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/say/ - sayaka

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I just asked /g/ to help me in deciding between photoshop or gimp because I'm really sick of installing pirated crappy photoshop. all I do is make meme images, crop things and maybe edit wallpapers. I'd install it myself to try but I reinstalled windows yesterday and I'm still in a state of mind that I'm only going to install things that I actually need this time.

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oh god not a panic attack now, what's even the matter, just another shitty night, maybe it's because I need to sleep, I just want to die, I don't want to slug on anymore like this


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well I think my underwear is destroyed enough, I just try to wear the same clothes as long as I can because I have to pay at the laundry mat with my limited money


HWNDU is kinda cool, though it really needs to end now, if it's just going to be a flag put up in some random place each time, where the fuck is shia getting this money, maybe he could actually donate it instead to the causes he claims to support


It makes me sad that you respond so dismissively, but I am still grateful to have found you. You may choose not to acknowledge me, but your words are always here for me to read, just as it were in the past, and this makes me feel happiness. This is a place I can always come to, it feels like a home again… and it feels like it'll never disappear either, don't you think so? Like it'll always be here.

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where did that country banjo tune dun duh-duh-duh dun, DUN DUN! originate from? hmmm

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if the earth is mostly magma just under the crust, why hasn't the surface melted into the magma over time? hmmm


The people must be strong and healthy. If they should fall victim to accident or disease they must have the best that is available of medical science. They must command an income sufficient to maintain themselves and their families, at least in a minimum state of comfort. They should be able to cultivate taste, beautiful things, whether in nature or in art, and to open their minds to the wisdom that is to be found in books


you may defy the universe. you may say, let it be irrational, I am not. let it being merciless I will have mercy. by whatever curious chance it has produced me, now that I am here I will live according to human values. I know the universe will win in the end, but what is that to me? I will go down fighting, amid all this wastefulness I will persevere, amid all this competition I will make sacrifices. be damned to the universe

this is still my favorite of cs lewis even though ironically it wasn't of course his answer to the ultimate question of life but one of 3 ways not to look at it. yet without the defined knowledge and correctly known for sure answer you can always have this as a falter and I think it's fine that way but yes of course his answer which is much more complicated can be true too and probably is. however this statement rings true regardless of inevitability


Tragedy of the commons. Some farmers share a communal grazing ground for their animals, sheep eat less grass than cows and theirs not tons of grass so everyone mutually just farms there with sheep, but sheep are not worth as much as cows, so Jim-bob decides to bring out a cow instead. because it's just one it doesn't really effect the entire grazing area, but everyone is suppose to farm with sheep, and now Jim-bob is making way more money because he's doing cows. So then someone else starts bringing cows then another one and soon everyone wants to bring out cows and the whole grazing area is gone.

While this is used as thought practice for many things one of them is who the blame should fall under, old Jim-bob many might say, but he never did anything legally wrong nor did he affect the grazing, it was everyone who copied him, is it everyone else's fault, probably, for not stopping what was happening, for not having laws in place and rules and saying no from the start to prevent it, also something about communism


the cold war never ended, the US and Russia are just as frosty and fighting proxy wars, though with trump now he doesn't give a shit about that

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it's night time, I realise I've done nothing, I'm alone, no one needs me to be alive, I am a burden to everyone around me. It's the time as always, the best time for music to feel sad for yourself.

Swing low sweet chariot, carry me home, I'm ready to go.


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lean on me. when you're not strong and I'll be your friend. I'll help you caaaaarrryyy on.


Well you only need the light when it's burning low

Only miss the sun when it starts to snow

Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low

Only hate the road when you're missing home

Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go


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Sometimes I'm up Sometimes I'm down…

Sometimes I'm almost to the ground…

Oh, yes, lord.

Nobody knows all the trouble I've seen

a nobody knows, but Jesus

nobody knows all the trouble I've seen

glory hallelujah.

