3bf9e9 No.540
Hi
I'm a 16 years old transexual ftm. I'm having problems with my life because I can't do anything to change.
I've abandoned all my hopes of being a sucessfull man in the future, so I stopped studying. It's no worth putting my effort on it. I have problems for socializing with people. I always hide myself because of all the problems I've caused before, so it's hard for me to talk with people.
My family is entirely formed by homophobics, and I'm scared of saying about my sexuality. I just wanna be normal, and not being forced to wear dress, brass and panties, which are really unconfortable for me.
I never had a boyfriend before, because I'm ugly as hell. This led me to a uncontrolable sexual obsession. All night I can't stop masturbating, not even a single moment. I always like to imagine 30 y o handsome guys, they're more mature and they'll take care of me better than my parents. All the nights end up with me riding a dildo for hours until I fall asleep.
What should I do? How can I stop this before I go crazy?
3ba82d No.570
>>540I'd recommend that you stop pretending to be a man, as this delusion seems to be one of the causes of this mess. You don't have to subscribe to your parent's backward ideology, but should still try and live a healthy life without drastically changing yourself. DO NOT pump yourself full of hormones. You cannot become a man no matter what you do. You're also still going through puberty, so you will probably improve in physical appearance as long as you take minimum effort to take care of yourself. If you really want to get laid that bad, just clean yourself up. Since you're a girl, it is extremely easy for you to get sex, as guys your age will basically do anything for it.