I finished school about a week ago. I'm sure most of us hated school etc but now that schools over, for me, I have nothing to occupy myself with. Nothing to take my mind off of the loneliness. I've found myself thinking more and more on ending myself. I've tried finding a job but i've had no luck in my search (Not sure why they'd hire a depressed low life sack of shit like me anyway but it was worth a shot). I would go to some sort of club or event but every time I get near new people my heard hurts I sweat more I can't talk and I am literally petrified and think about killing everyone in that room with me. I am literally insane.