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Have any of you ever tried to get a gf and got rejected? Any stories about the rejection? Was this what redpilled you about women?



>passed not to Stacy in 8th grade asking if she wanted to be gf

>writes "NO!" and passes it back

>get laughed at for months

>this is bookended with years of other boys on bus calling me a faggot loser nerd on a daily basis.


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>seventh-eigth grade?

>like stacy

>of course everyone likes stacy

>I am a nerd who cant into social shit, sports or anything, just spend my days playing guitar hero 3 with my friends

>a fatass and a nigger

>one day she comes up to me

>anon I like you please be my boyfriend

>omg sure

>be very happy, can't think properly, can't wait until break so I can talk to her

>she hands me papers with hearts and shit and I feel so happy and nervous I feel like puking

>shy out of first meeting her

>go to the habitual place with my friends

>they both tell me to sure go ahead she does like you she told us

>two hours in the middle I get more love letters and shit

>cant wait

>break comes

>she asks me to walk around with her

>so I do

>very happily, with a big ass smile in my face

>accompany her to the restroom

>stay outside while she takes a piss or something

>decide to call my mother and tell her I got a gf because I'm so happy

>do so, she sounds confused and kinda just "o…kay"s me

>walk back to the classroom with stacy

>she asks me to hold hands as we enter to the classroom

>everyone is looking at us

>lets go of my hand

>They say "kiss, kiss, kiss"

>I get all red and she says I'm not doing that

>"Anon I dont really like you, we only wanted to play a prank on you haha"

>"let's make it like nothing happened okay?"

>most of the classroom was involved

>it was all an elaborated prank on me

>even my friends knowingly coaxed me into being the laughing stock of the classroom

>don't even react, just walk to my sit and open a notebook

>"are you mad, anon?"


>class starts, class ends, stacy hands me another paper saying "let's make it like nothing happened", or an expression similar in my language. Same sentence she told before

>I just hold the paper and throw it away

>go back home

>"anon what about your girlfriend, please tell me", says my mother excitedly

>head to my room and bawl my eyes out


After that I walked into her at college. She called me by my school nickname and started talking to me, I have her the cold shoulder she and told me to just move on and not resent her like a child

I'm pretty sure this event was the one thing that completely killed my self-esteem during school, ansld the reason why I never even tried to pursue anything with a girl during my teenage years, because I knew I'd be rejected so why risk being laughed at again.

Fast forward she's around 22? dropped out of uni, got fat and got 2 kids.


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>In middle School

>Had already gotten rejected twice before in life,became quite cynical of love because of that

>Gotta a couple of friends,including a stacy

>Only saw her as a friend until my best friend said i had a chance with her

>Ended up seeing her in a romantic way and developed a crush for her

>Even gave her my fucking Xbox 360

>Decided to kill the deal before it got worse

>She rejected me and started telling me all that feel good bullshit(Like how i would find someone and all)

>I Get really angry and start to retort her affirmations,she ends up not knowing how to reply

>Later i go home and just cry

That was my last middle school love/crush.Contributed to me being a nobody.


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>13 years old

>ask out a girl I've had a crush on for the entire year

>she looks really uncomfortable and doesn't answer so I wait around with spaghetti dripping out of my pockets for half a minute

>eventually she just says "I've already got a boyfriend."

>my heart's racing so fast and my mind goes blank so I just spurt out anything to ease the tension

>"Haha, it was just a joke, I'm actually gay, haha."

>she tells everyone in the class that I'm a faggot



Its just a prank brah move on aka just ignore my wrongdoings and how it might have permanently affected your life.

I still dont understand why these pranks are a thing, theres no creativity, just flat out ostracizing. Like where's the cleverness in saying "oh anon I like you", then doing lovey dovey stuff, then going " lol nope" in front of the class? That's not a prank, that's a guise to make fun of the loser kid, but in a way that looks like an innocent prank. The fact that the whole class was in on it, and the fact that the punchline was "haha look at anon thinking that he had a chance" instead of any clever trickery says to me they just needed an excuse to make fun of you without looking like bullies. How weak of them, couldn't straight up laugh at you, and had to devise some way to hide their intentions, instead of being honest about it



yeah that' s pretty sick. I did some mean things in my youth that I deeply regret. To think that people did worse and got away with it pisses me off.

>I'm pretty sure this event was the one thing that completely killed my self-esteem during school, ansld the reason why I never even tried to pursue anything with a girl during my teenage years, because I knew I'd be rejected so why risk being laughed at again.

I had an experience or two at that age that fucked me up in this regard. I wasn't rejected though. everyone (even my friends) made fun of me for having a crush on this girl. I have long resented this world for ill-equipping me to deal with growing up. I think I learned what drugs are after people my age were already doing them.


No I do not have the courage to talk to women.



>got 2 kids.




And normalfags seriously wonder why there are school shootings…


I never tried but way back in middle school a couple girls asked me out. of course I was such a wreck I couldn't accept even attempting to show up for a date.

I guess that was my last chance for normalcy.



You're a retarded nigger that can't read



Forgot to say it, but I got laughed at (other than for the whole thing) by her several times after that because she realized I had called my mom when she was in he restroom. So she like kind of said "haha he called his mom to tell her he got a gf can you believe it?" Everytime I happened to walk into her group of friends or had to make group work with them (i left my group of friends after that day and the teachers assigned me to random groups so I wouldn't be alone)

There was other time when she sat on my legs and told everyone I had a boner (I didn't) and that my penis was tiny



>There was other time when she sat on my legs and told everyone I had a boner (I didn't) and that my penis was tiny

That sort of reminds me of something that happened to me. I'd been exercising and lost a ton weight, because people used to make fun of me for being fat, but that meant my clothes were loose. So, one day when I was walking home from school, Chad sneaked up and pantsed me, then pushed me to the ground. Thankfully, he wasn't able to pull my underwear down, but as I hastily pulled my pants up, he just stood there, laughing at me with his girlfriend. There was nobody else on the street, but they spread a rumor that I had a baby penis. To this day, I refuse to go outside without a belt on, all because of those normalnigger fuckwits. Seriously, what is wrong with these people?


lmao the posts laughing at you retards' suffering was deleted. BO sure is a softie faggot.



Anon, did you got the Xbox back?



Yep, I had something similar happen to me.



I was in similar situations around 6 or so times, but with my shitty brutal experience, skepticism and everyday anger I always saw through normalniggers' tricks. There were even older girls trying to bully me with this shit, then offering me getting into women toilet for sex (it was not like in your chinese straight shootah, there was nothing fun or pleasant. They looked like used-goods alcoholic roasties).

Every time the "I love you" shit happened with anyone, first I ignored them, then said things like "I'm studying", "I don't even like you." "Get away". If the cocksleeves were persistent in messing with me and their annoying tone became too fucking annoying for me, I said stuff like "get the fuck out" "I don't have time for you, bitch" or "fuck off, slut". Usually the latter phrases make everything not fun for them and the pigs get surprised and mad. If someone closed in to me while asking "What the fuck did you say" I just told something like "I don't have have time for this" while walking away fast.

