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I've nothing to do and it's 5:45 am and my mind is preoccupied and therefore I cannot sleep.
I'm going to make a music thread. There's already a bandcamp thread however this can just be for the discussion of music in general. I'll bump with some of my favorite songs.
Video related is a cover sung by Jeff Mangum (of Neutral Milk Hotel) of a song originally sung by the Paris Sisters, if I'm recall properly. I've been obsessed with this song for quite some time for some reason.
I've always enjoyed his voice probably the reason I know all of the lyrics to In The Aeroplane Over the Sea and the lyrics just are really touching. They're plain and simple and could be spoken by anyone, regardless of their gender or age or anything and I just love it. It gives me feels.
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This next song is by Keaton Henson, one of my favorite artists. I discovered him on a lonely night (so early that it was actually morning) of scouring the deep recesses of YouTube for some kind of song to listen to, and I stumbled upon his song Charon.
It was so touching that I was moved to tears. With the added visual aide of his puppets representing the message he was trying to convey, overall it painted a bleak image about suicide. This prompted me to download both of his albums (Dear and Birthdays, they're available on YouTube and I highly rec both of them.)
There is only one song by him that I've actually disliked, and that was Kronos off of his album Birthdays. It's the only song that doesn't have that soothing, somber melody to it, but rather tries to adopt some kind of alternative rock style.
Regardless, he's a wonderful artist and this is an especially good song I've attached, called Small Hands. I think it'd be very touching to most of you.
Get it? Small hands? Touching? huhuhu
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By the way, if anyone has a last.fm they should add me at
http://www.last.fm/user/Anodynic. I'm always open to new music suggestions.
This is Kokopelli Face Tattoo by Andrew Jackson Jihad. While the tune might sound more upbeat, the lyrics have a deeper meaning than one might originally think.
It's basically stating that with every good comes a bad, and it's pointless to try to question or hate the bad things in life since they're essentially necessary in order for there to be nice things in life.
"Have you ever wanted to be? Have you ever wanted to see someone better in the mirror? Have you ever wanted to go? Have you ever wanted to know somewhere greener, somewhere cleaner? I bet you got something beautiful in mind…"
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The Mountain Goats - Color in Your Cheeks
A song about friends being there for you, especially when you need them. No matter where you're located, your friends will always have a home for you and will be there to take care of you
that is if any of us actually had real friends.
"Come on in, we haven't slept for weeks. Drink some of this, this'll put color in your cheeks!"
I find it to improve my mood a bit since it's just something nice to think about. The lyrics are also insanely descriptive while being short, and really give the listener the feeling of being able to envision these people arriving at their friend's doorsteps.
No.1354
damn, you're up early aren't you? it's not long since I woke up.
didn't realise you're only 5 hours behind though.
>>1352ehh, i don't maintain a last.fm profile. sometime i use its similar artists thing to find more stuff to listen to, but i don't like the way their radio feature works.
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>>1354G-good morning to you!
I couldn't sleep. I was thinking about a person I had a nice 7 hour conversation with yesterday and ended up being too excited to sleep. I don't mind though, things are more peaceful in the morning.
And I find it to be a nice way to collect/store the artists I like and such. I have a piss poor memory so it really helps. The radio feature is nice, especially during a game of league of legends or doing housework or something.
I use Grooveshark if I'm looking for an album in particular, though.
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This is also a song that I've a bit of a connection to. It used to cheer me up whenever I was feeling down and basically just restates the importance of enjoying life. After all, everyone grows old and dies, so why not just have a bit of fun?
I think it also touches on chasing romance and traditional courting. Sometime you just have to be blunt when you like someone, otherwise you could miss an opportunity.
I also secretly love to sing even though I'm terrible at it. You can bet your bucks that I sing this as loud as possible whenever I'm alone. This is one of the greatest songs to sing along with
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This here is Elliott Smith. To anyone reading this thread who is unfamiliar with him ur a faget
No, but in all seriousness, he's one of my favorite artists and I've spent many a nights listening to his albums over and over. If you think Thom Yorke brings feels, you've never met my friend Elliott here.
Well, you'll never get the chance to meet him. He killed himself. RIP in pieces sweet prince.
I used to know the meaning to this song specifically, however after ages of listening to it and reinterpreting, I like to leave the meaning as ambiguous rather than the one he gave in an interview somewhere.
