I'm almost 30 and a virgin.
I have an autoimmune disease. In addition to being nasty to look at it, causes a condition similar to arthritis, Which hurts like a motherfucker. The meds to treat this condition are affordable but that's not where the expense comes in. That would be the required lab tests to make sure my liver doesn't start failing. It's getting so bad that typing/playing videos games is becoming painful. The one shitty thing I had and that's starting to being taken from me.
I live in the middle of nowhere with my parents. This is makes finding a job next to impossible as I don't have a car/license. I could never afford a car so I never got the license.
Even if I could get a job I'm not sure how well I'd perform given my condition.
Then with all this shit going on in the world, I can't help but think "Why even bother? There's nothing in life for me. Why continue on?"
I feel so lonely.