Basically I mostly stood away from 3dpd but sometimes I exchanged a few words with non-stacy ones. Nothing extreme, of course. I've never held hands. Handshakes don't count.

inb4 cool story bro

inb4 summerfag's humbebragging


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>you cannot be rejected

>if you never try

I had a serious crush on 2 girls so far

one in grade 4 and the other one in grade 7

the first one lasted for 2 years and the second one for maybe 3 or 4 years.

for the first one I understood that I am not good enough for her

for the second one I saw over time what a witch she was

I never had the courage to say it to any of them and I only regret it for the first one even if she would have rejected me 100%

then there were some crushes that lasted for a few weeks but nothing serious. lost interest pretty soon.


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had the same experience as many other anons in the thread

its obviously common as fuck and really damaging

>hey anon will you go out with me?

>sure yeh sounds amazing

>haha anon we are joking you idiot who could ever like you

>ha….. i was joking to…

this shit killed my self esteem for life never asked anyone out since because of it even after being told by many that they felt the same still don't trust that shit

>feels bad man practically scared by rostie bullshit


File: e463d32fbf4300f⋯.mp4 (1.03 MB, 1280x720, 16:9, Laugh.mp4)

>mfw even 8chans r9k is full of normalfags



only the magic place is safe


Why does Tyrone allow these normalnigger threads to stay up?



I had my pants pulled down in the classroom. Thankfully, my underwear did not come off. I just laughed it off and people forgot about it within a week. While I have been mistreated in my life many times, that was the only time when the next morning I really hesitated going back to school. The thought that some people have actually had their underwear pulled down in the school yard is horrifying. I wonder if any of them ever managed to fix their lives after that, or if they all became robots.



Thanks for being subtle friend, don't want any norcs on there





It's so "subtle" it's hilarious. Whoever wants to find a place to shit up will find it, especially if anon leaves so much hints.

t. norc



Isn't that place full of faggots?





Wizchan.org is completely pozzed and full of patheticy whiny subhumans. Why would you want to frequent it?


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I've ruined many potential relationships with my nature. I'm like an animal.


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.. … .. ….. . . … Cheesey choose


>ask twice

>got rejected twice

>ask female friend what I should change in order to acquire gf

>"well anon, youre not that good looking, so…"


>never bother again

Maybe one day I'll be rich enough to pay for a regular escort, but that'll just be for sex and diversions. Im trying to make my peace with it


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Why do roasties try to fuck with us by saying they're into us?

>be on a wrestling bus in 6th grade

>the whole bus is acting like chimps while I sit by myself and keep quiet

>They make fun of me often but I either ignore it or threaten to shoot them

>bus noise quiets down as a Stacy comes into the seat behind me

<hey anon you're cute we should totally date :^)

>ignore it

>the bus joins in

<Haha ya you should date her bro she totally likes you :^)

>keep ignoring it, her and the bus are going

<What's wrong bro you should date her she thinks you're so cute

>give them a blank stare and tune them out

>dropped out of wrestling cause I was failing classes and didn't have my physical in for 6 weeks

I won't fall for that roastie bullshit, as for rejections I've said mine here a couple times so I won't piss people off by saying it again




theyll find anywhere not on the deepnet (normies are afraid of there imo) and im being as subtle as i can without not saying it cause i want real robots to know where i mean its a hard edge to walk


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as i gay people?

maybe it seems mostly volcel


its better than cuck chans r9k and the volcel element and strict mods makes it bearable imo and dont literally name drop please



>dont literally name drop please

Wizardchan is hardly a secret club. I'd be surprised if anyone on 8chan was unaware of it's existence at this point.


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i know what you mean but its a good rule of thumb imo and it stops the normies from shitting it up as easily but i admit it is unavoidable


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None of you know true rejection. It's because rejection is something we feel when we completely fuck up a situation. Yet, rejection can also be a liberating and educational experience, depending on what you do in order to be rejected.




Fuck off and die



alright incels who have given up on women

its just a fucking word


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>its just a fucking word


t. reddit



friendly reminder and polite sage

movie night active right now

every saturday




You're being too subtle. I browse NNTPchan over Tor and I2P.



This thread is proof that not many actually know of the magic place. We're still safe I suppose, for now. All 3 of us.



why i2p are you useing it like a proxie i dont really understand i2p or how its useful in this situation


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for now probably being the main point



Wizardchan is garbage tbh




Why do you people come here?


tfw nobody will ever love you because you have the acoustic facial deformities.



>been nonexistent to girls to this point

>sit next to blonde qt at the beginning of the year

>over time she becomes more and more friendly and cheerful when she sees me

>it gets to the point that the laughs very often and talks to me about Valentines Day

>holy fuck are those the signs ?

>gather the courage to walk up to her and ask her to go to a movie with me

>she laughs again then says yes, get her phone number

>come home and take a moment to clear my mind, overwhelmed by joy and fear at the same time

>send her a message to set up a date for the movie

>"sorry anon i didn't want to embarass you in front of everyone but i don't think it would be a good idea to go out with you"

>don't know what to say, just reply "ok"

>she never sat next to me again after this and we never talked again

Pretty much sums up my experience with women so far. She wanted to be nice but ended up giving me a cruel, unnecessary emotional rollercoaster.


Yes, I fell crazily in love with a girl who lost her home in puerto rico during a hurricane and went to my old school for a few months. I didn't know why she was at my school but I was drawn to her because she would always be alone and I could relate, thought I could be there with her. I talked to her for a while, got her number, most hope I had in my entire life, she was perfect to me, and after a few weeks I asked her out. She rejected me and completely fell off the planet, if I saw her in the hallways she would speed walk past me. One day I had some crazy luck (i swear it was a sign from god) where I was walking alone in the hallway and she came from the corner and was walking to class and we were the only two in a quiet hallway. I approached her and she seemed terrified of me. I looked at her and asked her why she left me and what I did wrong, I could practically hear the desperation in my voice but I wasn't breaking, I just missed her. I remember her reply to this day "I just feel uncomfortable around you, ergh. I have to get to class. I will talk to you some other time…" when she said that she could barely look into my eyes and every time she did I could see her pity she seemed so sad whenever she looked at me. I thought she would come back for me and we could talk, although the day after we talked one of my old "friends" was making a joke about she moved back to puerto rico, she just left and didn't say anything, she was the first and last girl I fell in love with in high school and she really shit on me. Used to stay up thinking about her sometimes losing hours of sleep wondering if she ever cared. Her cousin that she was staying with when she was here used to give me a look like she knew everything that was going on. Which drove me even more insane. I didn't bother talking to her cousin because I realized how crazy I would come off and the chances of her actually spilling the beans were low. It's not like she was your average roastie either, yes she was a giant bitch but it seemed like she was so much more special, always lonely, never talked to chad or anything. She was really something else. It's like god sent the perfect girl to me and something went horribly wrong.



>facial deformities

Maybe in the next life, anon. At least in this one, you'll understand what it's like to have those deformities, and can focus on a lifestyle that doesn't involve needing to look pretty.


I am too paralyzed in social situations to even consider this



You shouldn't hold a girl hostage by asking her out in public



If that's how little effort you're willing to put into the chase then it wasn't really love



>like a girl

>make no move

>some other guy does


Maximum soyboy


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here's a small dumb story

>was a beta faggot at 15

>go to mcdonalds each day during summer (don't judge me)

>qt3.14 starts working there

>acts really nice toward me smiling and giggling a lot

>start to go more often just to see her

>put on nice cologne

>get sort of dressed up

>mom asks where I was going

>tell her I was going to ask a girl out

>mom's proud

>sit there waiting for customers to leave

>muster up courage to ask her out

>"W-will you go out with me ?"