Also, I never used to appreciate artists singing live until Elliott. He sounds pretty much exactly the same live as he does in his studio recordings and I feel like every new live version that I listen to just has an extra dash of emotion. I love the way he's able to be so expressive and pour his heart out into his music.
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Do you like/have you heard of David Gray?
He lives with the curse of having all of his other works overshadowed by White Ladder, which is a good album, but he wrote so many other good albums.
His first album, 'A Century Ends' was the first thing that came to mind listening to
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>>1358admittedly he's a bit slower paced, but i think he's a pretty good lyricist.
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>>1359ffs early post, meant to include another vid.
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>>1358Mmmm, I've never heard of him, no.
I really love his voice, it's very unique and powerful. I'll definitely have to look up an album. Which do you think I should try first? Thinking of White Ladder, however I don't want to be disappointed by his other stuff, so perhaps I should save the best for last.
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The Olivia Tremor Control - I Have Been Floated
This one is kind of different from the other of stuff I've posted. Has more of a psychedelic touch to it as well as using electronics rather than just the acoustic guitar and other supporting instruments like my prior songs I've posted.
This one is great and honestly I was disappointed when I checked out the rest of this album since the other songs were absolutely blown away by this.
>>1360Ooh, I like this one as well. He looks young but has the kind of voice that seems like he's been through the world and back. It's very refreshing.
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>>1361like i said, i think the attention white ladder takes from his other works is unfair.
it might be a more balanced album, but that doesn't mean other albums have cracking songs on them
his earliest albums (from which i've linked songs) had more of an in-your-face, guitar heavy, rocky feel,
while his later works (including white ladder) have more instrumentation, are more nuanced and softer. that progression has its pros and cons, it really depends on what style you like, if not both.
i'd say one album to perhaps leave out for the time being is life in slow motion. that one isn't as accessible.
lost songs 95-98 has also been noted as a complete depression fest, a downer of an album. great songs, just most of them are a bit sad.
i don't know what order i'd recommend getting his albums in. if you prefer his earlier work, just straight out go for a century ends, sell sell sell… maybe flesh, although i haven't actually given that album as much listening to.
if you prefer his newer stuff, then screw it, just go with white ladder first and reach out from there.
i don't think you'd be disappointed with the others as you'd be eager to find the gems in his other works to enjoy as well.
ok, last one from his earlier albums (this one's from flesh)
and you're right, he has a strong voice. his corner of the world stretches from north wales, through cambridgeshire, up to manchester, so you get the welsh enunciation of vowels with the harder mancunian accent.
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>>1362>He looks younghe was back then. he isn't now.
here's a song from a later album, check out the difference between that and what are you?
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>>1361forgot to say, didn't excpect you to be into the cinematic orchestra.
>>1362closest to them i guess i've listened to is early pink floyd (inb4 pleb tier).
i'm going to let off David Gray now and post tracks from other artists.
nick drake first.
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>>1365place to be is one of my absolute favourite songs.
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>>1366nick mulvey.
warning: this guy has dangerous levels of trendy normie appeal No.1370
>>1363Ooh, I could tell he was from the UK just couldn't pinpoint where.
This one is a lot more rough and gritty, not my flavor, honestly. Reminds me somewhat of Tom Waits or Swans but with a tad lighter voice (And I'm not partial to either of those artists. Can objectively see why they might be liked but apart from that I find them distasteful.)
He definitely improved his voice over the years and refined his voice. Almost sounds like a completely different person. Definitely have to be in a certain type of mood to enjoy his works, though.
>>1365>Didn't expect me to be into the Cinematic Orchestra.I'm full of surprises. I can't wait to show them to you.
;^) Pink Floyd is pretty good, they're entry level prog/psychedelic and generally the first artist people dabble in when they get into the genre.
>>1365Unpopular opinion time, I listened to Nick Drake's entire album Pink Moon quite a few times and never really saw why it was rated so highly (on /mu/ it's generally overall praised). I thought it was pretty good at points but didn't care for it too much. Like I enjoy the style of music but something about his sound specifically just didn't sit right with me.
>>1366This song definitely is much better than the one you previously posted, though. I really like this one.
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this guy's life story was one hell of a trip. pretty sad really. travelling between the US ans UK in poverty, suffering from thyroid problems after surviving a school fire in his youth.
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>>1370>Tfw if you scroll down a bit it doesn't embed the videoThis song made me cry when I first listened to it. Sounds jovial and then the lyrics sink in.
