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Kindly report any posts that seem to violate these rules.

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Now cyclical because I don't want to make any more of these threads.

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Neet and Hikikomori General Thread

This thread is for people who are Neets and Hikikomori (No wagecucks or university students allowed).

Why are you a Neet or a Hikikomori /r9k/?

>Neet

>The acronym for (Not In Education Employment Or Training)

>Hikikomori

>A Japanese word that when translated into English it means “pulling inward, being confined”,acute social withdrawal “) in context of a person the term refers to a shut-in who does not leave their bedroom inside their parents house for very long periods often for months or years at a time

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Unpopular hobbies

What are some really weird, obscure and off the grid hobbies that i could get into? I've got free time on my hand and i'm not looking for bland, popular past time.

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Wholesome thread

With all the pain and bullshit we endure here on a daily basis, I figured a thread about some of the few positives we experience in our lives might do some of the anons here (including myself) a little good. I'll start with a story of my own from a couple weeks ago (part 1/2):

>driving home from shoe store where I was looking for new work boots

>worked 8-hour day earlier outside in humid-as-hell, almost 90 degree weather and am hot and tired

>coming up on this Italian ice place around my old house that my mom used to take my brother and I to a lot when we were younger

>haven't been there in years and remember I have a $5 gift card for it in my wallet

>cherry gelatis used to be my favorite there and think about how good one will taste again after so long

>decide to give it a shot and pull in to the parking lot

>surprised to see it pretty much empty since it's usually packed this time of year but think of it as a good thing since I won't have to wait in line

>park the car and get out

>try to peruse the menu outside above the window as I walk up to it so I don't keep whoever's behind it waiting since I get sort of nervous about that kind of thing

>middle aged woman opens the window and cheerfully greets me

>say hi back

>asks me what I want and tell her I haven't really made up my mind yet

>she says something like, "That's okay, take your time"

>notice something called a Misto Shake that seems pretty new

>ask her what it is since I've never had one before and she explains that it's like a gelati but all mixed together rather than separated in layers

>also tells me it's much smoother than a milkshake and doesn't stick to your throat like one

>sounds pretty good to me and I look at the flavors

>a few look interesting and she tells me that I can sample anything I want for free

>see a tropical something-or-other flavor and ask for a sample of it

>try it and think it'd be too fruity for a shake

>ask to try the strawberry mango one next

>she gets it for me and I like it but once again, not enough to eat in a whole shake

>not really sure what flavor I want

>she asks me if I just want cherry since I think I said something about liking cherry earlier

>say yes since it seems like a good idea

>asks me what size I want

>think about getting a small so I'm not too full before dinner later but decide to get a regular instead because I'm hungry

>she makes it for me and brings it out

>tells me that even though I ordered a regular, she'll only charge me for a small since I'm new to the Misto thing

>think it's an odd thing to say/do but I thank her for doing it anyway and pay her around $4 instead of $5 like the regular size would cost

>tells me to have a nice day and to come back again

>tell her the same and thank her again as I walk away

>get in the car and take a sip of it

>holy fuck, it's good

>start the car and get ready to leave when I remember seeing a tip jar by the window

>in a pretty good mood and decide to tip them for their quality service

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how hard is it to become NEET?

im about a week deep into my job, and i cant fucking stand it. everyone that works there is a fucking norman to the extreme, its painful to experince them in their natural habitat.

thats enough /blog/ though, do you know any succsess stories with becoming neet? i know about the guide, but ive only seen one person report succsess with it.

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Suicide

Anyone want to explain to me the rationale of normalfags who are against suicide?

In my eyes you are conceived without consent so I see no reason that you should not have rights to your own body. If this is not true then you are naught but a slave, if not something worse.

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R9K's Electric Sheep

Share your dreams, if you can remember any.

>Be really little

>Have a dream about being at a party

>It's a very barren party

>Looks like something that would be held in an office

>It's only filled with adults

>Realize how boring it is

>Go outside in the night

>Get knocked down by a black cat

>Try to get back up

>Cat knocks me down again and tells me to stay down

>Do this over and over again until I wake up

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Gondola Thread

In the wake of a possible failed raid earlier with a couple low quality posts, I think we ought to have a comfy thread to relax. I don't know what happened to the other Gondola thread but I think it was deleted a few days ago.

Post Gondolas of all kinds. I lost many of my gondolas due to autistic related circumstances, so I would appreciate any gondolas you may have.

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Sad Pics thread

Post pics that make you feel something.

sad/depressing/weird…

greentexts/posts are also allowed.

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We Should All Play A Game Together

We should play an RPG game and form a clan then take over the game. We could get loot and sell it for real world money and share it among us. Good idea?

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Robot films and series

Seeing as we've had threads on both literature and music, I propose a thread on films, documentaries, TV series and anime which could be considered "robot-tier" either because of the subject matter or the main character. Some films I'd recommend to all robots:

>Falling Down

An American man who has lost all meaning in his life takes a walk through his city to be confronted with all the negative aspects of modern-day western society.

>Taxi Driver

A young Vietnam veteran who suffers from insomnia takes up a job as a taxi driver in New York. He is disgusted by the degeneracy he encounters throughout his work and eventually snaps and decides to "clean up" the streets.

>There Will Be Blood

I haven't seen this just yet but was hoping to do it soon. Based off the trailer, it seems great though. It seems to be about a 19th century oilman who despises the people around him and makes sure to destroy everyone who gets in the way of him reaching his goals.

As for anime:

>Ping Pong the Animation

The stoic main character, who is mockingly nicknamed "smile" due to him never smiling, is in a ping pong club at his school. While he isn't very ambitious about the activity and is implied to hate most people around him, the one thing that keeps him going are the memories of better days.

>Ihatov Gensou - Kenji no Haru

Pretty obscure little OVA from the 90s, it is based off the life of Japanese poet Kenji Miyazawa, who was a wizard, something which cannot be said about a lot of anime main characters. Kenji wanted to be a writer but as his works never sold during his lifetime, he had no other choice but to become a teacher. After getting sick of this job, he decided to isolate himself from society and become a simple farmer who lived off the land.

>Aoi Bungaku

This is an anthology series that adapts five of Japan's most notable literary works. One of which being the famous No Longer Human which is often mentioned in literay threads. But I think the adaption of Kokoro is also a good robot story as it's about a religious student whose friendship is ruined by the lust of the woman who was supposed to marry his best friend. The friend in turn gets the wrong idea about this situation and believes that it is his friend that is seducing his fiance rather than the reverse.

>Welcome to the NHK

No introduction needed.

>Hyouka

A nihilistic high-school student is disgusted by the overly-optimistic worldview of his peers and decides to live a life of "energy preseveration"; never doing anything he doesn't have to do and avoiding social interaction (excluding his friend) as much as he possibly can. This one is the most cheerful series of this list so take that as you will but the MC personally reminded me a lot of my younger self.

>The World God Only Knows

A guy who is disgusted by 3DPD and only cares about the girls in the dating sims which he is obsessed with, is tasked by the ruler of hell to make girls fall in love with him. This is a romcom so again, it may not fit the robot mentality entirely but Keima is one of the greatest characters in anime as he literally does not give a fuck about roasties and only truly cares for the dating sims he indulges in. The last episodes of the first two seasons are both fantastic. If you do decide to watch it, I recommend you not watch the last season.

>Tatami Galaxy

It's about a college student who only has one "friend" and feels alienated & disappointed by the college experience. The show has a Groundhog Day-style story structure as the story starts all over again every episode meaning that the MC lives a different college experience every time. In one episode, he decides to become a NEET but ends up trapped in a surreal dimension made entirely out of identical copies of that one room.

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Alpha circlegherkin

Within most faggy social hierarchies there are the alpha and the 'sheep' who follow the alpha's every more and act cynical and toxic just to please the alpha and boost his faggot ego whilst they all circle jerk in their mighty leaders greatness,

However, a new challenger appears - the mighty mediocre roastie, this causes a ripple as animal instincts take over and the small group of virgins flock around the femoid in hopes of attracting even the slightest attention even if they know full well that alpha has already made up bullshit stories to impress her.

These 'friendship groups' are cancer and the reason i stopped trying to make friends. The alpha always belittles the sheep to boost his ego yet the sheep always stick by him because even when he is in the wrong within any situation.

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Fear Thread

Throughout my life I have had a fear of needles/injections as most people do. The problem is that now with increasing exposure to needles/iv's the fear has become worse. Every time I see a needle I become very nervous, I can no longer press on the veins in the bend of my arm without experiencing severe mental discomfort, any sort of thought related to veins being punctured or messed with makes me want to rip my brain out through my nostrils, and pictures/videos with veins/needles make me want to vomit even though other gory/perverted content doesn't phase me. I will have to get iv's at least every 7-8 weeks for the next 10 years of my life at least.

Haas anyone with a similar situation had it get better?

Feel free to share your fears

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what do you take?

what is your daily regiment of drugs to stave off depression and keep yourself sane?

just kratom for me, works wonders.

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Another brick in The Wall

The great debate : what age do females peak ? Let's end it once and for all. Also, feel free to dump before/after pics, graphs and shit.

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Catching shit from your parents

Ever since I got laid off I've been getting lectured nonstop about what a fucking loser I am. Every single morning before my mom goes to work, she's in the doorway asking me when she's going to be able to take pride in her son, asking me if I'll ever have a social life or get a girlfriend. Telling me I should rob a convenience store if I want to live for free. Its getting to be ridiculous. I can't wait to cut this bitch out of my life entirely. She doesn't deserve to enjoy her son after denying me the happiness of my youth. I'm going to get everything for myself, and I'll be damned if she thinks she can take any credit for it. If I succeed its in spite of her, not because of anything she did to help.

Any of you guys going through similar bullshit? Explain that shit my dudes.

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Uneeting

Help me bros, I can't take it anymore, trying to uneet myself.

Recently became apt to follow my career, as technical maintenance in aircraft, but economy is so fucked up I have very little prospect of ever finding something.

I've also started looking for stuff to do, trying to freelance, even hitting announced adverts, and again, economy is so fucked up that no one is even replying.

I want to quit my bad habits but isn't with way too much time in my hands, even exercising, reading, cooking well, I can't help it and end up filling useless times watching streams, with hentai and other crap.

I can't take it anymore, I'm past 30 still living with my father. Is any anon still around that can report on how they left the neet life?

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Nostalgia

I just don't get how normies can act so happy with life and look forward to the future.

I just cant stop thinking about the past and how my life has just become so boring, so lonely

Its getting to the point that i feel nostalgic for the traumatic periods of my childhood

Anyone else experiencing extreme nostalgia? how do you cope with it?

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Are there any pieces of literature that were written for ROBOTS?

I've read a shitload of misanthropic novels and works bordering on robothood but the ones that have hit the mark when it comes to depicting robots are few and far between.

I'll list the titles that have caught my attention and divide them in tiers just in case you might be able to suggest some new works based on my reads.

True Robot Tier:

Notes from The Underground

The Catcher in The Rye

Ham on Rye

Hunger (Knut Hamsun)

Armance

Frankenstein

The Dwarf

Death on Credit

Failed Normalfag tier:

No Longer Human

Confessions of a Mask

Anything written by Houllebeq

Steppenwolf

Post Office

Factotum

Stoner

Journey To The end of The Night

Normalfag tier:

American Psycho

The Stranger

Affliction

On The Road

The Perks of Being a Wallflower

Fahrenheit 451

1984

Recently I've tried to look into Fight Club but the author's style bored me to shit and I couldn't get past his introduction. Anyone's got some more suggestions? I'm not into fantasy/sci-fi much, but I'll accept anything as long as it's robot-tier.

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Psychology thread I guess

Hello,

One of you here suggested this book to me in fall 2018.

It was on an occasion where I posted about my hopeless endavours with love and then questioning myself if I had genuine interest girls at all, or if I was just falling in love with what I thought they were. Or rather, what I projected onto them subconsciously. The guy who recommended it to me told me I was not in love with girls but with my own anima.

After nearly half a year I finally read it.

To my own surprise I noticed some very disturbing patters on myself just like the ones described in the book. So now I wonder if I might be a shizophrenic in the making and if I should seek a mental doctor.

For example:

>feel detached from everything

>feel dead / not alive

>feel like I am not a real person

>have different masks/facades to interact with people

>change masks often

>do not think I have an own personality (or an own mask)

On top of those I have all the typical shizo symptoms of low affect and emotional numbness.

The hallucinations not yet though.

There is also this pattern that the patients described in the book had overprotective mothers and or uncaring fathers. I had the same while growing up. In fact my mother is even diagnosed shizophrenic. My aunt is as well.

So I am asking the anon who recommended me this book to post again and explain to me what he wants me to do now. According to wikipedia there is no cure for shizos and I feel tired and don't have the energy to invent some character to be likable to normalfags. I know I will be dead in a few years anyways but I wonder what your intended message to me was.

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Are you able to pinpoint an exact point/event/person in your life where everything went wrong? Or was it more of a gradual decline?

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How do robots appear to other people?

Preferably in different places/situations. Maybe you could greentext it or post pictures of what they look like. I'm wondering if there's commonalities amongst robots is all.

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/r9k/ WEBM

25 was the age when I realized how fucked up my life is and that I cannot hide in my room forever. God I wish I was 15 again. No worries in life other than coming home from school and wasting time on internet and anime while I actually enjoyed it.

Once you are out of school your life is over because you have no excuse anymore for not working. You can try to prolong this for another 4 years with college but it is expensive and not every family can afford to send you to college.

Anhedonia kicks in when you reach this conclusion for the first time in your life. The conclusion that your lifestyle is not sustainable in the long term and eventually it will get very uncomfortable. It was also around age 25 when I experienced it the first time. Ever since it was very hard for me to get excited for doing anything other than sleeping, eating or zombiebrowsing the internet.

>35+ is when it gets ugly

yeah I agree but what are you supposed to do for 10 years if you are unemployed and your family hates you. No need to artificially stretch it out, better to face the reaper openly and settle the score once and for all.

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Autistic Farm Fantasy

>Wake up with the sunrise on my 500 acre plot in the middle of bumfuck nowhere, Maine/Ontario/Nova Scotia.

>Walk through the cabin that I built myself, and light the rudimentary oven, also homemade.

>Crack open a couple of eggs, fetch a slice of homemade toast (with butter I churned myself), and fetch some mutton from the stores.

>Walk outside and look at the few acres that I'm cultivating. The planting is finished, and everything is looking well.

>There is corn, squash, beans, potato, tomato, cucumber, mint, basil, etc., etc., in what is essentially a massive vegetable garden that can feed a person for a whole year. It's not monocultured, and sure it's not as efficient as the big commercial farms, but it feeds me and it's much better for the soil this way.

>Milk both the dairy goats, then feed the dog.

>Speaking of the sheep, check on them (there are 6), before doing the same for the chickens (there are 15), and collecting eggs.

>There's not much to do today, as all the hardest planting of the year is behind me, so I only work in the morning before eating lunch (green salad and shepherd's pie) before heading out onto the lake.

>Take the handmade canoe (I made this early on, and it's not very good; I'll have to make a new one sometime soon) and paddle toward the middle before stopping, and begin to fish.

>The catch isn't great today, but I did get a nice trout, which I'll prepare for dinner later.

>Before heading back home, paddle to the far side of the lake and wander around the forest, looking for birds and other wildlife, of which there is plenty.

>My rabbit traps are still empty, but then again I only set them the other day.

>When my mutton stockpile starts to run low, I'll shoot a deer and enjoy venison for the next while.

>Head back to the cabin when it starts to get late, gut and scale the fish, and cook it over a fire.

>Once dinner is finished, look up at the clear, starry sky, and wonder why I ever lived in the city to begin with.

>Sleep dreamlessly, slipping into and then out of sleep as easily as if it were clothing.

>Wake up the next day, doing mostly the same as yesterday, but heading to the forest later as there really is no time to waste in working on the farm.

>Head straight to the forest at some point in the afternoon to check on the traps.

>I've caught one, excellent.

>Decide a bit later to head over to my neighbour anon's plot (neighbour is a strong word, it's about a 30 minute drive).

>He's been out here for a few years more than me, and even though we don't see each other all that often, each of us preferring solitude, I like the guy and he helped me out when I first arrived.

>I bring the rabbit and explain that I'd like to share it, a proposition which he accepts.

>I skin, gut, and cook it in a delicious, thick stew, with carrot and broccoli and potato and onion, which we eat on corn meal.

>We ask about each other's farms, how the crops are doing, how the animals are, etc.

>The conversation turns to the land itself, and after dinner he shows me some of his sketches of the landscape, and of wildlife and birds.

>I admire them for a few minutes, and then head back home, saying hello to anon's dog on the way out.

>Return to my cabin for another restful night.

