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dying inside Anonymous 06/30/15 (Tue) 08:42:52 7dbdbf No.821

How many of you are just going though the motions? Everyday I deal with this crippling feeling that I'm useless and that I'll never do anything. Everything I try and do I end up fucking up. I have no skills and I'm stupid. All my friends have lives, jobs and date.

one of them has starting worrying about me and I feel even worst that I made him worry about me. I never talk about my problems, never have. Sometimes I wish I did, but I don't want to be a burden. I stay up till 7am and seep till 3pm. I have nothing to wake up for so why bother going to bed at a normal time? The future scares me more than anything.

How do you all deal with life? I just push it aside and deal with it as it comes or drink it away.

I'm dying inside. As time goes on I care less and less about everything.

L 06/30/15 (Tue) 14:26:53 a23fb5 No.822

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>All my friends have lives, jobs and dates

I have 2 friends who live in a whole other country. I'll probably never see them because I have no motivation to get myself a job or even go to college today for this sort of day where we experience what it's like to be in college.

>I never talk about my problems, never have.

I talk about my problems a lot to my 2 friends, it does jack shit. Same with therapy I know how to fix myself I am just incapable. Makes me feel so much worse.

>I stay up till 7am and sleep till 3pm.

I stay up till 6am and sleep till 2pm. What do you do when you aren't asleep? I listen to music and play video games.

>How do you deal with life?

I cut my arms, smoke, drink, masturbate, play video games, listen to music and talk to my 2 friends. I also look up memes to relate to. *Picture below for example*

>I'm dying inside. As time goes on I care less and less about everything.

IKTFB IKTF..

Anonymous 07/01/15 (Wed) 06:25:04 7dbdbf No.836

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>>822

>What do you do when you aren't asleep? I listen to music and play video games.

Music, video games, drink, fap, skype with my friend, read, watch youtube videos, drive at night,once in a blue moon I'll watch anime or a tv show I cared about seeing, but never did. I binge watch them when I do.

Anonymous 07/02/15 (Thu) 01:44:23 e660c1 No.838

I used to be in an enriched math and science program in high school before I got anxiety and depression (and early psychosis but I don't believe the diagnosis). Now I'm a failure with no hope for the future. I've been in psychiatric wards and one psychiatric hospital for cumulatively around like 9 months.

Anonymous 07/02/15 (Thu) 02:08:39 3eaba2 No.839

More pictures like the OP please

L 07/05/15 (Sun) 00:10:51 a23fb5 No.853

>>838

I'm sorry to hear that man.