>>1367I like how at the beginning it said crane.tv
Alas I dislike his voice. He sounds a bit silly to me with the monotone, awkward voice and coupled with the lyrics it's not very enjoyable tbh.
>>1369As opposed to the previous guy, LOVE this song. Now this is something worth listening to.
And then giving it a second listen It's so soothing, I could fall asleep to this.
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>>1371Not available in my country. :(
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can't help myself, i almost got carried away posting the kind of "celtonegrid" music that triggers autphag but anyway…
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>>1374… theses are the songs i cried myself to sleep listening to when scotland failed to gain independence.
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>>1374Do it, do it I dare you.
>>1376Holy shit, I remember when that happened. My mom and I had a huge discussion about it and we collectively felt bad when it happened.
;_;
poor thing
Scotland might have lost the battle but they've not yet lost the war. Keep fighting, Scotland. No.1378
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obviously not trad. arr.
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>>1378aha, now THIS is the sort of thing that'll really get on autphag's tits. last 3 songs i posted were scottish.
this one's irish.
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>>1378Trad?
>>1379>tfw that fucking accentHahaha oh my god I want one of those. Time to move to Ireland.
Your nationalistic songs will never compare to MERRICA No.1381
>>1380(traditionally arranged).
and yeah i guess america does patriotism better. i tried finding something impressive from scotland, but the biggest masses of people playing scotland the brave were actually
in america No.1382
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>>1381actually, this is ok, and it's a better recording than the ones made of the murican massed pipes.
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>>1382FFS
that's perth Australia, not perth scotland.
Fucking aussies nicking our place names.
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>>1383no it isn't, it is perth Scotland.
bloody hell i'm thick
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been really into 60s stuff lately
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This thread needs more Joel
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time for something heavier
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this is a doom metal classic
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>tfw not playing music for qts and impressing them
;____;
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No.1478
You're a fucking dumb twat. I created the first music thread. Should have posted in that.
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>>1478no reason we can't have multiple music threads
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>>1478>Toasting in stale, shit breads.NO thanks.
Mine's clearly superior, plebeian.
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THIS IS NOW A DEATH GRIPS THREAD
I AM OVERFLOW UNDERTOE
Doh-Doh-DOPE HOT SHIT
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Best song in this thread
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Death > Death Grips
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>>1498I thought the video was kinda funny, music was mediocre. Haven't really liked RnB type stuff since I was like 9.
>tfw in the mood for romantic songs but don't know any optimistic onesTime to hunt
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>>1496You have really good taste in music videos, they're very interesting hahaha
>>1497I'd listen to this while playing vidya, definitely.
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>tfw all my romance songs are pleb songs
trve suffering
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Ahh, back on my own computer with my cyrillic name and newer trip.
Check it, I have a couple of the triangles used in the music vid.
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>>1504damn it, no images with embedded vids
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>>1500want happy love songs?
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>>1507ok i'm going through all the old music folders in my backup. its alphabetic not by genre so it could get a bit eclectic.
also, i posted this earlier
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>>1508no idea why gotye decided to sing this song from the POV of a girl/gay, but hey (from the tone of the lyrics, i'd say girl).
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>>1509can't help but post another gotye song.
the lyrics to this one, so worth a read.
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>>1511admittedly i don't have many love songs. i'll check out the rest of the sting i have, but this one isn't really a love song.
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>>1512hilarious music vid here…
i should just get it over with and post fields of gold
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>>1513well, never mind. i need to find more i guess, but tbh these songs don't really do anything for me beyond a musical appreciations.
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not a happy song tbh, but catchy as fuck
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another not happy song… this one's relatively light compared to most of the rest of Lost Songs…
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This was the song I had on repeat round the end of 2009.
No.1594
I am honestly just taking the time out now to really listen to these and reply (sorry that it's taken me this long, I've been preoccupied with school and having these winding, long conversations with someone until 4 am their time.)
>>1504I honestly thought this was a really beautiful video. The song was very soothing and relaxing, nothing too special it seems usually however with that video it was really touching.
>tfw the triangle-crossed lovers leap to their death because they can be together forever as ghosts;
____; 9/10 would listen again
>>1506Love her voice and the lyrics are sweet, I don't much care for the tune though.
>>1507Voice is great and the tune is soothing, lyrics aren't very innovative though haha. Most of your music I could probably listen to while falling asleep tbh. It's very relaxing.