>"haha sorry but no"

>tell her "I thought you liked me"

>she just asks what i'd like

>order mcnugget

>go home

>mom asks how it went

>say nothing

>go upstairs,gorge out on nuggets and fap while trying forget it ever happened

turns out it was all restaurant policy to be really nice to customers



>maximum soyboy

8/r9k/, 2018



I used to do this too. Never confuse employees of a business acting friendly towards you with actually liking you.



>turns out it was all restaurant policy to be really nice to customers

apologies but top kek


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All y'all niggas should take an oath of pure celibacy like I'm taking right now so that 3dpd can have no power over you, since the sexual instinct is the only thing by which they have any control over men, and then use that energy to create a situation such that she'll be loyal to you because she knows her life is over if she's not, assuming you want kids. Had no idea just how crappy 3d truly was until I started looking at some stats.



>dont literally name drop please

Didn't pewdiepie do a video on it or something?



lmfao what the fuck are you talking about nigger?



Not him, but it's much worse for you if you put her in a situation where she has to say yes. You're going to erase the little chances you have by making the other person uncomfortable and she will tell you no when no one is around anyways.



This is how I feel. Like an animal. God forgive me.



This, Chad genetics but Omega behaviors got multiple girls interested in me over the years. If you have this same problem you can partially fix yourself with a good diet, exercise, and pushing yourself. Don't stay in the darkness.



No,if a cunt can't man up and reject you in public then she doesn't deserve consideration.



>I still dont understand why these pranks are a thing, theres no creativity, just flat out ostracizing.

It's plausible deniability for the sake of twisting the knife.


Both times high school crushes thought I was some badass, one even went to prom while barly knowing me. The minute they found out I was a KV they did anything to get away from me


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>12th grade

>would be normal-looking but acne and acne-scars make me look like pic-related on bad days

>Only hang around weeb fags, barely talk to girls

>foreign exchange girl stays at friends house for the year, also stays in my class

>for whatever reason, she spends every recess with me and ultra-weeb friend

>she enters my circle of friends

>start walking home with her almost every day

>one day, we see little kids getting off the school bus

>she asks me if I want to have kids one day

>say yes, when redirecting the question to her, she also said yes

>every now and then, she would ask stuff like how many kids do I want and how I would raise them

>the two times I referenced my ex-gf(I lied about having one at one point), she threw a temper tantrum, hitting the walls and curling into the fetal position in a corner of the room

>the only way to stop this was for me to go there and ask her to stop it and we acted like nothing happened

>she also starts to compliment me, calling me 'super warrior', 'James Bond' and saying I should join the CIA, because of my abilities and interests(only slept 4 hours a day and acted like I slept 8,can speak 5 languages, program, was the class's top student,was learning lock-picking, brewing and making fireworks, studied Judo and Karate fanatically and was overall the class handyman), she also comments on how fit I was at one point.

>cut to about 2 months before she leaves

>ultra-weeb calls me out for obviously liking her and pussying out

>decide to go for it

>when walking back from school try to kiss her

>she stops me and says no

>says she has a bf(bullshit)

>she ghosts me for the remaining two months

I'm not even sad anymore, but this whole thing left me really confused, why did she say those things if she just wanted to stay friends? Do Stacies ask every guy they meet if they wanna have kids and throw hissy-fits when they talk about exes?

To be perfectly honest, she also gave me signals that she wasn't interested, like asking me to stop hugging her and giving her love-taps, but she even said that her problem was how frequent they were and was becoming annoying. And after I stopped doing that, that's when she started giving me signs of interest. I think she just used me for attention, I probably looked like the kind of guy who would become a doormat at the slightest bit of female attention.

The biggest lesson this thought me was that as long my face looks like pic related and I don't have chad-like social skills, women will only use me for cheap attention and when they need something fixed.


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women are crazy in general. sorry to say it, but it sounds like she was just looking for an emotional tampon and found you. a vast majority of women don't care about the feelings of those they hurt. i say 'vast majority' instead of 'all' because theoretically, some could exist that actually give a shit, but i've yet to meet any.

alternatively, there's a chance, however tiny, that she liked you back but since she was leaving in 2 months figured it was best to just cut the cord to avoid getting hurt herself when she left. however, even if that was the case, it's still a bullshit move.

sorry you had to go thru that, anon.


No, but stacy tried to get me, and I rejected her.


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Thanks man, just knowing someone out there even empathizes makes things easier.I'll actually post the aftermath since it added to my confusion. This time I'll call her Sue.

>first day of school after she said no

>didn't really know how Sue would react

>acted cheerful, showed no sign of grief of the day before

>first recess she stays inside the classroom, not with any of her actual friends, but with the two chicks who were antisocial shitskins

>before Sue leaves, me and ultra-weeb were talking about something

>I laugh while I glance at her leaving the classroom

>she gets obviously frustrated, and shouts 'GOODBYE' at everyone around us and then speed walks out of there

>for the whole next week or so she looks gloom and actively avoids being remotely near me

>when walking home, she now took the long way around

>for the second time the whole year, she didn't come to school one day

>the next day we look at each other at the school entrance before leaving

>she speed walks to couple who we're friends with, attempting to avoid me

>says audibly 'hey, I'm gonna stay at your place for a while before going home'

>they through me and weebbro

>she does everything not to look at me while the couple said goodbye

>a few days later

>walking home

>get hold up at a red light

>Sue catches up and says hi

>I ask her if we're just gonna keep ignoring each other

>bitch says 'I dunno, I don't care'

>get nervous, reply 'yeah, I don't care either'

>I accompany her through most of the way

>say 'man, what an awkward silence,huh. Maybe I should have gone the other way'

>she just says 'yeah, you probably should' in the most passive tone possible

>nervously apologize and speed walk out of there

>a whole month where we don't talk goes by

>she didn't seem gloomy that whole time

>decide to message her asking if she thought we could still be friends

>she just replies 'no, I don't think so'

>jump to last day of school

>weebbro throws a tantrum and didn't come to school all week

>I'm all alone

>classes finish early

>decide I'm not gonna be alone the whole day

>hang out with gypsy friends

>Sue joins in

>mention how I got back with psycho ex-gf

>she holds up our female friend while I talk to gypsy bro right after I mention her

>suddenly she doesn't mind talking to me again, but looks somewhat sad(might be because she would never see gypsy friends again)

>ask others if we could go to nearby shop for me to buy copper wiring for mine and gf's fireworks(was using electric firing mechanisms for my fireworks)

>she jokes about how that's something she would only expect of me

>shopping's done

>we go to McDonald's

>we get invited to play pool at a bar

>have to explain to this cunt what pool is

>when we leave McD's Sue says goodbye to the other two and goes home

>we don't even look at each other

>never see her again

>the moment she leaves, gypsy girl starts asking about gf

>both gypsies keep asking 'when, how, what and where' on our way to the bar

>even though I told that cunt not to talk about how I tried to kiss her, it became obvious then that she told her closest friends

>whilst playing pool, one of the girls I was playing with comes up to me

>'tell me more about yourself, all I know about you is that you know how to kill people'

>I never talked to this other girl before

>the only one I told about how I studied CIA and Mossad ops was Sue

>I sperg the fuck out

>'WHATTHEFUCK, the hell have people been saying about me?'

>turns out Sue sometimes talked about me and how she was fascinated by my skills

>fast forward a few months

>find wemb of girl that looks just like her on 4/gif/ riding a cock at a party.

