Junior year just ended. Decidedly the worst year of my life so far. I failed every test that holds my future by the neck, lost all my friends(if you could even call them that to begin with), experienced an ongoing existential crisis, and devolved into a self loathing, introverted, druggie obsessed with escapism.
But that's not why I'm here.
I'm here because I am a vulgar disgrace to my mom.
I abuse the privileges she gives me
I soak up almost all the money she makes
I'm unappreciative, dishonest, and mean to her
I turned to weed when she pleaded me not to
I missed so much school I nearly got expelled
I made her suffer through the past six months of her not knowing what was wrong with me or how to help
And worst of all
I sold my ADD medication over the year behind her back in order to fund my excessive self medication. She just found out.
This poor woman is the only person left on this god forsaken planet that genuinely cares for and loves me
I want to be fucking tortured