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1d44e4 No.21[Reply]

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8c0f00 No.1[Reply]

Welcome.

>check the catalog before posting (chances are, we've got a >tfw no gf thread)

>keep the trolling good - at least make it funny

>please have a point to your thread

>treat this as an 18+ board (anything that's legal goes here and if you get offended, deal with it)

Always work towards getting better. Things are shit, but we can always work on breaking though it.

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f38394 No.660

Also visit, >>>/kind/ if you're looking for a more uplifting experience.




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36b65d No.1071[Reply]

ITT songs for when you feel like you're dying inside

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66a59d No.1275

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Goddammit, was going to make another thread because your tunes are too upbeat for me..


66a59d No.1276

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4117ce No.1288

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64c432 No.1298

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4d89c8 No.1299

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5b1747 No.1290[Reply]

Has anyone been doing anything to try to help their depression/general state of being in 2016?

Personally, I purchased myself a stationary bike just a few days before Christmas, and I've been riding between 30-40 minutes per day, and have been doing it almost every day so far this year while also trying to maintain a 500 calorie deficit. I've dropped about three pounds so far, and I've noticed that I've been feeling slightly happier.

Anyone else?

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5b1747 No.1293

>>1291

Thanks, man. And that sucks about your lungs. What happened with them?

Oh, and a little update for how far I've ridden: bike odometer says I'm at almost 500 miles now, and I usually ride on medium resistance (options go from 1-8 and I usually ride around 3-5 while adjusting). I'm actually pretty proud of myself. My goal was to ride approximately 1500 miles this year when I began but it looks like I'm going to absolutely demolish that number.

>>1292

That sounds neat. Are you doing some sort of online course or are you just trying to pick it up? I also sort of want to try to learn to code. I looked up this one site called "Coding Academy" and did a few introductory lessons on Python but I never really pursued it seriously. I find I have a super fucking hard time at concentrating on it.


62b761 No.1294

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>>1293

My lungs have always been weak. I was running one day and I almost coughed up blood, so I cannot stress them anymore for at least a couple of months.

Doc said it's a virus or something, therefore now I'm chugging pills like a junkie.

About the bike, that's great! You can definitely shatter that goal. After you break the 1500 mile goal do another 500 miles for me, will ya?


03ddd1 No.1295

Tried to be more outgoing and social. Bought a girl something nice still have to give it to her but i'm trying to get over my fear of rejection and such. That's about it.


8d4150 No.1296

>>1295

Good luck anon. I hope it all turns out well.

What did you buy her?

what is she like?


5b1747 No.1297

>>1295

Wait, why did you buy her something? Are you friends? Is the gift something extravagant? Just based on my assumptions, I feel like this has the potential for some Hiroshima-tier cringe.




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59f5ef No.1278[Reply]

Happy Birthday to me, happy birthday to me..

e86c7f No.1279

If you still care about birthdays your life's probably not as bad as the average anon. Happy late birthday anyway, faggot.


59f5ef No.1284

>>1279

That's the most retarded statement i've ever heard.


9f5281 No.1286

>>1284

Not as retarded as asking for fake sympathy on your birthday on a fucking dead board.


a9e5fb No.1289

>>1286

Not as retarded as coming back to a dead board to obvious bait bullshit. Well done nigger claps for you <3 :P :P xD XD XD XD XD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




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71b9f1 No.1229[Reply]

Is anyone still here?

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edcd74 No.1270

>>1269

why though?


a76e68 No.1271

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Add one to the body count


f10249 No.1274

>>1270

Quite simply I have terminal apathy, just writing this up takes huges amount of effort because I dont care at all. I dont care about anything, nor anyone. Whenever I read about anons still longing for gfs or friends I just laugh softly, realizing they live in a different reality. If I didnt live with other people I swear I could die of inactivity, hypothermia or dehydration whatever comes first.

It sucks I cant find the proper words to express it.


474308 No.1285

>>1271

What the hell is that supposed to mean?!

please, don't tell me that it's what I think it is


7fc93c No.1287

>>1274

That apathy you're talking about; it is something you've always had to some extent, but now it has grown too much. Right?

If that's the case, why did that happen?




