/r9k/ - ROBOT∞

18/1/2016;

>family was getting ready to rip me a new one and slap me shit down

me step-dad with his headshakes and acting nervous while looking at his 600 dollar facebook machine because the goy knows how to play the game and me mom with her feels and eyedrops to make fake-tears.

>BT [behavior therapist] visited

i had pictures just in case they they wanted to slip my le shit silly and gone on about their day feeling good about themselves because they got another free golden ticket to watch me sperg out with a side order of feels and popcorn but mostly feels.

now am gunna list somethings she did in no order;

>called me a hipster

when we were talking about the apartment area, she told me that 'all the hipsters are going in the area.' and 'a hipster is a younger cool person like you.'

nigga_please

bitch_please

me and the 'hipsters' are migrating west for the winter

let me break that shit down.

me and the weak left-winged indie style coffee stained handle bar faggots the has a label called 'hipsters' are going to roll in toxic waste and get wings and then make a band called 'Me & The Hipsters' but we are only going to play in local areas and disband when we get mainstream. with those wings, we are gunna pick up most of our indie-coffee shit to the west. do you know what is in the west? niggers! niggers are in the west of louisville KY. me and the 'hipsters' want our boipussy fucked by niggers and i only know of 1 by the name of kelvin heggs. gee, interracial/cuckolding trend is /the/ IT thing to do since /hipsters/ are going at it. is this 2011 again? also, do not label me since am going to be a 'hipster' and should make a tumblr while taking pictures of food and brick walls.

>tried to guilt-trip me

am i watching the plane scene of BM;TDKR because if i am then should not ye be dead because i pulled ye mask off? '4me'. JUST DO IT '4me'. it think the term is '4u' as in 'are you a big guy?' and the only think i can JUST do is i can JUST CUCK MY SHIT UP since am going to be fucked by niggers with the hipsters. but - ye did get me to drink lactos-milk which is now as you said '4me' since i drank it from the jug with me tongue in it.. bend over bitch boy!, time for ye milk enema! i have had an enema before because me mom gave me one. i had to pull down me pants and lay sideways on me bed as she looks into a blackhole and stuck an enema up me ass. poo poo pee pee mommy clean me ;] you want a girlfriend someday, don't you? i looked at her and said 'no. i am gunna be and stay single for the rest of me life. i do not subscribe to guilt-trips or human-sheilding and i do not orbit my life around schedules. why? because it will make me overload and have a headache trying to rush everything in a limited time.'.

>acted high and mighty and smug

reminds me of /someone/ i used to know [read update Tuesday, August 25, 2015]. good thing, i had the guts to say no and talk meself out of it before /that/ shit started again. how did i talk meself out? she wanted me to take a picture of everything i did as in what i did in the bathroom and kitchen with a date-mark and a time-mark. nope. fuck that shit! she leaned back with a big fucking grin ear-to-ear with arms crossed and shorted 'EVERY. SINGLE. DAY'. she even stopped at the periods like 'EVERY.' stop 'SINGLE.' stop 'DAY.' stop. oh boy!, the slap-stick does not stop there! when i came back from the other room, she was talking to my parents! not allowed to do that since /you/ said and the contract stated [somewhere about me do/don't rights] that you will not treat MY seasons like group-therapy because i KNOW my parents are going to say /anything/ to get at me to make me the bad-guy and them correct with using the saying 'respect your elders' while wearing a big fake smile. respect is not given to someone on command like a big golden plate. it is earned! but wait! saying 'sorry ;[' will cut the cake and give you another free pass to slap me shit and play dumb. oh? i have not changed me bed sheets in 3 weeks? she visited LAST LAST friday which is 2 weeks but add 1 more week to make it sound like it is the end of the world and am a slob. speaking of being a slob, i do not follow or subscribe to what is the IN thing because of a guide or a fashion/health tip. it is my body not someone else's.'

in other news, i made her freak out and stutter because i do not like star-wars.

i also told her the spoilers of the 7th movie which made her sad.

2/?

26/1/2016;

I misread 1pm as 12pm as the time the BT was going to visit.

this time she had me sign papers.

that is it.

step dad went into another room

fuck me.

made a big deal about nothing but was prepared.

am bad at math but I rekt her when she said I /may/ have to work like a parttime job to get my ssi up just a bit.

LOL

ssi =/= job

I asked her how savings works in a bank and she kept saying 'well IF you /had/ a small part time job…'.

lol

and the thing I rekt her with was

'the point of a job is to get money. I get money from ssi without having a job. so why should I have a job when I already get money for doing nothing?'

then told her I already picked out a place to move too and rekt her from driving me to other places.

she said there is a difference between looking at something on googlemaps and going to see it irl.

so next Monday on the 1st at 12:30pm, we are gunna drive around where I am going to move too.

I have already been around that part multiple times.

#wastehertime

3/4

15/2/2016;

It had been 3months since that doctor lady started visiting me and I feel she is not working for me. She has told me I could get rid of her at anytime. She has made me uncomfortable in public. She lied about not going to talk about me behind me back to my parents. She mislabeled me as a ‘hipster’ (a hipster is a person who acts snobby or above someone who believes they have better taste in something/someone and look down on someone that shares the same taste.) as I do not have that personality at all. She has invaded my privacy by wanting to know what I have been doing and making me feel down in the dumps and drained from the vibe that she gives making list of things I already know how to do (the lack of taking a shower I understand because of motivation but I do not have the grasp of the idea that daily showers are /needed/. I do take them when I have a rash or going to go out to eat or just need to wake myself up).

I am now doing my own wash, food and stuff that I was not doing plus I feel that she has done her job to help me find places and a waitinglist. I did talk to her about wanting to be a female and she was talking about trying to change my style as of what I wore and how I kept my hair. the list that she makes does not help me move forward as of experience. i am not gaining anything from the EXP as of getting better at something. how can i get better at taking a shower or making boneless wing in the oven or even doing my wash? i am just getting used to the idea and doing it in a pattern. i get nothing that i can hold as a reward. i cannot psychically hold a feeling. what do i do with 'good job.' only to hear it again when i am ordered to do it again. it seems pointless to build me up with confidence when the waitinglist for the place i applied for is 9month hold. i can understand if it was like 2month hold but 9months seems far [the way i look at it]. when someone visits weekly i am ok with it at first but then i get nervous and my anxiety runs up which is followed by stress which is followed by headaches waiting for them and going on rants/agurements with myself on what we will say/do when they get here. i do not have enough time to clear my mind because of the things they want me to do while they are away because it will linger until i do them then it seems like a rush for them to get here. i would very much like it if they came at the first monday and last monday of each month for about 30minutes because i do not know how to fill up 2hours or so. they can make list like if i have something to eat i have to make a check if i made it or someone watched me make it or someone made it for me then reward me somehow if i did it all by myself so i would feel the need to do more of those things.

4/4

Holy fuck, anon. Where are you on the spectrum?

I didn't get most of what you typed.

>>112661

depression/stress/anxiety/autism/add/cerebral palsy and depersonalizion

>>112666

pay no attention to satin tripfag

OP is a low functioning autist

Twelve hours out of Mackinaw City

stopped in a bar to have a brew

Met a girl and we had a few drinks

and I told her what I'd decided to do

She looked out the window a long long moment

then she looked into my eyes

She didn't have to say a thing,

I knew what she was thinkin'

How did your assistant feel having to write this shit?

>I spek england wery gud

Seriously, what the fuck is this shit OP?

I haven't seen this much autism in a long time