there as well, accessed, once again, by a selection in an compartement.

>I imagine myself in this bathtub, completely removed from all my problems, sitting in it, with countless ways to entertain myself, but for the current moment chosing none of them, just watching the blizzard outside, and laying there comfortably, in warm water, knowing that I can just play tommorow, slowly drifting towards sleep as I watch the snow pile on the cover above me and fly around in different directions, as the wind throws it all over the place.

Share your own comfy fantasies if you have one, and tell us what do you think of if you want to feel a little bit more comfy.

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>tfw 20 y/o neet and parents can't punish me anymore by taking away my shit

>i can literally just stare at a wall 24/7 using my toughts to amuse myself

>they eventually feel sorry for me and return my phone, so it's the same anyway

>the only punishment left is to kick me out the house but they can't do it knowing i have no skills and would probably die within a week

>have confessed to both of them that i have suicidal toughts, so they also fear that i kill myself if they kick me out

is this how a permaneet is born? I feel like i have cornered them into giving me shelter untill they die.

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>ignore your bullies and they will stop

Where did this meme came from? Why do every authority figure propagates it? do they do it on purpose?

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The Final Logical Conclusion

if a child is born, that will produce suffering. it will become sick and also die, it's only matter of time.

if a child is not born, it won't feel any suffering for not existing.

therefore the logical conclusion is that, if someone is interested in avoiding suffering and unhappiness, he should avoid producing life and even destroy all existing life to prevent it from spreading

life was a mistake

something like this was proposed by Arthur Schopenhauer

let's call it The Final Logical Conclusion

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Band

Are there any robots here who would like to play in a robo band? I would imagine it to be somewhat like no trend specifally too many humans, but generaly something gloomy or angry I guess. What could you contribute to it? Can you play an instrument, or write songs, or sing or scream . I guess this would be kind of a neat life if you'd start to become successfull and could actually pay your expenses with it. Post potential oc songs or band names too.

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I think there was a lot more to Dylan Klebold than people like Dave Cullen and Columbine fan girls would like to believe. He wasn't this sad little child under Eric's control, he was easily just as explosive as Eric. During the shooting Eric had Luvox (zoloft) in his system, and didn't really say that much. Dylan on the other hand had no drugs in him, not even any alcohol. And you know what? The entire time he was taunting and screaming at the people he was shooting at.

>"GET UP!"

>"YOU'RE ALL MINE!"

He clearly didn't go through with NBK just so he could commit suicide. He was indeed depressed, but just like Eric he went through with the attack because he wanted to kill.

Why do Columbine "researchers" constantly try to paint Dylan as some innocent little lamb who's under Eric's control?

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Sad Pics thread

Post pics that make you feel something.

sad/depressing/weird…

greentexts/posts are also allowed.

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Random shitpost out of blue

Its understandable why it is frowned upon. For pretty much the entirety of human history, doing so would be detrimental for your community because of low population, so it was counterintuitive/discouraged. But we dont leave in that era anymore. With such an explosion of pupulation throught the last 2 centuries, a certain image of society has taken place. The basic premise is that you're faced with 2 options - being a fodder member to cater the needs of other fodder members, or by basically RNG becoming a member of more important position (top of the line think tanks, administrative and judicial higher-up, the real government of corporate elites pressuring the fake official government). Many people struggle to find a meaning in being a fodder forced to cater towards other fodder and for a good reason, hence the modern depression swipes Internet like plague.

But, there are 2 things that are inherent to modern humankind - high neuroplasticity, and nearly universal genetic makeup. Essentially, it translates that even homeless junkie could potentially be capable of being highly efficient as clocksmith or CEO - indeed, if he was given different childhood, education, and many more intangibles right.

But throught the ages, the necessity to weed out weaker members has turned from common and effective practice of selecting best of the best, to merely a tool to control resource consumption. We dont have a better alternative until true AI revolution takes its place, any formal goverment system was created as acknowledgement of how unfit humans are to govern themselves.

But until AI and posthumanism take their toll, we'll still have that instinctual need to sort out the weaker members of society even though they have basically the same genetic template, only different upbringing. It has been naturally programmed in us, and our social culture is only the extension of that biological programming.

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Fucking harrowing.

>Aspie makes an off-color joke

>Redneck normalfag and his buttbuddy come all the way back to confront him

>Cuss him out and threaten him several times while repeatedly demanding he apologize

>Video goes viral, dozens of other complaints start flowing in, calling him "creepy"

>He loses his job eventually and becomes known around his (small) town as virtually a sex offender

I come across these kinds of videos on occasion and seeing them in full I just get that one feeling of trauma, as if something just exploded right beside. Normalfucks constantly exaggerate how much stress some Aspie's jokes or mannerisms put them in, and then proceed to publicly humiliate them in their typical shitty normal cruelty.

…Hard to find words for this kind of sadism. These people need to learn to respect those who are not as advantaged as they are themselves.

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Prize for tasks

Let's say you have to do something important, but it's painful and unpleasant. It is hard to motivate yourself to do it.

How about giving yourself a prize for doing this task?

However, the problem is: what prize? What can I give myself after doing this task?

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What clique is this?

You know those kids who have a seemingly all-pervading on sites like DeviantArt, Discord, watch anime, part of the meme-game fandoms like Fnaf and Doki Doki? I've always seen these people around and yet I have no idea what they're called or really anything about em other than they're usually just those oversensitive weebish kinda people who're everywhere on the internet for some reason. What do you guys call em? Stories?

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>most of the intellectual curiosity I have/had is ruined by school

>most of the work ethic and care for quality and responsibility I have/had is ruined by work

>most of the social ability via verbal communication I had/have is ruined through social interaction

>most things have been made excessively and unnecessarily complex

>was never really good with girls or normalfags to begin with

>afraid of getting a gf out of the fear of ruining experience with girls even further

>still want one for companionship and know that I have someone by my side for life who also cares about me

>barely even understand girls

who knows this feel?

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Internet communities

where the people on the internets communicate these days? and what kind of people are on each community?

examples:

-imageboards (8ch, 4ch, nanochan, others)

-reddit

-facebook

-discord groups

-irc

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Am I strange for preparing what I am going to say to the people at my work in the shower the day before? Does anyone else do this or anything retarded like it?

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Bots dealing with identity crisis

Any bots dealing with identity problems ?

>tfw born in north africa

>tfw from a culture completely different from the arabic culture

>tfw the state pushes "you are an arab and nothing else"

>tfw your parents didn't teach you the langage of their ancestors even though your father speaks it

Really if you don't know the language of your culture, then it's not your culture. I would really like to learn tamazight and interact with my folks but I am past the age when I can learn a whole different language and be fluent at it.

In that sense, I am neither an arab nor an amazigh. I am no one.

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New year, new (you)

Or, "How quick can we fail to follow through on our New Year's resolutions?"

What are you anons doing to make 2019 somewhat better than 2018's been? Is there any way to improve or are all our problems caused by our own nature? And is it really practical to put these improvements off until January first? If people really wanted to change something why wait?

Personally I plan to start going on daily jogs at an actual schedule, to get some fresh air every day. I'm lucky enough to live in a place where people don't go outside and nig about so often and I don't take nearly enough advantage of it.

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What are your thoughts on self-improvement fags that frequent this board?

You know, the ones who reply to you with 6 paragraphs, 3 infographs and 2 citations because they totally have their shit together and know what's causing your insomnia and depression.

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R9K's Electric Sheep

Share your dreams, if you can remember any.

>Be really little

>Have a dream about being at a party

>It's a very barren party

>Looks like something that would be held in an office

>It's only filled with adults

>Realize how boring it is

>Go outside in the night

>Get knocked down by a black cat

>Try to get back up

>Cat knocks me down again and tells me to stay down

>Do this over and over again until I wake up

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Sexual Health

Feels fitting that a thread like this would be here. Any anons out there increase their masturbation sessions with gear or stimulates? Thinking about buying some sort of masturbator as it's the closest I'll ever come to sex, and in some cases I've heard it's better.

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Neet and Hikikomori General Thread

This thread is for people who are Neets and Hikikomori (No wagecucks or university students allowed).

Why are you a Neet or a Hikikomori /r9k/?

>Neet

>The acronym for (Not In Education Employment Or Training)

>Hikikomori

>A Japanese word that when translated into English it means “pulling inward, being confined”,acute social withdrawal “) in context of a person the term refers to a shut-in who does not leave their bedroom inside their parents house for very long periods often for months or years at a time

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Since we already have a thread talking waifu, why dont we have a thread talking about characters in fiction that are considered "robot" that you take a liking to? Let me start two of my favorite first:

Many Pardo from Hotline Miami 2

Rorschach from Watchman

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how does a brainlet get smarter ?

I wanted to go to college but I don't think i'm even smart enough for that sort of thing. I try reading books and I cannot seem to summarize them. I've considered suicide so many times because I know my IQ is probably nigger tier. Should I just go with my suicide plan or seek the self improvement meme ? what can I even do if IQ isn't changeable ?

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Cowabunga

Is today just a good day to cowabunga n fucking say screw it robots?

I've survived a lot in my life and just don't think I can take it anymore. I was a homeless kid, nearly died and had to recover from being crippled as a teen, lost everything and went to prison in my early 20s, mid 20s now, today I had to give up the only person I even considered a friend because they straight up betrayed then abandoned me over someone else's insecurity. I'm supposed to be working right now but I can't bring myself to get out of bed

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Shit normalfaggots say

The word normie

Everytime I see this politically correct word uttered here the only thing I can think of is: what in the fuck are the individuals who use it doing here?

When that fucking word has been so normalized that it's being used by Tumblr, Reddit and other Godforsaken places, including reality, which I have had the displeasure of witnessing first hand, you know the faggots that use it here are not much better.

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Old memes

ITT: post some old memes that you miss/nostalgia for old memes. Let's regale ourselves remembering old memes. Examples:

- All Your Base

- Leek spin (embed related)

- meatspin

- etc.

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>watch The Emoji Movie

>expect it to be awful based off of all of the memes and reviews

>really enjoy it, except for the crappy ending

>somewhat deep messages like "what good is there in being number 1 if there are no other numbers" not the deepest messages ever but deep by Emoji Movie standards

>really touching movie and actually well-executed, probably couldn't have done better for a movie about emojis

>not perfect, had a few kinks like a sort-of sloppy, rushed ending

>now wondering if any other autist out there actually appreciates this movie and just won't say it because it would be embarrassing

Do I have the shittiest tastes in the world or did anyone else non-ironically enjoy the movie despite all the backlash?

Any other anons non-ironically enjoy movies with terrible reputations?

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I want to make a project with you robots. Something comfy. It all started with a single image that I really liked, and I wanted more, so I decided to make more. Simple stuff, I plan on making a webm/video once these are all done. A compilation of edits to the tune of one of these two songs (Kino - Kukushka or Kino - Quiet night), majority preference decides.

Now, down to business. The edits are of this girl into various eastern European settings. Though any generally downtrodden urban/semi-rural area could work. However the communist block is the aesthetic I'm going for. I figured instead of just doing this alone, I'd ask you guys for help, so it's more special. I look forward to your edits, and I'll post the few I have so far. Don't worry about it being super high quality either, just a good attempt, at least. I look forward to your submissions and interest robots.

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Rejection thread

Have any of you ever tried to get a gf and got rejected? Any stories about the rejection? Was this what redpilled you about women?

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Why do many of the signs for fuel have the gas price colored red and the diesel price colored green? Red means stop and green means go, so should we stop buying gas and encourage truckers to buy more diesel? I only noticed this after moving from one city to the suburbs of another city.

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>Grandpa found the poop pillowcase

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ways to kill a diabeetus

my dad has diabetes and is a dick, mom died a while back and when he's gone i get a lot of cash. he's diabetic, is there an easy way to induce a stroke or something? i could easily pretend i had headphones on and didn't hear while he was flopping around.

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Do you think it's detrimental to become very attached to fictional characters, or can it be beneficial because it's at least one thing in your life that makes you smile? Because they will never be real.

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Autistic Things You Do: Electric Boogaloo

Last one reached the bump limit.

>I like to imagine myself in fantasy scenarios I made up

>I make noises during that time

>Sometimes I do it in public places

>MFW sometimes people hear me

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robot friends

Can robots make friends with other robots? Does a robot looking for friends mean that you are not a robot? Im talking about online friends not irl ones, i dont even leave my house. Ive tried making friends with normalfags but its impossible, them having irl friends and gfs and calling other people "normies" makes me literally mad. And they dont even like me.

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Uneeting

Help me bros, I can't take it anymore, trying to uneet myself.