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878bbf No.1277[Reply]

Here's a simple test

http://www.colorquiz.com/

Accurate for me, what about you?

1b4f56 No.1280

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Kind of a silly test, honestly.


1b4f56 No.1281

>>1280

I should not that it was pretty accurate however - except for the last part on it.


721af0 No.1282

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I'm surprised. This is actually very accurate. Probably just a coincidence but this fits my current situation perfectly.


19b20c No.1283

>>1282

>she

LONDON

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d2cf1e No.264[Reply]

What are you guys like?

http://similarminds.com/global-adv.html

> tfw this hits the nail right on the head
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1d10c7 No.833

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>>673

>traits snapshot

>tfw


0775af No.954

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I hate myself and I want to die.

Test is pretty accurate 8/10


8f3964 No.1266

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A lot of these are accurate, some don't make any sense though.


1f13eb No.1272

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I didn't do that bad, did I ? ;_;


608efe No.1273

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10/10




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e103ce No.179[Reply]

Hi /sad/

So, uh, where to begin.

About 4 months ago or so my girlfriend and I split up, we had planned it and knew it was coming, even agreeing that this would happen before we started dating. So I shouldn't be kicking myself for it or anything. But, in summary, I courted and loved this girl for over a year, then we dated and I've never been happier.

Then the summer ended, our plan to break up happened, she went to study abroad and I happened to fall into #GamerGate.

Over the past few months I've had a lot of friends move away (I'm out of college for a year and some change now) and one of my favorite places in town to go to just closed. Over the past month or so I've been feeling sadder and sadder.

I have a therapist, and have had one for over a year, dealing with Gender Dysphoria, something which I felt I was "cured" of when I was loved by my previous girlfriend, because she made me feel accepted and loved and she loved me for me.

Anyway, so her and I still talk and are still friends, but I finally put the nail in the coffin (she already has gotten over me) and I made an OkCupid profile.

So far it's just been really really depressing. I wrote up a nice profile, and I've answered over 400 of those little questions they ask you, and the more I answer the more and more the match ratings on the women in my area go down and the enemy goes up. It just makes me feel that answering honestly is somehow wrong or something, or wonder what if I'm really just a bad person?
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9941f1 No.182

I don't really have much to say, Anon, but I'm sorry to hear about your situation.

It's probably for the best that you and your ex don't speak anymore; holding on only hurts more - I speak from experience. I mean, it's your call of course, but all it's going to do is break your heart more if you still love her.

And man, don't even bother fucking around with OKCupid. I've had an account for like two years and I've literally answered 2200 of those questions (all honestly). I've received MAYBE like two dozen profile views (not even MESSAGES, just views) and no one ever replies to my messages (and no, I don't send sperg-tier messages lol).

e103ce No.183

>>182

I do still love her. But I know it's over and I've accepted that fact. She's distanced herself from me over the months, slowly, but it's hurt more and more because I'm very aware of her doing it, and she tells me honestly when she does. So. Yeah, if nothing else her and my relationship was based on honesty.

I want her to be happy, so I'm try to do the whole 'if you love X let X go free' thing and to not be a burden to her, so I try to hide a lot of my pain from her, but the few times we've skyped I always end up breaking down crying for some reason or another, and I feel terrible after because I know that puts her in a bad situation. But I just keep doing it, so it makes me ask myself if I'm somehow being emotionally abusive to her in that way? Or if I'm just so angry with myself that I latch onto any excuse to be angry with me so I can feel something besides sadness and loneliness.

One of my friends met their boyfriend through OkCupid and it's working really well for them, so I thought I'd give it a shot. Then another friend I was talking to the other day started one, and they're already chatting it up with girls and stuff. Meanwhile I'm sitting here wondering what I'm doing wrong.

I just want some friends you know? Is that so bad?

fddde9 No.221

OP Here.

My parents argued during Christmas. With company over.

They're both over 50 and probably unlikely to get a divorce because of religion, but god. They're both so bitter with each other and it drives me crazy. They're the definition of a loveless marriage.

165cb5 No.1261

>>221

wherever you are anon, best of luck.


a0f96d No.1268

>2014

Its been that long huh?




