I think tragedy, I am nobody to tell you how to feel and the following can be omitting stuff or plain wrong:
>1600-ish
>time passes
>indentured servants was a practice the Brishits practiced/extrapolated to
>Black wants to take it an step further, slavery happens
>later things become racialize (idk how, would appreciate historical books)
>Blacks have it horribly in the USA (even if you were free, you could be put into slavery)
>tfw most happy whites were SJWs of their time
>circa American Civil War
>Blacks get freedoms
>there is a catch: penitential system makes it so that Blacks can be targeted for free labor
>system goes on for ENOUGH time to create divide between black and white population
>societal current times are nothing more than the outcome of that
Personally I just cry "laugh it off", but I've been INCREDIBLY lucky, my luck can run any day now… NEET, stay at home reading history.
My advice: become SPECIALIZE on something, mediocrity might have short term perks but long term doesn't get you really far.