/r9k/ - ROBOT∞

>tfw always enjoyed learning about science

>finally decide to learn science

>now im scared im too dumb to actually do science

If i fail at this i think im actually going to end this pitiful existence

Reminder that going to a specific school wont change the fact that you are depressed, socially retarded, have no motivation, do nothing fulfilling in life, and are a nihilistic piece of shit.

You need the comforting idea of structure and linear development that schools provide because you are mentally weak and unable to forge your own path in life without doing meaningless busywork for a useless degree to get a shit job to make fake money to pay for your video games and anime.

Maybe I'm just projecting though so nothing I'm saying is valid. Yeah… that's it.

>>116185

Sounds like a bit of projection but im not OP. For me i just want to investigate anomalies like they do at pear (princeton engineering anomalies research). Ill still be what i am now but ill actually enjoy my day.

>>116181

I know this feel

Just have to put the work in anon even if it feels like every one else is finding it easier

That shit place that gave allahu clockboy a free entry like the fags they are? Yeah, I sure regret not being able to go to that place.

>>116181

>>116187

opencourseware is cool but for a lot of courses you need to know calculus which i don't and am too lazy to learn. there is a few cool material science courses that require little math and are about welding which i can use at my job tho.

>>116156

One of my best friends growing up had an interview with MIT. Now he's a tweaker who got his hands broke by some shady folks.

Don't worry, OP. Reddit taught me that pieces of paper are overrated and you can learn everything from youtube and wikipedia anyway. Apparently, you need to be a welder or a marine to be happy and thoroughly fulfilled in life.

Fuck it, just apply for FAFSA and TAP so you can get some bux to go to college for something, not even STEM it can just be bullshit, you're not gonna use it anyways but it can buy you some time to keep your parents off your back heheee

>>116185

I think I know what you mean. We dream of what we can't have in order to create the illusion that life could've been better. But we're still the same lonely troubled individual, fulfilling that dream wouldn't change that.

>>116311

being a welder is fucking awesome though

t. a welder