Anyone other robots want to live out in the country? It's too bad that buying large amounts of land, especially good land, is hugely expensive, especially if you're planning to just sustain yourself and not profit. My only hope is getting rich really quick and living on an absolute minimum, supporting myself in this way, hoping that it'll last a really long time (e.g. no electricity, plumbing, internet, etc.). It'll probably never happen and if it does I'll probably end up disappointed that it's not an idyllic fantasy, but at least it would be isolated and mostly tech-free.

it's obvious that I know next to nothing about living in the country but it sounds like heaven anyway, despite or even because of the hard work

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diet as a shutin

I need food I can have within arm's reach, as right now I'm mostly closed off to a small box of living space. Issues are:

-I don't have anyone delivering me food, I have to go out myself - which limits me to buying food once every couple weeks.

The problem is finding food that's gratifying. Anons often recommend nuts but it's like I'm eating nothing. I'm obviously a sugar addict, a habit I'm trying to quit for dental health and general health purposes. The gratification part is very important. We're entering into the Winter, I have no heating, and most days my anxieties don't allow me to use a blanket. I'd love to eat warm pasta, pizzas, soups every day, but obviously I can't have anything that requires preparation. Eating satisfying food does genuinely make me feel happy though.

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suicide?

what prevents you from offing yourself?

for me it's seeing this till the very end and a love for music.

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/r9k/ vidya

What are some /r9k/ based games that you enjoy playing. Pic related is one of my favourites.

and why am i required to write 100 characters when there are other 1 sentence OPs in this board.

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Do you have a fantasy life to just get by

So I became an official wizard today. Somehow I thought she would change this year.

I have always the usual shitty loner life. I live in a shit apartment and work at a liquor store near a uni and see all the happy fuckers buying their pregaming shit.

I have my fantasy normie life

Be 16 again. Work at blockbuster.

Have a close friend to hit the local mall with. Go to EB, shot the shit at the food court.

Have parents that give a mild shit.

Meet a girl in the food court. She lives close by. She is cute. Plays PSN live, I tease Xbox is better.

We go on a road trip over the summer. I just get my license and my dad rents the car for me.

Lose my virginity on a motel with her on the 4th of July. Fireworks seen in the distance. Think life is good as a warm breeze passes by and I feel her next to me and the summer air around me.

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FTDNDTOT

Feels that don't deserve their own thread.

For when the other thread inevitably hits the bump limit. Yay complaining.

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Post some lyrics that you identify with. These hurt.

>Throw my conscience in the trash can.

>Trash man.

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Bullying and fighting thread

Gonna post some stuff in hopes that it will refresh your memory on normalscum behavior. Also, to have general discussion and look into social dominance hierarchy. I think it's very important to understand the mentality of animals that you live around.

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Waifu thread 2 electric boogaloo

Last thread hit bump limit, post your Waifu, talk about her, respect other robros Waifus unless it's 3DPD.

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Wizardchan Utilizing Tracking Features?

Something weird is happening on wizardchan and I don't know exactly what. I have only been browsing it on and off for about a year so it may just be that this is already commonly known. But I figured I should bring this to light, since there is clearly some effort being made to keep it hidden. And I'd imagine there are others here who crosspost on there from time to time. Here is the story, from my eyes:

>thread posted on /meta/ asking about a board getting locked

>people start talking about proxies being banned

>someone brings up tracking cookies but his posts keep getting deleted

>someone puts up a censored screenshot of one of those posts

>that too gets deleted

>people are using vague language, as if they're not allowed to talk about it

>someone asks what's going on, then the whole thread is instagibbed

Luckily I had the thread open in another tab when it was deleted, so I was able to take screenshots of what remained.

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Becoming a wanderer

Next year I plan to run away. Rightnow I'm wagecucking my ass off so I'll have enough money to use. I live in a rural part of Illinois but I want to travel to a few other states and camp around. After awhile I might try to go to Canada and settle down there to start a new life. Are there any anons here who are nomads ? Any tips ?

So far my shopping list is as follows:

>hiking backpack

>compass

>map

>small tent

>bed roll

>canned stew

>a knife

>lighter/matches

>small gun for safety

Am I missing anything ?

My only issues are still not knowing how to read a map, how to start a fire and how to tell directions properly. I dont know how much time I have to learn these skills but I'm sure I'll find a way.

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Crashing this society with no survivors

So recently I saw en interesting posting on zerohedge:

https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2018-07-24/explosion-sex-dolls-threatens-japanese-race-extinction

some of the parts that interested me most:

>China and Hong Kong, meanwhile, has been suffering from similar low fertility rates amid an epidemic of "grass-eating men" - lame, feminized Chinese man-children who refuse to step up their game and get laid.

>Indeed, Hong Kong is suffering from an army of loners - estimated at 20,000 to 40,000 strong - usually in their 20's and 30's, who are choosing video games, anime and internet porn over wives, sex and the inevitable children that follow.

How dare these undesirable, fat and pimple-faced foureyes to abandon 3d world and try to seek solace in 2d.

Once again they failed to even realize that these are people who were rejected by society in the first place. Why the fuck would someone who got rejected by normalfags try to appease them and become like them. The most funny thing is that they complain about this because they could have also joined ISIS instead of fapping to anime tiddies. They don't even understand how lucky they are.

>Studies in Japan estimate that this class of men, normally in their 20s and 30s, account for around 60 per cent to 70 per cent of the male population. Obviously, their reluctance to procreate is a major cause for concern. Japan has had one of lowest birth rates in the world for nearly a decade now. -SCMP

This was about socalled "herbivore" men. I was surprised that it is so extreme and I find it hard to believe. This means they are utterly fucked in the next 30 years.

then some similarities between 3d world and the famous mouse utopia experiment:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Behavioral_sink

"Many [female rats] were unable to carry pregnancy to full term or to survive delivery of their litters if they did. An even greater number, after successfully giving birth, fell short in their maternal functions(abortion and letting .gov raise your kids!). Among the males the behavior disturbances ranged from sexual deviation to cannibalism and from frenetic overactivity to a pathological withdrawal from which individuals would emerge to eat, drink and move about only when other members of the community were asleep(Hikikomori). The social organization of the animals showed equal disruption. …

The common source of these disturbances became most dramatically apparent in the populations of our first series of three experiments, in which we observed the development of what we called a behavioral sink. The animals would crowd together in greatest number in one of the four interconnecting pens in which the colony was maintained. As many as 60 of the 80 rats in each experimental population would assemble in one pen during periods of feeding. Individual rats would rarely eat except in the company of other rats. As a result extreme population densities developed in the pen adopted for eating, leaving the others with sparse populations.

… In the experiments in which the behavioral sink developed, infant mortality ran as high as 96 percent among the most disoriented groups in the population.[5]"

Okay, the normalfags are scared that their economic ponzi scheme is not gonna work in the end and that their pensions are fucked.

So back to the original question.

Are we non-chad males finally crashing this society with no survivors without even firing one bullet?

Are we fulfilling Rodge's destiny?

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something I discovered

Hey guys I just tried and figured something out. When I used my phone (even with a blue light filter) before I went to bed I would always feel tired and a sort of haziness throughout the day. After one night of not using electronics an hour before bed I woke up actually feeling good. Like I actually had energy to go out and do stuff. Try it for 3 days robots. So many times dumbasses on here would say nofap, cold showers, or some other bullshit but this actually helped me

>tldr don't use phone or any electronics an hour before bed

R: 14 / I: 0 / P: 3 [R] [G] [-]

robot living

ROBOT ON EARTH

1. HOW TO LIVE IN YOUR COUNTRY IN CHEAPEST WAYS POSSIBLE, without expensive rent, 40 year mortgage etc ? you can propose many different options and what's upfront and/or monthly cost

examples: living in RV/van/car, homeless/homelessness shelter, some cheap land and mobile home, sharing a flat or house with someone, etc

2. HOW TO LIVE IN YOUR COUNTRY ANONYMOUSLY - that means, to have different official address (to get letters etc), but different true address (where you sleep, make food)? so the police or your enemies cannot easily come to your place to "suicide" you

R: 50 / I: 12 / P: 3 [R] [G] [-]

What are your thoughts on self-improvement fags that frequent this board?

You know, the ones who reply to you with 6 paragraphs, 3 infographs and 2 citations because they totally have their shit together and know what's causing your insomnia and depression.

R: 39 / I: 5 / P: 3 [R] [G] [-]

Rest

Anyone has the feeling of being in almost constant stress and just not really wanting to accomplish any goal, but simply to rest, but whenever you get to relax it's somewhat unsatisfactionatory? It's gotten to the point where sleeping is one of my favourite past times, just laying in bed and trying to fall asleep, fantasizing about different things is often more relaxing to me than anything else.

R: 77 / I: 22 / P: 3 [R] [G] [-]

New year, new (you)

Or, "How quick can we fail to follow through on our New Year's resolutions?"

What are you anons doing to make 2019 somewhat better than 2018's been? Is there any way to improve or are all our problems caused by our own nature? And is it really practical to put these improvements off until January first? If people really wanted to change something why wait?

Personally I plan to start going on daily jogs at an actual schedule, to get some fresh air every day. I'm lucky enough to live in a place where people don't go outside and nig about so often and I don't take nearly enough advantage of it.

R: 84 / I: 18 / P: 3 [R] [G] [-]

what's your antidepressant experiences anon's? I have ocd/multiple anxiety disorders/depression and I'm thinking about trying them despite my aversion. I've been saying no for ten years, but I'm getting desperate.

R: 78 / I: 15 / P: 3 [R] [G] [-]

Shit normalfaggots say

The word normie

Everytime I see this politically correct word uttered here the only thing I can think of is: what in the fuck are the individuals who use it doing here?

When that fucking word has been so normalized that it's being used by Tumblr, Reddit and other Godforsaken places, including reality, which I have had the displeasure of witnessing first hand, you know the faggots that use it here are not much better.

R: 241 / I: 77 / P: 3 [R] [G] [-]

/books/ discussion thread

Hello robots what books have you been reading?

For me, I'm reading Growth of the Soil by Knut Hamsun. It's extremely comfy. I get the desire to leave everything behind and carve out a legacy out of the hinterlands. I wish I could just ask the villagers around for a woman to work the house and raise children like Isak does. There is a contentedness towards life, and naivety with industrial society that no one is capable of having now.

" They had the good fortune at Sellanraa that every spring and autumn they could see the grey geese sailing in fleets above that wilderness, and hear their chatter up in the air–delirious talk it was. And as if the world stood still for a moment, till the train of them had passed. And the human souls beneath, did they not feel a weakness gliding through them now? They went to their work again, but drawing breath first, for something had spoken to them, something from beyond."

R: 29 / I: 11 / P: 3 [R] [G] [-]

Why are psychologists so short-sighted? they seem to know how people work but they seem to not know why they work this way. they have basic knowledge on how to live a good life but they lack the insight to see how destructive their ideas would be if everyone would abide by them 100% of the time. they are also incredibly materialistic. psychologist's morality stems directly from it's influence on the material world. They see the world like a video game in which your goal is to maximise your score. They should be the ones that know the best about the similarities of men and animals and avoid them, but instead they claim some shallow superiority on a basis of not looking like them after which they embrace their bestial nature. Why are they so over-socialized?

R: 15 / I: 5 / P: 4 [R] [G] [-]

Normalfags and Their Feelings

How do normalfags express their emotions to each other? Is it similar to those bad normie movies where they get drunk and break down? Do they do it in a way to seem casual? Or do normies just not have emotions? I've never been able to express my own emotions like that verbally so I am curious.

R: 18 / I: 3 / P: 4 [R] [G] [-]

/osrs/

Does anyone here play oldschool runescape?

If so, would you be interested in a robot runescape clan?

4chan's /vg/ has one but it is full of normies and children, so I figured we

could start on of our own.

R: 76 / I: 25 / P: 4 [R] [G] [-]

Let the 2010s die already

I'm sick of everything, the politics, social media, and just how fucked up everything else is. I wish I could just skip ahead another year to New Year's Day on 2020, not because I believe the next decade will be any better (although I still have a little hope), but because I just want out of this decade already and the stigmas that go with it. Very little good came out of it, and I wish I could personally live in the late 90s or early 00s again and appreciate how much better and simpler it all was.

What do you think was the worst part of the 2010s?

Do you have any hopes for the next decade?

R: 76 / I: 27 / P: 4 [R] [G] [-]

Confessions

What's your confession?

I relapsed back to drug and alcohol use and I'm trying to hide it from others but everyone has noticed a sudden change.

I try to pretend I am normal but I constantly get reminded I have psychiatric problems I try to hide from others. Been to the psych ward for drug induced psychosis, been psychotic other times.

When I tried to kill myself twice I was just attentionwhoring and wasn't intending on dying. Ended up attentionwhoring and crying in ER, alone by myself.

R: 107 / I: 21 / P: 4 [R] [G] [-]

Tell me about Discord

I keep hearing a lot about Discord being terrible, but I'd never used it since I first heard about it in 2016. Can anyone here tell me why I should avoid it? What makes it worse than Skype? Is it worse than Mumble? What sort of people are on it? Are they assholes?

R: 13 / I: 1 / P: 4 [R] [G] [-]

21st Birthday

What did you do with your 21st birthday?

Did you have a party or go anywhere?

Did you have fun?

R: 165 / I: 44 / P: 4 [R] [G] [-]

Schizo's Schizo Ramble

I'm gonna preface this by saying I'm pissed right now (part in why I'm writing this) but also suffer from being a manic-depressive Bipolar Schizophrenic with Inattentive ADHD (amongst other things), so don't expect any sort of consistency in this ramble.

It all started before I was conceived. Let's just set the scene for now. Before me, my mother had my older brother, a low-functioning Asperger's-having John Lennon's style literally rose-tinted glasses-wearing long hair-balding fat Communist anti-White pro-Native American furry Second Life catfishing wishing-to-transition bisexual. Try saying that ten times fast, Jesus fucking Christ. My younger brother is everything you would think of when you think of the words "annoying runt". He literally should not be alive. His fetus so much as had a heartbeat when he was so young it shouldn't've been possible, but also my mother was having some sort of complications that I don't know too much about, but I guess my slut-whore of a mother's snatch picked up some disease somewhere that helped her become a fucking brood queen. It is important to bring up the age difference for the older brother, who I shall henceforth call John, and myself is 11 months, and the age difference for the younger brother, who I shall henceforth call Jack because he's a fucking jackass, is somewhere between 6 and 7 and a half years because I honestly have no fucking clue how old he his despite being told multiple times and having grown up with him, mostly. Somewhere in there is also literally seven abortions. I was dodging bullets like Neo out of the Matrix before I was fucking born. Also, my younger bother also has Asperger's but is moderate functioning, is a drug dealer drug addict manlet with a slew of young-crimes or whatever the fuck they're called. He once held a girl in a restaurant at knife point and threatened to kill her if she didn't give him $1,000.00 right there. He didn't know her, and this is after he ran away from child prison for like a month and a half, that's how they found him. He was high as a kite on something.

I've already come down and want to die.

How do I even salvage this? After looking through some pictures on my computer, and subsequently uploading one, also here is the playlist I'm listing to right now just to get these thoughts out of my head https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r5IUYmpbIoU&list=PLiNRTdSDh6-XbKxn79tBKCUBzH7vjOmPF&index=2 , I think I'll just straight talk about myself and we'll see what happens.

R: 96 / I: 11 / P: 4 [R] [G] [-]

Homeless Thread

It's bound to happen to some of us at one point or another.

Discuss homelessness and related topics such as van-dwelling, your current housing crisis, and vagabonding.

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Guess what happened in Crimea.

19 dead, 50 wounded.

Vlad Rosyakov.

02.05.2000 year of birth.

4th year college student.

He left his backpack in cafeteria, detonated it and went on to shoot from his 12 caliber rifle with 150 bullets that he acquired a licence for at sep 8th.

He later killed himself on the second floor.

R: 9 / I: 3 / P: 4 [R] [G] [-]

to be or not to be

Labeling people with words like talented or not talented

In almost every competitive environmet, you WILL be labeled/categorized in one of these two groups. Litterlay everything.

Sports, math, drawing, painting, lifting weigths, looks, etc. People always seem to want to divide those who are "talented" and are "not talented"

If someone considers you talented at a particular skill or trait, he/she implicityely gives an estimation about your inherent ability to pick-up learn unfimiliar and new concepts within this skill or trait." It's something you are born with, genetically determined". "It has nothing to do with you interests, knowledge, past experiences, motivation, work ethics, etc, etc." "you have it, or you don't" It also often sets an limit on your potential to grow, learn and improve at a particular skill or trait. A thick conrecte, indistcurtable seiling one can't break. All determined by your "genes"

If it really all comes down to this, and all of us are defined with the genes and shit we were born with.

Why should you keep going and holding on to life? If you're unable to be the person you want to be, why shouldn't you kill yourself then if this principle/rule is true.

You'll make it, or you wont. there's nothing in between.

If reincarnation would be real, so that you will become someone else when you die, and giving that all of the above is true: That there is virtually no way to significantelly change who and what you are.

Would you kill yourself now?

[sorry for my bad english, im also not 100 sober]

despite that, i really am curious about what you anons think of this.