>the bitch even had moles in the same places

>talked to two friends about it

>weeb doesn't believe it's her

>cyborg friend says it really seems like her

>that was the last I heard of her

I'm 99.9% sure this bitch was just using me for attention, thinking I'd be too much of a pussy to ask her out. The moment I did, she just to shrugged me off, but once she noticed that I didn't really seem fazed by that she got mad, because it seemed like I didn't give her any value. The moment I cracked and let her get to me, she went back to normal and started ignoring me completely.

The things that really gets to me about is that I should have known better. I knew that women would just use me for whatever shit they needed and never think about me afterwards. But for whatever fucking reason I let this bitch get close to me, I let myself have feelings for this roastie cunt and somehow thought she would be different. The biggest lesson from this experience is that all women are truly the same, they may use different tactics to get to you, but if you're not Chad, you're just a plaything.



More of her please.


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Here are a few shots of the webm, for security purposes, I obscured her eyes and won't post the cunt's full video.


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Just looksmax anon, its not that hard. You may never be a sex god or above 5/10, but learning how to style your hair and dress up will certainly make up the difference. If a guy lik pic related can get laid, you can too.


>Had boss, a while ago, a little bit older than me

>She was funny, smart, and small enough that I could probably lift her with no problem.

>I used to stay late and volunteer for shifts in a job I hated just to be near her

>Got along fairly well I think.

>One day gather the courage to tell her how I feel

>Spend most of the shift thinking on how I'd do it, practice it in my head over and over

>Time comes, I'm ready

>Ends up coming out as 'by the way I love you'

>Tells me no



>trying to hit on a girl with a higher social status than yours

Well that was your biggest mistake right there.



>trying to hit on a girl with a higher social status than yours



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>work as a beachboy(selling summerbeds on a beach) at 17

>been doing this for a while can pretty much read the client's intentions before we interact verbally

>3 wild females appear,1 young and 2 older

>younger female is attractive

>"man i've really gotta make a move one day if i want to get a girlfriend"

>decide her to be my 1st experiment

>fucking whole week passes don't know how to do it because she always hangs around the older ones

>last day of her trip( i knew because i befriended what i suppose where her mom and her grandma)

>day before they said they aren't going to show up because they have to catch the bus

>see her on the beach going to her hotel after

>decide to follow her and ask for some contact info

>her face looks like i've insulted her existence just by going near her

>panic ensues

>gives me a facebook name that is really common but still contained her name that i've heard by accident

>awkwardly smile and use my job as an excuse to gtfo asap

It was like the mere act of trying to talk to her offended her and all her ancestors, that's what impression her face gave out when i 1st approached her. Haven't had the balls to ask a girl out since.


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>be me, currently almost 20yo loser that posts on Tajik cave painting forums and drinks with his monitor

>upon graduating an "elite" high school, enroll in an "elite" "interdisciplinary" program at uni as a way to get into CS despite my math scores, have problems adjusting to the ironic normalfags, asshole staff and managing my time with long commutes, eventually get the psychiatric sort of depression, anxiety, and drop out after one semester

>it was a really fucking dark time

>become neet, get pills and counseling, parents are supportive, be gradually getting better and getting life on track

>working on getting the driving license I didn't get in my final year of HS like all the rest

>accepted into a normal CS program at a uni closer to home with a lighter curriculum, looser requirements and better opinions I had overlooked initially

>mom gets me into volunteer work since have nothing to do

>do two autist camps as a tard-wrangler for a friend of hers

>do a uni-run folklore festival where I am an interpreter/guide/manager for a bunch of Panamanian artists, basically a bunch of ethnic bands are touring my region and giving concerts

>listen to good music, go to nice places, drink with normalfags who all turn out to be alright people when I drink enough to lower my guard, my charges are great bros, they may be part nigger but they treat me like family and get me to enjoy partying

>the other volunteer pilots are all girls

>one is really cute and sweet, a year younger than me, fresh out of high school, also an "elite" one

>initially don't notice her because she seems unattainable

>over the course of the festival start crushing on her because she laughs at my lame jokes, seems to like talking with me about various crap, smiles at me when I greet her and a few times for seemingly no reason (am East Pooropean, we don't smile by default here), doesn't flinch from my touch and gets into a vulnerable position around me a few times

>have no balls to do anything

>final night

>all the volunteers get thanked, everyone starts hugging everyone

>figure I won't see her for at least another year if ever, she lives on the other end of the country though she'll be studying in the capital

>tell her I'll miss her

>she takes it as a joke and says "for sure!"

>look into her eyes and say I'm serious

>she just smiles and says "aww, thank you"

>surprisingly the pain doesn't come immediately, it's like I've gotten used to being unwanted, eventually get angry after a few hours

>could have sworn she rolled her eyes

>don't see her again since I get so wasted I wake up late

>my charges ask me if I'm okay, tell them I don't wanna talk about it, see them off and go home, eventually shitpost here

>those two words have been playing on repeat until now and I'm only just starting to feel sad

I'm glad she was at least subtle and tactful about it. It's also the first time I ever even tried confessing to a crush, so I guess I've grown since the last time I had one.


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when christmas time came around students had to give each other presents, it was mandatory.

the girl that was selected to give me something sent me a little package with soap.

Haven't had a crush since, women are like dead meat for me.




Shit, that's an obvious fucking insult. Was it at least some nice expensive soap, or was it a naked, low-effort, fuck-you attempt to tell you you stink?


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>girl comes to me and tells me she likes me

>we would talk every day and I was happy

>we didnt actually start dating and I was about to ask her if we could (before her i was a KHV)

>after about a week she said she lost interest in me

really pissed me off. now im just a kissless virgin



it was one of these small ones in cube form with paper wrapping.

Yeah, school was pretty rough looking back.

Strange thing is that at the time I just experienced it as normal.

Once they locked me out of the changing room before PE started:

Time ran out and I panicked, so I changed in the hallway and knocked on the girls changing room and just walked through real quick with closed eyes. It was so fucking embarrassing because everybody was waiting on the other side and the teacher too.



girls would just come up to me and ask me if I took showers.

Thats about all my interaction with girls ever.

Other guys would talk about getting blowjobs at parties in grade 7 and was still just the stinky kid.

Also, I had a blue jacket that I really liked and I used to wear it everyday till like 9th grade, even though it was way too small and it had HUGE holes in the elbows and shit but I never noticed.

My "best" friend at the time told the teachers I was being abused at home and shit. Damn.


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>be me

>There's girl I like

>We hang out all the time and we're really good friends

>Ask her out

>Awww Anon you're so cute just looking at you wakes up my maternal instinct.




Oh, so she's a mothercon, neat.


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>fall in love with a girl at church camp

>chat with her online every day for a year

>meet up at church camp again

>finally work up the courage to tell her

>she brushes it off and says she only loves me like a brother in Christ

>says I'm like the apostle Paul

For those who don't know, Paul was celibate and died a virgin in a Roman prison.

It didn't redpill me on women or anything. I just turned it all inside and wallowed in self-pity and darkness in the corner of my room for a year like a fucking hikikomori. In solitude and silence I managed to dig so deep down into myself that I emerged on the other side. When you see the other side, the bottom of yourself, you can easily find all the roots. Cut one of those roots, and all of the twisted branches above will simply wither and die and fall off. So I found the root of "love" and cut it. I became completely incapable of feeling love for anything at all, and thus completely immune to the suffering of loneliness. If I ever had chance to speak to that girl again, I think I would thank her. If not for her, I never would have become what I am today.


