No.7137
alright /shota/, we've already made it clear that we all want a more active board, so here's a good topic I don't remember seeing here and I was too lazy to search the entire catalog
Here's some questions: How'd you get into shotacon? First pics/artists? How garbage did you feel at first? How'd all that change to get you here today?
No.7138
I was like, 15 or 16, and I'd always had crushes on younger characters and younger guys sometimes. I was just browsing "gay hentai" because I was too fucking dumb to just say "yaoi" and I ran across some Naruto x Kakashi pics that destroyed my dick. Holy shit I couldn't have had a harder dick.
After that I discovered artists like Takenokoya (who's art I actually hate now) and downloaded like 300 pics of his. First time around I felt like horrible trash. Nowadays, I have literally no qualms nutting over this stuff.
gg me
No.7139
Originally i just viewed all drawn porn featuring two guys or more as just yaoi, no matter the body type or age.
so I already was looking at what i viewd as just yaoi in general by the age of 13.
it wasn't till i was 15 or so when i learned that there's categories for body types and age group; bara, shota, regular yaoi, etc.
so thats when i saw that i do infact like shotas.
but nowaday, I wouldn't say I'm not into shota anymore, i'm just reverting back into my original view point as seeing all of this as just gay porn. nothing more nothing less.
No.7142
Well, around the time I entered puberty I started to develop a lot of body issues. I started wearing long baggy clothing and stopped taking care for myself. I grew a dirty beard, long hair and I showered maybe once a week. I was pretty depressed in general and didn't know why. Skip forward a few years to mid teens, the "trap" craze started to get big. I saw pictures and thought, "I want to be like those boys". Cue me starting to experiment with shaving and taking care of myself again. Almost immediately I started feeling good again. I was obsessed with the idea of traps. A year later I was happy, but I still didn't feel completely right. Everyone else in the crossdressing scene talked about wanting to be girls or even starting their transitions, but I didn't want that, my taste were shifting to cute boys without the girls clothes. I basically grew out of the whole phase and my interest shifted entirely to shota, not trap shit and that's when it really hit me, I never wanted to be a girl, I wanted to be a little boy, that's why puberty was so hard for me. So I ditched the gender shit, kept the shaving and I haven't looked back since.
tl;dr: So I guess what I'm trying to say is I was always a shotacon, but I also had to evolve into it over time. I don't remember my first artist or pics, but it was probably trap shit and I've never felt garbage for loving shota, because to hate shota would be to hate the only thing I care about in this world.
Sorry for the nonsense blog post, I know it's not a very good answer but your question just brought back a lot of memories and I needed to get them out. I'll try harder to be on topic next time.
No.7143
>>7139
Maybe you just have a penis fetish?
No.7168
I've always been into little boys, especially when I still was one. I realized I was probably a pedo at the age of 11 when I started growing a bigger dick and body hair and hated it, and hated it on my "boyfriends" even more.
When I was around 13/14, I got into anime and yaoi as it was pretty easy to find on the internet back then. I was particularly into Dragonball (then again, so was everyone at that time) and had an online friend that introduced me to some early Trunks/Goten shota. This new type of porn meshed pretty well with what I liked, and so I started to look for more of it online.
Koryuu and Mitsui Jun were probably the first artists I really took note of. Still got some of those old ones lying around, having survived being transferred through like six different computers over the last 12-14 years.
No.7211
I got into Shota because I was a raging homo horndog from the time I was like six. I and other little kids were figuring out how little boys could enjoy each other's naked bodies from kindergarten on.
All that fun went the way of all pleasures of the flesh, and now in my age'd decline I can enjoy shota for lots of "we did that!" or "I wish I could've done that!" or "I would've totally done that!" moments. Exhibition and lewd posing. Crazy revealing costumes/clothes. Intergenerational. So-called exploitation.Pretty much everything vanilla of scat and outright torture.
No.7219
>>7211
>Pretty much everything vanilla [,short] of scat and outright torture.
Stopped reading there.
No.7220
>>7137
I got into it through traps, as a great deal of traps tend to cross over into shota territory (no body hair, androgynous body, etc.)