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>>1508Caminar..caminar, what is it…. they're doing some form of verb by the street.
Oh, they're walking through the street? Hm. I dunno what they're saying past that but it sounds alright haha!
>>1509Because he can pull it off, probably, hahaha. I've always found Gotye as an alright band since I'm not really that into their tune, however this one is probably my favorite song that I've heard from them.
>>1510Listened to it previously with you I think hahaha. I read the lyrics and they're very beautiful! I really like this song as well. You're changing my opinion of them haha.
>that hand holding at the end>mfwc-cute.
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>>1511Pretty and relaxing, not too shabby.
>>1512I don't have many love songs either, haha, I really need to find more tbh.
I could see this being a song where I attempt to sing it and sound p. good until the chorus hits hahaha>>1513This guy kinda looks like a tall version of Bilbo Baggins combined with Neil Patrick Harris hahaha. This song is better than the last one imho.
>>1514Yeee it takes a special song to make me feel. Sting doesn't seem too feelsy.
>>1515Mmhh…not sure how I feel about this one.
>>1517>>1516I really do like this guys songs man, he's on my "to listen" list.
I think that most of my songs are like, really obscure feels, so I should probably just post the feels rather than grouping them all in a certain, broad label such as "love songs."
This one is
>tfw no qt gf/bf to slowly grow crazy with and lay in bed under the influence, shutting out everything in the world and just letting the psychosis happen together out of love No.1597
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This one is
>tfw girl of your dreams is unavailable so you try to settle for less and you get rejected by the grill you try to go for. You're so frustrated that you want to pay someone to attack her but alas you can't, you don't even know why you're so upset since she's not the girl of your dreams.
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This one is kind of the epitome of teenage girl song that Sage actually showed me (she said she was going to a concert and wanted to take me to my first one. Not sure if I should go and waste my first time on an artist I don't even know and feel is mediocre.) It was definitely an acquired taste but I actually like it a lot because even though it's super pleb shit it actually pretty much described me kinda spot on, ha. Lots of relateable feels that nobody else will probably understand, since, yknow, they're all generic edgy teen feels.
>tfw wanting to be like other teenagers and act normal, going to parties and such but too conservative. But instead of doing normal teenager things, you're an edgy, depressed shit that goes against religion, feels ugly and loses innocence (virginity), etc. etc. etc.
Pretty much every line hits home weirdly enough.
Autphag would appreciate the "I wish I wasn't such a narcissist" bit, I'm sure. Hahah.
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>tfw you've been wronged by someone and hold so much anger and vengeance that you want to do every horrible thing imaginable you can just to crush them.
>Cognitive dissonance struggle between vengeance and being a better person
These feels are not solely limited to relationships, either
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This one is kinda silly
>tfw you're waifu/husbando is cheating on you so you grab two of your best buds, put on masks, equip weapons and beat the shit out of them with blunt objects after catching the cheaters in the act.
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This one actually always makes me tear up my eyes are watering a bit as I'm typing this. It's from the beautiful movie Death Sentence, if you haven't seen it then I'm not going to spoil the movie for you as I'd recommend it to anyone and have watched it probably around 6-7 times.
It's a fantastic song that appears right towards the ending.
>tfw losing someone you love.
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Somehow this always happens. I really get into my music and suddenly it goes from happy to just sad feels and tears.
Bon Iver - I can't make you love me
>tfw in a relationship where you're the only one in love and you know that your significant other is staying with you for reasons besides love but they won't admit it.
>tfw you love them so much that you have to let them go since you can't make them love you and you have to let them go.
>tfw spending that last night with them, knowing things will never be the same.
;_;
"I'll close my eyes and then I won't see the love you don't feel when you're holding me. Morning will come and I'll do what's right, just give me 'til then to give up this fight…."
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>tfw watching the person you love die a slow, painful death from cancer.
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This one actually made me tear up after listening to it. It's a story and you have to listen to the entire thing to understand because it's not initially what you think it is….
>tfw distrusting the person who loves you most
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Keep still so I can find you at your whim.
Breathe slowly so I can breathe with you.
Ooh… ooh…
Leave me alone,
We all want to feel at home.
Find me sleeping,
My inner dialogue's a drone.
Keep…
Don't cry for me,
I can't either.
I can't weep.
Remember these moments,
They're all we have
And all I can keep.