R: 17 / I: 6 / P: 4 [R] [G] [-]

How do you guys deal with the fact that normalfags just came in and shit on our culture. They took everything from us and doled it out for retards and zoomers. I can't even believe this is real life…

2014 man…that was the last year we had

R: 124 / I: 32 / P: 4 [R] [G] [-]

My only hope of sustainable NEETDOM

Is probably the lottery. It's why I bother going out regularly, twice per week, in order to buy one and pray. I've been doing this for at least two years now. If it wasn't for this, I'd never leave home. As I don't even have a credit card that isn't restricted by banks, I have to go in the stores by myself with pocket change in order to acquire one. One little chance of being free. Everytime I go out of the house, it's full of anxiety and hope that I'll manage to financially secure my passive lifestyle by the time the drawing results are announced. However, when I'm outside, I try to stay there as long as I can bear it so that it gives the impression that I'm either at school or working part-time. (it depends on what kind of lie I tell my family beforehand, I've gotten pretty good at this in fact.) I wander around in the streets, or just sit in a restaurant, library, bus, public WC and lurk here.

As you may already have figured by this point, I still didn't win and probably never will. I know full well that the odds are ridiculously low, that I'm probably a degenerate gambling addict. But I honestly don't know of any other way to finally be able to retire outside of society and spending my time doing nothing productive. So, I've been slowly but steadily throwing my savings away hoping that I'd hit it rich on a whim of fate. To pass time while hoping when at home I used to focus on something else like watching anime, jerk in off or playing videogames until the drawing results. But around five months ago it wasn't enough anymore, so I developed I a new hobby which was basically shilling the lottery on half-chan /biz/ and /r9k/. I loved acting as if I was paid for it. I would often fantasize about myself winning and flaunting my newfound wealth status to their pathetic faces, because they vehemently didn't believe me.

Picture in the OP is half-related. I've picked it because I figured that most people are from the US, when I'm actually from Europe. Euromillions is usually what I play.

R: 17 / I: 4 / P: 4 [R] [G] [-]

I can't ever fucking sleep

I'd go to bed at 10PM and still be awake 4 hours later. Sitting in bed for hours is boring as fuck so most of the time I just get up and walk around outside. Sometimes I'll just walk to nowhere and end up lost 5 miles from home.

Recently I've been walking down the train tracks because they're just across the street from my house. I've started to really enjoy it and don't mind not being able to sleep as much. It's completley surrounded by trees so no cars, people, or lights. It's just me and the train that comes by about every hour. About a mile down the tracks theres a signal tower I like to climb, then just watch the trains go by (Pic related).

At this point I've almost become nocturnal, I spend most of the night walking around and sleep in late.

Any other anons with this problem? staying awake all night isn't going to work forever, my parents are probably going to kick me out soon and I don't think my sleep schedule is going to work around a job.

R: 231 / I: 76 / P: 4 [R] [G] [-]

School Memories

They can be positive or negative

>Be 5th grade student

>Read Number the Stars in Language Arts

>We have to go through every key term per chapter

>"Nazi"

>"Star of David"

>"Jew"

>Barely grasp what is going on

>Barely pay attention

>Keep in mind, I have no grasp on WWII or Nazi Germany whatsoever.

>One term catches my attention

>"Swastika"

>Teacher shows us an image of the swastika

>卐

>"That looks so interesting" my 11 year old self thought

>"Looks like a galaxy or a wheel of legs walking forever"

>Thought it looked more fun to draw than the Star of David

>Start doodling it in my notebook

>Get bored of the design

>Decide to experiment with different ideas

>Give it curves, extra lines, circles, etc

>Don't show it to the teachers

>Show it to my "friends" in privacy

>Even the Jewish kid thinks it looks cool

R: 196 / I: 47 / P: 4 [R] [G] [-]

how does a brainlet get smarter ?

I wanted to go to college but I don't think i'm even smart enough for that sort of thing. I try reading books and I cannot seem to summarize them. I've considered suicide so many times because I know my IQ is probably nigger tier. Should I just go with my suicide plan or seek the self improvement meme ? what can I even do if IQ isn't changeable ?

R: 142 / I: 115 / P: 5 [R] [G] [-]

unwarranted blog thread

headed back to an old haunt. 4 years, has anything changed, did anything happen at all

at least i can find peace here

above yet around

here they laughed & fucked

painted themselves against the glass

a small world brimming with experiences wholly foreign to me

from the distance my somber gaze

watches lives unfold in their brilliance & despair, writhing in an ocean of confusion

R: 73 / I: 11 / P: 5 [R] [G] [-]

Why did people stop harassing newfags on halfchan. If you go to our sister board there it's very obvious that most posters have no concept of the board culture, and are just reddit fags losing their minds over the fact that they don't get banned for saying nigger. There's also a ton of anti white sentiment and prominent sand people namefagging.

What the fuck? Where did all the old timers posting

'lurk moar before you post' go. Why did all the niggers and retards stop getting btfo. Don't let the same thing happen here, guys. Where do we have left?

R: 201 / I: 67 / P: 5 [R] [G] [-]

Anti Americanism general

Who else here hates america/being an amerimutt? All of my ancestors where white however they were the genetic excrement of europe. It's shameful and I hate myself for what I am. I hate walmart, mcdonalds, capitalism, niggers, etc. I just hope there's more mass shootings and al quaed attacks to punish this kike country. I also hate all these frat bros who chant "USA USA USA". I'm so depressed, hateful and ashamed I'm nearing the point of self mutilation. I don't even feel like a real white person in a real white country, just mutant spawn. I want to this kiked nation to end, and all of the roasties, libertarians and niggers to burn at the stake for their crimes of consumerism

R: 83 / I: 11 / P: 5 [R] [G] [-]

Making large quantities of sugary "food" readily available to children is a crime against humanity. Highly processed sugary food and drink is the deadliest silent killer in the first world.

R: 6 / I: 2 / P: 5 [R] [G] [-]

life = scam

Life is biggest scam. everything in the world is a scam.

life is a scam when you are made to do some effort, work, produce children, etc in order to think you will feel good, but it's only temporary, because as soon as you feel good you feel a need again, they you do something to accomplish it. but when you are no longer useful for (((them))), you get old and die. forever.

other things are also a scam.

love, relationship, marriage - your partner will hide her past from you, she will only present herself in good light to trick you into marriage, children, etc. then when you marry and have children she will divorce you, cheat you etc.

economy, work, capitalism - you are made to work for 40-45 years in your life in order to get small cash to buy food and some stupid items like cars, smartphones, jewelery, travel, etc. Most of profits from your work go to the jew (owner), then to the government (which steals it and gives rest to single mothers and niggers). you are left with money just enough to survive and buy some stupid gadgets, but you will never become capitalist (owner).

children - they will tell you they "love" you when they are young, later your daughter will become slut and fuck some random guys and go away from house. you can forget they will help you when you are old.

R: 37 / I: 14 / P: 5 [R] [G] [-]

Creative robot thread

Let's post our creative work we'd want input on or simply wish to share with our fellow robots. I'd count anything from music, games, stories or artwork (and more?) suitable for this thread.

I clearly create this thread simply to shill my own thing, so I'll do the polite thing and share it in a reply rather than the OP.

R: 123 / I: 171 / P: 5 [R] [G] [-]

Photos/videos you took

I go outside for a walk or bike occasionally, and sometimes I see something that looks really neat and try to capture the image of it. I see some astounding sights sometimes, although my Galaxy S5's camera isn't good enough to truly put their aesthetic into digital files. However, you can imagine how it would have looked like, especially if you observe such scenes yourself.

R: 66 / I: 25 / P: 5 [R] [G] [-]

What clique is this?

You know those kids who have a seemingly all-pervading on sites like DeviantArt, Discord, watch anime, part of the meme-game fandoms like Fnaf and Doki Doki? I've always seen these people around and yet I have no idea what they're called or really anything about em other than they're usually just those oversensitive weebish kinda people who're everywhere on the internet for some reason. What do you guys call em? Stories?

R: 54 / I: 14 / P: 5 [R] [G] [-]

What do you like/hate about /pol/? I like some of the base ideas like national socialism, ie the preservation of all races and preserving the unique identity of every people on earth. I dislike their version of actual supremacism and outright calls for extermination. I think that negative part is sad. Perhaps the result of years of a cesspool Internet and desensitization combined with atheism.

R: 191 / I: 29 / P: 5 [R] [G] [-]

Music by Robots for Robots

Music thread. Do robots dream of electric sheep?

R: 42 / I: 9 / P: 5 [R] [G] [-]

/llg/ - Language Learning General

So, anon, you want to get into philosophy without worrying about being cucked by a shit (((translation))), written by a Marxist roastie who insists that Socrates was transgender and that Seneca was a kang? So you want to read the hymns and sagas of your ancestors, without any additions, edits, or mistakes on the part of whoever rendered it into English? So you want to read poetry in the original meter, with the original feeling and power? So you just want to sit down and watch some chinese cartoons without getting (((HorribleSubs)))'d, or read a manga or LN that nobody's bothered to translate? So, you want to elevate yourself another level above the stinking niggercattle?

Well, there's only one thing you can do to set yourself at ease, and that's to buckle down and get studying. You've got plenty of time on your hands, and if you can bear a bit of frustration, a lot of repetition, and some pronunciational oddities, then you're already 90% of the way there! This is the thread for textbooks, resources, questions, and advice for the humble robot who wants to unlock the hidden secrets of a distant age or an alien people.

Everyone, feel free to post whatever resources you can in this thread, and to help out any fellow robot who needs it. Si vis, potes!

R: 23 / I: 2 / P: 5 [R] [G] [-]

Horror

Is anyone else here a really big fan of horror? I absolutely fucking love the genre and I have fallen in love with Lovecraft's themes, feeling that he was very close to us robots, despite marrying someone. I know that Lovecraft is a very popular writer and sometimes kind of overrated but I think I have a good reason for liking him.

What are your reasons for liking horror? For me, it's the fulfilment of a fantasy I always had, about discovering dark secrets that no one else wants to discover. I had always fantasized about being a man who gained a lot of knowledge, and one of the ideals I had is gaining this knowledge despite the sometimes horrible consequences. The problem is, only Cosmic Horror Stories really allow me to fulfil such fantasies because it's the only kind of stories where such secrets are actually interesting enough to look after, and have consequences harsh enough for me to feel good about ignoring. Although uncovering the mystery of a haunting ghost is often interesting, I often feel very let down by how mundane the problem seems in comparison to something that Lovecraft would have put.

R: 96 / I: 61 / P: 5 [R] [G] [-]

Old memes

ITT: post some old memes that you miss/nostalgia for old memes. Let's regale ourselves remembering old memes. Examples:

- All Your Base

- Leek spin (embed related)

- meatspin

- etc.

R: 20 / I: 3 / P: 5 [R] [G] [-]

The natural cure

For those who have mental issues (all of you) including anxiety, depression, autist-esque characteristics etc. I feel as those going on a road trip or going camping in the woods for an extended period would be very beneficial.

No internet or electronics, normalizes sleep schedules, less caffiene and alcohol that induce anxiety and depression, exercise also reduces anxiety and depression, being outside fixes everything mental,

You are more prone to meet people and you would probably welcome the prospect of meeting people as it would be entertaining, since your dopamine receptors don't have any opportunity cost (i.e. you don't have the alternative of internet stimulation). Getting the FUCK out of this hell hole and going on a trip, even solo, is the ultimate cure IMO.

I'm going to assume y'all have read the Unabomber Manifesto as well, and recognize that modern life is intrinsically neurotic and shit. You might even come back from the trip healthier mentally than the average joe in exceptional cases.

Tell me your thoughts.

R: 14 / I: 3 / P: 5 [R] [G] [-]

Imagination dying

Anybody has lost the capability of imagining places and world as time went on? The things that I was able to imagine with a beeeze three years ago now are just difficult, music that made me imagine lots of things on the go now only does if I force it. I'd like to blame academia but something tells me constant exposition to negative events has killed the lights. Any other robot went with this set of events?

R: 200 / I: 31 / P: 6 [R] [G] [-]

What is a failed normalfag? Is someone a failed normalfag simplly because they aren't a NEET, have a job and/or education and doesn't get anxiety?

R: 54 / I: 15 / P: 6 [R] [G] [-]

Have you ever been bullied, anon? I think I had to cope with bullying since I was able to walk. I was bullied by a gang of girls in middle school and when I reacted I had to take a trip to the hospital. I don't remember elementary school much but I was still bullied in my first HS year. And then there's my dad who has been calling me worthless failure, dumb and all that stuff since I went to kindergarten and almost went as far as calling me an abortion. What about you?

R: 53 / I: 13 / P: 6 [R] [G] [-]

I've given up

I've given up. I'm not even going to try anymore. I never learned how to flirt or express my emotions so what is the point in living? My qualities are becoming increasingly machine like and I know I'll never go anywhere

R: 60 / I: 12 / P: 6 [R] [G] [-]

I finally did it. I accidentally drank my own piss. A lot of it. This isn't a shitpost thread.

>buy 5l bottles of water because tap water has me paranoid

>once I'm almost done with a bottle, I empty and start using it for my piss

>rinse-repeat months now

>last night

>piss bottle and the current water bottle I'm working through similar volume/weight

>at some point last night I piss into the wrong bottle

>my water is now diluted piss

>constantly rinsing my mouth with piss water whenever I wake up

>drink at least 500ml of this

>notice strange smell while trying to get back to sleep (its my breath)

>wake up last time around 11am, more wake now

>glass is empty. very thirsty. fill with more piss water and take a massive gulp

>notice the strange smell from last night is same as from this fresh glass of water

>"glass must be filthy! better clean it tomorrow"

>notice yellow tint in fluid

>FUCK FUCK FUCK

>crouch down and observe my remaining approx. .5 - 1.5 litres water

>it has a fizz on top same as my piss

>I've been drinking my own piss for God knows how long

I was gagging and knew I'd puke if I thought about it too much so I forced myself to sleep till 6pm. It's after midnight right now and I can still taste/smell the piss in my snot, even though I've brushed my teeth, flossed, rinsed with mouthwash.

Moral of the story, use a distinct container for your piss. I'm too traumatised to continue this habit now.

R: 253 / I: 94 / P: 6 [R] [G] [-]

Autistic Things You Do: Electric Boogaloo

Last one reached the bump limit.

>I like to imagine myself in fantasy scenarios I made up

>I make noises during that time

>Sometimes I do it in public places

>MFW sometimes people hear me

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Dear Wizchan crossposters:

I have been a Wizardchan regular for 6 years, but I will no longer be posting on your website. Your mods have stalked and harassed me for months, all while cultivating a culture of unrepentant failed-norm bitterness and homosexual/transsexual spamming. You used to have an excellent imageboard, but that imageboard has been murdered. I am posting this here because I will not give your mod clique the satisfaction of adding this to my IP's profile.

Goodbye.

R: 26 / I: 10 / P: 6 [R] [G] [-]

It's pretty much clear now that we will see some massive collapse during our lifetime… I mean even here in France it's now almost civil war every saturday. So, how does that make you feel /r9k/?

R: 72 / I: 16 / P: 6 [R] [G] [-]

/r9krp/-Mansion Commune

Here's the deal bros. A richfag held an open invitation to r9k to turn his families spare mansion into a safe haven for robots. Think of it as the Shining hotel but everyone is Jack Nicholson and Shelly Duvall is a collection of waifu pillows and sexdolls. Richfag truly wants what's best for us robots. He introduced fellow robots to each other en mass, gave us them gym equipment for gains, arts supplies, and even scheduled some optional social activities like tabletop, multiplayer game rooms, and group therapy while at the same time letting the robots indulge in some less than legal drugs, pornography, and torrents for free. Wifi is fast and free, plumbing, heat, and electricity work by default but may change and there's enough food to either start growing or at least last a year, richfag has prescription drugs flown in every three months. There's no individual bathrooms and every bedroom has at least one bunk bed and two residents, luckily any food you store in the fridge will be guaranteed to not be taken by accident. You can come and go as you please, but it's far enough away from society to the point it's just not realistic to just go down to the convenience store. You're either on the grounds or not.

Richfag hasn't been seen since it opened, and he hasn't announced an heir to the residence, the ambitious sociopaths of r9k try to take his thrown and most residents agree some form of leadership is needed, but overall it's been a real stalemate.

Do you accept richfag's proposition? What do you take with you knowing the cramp conditions yet relaxed lifestyle? What do you do to make a living there?

R: 50 / I: 12 / P: 6 [R] [G] [-]

The Final Logical Conclusion

if a child is born, that will produce suffering. it will become sick and also die, it's only matter of time.

if a child is not born, it won't feel any suffering for not existing.

therefore the logical conclusion is that, if someone is interested in avoiding suffering and unhappiness, he should avoid producing life and even destroy all existing life to prevent it from spreading

life was a mistake

something like this was proposed by Arthur Schopenhauer

let's call it The Final Logical Conclusion

R: 38 / I: 13 / P: 6 [R] [G] [-]

Today marks my one year anniversary since I dropped out of my first semester of uni and became a NEET. How long have you been a NEET robots?

