I'm deeply confused by why I struggle with math. I got As in every other class of my college career, but I failed the first math class I took and then after a remedial class scored one point above what would have forced me to retake the math class a third time.
I think what killed me is that I had to study. I never took a note in a non-math class in my entire academic career because I have a neurological condition that makes writing, drawing, etc almost impossible for me. In math I was forced to figure out what notes were and what was worth writing down. In hindsight I should have applied for some sort of disability aid because when I would study for a test I literally could not read half the notes I took.
How do I teach myself math /r9k/? It seems very important in life but I cannot recall anything I learned in college/high school on that.