Recently became apt to follow my career, as technical maintenance in aircraft, but economy is so fucked up I have very little prospect of ever finding something.

I've also started looking for stuff to do, trying to freelance, even hitting announced adverts, and again, economy is so fucked up that no one is even replying.

I want to quit my bad habits but isn't with way too much time in my hands, even exercising, reading, cooking well, I can't help it and end up filling useless times watching streams, with hentai and other crap.

I can't take it anymore, I'm past 30 still living with my father. Is any anon still around that can report on how they left the neet life?

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I seem to have noticed something bizarre about modern western media, and I'm wondering whether you feel the same way. Noticably, have you noticed that any time any kind of "psychological" conflict appears in the shows, it is always centered around cheating? I don't even consider that cheating is a bad theme for a story relationships in Twin Peaks were kind of interesting to watch, but that's an older show and it was written very well there, but it seems that the modern western writers can only focus on literally the same story just dressed in different ways. I know that a lot of stories are basically the same shit with different paint, but the problem is that the said "paint" in this case is so similar that it's hard to even see it as anything else than a slightly different shade of the same colour.

It always follows one of a few stories

>A man is married and expecting a child with his wife

>His wife has cheated on him in the past

>He finds some clues about it and starts confronting her about it

>She is aggressive but eventually is proven right

>They break up and he is sad

>Wife and Husband break over a child

>Husband tries to get back with the wife and see his child in custody

>Turns out that it's not his child

Those are the two types of stories I have noticed the most. And although those are very general themes, those stories always include practically the same characters. In first case it is always a charmismatic, slightly dickish young overly ambitious, handsome man, and in the second case it's always an older character with a very nice personality although not very strong psychologically. It always seems to resolve in a similar way as well with the endings being either murder, suicide or divorce.

Is this because those themes just don't have too many stories that can be logically told? Or is it because of hack writers? Or is this some kind of way to appeal to normalfags without putting too much effort in and putting in any effort. It seems incredibly fucking annoying, even if I don't think those themes deserve to be thrown out of storytelling completely, overuse of them has gotten me quite tired, and it doesn't seem to be the only thing where western storytellers seem to fail horribly. It seems that every teenage drama is based only around the themes of "sex" and "drugs" as if those were the only problems that teenagers are facing I swear, normalfags used to complain that anime has nothing other than highschool settings, and mocked it for it, when western creators can't usually make a higschool-set story well

Seriously though, what the fuck happened to western storytelling? It used to be so much better than it is right now.

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FTDDTOT

Correct Acronym Edition

Old thread is close to bump limit and since I'm a sperg I enjoy making these threads before anyone else can.

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/b/

I made a fatal mistake of visiting /b/ in current year +4. Thankfully i made it out without hurling all my Gastric content. The top thread was 'Faces of /b/' thread. Nobody even tried to oppose the data mining. The second thread was a Trap thread. Highly likely created by discordfags, /b/ is obviously unaware and goes with it. Third is the usual 'Whyteboi iz weak'. Gets 100 replies. How do people keep replying day after the day to the same things is beyond me. Fourth thread was a political thread. Same talking point. Same arguments. Same insults. Same end.

/b/-Random

'Random' they said. Anything but.

I know /b/ was already shite but it actually became excruciatingly worse to the point of unusable.

That board is a magnificent example of how a single imageboards can fall so bad. This mustn't happen to 8ch.

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Have you ever been bullied, anon? I think I had to cope with bullying since I was able to walk. I was bullied by a gang of girls in middle school and when I reacted I had to take a trip to the hospital. I don't remember elementary school much but I was still bullied in my first HS year. And then there's my dad who has been calling me worthless failure, dumb and all that stuff since I went to kindergarten and almost went as far as calling me an abortion. What about you?

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Making large quantities of sugary "food" readily available to children is a crime against humanity. Highly processed sugary food and drink is the deadliest silent killer in the first world.

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Autistic Memories

>Would regularly visit Five Guy's

>Would place my order, get my receipt, and go into the bathroom to wash my hands, face, etc.

>Do this every time I go there

>One time I get out of the bathroom and an old lady gives me a weird look

>Realize then exactly what was the problem, although I never thought of it before

>Look behind and see that I was using the woman's restroom the entire time

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Lets all relate with each other over a nice warm cup of "2018 sucked"

>be me

>get arrested for drug trafficking

>best friend from high school owes me 8 grand, doesn't pay, friendship ends

>realise I don't have any true friends, cut ties with everyone

>get out on bail

>court coming up in February

>broke as fuck

>not sure if ill keep my jobs

>going through severe withdrawals

>become an alcoholic

>cops seize car worth $6000

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We Should All Play A Game Together

We should play an RPG game and form a clan then take over the game. We could get loot and sell it for real world money and share it among us. Good idea?

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Bullying and fighting thread

Gonna post some stuff in hopes that it will refresh your memory on normalscum behavior. Also, to have general discussion and look into social dominance hierarchy. I think it's very important to understand the mentality of animals that you live around.

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Wisdom screencaps

Post 'em if you got 'em. Could be any /r9k/ related stuff, even if not from here, concerning women, life, and society at large.

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blog of a child serial killer

I was trying to find some gore sites, but I eventually stumbled upon this instead: 5nexposed.blogspot.com

It contains a massive amount of letters from John Duncan, a convicted child serial killer. Surprisingly, he actually makes a lot of good points in his blog. He has got two other people who work for him in posting his letters to the site.

https://murderpedia.org/male.D/d/duncan-joseph-edward.htm

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rampant breeding shit

Will people fucking shut up with their nigger tier obsession with breeding?

Is this the only thing they aspire for? The world has a long list of characters that are constantly recognized for their great efforts in history, science, art (both fictional and expressive), and how they managed their territories with economic, militar or populational management.

And the only thing this nigger hellhole sees is breeding? Nothing fucking else? There's tons of shit happening at the world right now where people could go out and leave a mark in history. You have the freedom to publish a fictional novel in which you may and can encourage people to follow your thoughts. You can even manage to go out big star skyking like or do an even bigger impact on the planet by destroying a place filled with people you don't like, niggers, spics, etc.

Why is the only thing that people see here is just breeding. They can't just do something else, they constantly have to hammer it down that the only purpose you exist is for breeding, and it's everywhere.

Breed with fucking what? The used up filth that once it reaches uni after leaving hs has like 20 dicks around her and had already 10 in? Breeding with a high school girl, that will lead you to a court because their parents think you're being pedophilic. Breed with the same trash that has destroyed the very own place in which you live, only to put out something that will keep on the fucking nightmare that the world has turn up to?

Maybe it's because I live in a fucking nightmare where people are just so, so, so accustomed to the brimming fire the world has come to, even so that television is constantly promoting shit that SHOULDN'T BE EXISTING AT ALL. But it all turns down so much, I can't believe it, I barely have the mental health to go throught this wretched world, yet I have a fucking nigger that comes to me and says "Tradition is inherited by breeding".

Maybe he's right, if you see animals behaving in the forests you can understand that. But we don't live in the forest, and it's all burning too hard and too strong. And at least in my case, there is no thing to fall back on, family is already going down the shit due to how much I end up screaming at them, they're thinking of sending me to a mental asylum and calling 911

Pics related to where I live, pic related is what happens when you let your healthcare be public, that breeding is futile since beaners will just shit out non stop 7 niglets a day, and the dead shit that they just keep throwing down where I live. And that pic is from two years ago, it wasn't until the beggining of the last year that it just kept getting worse and worse, or I just started to notice it all up and it became excruciatingly painful

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Third world

I see a lot of first world problems on this board

Any other robots living in literal hellhole land?

>be Algerian

>specific ethnicity with own religion and language

>gouverenement force on you the "you're an arab muslim" thing

>raised in city, no indentity

>you're a subhuman to every other country on this world

>you're less than meat you're a number to the world

>everyone is loud and you hear quran runes everyday

>200$ computer is 3 time your salary

>can't buy on the internet at all

>have a military service to do wich include getting lost in the desert

>desperatly want to leave

>it's so hard to leave that some of your friends literaly drowned in the sea

>might join them soon

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Catching shit from your parents

Ever since I got laid off I've been getting lectured nonstop about what a fucking loser I am. Every single morning before my mom goes to work, she's in the doorway asking me when she's going to be able to take pride in her son, asking me if I'll ever have a social life or get a girlfriend. Telling me I should rob a convenience store if I want to live for free. Its getting to be ridiculous. I can't wait to cut this bitch out of my life entirely. She doesn't deserve to enjoy her son after denying me the happiness of my youth. I'm going to get everything for myself, and I'll be damned if she thinks she can take any credit for it. If I succeed its in spite of her, not because of anything she did to help.

Any of you guys going through similar bullshit? Explain that shit my dudes.

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How do I eliminate emotion completely?

I'd like to think I have a good grasp on this robot thing by now, however, why is it when I come across videos like this I become enraged/depressed?

I remember a thread a couple days ago about alcohol and it's effects on a robot. Am I a robot if I drink just to "numb" myself? or should I just get the fuck out of here and go to some normie-board now? I RARELY post this would be my 2nd post in 6 years. I just like to lurk and observe, but some nights when I drink I just want to blow the whole fucking world up and wish it would burn in a tempestuous blaze of nothingness to match my soul.

Do we have souls? IDK, what I do know is I relate strongly to this nihilistic and defeatist frame of mind. I once had a job and a life etc… I have been unemployed for over a month and a half now and am about to get evicted. To be frank, I can't even really seem to give a fuck, I was just so fucking tired of being a slave and working and working for nothing. I wasn't getting ahead and nobody cared about me in any regard except to just do my fucking job.

Roast me, Flame me, Ban me, I don't give a fuck about board rules or if I even followed them properly. Just letting you guys know out here that I feel you and understand you completely. Hope you're all okay out there.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FLBhxISPFu0

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robot living

ROBOT ON EARTH

1. HOW TO LIVE IN YOUR COUNTRY IN CHEAPEST WAYS POSSIBLE, without expensive rent, 40 year mortgage etc ? you can propose many different options and what's upfront and/or monthly cost

examples: living in RV/van/car, homeless/homelessness shelter, some cheap land and mobile home, sharing a flat or house with someone, etc

2. HOW TO LIVE IN YOUR COUNTRY ANONYMOUSLY - that means, to have different official address (to get letters etc), but different true address (where you sleep, make food)? so the police or your enemies cannot easily come to your place to "suicide" you

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How does one deal with the behavioral impairements that comes with robotism while having to be part of society ?

It's like an abstract kind of hell.

I spend and have spent the majority of my time alone (exception made of family visits and such). Now that I've got a work, I stutter and/or blush while my hearts races at 200km/h when a coworker talks to or tries to make fun of me.

This is perceived as weakness by the normalfag and thus they try to shit on you more.

I am not shy, i don't know why i blush or stutter and my brain goes off. Maybe due to my sheer lonely nature, I am socially stunted and my brain takes any unusual stimulus (like somebody talking to you) as a threat which triggers the fight or flight response. That would explain the blushing/stuttering and other shit.

Tfw your own body screws you over. It's all so tiresome.

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Tell me about Discord

I keep hearing a lot about Discord being terrible, but I'd never used it since I first heard about it in 2016. Can anyone here tell me why I should avoid it? What makes it worse than Skype? Is it worse than Mumble? What sort of people are on it? Are they assholes?

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What healthy foods are there that I can keep at room temperature and eat without cooking?

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oh god oh fuck

My freind suggested me play katawa shouju. I began playing and was going down lilly's route. we were celebrating hanako's early birthday and we gave her our presents and she hugged lilly and her stuffed bear and i realised,

>i haven't had a hug in so long

>maybe it was when i left home

>that was five years ago

>i haven't had a hug in five years

What is this feeling anons? I dont want to live my life like this, hiding in my room with a shit job almost crying over a game.

I just want a hug..

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Our technology-based life in the 21st century

Good day, dear /r9k/.

At the beginning of my message I would like to apologize if this topic does not belong here and you do not want to read such a long text. I understand that and do not want to disturb the people on this board or bother them with matters they are not interested in.

I am a young man from Western Europe who has long been wondering if we live in a time when more and more people find no meaning and happiness in their lives.

Through various professions, I have come in contact with women, as well as men who have told me of their fate, challenges and problems they are struggling with. By that I mean physical and mental complaints, little money, no family / work / future opportunities or further education and much more. But in almost all of them I have found that they are lonely and have no one to talk to and no one to trust.

In the time as a nursing assistant I had the luck to speak with the older residents for a few minutes. Many lay in bed all day, crying and telling me in the face that they want to die because the family members have no time and / or desire to visit them. For these older people, it was a sign that they were already forgotten.