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>having this happen to you


You can only do one and not both at the same time,because if you do,I`ll find where you live and make your kneecaps implode you fucking faggot.


Meant >>280792 for >>280789

Motherfucker,why can't I do anything right? No wonder women don't even pay attention to my wretched existence.



Did she say it in an insulting way?

>She is a motherdom, rare but interesting.

>She is saying that she wants your kids

>She sees you as a kid


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>wallowed in self-pity and darkness in the corner of my room for a year like a fucking hikikomori.

You got something against hikikomoris, anon?


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No real rejection because I never tried to get a gf but there was something close once.

>Some Party in High School

>Everyone's dancing and holding hands in like a circle

>I'm in one of it I don't remember exactly how or why, I hate dances but I was there

>Next to me is someone who was my crush for some years

>I hold her hand

<She lets it

>I grab it again thinking it was some mistake on her part

<She lets go and has this look on her face

It was a light rejection I suppose but felt really bad…


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<. If I ever had chance to speak to that girl again, I think I would thank her

No you won't . Also, white-knight posturing about your byronic nobility won't buy you any points here.

I've been trough similar phases before. Now I just treat every interaction with a girl as a transaction. Where the main currency is my time.

1. Does she have something I want?

2. Can I "purchase" it?

3. Is she offering it for sale to me? (in exchange for time/etc.)

If the answer to any of those 3 questions is no (and trust me, it is), then I don't spend any of my time or attention on her. Cut conversations short, give "standard" answers (eg. -Eg. How're you doing? -Good. ), and just generally walk away and go about your business. My time is precious . Make it worth my while (they won't) , or fuck off.

I only regret the massive malinvestments of time I made during my oneitis phases.

Should I thank them for the experience I gained as consequence of having my time wasted? No. What's the fucking point? Waste even more time? They're simple creatures. We only make them seem deep. It's called projection.

You don't thank a bear for teaching you survival skills as it tried to eat you. 1) The bear doesn't understand. 2) The bear was just hungry. And you happened to be there, offering yourself on a fucking plate like a faggot.



I see it partly like you but I see those who don't allow me to "purchase" "it" as time killers, mere experiments. I try to get reactions out of them as if they're some kind of animal. I also try to predict their reaction.



maybe women mistake him for Bill Gates and think he's loaded


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>speaking to women


>enabling speaking to women


wanting to speak to women

This place has gone down the fucking shitter hasn't it.


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Failed normalkike please go.



>Sex every time I visit. It's fun when you're young, but shit gets old fast.




alright i should've read more before i responded, there's much more quote-worthy faggotry going on here.

>this is a giant-sized normal faggotry cannon aimed at my chest, fires full blast and rips out a chunk of my sense of "I"

spacing between 'normal' and 'faggotry'.

>I felt for the 3DPD cancer, and now I don't feel like I belong in image boards (much less /r9k/)

your feeling is correct; you don't.

>She did furry commissions

fell in love with a 3dpd furry.

tl;dr, you fell in love with some bitch on a fetish website. regardless of whether or not the website is normalfag-oriented or not (protip: they all are), any relationship built on a foundation of sexual deviancy will implode in short order. for proof, see exhibit A (the bitch who NTR'd you).

anyone, as i said in my previous post:




All I've heard is you participate in coitus, furry or not.

I'll have to ask you to go through the door


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did you read my post? because that's not what i said.

i was replying to an anon who said that. perhaps you should take up pic related.



I forgot to answer OP's final question. The answer is I'd already been cynical, fearful and hateful of women in a romantic context, been setting an impossible, virginal, loyal and friendly standard to them so I could reject them in my mind before they could reject me in reality, and been aware of 2D's all-around superiority, but goddamn, just because you're aware of how young, hormonal and stupid you are doesn't mean you aren't these things. I'm 99% sure I can't get a beautiful virgin, but I want a gf that I can actually touch, kiss, fuck, one that actually exists. Oh, and I guess I still held a foolish hope I might be her first, because she implied she'd lived in a single-sex dormitory in high school, ergo she was sorta sheltered. Plus, she was so hot there was a shadow of a ghost of a chance that nobody had had the courage to approach her and succeeded.

tldr: a stupid young boy will convince himself of any bullshit to feel better


>had a crush on a girl I grew up with

>finally wrote her a letter that said I cared about her

>gave it to her

>she said it was nice but that she just saw me as a friend

At least she didn't share it with her friends to humiliate me.


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>At least she didn't share it with her friends to humiliate me.

Don't be so sure, anon. She probably told her closest friends about the letter but asked them to be discreet. Never have her friends asked you about certain topics when she was not around? Had they never talked about how attractive she was right in front of you? Or even reacted strangely to the two of you being in the same place?

Women are never truly secretive, they cannot help themselves to be quiet about others feelings(much less when those feelings are about them) any more than they can help themselves from riding the cock carousel the very moment they get to.

The only way she truly kept quiet is if you had insurmountable leverage on her (nudes), otherwise since there was no real repercussion for her actions, she must have told every one of your mutual friends and asked them to keep silent since she didn't want to gain the reputation of an untrustworthy cunt.

Either that, or you were so insignificant to her that she never bothered to tell anyone, but I have learned that females will use any situation to gain sympathy, no matter how frivolous it is, therefore it is safe to assume all your friends know about the letter, have even read it and were laughing behind your back at how much of a loser you are.



It wouldn't surprise me to be honest. "Thankfully" they all moved away so I am by myself anyway *shrug*



poor anon, you just wanted to love someone and life threw a wrench at you.


sometimes the harmless robots get treated the worst, but at least the roast will redeem herself for the rest of her life.


>haha anon we are joking you idiot who could ever like you

the moment anyone pulls that bullshit i punch them hard in the gut to see if they are still laughing. that is fucking dehumanizing us.


>on school trip sitting on the bus on the way there

>girl asked if she could play my gameboy

>wants me to sit with her

>sure, why not

>plays my gameboy for like 30 minutes

>asks me if she could play a different game

>tell her no, didn't want to waste my batteries

>take the gameboy back

>she seems upset

>she tries to talk to me, but I'm more interested in talking with my friends

>after ignoring her for 20 minutes she tells me she doesn't want to be my girlfriend anymore


>ask her what she was talking about

>turns out my friends convinced her to go out with me, and she said yes

>they start laughing at her

>thinks I'm in on it and doesn't want to sit next to me anymore

>her friends think I'm mean, because she had liked me for a while

>she moves at the end of the year



>Im rated 7/10 by /soc/ but ive been rejected every time.

That's around a 5/10 at best. You won't like the women who will date you. Your best bet is to find some early form of cat lady. The cat piss smell will keep most men away. Wash her clothes and have her take a shower. This will sound quite odd, but you should mimic feline behavior. Plop on top of her casually and say, "Meow." She will eventually fall in love with you like one of her cats. At that point, work on eliminating the competition until you are the only cat left.



Mostly smaller towns and rural areas. It takes both social ostracization and a love for cats to create one. Very possible for her to be untouched even in the 18-22 range.



As I see it she was being considerate, trying not to get you bullied by your classmates.


