What's the longest you've managed to go without having suicidal thoughts? I nearly had an entire month of not wanting to die**, but that ended a few hours ago**.

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Anonymous 11/28/14 (Fri) 04:57:29 01d723 No.148

What's the longest you've managed to go without having suicidal thoughts? I nearly had an entire month of not wanting to die, but that ended a few hours ago.

Anonymous 11/28/14 (Fri) 07:28:31 4e3798 No.149

I honestly can't remember the last day that I didn't have thoughts of suicide since about 2012.

What made you start having them again, OP?

Anonymous 11/28/14 (Fri) 11:27:48 01d723 No.150

>>149
I don't know. I was just sitting there browsing 8chan, and it all came back without warning.

Anonymous 11/28/14 (Fri) 12:45:58 7e82f9 No.151

Every day. Since I'm doing really bad in college it's has been several times a day…

Anonymous 11/28/14 (Fri) 22:32:34 a435fe No.157

>>150
Ah, I know what it's like, man. Sometimes just browsing makes me feel less alone while other times, it just bums me out since it shows just how lonely I am and that I wish I knew some of the people who I'm talking to.

Anonymous 12/04/14 (Thu) 02:03:57 bc2ed8 No.170

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>>157

I know this feel. I know it too well.

Anonymous 12/05/14 (Fri) 08:08:03 55e608 No.172

>>148
I can't remember. I know there have been periods of time I've went without having suicidal thoughts, but they always come back and blot out the periods before them.

Anonymous 03/13/15 (Fri) 13:20:10 9c9282 No.421

>>149
>>172
These
This a weird feeling, not knowing when you didn't have any thoughts of suicide. It was before I was 12 I think

Anonymous 03/24/15 (Tue) 12:45:33 35a675 No.435

Went for quite a few months at one stage, still think about it a lot less than I used to. I used to do it several times a day, now I sometimes have weeks without thinking about it.

Anonymous 03/27/15 (Fri) 03:37:09 dd43b3 No.453

I always seem to do, i just have the feeling that im not wanted because i get constant crap from my family.

I take meds but shit it doesnt help at all.

Anonymous 03/29/15 (Sun) 01:51:25 813eec No.458

Around 4 days is my longest in over a year.

Anonymous 03/29/15 (Sun) 04:04:05 f8b38d No.460

>>148
The 18 hours a day I play vidya.

Anonymous 04/02/15 (Thu) 09:27:32 7d7a60 No.491

I can't even remember. I'll think it sometimes even on my "good" days, even if nothing bad happens. Or even over something minuscule, it's like my default way to deal with problems, is that way of thinking.

Anonymous 04/03/15 (Fri) 06:00:22 8cec96 No.508

Not counting sleep, maybe six hours or so when I manage to stay distracted.

I keep an assortment of loaded guns on and leaning against my desk, so eh.