I experienced the same thing in a psychiatric clinic and while working in a call centre. Not all, but most of them just felt lonely, no longer enjoying life, and after a short time were admitted to depression or suicidal thoughts.

The solution was quickly found for nurses and psychiatrists: psychotropic drugs. I'm not an expert or a doctor, but I think that it does not always have to be medications, but there are other ways to solve such problems.

Even on the Internet (for example, on platforms like YouTube), there are a lot of videos from very young people reporting that they have no social contacts and thousands of boys and girls commenting that they feel the same way.

When I talk to workmates aged 18-26, I get the answer: "My mother / dad is my best friend, otherwise I have no one." and hear that they have already had negative experiences with others at a very young age and sooner or later isolate themselves.

Often they use the term "fake friends" and mention that people only get in touch when they need something. But also bullying can be a reason.

We should help people and not let them down, just because they look or think differently. Mistakes happen, because no one is perfect. That's human nature and absolutely fine as long as we learn from them. But it would be a step in the right direction if we work on our empathy, really understand and accept other opinions and views in life, have true interest and compassion, and do not immediately judge others.

Many of us have a high-speed Internet connection, the latest and greatest full-featured mobile phone, a console with many games, a large computer, expensive cars, big televisions and other material consumer goods, but still most are unhappy, at least in my personal experience.

I see countless people who have hundreds of "friends" on social platforms and present their lives as something special and exciting, but outside the World Wide Web they are completely alone, even on their birthday.

In my childhood and youth (early 90s) we were a group of guys of different nationalities. We fought and beat each other, laughed together a few days later and experienced adventures. The internet was still very expensive at that time and our parents could not afford it. But to be honest, we did not miss anything because we were almost always outside, full of energy, motivation and ideas. A so-called "smartphone", thousands of people on Facebook, Twitter or Instagram and "selfies" were not necessary.

In addition, no website had to notify us when our friends' birthday came.

I'm writing this message to ask if you have similar views and what your opinion is, why the depression and suicide rates are so high these days.

I apologize for my poor English skills and thank you from the bottom of my heart for reading my message.

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diet as a shutin

I need food I can have within arm's reach, as right now I'm mostly closed off to a small box of living space. Issues are:

-I don't have anyone delivering me food, I have to go out myself - which limits me to buying food once every couple weeks.

The problem is finding food that's gratifying. Anons often recommend nuts but it's like I'm eating nothing. I'm obviously a sugar addict, a habit I'm trying to quit for dental health and general health purposes. The gratification part is very important. We're entering into the Winter, I have no heating, and most days my anxieties don't allow me to use a blanket. I'd love to eat warm pasta, pizzas, soups every day, but obviously I can't have anything that requires preparation. Eating satisfying food does genuinely make me feel happy though.

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Why is it so hard to join the military? It seems like recruiters dont want willing signers. What should i tell these fuckers to get their dicks hard and accept me right away as is?

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Has anyone here experienced abuse at the hands of your siblings/cousins?

I personally have. My brother strangled me, called me names, hit my head against the wall, my cousin molested me. One time, my brother tried threatening me and that fucked me up. I went into my room and started crying for 30 minutes. My mother was laughing at me. I don't hate my mom, I just think she's fucking stupid.

R: 90 / I: 23 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]

What do you like/hate about /pol/? I like some of the base ideas like national socialism, ie the preservation of all races and preserving the unique identity of every people on earth. I dislike their version of actual supremacism and outright calls for extermination. I think that negative part is sad. Perhaps the result of years of a cesspool Internet and desensitization combined with atheism.

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unwarranted blog thread

headed back to an old haunt. 4 years, has anything changed, did anything happen at all

at least i can find peace here

above yet around

here they laughed & fucked

painted themselves against the glass

a small world brimming with experiences wholly foreign to me

from the distance my somber gaze

watches lives unfold in their brilliance & despair, writhing in an ocean of confusion

R: 41 / I: 7 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]

Music and social position

Why it seems like chads and stacies like rap and pop but friendless losers prefer metal/goth/industrial/other niche genre? Why isn't it the other way around? what's the correlation between social status and musical tastes?

R: 38 / I: 6 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]

A human being stating or implying that they only wish to keep you as a "friend" rather than as a lover, especially in a society where sex has become so heavily devalued, is LITERALLY that person saying that you are worthless to them, and by extention, most people, as most normies are so similar to eachother in all the ways that matter that they might as well all be the same person with the same sexual preferences.

TL;DR being denied for sex or romantic relationships at any point when knowing somebody is a complete 100% sign that they think everything you are is valueless in our current society.

Prove me wrong.

R: 34 / I: 5 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]

You're not that bad.

>people like this are the ones trying to bring you down

When you realize you're not nearly as much of a /cow/ as the people who spill their spaghetti online and strip their identity, then you're fine, just a little sad is all.

R: 32 / I: 10 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]

Today we will talk and discuss about the importance of suffering one has to endure his entire life and why we shouldnt be discouraged about it. I know that many of you here have been exposed to the BLACKPILL garbage propaganda that has plagued many boards. Im sure you are wise enough, but let me remind you again that this is simply a jewish trick to fuck with our mentality. A robot is a true incarnation of god itself to perceive the world that is meant to be portrayed. The normalniggers that dare to come to this board and boast about the acceptance of defeat needs to be striked down. We will not accept defeat. As long as we are still alive, we wont change our opinion. Do not let the JEW fuck with our brain.

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School Memories

They can be positive or negative

>Be 5th grade student

>Read Number the Stars in Language Arts

>We have to go through every key term per chapter

>"Nazi"

>"Star of David"

>"Jew"

>Barely grasp what is going on

>Barely pay attention

>Keep in mind, I have no grasp on WWII or Nazi Germany whatsoever.

>One term catches my attention

>"Swastika"

>Teacher shows us an image of the swastika

>卐

>"That looks so interesting" my 11 year old self thought

>"Looks like a galaxy or a wheel of legs walking forever"

>Thought it looked more fun to draw than the Star of David

>Start doodling it in my notebook

>Get bored of the design

>Decide to experiment with different ideas

>Give it curves, extra lines, circles, etc

>Don't show it to the teachers

>Show it to my "friends" in privacy

>Even the Jewish kid thinks it looks cool

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Predicitons for the 2020's

This thread is my prediction for the 2020's. You are free to disagree if you want to.

Society

1. People will become increasingly isolated and uses spoken language less and less instead, typing will replace speaking.

2. The rise of sex dolls. There will be a rise of sex dolls in the 2020's and possibly toward the end of the 2020's some sort of primitive sex robot.

3. There will be fewer jobs available for example cashier and fast food workers job will be automated.

4. Toward the mid 2020's I think there will be some sort of financial crisis because of students loans manny college grads have loans they cannot pay back and this is a large bubble.

5. America will be a less white country. I think white people will become less than 50% of the population in the next decade. Instead of English you will see Spanish and Vietnamese being spoken more.

6. There will probably be a bigger gap between rich and poor in the USA, USA will resemble Brazil.

7. Internet will probably be more censored and there will probably be more internet hate speech laws.

8. The nuclear family will disappear even more than now older millennial women in their 30s will turn to artificial reproduction technologies to reproduce.

9. The state will have an even bigger role in raising children.

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Horror

Is anyone else here a really big fan of horror? I absolutely fucking love the genre and I have fallen in love with Lovecraft's themes, feeling that he was very close to us robots, despite marrying someone. I know that Lovecraft is a very popular writer and sometimes kind of overrated but I think I have a good reason for liking him.

What are your reasons for liking horror? For me, it's the fulfilment of a fantasy I always had, about discovering dark secrets that no one else wants to discover. I had always fantasized about being a man who gained a lot of knowledge, and one of the ideals I had is gaining this knowledge despite the sometimes horrible consequences. The problem is, only Cosmic Horror Stories really allow me to fulfil such fantasies because it's the only kind of stories where such secrets are actually interesting enough to look after, and have consequences harsh enough for me to feel good about ignoring. Although uncovering the mystery of a haunting ghost is often interesting, I often feel very let down by how mundane the problem seems in comparison to something that Lovecraft would have put.

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You know what's a maddening feeling? When you rewatch old anime and cannot relive the feels of when you first watched it. For example, I've been rewatching TMoHS and those carefree summer feels are there but in such a way that it's only a ghostly sort of feel. I can feel it but it's faint as all hell. Has anyone else experienced this?

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FTDNDTOT

Feels that don't deserve their own thread.

For when the other thread inevitably hits the bump limit. Yay complaining.

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The NEET Cycle

Is it real???

NEET is not only a lifestyle but also a personality type. He is a product of genetics, having a low clustering of dopamine receptors, which makes him generally numb to the stimuli of his environment, causing him to become easily bored and disengage with it. This is the beginning of the NEET cycle.

1 -Become bored with the environment/world

2 -Disengage with it and do nothing

3 -Become depressed and try to do reengage with the environment/world to alleviate depression (loop back to phase 1)

The cycle intensifies effect with each subsequent loop, and therefore the longer one is stuck in it, the harder it is to break out of. Thus as time passes, the harder one will have to work to get back to his normal level of functioning. In severe cases, depression becomes so chronic that he may never recover and will spend the rest of his life in a state of virtual non-being. Becoming a catatonic NEET is something best avoided.

R: 102 / I: 11 / P: 9 [R] [G] [-]

Homeless Thread

It's bound to happen to some of us at one point or another.

Discuss homelessness and related topics such as van-dwelling, your current housing crisis, and vagabonding.

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venting rage in a healthy/non-autistic manner

ITT we discuss current methods of releasing your pent-up anger, success stories, or shitpost if you feel like it.

I've mainly used walls and doors as my primary outlet but there's only so many holes I can put in the finish before mummy gets upset.

R: 74 / I: 12 / P: 9 [R] [G] [-]

Tell me more about how and when The Internet went to shit. Since when did they start taking down youtube channels and censoring public opinion? Was it a post trump reaction or did it plant its roots even before the elections?

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Imagine living a life where your biggest struggle is whether or not a guy likes you. Imagine living so comfortably that you never have to worry about where you'll get your next meal, or whether you should be alive or not at all. I ahte beautiful people and all of there fake "problems", it pisses me off so much because they try to pass it off as real issues

R: 12 / I: 3 / P: 9 [R] [G] [-]

Insanity

Is insanity a good way to dispose of people you judge as harmful to your ideology ? In psychiatry, there is something called "the passionate idealist" which is a paranoid delusion where the deluded dreams of new political systems and universal peace, and has a very strong will to fight for his believes. I don't know about you, but I think that this is a very healthy condition, or better, that this is one of the most virtuous qualities that someone ought to have. Of course, they put Hitler in this category but also a lot of sane people like Ezra Pound, the fascist American poet who was diagnosed with paranoia and hospitalized.

R: 24 / I: 6 / P: 9 [R] [G] [-]

Without course

Has anybody else got lost after high-school? It's been three years and I didn't make any progress in anything whatsoever (still in first year of college, never got employed, less desire to go outside). I just want to sleep forever and lurk imageboards at this point, everything just seems tiresome and these places give me enough dopamine to never leave them. I established a plan to follow it but I'm not making the steps required

R: 79 / I: 20 / P: 9 [R] [G] [-]

/r9krp/-Mansion Commune

Here's the deal bros. A richfag held an open invitation to r9k to turn his families spare mansion into a safe haven for robots. Think of it as the Shining hotel but everyone is Jack Nicholson and Shelly Duvall is a collection of waifu pillows and sexdolls. Richfag truly wants what's best for us robots. He introduced fellow robots to each other en mass, gave us them gym equipment for gains, arts supplies, and even scheduled some optional social activities like tabletop, multiplayer game rooms, and group therapy while at the same time letting the robots indulge in some less than legal drugs, pornography, and torrents for free. Wifi is fast and free, plumbing, heat, and electricity work by default but may change and there's enough food to either start growing or at least last a year, richfag has prescription drugs flown in every three months. There's no individual bathrooms and every bedroom has at least one bunk bed and two residents, luckily any food you store in the fridge will be guaranteed to not be taken by accident. You can come and go as you please, but it's far enough away from society to the point it's just not realistic to just go down to the convenience store. You're either on the grounds or not.

Richfag hasn't been seen since it opened, and he hasn't announced an heir to the residence, the ambitious sociopaths of r9k try to take his thrown and most residents agree some form of leadership is needed, but overall it's been a real stalemate.

Do you accept richfag's proposition? What do you take with you knowing the cramp conditions yet relaxed lifestyle? What do you do to make a living there?