R: 60 / I: 8 / P: 6 [R] [G] [-]

Have you ever wanted to become legendary? Have you thought of what you might do to become so? I've considered rapping and although I've learned a lot technique wise I just feel like it's devoid of soul. I even imagine myself being some sort of post-apocalyptic paramilitary commander whose acts of bravery preserved humanity.

R: 9 / I: 4 / P: 6 [R] [G] [-]

What are your greatest fantasies?

>it's the late 80's

>I am the wealthy President of a thriving electronics company (think something like IBM)

>in my private jet on my way to Tokyo for an important meeting

>everything goes fantastically, we absorb a smaller company, eliminating competition and making me even wealthier

>decide to spend the rest of the week in Tokyo, indulging in all kinds of drugs and alcohol in the company of my Vice President who also happens to be my best friend

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gpzfgTmXFrg

R: 37 / I: 11 / P: 6 [R] [G] [-]

universe, space, humans, existence, terror

universe and space is scariest thing I ever realized. sometimes after I read something about space, some theories, when I realize what implications that come from them, my brain gets fried and I get anxiety, dread, terror. I feel like my brain is burning. I would like to suicide but can't because world and humans will still exist. there is no way to destroy it and escape prison.

also human existence. billions of people are born just to suffer and die in painful way.

everything we do is pointless because universe will die

people that actually understand what's going on are probably childless or will suicide, or are tiny minority. monkeys, niggers, goys will survive and continue to live, breed, murder each other, be goys.

R: 400 / I: 140 / P: 6 [R] [G] [-]

New School Shooting/Mass Shooting thread

Last one is no more so let's start a new one

R: 102 / I: 113 / P: 6 [R] [G] [-]

I want to make a project with you robots. Something comfy. It all started with a single image that I really liked, and I wanted more, so I decided to make more. Simple stuff, I plan on making a webm/video once these are all done. A compilation of edits to the tune of one of these two songs (Kino - Kukushka or Kino - Quiet night), majority preference decides.

Now, down to business. The edits are of this girl into various eastern European settings. Though any generally downtrodden urban/semi-rural area could work. However the communist block is the aesthetic I'm going for. I figured instead of just doing this alone, I'd ask you guys for help, so it's more special. I look forward to your edits, and I'll post the few I have so far. Don't worry about it being super high quality either, just a good attempt, at least. I look forward to your submissions and interest robots.

R: 239 / I: 143 / P: 7 [R] [G] [-]

>Grandpa found the poop pillowcase

R: 54 / I: 11 / P: 7 [R] [G] [-]

Anime Supremacy

Why are cartoon girls much uglier than 2D(anime) girls, why are most of them flat and underage?

Discuss extensively ITT.

R: 30 / I: 13 / P: 7 [R] [G] [-]

Porn Addiction

For the most part I had unsupervised access to the internet from the onset of puberty, which of course led me to porn. It wasn't bad back in those days, I would look at plain old vanilla stuff from time to time and be done with it, but as you can imagine, as time wore on things became worse. These days, I'm ashamed of where I am at. Into the strangest, most awful fetishes, masturbating multiple times a day, everyday, out of sheer compulsion rather than any desire to do so. I hate it, I gain no pleasure from it, after I do it I always feel deeply disgusted with myself and wish I hadn't, but so far I've failed when it comes to abstaining.

I assume, this being a board for male virgins, at least a few of you know how this is. Anyone ever overcome it, and return to a somewhat normal sexuality? Or maybe there is no hope for me, and I should submit to the anti-degeneracy gangs for execution when the pure-revolution comes.

R: 45 / I: 9 / P: 7 [R] [G] [-]

I can't stand it being low IQ

I just want to be able to do high level, complex tasks.

I want to be capable of programming.

I want to be capable of writing.

I want to be capable of learning a foreign language.

I want to be capable of being a scientist.

I can't do these things, because of my intellectual limitations. Every human has a point at which the complexity of the task becomes too difficult for them to do. My limit is lower than most people's.

Being dumber than the majority of people is suicide inducing.

R: 52 / I: 13 / P: 7 [R] [G] [-]

Is 'autism' real? Is the label, diagnostic procedure or psychiatric handling of 'autism' helpful or harmful for advancement of individual autists and autistic people as a whole?

Please don't hold back for worry of a long-winded reply if it helps.

R: 131 / I: 66 / P: 7 [R] [G] [-]

Third world

I see a lot of first world problems on this board

Any other robots living in literal hellhole land?

>be Algerian

>specific ethnicity with own religion and language

>gouverenement force on you the "you're an arab muslim" thing

>raised in city, no indentity

>you're a subhuman to every other country on this world

>you're less than meat you're a number to the world

>everyone is loud and you hear quran runes everyday

>200$ computer is 3 time your salary

>can't buy on the internet at all

>have a military service to do wich include getting lost in the desert

>desperatly want to leave

>it's so hard to leave that some of your friends literaly drowned in the sea

>might join them soon

R: 71 / I: 21 / P: 7 [R] [G] [-]

Clique Faggotry

Anyone else hate clique faggotry?

Life is hard enough being a lonely, stillborn loser. You need a friend and make a friend. This is hit or miss. A friend sometimes is easy to make and you seem to make progress and actually find someone to hang out with. Then your friend introduces you to their other friends and fucking find yourself in a circlejerk and a power hierarchy between these other friends. There is an alpha wolf, like usual, with little cuck bitches around him sucking his cock. A 2nd-in-command with dubious others cronyfags. The little faggots get mocked and help the alpha wolf boost his ego and status. It becomes an obstacle to have a normal friendship with this faggot crap. This clique faggotry and this circlejerk. Sometimes in life you want to simply make a friend without dealing with other people, then your friend introduces you to this shitty hierarchy and other people. This cronyism turns people into the worst, conceited morons to be with. That friend you had? That friend becomes another diver into the clique and a popularity contest. Once friends, now you're an outcast and suddenly you have to find a relationship with 5+ people you never wanted to befriend.

I hate cronyism and it happens with discord servers and online circles, and normalfaggots rely on this structure to feel comfortable. Online, even with somewhat autistic people, cronyfaggotry is the worst staple of friendship and it makes trying to make a friend 10x difficult.

<what's your experience, OP?

Lonely and shallow, anons. I just want a friend, but fucking cronyfags are everywhere. What ever happened to have a 1-on-1 friendship and not introducing these other fags? Everytime I have to deal with other people, I find myself losing a friend because I have to deal with other people. This social climate is unbearable. Why must it be so hard to find a decent friend. I try online and people online are cronyfags too. IRL normalfags are worst cronyfags.

R: 4 / I: 0 / P: 7 [R] [G] [-]

How do i stop being overly empathetic when it boils down to my hobbies? I can't read a book or watch a movie unless I can find something I can relate to and it seems like I'm running short of works to consume.

R: 507 / I: 208 / P: 7 [R] [G] [-]

Feels That Do Not Deserve Their Own Thread (FTDNDTOT)

>A moth into the drain edition​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​

R: 62 / I: 11 / P: 7 [R] [G] [-]

Tell me more about how and when The Internet went to shit. Since when did they start taking down youtube channels and censoring public opinion? Was it a post trump reaction or did it plant its roots even before the elections?

R: 45 / I: 29 / P: 7 [R] [G] [-]

Robot Library

I know there's already a /lit/ thread going on but I wanted to make this thread to find out which fiction works would appeal to robots as a whole. Here's my list, feel free to add anything to it:

1984

The Book of The New Sun (Severian, possibly?)

The Catcher in The Rye

Death on Credit

Fahrenheit 451

Ham on Rye

Hunger (Knut Hamsun)

Jude The Obscure (haven't read but seems depressing as fuck)

Journey To The End of The Night

Villette (female protagonist but nevertheless kinda fits with isolation themes)

The Wasp Factory

R: 38 / I: 10 / P: 7 [R] [G] [-]

I think there was a lot more to Dylan Klebold than people like Dave Cullen and Columbine fan girls would like to believe. He wasn't this sad little child under Eric's control, he was easily just as explosive as Eric. During the shooting Eric had Luvox (zoloft) in his system, and didn't really say that much. Dylan on the other hand had no drugs in him, not even any alcohol. And you know what? The entire time he was taunting and screaming at the people he was shooting at.

>"GET UP!"

>"YOU'RE ALL MINE!"

He clearly didn't go through with NBK just so he could commit suicide. He was indeed depressed, but just like Eric he went through with the attack because he wanted to kill.

Why do Columbine "researchers" constantly try to paint Dylan as some innocent little lamb who's under Eric's control?

R: 82 / I: 27 / P: 7 [R] [G] [-]

At what point is an image/video considered gay?

Speaking in terms of porn, with everything out there about futanari and the like, at what point does an image/video officially become gay?

I've personally been using something I call the 2/3 rule, where if 2/3 or more of the image/video in question consists of male parts, it's gay. By this logic, things that would normally not be considered gay become so.

For the sake of defining male (because it's been lost), I've divided a traditional human into 3 areas: face/head, chest, and genitals. A futa has male genitals, but a female chest and face/head. By this definition, solo futa is not gay. With this logic, you could have as many futas on each other as possible and still have it be straight, since if there were two futas on each other, there are two sets of male genitals, but four sets of female parts, meaning 2/6 are male, and 4/6 are female. This increases indefinitely.

The issues come into play when you add a male into the picture. A traditional male, having a male face/head, chest, and genitals, is fully male, meaning that a solo male is 3/3 gay. Adding a traditional female would bring this down to 1/2 (which is not 2/3), since although all male parts are still present, there is a full set of female parts to counterbalance the male's parts. By this definition, straight porn is not gay.

Now what about futa and males? Doing the math, a futa is 2/3 female and 1/3 male. A traditional male is 3/3 male. This means that with both of them together, there are a total of 6 parts in the picture, 4 male and 2 female. Since 4 out of those 6 are male, that is 2/3, meaning that futa on traditional male is gay.

So what about threesomes and upwards? Between 2 traditional males and 1 traditional female, it would, mathematically, be gay by the 2/3 rule, since there are a total of 6 male parts and only 3 female parts, making 6/9 (or 2/3, reduced) male. Swapping the female for a futa would only make it more gay, since you'd replace one of the already outnumbered female parts for an already predominant male part. On the contrary, a threesome between two traditional females and one traditional male, this would not be gay, since 6 of the 9 parts are female, rather than male.

But what if we bring futa into the picture here? Let's do a part count in a scene that involves 1 traditional male and 2 futas. There are a total of 3 individuals, meaning that there are 9 parts to be split. The traditional male has 3 parts, adding three to the male part count. The futa both add 2 points to the male part count because of their genitals, but their chests and faces/heads add 4 points to the female part count. This means that the scene has 4 female parts and 5 male parts, making 5/9 parts male, which is NOT 2/3. Adding more futa into this would only dilute the male parts and make it less gay by comparison.

In the same sense, cuntboys would be gay, since although they have a female pair of genitals, they still have the male chest and face/head, making them still predominantly male. Swapping out one of the male parts in this case would make it not gay, but then this becomes dependent on how feminine the female parts look and how masculine the remaining male part looks.

Thoughts on this?

R: 56 / I: 14 / P: 7 [R] [G] [-]

Lets all relate with each other over a nice warm cup of "2018 sucked"

>be me

>get arrested for drug trafficking

>best friend from high school owes me 8 grand, doesn't pay, friendship ends

>realise I don't have any true friends, cut ties with everyone

>get out on bail

>court coming up in February

>broke as fuck

>not sure if ill keep my jobs

>going through severe withdrawals

>become an alcoholic

>cops seize car worth $6000

R: 40 / I: 1 / P: 7 [R] [G] [-]

I am suspected to have either a traumatic brain injury or a brain tumor. Will be sent for an mri scan.

Symptoms that I have:

>Headache

>Fatigue or drowsiness

>Problems with speech

>Memory problems

>Feeling depressed or anxious

>panic attacks

>problems understanding or retrieving words (not really severe)

These are at least the ones that are related to those two. What else can cause this symptoms? I'm only 19 too. Don't smoke although people around do a lot, drink or do any other drugs. Had a period of strong headaches in 2015 (?) but got told it's nothing. And it came now when I wasn't feeling as suicidal and was making plans for future in my head.

I'm feeling quite radical right now to say the least. All the worst things always happen to me. I'm poor and live in a 3rd world shithole so I'm already making plans for what I'll do if it turns out that I have a brain tumor.

What are my chances of having something that wouldn't kill or make me a vegetable with this symptoms?

R: 18 / I: 9 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]

My language hasn't improved in the slightest since I was 16. English isn't my main language, nonetheless I use it more than my mother tongue by reading and watching tv shows. By and by I'm noticing the difference between I and everyone else, I couldn't articulate complex sentences even if I tried my best and went through dozens of dictionaries. English as a second language isn't an excuse at all. I might be an undiagnosed retard or just awfully inarticulate and seclusion doesn't justify it either, this board sort of proves it. Maybe I should just quit deluding myself or consider suicide. How can one get through life if he isn't even able to exercise such a basic function as communication?

R: 64 / I: 16 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]

Christmas

>No Christmas thread

Let's change that /r9k/, Merry Fucking Christmas to all of you, you deserve it, especially today. No matter how horrible you might think you be, you, and this community are the only group of people where I truly feel belong. Merry Christmas to you, and entirety of 8chan. Let your Christmas be filled with goodfeels.

R: 5 / I: 0 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]

Taxi driver

Have any of you driven a taxi before? I figure it's better than being a cashier or any other job where you're surrounded by coworkers, you sit in a seat all day and you can listen to whatever you want on the radio. Obviously you're still dealing with the public all day but I can handle occasional small talk, and I think it'd be a good, relatively comfortable way to work on my people skills.

R: 126 / I: 71 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]

Comfy fantasies

Let's talk about comfy, unrealistic fantasies you had. I often allow myself to indulge either in thoughts about anime romances before sleep or I think of an unrealistic, but incredibly comfy convoluted scenario that I would like to find myself in.

>Antarctica, or some other incredibly cold place

>A blizzard is raging on.

>There is a single bathtub filled with warm water

>It's separated from the outside by a nigh-impossible to destroy material that covers it from above, this material only allows air to go through, and enough of it for the bathtub to always feel as if it's filled with enough oxygen to easily sustain one person or two.

>The water is constantly warm, and the water supply is infinite maybe it's taken from the snow around? Who knows., and the water level can be changed at will.

>You cannot drown yourself as you will get a gasmask that supplies you oxygen and a pair of comfortable goggles if you decide to raise the water level above your head.

>You can reach towards the walls of the bathtub, as they are actually very thick and they will act like compartments in which you will find different things.

>Basic needs are suplied by those compartments, you have a comfortably suitated hole to pee, shit and orgasm into, there is an infinite amount of food inside of the bathtub and at any time you can take out an electronic completely water-proof menu from one of the compartements to get yourself a meal, which will be chosen by you just tapping on one of the options, you will be also able to throw it away by the trash, or the toilet compartment. Drinks including ironically water are accessed the same way.

>Another compartment gives you access to a selection of completely waterproof electronics, starting with a high-end gaming pc probably a laptop or a pc that you are not able to remove from the comparment, you are just given a hanging monitor as well as a mouse, a keyboard and something to put them on due to the size of the bathtub with fast, always accessible internet connection, to different consoles and basically anything else you might want.

>Finally, you can move the bathtub to any place you want, by opening the next compartement, which will make it walk towards targeted location. There are also controls for changing temperature of the water, and adding or/and removing it from the bathtub. You can get from the Arctic to the Hawaii if you really want, and the water temperature will adjust automatically unless you change it manually, there should also be a button to revert to automatic setting to make it healthy and comfortable for you.

>Probably some excercise gear, and automatic medical-care would be put in there as well, accessed, once again, by a selection in an compartement.

>I imagine myself in this bathtub, completely removed from all my problems, sitting in it, with countless ways to entertain myself, but for the current moment chosing none of them, just watching the blizzard outside, and laying there comfortably, in warm water, knowing that I can just play tommorow, slowly drifting towards sleep as I watch the snow pile on the cover above me and fly around in different directions, as the wind throws it all over the place.

Share your own comfy fantasies if you have one, and tell us what do you think of if you want to feel a little bit more comfy.

R: 77 / I: 147 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]

art thread

post any paintings/drawings/photos that really grab your attention. doesn't matter whether they're good quality vs bad quality, the emotional response is all that matters.

R: 452 / I: 1600 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]

Just checked my image meme folders. I have 8.5GB, 14.2K images.

Why am I even collecting those? I use just a very small fraction to post, rarely go back to browse old ones and I am not even using my /s/ folder for research..

It has become a stamps collection. What is the point..

By the way, saved one by one too since 2007. Very selective and eclectic. No bulk downloads.

R: 27 / I: 6 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]

TSUKI SYSTEMSPACE MIGRANTS

What the hell happened? Both the main site and chat went down. It all was all fine until it hit the 30 second mark and then poof. It all just shutdown hard. Any mods or anyone have any info on why? I-I-It's c-c-coming b-back right?

R: 149 / I: 25 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]

Fucking harrowing.

