I heard/read alot of this rants regarding
>tfw no gf/bf
I know, its something to be depressed upon, and is quite the literal sad.
But point is, in this age we're living in? this ideals of society upon individuality of being in a relationship, the rights, the understanding and pressure of modernism/religion, also..personal wishes and secrecy?
This, lots of the time, forces us to be desperate, sadly, chronically desperate. To the point where we can just swoop and take whatever we got.
I'd place me. I'm in love with a person who is already having another. My love is genuine, i really do. The person knows, accepts, and plays the way.
However, bless me oh based one, how I have to endure the unsettling jealousy and silence that I have to vow to keep. How I have to play dumb, to act like nothing is going on. It BURNS THE REASONING out of me.
When fights happen, it gets easily bad, I'll end up on the short end of the stick, no matter what. its 2 on 1. Who I'm gonna run to when things get icky? The partner certainly has the original. I'll be left hanging. I'll be left to the mercy.
But, this is where it gets weird, dumbly weird. I can't let go. Knowing I'll be alone one day and getting a new partner isnt gonna be easy.
Note: getting some wankeys to be your booty mate isnt hard. You're seeking real love, some soul-with relationship that you wanna treasure so badly that it'll be your everything.
I can't just, let go. Fuckit, and just well, find another. Those sayings,
"Plenty fish out at sea? Flowers in a field for the bees? Theres 7Billion Lives out there in the world?"
Well, I'm an anchovy counts as a fish. Even a shark is a fish. Flowers? Rafflesia is a stinkin huge flower of a parasite. 7 Billion people? with lots of them might end with a bullet in your head or eat your leg.
Sometimes, >tfw no gf/bf might be a good. Maybe I'm just a beta sucker.