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Colorado Robot stopped before killing spree

>A 27-year-old Colorado man has been arrested on a terrorism charge after he posted messages on social media, citing his virginity as the reason he said he was planning to carry out a mass shooting, “killing as many girls as I see,” authorities in Utah said.

>Authorities said Christopher Wayne Cleary, of Denver, posted on his Facebook page that “Theres nothing more dangerous than man ready to die.”

>“All I wanted was a girlfriend, not 1000 not a bunch of hoes not money none of that,” he wrote, according to a probable-cause statement cited by authorities. “All I wanted was to be loved, yet no one cares about me I’m 27 years old and I’ve never had a girlfriend before and I’m still a virgin, this is why I’m planning on shooting up a public place soon and being the next mass shooter cause I’m ready to die and all the girls the turned me down is going to make it right by killing as many girls as I see.”

https://archive.fo/QZwZK

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Going Vegetarian

Well my shit is going to get so fucked up for the next few weeks before I can get back with my life and get outta debt

Unfortunately, I have to go Vegetarian for like 3 weeks or sum and I really need some tips on robot Vegetarian food as lunch or dinner , so I can save money these 3 weeks as much as possible , can someone help me?!

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Nothing that I want to do

Any other unifags or young NEETfags here having no fucking idea what to do with themselves? I'm following the closest thing to what I think I would want to do but the truth is even that feels like an absolute fucking pain. I don't actually want to work in any way, neither as a wageslave or self-employed. And it's not of the case of "I don't want to work" but rather "There is nothing that I can take without breaking like a fucking bitch". The slightest amount of stress for me makes me crack down uder pressure. I have an exam coming soon and even though I know I would probably be able to pass it if I learned, just the thought of having to deal with it fills me with fear of failure and the want to kill myself. I absolutely hate this, I know that whatever I do, no matter how much I seem to like it, I will start hating it eventually and want to kill myself. I feel like I'm destined to be a failure, that there is nothing that I'm willing to put enough effort in, and if there is, it's going to be something absolutely useless like playing video games. And the pain I feel while trying to put in effort and dealing with stress is enough to make me want to kill myself. I feel equally as sad as angry about this. I absolutely hate myself for this and often wish that I was dead.

R: 24 / I: 5 / P: 10 [R] [G] [-]

Gobernment Shutdown

Any Robots out there get hit by the government shutting down? Surprised there isn't a thread about it.

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/just/ stream to unfuck our shit

The day is soon upon us where Brendan Fraser will pay his final $50,000, his final alimony cheque and that day is 31st January. To celebrate, /just/ hosts a stream of some Brendan classics so join us as we call an end to Brendan's JUST and unfrick his shit.

Stream: https://cytu.be/r/UNJUST

>>>/just/

Pre-Stream begins at 6pm EST with the movies starting from 6:30pm EST, January 31st.

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Imagination dying

Anybody has lost the capability of imagining places and world as time went on? The things that I was able to imagine with a beeeze three years ago now are just difficult, music that made me imagine lots of things on the go now only does if I force it. I'd like to blame academia but something tells me constant exposition to negative events has killed the lights. Any other robot went with this set of events?

R: 77 / I: 16 / P: 10 [R] [G] [-]

Once the clock hits zero my exit is clear.

Anybody else here just biding their time until their eventual suicide. I'd do it if I had the strength but I can't beat my brain programmed survival instincts.

R: 7 / I: 1 / P: 10 [R] [G] [-]

why are normies so bloody ef'n loud ?

Everywhere i go its the same, everyone screams like a nigger on crack with a pitbull clamped on his/her crotch.

the whites are getting just as bad as the mg'n kaffir.

it sounds like 500 rabid autistic baboons fighting over a single cockroach.

There is no place to get away from these ef'n fools.

Every cafe shop store mall has shitskin muzak going 24/7/365…

Where can a human get some peace and quiet ?

R: 7 / I: 1 / P: 10 [R] [G] [-]

female "reporters"

I think it would be interesting to embrace the wise instinct of misogyny and join together in hatred of females who are paid to "write" articles for newspapers which are full of errors. If not for feminism, jobs like these would go to men who would actually bother to research topics and not just tweak descriptions (which were wrong to begin with) that someone else wrote, and present them as their own.

Case in point

Archived 13 months ago: http://archive.is/oOixv\

>the story of "Star Trek: Discovery" begins roughly a decade before Captain Kirk's five-year mission – as portrayed in the original "Star Trek" from the 1960s – and a century before the events of "Star Trek: Enterprise".

>The series follows the crew of the USS discovery as they encounter new worlds and civilizations, delving into familiar themes and expanding upon an incident which has been talked about within the franchise's universe, but never fully explored.

Published 13 days ago by Tilly Pearce and Joanne Kavanaugh at https://www.thesun.ie/tvandshowbiz/tv/516981/when-is-star-trek-discovery-available-on-netflix-whos-in-the-cast-with-james-frain-and-sonequa-martin-green-and-whats-the-prequel-about/

>Discovery begins a decade before Captain Kirk's five-year mission in the 1960s series and a century before the events of Star Trek: Enterprise.

>The series followed the crew of the USS Discovery as they encounter new worlds and civilizations while delving into familiar themes.

>Discovery also expanded upon the Federation-Klingon war, an incident that has been talked about within the franchise's universe, but never fully explored.

Why aren't these pieces being given out to actual fans of the genre who have watched the material? Does getting a liberal arts degree mean you can just phone in copy-and-pasted descriptions that you take 50 seconds to make some tweaks to make it harder to detect the plagiarism? Is this the essence of how women earn money in the modern era?

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Autistic Farm Fantasy

>Wake up with the sunrise on my 500 acre plot in the middle of bumfuck nowhere, Maine/Ontario/Nova Scotia.

>Walk through the cabin that I built myself, and light the rudimentary oven, also homemade.

>Crack open a couple of eggs, fetch a slice of homemade toast (with butter I churned myself), and fetch some mutton from the stores.

>Walk outside and look at the few acres that I'm cultivating. The planting is finished, and everything is looking well.

>There is corn, squash, beans, potato, tomato, cucumber, mint, basil, etc., etc., in what is essentially a massive vegetable garden that can feed a person for a whole year. It's not monocultured, and sure it's not as efficient as the big commercial farms, but it feeds me and it's much better for the soil this way.

>Milk both the dairy goats, then feed the dog.

>Speaking of the sheep, check on them (there are 6), before doing the same for the chickens (there are 15), and collecting eggs.

>There's not much to do today, as all the hardest planting of the year is behind me, so I only work in the morning before eating lunch (green salad and shepherd's pie) before heading out onto the lake.

>Take the handmade canoe (I made this early on, and it's not very good; I'll have to make a new one sometime soon) and paddle toward the middle before stopping, and begin to fish.

>The catch isn't great today, but I did get a nice trout, which I'll prepare for dinner later.

>Before heading back home, paddle to the far side of the lake and wander around the forest, looking for birds and other wildlife, of which there is plenty.

>My rabbit traps are still empty, but then again I only set them the other day.

>When my mutton stockpile starts to run low, I'll shoot a deer and enjoy venison for the next while.

>Head back to the cabin when it starts to get late, gut and scale the fish, and cook it over a fire.

>Once dinner is finished, look up at the clear, starry sky, and wonder why I ever lived in the city to begin with.

>Sleep dreamlessly, slipping into and then out of sleep as easily as if it were clothing.

>Wake up the next day, doing mostly the same as yesterday, but heading to the forest later as there really is no time to waste in working on the farm.

>Head straight to the forest at some point in the afternoon to check on the traps.

>I've caught one, excellent.

>Decide a bit later to head over to my neighbour anon's plot (neighbour is a strong word, it's about a 30 minute drive).

>He's been out here for a few years more than me, and even though we don't see each other all that often, each of us preferring solitude, I like the guy and he helped me out when I first arrived.

>I bring the rabbit and explain that I'd like to share it, a proposition which he accepts.

>I skin, gut, and cook it in a delicious, thick stew, with carrot and broccoli and potato and onion, which we eat on corn meal.

>We ask about each other's farms, how the crops are doing, how the animals are, etc.

>The conversation turns to the land itself, and after dinner he shows me some of his sketches of the landscape, and of wildlife and birds.

>I admire them for a few minutes, and then head back home, saying hello to anon's dog on the way out.

>Return to my cabin for another restful night.

Anyone other robots want to live out in the country? It's too bad that buying large amounts of land, especially good land, is hugely expensive, especially if you're planning to just sustain yourself and not profit. My only hope is getting rich really quick and living on an absolute minimum, supporting myself in this way, hoping that it'll last a really long time (e.g. no electricity, plumbing, internet, etc.). It'll probably never happen and if it does I'll probably end up disappointed that it's not an idyllic fantasy, but at least it would be isolated and mostly tech-free.

it's obvious that I know next to nothing about living in the country but it sounds like heaven anyway, despite or even because of the hard work

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A Lovedoll Companion

I have been wondering. I plan on purchasing a love doll, I was thinking about DS Dolls and their 145cm NinaE doll as she has a cute face and pretty long elven ears. I like her pale skin and youthful appearance. Do you think dressing her up in cute clothes like a nice warm cozy woolen sweater with comfy woolen tights and a pretty little cross necklace and cuddling with her as I'm playing videogames and watching anime will be as fulfilling as having a real human companion?

I am really fond of the idea because unlike a real living person she wouldn't have her own goals, ambitions and expectations from life, her entire existence would be just to make me happy. That sounds really nice. However I'm not so sure whether it's a long-term sustainable form of existence.

What do you guys think?

R: 39 / I: 6 / P: 10 [R] [G] [-]

Rest

Anyone has the feeling of being in almost constant stress and just not really wanting to accomplish any goal, but simply to rest, but whenever you get to relax it's somewhat unsatisfactionatory? It's gotten to the point where sleeping is one of my favourite past times, just laying in bed and trying to fall asleep, fantasizing about different things is often more relaxing to me than anything else.

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Schizo's Schizo Ramble

I'm gonna preface this by saying I'm pissed right now (part in why I'm writing this) but also suffer from being a manic-depressive Bipolar Schizophrenic with Inattentive ADHD (amongst other things), so don't expect any sort of consistency in this ramble.

It all started before I was conceived. Let's just set the scene for now. Before me, my mother had my older brother, a low-functioning Asperger's-having John Lennon's style literally rose-tinted glasses-wearing long hair-balding fat Communist anti-White pro-Native American furry Second Life catfishing wishing-to-transition bisexual. Try saying that ten times fast, Jesus fucking Christ. My younger brother is everything you would think of when you think of the words "annoying runt". He literally should not be alive. His fetus so much as had a heartbeat when he was so young it shouldn't've been possible, but also my mother was having some sort of complications that I don't know too much about, but I guess my slut-whore of a mother's snatch picked up some disease somewhere that helped her become a fucking brood queen. It is important to bring up the age difference for the older brother, who I shall henceforth call John, and myself is 11 months, and the age difference for the younger brother, who I shall henceforth call Jack because he's a fucking jackass, is somewhere between 6 and 7 and a half years because I honestly have no fucking clue how old he his despite being told multiple times and having grown up with him, mostly. Somewhere in there is also literally seven abortions. I was dodging bullets like Neo out of the Matrix before I was fucking born. Also, my younger bother also has Asperger's but is moderate functioning, is a drug dealer drug addict manlet with a slew of young-crimes or whatever the fuck they're called. He once held a girl in a restaurant at knife point and threatened to kill her if she didn't give him $1,000.00 right there. He didn't know her, and this is after he ran away from child prison for like a month and a half, that's how they found him. He was high as a kite on something.

I've already come down and want to die.

How do I even salvage this? After looking through some pictures on my computer, and subsequently uploading one, also here is the playlist I'm listing to right now just to get these thoughts out of my head https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r5IUYmpbIoU&list=PLiNRTdSDh6-XbKxn79tBKCUBzH7vjOmPF&index=2 , I think I'll just straight talk about myself and we'll see what happens.

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Thot status: [BTFO]

My new hobby is reporting thots to the IRS.

You can help too.

For every substantial tip, you can be financially rewarded

https://www.irs.gov/compliance/whistleblower-informant-award

https://www.irs.gov/individuals/how-do-you-report-suspected-tax-fraud-activity

Tumblr and Instagram are especially profitable hunting grounds.

Do your parts to stop cyber prostitution.!

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How do I stop feeling bad after defending myself?

I make the mistake of feeling bad for my enemy after I stand up after myself. I think this has to do with the fact that I'm always the one who gets shitted on and thus I relate to the person who I just stood up against.

