>>406The pic is pretty related to how I feel. In the episode of southpark called "You're getting old" everything in life becomes shitty to Stan and the only way he copes with it through the episodes after it, is by taking a quick drink of hard alcohol before going out in the world. Not that everything is literally shit for me like in the episode, I've just lost all sense of pleasure in my life and "shitty" is a word I would use to describe everyone and everything around me. I just can't find a reason to try anymore, I wan't out of this cursed prison of pointlessness. humans are obsolete. Suicide just isn't an option sadly, and it wont be for a long time it seems… life is just so slow and I no longer derive any pleasure from it (except escapism). I've already tried just taking a quick snap of weed as a ran out the door to school, and then again at lunch each day for the past week, and it helped tremendously. I was mostly talking about weed, with a tolerance to it, functioning as a human being while high 24/7 shouldn't be too hard. Life also seems to go by quicker when stoned so I've pretty much made up my mind. I've checked out, fuck all life in general