>being mildly autistic>develop strong social fobia during years of bullying in school>decide to screw people and want to live alone>be lucky enough to get my own small apartment without any ties, any mortgage and shit like that (rip. granny, thanks f

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Arcanine 03/20/16 (Sun) 13:46:37 No.116951

>being mildly autistic

>develop strong social fobia during years of bullying in school

>decide to screw people and want to live alone

>be lucky enough to get my own small apartment without any ties, any mortgage and shit like that (rip. granny, thanks for everything)

>be lucky enough to get a job that doesn't require much social interaction

>start to enjoy life and small happiness every now and then

>be 26

>boss employed qt 22 girl sitting next to me

>everyone in our office start to socialize more and more as time pass by

>even i started to talk a bit and started to like the girl

>I am thinking to myself: she obviously has bf and i am not in her type

>one day we were talking about advantages and disadvantages of living in apartment vs having your own house

>i blurted that i have my own apartment and live alone

>from now on the girl started to be strangely kind to me and also started to complain that she doesn't have boyfriend

>when i was near her my palms started sweating and head spinning but i don't want to change my life

>my life before i was alone was horrible, i finally found equilibrium i had my little happiness, i didn't want to ruin everything because of some woman that want my apartment and my money

>in my mind i started associating her with the worst experiences in my life

>the sweet feeling i had toward her now remind me of the worst moments in my life, it's like the sweet scent of rott

>when i am near her i get angry and get my whole day ruined

I should change jobs before i do something stupid. I just hate when someone tries to tinker with my emotions and my being. I just want to play vidya, watch movies listen to music read books and don't give a flying fuck about other people.

Arcanine 03/20/16 (Sun) 13:48:34 No.116952

Never fish off the company pier.

Never play in the company sandbox.

Arcanine 03/20/16 (Sun) 13:54:24 No.116953

>>116951

>from now on the girl started to be strangely kind to me

I'm 30 (full wizard) and similar shit had happened on and off as far back as I can remember. Like a certain shortstack I work with just seems to go out of her way to talk nicely and such to me and all it does is make me feel teased – it's not like she's gonna let me play with dem D's so why should I respond? I don't get why chicks do this, and it's ALWAYS the real pretty ones who do this. Is it an elaborate form of emotional bullying? Like dangling a carrot in front of my nose? Can women they smell "LOSUH!!" wafting off me like cheap cologne? I've had a other female coworker even ask if I've ever had a girlfriend. Fucks sake, how can they tell? Quit forcing yourselves and leave me alone and go ride Chad like you always do.

Arcanine 03/20/16 (Sun) 13:59:33 No.116954

This is just the wrong way to assess things OP.

You have to learn how to be in the same world as women, but not succumb to them. You'll find women everywhere who are manipulative and bothersome. This is nothing more than a test you HAVE to overcome. She is NOT interested, often males, especially ones like us, make the mistake of tricking ourselves into thinking a women is more interested in us than she really is.