This has happened at work, school, imageboards, vidya and sports. I sparred a guy in boxing once and I went too hard on him that I gave him a panic attack. I felt really bad that day. Sometimes on imageboards, when I'm obviously winning the argument, I feel bad for the anon and then simply stop replying. But this kind of rationality has allowed people to take advantage of me in real life. If that person is obviously in a bad position I can't help but feel sympathy for that person, even if that person has wronged me. It doesn't really matter what race/gender that person is either. I'll still feel sympathy.

R: 181 / I: 55 / P: 10 [R] [G] [-]

Guess what happened in Crimea.

19 dead, 50 wounded.

Vlad Rosyakov.

02.05.2000 year of birth.

4th year college student.

He left his backpack in cafeteria, detonated it and went on to shoot from his 12 caliber rifle with 150 bullets that he acquired a licence for at sep 8th.

He later killed himself on the second floor.

R: 48 / I: 5 / P: 10 [R] [G] [-]

Has anyone else here seriously consider "screwing your optics"? Perhaps you are a "pine tree" gang fan or a "green river" paddleboater if you get me. hi fbi :)

I'm not really edgeposting, I'm just wondering how you guys feel about these thoughts? How do you deal with them? do you?

What is your thought process? Is it political or just rage? Or are you like me and you just think it would be fun?

R: 30 / I: 2 / P: 11 [R] [G] [-]

Becoming a wanderer

Next year I plan to run away. Rightnow I'm wagecucking my ass off so I'll have enough money to use. I live in a rural part of Illinois but I want to travel to a few other states and camp around. After awhile I might try to go to Canada and settle down there to start a new life. Are there any anons here who are nomads ? Any tips ?

So far my shopping list is as follows:

>hiking backpack

>compass

>map

>small tent

>bed roll

>canned stew

>a knife

>lighter/matches

>small gun for safety

Am I missing anything ?

My only issues are still not knowing how to read a map, how to start a fire and how to tell directions properly. I dont know how much time I have to learn these skills but I'm sure I'll find a way.

R: 32 / I: 6 / P: 11 [R] [G] [-]

How do robots appear to other people?

Preferably in different places/situations. Maybe you could greentext it or post pictures of what they look like. I'm wondering if there's commonalities amongst robots is all.

R: 19 / I: 1 / P: 11 [R] [G] [-]

Psychology thread I guess

Hello,

One of you here suggested this book to me in fall 2018.

It was on an occasion where I posted about my hopeless endavours with love and then questioning myself if I had genuine interest girls at all, or if I was just falling in love with what I thought they were. Or rather, what I projected onto them subconsciously. The guy who recommended it to me told me I was not in love with girls but with my own anima.

After nearly half a year I finally read it.

To my own surprise I noticed some very disturbing patters on myself just like the ones described in the book. So now I wonder if I might be a shizophrenic in the making and if I should seek a mental doctor.

For example:

>feel detached from everything

>feel dead / not alive

>feel like I am not a real person

>have different masks/facades to interact with people

>change masks often

>do not think I have an own personality (or an own mask)

On top of those I have all the typical shizo symptoms of low affect and emotional numbness.

The hallucinations not yet though.

There is also this pattern that the patients described in the book had overprotective mothers and or uncaring fathers. I had the same while growing up. In fact my mother is even diagnosed shizophrenic. My aunt is as well.

So I am asking the anon who recommended me this book to post again and explain to me what he wants me to do now. According to wikipedia there is no cure for shizos and I feel tired and don't have the energy to invent some character to be likable to normalfags. I know I will be dead in a few years anyways but I wonder what your intended message to me was.

R: 15 / I: 6 / P: 11 [R] [G] [-]

Alpha circlegherkin

Within most faggy social hierarchies there are the alpha and the 'sheep' who follow the alpha's every more and act cynical and toxic just to please the alpha and boost his faggot ego whilst they all circle jerk in their mighty leaders greatness,

However, a new challenger appears - the mighty mediocre roastie, this causes a ripple as animal instincts take over and the small group of virgins flock around the femoid in hopes of attracting even the slightest attention even if they know full well that alpha has already made up bullshit stories to impress her.

These 'friendship groups' are cancer and the reason i stopped trying to make friends. The alpha always belittles the sheep to boost his ego yet the sheep always stick by him because even when he is in the wrong within any situation.

R: 93 / I: 23 / P: 11 [R] [G] [-]

Crashing this society with no survivors

So recently I saw en interesting posting on zerohedge:

https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2018-07-24/explosion-sex-dolls-threatens-japanese-race-extinction

some of the parts that interested me most:

>China and Hong Kong, meanwhile, has been suffering from similar low fertility rates amid an epidemic of "grass-eating men" - lame, feminized Chinese man-children who refuse to step up their game and get laid.

>Indeed, Hong Kong is suffering from an army of loners - estimated at 20,000 to 40,000 strong - usually in their 20's and 30's, who are choosing video games, anime and internet porn over wives, sex and the inevitable children that follow.

How dare these undesirable, fat and pimple-faced foureyes to abandon 3d world and try to seek solace in 2d.

Once again they failed to even realize that these are people who were rejected by society in the first place. Why the fuck would someone who got rejected by normalfags try to appease them and become like them. The most funny thing is that they complain about this because they could have also joined ISIS instead of fapping to anime tiddies. They don't even understand how lucky they are.

>Studies in Japan estimate that this class of men, normally in their 20s and 30s, account for around 60 per cent to 70 per cent of the male population. Obviously, their reluctance to procreate is a major cause for concern. Japan has had one of lowest birth rates in the world for nearly a decade now. -SCMP

This was about socalled "herbivore" men. I was surprised that it is so extreme and I find it hard to believe. This means they are utterly fucked in the next 30 years.

then some similarities between 3d world and the famous mouse utopia experiment:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Behavioral_sink

"Many [female rats] were unable to carry pregnancy to full term or to survive delivery of their litters if they did. An even greater number, after successfully giving birth, fell short in their maternal functions(abortion and letting .gov raise your kids!). Among the males the behavior disturbances ranged from sexual deviation to cannibalism and from frenetic overactivity to a pathological withdrawal from which individuals would emerge to eat, drink and move about only when other members of the community were asleep(Hikikomori). The social organization of the animals showed equal disruption. …

The common source of these disturbances became most dramatically apparent in the populations of our first series of three experiments, in which we observed the development of what we called a behavioral sink. The animals would crowd together in greatest number in one of the four interconnecting pens in which the colony was maintained. As many as 60 of the 80 rats in each experimental population would assemble in one pen during periods of feeding. Individual rats would rarely eat except in the company of other rats. As a result extreme population densities developed in the pen adopted for eating, leaving the others with sparse populations.

… In the experiments in which the behavioral sink developed, infant mortality ran as high as 96 percent among the most disoriented groups in the population.[5]"

Okay, the normalfags are scared that their economic ponzi scheme is not gonna work in the end and that their pensions are fucked.

So back to the original question.

Are we non-chad males finally crashing this society with no survivors without even firing one bullet?

Are we fulfilling Rodge's destiny?

R: 96 / I: 34 / P: 11 [R] [G] [-]

Wizardchan Utilizing Tracking Features?

Something weird is happening on wizardchan and I don't know exactly what. I have only been browsing it on and off for about a year so it may just be that this is already commonly known. But I figured I should bring this to light, since there is clearly some effort being made to keep it hidden. And I'd imagine there are others here who crosspost on there from time to time. Here is the story, from my eyes:

>thread posted on /meta/ asking about a board getting locked

>people start talking about proxies being banned

>someone brings up tracking cookies but his posts keep getting deleted

>someone puts up a censored screenshot of one of those posts

>that too gets deleted

>people are using vague language, as if they're not allowed to talk about it

>someone asks what's going on, then the whole thread is instagibbed

Luckily I had the thread open in another tab when it was deleted, so I was able to take screenshots of what remained.

R: 126 / I: 36 / P: 11 [R] [G] [-]

Observations

Who else writes down things they've observed throughout their day? I usually keep a folded-up sheet of paper and a pen to write them down as they come to me, and then I dump them into a document I keep once I have the opportunity. Some examples:

>Awkward responses are the results of instincts to flee which are stifled, where there is rather a forced compulsion to stay.

>Normies break down complex and intricate notions into ugly bastardizations of the things they were supposed to represent. They oversimplify things to a point where an entirely new idea is created, and that is what they believe to be of those things which were first presented to them. It's all they can fathom, after all.

>People will accept many things for a grade, a learned reward. They will gladly receive and accept praise or good marks for their changing of mind about a topic, even if they would have otherwise disagreed with that.

>To call someone foolish and not correct them is foolish itself.

R: 37 / I: 2 / P: 11 [R] [G] [-]

Suicide

Anyone want to explain to me the rationale of normalfags who are against suicide?

In my eyes you are conceived without consent so I see no reason that you should not have rights to your own body. If this is not true then you are naught but a slave, if not something worse.

R: 24 / I: 5 / P: 11 [R] [G] [-]

World's oldest person agrees: life sucks.

WORLD'S OLDEST PERSON: "LONG LIFE IS A CURSE FROM GOD;" CLAIMS TO HAVE BEEN HAPPY ONLY ONE DAY IN WHOLE LIFE.

>Previously, Koku has been quoted saying that she is the oldest person who ever lived - yet she has not had a single happy day in her life.

>"You're asking if I had a single happy day in my life.'It was the day when I first entered my house. It was very small and I stoked the stove with wood. But it was my home."

https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-6272007/Worlds-oldest-woman-129-remembers-time-people-deported-Stalin-World-War-Two.html

R: 154 / I: 68 / P: 11 [R] [G] [-]

Sociopaths

Who ASPD here? Man, I wish normalfags understood that despite what Netflix shows tell you it's actually a bad thing for the person with the disorder. I've been fired from every job I've had, I have a longer arrest record than resume, I can't buy a firearm, and I've never kept a friend for more than two years. Plus there's not even any therapy or drugs to help you cope.

At least I have no guilt mooching off my parents in my 30s.

R: 53 / I: 12 / P: 11 [R] [G] [-]

Wholesome thread

With all the pain and bullshit we endure here on a daily basis, I figured a thread about some of the few positives we experience in our lives might do some of the anons here (including myself) a little good. I'll start with a story of my own from a couple weeks ago (part 1/2):

>driving home from shoe store where I was looking for new work boots

>worked 8-hour day earlier outside in humid-as-hell, almost 90 degree weather and am hot and tired

>coming up on this Italian ice place around my old house that my mom used to take my brother and I to a lot when we were younger

>haven't been there in years and remember I have a $5 gift card for it in my wallet

>cherry gelatis used to be my favorite there and think about how good one will taste again after so long

>decide to give it a shot and pull in to the parking lot

>surprised to see it pretty much empty since it's usually packed this time of year but think of it as a good thing since I won't have to wait in line

>park the car and get out

>try to peruse the menu outside above the window as I walk up to it so I don't keep whoever's behind it waiting since I get sort of nervous about that kind of thing

>middle aged woman opens the window and cheerfully greets me

>say hi back

>asks me what I want and tell her I haven't really made up my mind yet

>she says something like, "That's okay, take your time"

>notice something called a Misto Shake that seems pretty new

>ask her what it is since I've never had one before and she explains that it's like a gelati but all mixed together rather than separated in layers

>also tells me it's much smoother than a milkshake and doesn't stick to your throat like one

>sounds pretty good to me and I look at the flavors

>a few look interesting and she tells me that I can sample anything I want for free

>see a tropical something-or-other flavor and ask for a sample of it

>try it and think it'd be too fruity for a shake

>ask to try the strawberry mango one next

>she gets it for me and I like it but once again, not enough to eat in a whole shake

>not really sure what flavor I want

>she asks me if I just want cherry since I think I said something about liking cherry earlier

>say yes since it seems like a good idea

>asks me what size I want

>think about getting a small so I'm not too full before dinner later but decide to get a regular instead because I'm hungry

>she makes it for me and brings it out

>tells me that even though I ordered a regular, she'll only charge me for a small since I'm new to the Misto thing

>think it's an odd thing to say/do but I thank her for doing it anyway and pay her around $4 instead of $5 like the regular size would cost

>tells me to have a nice day and to come back again

>tell her the same and thank her again as I walk away

>get in the car and take a sip of it

>holy fuck, it's good

>start the car and get ready to leave when I remember seeing a tip jar by the window

>in a pretty good mood and decide to tip them for their quality service

R: 42 / I: 4 / P: 11 [R] [G] [-]

how hard is it to become NEET?

im about a week deep into my job, and i cant fucking stand it. everyone that works there is a fucking norman to the extreme, its painful to experince them in their natural habitat.

thats enough /blog/ though, do you know any succsess stories with becoming neet? i know about the guide, but ive only seen one person report succsess with it.

