/r9k/ - ROBOT∞

>>112765

I have never held an IQ test actually, I judge my intelligence constantly since I feel incredibly stupid all the time.

99 IQ here and I can relate to most of this shit.

I felt like this for a while. Im in school again now though. Ive got a high iq but my memory is spotty. Some things i remember forever but some things just leave when im done with it. I spent 3 hours earlier doing maths and got ~95% of the questions right but if i try and go through it in my head i struggle to remember what i did.

If you can find the willpower you should go to school OP. There are some seriously dumb shits on my science course and the teachers carry them a lot. As long as you can turn up you can do it. I was neet for years and i wish i did this sooner.

Ive rushed this year and been accepted to uni on the condition i get certain grades. Ive got 78 days to teach myself 3 maths modules to A grade. I dont even want to think about what ill do if i dont make it.

sorry its a bit blogposty

You think that's bad. I have a high IQ and am even more of an autist. I have literally nothing to blame my laziness on. I can't even discuss it with people because IQ is one of those things that makes people with higher IQ look down on you and lower IQ be angry with you.

Buy a dildo, put it in your ass and Jack off then pass out with it in you. Wake up and Jack off again.

>>112791

Life sucks might as well feel good for a few hours a day

I don't have the attention to do an IQ-test.

I don't think I have ADD/ADHD or what it's called these days. However, I can not find joy in anything. Like my mind is seperated.

When I play video games, there's a corrolation between what my hands does and what happens on the screen. But the reactionary part doesn't play along. I can see what happens on the screen, but it's just moving colors.

Weird to explain, I think it boils down to everything I do in my life is consume. Consume TV-shows, consume video games, consume music, consume imageboard-posts.

I have nothing to show for my life so far. I can't point out to anything and say "I did that".

For your comfort, OP. I tired 2 courses of university, miss like 2 subjects for one (3 subjects is a semester) and 3 for the other.

Both are useless even if complete though, so a bunch of wasted time :^^)

>>112774

99 is average.

>>112852

average normalfags are fucking stupid, faggot.

Apparently my IQ is 158. I have all the same feels. It makes me feel worse that I'm not completely stupid but I don't do anything with what I have.

Where do you get all this IQ bullshit from? I want to jack off to my numbers too.

>>114055

Mine was done in school. When i was 10 i was isolated from others for a bit and flew through work really fast. After seeing this, school got me to do an iq test which i got 155 on. Im a 26 y/o neet so those numbers make being a failure so much worse. I can remember meeting with the schools headteacher and she spent a while telling me i could be anything i wanted to.

Less potential = less potential wasted

>>112754

Spring is coming. Go buy some potato seeds and plant them. Care for them. Harvest the potatoes. Prepare and cook them. Eat them.

Sounds stupid, but it will fix that hole in you.

I'm garbage at everything I try. I fail to improve with practice. I desperately want to create something or do something worthwhile. I want something I can be passionate about and really understand.

But there is nothing because I am worthless.

>all this circlejerking over IQ

My mother said this to me:

Anon, your cousin is not very smart but he works hard, you are smart but you are lazy

My cousin has a wife, 3 kids, a house paid in full, 2 cars and 2 sweet, sweet bikes. His wife doesn't work. It took him 7 years to finish college, but he works hard.

I on the other hand, am lazy and in uni, and things aren't looking so good.

>>114354

don't worry, your cousin will end up getting frivorced, and probably commit suicide.

>>114354

Your cousin works hard eh? I guess that means he is away wome most of the time, enough time for a jobless welfare queen GENEICALLY SUPERIOR AFRICAN MAN to breed "his" wife…

When you're miserable, you need to do something productive to get your mind off of it, even if it's something simple like cleaning or reorganizing your living space.

>>114354

>His wife doesn't work.

I wouldn't envy him, he's fucked.

>>112754

>>absolutely no way to express my creativity (read: Autism) in any satisfying or fullfilling manner

That literally has absolutely nothing to do with autism. Retard.

>>112786

>and am even more of an autist

No you're not. Shut the fuck up. None of you kids know what autism is.

I have a low IQ. I've been given two IQ tests but the first never gave me a number. They were both only a year ago. The first one said I was above average in everything but very poor in math, but the other said I was at 96. The guy giving me the test kept telling me I was doing good and getting answers nobody else did, but I still bad. I literally fell asleep during testing, but I don't think that's an excuse. I don't know what to think.

>>low IQ

You can't prove that.

>>shitty memory

Congratulations, you can re-watch movies/music/video games without getting bored!

>>no talent or enjoyment in any hobby or skill that isn't a mindless waste of time like video games

Do what makes you happy, that's almost all there is to life. I don't give a shit about talents or hobbies if they don't make me happy.

>>no urge or will to actually commit to learning anything due to anxiety and depression or any other lame excuse for my horrible laziness

If you don't want to do something, don't do it. If you do, do it.

>>absolutely no way to express my creativity (read: Autism) in any satisfying or fullfilling manner

Figure it out. You have 70 years.

>>feel dead inside constantly because of my life slowly wasting away without having done anything

That's because society is forcing their views upon you on what they deem "successful" to be. I'd rather live my life the way I do anyday than try to live up to society's (read: The average idiot's) standard of getting a shitty job, shitty pay, shitty wife, and shitty life.

>>every time I see something someone else has made like a drawing, music, a self-made program or mod, a video or something creative that looked like it had effort and heart put into it I feel like shit because I have made nothing of myself while the other guy had the determination, willpower, talent and heart to reach that point and create something great for people to enjoy and praise

Stop feeling jealous. Do what makes you happy. If you want to take action on your love of video games, make a mod you've always wanted to make yourself.

>>start hating myself because of it

Do what makes you happy. That's the solution to everything.

>>repeat

Change the way you live.

I don't frequent /r9k/ but I'm surprised you all care so much about women. Too many of them are lying/stealing/unfaithful/evil. See https://www.mgtow.com/

I feel if I were smarter I would have have less problems.