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15e9ef No.1192[Reply]

Dear /sad/,

I don't know what to feel about myself. I feel pretty introverted around others and I feel rather sad about it. I want to have a lot of friends and do better academically, but so many people just reject me and I feel rather lost. I talked to my brother about this, and he told me that I should not worry about it because those people are not used to me easily, hence the fact that I recently became a part of their group.

I try to be fond of myself, but it never works out. I'm just a shy fuck who really can't step up too much. I barely have thoughts about suicide in general…

Academically, I feel as if I am doing great. I really have improved over the past few weeks. Socially, though, I'm like a ghost…

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7ccf2d No.1205

What exactly is a background person?


d25604 No.1207

>>1205

I would surmise that it is someone who stays in the background of life (sort of like someone who is a wallflower).


f8402e No.1234

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>>1192

I'm 17 and in HS in a small school in Spain with little to no diversity especially in small cities and I'm a ghost too. Everyone has their groups and their social life and I'm a complete outsider I have no friends, not even acquaintances, I have never done normal things like going to parties and I don't remember the last time I went out with someone.Social media depress me so I try to avoid them.


4b1bf0 No.1235

Been a ghost through out my high school years (99-03). I didn't really want to fit in, I had some friends but never really hung out with them. Was always embarrassed to have them around my family. My sister was the popular prep athlete, I was her chubby big gothic brother even if I wasn't into goth I got to say from personal experiance don't worry to much about "fitting" in at high school. Most likely you wouldn't even remember most of the people, some of them will be going to the same college as you and maturity hits well during college. Right now just work on your academics and chill relax. College is when people change social wise so have that background person moment, when you hit college have fun.


cee2aa No.1267

Update from the user:

I kind of got a little better, so have my grades… I deleted my Instagram account due to it being a huge distraction from my life and studies. I apologise that I haven't been on this thread for long. I went to a business-related session for a summer programme sponsored by the mayor, and one of the guys told me to smile and read for 90 days (3 months). I'm kind of getting better here and there, but I tend to keep two different sides of myself on the outside and inside. Literature has been improving me gradually, since I am reading Brave New World for English class. Thank you for reading.




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560686 No.1255[Reply]

Anyone got anything else like this?

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2307a3 No.1259

>>1258

>friend dies

>make video for attention

wew lad


85e057 No.1260

>>1259

wew, indeed


2b3840 No.1262

>>1258

Pretty sad. If anyone has anymore pls post.


f928d3 No.1263

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abd890 No.1265

>>1263

Holy fuck that was sad.




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3f5fc1 No.1253[Reply]

Do you ever have that feel when no matter how many times you try to make something better in your life you just seem to be destined to fail no matter what?

aa80ee No.1254

Of course.

What specifically is that thing for you though, OP?


d9f396 No.1257

Yeah, many of us feel that way, at least sometimes.

What is it that bothers you, anon?


32b4df No.1264

OP here

Well my life is slowly going round the bend I feel I'm a little paranoid about everything.

I had the intention of becoming an animator and leading a more healthy lifestyle.

I know being an animator is tough in its own right and I was prepared for long hours and weeks of development however the issue arises where I just cannot get started. I have no money for Flash Professional in Adobes creative cloud and I have struggled to save up for a graphics tablet that doesn't want to work with the current open source animation software I have. That being Krita with the animation beta. Haven't found a solution for it so basically a waste of money now.

On top of that I cannot draw perfectly as well so I took drawing and art classes to improve my skill and I have seen no improvement. The other students excel in drawing amazing and outstanding pictures and I'm left with a crummy and crudely drawn face. I have been doing this for a year now.

For a healthy lifestyle I tried all sorts of diets that I could work with daily and tried a daily run as well as a few gym sessions. But due to the incapability to create anything in animation or draw a simple picture, my self esteem dropped and I began reverting to my old sluggish ways. It has been months seen I had properly cleaned my teeth and washed and I live off microwave meals all the while sitting in front of my computer.

I don't really have anyone to blame except for my lack of motivation to continue and poor confidence.

For paranoia, I began thinking that everything I come across is automatically poised against me. By that I mean I worry and over exaggerate over little things. If I can buy food from a market I usually think to myself whether or not the food I am buying is contaminated by something or whether I'm going trip in public and listen to everyone laugh at me.