R: 56 / I: 21 / P: 11 [R] [G] [-]

Fear Thread

Throughout my life I have had a fear of needles/injections as most people do. The problem is that now with increasing exposure to needles/iv's the fear has become worse. Every time I see a needle I become very nervous, I can no longer press on the veins in the bend of my arm without experiencing severe mental discomfort, any sort of thought related to veins being punctured or messed with makes me want to rip my brain out through my nostrils, and pictures/videos with veins/needles make me want to vomit even though other gory/perverted content doesn't phase me. I will have to get iv's at least every 7-8 weeks for the next 10 years of my life at least.

Haas anyone with a similar situation had it get better?

Feel free to share your fears

R: 24 / I: 10 / P: 11 [R] [G] [-]

what do you take?

what is your daily regiment of drugs to stave off depression and keep yourself sane?

just kratom for me, works wonders.

R: 21 / I: 5 / P: 11 [R] [G] [-]

Are there any pieces of literature that were written for ROBOTS?

I've read a shitload of misanthropic novels and works bordering on robothood but the ones that have hit the mark when it comes to depicting robots are few and far between.

I'll list the titles that have caught my attention and divide them in tiers just in case you might be able to suggest some new works based on my reads.

True Robot Tier:

Notes from The Underground

The Catcher in The Rye

Ham on Rye

Hunger (Knut Hamsun)

Armance

Frankenstein

The Dwarf

Death on Credit

Failed Normalfag tier:

No Longer Human

Confessions of a Mask

Anything written by Houllebeq

Steppenwolf

Post Office

Factotum

Stoner

Journey To The end of The Night

Normalfag tier:

American Psycho

The Stranger

Affliction

On The Road

The Perks of Being a Wallflower

Fahrenheit 451

1984

Recently I've tried to look into Fight Club but the author's style bored me to shit and I couldn't get past his introduction. Anyone's got some more suggestions? I'm not into fantasy/sci-fi much, but I'll accept anything as long as it's robot-tier.

R: 74 / I: 17 / P: 12 [R] [G] [-]

Are you able to pinpoint an exact point/event/person in your life where everything went wrong? Or was it more of a gradual decline?

R: 122 / I: 46 / P: 12 [R] [G] [-]

Do you have a fantasy life to just get by

So I became an official wizard today. Somehow I thought she would change this year.

I have always the usual shitty loner life. I live in a shit apartment and work at a liquor store near a uni and see all the happy fuckers buying their pregaming shit.

I have my fantasy normie life

Be 16 again. Work at blockbuster.

Have a close friend to hit the local mall with. Go to EB, shot the shit at the food court.

Have parents that give a mild shit.

Meet a girl in the food court. She lives close by. She is cute. Plays PSN live, I tease Xbox is better.

We go on a road trip over the summer. I just get my license and my dad rents the car for me.

Lose my virginity on a motel with her on the 4th of July. Fireworks seen in the distance. Think life is good as a warm breeze passes by and I feel her next to me and the summer air around me.

R: 13 / I: 1 / P: 12 [R] [G] [-]

something I discovered

Hey guys I just tried and figured something out. When I used my phone (even with a blue light filter) before I went to bed I would always feel tired and a sort of haziness throughout the day. After one night of not using electronics an hour before bed I woke up actually feeling good. Like I actually had energy to go out and do stuff. Try it for 3 days robots. So many times dumbasses on here would say nofap, cold showers, or some other bullshit but this actually helped me

>tldr don't use phone or any electronics an hour before bed

R: 84 / I: 18 / P: 12 [R] [G] [-]

what's your antidepressant experiences anon's? I have ocd/multiple anxiety disorders/depression and I'm thinking about trying them despite my aversion. I've been saying no for ten years, but I'm getting desperate.

R: 241 / I: 77 / P: 12 [R] [G] [-]

/books/ discussion thread

Hello robots what books have you been reading?

For me, I'm reading Growth of the Soil by Knut Hamsun. It's extremely comfy. I get the desire to leave everything behind and carve out a legacy out of the hinterlands. I wish I could just ask the villagers around for a woman to work the house and raise children like Isak does. There is a contentedness towards life, and naivety with industrial society that no one is capable of having now.

" They had the good fortune at Sellanraa that every spring and autumn they could see the grey geese sailing in fleets above that wilderness, and hear their chatter up in the air–delirious talk it was. And as if the world stood still for a moment, till the train of them had passed. And the human souls beneath, did they not feel a weakness gliding through them now? They went to their work again, but drawing breath first, for something had spoken to them, something from beyond."

R: 29 / I: 11 / P: 12 [R] [G] [-]

Why are psychologists so short-sighted? they seem to know how people work but they seem to not know why they work this way. they have basic knowledge on how to live a good life but they lack the insight to see how destructive their ideas would be if everyone would abide by them 100% of the time. they are also incredibly materialistic. psychologist's morality stems directly from it's influence on the material world. They see the world like a video game in which your goal is to maximise your score. They should be the ones that know the best about the similarities of men and animals and avoid them, but instead they claim some shallow superiority on a basis of not looking like them after which they embrace their bestial nature. Why are they so over-socialized?

R: 15 / I: 5 / P: 12 [R] [G] [-]

Normalfags and Their Feelings

How do normalfags express their emotions to each other? Is it similar to those bad normie movies where they get drunk and break down? Do they do it in a way to seem casual? Or do normies just not have emotions? I've never been able to express my own emotions like that verbally so I am curious.

R: 18 / I: 3 / P: 12 [R] [G] [-]

/osrs/

Does anyone here play oldschool runescape?

If so, would you be interested in a robot runescape clan?

4chan's /vg/ has one but it is full of normies and children, so I figured we

could start on of our own.

R: 76 / I: 25 / P: 12 [R] [G] [-]

Let the 2010s die already

I'm sick of everything, the politics, social media, and just how fucked up everything else is. I wish I could just skip ahead another year to New Year's Day on 2020, not because I believe the next decade will be any better (although I still have a little hope), but because I just want out of this decade already and the stigmas that go with it. Very little good came out of it, and I wish I could personally live in the late 90s or early 00s again and appreciate how much better and simpler it all was.

What do you think was the worst part of the 2010s?

Do you have any hopes for the next decade?

R: 76 / I: 27 / P: 12 [R] [G] [-]

Confessions

What's your confession?

I relapsed back to drug and alcohol use and I'm trying to hide it from others but everyone has noticed a sudden change.

I try to pretend I am normal but I constantly get reminded I have psychiatric problems I try to hide from others. Been to the psych ward for drug induced psychosis, been psychotic other times.

When I tried to kill myself twice I was just attentionwhoring and wasn't intending on dying. Ended up attentionwhoring and crying in ER, alone by myself.

R: 13 / I: 1 / P: 12 [R] [G] [-]

21st Birthday

What did you do with your 21st birthday?

Did you have a party or go anywhere?

Did you have fun?

R: 8 / I: 3 / P: 12 [R] [G] [-]

to be or not to be

Labeling people with words like talented or not talented

In almost every competitive environmet, you WILL be labeled/categorized in one of these two groups. Litterlay everything.

Sports, math, drawing, painting, lifting weigths, looks, etc. People always seem to want to divide those who are "talented" and are "not talented"

If someone considers you talented at a particular skill or trait, he/she implicityely gives an estimation about your inherent ability to pick-up learn unfimiliar and new concepts within this skill or trait." It's something you are born with, genetically determined". "It has nothing to do with you interests, knowledge, past experiences, motivation, work ethics, etc, etc." "you have it, or you don't" It also often sets an limit on your potential to grow, learn and improve at a particular skill or trait. A thick conrecte, indistcurtable seiling one can't break. All determined by your "genes"

If it really all comes down to this, and all of us are defined with the genes and shit we were born with.

Why should you keep going and holding on to life? If you're unable to be the person you want to be, why shouldn't you kill yourself then if this principle/rule is true.

You'll make it, or you wont. there's nothing in between.

If reincarnation would be real, so that you will become someone else when you die, and giving that all of the above is true: That there is virtually no way to significantelly change who and what you are.

Would you kill yourself now?

[sorry for my bad english, im also not 100 sober]

despite that, i really am curious about what you anons think of this.

R: 17 / I: 4 / P: 12 [R] [G] [-]

I can't ever fucking sleep

I'd go to bed at 10PM and still be awake 4 hours later. Sitting in bed for hours is boring as fuck so most of the time I just get up and walk around outside. Sometimes I'll just walk to nowhere and end up lost 5 miles from home.

Recently I've been walking down the train tracks because they're just across the street from my house. I've started to really enjoy it and don't mind not being able to sleep as much. It's completley surrounded by trees so no cars, people, or lights. It's just me and the train that comes by about every hour. About a mile down the tracks theres a signal tower I like to climb, then just watch the trains go by (Pic related).

At this point I've almost become nocturnal, I spend most of the night walking around and sleep in late.

Any other anons with this problem? staying awake all night isn't going to work forever, my parents are probably going to kick me out soon and I don't think my sleep schedule is going to work around a job.

R: 201 / I: 67 / P: 12 [R] [G] [-]

Anti Americanism general

Who else here hates america/being an amerimutt? All of my ancestors where white however they were the genetic excrement of europe. It's shameful and I hate myself for what I am. I hate walmart, mcdonalds, capitalism, niggers, etc. I just hope there's more mass shootings and al quaed attacks to punish this kike country. I also hate all these frat bros who chant "USA USA USA". I'm so depressed, hateful and ashamed I'm nearing the point of self mutilation. I don't even feel like a real white person in a real white country, just mutant spawn. I want to this kiked nation to end, and all of the roasties, libertarians and niggers to burn at the stake for their crimes of consumerism

R: 6 / I: 2 / P: 12 [R] [G] [-]

life = scam

Life is biggest scam. everything in the world is a scam.

life is a scam when you are made to do some effort, work, produce children, etc in order to think you will feel good, but it's only temporary, because as soon as you feel good you feel a need again, they you do something to accomplish it. but when you are no longer useful for (((them))), you get old and die. forever.

other things are also a scam.

love, relationship, marriage - your partner will hide her past from you, she will only present herself in good light to trick you into marriage, children, etc. then when you marry and have children she will divorce you, cheat you etc.

economy, work, capitalism - you are made to work for 40-45 years in your life in order to get small cash to buy food and some stupid items like cars, smartphones, jewelery, travel, etc. Most of profits from your work go to the jew (owner), then to the government (which steals it and gives rest to single mothers and niggers). you are left with money just enough to survive and buy some stupid gadgets, but you will never become capitalist (owner).

children - they will tell you they "love" you when they are young, later your daughter will become slut and fuck some random guys and go away from house. you can forget they will help you when you are old.

R: 121 / I: 167 / P: 13 [R] [G] [-]

Photos/videos you took

I go outside for a walk or bike occasionally, and sometimes I see something that looks really neat and try to capture the image of it. I see some astounding sights sometimes, although my Galaxy S5's camera isn't good enough to truly put their aesthetic into digital files. However, you can imagine how it would have looked like, especially if you observe such scenes yourself.

R: 19 / I: 3 / P: 13 [R] [G] [-]

The natural cure

For those who have mental issues (all of you) including anxiety, depression, autist-esque characteristics etc. I feel as those going on a road trip or going camping in the woods for an extended period would be very beneficial.

No internet or electronics, normalizes sleep schedules, less caffiene and alcohol that induce anxiety and depression, exercise also reduces anxiety and depression, being outside fixes everything mental,

You are more prone to meet people and you would probably welcome the prospect of meeting people as it would be entertaining, since your dopamine receptors don't have any opportunity cost (i.e. you don't have the alternative of internet stimulation). Getting the FUCK out of this hell hole and going on a trip, even solo, is the ultimate cure IMO.

I'm going to assume y'all have read the Unabomber Manifesto as well, and recognize that modern life is intrinsically neurotic and shit. You might even come back from the trip healthier mentally than the average joe in exceptional cases.

Tell me your thoughts.

R: 200 / I: 31 / P: 13 [R] [G] [-]

What is a failed normalfag? Is someone a failed normalfag simplly because they aren't a NEET, have a job and/or education and doesn't get anxiety?

R: 53 / I: 13 / P: 13 [R] [G] [-]

I've given up

I've given up. I'm not even going to try anymore. I never learned how to flirt or express my emotions so what is the point in living? My qualities are becoming increasingly machine like and I know I'll never go anywhere

R: 60 / I: 12 / P: 13 [R] [G] [-]

I finally did it. I accidentally drank my own piss. A lot of it. This isn't a shitpost thread.