Caught in a lie I want
You to keep me to yourself.
Keep running deep under my skin I want to shed.
Don't keep it in keep it on the thinnest of all threads-
And I want to break you no no…
Ooh…
>tfw
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>tfw your abusive father is dead and you're trying to come to terms with his death
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>Don't give me up
>How unfair, it's just our love…
>Found something real that's out of touch
>Don't give me upppppppppp
;____;
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No.1611
Good morning.
>>1594>Most of your music I could probably listen to while falling asleep tbh. It's very relaxing.I do this a lot, hence why a lot of my music is geared towards falling asleep to.
>>1596>This guy kinda looks like a tall version of Bilbo Baggins combined with Neil Patrick Harris hahaha.:o I didn't notice that but you're right haha.
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>>1596You're right, that is a very obscure feel.
Well I get the social cutting off bit but I wouldn't want to spend all that time in bed when
>most sparsely populated area in Britain>all that great outdoors with hardly any people>(he says, typing from his bed)>>1597>tfw girl of your dreams is unavailable so you try to settle for less and you get rejected by the grill you try to go for.iktf
fuck you chelsea, too good for me?didn't want to hire another girl to attack her though, that's a bit of an extreme reaction.
>>1598maybe you can put a more acceptable spin on it through your own experiences, but i really didn't like that song, it's full on red flag territory.
>>1599>These feels are not solely limited to relationships, eitherof course.
probably one of my favourite of the ones you've posted so far.
>>1600damn, you're big on revenge fantasies…
that's not beating the shit out of them, they're literally killing them. i wouldn't hit someone with a splitting maul just to rough em up a bit
>>1601that movie doesn't seem to be highly rated but i'll take your word for it haha. i've enjoyed films with just as dismal ratings.
>>1603mu's overhyping of Bon Iver put me off listening to much of them but that's a good song.
>you know that your significant other is staying with you for reasons besides loveapart from your mum's unfortunate experience, do you have irl experience with those feels?
>>1604that's a serious case of obsessing over the what if's, that's almost as bad as i am. why dwell on it unless it actually happens?
the aunt of mine who died of cancer was in my dreams last night.
so were you actually, we were setting up an oil rig in the cromarty firth and you were getting nervous about not understanding UK law about beginning drilling operations with so many boats about and i was like "nahh if that were the case we'd never get any work done because the boat traffic here is so constant, that'd be a silly law"… the cromarty firth isn't actually that busy irl, but it is chock full of oil rigs>>1605damn…
>>1606wait i don't know those feels, what's that about?
>>1607good song but those feels don't click with me. course, my dad wasn't abusive, but my step-dad was and tbh it was the only time i seriously contemplated killing someone.
as for my father and grandfathers' gross negligence in familial matters, let's say i'd only write them a short eulogy.
>>1608ok so aside from the revenge fantasies, you're shit scared of cancer ruining your life… guess that's understandable.
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my bandcamp collection is full of ambient and sleepy music.
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screw relaxing
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more sir lord baltimore
god damn these guys are good
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>>1609Jokes on you, I already love this song and have for ages.
http://www.last.fm/user/Anodynic/library/music/Sleep:^)
>>1612>all that great outdoors with hardly any peopleI'll come over and we can explore together! What are some qt sites to see in Scotland?
>probably one of my favourite of the ones you've posted so far.Entry-level /mu/core album by Brand New called The Devil and God are Raging Inside of Me. I rec it 100% and love their albums.
>that movie doesn't seem to be highly rated but i'll take your word for it haha. THAT'S BECAUSE PEOPLE ARE WRONG. It is a really, really wonderful movie and just attacked me all over in the feels. You definitely must watch it sometime.
>do you have irl experience with those feels?Hmm. No, I don't think so. I mean I suppose at the end of our relationship, when I found out I was going to move, my first real IRL bf Tom probably stayed with me just for physical reasons, but I would like to think that he was not
that much of a dick and that the 6 months we spent together meant something to him.
>why dwell on it unless it actually happens?H Y P O C R I T E
Lmao. I dwell because I am terrified of cancer man, as you know already. I think it's just because of my fear of death, but cancer seems like the worst way to go. You feel yourself slowly getting weak, slowly dying, having to aggressively fight it that takes all of your strength, your hair falls out and you become bald and weak and shriveled and then suddenly it's gone and you are given some hope and go around spending time with everyone and then you get a "just kidding, it came back even worse" call from the doctor and DIE two weeks later. It's just terrible.
