ce5af1 No.528
Well idk where to start with this I knew a girl online and as you do you talk to someone you've just met and idk what I did wrong but she's gone it seems a few days after I met her me and her were quite flirty and it turns out she had a boyfriend while she was flirting with me but he cheated on her anyway so I guess that's karma or something but me and her kept flirting for several days and I notices she just idk randomly disappeared for a few days in the end she came back and I thought nothing of it but it turns out just a few minutes ago that she pretty much used me and fucked me off by deleting her account claiming it was 'banned' when I messaged her on skype about it and then she fucking created another one then ignored me the only reason I found this out is because another girl I know's boyfriend is a fucking asshole and tries to use her for sex and shit bare in mind she's damn 14 and he's 17 and I found her fake account because she was tagged in a post on Facebook and I have no fucking idea what to do I tried my damn fucking best to try and make her happier I did as she asked and always respected her decisions and look what the fuck happens I get damn used again I have no idea what to do i'm depressed as shit already waiting on some shitty therapy lessons to start again and resisting the urge to self harm and i'm just sat here on this god damn website typing out a bullshit paragraph that nobody probably cares about and all I can think is what the fuck did I do wrong? What does anyone do to deserve to feel like shit? All I have ever done is tried to help people and make them happier and i'm left with just with this bullshit every single time over and over and over and it's driving me insane it's like now i'm just waiting for a chance to kill myself what is the point in going on I know that seems fucking stupid to say coming from a 16 year old antisocial British kid but what the fuck is the point in going on it's like I don't live for myself anymore I am living for other people and I hate it I damn hate it I just want to die I just want it over with the worst decision I have ever made is meeting people and fucking being nice to them because each and every time it ends up as another count on the scars on my arm every fucking day I mean look at me i'm supposed to be helping people right now but i'm here crying to my damn self because I don't know what to do I want to be a therapist when i'm older what kind of therapist sits and cries and slits his fucking arm what the hell kind of person am I
9b8f83 No.536
>>528Well that fucking sucks shit m80 but retype that in paragraphs so it's a bit more understandable.
91934f No.539
Life is cruel anon. People are too. Don't know how to deal with that
20ffa4 No.548
Well idk where to start with this I knew a girl online and as you do you talk to someone you've just met and idk what I did wrong but she's gone it seems a few days after I met her me and her were quite flirty and it turns out she had a boyfriend while she was flirting with me but he cheated on her anyway so I guess that's karma or something but me and her kept flirting for several days and I notices she just idk randomly disappeared for a few days
in the end she came back and I thought nothing of it but it turns out just a few minutes ago that she pretty much used me and fucked me off by deleting her account claiming it was 'banned' when I messaged her on skype about it and then she fucking created another one then ignored me the only reason I found this out is because another girl I know's boyfriend is a fucking asshole and tries to use her for sex and shit bare in mind she's damn 14 and he's 17 and I found her fake account because she was tagged in a post on Facebook and I have no fucking idea what to do
I tried my damn fucking best to try and make her happier I did as she asked and always respected her decisions and look what the fuck happens I get damn used again I have no idea what to do i'm depressed as shit already waiting on some shitty therapy lessons to start again and resisting the urge to self harm and i'm just sat here on this god damn website typing out a bullshit paragraph that nobody probably cares about and all I can think is what the fuck did I do wrong?
What does anyone do to deserve to feel like shit? All I have ever done is tried to help people and make them happier and i'm left with just with this bullshit every single time over and over and over and it's driving me insane it's like now i'm just waiting for a chance to kill myself what is the point in going on I know that seems fucking stupid to say coming from a 16 year old antisocial British kid but what the fuck is the point in going on?
it's like I don't live for myself anymore I am living for other people and I hate it I damn hate it I just want to die I just want it over with the worst decision I have ever made is meeting people and fucking being nice to them because each and every time it ends up as another count on the scars on my arm every fucking day I mean look at me i'm supposed to be helping people right now but i'm here crying to my damn self because I don't know what to do I want to be a therapist when i'm older what kind of therapist sits and cries and slits his fucking arm what the hell kind of person am I
(There you go I added it into paragraph format for you sorry for the inconvenience) And yeah people are cruel and I don't know either I just want this over with :(