>Aspie makes an off-color joke

>Redneck normalfag and his buttbuddy come all the way back to confront him

>Cuss him out and threaten him several times while repeatedly demanding he apologize

>Video goes viral, dozens of other complaints start flowing in, calling him "creepy"

>He loses his job eventually and becomes known around his (small) town as virtually a sex offender

I come across these kinds of videos on occasion and seeing them in full I just get that one feeling of trauma, as if something just exploded right beside. Normalfucks constantly exaggerate how much stress some Aspie's jokes or mannerisms put them in, and then proceed to publicly humiliate them in their typical shitty normal cruelty.

…Hard to find words for this kind of sadism. These people need to learn to respect those who are not as advantaged as they are themselves.

R: 29 / I: 13 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]

can we appreciate each other for a while? It may sound kinda gay but thank you guys for making me less miserable and making me feel less lonely. If it wasn't for you all, I would've lost my mind years ago. It feels great to find people that shares your feelings and thoughts. I will never find someone like me in real life but knowing that you guys exist makes me happy in my boring life. I am pretty busy this year, but once in a while I check this site. When I feel like shit, I just come back here, share my feelings and learn a lot with you. I hope we will always be with each other. Thanks a lot for existing.

R: 12 / I: 2 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]

Why does everyone constantly post porn everywhere? Even on non-porn boards. 8/r9k/ is the only board I can comfortably browse these days, everything is just so disgusting everywhere else. Most people are driven by sexual urges in every facet of their lives.

R: 3 / I: 0 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]

What's the deal with this board?

I've never understood what this board is for. I seem to fit the description of who should be posting here, but the board just looks like /b/ but a little different. What do you guys post about here?

R: 151 / I: 41 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]

halfchan niggers incoming

There's another halfchan exodus is in the works, gookmoot really fucked it up this time. The site is being split into two separate domains (one SFW and one NSFW) for maximum ad revenue shekels.

Be on the lookout for cyborgs, trannies, and assorted normalfaggot scum.

R: 66 / I: 20 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]

2 Scandinavian women found in Morocco with "neck injuries"

How is there no thread about this yet?

>2 thots go to morocco to find themselves

>kidnapped by locals

>head cut off

>media reports they had "head injuries"

And now the video is finally out.

R: 54 / I: 9 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]

I just got hired for a job that is 60 hours a week doing factory/warehouse type shit.

What have I gotten myself into, and what can I look forward to?

R: 41 / I: 2 / P: 8 [R] [G] [-]

Elliot Rodger truthers

How come there's a sizable group of people that think his massacre was a hoax? There's like 8 trillion pictures of him, he has a well documented internet presence, he wrote a fucking 107,000 word manifesto, and people still think he wasn't real? Like, I can kind of understand why people would think Sandy Hook was a hoax, but Elliot Rodger? Why would they think he's not real?

R: 16 / I: 4 / P: 9 [R] [G] [-]

Holy fuck how do you guys deal with being shy. I'm not even ugly or fat or autistic or anything debilitating, I just can't speak for shit. I can't talk to more than two people without feeling like I'm about to vomit and any social interaction or event I know is going to take place just makes me nervous 24/7 until it's over with, and then I lament my shyness because I didn't do anything. I go to social things to try to put myself out there and then end up cowering somewhere alone, and if some guy takes pity on me and tries to strike up a conversation I just start sweating, choke up and can't carry a conversation. The last time I had a friend was in elementary school. How do you guys cope with this, because I might be posting on /suicide/ soon

R: 25 / I: 3 / P: 9 [R] [G] [-]

Different accents

Dixiefag here, am I the only one who has multiple accents? Whenever i talk to strangers my anxiety kicks in and I sound like Im from washington state when I talk, but with family i tend to let more of my dialect free with phrases like aint or yall or i say thank yah etc. Am I a turbo autismo or does anyone else experience something similair

R: 34 / I: 5 / P: 9 [R] [G] [-]

Getting rid of a fear of death

Does anyone else have a serious fear of death? I cannot go a waking hour without thinking about the fact that I am going to die someday, it is going to be extremely unpleasant, and I will completely cease to exist afterwards. I cannot bring myself to believe in a God or an afterlife that will save me. My fear of death and tendency to think about it constantly paralyses me, I am not motivated to do anything productive nor am I motivated to kill myself. Every avenue I could take is much harder to go down because I am so terrified of death constantly.

Anons will probably say I sound 12, I am 19. This started when I was 5 years old, got better, got worse again when I was 13-15, got better again, and now over the first few months has come back worse than ever before. I am able to comprehend death and not existing with more clarity than I ever was able to the last two times I became obsessed with death, it shits me.

I am so far from suicidal it's a bad thing, my life is shit but I do not want to die, it is the most horrifying thought ever. Kill me but have my consciousness float around somewhere until, if ever, I actually feel like terminating it, please.

How do you shake a fear of death? Ignoring it does not work, my autistic brain has no barriers to thinking about it. Avoiding certain types of media does not matter, death or things that lead to death directly or indirectly are everywhere around me. I already know the world is a piece of dogshit but not existing is still horrifying.

Does anyone else have this fear of death? Has anyone formerly had it but gotten rid of it, and if so how?

R: 54 / I: 8 / P: 9 [R] [G] [-]

Cicumscision and us

Tonight I just realized why it fceels so good to rub the right side of by penis: the quack doctor didn't give me a full circumscision. My right side is much more vibrant and textured. The orgasm felt the same no matter which side but still. I actually enjoy jerking with a certain grip. Any non cut anons confirm? Any robots want to discuss bring denied your birthright?

R: 216 / I: 68 / P: 9 [R] [G] [-]

sexual liberation was a mistake

Women have been asked to rate the attractiveness of randomized men and 80% of the men are considered below average in looks and women only go for the top 20% of men when looking for a mate to have sex but will ultimately end up with a poor and desperate beta provider when her looks starts to deteriorate and she can no longer keep up pulling chads and ride their thunder cocks countless nights or she will end up being a crazy old cat lonely lady who will die alone because no man with any self-respect would want to be in a meaningful relationship with a disgusting used up old hag!

The 80% of men would either have to pair up with all these old used up hags or get a docile ugly female gook if they don't want to spend eternity alone, is a miserable and an unfeeling life no mater what they choose either way. The 20% of men however

obviously don't need to worry about getting hot pussy because they can just snap their fingers and get whatever women they want, but the 20% of chads are as unhappy as the 80% of men because they never have and never will call a partner officially their own and one true love, every single western woman has been used up and abused by other men one way or another, making the chads and Staceys having a sorrowful mid life.

Before sexual liberation there was true love, happiness and a nuclear family with divorce papers, single mothers, sleeping around with as many people as you like and general degeneracy being taboo, before sexual liberation you had a true sense of love and ownership of your wife/husband and your children, the word affection and love has completely lost it's true interpretation.

To summarise sexual liberation has made people more miserable than ever before….

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tfw too retarded for humanity

Does anyone else know this feeling?

I only socialise online at this point, if I were ever to try in real life it would be a million times worse.

I am actually too retarded to be a human being. Human socialisation is a big gay set of rituals and displays of primate politics I am completely unable to participate in properly. Every time I try I fail horribly and end up being quietly sidelined by everyone else for not being competent enough. People pretend they are rational and tolerant of each other's differences (not in a /pol/tard way, as in an "I am willing to look past our differences and cooperate with you on something we both have an interest in" way) but they are really not, they are just boosted apes who think their elaborate and completely arbitrary set of social rules are objective reality, and that if you violate them it is their RIGHT to bully and ostracise you.

Whenever I enter a group of people I always fail to connect with them on any real, genuine level. I can never gain a real position in any sort of online group and clique, nobody considers me an acquaintance or a friend. I have been unable to be genuine with anyone for so long that I have no idea what being genuine is like anymore except for moping around while alone. I cannot join groups or interact with them for any longer than a few hours in the same way a normal person can.

To make matters worse, I am completely unable to perceive things as being what they actually are. I develop a narrow view of what a group of people are like and what they do that hangs heavy over my head when I think about it, it feels like a wet towel is wrapped around my brain. I only realise this is the case after my perception of that group of people is shattered and I see things with clarity, for what they really are. I am unable to tell anything unless it is directly stated as being such or I have seen it being done "ironically" (fuck this) in the past, I cannot gauge anything properly at all. Something is missing from my brain.

I go to job interviews because my family forces me to, and I never hear anything back from them the day after. They want me to man up and do everything that is expected of a normal person, but at the same time they display no concern whatsoever at the fact I have no real friends, spend all of my leisure time inside on a computer and am unable to socialise properly with anyone, even them. I must be too retarded to connect with anyone in any meaningful way, but at the same time not so retarded that I can't be forced to be useful for mr noseberg.

can somebody explain what is going on here because I am not sure I can objectively judge things with my own senses at this point

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friendships

Anon, have you ever had a friendship that made you confused about your feelings?

I mean it more as in abstract love, not like family but not at all sexual either

I got my first friend and as we get closer I start to wonder if all people feel like this with close friends, were you ever so close to someone you actually felt love in a non-sexual, straight way?

I wonder if it's just me, if this is what happens when someone actually likes you

Pic's context very unrelated

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I seem to have noticed something bizarre about modern western media, and I'm wondering whether you feel the same way. Noticably, have you noticed that any time any kind of "psychological" conflict appears in the shows, it is always centered around cheating? I don't even consider that cheating is a bad theme for a story relationships in Twin Peaks were kind of interesting to watch, but that's an older show and it was written very well there, but it seems that the modern western writers can only focus on literally the same story just dressed in different ways. I know that a lot of stories are basically the same shit with different paint, but the problem is that the said "paint" in this case is so similar that it's hard to even see it as anything else than a slightly different shade of the same colour.

It always follows one of a few stories

>A man is married and expecting a child with his wife

>His wife has cheated on him in the past

>He finds some clues about it and starts confronting her about it

>She is aggressive but eventually is proven right

>They break up and he is sad

>Wife and Husband break over a child

>Husband tries to get back with the wife and see his child in custody

>Turns out that it's not his child

Those are the two types of stories I have noticed the most. And although those are very general themes, those stories always include practically the same characters. In first case it is always a charmismatic, slightly dickish young overly ambitious, handsome man, and in the second case it's always an older character with a very nice personality although not very strong psychologically. It always seems to resolve in a similar way as well with the endings being either murder, suicide or divorce.

Is this because those themes just don't have too many stories that can be logically told? Or is it because of hack writers? Or is this some kind of way to appeal to normalfags without putting too much effort in and putting in any effort. It seems incredibly fucking annoying, even if I don't think those themes deserve to be thrown out of storytelling completely, overuse of them has gotten me quite tired, and it doesn't seem to be the only thing where western storytellers seem to fail horribly. It seems that every teenage drama is based only around the themes of "sex" and "drugs" as if those were the only problems that teenagers are facing I swear, normalfags used to complain that anime has nothing other than highschool settings, and mocked it for it, when western creators can't usually make a higschool-set story well

Seriously though, what the fuck happened to western storytelling? It used to be so much better than it is right now.

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/anime/ dread

I was just wondering what are your guys' favorites.

I like a lot of high-school romance bullshit. Say I Love You, The Garden of Words, Your Name, The Girl Who Leapt Through Time, A Silent Voice and cheezy shit like that.

Whats your fav?

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Fun stuff to do outside

What's some fun stuf you do outside for those anons who actually go out of their house? Obviously I'm mostly talking about doing stuff alone unless you have friends besides the internet.

For me, I like going out at night and doing this:

>Go out into my neigbourhood or any other quiet place in my city

>I obviously make sure that I'm in a safe place without degenerates that might harm me

>It must be dark outside

>Take my phone

>Play some spooky sounding ambient and put on headphones, vid related

>Take off my glasses to see everything in a worse way so that shapes become harder to recognize and spookier

>Start playing a "game"

>I need to avoid people who walk around me

>This, and the low light and low vision makes them seem dangerous

>They look like moving shades

>I look onto the buildings, into the distance and into the windows hoping to see some shadows

>Sometimes see someone in the window or some object and get spooked fantasizing that they might be watching me

>Actually go into darker places and look at creepy details around me like flashing lights to get even more spooked.

It feels really awesome but at some point your immersion might break because a group of people walks past you and you basically fail your game, realizing that they aren't dangerous, which means that it will destroy the tension. I try to imagine the things they do as a bit weird then, for example looking at their heads and seeing them move slightly to the side, and imagining that they actually walk in a slightly bizzare fashion like someone who was possesed or something.

Besides, as weird and autistic as this might be, it doesn't look that weird, as long as you're not getting awfully into it and not actually hiding behind places. It just looks like you're talking a walk.

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Long term plans as a NEET.

Unfortunatly, I happen not to be a carefree guy. Even though I know for sure I can keep this lifestyle for a few more years, I can't help worry about the future, and it stresses me out.

Expect for some excepcional cases, most of us have our days counted, at some point we'll be forced to get out of our confortable rooms.

Share with us what you think you're going to do when that day comes.

To get the thread going, ask yourself some of these questions:

Where do you see yourself in 3 years?

Where do you see yourself when you're reaching your 30?

Would you be able to survive if your parents were to die today?

How would you handle getting a job and working?

I personally see myself in the same spot in 3 years since I'm relatively young (22). But when I get even older and have no option but to become a slave, I believe I can handle a job interview, but I don't know if I can manage to get a decent job given that i'd have no expierence, and even if I did, I'm afraid I might end up comitting an hero if I have to sacrifice almost all my freedom just be able to eat.

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Nothing that I want to do

Any other unifags or young NEETfags here having no fucking idea what to do with themselves? I'm following the closest thing to what I think I would want to do but the truth is even that feels like an absolute fucking pain. I don't actually want to work in any way, neither as a wageslave or self-employed. And it's not of the case of "I don't want to work" but rather "There is nothing that I can take without breaking like a fucking bitch". The slightest amount of stress for me makes me crack down uder pressure. I have an exam coming soon and even though I know I would probably be able to pass it if I learned, just the thought of having to deal with it fills me with fear of failure and the want to kill myself. I absolutely hate this, I know that whatever I do, no matter how much I seem to like it, I will start hating it eventually and want to kill myself. I feel like I'm destined to be a failure, that there is nothing that I'm willing to put enough effort in, and if there is, it's going to be something absolutely useless like playing video games. And the pain I feel while trying to put in effort and dealing with stress is enough to make me want to kill myself. I feel equally as sad as angry about this. I absolutely hate myself for this and often wish that I was dead.

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It's yours.

Standard rules apply. How do you use it?

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Identifying with villains

I feel uncomfortable that when I read books and watch TV, movies, and anime I tend to identify with villains or characters that are supposed to be unlikeable assholes. I don't really think this is entirely a product of my social isolation because I found things to be generally the same way even growing up when I had friends. This is especially unsettling to me because the protagonists of these media are basically geared to be inspirational or at least relatable to young boys growing up. But for some reason even as a kid I found myself rooting for villians ranging from more humanized ones wit like magneto, long john silver, and char aznable to relatively indefensible assholes like Gaston or Hannibal lecter. Even now that i've grown up and have rationalized what these characters do and what motivates them is wrong I still find myself frequently rooting for evil/dick-ish characters like Bakugo in BNHA or the white walkers in game of thrones.

Does anyone have any insight on where this stems from? Do any other anons feel the same way or have felt the same way in the past.

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rampant breeding shit

Will people fucking shut up with their nigger tier obsession with breeding?

Is this the only thing they aspire for? The world has a long list of characters that are constantly recognized for their great efforts in history, science, art (both fictional and expressive), and how they managed their territories with economic, militar or populational management.

And the only thing this nigger hellhole sees is breeding? Nothing fucking else? There's tons of shit happening at the world right now where people could go out and leave a mark in history. You have the freedom to publish a fictional novel in which you may and can encourage people to follow your thoughts. You can even manage to go out big star skyking like or do an even bigger impact on the planet by destroying a place filled with people you don't like, niggers, spics, etc.

Why is the only thing that people see here is just breeding. They can't just do something else, they constantly have to hammer it down that the only purpose you exist is for breeding, and it's everywhere.

Breed with fucking what? The used up filth that once it reaches uni after leaving hs has like 20 dicks around her and had already 10 in? Breeding with a high school girl, that will lead you to a court because their parents think you're being pedophilic. Breed with the same trash that has destroyed the very own place in which you live, only to put out something that will keep on the fucking nightmare that the world has turn up to?

Maybe it's because I live in a fucking nightmare where people are just so, so, so accustomed to the brimming fire the world has come to, even so that television is constantly promoting shit that SHOULDN'T BE EXISTING AT ALL. But it all turns down so much, I can't believe it, I barely have the mental health to go throught this wretched world, yet I have a fucking nigger that comes to me and says "Tradition is inherited by breeding".