>buy 5l bottles of water because tap water has me paranoid

>once I'm almost done with a bottle, I empty and start using it for my piss

>rinse-repeat months now

>last night

>piss bottle and the current water bottle I'm working through similar volume/weight

>at some point last night I piss into the wrong bottle

>my water is now diluted piss

>constantly rinsing my mouth with piss water whenever I wake up

>drink at least 500ml of this

>notice strange smell while trying to get back to sleep (its my breath)

>wake up last time around 11am, more wake now

>glass is empty. very thirsty. fill with more piss water and take a massive gulp

>notice the strange smell from last night is same as from this fresh glass of water

>"glass must be filthy! better clean it tomorrow"

>notice yellow tint in fluid

>FUCK FUCK FUCK

>crouch down and observe my remaining approx. .5 - 1.5 litres water

>it has a fizz on top same as my piss

>I've been drinking my own piss for God knows how long

I was gagging and knew I'd puke if I thought about it too much so I forced myself to sleep till 6pm. It's after midnight right now and I can still taste/smell the piss in my snot, even though I've brushed my teeth, flossed, rinsed with mouthwash.

Moral of the story, use a distinct container for your piss. I'm too traumatised to continue this habit now.

R: 248 / I: 60 / P: 13 [R] [G] [-]

Dear Wizchan crossposters:

I have been a Wizardchan regular for 6 years, but I will no longer be posting on your website. Your mods have stalked and harassed me for months, all while cultivating a culture of unrepentant failed-norm bitterness and homosexual/transsexual spamming. You used to have an excellent imageboard, but that imageboard has been murdered. I am posting this here because I will not give your mod clique the satisfaction of adding this to my IP's profile.

Goodbye.

R: 26 / I: 10 / P: 13 [R] [G] [-]

It's pretty much clear now that we will see some massive collapse during our lifetime… I mean even here in France it's now almost civil war every saturday. So, how does that make you feel /r9k/?

R: 37 / I: 13 / P: 13 [R] [G] [-]

Today marks my one year anniversary since I dropped out of my first semester of uni and became a NEET. How long have you been a NEET robots?

R: 59 / I: 8 / P: 13 [R] [G] [-]

Have you ever wanted to become legendary? Have you thought of what you might do to become so? I've considered rapping and although I've learned a lot technique wise I just feel like it's devoid of soul. I even imagine myself being some sort of post-apocalyptic paramilitary commander whose acts of bravery preserved humanity.

R: 8 / I: 3 / P: 13 [R] [G] [-]

What are your greatest fantasies?

>it's the late 80's

>I am the wealthy President of a thriving electronics company (think something like IBM)

>in my private jet on my way to Tokyo for an important meeting

>everything goes fantastically, we absorb a smaller company, eliminating competition and making me even wealthier

>decide to spend the rest of the week in Tokyo, indulging in all kinds of drugs and alcohol in the company of my Vice President who also happens to be my best friend

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gpzfgTmXFrg

R: 37 / I: 11 / P: 13 [R] [G] [-]

universe, space, humans, existence, terror

universe and space is scariest thing I ever realized. sometimes after I read something about space, some theories, when I realize what implications that come from them, my brain gets fried and I get anxiety, dread, terror. I feel like my brain is burning. I would like to suicide but can't because world and humans will still exist. there is no way to destroy it and escape prison.

also human existence. billions of people are born just to suffer and die in painful way.

everything we do is pointless because universe will die

people that actually understand what's going on are probably childless or will suicide, or are tiny minority. monkeys, niggers, goys will survive and continue to live, breed, murder each other, be goys.

R: 54 / I: 11 / P: 13 [R] [G] [-]

Anime Supremacy

Why are cartoon girls much uglier than 2D(anime) girls, why are most of them flat and underage?

Discuss extensively ITT.

R: 44 / I: 9 / P: 13 [R] [G] [-]

I can't stand it being low IQ

I just want to be able to do high level, complex tasks.

I want to be capable of programming.

I want to be capable of writing.

I want to be capable of learning a foreign language.

I want to be capable of being a scientist.

I can't do these things, because of my intellectual limitations. Every human has a point at which the complexity of the task becomes too difficult for them to do. My limit is lower than most people's.

Being dumber than the majority of people is suicide inducing.

R: 52 / I: 13 / P: 13 [R] [G] [-]

Is 'autism' real? Is the label, diagnostic procedure or psychiatric handling of 'autism' helpful or harmful for advancement of individual autists and autistic people as a whole?

Please don't hold back for worry of a long-winded reply if it helps.

R: 70 / I: 21 / P: 13 [R] [G] [-]

Clique Faggotry

Anyone else hate clique faggotry?

Life is hard enough being a lonely, stillborn loser. You need a friend and make a friend. This is hit or miss. A friend sometimes is easy to make and you seem to make progress and actually find someone to hang out with. Then your friend introduces you to their other friends and fucking find yourself in a circlejerk and a power hierarchy between these other friends. There is an alpha wolf, like usual, with little cuck bitches around him sucking his cock. A 2nd-in-command with dubious others cronyfags. The little faggots get mocked and help the alpha wolf boost his ego and status. It becomes an obstacle to have a normal friendship with this faggot crap. This clique faggotry and this circlejerk. Sometimes in life you want to simply make a friend without dealing with other people, then your friend introduces you to this shitty hierarchy and other people. This cronyism turns people into the worst, conceited morons to be with. That friend you had? That friend becomes another diver into the clique and a popularity contest. Once friends, now you're an outcast and suddenly you have to find a relationship with 5+ people you never wanted to befriend.

I hate cronyism and it happens with discord servers and online circles, and normalfaggots rely on this structure to feel comfortable. Online, even with somewhat autistic people, cronyfaggotry is the worst staple of friendship and it makes trying to make a friend 10x difficult.

<what's your experience, OP?

Lonely and shallow, anons. I just want a friend, but fucking cronyfags are everywhere. What ever happened to have a 1-on-1 friendship and not introducing these other fags? Everytime I have to deal with other people, I find myself losing a friend because I have to deal with other people. This social climate is unbearable. Why must it be so hard to find a decent friend. I try online and people online are cronyfags too. IRL normalfags are worst cronyfags.

R: 4 / I: 0 / P: 14 [R] [G] [-]

How do i stop being overly empathetic when it boils down to my hobbies? I can't read a book or watch a movie unless I can find something I can relate to and it seems like I'm running short of works to consume.

R: 509 / I: 208 / P: 14 [R] [G] [-]

Feels That Do Not Deserve Their Own Thread (FTDNDTOT)

>A moth into the drain edition​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​

R: 45 / I: 29 / P: 14 [R] [G] [-]

Robot Library

I know there's already a /lit/ thread going on but I wanted to make this thread to find out which fiction works would appeal to robots as a whole. Here's my list, feel free to add anything to it:

1984

The Book of The New Sun (Severian, possibly?)

The Catcher in The Rye

Death on Credit

Fahrenheit 451

Ham on Rye

Hunger (Knut Hamsun)

Jude The Obscure (haven't read but seems depressing as fuck)

Journey To The End of The Night

Villette (female protagonist but nevertheless kinda fits with isolation themes)

The Wasp Factory

R: 40 / I: 1 / P: 14 [R] [G] [-]

I am suspected to have either a traumatic brain injury or a brain tumor. Will be sent for an mri scan.

Symptoms that I have:

>Headache

>Fatigue or drowsiness

>Problems with speech

>Memory problems

>Feeling depressed or anxious

>panic attacks

>problems understanding or retrieving words (not really severe)

These are at least the ones that are related to those two. What else can cause this symptoms? I'm only 19 too. Don't smoke although people around do a lot, drink or do any other drugs. Had a period of strong headaches in 2015 (?) but got told it's nothing. And it came now when I wasn't feeling as suicidal and was making plans for future in my head.

I'm feeling quite radical right now to say the least. All the worst things always happen to me. I'm poor and live in a 3rd world shithole so I'm already making plans for what I'll do if it turns out that I have a brain tumor.

What are my chances of having something that wouldn't kill or make me a vegetable with this symptoms?

R: 18 / I: 9 / P: 14 [R] [G] [-]

My language hasn't improved in the slightest since I was 16. English isn't my main language, nonetheless I use it more than my mother tongue by reading and watching tv shows. By and by I'm noticing the difference between I and everyone else, I couldn't articulate complex sentences even if I tried my best and went through dozens of dictionaries. English as a second language isn't an excuse at all. I might be an undiagnosed retard or just awfully inarticulate and seclusion doesn't justify it either, this board sort of proves it. Maybe I should just quit deluding myself or consider suicide. How can one get through life if he isn't even able to exercise such a basic function as communication?

R: 64 / I: 16 / P: 14 [R] [G] [-]

Christmas

>No Christmas thread

Let's change that /r9k/, Merry Fucking Christmas to all of you, you deserve it, especially today. No matter how horrible you might think you be, you, and this community are the only group of people where I truly feel belong. Merry Christmas to you, and entirety of 8chan. Let your Christmas be filled with goodfeels.

R: 5 / I: 0 / P: 14 [R] [G] [-]

Taxi driver

Have any of you driven a taxi before? I figure it's better than being a cashier or any other job where you're surrounded by coworkers, you sit in a seat all day and you can listen to whatever you want on the radio. Obviously you're still dealing with the public all day but I can handle occasional small talk, and I think it'd be a good, relatively comfortable way to work on my people skills.

R: 27 / I: 6 / P: 14 [R] [G] [-]

TSUKI SYSTEMSPACE MIGRANTS

What the hell happened? Both the main site and chat went down. It all was all fine until it hit the 30 second mark and then poof. It all just shutdown hard. Any mods or anyone have any info on why? I-I-It's c-c-coming b-back right?

R: 29 / I: 13 / P: 14 [R] [G] [-]

can we appreciate each other for a while? It may sound kinda gay but thank you guys for making me less miserable and making me feel less lonely. If it wasn't for you all, I would've lost my mind years ago. It feels great to find people that shares your feelings and thoughts. I will never find someone like me in real life but knowing that you guys exist makes me happy in my boring life. I am pretty busy this year, but once in a while I check this site. When I feel like shit, I just come back here, share my feelings and learn a lot with you. I hope we will always be with each other. Thanks a lot for existing.

R: 12 / I: 2 / P: 14 [R] [G] [-]

Why does everyone constantly post porn everywhere? Even on non-porn boards. 8/r9k/ is the only board I can comfortably browse these days, everything is just so disgusting everywhere else. Most people are driven by sexual urges in every facet of their lives.

R: 3 / I: 0 / P: 14 [R] [G] [-]

What's the deal with this board?

I've never understood what this board is for. I seem to fit the description of who should be posting here, but the board just looks like /b/ but a little different. What do you guys post about here?

R: 66 / I: 20 / P: 14 [R] [G] [-]

2 Scandinavian women found in Morocco with "neck injuries"

How is there no thread about this yet?

>2 thots go to morocco to find themselves

>kidnapped by locals

>head cut off

>media reports they had "head injuries"

And now the video is finally out.

R: 54 / I: 9 / P: 14 [R] [G] [-]

I just got hired for a job that is 60 hours a week doing factory/warehouse type shit.

What have I gotten myself into, and what can I look forward to?

R: 41 / I: 2 / P: 14 [R] [G] [-]

Elliot Rodger truthers

How come there's a sizable group of people that think his massacre was a hoax? There's like 8 trillion pictures of him, he has a well documented internet presence, he wrote a fucking 107,000 word manifesto, and people still think he wasn't real? Like, I can kind of understand why people would think Sandy Hook was a hoax, but Elliot Rodger? Why would they think he's not real?

R: 16 / I: 4 / P: 14 [R] [G] [-]

Holy fuck how do you guys deal with being shy. I'm not even ugly or fat or autistic or anything debilitating, I just can't speak for shit. I can't talk to more than two people without feeling like I'm about to vomit and any social interaction or event I know is going to take place just makes me nervous 24/7 until it's over with, and then I lament my shyness because I didn't do anything. I go to social things to try to put myself out there and then end up cowering somewhere alone, and if some guy takes pity on me and tries to strike up a conversation I just start sweating, choke up and can't carry a conversation. The last time I had a friend was in elementary school. How do you guys cope with this, because I might be posting on /suicide/ soon

R: 25 / I: 3 / P: 15 [R] [G] [-]

Different accents

Dixiefag here, am I the only one who has multiple accents? Whenever i talk to strangers my anxiety kicks in and I sound like Im from washington state when I talk, but with family i tend to let more of my dialect free with phrases like aint or yall or i say thank yah etc. Am I a turbo autismo or does anyone else experience something similair

R: 34 / I: 5 / P: 15 [R] [G] [-]

Getting rid of a fear of death

Does anyone else have a serious fear of death? I cannot go a waking hour without thinking about the fact that I am going to die someday, it is going to be extremely unpleasant, and I will completely cease to exist afterwards. I cannot bring myself to believe in a God or an afterlife that will save me. My fear of death and tendency to think about it constantly paralyses me, I am not motivated to do anything productive nor am I motivated to kill myself. Every avenue I could take is much harder to go down because I am so terrified of death constantly.