I'm terribly sorry about your aunt. Was it a nice dream at least?
Well of course it was since we were there together, but the part with her in it?
>wait i don't know those feels, what's that about?I think personally it's about her falling into a very depression and/or is slowly dying. She just feels empty and is talking to her lover as he tries to cover for her and help her.
I could be wrong though.
>but my step-dad was and tbh it was the only time i seriously contemplated killing someone.That's where the feels came from.
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>>1647>What are some qt sites to see in Scotland?I live on the east of Ross-shire. as you travel westwards to the west coast, there's a lot of nice places. also, south-southeast of Inverness is the Cairngorms which are lovely.
But the one place I want to spend more time in is Harris, the more mountainous southernmost part of the largest Island of the Western Isles.
>but the part with her in it?the thing is the last time I saw my aunt IRL was october 2013. At that time, she knew she was going to die, which is why she was visiting everyone to get closure… but she didn't actually let on that she was dying until after that.
I never saw her after that. for almost 11 months, during which time she became bedridden.
I would have loved to have seen her before she passed.
In my dream, I actually did. I dreamt that I got to speak to her one last time before she parted.
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>>1653Aw…that really stinks about your aunt. At least she went around and spent some time with you. Perhaps that was her way of seeing you, yknow. Death is shrouded in mystery, nobody knows for certain what happens afterward. She could be out there somewhere, in some other dimension, and contacting you through dreams, you never know! :)
>>1653I've looked up a bit and I think I'll make a bucket list for places I want to see in Scotland. I plan on traveling to as many countries as possible when I'm older (on vacations and such for like a week or two at a time. I'm definitely going to find somewhere to settle down though, preferably in America or Europe, and live there for the rest of my life, as moving every 6 moths to a year has turned me off from the idea of not having a place to call 'home' when I'm older. However traveling is great, ofc.)
I think I want to see the pretty Holyrood Palace/Edinburgh Castle (I've never seen a castle irl), Mary King's Close, the Kelvingrove Art Gallery/Museum, The Outlook Tower (It apparently is a fun place of illusions), and then the beautiful Highlands and DEFINITELY LOCH NESS (maybe I will see the monster and get eaten alive, it'd be so neat)
I used to only want to go to England and Ireland (s-sorry Scotland and Wales) but now from hearing more about it from you and Autphag it seems like it has lots of interesting places and people :3.
Plus it'd be nice to see men in skirts walking around everywhere (I JEST)
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>>1661I swam in Loch Ness once, when I was about 7. it was freezing and I saw no sign of a monster
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>>1668I thought you had only been to England!
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>>1669I visited Scotland and Wales as a kid, but don't really remember much of them. also haven't been to Ireland yet
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>>1671I'm so jealous! I want to go to Ireland and kiss the Blarney stone and see all the pretty buildings and sights. :3
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>>1668>>1651>>1645>>1643>>1631>>1627>>1626Your music is really good for when I'm angry
Angry music time
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Take in what they tell you to
I spit to spit they spew to spew
My aura draws - you follow suit
Finks in packs and bred in twos
Peasant thoughts and peasant dreams
You were born to bow to me
There comes a time to test yourself
When you live a coward that is how you die
Continuously slowed down by our perception of ourselves
But in a world of servants and liars and spies
I am king.
No.1695
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I must have read a thousand faces
I must have robbed them of their cause
sickened thirst, sickened thirst
keeps it together
soft white glow in the cranium
a bulls eye made sedated
beware! [x3]
I must have read a thousand faces
and all these voices won't give up
sickened thirst, sickened thirst
glues it together
a catatonic leisure at 1000 miles per hour
beware! [x3]
so who's in charge here
barking out loud so clear
because I'd really like to meet him
so who's in charge here
in the review of this mirror
because I'd really like to meet him
so who's in charge here
barking out loud so clear
because I'd really like to meet him
uproar east, strike west
have you ever tasted skin?
sink your, sink your teeth in it
have you ever tasted skin?
sink your teeth into…
have you ever?
beware! [x6]
No.1696
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Chad VanGaalen's Molten Light
Basically the ear worm that's been bouncing about in my skull for the past week.
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forgot to post this earlier
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i don't have the red triangle anymore…
the blue triangle looks really lonely on my shelf now.