258360 No.84
I hate my family.
On one side, we have backstabbing old people who tried to blame the death of my grandmother on myself and my mother, who is herself a giant hypocrite and a flat out liar.
On the other side we have my father, a man who makes constant idle promises that life will be way better staying with him and his side of the family, despite the fact that when I was 13, his wife (My stepmother), jerked me around by my shirt collar, smacked me around, then threatened to send me to a mental institution. My fathers family, minus his wife, are alright.
I am fresh out of high school last summer, turned 18 last month, and have no job/plans for college. I am directionless and have no idea where to go.
I would head straight for my fathers, but after a custody case, when I was 14 or so (Still in middle school), my mom said that had I stayed with my father she probably would have killed herself, and that is why I am worried about going to my fathers house, where there are more opportunities.
I can deal with the physical abuse. I just don't want the feeling of loneliness that I have locked up in a house with two other people (I live with my mother and grandfather).
TL;DR: Anon bitches for a bit about his family, and is taking advice.
258360 No.85
Also, sorry for being so disorganized with this post, I have had this bottled up for a while and typed the first thing that came to mind.
134ecc No.87
Do you have any close friends that you could possibly room with for awhile? Staying with your family sounds absolutely toxic. I know you don't have plans right now for school or work, but if I were you, I'd try (as hard as it is) to find a a McJob or something that will give you enough to get yourself an apartment (or at least rent a room with someone else).
Is there anything that you really enjoy and are interested in that you could possibly see pursuing? If you get some student loans, it wouldn't be a bad idea to go to school part time.