Yes, everybody's always singing the blues about his own troubles

thing to do is get with the big boss

that's right, look up sometimes

maybe you 'ought to try it


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Dr Zaius Dr Zaius

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Day 1: Only lewds of Sayaka

all porn has been stored away on my G-00 external harddrive hopefully I'll have the courage to delete it one day, but it's a collection 5 years in the making, I think 600gb big

Day 16: Only /e/ level lewds of Sayaka

deleted any pictures of sayaka with other girls or guys in the picture, including all doujins.

Today is the 20th day, I deleted the sayaka cuck fetish greentext from /trash/.

I forget just how much lust is integrated into everything I have after trying to look for wallpapers in my folder, I keep forgetting I have porn hidden all over the place, already I suffer from withdrawal and seeing anything slightly saucy makes my dick feel like it'll explode, so I hope in the end I can get over this and hopefully it will be better for me. at this stage I only want to beat it to prove that I can, normies are the ones that can't break habits like smoking, I have control.

I don't need to waste time, hours a day getting the latest porn, a fap is a fap. However I struggle when I'm not sure what I should allow when it comes to other not exactly only pornographic images like wallpapers and internet images.


when I think about all the little things I know, all the tricks of the trade and hundreds of places I know from memory all related to porn, I am a wizard and master of it, but I can use that ability for something actually useful and intelligent


I just wish I had someone to share pain with.

or actually I don't fuck that, I can have my other selves, they aren't asshole liars traitors and soulless un-thinking normalfags. except for saber, faggot.


still the side effect is strong with knowing that I can fap it's just limited, it's actually easier not to fap if you limit yourself rather than outright ban it

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>play chill video games

>get a chilean server

>below 40ms lag

>3 anime faggots on my team

>literal frogposter on enemy team



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Obama did everything he could before the election to make it hard to remove the big brother and healthcare systems

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things are not really looking up, but at least I installed windows like I said I was going to 5 months ago


I didn't realise how out of place and empty I would feel after this, my computer is more of my home than my room is, having it done all over is very unsettling and makes me feel so empty


very twitchy and spastic today I keep moving my head and spewing convulsions like "I hate myself" and "fuck [whatever]"

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uuuu, drivers still didn't install properly, but I guess they're just not suppose to and everything dell will ever do sucks and fuck them


still working on things

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my computer is falling apart as I rip everything out from it. should be gone for an hour or however long it will take. oh, well I guess I have my phone actually, yeah actually that's great.


>media disk isnt valid

this is my punishment for having a real copy of windows. hopefully it's a corruption on the system that can be fixed


my computer isnt working at all now


i really hate windows so much. probably wnother hour that's assuming everything even works


im happy feeling sad i got sinshine in a bag


wow everything is just sucking i cant type

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here here. I also have another folder for manga and anime I haven't watched but downloaded or am watching.

just two more external harddrives. IP and G


I wish I checked how much space it took up before unplugging it. I know it was over 3.5 terabytes because there was about 500gb left at one point


fuck I didn't realise I had so much work to be done in this drive, the abridged parodies need to be put in folders some of them


my video folder is now empty


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32.6gb of Abridged videos


one more external drive then I can reinstall

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>try to play chill video games with finnish fam

>get a american server

>over 150ms lag

>premade cheaters on the enemy team

>literal spherecuck redditors on mine

this is karma, I swear

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I know I say a lots but I smell so baad.


I just turned over onto my back and it was that familiar stink when it gets to the point where it even hurts me, it's like fermented cum if you try to keep cum in a jar it's that kind of terrible tangy spiky smell

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>try to play chill video games

>get a peruvian server

>over 90ms lag

>premade cheaters on the enemy team

>literal 12yr autist on mine

this is karma, I swear


stop using my name, I don't play "video games"

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>start transferring






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I'm glad at least I'm alone in the house on the weekend


by time everything is transferred I won't even have time to reinstall windows


almost fucking finished


it's amazing how much video takes up, once I start transferring it and leave just regular files

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tufw you're in the 360 side of youtube again



interesting personally I can't look for chastity sake, also I'm better than everyone

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