I have a couple of rejection stories, but in the one that still haunts me to this day, she never really officially rejected me it was more my entire life rejecting me. I don't know if it counts, but here it goes:

>gave up looking for a gf sometime before 15 I think

>be 18

>take driver's ed classes

>in class with female, fair skinned, blue eyes, light brown hair

>she'd probably be rated by most as below average in terms of looks though, she's clean though, feminine and obviously not fat or a slob, no makeup or anything and it seems like she dresses to be invisible

>she sits by herself in back of class. I sit by myself in back of class on opposite side.

>she never talks to anyone and during breaks she just sits there reading in her textbook

>one day I come to class a little late, there's only 1 empty seat and since seating is arranged as 1 table 2 chairs, the spot is right next to her, "Hi, is it okay if I sit here?" not like there's any other fucking seats available

>"Oh, uh yeah that's okay, if you don't mind sitting here"

>2 awkward retards sitting (almost) shoulder to shoulder, staring forward, trying to avoid really looking at each other, and that's basically the rest of the day

>as the days go by it just becomes habit for us to sit together, we stay at our table in silence, not the awkward one, but the comfy one, sometimes we talk a bit but she's very shy, I'm the one cooking most of the spaghetti.

>I find out she's currently working on a farm and has been for most of her life, she doesn't have any friends and she never goes anywhere but work and home

>class ends, I stay to talk with the instructor to get a day of for work later in the week, meanwhile everyone else leaves, when I get outside to go home she's just sitting on the stairs alone

>"You're still here, did you miss your bus?" before she gets any time to answer "I'm getting a lift home by my Mother today since she's in the area, I'm-sure-we-could-drop-you-off-at-your-home-too-if-you-want"

>she thanks me but asks just to drop her off at the bus terminal (fair enough, she hardly knows me) a mostly silent car drive later, we drop her off

>the day after my absence, I sit at my usual spot waiting for her, she comes in but takes a seat alone on the opposite side of class like in the beginning

>oh well, I knew it was only a matter of time, was nice while it lasted though

>after last class, she stays behind this time, I'm outside talking on my phone, so haven't headed for bus stop yet.

>Out of the corner of my eye I see she's just standing there, I finish the call and she awkwardly walks over to me and goes "So I heard a little bird sing about you wanting my phone number, here" crimson faced she quickly hands me a piece of paper

>spaghetti overwhelms me "oh, uh, well, I, eh, huh, so, but…" she excuses herself and leaves.

>I find out my Mother drove past the school and saw her the day I was working, she picked her up and drove her to the station, and they talked for a bit apparently, I never got my Mom to give up any details.

>on the little piece of paper is her phone number and a little smiley thing, so when I get home I text her. She answers and we talk for a bit that day via text

>since we're both awkward as fuck and have only known each other for like 3 weeks, we only have first names and phone numbers.

>as always when things starts to seem kinda okay-ish, LIFE™ steps in, I lose my fucking phone and can't get my old number back, effectively killing any chance of us finding each other again.

I've been rejected and humiliated, but this absolutely destroyed me. Still to this day I have this soul-crushing feeling that she was my 1 and only chance. And even though most people will say I'm wrong and delusional for thinking this, I'd be willing to bet everything I own on her being pure and a virgin, actual wife material. Of all the dumb cunts I've met, she was different. I've seen a lot of "innocent girl" acts in my life, she wasn't acting.

Bonus info: I failed my tests because of it and haven't even tried getting a license since, I'll probably never try again either.

I spent the first couple of months trying to find her again, with no luck.

I just couldn't (and still can't) convince myself that she was a worthless hole like every other Woman. Worst thing, if she's worth just half of what I thinks she's worth, it all ended with her thinking that I just started ignoring her.



You've my deepest sympathy, anon. That hurts my soul to read.



That is what poisons you - that ungrateful thought about per uniqueness and purity. However, her purity was just on the outside, on the inside she as rotten as any another woman.

You should accept the fact, otherwise you might find yourself in oneitis hell or some worse shit. Women are all the same.



Don't care what other anons say, you had something special there.

I wish a miracle would happen and you found her again.




Why the fuck is this a thing?

Why do we care?

Because our human instincts tell us that rejection is bad and therefore makes us feel bad, but these days it's most of these cattle instincts are fucking worthless.

Can I not delete this shit out of my system somehow?

<pointing at my cumstain


<i will never go out with you

>lul whatever

Life would be absolutely comfy


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Pure good-hearted girls are literally one in a million these days, at least one in half a million. As far as I'm concerned the only good girls left non-humans who think they're human i.e. ghosts or girls like yours. If you truly believe in anything you will find it eventually, don't give up on true love. You messed up badly and I hope you will meet her again some day soon


Women are all the same but not like that, their behavior and core share the same characteristics among them such as fear of appearance and caring what others thinks etc but if they didn't have this they wouldn't be women



My friend, she already had a boyfriend. That is not a failing of yours but merely a circumstance you didn't know about beforehand that is outside your control. Maybe your first proposée thinks you are very attractive but is loyal to her current partner.

Do not be discouraged by rejection of this nature as it says very little about you and your own failings.



>falling for 3D

>oneitis retardation

>humble bragging faggotry

You don't belong here.


Thread falling off the catalogue? Not on my watch.

>senior year of HS

>there's this cute girl in my physics class who's also really smart, gets the best grades on tests out of the entire class

>hey, wanna go out sometime?

>laughs her ass off

>her friends join in the laughter

>I just sit there staring at my desk

Just another in the long string of rejections that ended with me withdrawing altogether.

Shoulda known better by that point in my life but oh well.



>one in a million

They don't exist at all, faggot. There's no point in trying to salvage a dumpster fire. All the means you'd need to keep one under control are illegal, too, so there is absolutely no redeeming the situation.



>had a girlfriend

>using the word 'doomer'




I don't know what to say about all this language raping that is going on in the internet, there are like 5 (((*oomer))) terms already and they just keep spreading like wildfire. This shit was supposed to go away but sadly it has settled. Dark ages ahead, the rape of wojak was also bad.



What's worse is that even if you had a girl who is pure, she might easily become degenerate later on. These days, girls hardly go from non-pure to pure (as >>302445 says all the means for controlling them are very ungood) and even if a degenerate decided to become pure, how can she unride the miles of cock?

"Pure" girls are a bigger danger, if anything. You will think you found a unicorn, invest all that effort into a relationship. Then you find out it was just a larval stage that mimics a unicorn. And now you can't even get out easily. They're called succubi for a reason.







What else is there?



The fact that one already existed was enough



I remember when that happened to me when I was 12. Me, my best friend and some others were doing some shit, then my best friend at that time pulled both my pants and underwear down. What's worse is that 3 girls from my class were walking by. Felt angry and betrayed. Lowered my self esteem greatly.



And this was out on the school yard where everybody could watch.


I didn't have any crushes except for one in kindergarten, 4th grade and 11th grade. The only one that was noteworthy, however, was the one in 11th grade. This one was the most brutal.

>be me, an 11th grade student

>always go eat in the nurse's room because didn't want to eat in the cafeteria and have to put up with other kids

>other kids are wild and throw shit everywhere, always making a mess and acting like a bunch of wild zoo animals

>enjoy my lunch in the nurse's room without dealing without crazy retards throwing their lunch around

>one day, some cute girl walks in

>she has a similar medical condition as me, so we start talking

>she seems socially awkward and not so confident in herself

>find out that she actually goes to girlscouts with my sister

>immediately fall in love with this girl

Fast forward several months, I lost contact with her because I transferred schools. I had to transfer because I was fighting with the other kids too much and was getting into trouble with the principal.