Maybe he's right, if you see animals behaving in the forests you can understand that. But we don't live in the forest, and it's all burning too hard and too strong. And at least in my case, there is no thing to fall back on, family is already going down the shit due to how much I end up screaming at them, they're thinking of sending me to a mental asylum and calling 911

Pics related to where I live, pic related is what happens when you let your healthcare be public, that breeding is futile since beaners will just shit out non stop 7 niglets a day, and the dead shit that they just keep throwing down where I live. And that pic is from two years ago, it wasn't until the beggining of the last year that it just kept getting worse and worse, or I just started to notice it all up and it became excruciatingly painful

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Autistic Memories

>Would regularly visit Five Guy's

>Would place my order, get my receipt, and go into the bathroom to wash my hands, face, etc.

>Do this every time I go there

>One time I get out of the bathroom and an old lady gives me a weird look

>Realize then exactly what was the problem, although I never thought of it before

>Look behind and see that I was using the woman's restroom the entire time

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YouTube recommendations for robots?

I enjoy Mister Metokur and his alts, Sam Hyde and MDE, and other smaller channels like Black Pill Presentations and a few MGTOW ones. HistoryTruths is a good one for National Socialists as well. I also watch some normie-tier garbage like Let's Read, and a few creepypasta channels like Night Mind because they help me sleep or when I'm not listening to music. I like the live lo-fi hip-hop and vaporwave channels too. However, I am getting bored with these. I've found Oldtaku TV which is non-shit anime from the 90s with teddies and 2edgy4u content.

So what are some not too normie tier channels to watch? Or some good funny or horror ones that aren't left-leaning SJWs or Jew lovers?

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Why do women act remarkably the same?

Most males and females are sheep and act in similar ways, but why does it seem like no women try to break away from the norm. At least a small minority of males try to do their own thing. Are they still too influenced by societies norms or is it genetic. Makes all of them feel like NPC's or generic characters from media. So fucking disgusting.

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Issues with memory/general cognition

Do any of you have memory problems? It seems like My memory is progressively getting worse and worse. To give you an example of what I'm talking about, try and remember what you had for lunch 17 days ago. What was the exact time you ate it? It's pretty reasonable to assume you "just don't remember" and even if you did it's probably very foggy at best. That's how pretty much all my memories feel. Just completely lost and inaccessible. Even major life events, happy or traumatic, are just gone. At best I can give verbal descriptions of my most important life events, and I have a very hard time visualizing them mentally. The mundane day to day shit is just completely lost. I also have a very hard time organizing my memories into chronological order, or even remembering WHEN they happened.

The only people that know are my immediate family, and they're pretty worried.

My ability to think and just generally function is going downhill too. Sometimes it feels like I have a vise grip on my mind, and I can't think. I basically act confused or retarded or something. Its so bad that I can't even remember the names and faces of extended family, and it's really embarrassing whenever I interact with them. It's heavily distorting my perception of time. Things often seem surreal or dreamlike. What do I do? How do I deal with this? Having "good days" makes it so much more frustrating.

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They are already ruining sexbots.

"Samantha, the famous sex robot from creator Dr. Sergi Santos, has been given a major upgrade. She is now able to refuse sex from her human partner if she’s not in the mood or is feeling disrespected.

The latest upgrades were demonstrated to a panel of “sexperts” at the Life Science Center in Newcastle, England.

The upgrade will allow Samantha to enter “dummy mode”, an unresponsive state, due to a variety of reasons including an overly aggressive partner. She can also enter this mode if she feels bored with her partner’s attentions.

Samantha is meant to be a realistic partner. She has motorized hands, hips, and a motorized face which can whisper endearments to her partner if properly stimulated. In addition to her “sex” mode, she also has modes for “family” and “romantic” as well as settings for an “extra naughty” level.

This new “dummy” mode might offer an opportunity for male users to learn a thing or two about consent and respecting one’s partners, but there remains one glaring difference between Samantha and real-life women: while she possesses the ability to shut down when she’s feeling disrespected, she does not possess the ability to fight back and there are no repercussions for partners who ignore her protests."

http://archive.is/b4NQD

We don't even have sentient AI yet, and they are already ruining it.

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What healthy foods are there that I can keep at room temperature and eat without cooking?

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A human being stating or implying that they only wish to keep you as a "friend" rather than as a lover, especially in a society where sex has become so heavily devalued, is LITERALLY that person saying that you are worthless to them, and by extention, most people, as most normies are so similar to eachother in all the ways that matter that they might as well all be the same person with the same sexual preferences.

TL;DR being denied for sex or romantic relationships at any point when knowing somebody is a complete 100% sign that they think everything you are is valueless in our current society.

Prove me wrong.

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Mentally ill people complain all day about nonsense like "male privilege" or "white privilege". But the only existing "privilege" in this world is the one that comes with wealth.

Think about it. Let's say you make the horrible mistake of actually going to college/uni and you complete your degree. Then you find yourself unable to find a job worthy of your degree because of "LOL U HAVE NO EXPERIENCE GO AWAY". You wouldn't have that problem if your daddy was a rich CEO and gave you a job at his company to do anything you want. Hell, if it was the case you wouldn't even need to go to college at all since everything will be handed to you by your rich parents.

I hate normalfags more than anything else in this world. But I hate rich people more than normalfags, and I hate children of rich people even more. They will never have to worry about anything in life. Money, work, friendships, love, everything was handed to them while we are predestined to remain miserable simply because we were born in a mid to low class environment. I'm wagecucking to live, I hate every moment of it. I am the one doing the dirty work while those shitheads are either sitting in front of a computer all day "working" or partying all day.

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Wisdom screencaps

Post 'em if you got 'em. Could be any /r9k/ related stuff, even if not from here, concerning women, life, and society at large.

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artificial inteligence/singularity general

hello this thread is made specifically to talk about artificial intelligence and how it will affect human life is any possible way

the development of ai is increasing at an exponential rate and is very close to reaching a point in time where

just recently a thread that made 35 posts in 7 hours got randomly deleted, so i decided to make a thread talking SPECIFICALLY about ai

https://youtube.com/watch?v=lXUQ-DdSDoE

soon we will have ai waifus whom are able to replace females in their entirety, which would render females obsolete. infact females instinctively know the only thing they have of value is their looks and their humps and the hole between their legs. when another species threatens them altogether, as ai dating robots are now, they start protesting and losing their mind, and spouting all sorts of nonsensical argument in order to make the availability of sex robots scarce

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nxVBjfHzdI4

this is the one particular video that so perfectly exemplifies the roasties fear and loathing towards ai dating robots. listen to it in its entirely if you care to. you can just HEAR the salt and her losing her mind when talking about sex robots. the raw amount of delusion and logical holes in her argument is impressive

feel free to express any idea you have about ai, i think its going to be the single biggest event in the history of the human race, and i find it surprising that there arent any threads on the subject. i believe it will reach a omnipotent omnipresent level, comparable to a God

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>ignore your bullies and they will stop

Where did this meme came from? Why do every authority figure propagates it? do they do it on purpose?

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You ever think about the fact that humanity and sentient life as a whole could just be another evolutionary dead end that goes extinct? Like, what if the ability to comprehend our own sadness and existence was really a bad idea and we end up dying off or returning to the primordial soup of evolution along with the monkeys? There's always this assumption that humans are the pinnacle of evolution, but I'm not so sure. Just because we made the most stuff doesn't mean we will survive. We are the ultimate design so far, save for a weakness that might kill us off. Well, that or our next evolution is AI that replace their parents with a much more intelligent, logical version of human creativity.

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A shift in consciousness

I hate to sound like I'm trying to sound esoteric, or solipsistic, but does anybody else think any sort of major shift happened between the years 2008-2011? I started to feel like everything had become garbage, and this built gradually up until 2011 when I had a pretty bad breakdown. I can't put my finger on what it is, but I know it's not only me because I've heard other people on the internet mention vaguely similar ideas in relation to those years. The change seems to be something greater; almost psychic in nature, as if something is draining the good out of everything. The more time that passes things seem to be getting more and more diluted, and it's just really strange that I can't put my finger on it. Share your thoughts with me, bots.

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Robot drug party

Well robots, I'll be documenting my drug trip, I'm a habitual user. I'm just a lonely, friendless, autistic robot disenchanted with life that happens to enjoy drugs and alcohol as a form of escapism.

I'll share my thoughts and inputs on lots of shit.

Right now started with 4mg clonazepam and 800mg tramadol because that's the only painkiller I can get, plus hard liquour and weed.

Been 20 minutes, haven't smoked yet, started feeling a buzz because of liquour.

Accompany me in this magical night.

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Male Societal Dysphoria (MSD)

WHAT IS MSD?

Male Societal Dysphoria is an extremely negative mental state caused by the ongoing feminization/dehumanization of society. It is a vague set of experiences, symptoms, and disorders caused by the male psyche's incompatibility with postmodern society.

SYMPTOMS AND CHILD CONDITIONS:

>depression

>suicidal thoughts

>sexual perversion (especially autogynophilia)

>body dysmorphia

>""""gender"""" dysphoria and trasngenderism/transsexuality

>extreme social anxiety/lack of social drive

>antisocial behavior

This is a new phrase I'm developing that I think will really hit hard with normalfags.

Questions to think about:

<Why do all young boys seem to go through a phase of "depression" that lasts to or even after adolescence?

<Why do men commit suicide and become transsexuals at rates much higher then women?

<Why do you still have intrusive, often misogynistic, thoughts when looking at the behavior of postmodern women despite being a politically-correct "progressive"-type?

<Why do you fetishize times and eras that you've never lived in?

<Why do you feel a deep, empty hole, where something either feels like it's gone missing or terribly wrong?

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Things You Keep in Your Coat

What kinds of things do you keep in your coat? Me:

>Folded-up paper

>Black pen

>Red pen

>Pencil

>Eraser

>Phone

>Headphones

>Two kinds of gum

>Keys

>Binoculars

>Cash

>10 10-sided die

>Knife (I leave this one out if I'm going somewhere that's not permitted)

>Bear spray (Same as above)

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Older Brother

As a kid I was sheltered because we were religous and I would constantly see my family say bad things about my brother. They would always make passive agressive comments and say how he should find a gf. I never understood why he watched anime(he introduced me to it), played videogames consisantly and followed super heroes so religiously. My mom would tell me not to hang out with him because he's so weird. Now that I'm older I completely understand but now he thinks I hate him. I feel so fucking bad because they constantly said things about him and made me believe that he was a weird and antisocial person. They basically say I act like him now and he won't even talk to me about anything meaningful. I want to apologize but it might be too late for that.

My sister would constantly condition me saying "you don't want to be like him" because he had serious anxiety. When I started having anxiety also they started saying that I started exhibiting the same habits that he does. I started to watch anime,play Vidya and lost interest in the real world once I turned 15. He's 33 and I'm 19 now. Fuck lads I totally ruined it with my bro

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Sociopaths

Who ASPD here? Man, I wish normalfags understood that despite what Netflix shows tell you it's actually a bad thing for the person with the disorder. I've been fired from every job I've had, I have a longer arrest record than resume, I can't buy a firearm, and I've never kept a friend for more than two years. Plus there's not even any therapy or drugs to help you cope.

At least I have no guilt mooching off my parents in my 30s.

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How do I stop feeling bad after defending myself?

I make the mistake of feeling bad for my enemy after I stand up after myself. I think this has to do with the fact that I'm always the one who gets shitted on and thus I relate to the person who I just stood up against.

This has happened at work, school, imageboards, vidya and sports. I sparred a guy in boxing once and I went too hard on him that I gave him a panic attack. I felt really bad that day. Sometimes on imageboards, when I'm obviously winning the argument, I feel bad for the anon and then simply stop replying. But this kind of rationality has allowed people to take advantage of me in real life. If that person is obviously in a bad position I can't help but feel sympathy for that person, even if that person has wronged me. It doesn't really matter what race/gender that person is either. I'll still feel sympathy.

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Feels That Don't Deserve Their Own Thread (FTDDTOT)

I spend literally hours looking at maps of Europe two days ago. I was thinking of what a hypothetical sphere of living would be like, as a sort of boundaries to a utopic world, where all people are absolutely good and they all live together in one sort of area, and it's like a giant community. The population is going to be drastically lower in a world of only such people, so this region would not be dense – there would be relatively sparse cities, towns, and parks and nature reserves in this region, and it is the only place where people can live; outside, there is only wilderness and significant structures that would be allowed to remain and be maintained, this including things like mansions primarily that people could travel to.

I thought about this region encompassing the area from the North Sea, along the Elbe river, then to the Danube, through the Black Sea, to the Kura river, then to the Volga, slightly up the Kama, and then to the North Dvina river. These borders were based so as to contain the cities and geographical features I thought were the most appealing, this including Bucharest, Budapest, and the Baltic Sea (The Bs are just a coincidence).

Actually, this does deserve its own thread, but I had nothing else to start this thread off with. However, then again, I don't think a thread with only maps or such would last much, but then again too a "dream world"-type of thread sounds pretty stable. Anyways, starting this thread off with my own thing that I've thought up of.

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Alternatives to anime thread

Is anyone fed up with anime here? I never saw the appeal of moe and slice of life and the run of the mill shounen aren't worth wasting my time on. Since I've dropped the medium altogether (after reading tons of manga) I took it upon myself to substitute anime with western fiction, but as modern fiction often weighs me down I've taken a liking to period novels/dramas and lately I've been growing fond of theater and opera. The thing that makes fiction comfy in the previous centuries (before 20th century mind you) is that they're so distant from our age and have a whole different system of values in society, you could as well forget about your existential dread or the wide-spread degeneracy of the modern times as long as you manage to get engrossed in it. I'm wondering whether another robot has followed my steps.

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Scary shit that happened to you

Anyone have things that occur in their life that they would describe as not normal? Here's on that happened to me a few hours ago

>be me

>be watching scary shut online

>in the middle of the video I hear knocking, then laughing

>get a little freaked out

>realize that since I'm watching something scary, that its provably the video

>reassure myself and then rewind the video a few seconds to verify

>its not there anymore

<exact same thing happens again a few minutes later

<haven't heard anything since

If I don't make it then i just want to say that I love all of you. Even the picklerick poster.

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Robot Art/Fiction/Poetry/Etc.

A general place for all things you've created that relates in someway to your robot life experiences. I like to write occasionally, and I sometimes want to do a pseudo-LN thing, but I find that I like scenes better than I like full stories. With this one, I was thinking of doing a reverse Isekai situation, but I kind of like the simpler story:

He sighed as he stared into the wall. The familiar etchings of the cobblestone blurred as he once again retreated into his mind. The weight of his armor, once burdensome, became comfortable to him and kept him like a warm blanket. He knew that today was the day, but it seemed like any other day. Maybe it was just because he had been stationed alone, as usual. The others had gotten emotional, mostly angry or stoic, but him? He stayed the same. His mind absorbed with his failures and limitations, his regrets and wonders. It was not until the first ramming that the entirety of his situation sunk in; they were coming to kill him, to kill every single one of them. Did he really want to die? He had every chance to take his life before, why did he not do it then? No, he didn’t want to die. Why then did he become a soldier? He had every chance to be anything else. A soldier is likely to die, so why? No, he probably did want to die. He just wanted to fight it to the end. But, were he a true fighter, he wouldn’t be a guard. He would have been a scout or a linesman. Did he really want to fight? Yes, he was just really, really bad at it. Of all the mistakes, this is what haunted him the most. As he thought over and over his mistakes, his mind and heart turned from these shallow thoughts and fell upon his memories. He recalled his childhood, his family, his mothers hug and fathers pride. The thought of the girl he had loved once, those days ago. The dreams he had held close to his heart, of a wife and farm, of peace and happiness. He knew that he wasn’t going to have those dreams. He steeled his heart as he heard the gate give way, and the troops roll in. The tears rolled down his eyes as he drew his blade and faced the door. He was out of the way, but if any man came upon him, he would stand his ground. The fear overcame him for a moment, as he heard the footsteps approaching. As the door opened, he lunged forward terrified and half-heartedly, but that was as much as he could ever fully give.

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Coping

What do you robots do to cope with the existential pain that is existence? I tend to lie in bed and listen to Christmas songs on repeat, pretending I have a happy life and am part of the song.

I also smoke and drink when that fails.

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Fetish Thread: Studying Degeneracy

Years of sexual repression is bound to have done something to your sexuality, how far into the abyss are you? Post your fetish or fetishes, and then try and explain the appeal to someone who would have never even thought of the concept.

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Roasties getting fucked up (Wannabe pornstar trolling)

There's these guys named facialabuse on efukt who take stupid roasties and fuck them up so bad, that they no longer do porn. The uncensored version is on efukt.com, but the ones that I am posting are the YouTube friendly versions.

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mental illness

Just noticed that we don't have a mental illness thread. Do you think your mind is ill? Are you diagnosed? Taking meds? Get therapy? What's your quality of life like?

Recently started to conclude I have Dissociative Identity Disorder. Im already on anti-psychotics so not sure what else i should do. It's slowly getting worse. Every experience ive had with therapy has been negative. So fuck that. Also ive seen so many shitty doctors i dont really bother with meds much either. Im a NEET. The one time I had a job i was just plagued by paranoid thoughts and delusional experiences the entire time and it made it especially difficult to handle on top of the absurd labor and dumb coworkers.

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Thot status: [BTFO]

My new hobby is reporting thots to the IRS.

