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old man feels Anonymous 06/02/15 (Tue) 04:22:33 22a34a No.721

with me being the 19 year old I am, I had some form of depression and it gave me the beautiful melancholy outlook on life for the 9 years of life after I was 10, Ive grown up early to cope with taking care of myself because of a parents divorce. Being alone was normal on weekdays because my dad had to work in the rescission and money was hard to come by when he was laid off, never went a day hungry thanks to some family handouts and such and as time went on the living situation got better and we moved into the city of Lexington sometime around the age of 15.

here I am at 19 and with few friends who I wish I could see daily but life and work get in the way of ti all, I wortk at Mc' donalds and have recently finished Highschool. what lies in my personal issue is that I have what I call "old man feels" where I feel I am behind on just about everything that I was supposed to do at a certain age. I feel like I should have dated a girl well into my age of 15 (sometime around late middle school) kissed a girl (early highschool 9-10th grade) and a chance to fuck (around 11-12 grade.) and the whole things happens as it would for everyone who might have a similar situation where I am single/forever alone and everyone is/has been together for X amount of years.

I feel I am lagging behind on life, I've never been bothered by being alone until recently and I'm thinking like I'm 30 years old when im 19. I'm not ugly and when I bring up my relationship issue with people I'm always told to wait or take it. and all I've tried it all and waiting just refuses to pay up, I'm tired of these feelings and just want to have energy to put effort into anything.

Anonymous 06/02/15 (Tue) 14:36:28 c3b515 No.725

I've had a lot of girlfriends. My latest split up with me a few days ago yesterday officially. Worst thing i've ever done is go into a relationship. I'd do anything to be in your situation right now.

Anonymous 06/03/15 (Wed) 19:44:17 8bff89 No.727

I get your feel, anon.

>15 (sry if I'm breaking a rule)

>no diagnosis for depression because my parents are immigrant parents who feel that depression doesn't exist

>I've done self-diagnosis numerous times and got severe every time, even when I tried downplaying certain issues

>go to a really good high school but get shitty grades there and socialise with almost no one

I always just stand to the side and think to myself about how ridiculous my classmates are for liking ridiculous shit instead of actually trying to get their lives somewhere. I think some of the girls there were in love with me at different points in time, but I've always felt that I'd try to make a romantic relationship serious if I ever got into one (none of that silly puppy love shit).

Finally, I have this very realistic perspective on life, and most of the stuff I would talk about would always get called "deep" by fellow teenage minds.

I always feel as though I should be 30 by now and not 15. That's probably because I've always been too complicated for my peers to understand, leading (of course) to exclusion and distrust on their part.

And it gets worse with each passing day.

Anonymous 08/08/15 (Sat) 17:05:30 0f4d97 No.974

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>>721

>>19 yo

>>old man

31 yo reporting in.

I work as a server in a pizzeria. I make $2.13 an hour. I am told by my bosses and coworkers that I need to chill out and take Prozac because I am always flipping out on the job. I cant afford doctor visits or medicine because I make $2.13 an hour. I spent the last decade of life getting a college degree, and have nothing to show for it. I have $60000 in college loans to pay off, and I blew my life savings driving around from town to town to interview for better jobs than a fucking waiter position. No one will hire me. I cant pay off my college loans and am teetering towards default because I make 2.13 an hour. My parents are equally as bad with money and can't help. (Glorious as it is for a 31 year old to ask for help from his parents).

I have a leg up on (notorious loser) Dr. Venture, as I didnt go on so much as a single date until I was 28. What relationship I did have was cut short because the girl was a stalker and I didn't know anything because I was so blind about finding ANYONE to go out with just to avoid being forever alone. Now there's a kid mixed up in the business, and that does wonders for my future and financial situation.

You have a lot of years to wait. In fact, if you show some prudence in your actions, you may not end up like me. Don't worry about "falling behind" in life- that's media propaganda trying to tell you that you need the next version of antidepressant to get back in the swing of things. Some people who are full adults have really shitty lives and the best way to avoid becoming one is being patient and waiting for your time to arrive. The only way that that is going to mean anything is if you get up and do something about it. Heaven knows, what trouble I would be out of if I had just stopped playing video games all day and instead practiced coding or something.

Anonymous 08/09/15 (Sun) 06:46:05 db4b72 No.977

18 year old NEET here. I havent even finished highschool, let alone middle school. (dropped out at 12 years old due to severe social anxiety issues) Never had a girlfriend, never had a job, never been to a party, never even kissed a girl, etc. Fuck, I don't even have any friends anymore, but that's another story for another time. I used to have these feels, but I'm so far behind that there's no point in worrying about it anymore.

Anonymous 08/10/15 (Mon) 15:51:27 ed5f52 No.979

>>974

This post is not entirely related to yours but I know a guy who still lives with his parents at 30. I heard he recently got grounded by his parents and couldn't go to a vacation with his friends even though he already paid for it.

Anonymous 08/21/15 (Fri) 04:59:43 ef0e1c No.1026

>>974

is it your kid? if so at least you reproduced