Anons will probably say I sound 12, I am 19. This started when I was 5 years old, got better, got worse again when I was 13-15, got better again, and now over the first few months has come back worse than ever before. I am able to comprehend death and not existing with more clarity than I ever was able to the last two times I became obsessed with death, it shits me.

I am so far from suicidal it's a bad thing, my life is shit but I do not want to die, it is the most horrifying thought ever. Kill me but have my consciousness float around somewhere until, if ever, I actually feel like terminating it, please.

How do you shake a fear of death? Ignoring it does not work, my autistic brain has no barriers to thinking about it. Avoiding certain types of media does not matter, death or things that lead to death directly or indirectly are everywhere around me. I already know the world is a piece of dogshit but not existing is still horrifying.

Does anyone else have this fear of death? Has anyone formerly had it but gotten rid of it, and if so how?

R: 54 / I: 8 / P: 15 [R] [G] [-]

Cicumscision and us

Tonight I just realized why it fceels so good to rub the right side of by penis: the quack doctor didn't give me a full circumscision. My right side is much more vibrant and textured. The orgasm felt the same no matter which side but still. I actually enjoy jerking with a certain grip. Any non cut anons confirm? Any robots want to discuss bring denied your birthright?

R: 216 / I: 68 / P: 15 [R] [G] [-]

sexual liberation was a mistake

Women have been asked to rate the attractiveness of randomized men and 80% of the men are considered below average in looks and women only go for the top 20% of men when looking for a mate to have sex but will ultimately end up with a poor and desperate beta provider when her looks starts to deteriorate and she can no longer keep up pulling chads and ride their thunder cocks countless nights or she will end up being a crazy old cat lonely lady who will die alone because no man with any self-respect would want to be in a meaningful relationship with a disgusting used up old hag!

The 80% of men would either have to pair up with all these old used up hags or get a docile ugly female gook if they don't want to spend eternity alone, is a miserable and an unfeeling life no mater what they choose either way. The 20% of men however

obviously don't need to worry about getting hot pussy because they can just snap their fingers and get whatever women they want, but the 20% of chads are as unhappy as the 80% of men because they never have and never will call a partner officially their own and one true love, every single western woman has been used up and abused by other men one way or another, making the chads and Staceys having a sorrowful mid life.

Before sexual liberation there was true love, happiness and a nuclear family with divorce papers, single mothers, sleeping around with as many people as you like and general degeneracy being taboo, before sexual liberation you had a true sense of love and ownership of your wife/husband and your children, the word affection and love has completely lost it's true interpretation.

To summarise sexual liberation has made people more miserable than ever before….

R: 23 / I: 1 / P: 15 [R] [G] [-]

tfw too retarded for humanity

Does anyone else know this feeling?

I only socialise online at this point, if I were ever to try in real life it would be a million times worse.

I am actually too retarded to be a human being. Human socialisation is a big gay set of rituals and displays of primate politics I am completely unable to participate in properly. Every time I try I fail horribly and end up being quietly sidelined by everyone else for not being competent enough. People pretend they are rational and tolerant of each other's differences (not in a /pol/tard way, as in an "I am willing to look past our differences and cooperate with you on something we both have an interest in" way) but they are really not, they are just boosted apes who think their elaborate and completely arbitrary set of social rules are objective reality, and that if you violate them it is their RIGHT to bully and ostracise you.

Whenever I enter a group of people I always fail to connect with them on any real, genuine level. I can never gain a real position in any sort of online group and clique, nobody considers me an acquaintance or a friend. I have been unable to be genuine with anyone for so long that I have no idea what being genuine is like anymore except for moping around while alone. I cannot join groups or interact with them for any longer than a few hours in the same way a normal person can.

To make matters worse, I am completely unable to perceive things as being what they actually are. I develop a narrow view of what a group of people are like and what they do that hangs heavy over my head when I think about it, it feels like a wet towel is wrapped around my brain. I only realise this is the case after my perception of that group of people is shattered and I see things with clarity, for what they really are. I am unable to tell anything unless it is directly stated as being such or I have seen it being done "ironically" (fuck this) in the past, I cannot gauge anything properly at all. Something is missing from my brain.

I go to job interviews because my family forces me to, and I never hear anything back from them the day after. They want me to man up and do everything that is expected of a normal person, but at the same time they display no concern whatsoever at the fact I have no real friends, spend all of my leisure time inside on a computer and am unable to socialise properly with anyone, even them. I must be too retarded to connect with anyone in any meaningful way, but at the same time not so retarded that I can't be forced to be useful for mr noseberg.

can somebody explain what is going on here because I am not sure I can objectively judge things with my own senses at this point

R: 41 / I: 15 / P: 15 [R] [G] [-]

friendships

Anon, have you ever had a friendship that made you confused about your feelings?

I mean it more as in abstract love, not like family but not at all sexual either

I got my first friend and as we get closer I start to wonder if all people feel like this with close friends, were you ever so close to someone you actually felt love in a non-sexual, straight way?

I wonder if it's just me, if this is what happens when someone actually likes you

Pic's context very unrelated

R: 218 / I: 79 / P: 15 [R] [G] [-]

/anime/ dread

I was just wondering what are your guys' favorites.

I like a lot of high-school romance bullshit. Say I Love You, The Garden of Words, Your Name, The Girl Who Leapt Through Time, A Silent Voice and cheezy shit like that.

Whats your fav?

R: 13 / I: 1 / P: 15 [R] [G] [-]

Fun stuff to do outside

What's some fun stuf you do outside for those anons who actually go out of their house? Obviously I'm mostly talking about doing stuff alone unless you have friends besides the internet.

For me, I like going out at night and doing this:

>Go out into my neigbourhood or any other quiet place in my city

>I obviously make sure that I'm in a safe place without degenerates that might harm me

>It must be dark outside

>Take my phone

>Play some spooky sounding ambient and put on headphones, vid related

>Take off my glasses to see everything in a worse way so that shapes become harder to recognize and spookier

>Start playing a "game"

>I need to avoid people who walk around me

>This, and the low light and low vision makes them seem dangerous

>They look like moving shades

>I look onto the buildings, into the distance and into the windows hoping to see some shadows

>Sometimes see someone in the window or some object and get spooked fantasizing that they might be watching me

>Actually go into darker places and look at creepy details around me like flashing lights to get even more spooked.

It feels really awesome but at some point your immersion might break because a group of people walks past you and you basically fail your game, realizing that they aren't dangerous, which means that it will destroy the tension. I try to imagine the things they do as a bit weird then, for example looking at their heads and seeing them move slightly to the side, and imagining that they actually walk in a slightly bizzare fashion like someone who was possesed or something.

Besides, as weird and autistic as this might be, it doesn't look that weird, as long as you're not getting awfully into it and not actually hiding behind places. It just looks like you're talking a walk.

R: 66 / I: 13 / P: 15 [R] [G] [-]

Long term plans as a NEET.

Unfortunatly, I happen not to be a carefree guy. Even though I know for sure I can keep this lifestyle for a few more years, I can't help worry about the future, and it stresses me out.

Expect for some excepcional cases, most of us have our days counted, at some point we'll be forced to get out of our confortable rooms.

Share with us what you think you're going to do when that day comes.

To get the thread going, ask yourself some of these questions:

Where do you see yourself in 3 years?

Where do you see yourself when you're reaching your 30?

Would you be able to survive if your parents were to die today?

How would you handle getting a job and working?

I personally see myself in the same spot in 3 years since I'm relatively young (22). But when I get even older and have no option but to become a slave, I believe I can handle a job interview, but I don't know if I can manage to get a decent job given that i'd have no expierence, and even if I did, I'm afraid I might end up comitting an hero if I have to sacrifice almost all my freedom just be able to eat.

R: 206 / I: 34 / P: 15 [R] [G] [-]

It's yours.

Standard rules apply. How do you use it?

R: 72 / I: 22 / P: 15 [R] [G] [-]

Identifying with villains

I feel uncomfortable that when I read books and watch TV, movies, and anime I tend to identify with villains or characters that are supposed to be unlikeable assholes. I don't really think this is entirely a product of my social isolation because I found things to be generally the same way even growing up when I had friends. This is especially unsettling to me because the protagonists of these media are basically geared to be inspirational or at least relatable to young boys growing up. But for some reason even as a kid I found myself rooting for villians ranging from more humanized ones wit like magneto, long john silver, and char aznable to relatively indefensible assholes like Gaston or Hannibal lecter. Even now that i've grown up and have rationalized what these characters do and what motivates them is wrong I still find myself frequently rooting for evil/dick-ish characters like Bakugo in BNHA or the white walkers in game of thrones.

Does anyone have any insight on where this stems from? Do any other anons feel the same way or have felt the same way in the past.

R: 183 / I: 33 / P: 15 [R] [G] [-]

YouTube recommendations for robots?

I enjoy Mister Metokur and his alts, Sam Hyde and MDE, and other smaller channels like Black Pill Presentations and a few MGTOW ones. HistoryTruths is a good one for National Socialists as well. I also watch some normie-tier garbage like Let's Read, and a few creepypasta channels like Night Mind because they help me sleep or when I'm not listening to music. I like the live lo-fi hip-hop and vaporwave channels too. However, I am getting bored with these. I've found Oldtaku TV which is non-shit anime from the 90s with teddies and 2edgy4u content.

So what are some not too normie tier channels to watch? Or some good funny or horror ones that aren't left-leaning SJWs or Jew lovers?

R: 34 / I: 9 / P: 15 [R] [G] [-]

Why do women act remarkably the same?

Most males and females are sheep and act in similar ways, but why does it seem like no women try to break away from the norm. At least a small minority of males try to do their own thing. Are they still too influenced by societies norms or is it genetic. Makes all of them feel like NPC's or generic characters from media. So fucking disgusting.

R: 62 / I: 10 / P: 15 [R] [G] [-]

Mentally ill people complain all day about nonsense like "male privilege" or "white privilege". But the only existing "privilege" in this world is the one that comes with wealth.

Think about it. Let's say you make the horrible mistake of actually going to college/uni and you complete your degree. Then you find yourself unable to find a job worthy of your degree because of "LOL U HAVE NO EXPERIENCE GO AWAY". You wouldn't have that problem if your daddy was a rich CEO and gave you a job at his company to do anything you want. Hell, if it was the case you wouldn't even need to go to college at all since everything will be handed to you by your rich parents.

I hate normalfags more than anything else in this world. But I hate rich people more than normalfags, and I hate children of rich people even more. They will never have to worry about anything in life. Money, work, friendships, love, everything was handed to them while we are predestined to remain miserable simply because we were born in a mid to low class environment. I'm wagecucking to live, I hate every moment of it. I am the one doing the dirty work while those shitheads are either sitting in front of a computer all day "working" or partying all day.

R: 169 / I: 73 / P: 15 [R] [G] [-]

artificial inteligence/singularity general

hello this thread is made specifically to talk about artificial intelligence and how it will affect human life is any possible way

the development of ai is increasing at an exponential rate and is very close to reaching a point in time where

just recently a thread that made 35 posts in 7 hours got randomly deleted, so i decided to make a thread talking SPECIFICALLY about ai

https://youtube.com/watch?v=lXUQ-DdSDoE

soon we will have ai waifus whom are able to replace females in their entirety, which would render females obsolete. infact females instinctively know the only thing they have of value is their looks and their humps and the hole between their legs. when another species threatens them altogether, as ai dating robots are now, they start protesting and losing their mind, and spouting all sorts of nonsensical argument in order to make the availability of sex robots scarce

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nxVBjfHzdI4

this is the one particular video that so perfectly exemplifies the roasties fear and loathing towards ai dating robots. listen to it in its entirely if you care to. you can just HEAR the salt and her losing her mind when talking about sex robots. the raw amount of delusion and logical holes in her argument is impressive

feel free to express any idea you have about ai, i think its going to be the single biggest event in the history of the human race, and i find it surprising that there arent any threads on the subject. i believe it will reach a omnipotent omnipresent level, comparable to a God