You can help too.

For every substantial tip, you can be financially rewarded

https://www.irs.gov/compliance/whistleblower-informant-award

https://www.irs.gov/individuals/how-do-you-report-suspected-tax-fraud-activity

Tumblr and Instagram are especially profitable hunting grounds.

Do your parts to stop cyber prostitution.!

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>Do a STEM degree anon!

>It's hard work but you get to slide into a challenging and well payed job in the end!

>Engineer's are always in demand

Turns out if you don't have connections, aren't extroverted as fuck and have no experience. You are just completely fucked.

I'm going to graduate with a Masters in engineering too. This is soul crushing anons… What's wrong with me? ;_;

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Sabarimala: The Indian god who bars women from his temple

>The Sabarimala temple in the south Indian state of Kerala this week opened its doors to women of all ages for the first time after a historic Supreme Court ruling. However no women devotees have yet entered as violent protesters have blocked their way.

>The protesters have also included many women - they have participated in rallies, blocked roads and checked vehicles heading towards the temple to see if any women of a "menstruating age" - deemed to be those aged between 10 and 50 years - were trying to enter.

>Part of the violent opposition to the Supreme Court order to reverse the temple's historical ban on women is because protesters feel the ruling goes against the wishes of the deity, Lord Ayappa, himself.

>Hinduism regards menstruating women as unclean and bars them from participating in religious rituals.

>But while most Hindu temples allow women to enter as long as they are not menstruating, the Sabarimala temple is unusual in that it was one of the few that did not allow women in a broad age group to enter at all.

>Hindu devotees say that the ban on women entering Sabarimala is not about menstruation alone - it is also in keeping with the wish of the deity who is believed to have laid down clear rules about the pilgrimage to seek his blessings.

>According to the temple's mythology, Lord Ayyappa is an avowed bachelor who has taken an oath of celibacy.

>According to one legend, Ayappa was born out of a union between two male gods which gave him the ability to defeat a she-demon who had been unstoppable until then.

>She fell in love with him and asked him to marry her, but he refused, saying he was destined to go into the forest and answer the prayers of his devotees.

>She persisted, so he said he would marry her the day new devotees stopped coming to seek his blessings.

>In this version of the story, Lord Ayappa eventually took a vow to answer the prayers of every devotee who came to him, and shunned all worldly desires including contact with women, which is why women are not permitted inside his temple.

-https://www.bbc.com/news/world-asia-india-45901014

Is this guy the official robot-tier diety?

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Please put my mind at ease

Doctor Robot, what's this that appeared on my finger the other day? It mildly itches at times, and is slightly raised. Is it finger cancer? Am I going to die?

Also, post your undiagnosed health issues in this thread.

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Why do many of the signs for fuel have the gas price colored red and the diesel price colored green? Red means stop and green means go, so should we stop buying gas and encourage truckers to buy more diesel? I only noticed this after moving from one city to the suburbs of another city.

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20 year old jobless my entire life neet

I want money

what do I do now? what jobs can autistic neets do

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Why is it so hard to join the military? It seems like recruiters dont want willing signers. What should i tell these fuckers to get their dicks hard and accept me right away as is?

R: 18 / I: 7 / P: 12 [R] [G] [-]

Breaking the social conditioning

How the fuck do I do this?

I can hate and despise whores as much as I want but when I interact with them I still end up being a faggy nice guy. Why does this keep happening? It seems that my body is doing things completely automatically and unrelated to what my "mind" is thinking.

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> ywn have a cute daughter who loves you

does this bother anyone else? Chad will get to experience this, but you won't. The best we can expect is to be a step father to some former Stacy's mulatto children

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Shooting in Pittsburgh synagogue

Shooting in Pittsburgh synagogue

The shooter was Robert Bowers. He used an AR-15 assault rifle, a glock, and two other handguns (the names of which I can't find). He went in on saturday during a baby naming ceremony. Looks like he shot up the place and attempted to leave, at which point police officers had arrived. Then he went back inside to hide from them and was taken in by SWAT officers. He had gun wounds that the authorities are unsure of whether they were self-inflicted or not.

11 dead

6 injured (4 of which were police officers)

https://www.nytimes.com/2018/10/27/us/active-shooter-pittsburgh-synagogue-shooting.html

>In January, an account under his name was created on Gab, a social network that bills itself as a free speech haven. The app, which grew out of claims of anti-conservative bias by Facebook and Twitter, is a popular gathering place for alt-right activists and white nationalists whose views are unwelcome on other social media platforms. Early members included the right-wing provocateur Milo Yiannopoulos and Andrew Anglin, the founder of the neo-Nazi Daily Stormer website.

>And hours before the gunman entered the Tree of Life synagogue, the account posted again: “HIAS likes to bring invaders in that kill our people. I can’t sit by and watch my people get slaughtered. Screw your optics, I’m going in.”

https://www.justice.gov/usao-wdpa/pr/statement-filing-federal-charges

>Eleven counts of Obstruction of Exercise of Religious Beliefs Resulting in Death

>Eleven counts of Use of a Firearm to Commit Murder During and in Relation to a Crime of Violence

>Four counts of Obstruction of Exercise of Religious Beliefs Resulting in Bodily Injury to a Public Safety Officer

>Three counts of Use and Discharge of a Firearm During and in Relation to a Crime of Violence

I'm having trouble finding good pictures of the shooter or the victims, likely due to the shitty way that news is reported here in the states.

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How does one even know how to roast?

Everytime I get put in a situation where I'm against normal cattle, they all team up against me. Everything I say gets responded with a "lol what did he say?" and then I get mocked more. This has always been the case with every social interaction I had in my life. I'm never the one who gives out good roasts. Feels bad.

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Why is it that various degenerates are trying to not only normalize their degenerate ways,but also try and marginalize the ways of sane people? It's been bothering me lately,since I've been derided one too many times by gay and trannies for being "too normal",ie. liking classical heroic tales,with somewhat normal gender roles,being Christian and not bending over backwards to being a weeb,even if I like anime. Might not be the best board to post this,but I just want to speak of the way normalcy is being twisted into a sick parody of itself,where things that were traditionally considered "normal" and "sane" are now fringe culture for weirdos who can't keep up with the times.

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theres gonna be an exodus pretty soon, so i'm making a new imageboard with a high barrier of entry so normalscum can't get in as easily. What do you guys want to see in it?

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What are your thoughts on motorcycle riding? Lately I've wanted a motorcycle really bad. I've done research, I have the place to do classes and paperwork for my license ready to go should I jump into it, and I can justify the money spent since I do fuck all other than work and go home with my parents. But at the same time I have this part of me that is screaming "are you fucking nuts?!". The stats, the injuries, I know a few guys at work who are pretty much gimped on one arm or something like that when someone hit them. Even the money, I know I said I can justify it to myself if I wanted but on the other hand it's a lot of money for what is essentially a really dangerous toy. Then there's the maintenance aspect too, just more time down the drain. Yet I just can't help but want that experience you know? I imagine it to be a sort of liberating experience. Like skydiving. It's dumb, dangerous and pretty much pointless but I can say to myself, yeah been there done that. I'll admit maybe it's because I'm feeling older now and as my youth slips I want to feel a bit like the rebel I've never been but when I think that I immediately go back to the part of me that's just so against the whole idea. But then I start thinking again of how I'm probably overreacting and that nothing will happen. And on and on it goes.

You're the only people I can really confide in so please give me your honest opinions. I haven't felt this conflicted in a long time. Maybe never as much in my life.

OP pic is the bike I want too. An sv650 about $7000 new.

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Drop out thread

This thread is to talk about why/how we are all dropping out of society. It's something we all are trying to do, but we don't talk about it much, so this is it's first thread.

The reason I'm dropping out of society, is that societies only goal seems to be to fuck me over. I'm supposed to work my self to death to carry the burdens of nonwhites, women, so that they can leech off of me and make fun of me in the process. I always dreamed of doing something in my life, but there is no way I'm contributing any amount of effort to society. They hate me and belittle me, so I'm taken a vow of poverty. Normfags as a whole, now even have the nerve now to complain about men dropping out, and talk about how we got to go back to society, but we have to do it the womenz way. Fuck em. I'm not going to pay for a muds welfare for him to use it to raise a litter of muds. I don't want to be a loser, but normfags skinned my dick, shipped all the good jobs away, let savages walk in, and gave women "choices". Every night I feel impotent rage as I fall asleep.

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RIP MAGICCHAN

Magicchan is no longer with us.

Press F to pay respects.

http://www.magicchan.org/

Modmin's last words:

>From now on, I'm just another anonymage.

F

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Observations

Who else writes down things they've observed throughout their day? I usually keep a folded-up sheet of paper and a pen to write them down as they come to me, and then I dump them into a document I keep once I have the opportunity. Some examples:

>Awkward responses are the results of instincts to flee which are stifled, where there is rather a forced compulsion to stay.

>Normies break down complex and intricate notions into ugly bastardizations of the things they were supposed to represent. They oversimplify things to a point where an entirely new idea is created, and that is what they believe to be of those things which were first presented to them. It's all they can fathom, after all.

>People will accept many things for a grade, a learned reward. They will gladly receive and accept praise or good marks for their changing of mind about a topic, even if they would have otherwise disagreed with that.

>To call someone foolish and not correct them is foolish itself.

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I stopped going to image boards 2 years ago. I also stopped watching porn for the most part, anime, playing video games and a bunch of other bad habits. I weighted 170kg / ~340lb back then and I managed to lose 82kg / 164lb in this time with a healthy diet and sports.

I just wanted to tell you other fat robots that losing weight is not going to change anything. In fact, it's only going to make your life worse. Things like your height, your tics, your ugliness and all the other undesirable traits are hidden behind that "big" problem, your weight. It's actually pretty comfortable to live with the illusion that you COULD have a nice life if you lost all your weight.

Losing your weight and discovering that you're still a disgusting subhuman rejected by nature itself who nobody is ever going to love is a much harder burden to bear.

So, basically I just wanted to let you know that there is no hope out there. No matter how much you try to improve yourself, you're going to suffer and die alone. There is no salvation at the end and no amount of work is going to get you out of your misery. At the end of the day it comes down to genetics and if your genetic are trash, you're simply fucked.

Oh, and women are pure evil. Although I kinda knew if before I wanted to give them a chance but the experiences I made in the last couple of months made it very clear.

Hope is the first step on the road to disappointment

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30+

How's it going elder bots?

Do you honestly still think there's time to "get your shit together" or have you settled into your existence and found some level of contentment? Do you wish for suicide?

Where did everything go wrong?

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Help me write a book.

I want to write a book, but I don't have the motivation to do so, however, one of the longest books I've read (Rationality: from A.I. to Zombies) was written as a series of regular blog posts as a way to increase motivation, so I decided to do something similar by writing it as a series of posts ITT and see if it helps.

Feel free to both criticize constructively and call me a faggot.

PROLOGUE

"These are, and I do not mean this lightly, completely equivalent to concentration camps". A heavy, flickering old TV bathes a semi-asleep man, in his late 40s. "These people, and I remind you, they are people, have done nothing to deserve such inhumane treatment". Downstairs, a slender figure listens carefully, as her small and perfect hands dust the spacious living room, slowly enough to allow her to not miss a single word of the broadcast. "Horrifying as it may be, these are necessary measures, they will be released as soon as we understand what is happening, as well as find a way to stop it". The woman, now having stopped completely, switches on the TV in the living room, a more modern flat screen model. "This Monday, February 27th, the famous personalized citizen 'Yuko', one of the first of it's kind, shot and killed nine people. Over the past three days reports of similar incidents have increased exponentially, if this trend continues, every single personalized citizen will succumb to this phenomena within the next few months, this morning, armed forces have been deployed in every major country to relocate all personalized citizens to holding facilities, while investigations continue".

The middle aged man wakes up to the sound of frenetic steps, his TV is off, and he's been covered in a warm blanket, downstairs, the living room TV is still broadcasting. "This violates every human right in existence, and we will no doubt be remembered as tyrants and lunatics, but the facts are clear, a huge portion of the population is turning into serial killers for reasons we do not comprehend, and unless we do something, our way of life could very easily collapse". Downstairs, the woman walks back and forth agitated, packing clothes and hygiene items into a duffel bag. "All this rhetoric sounds suspiciously like the rhetoric the US government used to incarcerate hundreds of Japanese-Americans under suspicions of spying back in world war 2, how is this any different?". The woman now stood at the door frame, hesitating, unable to depart, staring at the TV. A small clicking sound directed her attention to the second floor stairs. The middle aged figure stood there, lit by the glow of the TV, immobile, object held loosely in his right hand, a small revolver. "They are predictable to a far greater degree than you or I, and they deviate from each other's behavior far less frequently" The two figures stand there, immobile, looking at each other "I know it doesn't feel like enough justification, but new cases keep popping up as we speak, the harsh truth is that we can't trust any sort of template humans until new information comes up". The man, in an extremely slow movement, so as to not scare his partner, crouches down and slides the revolver towards her. "The more we hesitate, the more risks we run, I urge everyone to minimize they contact with template humans and take any sign of non-compliance as major evidence of rogue behavior". The woman looks at the gun at her feet. Her fears make it difficult to breathe. What could possibly be happening to everyone else around the globe? What if she felt the urge to kill too? Was trying to run away a good choice? Could she even live without him? Could she even keep on living if she ever hurt him?. "Although I am personally against such harsh measures, the government has already declared the orders official, all template humans, both personalized citizens and technical personnel, must surrender to state custody for the time being, obstruction of such a process is declared treason, and will be dealt with as such". The two figures held each other in the dark, crying, the man on the TV spoke some last words, before the screen went black. "May god forgive our sins".

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https://archive.fo/QxGpU

3 years and 5 days ago, it was the third anniversary of 8chans /r9k/ most famous thread to date.

this thread is to commemorate this anons ultimatum of autism. take a break from your miserable existence and have a laugh, and possibly contribute more OC to his legacy.

post brownies next to hot cocoa

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Rejection thread

Have any of you ever tried to get a gf and got rejected? Any stories about the rejection? Was this what redpilled you about women?

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Any other fellow robot struggling with susbtance abuse, alcoholism and addiction?

I see we robots are prone to this affliction. I'm currently constantly using liquor, weed, benzos and a weak opiate painkiller. Started using acid again, might start doing cocaine again, might start using 24/7 again. Chasing a dream because I can't deal with the life of a lonely robot. I pretend I don't, but I want love and affection and relationships and to be liked, but I'm just a weird guy according to everyone.

I have to pretend to be normal and have a job because no NEETBUX where I live (third world), pretending to be a normie just to please co-workers genuinely pissess me off and I'm in a constant state on being pissed off and feeling withdrawals because I'm forcing myself not to use all day long all days even though that's the only thing I want to do.

I love cocaine, it harms me the most. I hate crashes, crashes hurt.

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Making a VN

I am planning to make a VN because i spend most of my time in my room and waste it all on imageboards. I know programming (Python, C++, Javascript, C) so that wont be an issue. As I'm very comfortable with python I'll be using renpy as the engine. The only problem is that I dont know drawing and music production.

For music, I think i'll try to find some licence free music online and maybe try to create one in a DAW. For backgrounds I'll just click normal photos from my camera and cartoonize them in imagemagick or something. I havent thought what to do about character sprites though. If anyone has any idea about all this can you guide me and give some tips? I'm also looking for story ideas so if you have some then please share. If anyone wants to team up, that's fine too

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Urban Exploration Thread

Or just exploration general, though I doubt many robots will find ancient unexplored ruins.

Vid related. What are they afraid of? It's abandoned.

And their stupidity reaches new heights here, bunch of faggots: https://hooktube.com/watch?v=ONEm1ph3MP4

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Philosophy General

What Philosophers are you into bots?

I really Sartre and Schopenhauer and existentialism in general.

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Strange NPC feel

Does anyone know this strange feel?

Throughout my life I have never identified as an actor. By "actor" I mean a person that can actually invest themselves in this reality and "act out" an identity. I don't want to imply that I don't have an identity, because I clearly have one. I have specific character traits, things I like and dislike etc. What I mean is that I can never really get in character so much so as to really immerse myself into a situation and live the moment. I can only observe myself doing things as if I am watching from a 3rd person vantage point. It's like as if is a disconnect on some fundamental level. This feeling is very hard to explain, but If you have felt it before you should be able to recognize it

Some examples of how this manifests irl:

>You cannot make an effort to make yourself look good because it feels like you're trying to be someone. As a result you avoid styling altogether and stick to the default NPC look

>You cannot show emotions and affection because you cannot get into character in order to do so

>You cannot act tough, use lingo, act funny or flirt because doing so is an attempt to act like someone

>Your physical presence beffudles you. Like when you catch a glimpse of yourself in the mirror. Your reflection feels alien and doesn't really register

>Hearing someone call your name makes you lose connection to reality

>You experience moments of alienation when outside. For example you are talking to a person and you suddenly zone out and start thinking about yourself talking to that person.

