A response to Amanda Palmer who said I'd had a needle.
>They made the comment in jest
Why they jest like that, don't they know better jokes? Why they don't talk with me personally when I'm alone? To calm, to say: "hey, that's a joke! really! have some sense of humour". I will answer you: because I have been not interesting anymore; so, they made a joke, and continued with their lives. And I said explicitly: Go on with your lives, sometimes with your lies, but please, remember, what you do is wrong. That is what I said. If I haven't joked, if I haven't shaken them somehow, they would continue. They are precious too, I am thanks to them, who I am, we are interrelated, but please, do not create men as me anymore, because they won't be as "forgiving".
>Maybe a week in the tropics would help to remind you how nice life can be
Is it an irony? Maybe a week in hell would remind you what life is, not always tropics, not for all. Besides, I've been there, in tropics, and they didn't appeal to me.
> What's the use of wond'rin' If he's good or if he's bad
There is no good or bad, I speak on behalf of people who think something is bad not within, but externally , while the people I call, pro forma, "bad", have also their motives, and are, in a convoluted way (from my perspective) also good. This is why people should not harm each other, because there are no bad or good people. People are often mistaken, I wanted to make them aware, not alerted.
>But who needs love when there's law and order
One greedy, obscene person needs that love, and searches for it using any means possible. I cannot force anyone to love me, although people can force me to love someone or them. Still, this person, as obscene as he is, investigates "love" like a scientist, he wants to know what it is? Does it exist? Or no? Maybe it was long time ago, and extinguished recently, extinct species? Oh, it's dangerous.
>There's no exit, there's no exit
Hmm, like what? Like, I forget of it all and start anew? As whom? I'd like to, but too many people took my words too seriously, so, what can I do? No, I'm not asking you.
> Uh uh uh uh oh oh oh oh oh uh oh I'm so excited
Oh man. . . oh woman. . . Stop watching those soccer games, I cannot stand them.
>And we'll stop you your expert double X's Oh yeah, a big stock holder extra cold with two X's
What can I say. If you mean you want to stop conflict, and I may be the cause of it - then stop me.
>Leeds United
Have Leeds United won that match? I am no judge to say it.
This is all I want to say. Starting any tension because of love - sorry, I am really sorry, but love's not worth it, if it exists. I'd rather live peacefully without it. Well, everyone's saying "love love love" what it is? I wanted to see for myself, not being given an explanation, even from a very good song. I think others also want to know it, because if the haven't want to know, they would not follow all of this, they would go about their business.
>You're great in bed
oh no not again! I have a wonderful sketch, a parody for it. Two gentlemen entertaining each other and solving a mystery: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nkp9pPuN2gQ
I had really two choices, and I think none was good or bad: just be silent and say nothing, or to say something, like so many people do, to communicate some truth, truth true at least for me. I've chosen the latter. It is up to you now how you see my choice: as a good one, or as a bad one.
Also, some time ago (a long time ago, don't worry. . . ) I listened to Rage Against The Machine. Oh man, they are emotional and "rebellious", and yet so infantile. If someone listens to something like that and then listens to me, then just stop, there is no point in it.