Supplement your growing faith, even if it is almost non existent. As a Catholic, there are thousands of years of sources available to me. There is The Bible (most important, read daily), the Catechism, papal encyclials, apologetics (Aquinas and Augustine are two you should start with), and other writings, including histories and homilies, made by people in the church.
Encyclials are here:
http://www.papalencyclicals.net
Fides et ratio by John Paul ll would be a good start, it is on faith and reason.
Also, stay steadfast in prayer; ignoring it would do more damage.
Continue in study, prayer, and community; I will pray for you, brother. May God be with you.