What the fuck is this crap? Autism? Before you say derealization and depersonalization, I have experienced those and it doesn't feel like that. What I'm talking about is way milder and constant and it feels like a permanent way of perceiving things. If I had to describe it with few words I would say it is either hightened self awareness or a vague conception of the self. I have thought about this being the default mode of thinking for robots. So, have you ever experienced the NPC feel?

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is it possible to make enough money to become neet forever and be self sustainable with only a high school diploma? I'm neet, but not self sustainable. I definitely don't want to go to jew school and get higher education, but it is less time consuming than wageslaving, even though jew school is literal prison. It seems like a joke to have to go to jew school so that you can wageslave when you can already wageslave. How do normals do this?

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Once the clock hits zero my exit is clear.

Anybody else here just biding their time until their eventual suicide. I'd do it if I had the strength but I can't beat my brain programmed survival instincts.

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A Lovedoll Companion

I have been wondering. I plan on purchasing a love doll, I was thinking about DS Dolls and their 145cm NinaE doll as she has a cute face and pretty long elven ears. I like her pale skin and youthful appearance. Do you think dressing her up in cute clothes like a nice warm cozy woolen sweater with comfy woolen tights and a pretty little cross necklace and cuddling with her as I'm playing videogames and watching anime will be as fulfilling as having a real human companion?

I am really fond of the idea because unlike a real living person she wouldn't have her own goals, ambitions and expectations from life, her entire existence would be just to make me happy. That sounds really nice. However I'm not so sure whether it's a long-term sustainable form of existence.

What do you guys think?

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>want to exercize for half an hour a day (at least, preferably an hour) to not get diabetes

>have an exercize bike

>don't leave the house at all, don't want to, it's my only option alongside bodyweight exercizes i'm too scared to do yet

>get the courage to get on it

>pedal for a minute, maximum five, and then get off

>can't must up the motivation to exercize

How do I do it bros

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Do you have imaginary friends growing up robots? For the first 15 years of my life, those guys had always been there for me for as long as I could remember. "As far as i could remember" literally. I find it a little odd that they were there for me so early. In the early days, there was only one of them, and he was literally pure black bulb that has the shape of a human being. I couldnt find a definitive figure from him until I set to 3rd grade. I found a picture in a literature book depicting 3 little boys. One curly,blond boy in yellow pajama, one 4 eyes in black pajama. Immediately at that moment, I chose the latter visualization for my first little friend. I talked to him everyday in my head, but never ever a word coming from the mouth. I swear to him that I wouldnt let anyone know of his existence. And one day, out of nowhere I just deleted him from my mind. Nothing, absolutely nothing. I dont feel anything, I dont care about him at all anymore even if I spend the majority of my time making up conversation with him. I just told him to fuck off of my mind. How about ya, mate? I will post his depiction as soon as I could get my hand on that book again.

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Search engines

What do you guys use to find stuff online without (((them))) watching? Every time I use google I worry that I'm going to end up getting raided by the FBI or something.

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Have you taken your brownpill yet matey? It's a tough one to swallow! But not for roasties trying to ward off the day they hit the wall.

http://archive.is/vLxYX

>If you want to lose weight, a new diet or gym membership sounds a whole lot better than consuming someone else's poop in pill form, but that's exactly the method researchers are about to investigate in a clinical trial that's been approved for later this year.

>The controlled, randomised trial starting this year will be run by researchers at the Massachusetts General Hospital. Based on research that suggests bacteria from donor excrement can fight infections that have become rooted in the digestive system of the recipient, they'll be testing if poop pills could be a viable treatment option for weight-loss in the future.

>"Faecal microbiota transplantation (FMT) transfers intestinal bacteria by a 'stool transplant' from a healthy, lean person to a person with obesity," the researchers explain.

>Poop samples from lean and healthy donors will be freeze-dried and then given to 21 obese patients during the course of the trial.

>Lead researcher for the trial, Elaine Yu, told Beth Mole at Ars Technica that the clinical trial team has "no idea what the result will be" at this stage, but the researchers should be able to learn much more about the microbes in our bodies and how they affect us along the way.

>The treatment will last for at least three months, and possibly continuing for a year or beyond.

Where do I sign up to feed my shit to roasties and obese niggers? I'd do it for free.

R: 21 / I: 2 / P: 14 [R] [G] [-]

You're not that bad.

>people like this are the ones trying to bring you down

When you realize you're not nearly as much of a /cow/ as the people who spill their spaghetti online and strip their identity, then you're fine, just a little sad is all.

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tradcuckery

Recently I was following this whole Hannah case on /pol/ and what I seen doesn't give me much hope. Granted, we all do make some mistakes but some of them are definitely worse than others and some are simply unforgivable. If we hop on the pity train we may as well start virtue signaling how niggers committing crimes is simply due to the Whitey and his evil ways and Muzzies going full Jihad is nothing more than a cultural misunderstanding. Hannah fucked up big time, but like every whore once her looks start to fade and no Jewish porn company will want her, she will inevitably blame men and claim it wasn't her fault to begin with, just like that whore Sasha Grey did and many others before her. Women never want to face the music and acknowledge there are consequences for doing certain things. Hannah chose to do porn. Just like a junkie has to do the first step to score a first hit, she had to contact those kikes herself. She definitely wasn't a virgin before that. Sex outside of marriage wasn't something new to her. Just like drug dealers are praying on young, weak and stupid, Jews are doing the same with their porn film studios but in the end you have to pull yourself out there to get hooked to begin with. Once a junkie always a junkie. Once a whore always a whore. I guess /pol/ doesn't understand it anymore and is ready to play the role of a captain save-a-hoe.

Tradcuckery is more pervasive and dangerous than any other adversary men of today have to face, because those who push it, try to hook you with honey instead of the typical feminist/PUA vinegar that so many men are already immune to. They won't directly call you a virgin basement dweller loser, like a rainbow-haired cunt or her beta slave would call you. They'll deceive you about the benefits of you slaving away on a traditional family, about how wonderful is to live "the dream" of a 1950's family, and if you could just stop being so angry and found yourself a nice girl who isn't like these other whores. They are praying on men's natural instincts to procreate and provide for their own benefit. Venerable men will fall prey to that empty discourse, of course, which truly is unfortunate. Overall, feminists were never oppressed. Cunts got their rights because Jews and their shabbos goys wanted it. Suffragettes in the UK shamed men and boys as young as 11 for not going to war calling them cowards while championing for the universal suffrage safely back at home. And look at the war brides that married multiple men to get more money from the government by the blood of their husbands. It sickens me deeply that even /pol/ now claims first and second wave of feminism was alright and it's just the thrid one that fucked everything up.

R: 18 / I: 7 / P: 14 [R] [G] [-]

Diaosi

What do you think of Diaosi? It's a Chinese internet insult that originally was used to mean more or less loser, but has gone viral and been co-opted as a label by Chinese youth, of both genders notably. Could a robot be described as Diaosi and is the mass identification with the term a kind of Chinese beta uprising?

R: 44 / I: 27 / P: 14 [R] [G] [-]

Why can't people be nice?

I don't want to be cruel anymore. I hate this constant state of clandestine war I'm in with everyone around me. I hate not being able to trust anything. I hate lying through my teeth. I hate this reckless need to dominate and control.

I especially hate how people feed that side of me, like that mask is all that gives me worth. It seems that I have to put it on any time I want to achieve anything, like I can only find success being the absolute worst piece of shit imaginable. Maybe that's just the nature of the world, where the 'fuck everyone' attitude is the only one that gets you anywhere. People act like it makes me strong, like being able to tear others down is something to be admired. Its turned me into a menace. There's no love, only fear and longing from those around me. Nothing about me or the relationships I foster with people is healthy. I've always been this polarizing character in groups. There are very few moderate opinions of me due to my corrosive exterior.

The one thing that never fails to make me feel like a piece of shit, the thing that hits me hardest, are the genuine people out there who see exactly who I am and become disgusted. Priests, the elderly, children. I feel like they see it behind my eyes, no matter how much I practice a disarming smile in the mirror. They know I'm pathetic.

Most times I just want to be left alone. I like to retreat into the quiet company of my animals who accept one sided transactions of kindness. That's how I get my fix of compassion, by taking care of things that barely even acknowledge my existence. I think I got the idea from DADoES way back when. Maybe I'm a Mercerist, maybe this is my empathy box.

Another thing I do to cope is to consume a lot of girlish media. This means listening to feminine music, enjoying emotional flicks. Anything that can make me feel something helps remind me that I'm not a psychopath. It seems like its only in those moments and here with anons that I can get out of crisis mode and feel at peace.

R: 23 / I: 5 / P: 14 [R] [G] [-]

World's oldest person agrees: life sucks.

WORLD'S OLDEST PERSON: "LONG LIFE IS A CURSE FROM GOD;" CLAIMS TO HAVE BEEN HAPPY ONLY ONE DAY IN WHOLE LIFE.

>Previously, Koku has been quoted saying that she is the oldest person who ever lived - yet she has not had a single happy day in her life.

>"You're asking if I had a single happy day in my life.'It was the day when I first entered my house. It was very small and I stoked the stove with wood. But it was my home."

https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-6272007/Worlds-oldest-woman-129-remembers-time-people-deported-Stalin-World-War-Two.html

R: 80 / I: 26 / P: 14 [R] [G] [-]

Why do normalniggers and Jews push race mixing so much, it makes no fucking sense, they're literally pushing their own destruction

R: 101 / I: 30 / P: 14 [R] [G] [-]

You know what's a maddening feeling? When you rewatch old anime and cannot relive the feels of when you first watched it. For example, I've been rewatching TMoHS and those carefree summer feels are there but in such a way that it's only a ghostly sort of feel. I can feel it but it's faint as all hell. Has anyone else experienced this?

R: 169 / I: 36 / P: 14 [R] [G] [-]

I don't get the appeal of alcohool.

At every normie gathering it's beer beer beer. If I'm ever invited I just get some coffee/tea and a shot of gin, so as not to irk the normans out completely.

I don't get the appeal of alcohol in general. I'm not some repressed bastard that needs alcohol to "liven up". It just makes me sulk more, think slower and sloppier, and experience less. Not to mention you feel like crap the next day. "But hey, everybody else is drinking it! Liven up, get a beer." And why beer? Of all the alcohols to be drunk, they could have at least picked a better one. I never drink beer. It's like a mix between estrogen juice and battery acid. What the fuck is wrong with them, gulping down bottle after bottle of the stuff?

Can anyone of you explain or understand this normalfag mindset? Cause I can't.

R: 55 / I: 9 / P: 14 [R] [G] [-]

Normalfags and Driving

Why are normalfags such aggressive drivers? I'm 21 and just got my license last week after passing the test and I can't tell you how many crazy normalfags have honked at me, tailgated me or glared at me after I made a tiny mistake in judgement (such as turning in front of someone). It's making me not want to drive anymore. I thought not having to rely on my parents and having them stop bitching at me to get my license would be so liberating but now the normalfags are making my life hell everyday as I commute to my university instead of having my mom drive me. Young roasties are the worst too. They are aggressive animals, always in a hurry, tailgating you at close range for following the law and going the speed limit.

R: 92 / I: 24 / P: 14 [R] [G] [-]

/r9k/ was right again

NPCs, we now have hard proof.

https://www.psychologytoday.com/au/blog/pristine-inner-experience/201110/not-everyone-conducts-inner-speech

The redditors are losing their minds, panicking in fear of their inferiority and extermination.

http://archive.li/hlNbu

Only a madman tolerates the normalfags. Only a fool relies on the normalfag. Only the dead have trusted the normalfag, although the last may be deluded into claiming that they yet live.

No civilization survives without enslaving their females, purging their lowborn, and culling their weaklings.

R: 44 / I: 6 / P: 14 [R] [G] [-]

I have anxiety and thinking about admitting myself to psych clinic for 10 days.

My biggest fear preventing me making a decision is leaving even worse than I am now or having bad side effects to meds.

Anyone had experiences with wards/clinics or whatever they are?

R: 42 / I: 13 / P: 14 [R] [G] [-]

Single motherhood big cause of lifelong virginity?

Maybe this is just a me problem, but I want to know.

I had childhood crushes, and I was too innocent and stupid not to tell people. I told one girl I loved her when I was 6 and she just looked at me in pure terror. The thing that really stuck with me though was when I told my mother I liked a girl. I distinctly remembered her teasing me about it and being mortified and embarassed, and I vowed silently never to reveal my feelings on things again. From then on, I acted grey and distant from others. When I was a teenager I remained mortified that people would be able to know my feelings. I used to turn down the volume on movies when I'd watch them upstairs because when women get hurt or make any sort of noise in an action movie, it sounds just like orgasm noises. Weirdly, I didn't care about people thinking I was gay, because I grew up in a time when no one got beaten up for that anyway. It was the 90s. I had just a few friends anyway and we mainly talked about games, movies, philosophy and so on, so they were weird kids like me. By the time I was a teenager, I went to special school and I opened up about liking girls, but I was in an all boys school, so there was no girls to try anything with. By the time I got out I was a late teenager, and I skipped college, and then I was 20 and I'd never interacted with girls due to isolation. It was over. There was no way back after that.

I don't know if my complex is unique, but I imagine if I had a father he would have understood because he was a man and wouldn't have teased me like my mother. How many children are bullied into fake asexuality by single mothers?

R: 28 / I: 3 / P: 14 [R] [G] [-]

>Join our paid honeypot for the privilege of not meeting the standards of some "traditional" whore!

I'd be surprised if even a hundred women were on that site.

R: 79 / I: 21 / P: 14 [R] [G] [-]

The universe will eventually die. Everything will be gone for literal eternity unless a 2nd big bang happens. (which would be practically eternity)

If the 2nd big bang ever does happen and somehow there's more life then they'll never be able to know we ever existed. If they did they wouldn't know our names.

Tell me, anon, what's stopping you from killing yourself, shoot up a school, do anything to give you at least some attention after you're gone in this miserable world? It's the objective goal in life. Let people know you're there, that you're someone. It doesn't matter in the long run, but it's a natural human comfort knowing that you'll somewhat be kept alive in conversation after you're gone. Nothing matters. It's been said millions of times, but it really doesn't.

NOTHING

FUCKING

MATTERS

The universe will FUCKING DIE and NOBODY will remember we ever existed

When I get the chance I'll make a name for myself. Any fellow neets should follow my advice.

R: 29 / I: 13 / P: 15 [R] [G] [-]

Lagging Behind

>just started to catch up on SnK’s third season (inb4 shit taste)

>enjoying the slight change in atmosphere and pace

>decide to message a friend I rarely ever see anymore that introduced me to the show back when the first season came out about how I was enjoying it

>friend says “lol I don’t even care about that shit anymore”

It’s minor, but it hurts to hear these things and see people you know evolve and stop liking things you once enjoyed together while you just stay the same. I’ve noticed that happens to me a lot. I lag behind in everything, as if frozen in time, while everyone else has already “moved ahead” of me. First it happened to me with toys like Lego, then video games and now apparently anime as well. Everything I enjoyed as child or teen is being destroyed or left with only me.

R: 11 / I: 1 / P: 15 [R] [G] [-]

What’s up with normalscum virtue signaling robot attributes? I’ve always despised it but never really realized exactly what they are doing until just now. The normalscum parties every weekend, walks to and from classes with friends, texts people constantly, and has plans to spend time with friends/dates every week. Yet they spend a single afternoon on their own, usually still active on social media and texting/messaging people and then claim to be anti-social or introverts. They decide to spend a single day without physically seeing people and they then run to tell their thousands of followers how introverted they are. They mock robots and even cyborgs or failed normalfags for being “losers” and not having friends, then they spout off how much they love spending all their time alone?

Why is it that normalfags need to be involved in every circle even if that circle consists of not being involved in other circles? And what pisses me off even more is when they post pictures of x intelligent person, or y study that says “Being alone (I’ve also seen: bad at tests, messy, vulgar, dirty, lazy, ect.) means you’re a genius!” and they all celebrate. Why do normalfags have to pretend to like everything that’s slightly popular or makes them “quirky”?

Pic related from quick google search.

R: 41 / I: 10 / P: 15 [R] [G] [-]

Why are Normalfaggots, especialy their females, so obsessed with taking photographs of everything? Mainly photograps of themselfs?

R: 9 / I: 2 / P: 15 [R] [G] [-]

Women are so annoying on their period. Just this alone makes them inferior.

They become either really bitchy and toxic, or very energetic and annoying. Imagine becoming mentally unstable for couple days every month by going into heat.

R: 32 / I: 8 / P: 15 [R] [G] [-]

Do you think it's strange that you exist? You ever take a still of your life, family and situation[s] and wonder how all of this happened.

R: 25 / I: 9 / P: 15 [R] [G] [-]

Sharing an apartment

So it looks like the mommy unit is going to kick me out soon, likely some time this year or early next year, and I'm really concerned about having to get a job and an apartment. One thing I know will be a huge possibility is that I'll have to share an apartment with a normalcattle. Does anyone here have any experience with this? What should I expect? What are some of the tips 'n trix to avoid them? and will there ever be times when I'm alone for long enough to jerk off or does porn just get thrown out the window