Spoke to an ex today (I know it's bad I keep ex's around to talk to but for me just telling them to fuck off and leaving them is too much to cope with) andi'm used to feeling the sort of numbing/hurting feeling you get in your chest when you're reminded of something you love being taken away from you or when you do something embarrassing but this time it was different. It started off the same with the numbing pain etc but then I just felt it idk pass down my body and it felt like I had a stitch I felt pain in my arm too for whatever reason and I instantly felt like throwing up. Welp I think my emotions are literally one day going to be the death of me. Guess that's not such a bad thing.
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