/sad/ - Depressed

OP again, moar music

Took a long ass time to translate this:

If my half doesn't return

I will attempt on my life

My patience is running out

I will attempt on my life

x2

Sometimes I think

Why am I living life?

My soul is gone, only the body remains

Why am I living life?

If you are not beside me

Why am I living life?

My longing and waiting never finish

I will attempt on my life

If my half doesn't return

I will attempt on my life

My patience is running out

I will attempt on my life

My young life is destroyed

By the love of reciprocated words

God, what have I done?

What is my fault?

I don't fully go into longing

My strength is only enough for myself

I have a thousand and one rights to myself

I will attempt on my life

If my half doesn't return

I will attempt on my life

My patience is running out

I will attempt on my life

The one who holds my heart was a stranger

They aren't in my life either

I've completely lost my head

They aren't in my life either

Brother, I have no friends

They aren't in my life either

Who is there left to trust?

I will attempt on my life

If my half doesn't return

I will attempt on my life

My patience is running out

I will attempt on my life

Look how happy the enemy became

When they left me alone

White hairs appeared amongst the dark ones

When they left me alone

If you do not understand this

When you left me alone

At that moment I will dig my tomb

I will attempt on my life

If my half doesn't return

I will attempt on my life

My patience is running out

I will attempt on my life

It's just me and these four walls

My teary eyes are never dried

I wrote a memory that will remain

These words for you

If you hear that I committed suicide

Do not worry dears

My children are my heirloom

I will attempt on my life

If my half doesn't return

I will attempt on my life

My patience is running out

I will attempt on my life

I say that tomorrow the one I love will come

It's the morning and I'm lonely again

My good days and good moments

Aren't there, grief increases every day

Whoever committs suicide

I know it's a great sin

Forgive me God

I will attempt on my life

If my half doesn't return

I will attempt on my life

My patience is running out

I will attempt on my life

>>1042

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I posted it on /kind/ and I'll post it again here

I think I finally found peace with living my life alone without a gf.

Sure, I could never get one if I wanted one but now that I accepted never getting one I let go of wanting one.

It feels so damn great. Besides, there's nothing a woman could ever do to make my life better so there's no reason to have one.

Although I am aware of the fact that there might be harder times where I might feel lonely but those will be temporary.

I will now spend my energy on defining my skills so I can get a good job and then I will live out the rest of my life being good at what I do with no woman dragging me down.

In short "get money, fuck bitches".

Love isn't a real thing anyway, just chemicals so it's not a big deal that I'll never experience it. If I want some feel good chemicals floating through my system I can always turn to drugs.

There's literally no reason to get into a relationship.

And sex? Fuck that shit too. Normalfriends make it out as something ooohh sooo important but they're stupid as fuck. It's just some evolutionary drive embedded into us. Nothing more. We are evolved enough as a species that we could simply let go of it and start having kids the new, improved way by breeding them in laboratories.

More importantly though is the fact that you can't miss what you don't know. And I don't even know what I am missing out of so it's of no importance to me.

I hope you friends will see the truth as clearly as I do right now.

Love, Anon

>>1052

I don't have enough fedora for this post.

>>1054

I am sorry you feel this way nigga

>>1055

I'm not even disagreeing with most of what you said, to be honest. If you don't have patchy facial hair and a heavy investment in LoL though, you need to just for the universe to make sense.

>>1052

>you can't miss what you don't know

But you can long for it. If you were born blind you would want vision. If you were always desolate you would want money, property, etc. These are things humans are built to need, just like love and ultimately reproduction. To find peace without those things is nice, but only if you have no chance. If there is a chance then you just made sure you lost out for good.

>>1061

>>1061

>If there is a chance then you just made sure you lost out for good.

I really doubt there is a chance, but even if there's one I can't bring myself to care anymore.

Love and affection and all this crap wouldn't fix my problems, I doubt it would even make my life any more meaningful or better.

I can't see a reason to even try at this point.

>>1248

>I wish I could've just stayed single.

Same. Even more so I just wish the only girl i've loved out of the 15-20 i've dated stayed. Sadly life isn't that /kind/.