>go to library one day

>run into her again

>she's looking at audio books

>try to talk to her about audiobooks even though I never listened to them, because I liked her that much

>her cute voice reminds me why I liked her so much

>her lack of confidence in her voice only made her sound cuter

>she gives me her number so I can talk to her later

Now, fast forward to my 18th birthday.

>take her to see the avengers

>talk about the movie together

>we go outside and walk around all day

>she goes around and tries to sell stuff, help her out when she struggles to speak up

>go back to my house

>"so, uhhhh, anons, what do you want to do now?"

>"I don't know".

>couldn't say what I wanted to say because didn't want to fuck everything up

>after some time, we go to the park

>she starts talking about prom

>perfect moment to break it to her how I feel about her

>"Well, maybe I could talk you to prom someday?"

>this was finally the moment the course of my life would change

>"Uhhh, well, I like you… as a friend."


>right at that moment, I die on the inside.

>try to hide it

>"hey, what's the matter, anon?"

>hiding it unsuccessful

>"Well, why don't we go do something else, buddy?" I try to appear unaffected.

>she just laughs at what I said


>this hurts for many days, but I get over it

>accept that she only wants to be friends

>alright, I guess this is okay, maybe she just wants to get to know me better first

>she doesn't really respond to me now

>what the fuck?

>decide to only talk to her once in awhile, so that I don't appear clingy

>I initiate 100% of the time

A few weeks later.

>this summercamp comes up

>decide to go because it's better than rotting in my room all day

>I arrive to the camp

>she's there

>she does talk to me, but only when she has to

>she spots this other boy who's younger than her

>she falls in love with him and spends the entire week with him, won't shut up about him or anything

>I make friends with him, but she still almost exclusively spends her time with him

>he acts like a little shit all the time and cusses at his older brother, threatening to rip his balls off

>try not to laugh my ass off

>"why are all boys so mean?" I hear her say one day within earshot.

>she STILL hangs out with him over me all day

>camping trip comes to an end

>I'm riding home with her

>we stop to eat on the way home

>talk about the camping trip with her mom

>she talks about her crush, says she had a crush on the little boy

>says he was nice and kind and cute

>I could have spit my food right then and there, she said all the wrong things she could have said in the moment

>it was as if she had zero self awareness, acted no different than the regular thot

>she then grilled me for making sexual jokes all the time, even though literally everyone else was doing the same thing (including her little boy toy)

>her mom tells her boys doing that is normal

>she shuts up, and I don't say a word

>go home and fume in anger at this injustice

>I didn't even enjoy the trip because her thottery fucked me up

Continue? I know this is a long ass story, but if you guys are still interested, I'll keep going. Otherwise I'll fuck off tbh.



This is the last time I'm gonna phonepost, this stupid piece of shit phone autocorrected my story into the wrong words. I'll just wait until I get access to my computer to finish this.




I'm interested in hearing the rest. I have a similar experience with socalled "socially-awkward" roasties who in reality are no fucking different at all.



It's like a mirage. You think they would be different, but in reality, they're just thots who don't have the courage to openly act like one due to ""social awkwardness"". These bitches sure aren't socially awkward around Chad.



Alright, here goes nothing.

>after the whole camp saga, I got really bitter and angry

>so angry that I legit was ready to go on a murdering rampage and curbstomp someone

>go on forums and talk about wanting to go ER, raping and murdering roasties while wishing death on my whole town

>the femstoppo report me to the FBI, and the police actually pay me a visit

>police pressure me into admitting that I have suicidal thoughts

>they throw me in some suicide watch for 8 days, where I'm basically stuck in a nicer prison cell with only a TV and room service

>rot for 8 days doing nothing but watching TV

>go to a court where the police read literally everything I said, word for word in front of people about me wanting to rape and munder roasties, also about me wanting to hang myself

>nerves so shot at the end of the trial that I have nothing to say to defend myself

>leave the courtroom, when I see a woman nearby smiling a bit

>she was fucking smiling at my pain and misery

>visions of her being flogged to death fill my mind, and I smile as I go back to my little prison

>apparently people were crying after I left, but I wasn't convinced considering how that lady thought it was amusing

>maybe I'm just an autist and can't read emotion, could be that it was a sad smile or whatever

>sit up all night and think about how how devoid of empathy and morals humanity is, and how everyone would lock me away and throw the key away if they could

>just vegetate and think about nothing until I finally leave for the crazy-house

(I got some interesting stories from the mental hospital, but that would take up a shitload of my story, so I'm probably gonna make this a separate post if anyone is interested in hearing it.)

>stay in mental hospital for 3 months, meeting interesting people and witnessing crazy shit

>just play vidya games with mental hospital bros to pass the time while I wait to be discharged

>when it feels like I'm stuck there forever, the day finally comes when I get to leave

>made a sketch of my room before Ieft (I have proof if you guys want to see it, the sketch is somewhere in my stuff)

>happy as ever

>ride in this white van, and look at my cursed town after being incarcerated for a couple months

>everything felt surreal as I came back

>strong motivation to go out and get a girl

>do everything under the sun but still ignored by everyone, it's as if everyone forgot about me in just 3 months

>go to this alternate school for kids who got into trouble, and also meet some interesting people and see some funny shit

>make friends with this future robot, he gives me his playstation account before I graduate

>don't have a ps4

>have never heard about him or from him ever since graduating early during winter

>try to contact ex-oneitis after a long time of events

>she says she definitely wants to hang out, but always makes excuses for not meeting up or doing anything

>decide to go to one of the girl scout events so she can't make an excuse

>run into her again

>she acknowledges me but only makes simple responses and gives me the cold shoulder

>avoids me on the ice rink, only gets near me when she has to in order to not look like a bitch


>never talk to her again

>this time it was obvious that, no matter what I do, she will never like me

>never bother her again because, as we all know, guys who aren't chads hitting on girls is nothing more than an annoyance to them

>all I've ever done since then is rot in my bedroom and try and make myself as good looking as possible, hoping that I'll become a chad

>everything has been uneventful and fucking boring since then, nobody really giving a shit about me in the town

On a sidenote, why the fuck do roasties lead you on if the relationship is gonna go nowhere? Is it because they're too scared to tell you that they think you're hideous and that they want nothing to do with you? I mean, I'd rather them not waste our time like this, but they must be afraid of the 80% of bottom men getting pissed off or something. Maybe that's it.

Honestly, I really hope she doesn't come and bother me in 10 years when I'm rich or successfully became a chad, because I'll just laugh in her face and tell her to get lost.

She should've made this happen when the time was right, not after riding the cock carousel for years on end and becoming old and ugly. I'm not gonna be some last option for some roastie to turn me into a sexless betabux, fuck that shit.




Where did all you niggers go?

even robots reject me…



I just don't really have to add anything to your story or would you prefer idletalk?

You said you were trying to look the best you can yet just sit inside your room, does that mean that you train at home?



Could you show that drawing you mentioned? I'd like to see it


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Sometimes I do go out to the gym and workout. But that's all, I mostly just stay home and rot whenever I'm not out in the gym. When I am home I do something called "looksmaxxing", which is basically self explanatory.

Most of us are only in our current situations because of the way we look. If we weren't ugly, then society would have accepted us and we would have been successful without women.


Sure thing.



with foids**



**with women

God damn.



>Most of us are only in our current situations because of the way we look. If we weren't ugly, then society would have accepted us and we would have been successful without women.