That goes in hand with my general anxiety as well.

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183fbd No.1250[Reply]

Hate my 0c.

8c496a No.1251

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It is pretty wel drawn, and the message you want to deliver is a good one. I see nothing wrong with this picture.

The only thing negative I have about it is. That I could not tell it was supposed to be in rimme, the first time I wread it. But that is more my fault for not reading it properly.

keep up the good job OP!


06a589 No.1252

Needs to improve grammar/10

Other than that, breddy gud/10




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ed92d0 No.1041[Reply]

>had gf for a month last year

>she left me, but I was OK with it

>when she found someone else though, wanted to do myself in

>they broke up this year

>waited months for a chance to just visit her again

>planned visit never happened, she stopped talking to me

>found out she's with someone new

Song is relevant.

Lyrics translated here: http://lyricstranslate.com/en/sen-gelmez-oldun-sen-gelmez-oldun.html

Basically,

>tfw no gf

thread

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978e36 No.1056

>>1055

I'm not even disagreeing with most of what you said, to be honest. If you don't have patchy facial hair and a heavy investment in LoL though, you need to just for the universe to make sense.


bad1d4 No.1061

>>1052

>you can't miss what you don't know

But you can long for it. If you were born blind you would want vision. If you were always desolate you would want money, property, etc. These are things humans are built to need, just like love and ultimately reproduction. To find peace without those things is nice, but only if you have no chance. If there is a chance then you just made sure you lost out for good.


dab92e No.1069

>>1061

>>1061

>If there is a chance then you just made sure you lost out for good.

I really doubt there is a chance, but even if there's one I can't bring myself to care anymore.

Love and affection and all this crap wouldn't fix my problems, I doubt it would even make my life any more meaningful or better.

I can't see a reason to even try at this point.


f3520e No.1248

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>girls don't like me

>try getting a bf

>feelsfuckingamazing.png

>we date for about 3 months

>we leave each other

>he's literally a 4/10 who likes dank meme culture but I still love him

>people start telling me he's not even that great

>make pathetic attempts at reclaiming him again

>nothing is working

>still miss him

I wish I could've just stayed single. Now that I know what it feels like to be in a relationship, I probably won't plan on being in another ever again.

The fact I got so attached easy to him is pathetic, isn't it?


a9c4c3 No.1249

>>1248

>I wish I could've just stayed single.

Same. Even more so I just wish the only girl i've loved out of the 15-20 i've dated stayed. Sadly life isn't that /kind/.




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dcb739 No.1243[Reply]

Hi /sad/. I might sound like an idiot here but I am in a troubled state right now. I graduated out of art school (many keks are expected. Fuck me) and cannot find a job. Currently working in the kitchen with low wage. I'm doing okay with money for now but I feel too much I let my family and myself done as I cannot find my dream job I went to school for and become set for life. Instead I feel disconnected. Day passes where I feel like I'm wasting my life being unhappy. The feel of working on a project with a set start to finish and once done create a new one and make it better was a feeling I remember having that left me satisfied back in grade school. Wanted that to be my career. Now that's on a stall I'm having a hard time being positive. Don't have a girlfriend and a lack of many friends that I can relate and I do want to just die as it feels it won't get any better in the future. But I'm a Christian and suicide is one way ticket to damnation and I have to pay off my debt in 10 years. I've made drinking, gambling and excess sugar intake my best friends and need a way to get out. But shit, I'm stuck. Considering to start smoking after 10 years just to fuck my shit up if nothing gets better. I still have hope but not much of it. Life can't be perfect but I feel like I'm rolling in some shit and shit's going to get worse if it doesn't start getting cleaned up.

074921 No.1244

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>But I'm a Christian and suicide is one way ticket to damnation

The video will explain about addiction. Considering you mentioned drinking, gambling and sugar I think it would apply here even though heroin is the example made. The moral is, you need to change your cage. I'll let the video explain what that means.


b0d9bb No.1245

>>1244

>But I'm a Christian and suicide is one way ticket to damnation

Idk why the rest of my text didn't send for this point but fuck it I forgot what I was gonna say about that shit anyway. Probably it sucks that a lot of your options are limited due to your religion.




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