I can't say I'm actually depressed as I know a lot of people (particularly the younger generation) like to use that word when they feel down or had a fight with a friend or some other shit. For me, each day is a battle. Not as bad as some other people out there but I do feel like what is the point in continuing my existence. I have never had a gf and have few people I call friends. Most who like to make fun of me for having yellow teeth and BO. I'll probably fail all my upcoming tests and watch as others excel in the world. My only source of company is lurking around this board reading other peoples stories. I don't use it to empower myself but try and remind myself to not turn into a self centred git who will one shit day and whine about it on Facebook or Twitter. Outlets I use include YouTube, Steam, Konachan (I know I'm horrible) and I watch Anime. If I'm on YouTube I regularly watch something called ASMR. I'm unsure whether people here have heard of it but it is essentially a pleasant feeling you get when listening to certain sounds of watching certain things. In case any people are interested I have provided a link to one of the most popular ASMR content creators. I actually don't know the reason for this post other then expressing myself and possibly letting someone know about something that may help them. I dunno really.
https://www.youtube.com/user/HeatherFeatherASMR