>tfw you can't go back to your childhood years with all your current knowledge and memories
>can't avoid being a complete autist this time around
>can't find the right people to talk to and make friends with them
>can't experience what it's like to have friends as a child
>can't make good grades in school and have a chance at a decent career
>can't feel that awkward first love when it's appropriate and acceptable to do so