This sentence is bullshit. If being a robot was such a shallow thing such that just having been born ugly would mean your a robot then we would be no better than incels. Though looks play a part in the likelihood of being a robot they're not a necessity in most cases, what really matters is thinking like a robot not looking like one

A robot doesn't chase women because he knows better than to. Not because he can't, that's what a failed normalfag does, a person who desperately wants to be part of society and desperately wants a girlfriend (3D) (consciously or not) yet has failed due to either circumstance or their own stupidity. Though it's true that robots are at the bottom rungs of society it's because we are the way we are that we were forced here. We're not defined by being the bottom rung like incels we simply are because thats today's picking order. We've defected from today's world and taken refuge here, a place where we can at the very least control the amount of normalfags that get in.

If you're the kind of robot who wants to (((graduate))) from here then you might as well leave because you were never one to begin with, simply just a failed normalfag who was dealt an off hand

Refer to for more on failed normalfags




>If we weren't ugly, then society would have accepted us and we would have been successful without women.

Being a robot isn't about looks, or aesthetics, or popularity with women. I don't think this is something you can understand if you truly believe that robots are only robots because they are ugly, which made them unsuccessful.



Looks actually play a role in everything, not just your chances in being successful with women. Everyone judges people on appearance. There were many studies linking being tall or attractive to being more likely to get a promotion, but I can't find them right now.

Your upbringing has a strong effect on how you turn out when you grow up. If you were never popular due to your looks or for whatever reason, it will affect you when you become an adult. I'm not saying that all robots are made this way, but it's something to consider.


>If being a robot was such a shallow thing such that just having been born ugly would mean your a robot then we would be no better than incels

But it is that shallow. Society is shallow. Also, what's wrong with incels?

>We're not defined by being the bottom rung like incels we simply are because thats today's picking order.

Incels are the same way. They're in the bottom rung of society because society measures success based on how well you do with women, and incels fail on all accounts.

>a person who desperately wants to be part of society and desperately wants a girlfriend (3D) (consciously or not) yet has failed due to either circumstance or their own stupidity.

Very wrong. This is a very bluepilled view. You don't have any control over if a girl will have the tingles or not over you. Is a short balding indian janitor "just too stupid" to get a girl? Is chad suddenly some tesla IQ individual and a PhD is all you need to get all the pussy?

Anyways, I looked at the thing that talks about failed normalfags, and I don't fit the description. I never had one and was always rejected despite trying, and I don't have friends and was never invited to parties. I don't actively chase women anymore because I gave up, now I'm just working on myself at this point.

If I don't belong over here then I'll leave, I understand what it's like for people not to let you have your own personal space. I'm just saying that nobody can't say that I didn't try, and that robots shouldn't feel bad for not trying. Society will let you know if it wants you or not, it's not something you can work for and earn "social points" like some MMORPG game. Most of these popular kids who get all the hot girls didn't have to work a day on their lives to get what they get.



>Also, what's wrong with incels?

I don't like getting into reddit terms but simply all of the incels on reddit and other such places are 100% failed normalfags. If you were to ask any "incel" if they would like get into relationship and have sex I assure you they would all say yes, because in the end it's in their names, they are "involuntarily celibate". The reason why they avoid women or aren't popular with women is simply because they can't, not because they know better than to associate with 3DPD. A failed normalfag is the type of person to make tfwnogf threads and complain about not having a girlfriend. (think 4chans r9k)

A robot is different they don't want 3DPD because they know better than to associate with roasties, they don't have friends because they know that most people are vapid idiots.

>We're not defined by being the bottom rung like incels we simply are because thats today's picking order.

Also the point I was trying to make when bringing up this was that incels are wholly defined by the fact that they have not had sex not of their own volition, they are simply failed normalfags through and through. However robots are not defined by being at the bottom we simply are due to the way most of us think, most of us hate 3DPD and most of us never want to be within earshot of a normalfag. We are robots more because we reject this society more than because it rejects us



>tfw too tech illiterate to try anything

Besides that, I don't see the point anymore. The internet has gone to shit, and the fact that anyone has to go elsewhere to actually discuss with a handful of people is pretty depressing. I miss 4chan. I miss moot. I miss not having to worry about normalfaggots, who stuck to twitter and myspace and facebook and whatever else, ruining my time.

It hurts.


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>Be Me. 18 years old

>Been alone for so long.

>Live in trailer in the woods with my mom.

>Going to go to community college and get my kid straight.

>Uber crush on my Best friend's little sister.

>She's just nerdy enough to be attainable

>She seemed to have been flirting with me for years, but was too young.

>When she turns 14, I figure I can make a go for it.

>Get her a nice gold bracelet to ask her out with.

>She is shocked.

>She has a bf already.

>So ashamed that I go home.

>I never see any of them ever again.

She's married with kids now to some ugly bald guy on disability.



Get my LIFE straight. Not kid. Sorry. Typo.



Fuck those assholes. That is a shit move. Allmyrage.gif



>She's just nerdy enough to be attainable

Where does this idea of nerdy girls being easy come from? They are very popular with men because their personality is not as shitty as that of a regular female.

I never asked anyone out and i won't do it now that i am in my mid 20's unemployed and one of the oldest guys in university. There is a nerdy woman around my age that is nice to me but i understand that it's just her being nice to me and nothing more.







What does it say about me that I can't bring myself to write up my rejections on an anonymous board? Why would I want to dig up those old feelings and hurts when they've been buried.



Have you tried going back to the drivers ed place and asking about the girl anon ? Your story actually made me feel something


I told a girl I liked her over text once in 8th grade, which looking back was stupid. She said that she her dad wouldn’t let her date until she was 15 though. I don’t know if that was a subtle rejection or not but she said she liked me. Looking back I was a obsessive and a creeper. It was probably “oneitis”. She wasn’t even that attractive looking back on it. Kinda plump, wore glasses and yoga pants a lot. I cringe thinking about that time to this very day. I’ve never really gone for a girl since then and though it bothered me at first I think I made the right decision to avoid roasties


>pining after this girl at work for years, but say nothing

>finally build up courage on my last day there to ask her out

>i just sort of hover awkwardly around her for 10-20 minutes while she's waiting for someone

>she's clearly aware of my presence and that i'm looking at her all this time, yet i can't bring myself to move toward her or say anything

>i summon up all my strength and approach her

>i say hey

>she gives me a dismissive reply like "yeah goodbye" (in reference to it being my last day) and then looks the other way

>not ready to give up, i say "actually i wanted to ask you something"

>she looks at me like i'm some kind of slug. i suddenly feel very small


>"uh can i get your number" (i lost my nerve to ask her then)

>she gives the number with that same face and i quickly run away without saying anything

>later that night i text her after deliberating for hours

>she gently rejects me on the next message

>i wish her well and end the conversation

>i freak out at home for a few days but eventually calm down, feeling emptier than ever

it's been about half a year since then. i still can't forget how she looked at me. i understood clearly that she looked at me as some kind of insect, not worth her attention. i felt like a slug or something similarly disgusting. she was probably trying to hold back from insulting me straight out. i won't try to approach a woman again.



>feel like a slug because stacy rejected you

You are so unenlightened you borderline don't belong here. Stop defining your self worth by thot approval. There is more to life than obtaining vagina.



it was more that i could identify that in her eyes, rather than feeling like one myself. of course i felt inadequate etc. anyway i know all that but the rejection still hurt badly because i was very interested in her.

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