No.7290
No.7292
>>7219
So you read the whole thing. Thanks for letting us know.
No.7296
I can't remember any more. I know I found the original Yaoi Hell, which had a lot of mangas like the Kiddy Triangle piece from Romeo, but I don't know how I found it. I also remember the Digiartist's Domain, which I think I found through a worst of the web collection. The furry stuff was awful but there were also pictures of the kids, including these. Kind of simple nowadays but the start of a new world then.
No.7299
>>7296
>Kiddy Triangle
Man, that's a blast from the past.
No.7303
For as long as I can remember I was attracted to boys as well as girls. (and for the longest time I just assumed that liking boys was natural, I had no clue of the whole gay thing) When I started looking at porn at 6 years old I looked for gay porn involving kids (stupid I know but I was 6) because I didn't like most adult gay porn because it was usually two hairy buff dudes going at it and I thought that people were naturally attracted to people their age. I eventually stumbled onto shota and loli which obviously I liked. I knew about pedophiles but I didn't worry myself with liking shotacon and lolicon because I was a kid myself and I thought that as I got older I'd like older guys and girls. But when I did get older (around 12-13) and I still liked prepubescent boys and girls and didn't like the hair growing around my pubic area and armpits I began to worry about being a pedophile. Later on when I found out about traps and stuff like that which I liked as well I figured I was just attracted to feminine guys which I still think today. I was never abused as a child and had a pretty normal childhood. I realize that having sex with children is wrong because a child can't consent, but honestly I don't really see how people can't be attracted to boys or girls just because of their age. A pussy is a pussy, a dick is a dick, and an ass is an ass, regardless of age.
I didn't care much about artists when I was a kid, but the first shota artists I took notice of would have to be aaaa and genda
No.7307
Let's just say that I wish we'd dropped more nukes on japan than just two because they're a sick society undeserving of life.
I hate my younger life and I hate where I ended up from it and if I had my way…japan would be totally gone, shota a crime to possess or draw and every shota loving pervert behind bars or dead.
No.7308
>>7307
b8 but then there's the slim chance that you actually believe this.
>Japan has the lowest child abuse report rate, doesn't ban underage sexual illustrations.
>UK is one of the five countries with the highest child abuse reports, bans any illustrations depicting minors sexually.
Enjoy raping more children in your no-shota shithole.
No.7309
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Thank God we still have people like you in this day and age to make sure we deliver justice to those perverted sex fiends raping those poor underaged illustrations. Ban all thoughtcrime.
No.7340
just an extension of my love for twinks/femboys. i only like 2d shota though. real underage is creepy and i hate it when underage add me on steam/etc
No.7349
>Fantasize about sex with a girl in my class in elementary school
>Fantasize about a four-way with my male friend and the girls we liked
>Fantasize about straight-up sex with my male friend
>Sneak a couple peeks of his dick
>See his younger brother wearing nothing but briefs a lot, interested in that too but never get to peek at him
>Lightly experiment with another male friend a couple times
>Look for twink porn because it's the closest I can legally get to porn of guys like us
>Find yaoi
>Find shota
And I've always preferred masculine/boyish shota to feminine or more "stereotypically" anime boys.
No.7360
I got molested by a friend when I was a kid
No.7364
No.7379
>>7360
Would love to hear the story about it if you are willing to share it.
No.7386
>>7303
well, i agree entirely with you on this, your story (or at least what is written here) is pretty much the same as mine, just that i started later when i was about 12, unlike yours starting at 6. In person recently though, i am mostly attracted to guys and sometimes girls basically my age , was worried that would never happen, and so glad when it started, still love shota though :)
No.7387
I had a bit of a "different" childhood for many years (sexually speaking) so I kinda think my sexuality didn't evolve since then all that much.
It's a bunch of reasons really but all from when I was a kiddo
No.7395
being into shota is just like being into any other fetish, nothing makes it different from other fetishes just because some people decide to see it as a thought crime
just a thought
No.7399
>>7360
that's actually kinda sad tbh
idk why people jumped to hear the story
No.7410
> How'd you get into shotacon?
I got molested as a kid and now I'm a pedo myself. Feels bad man
> First pics/artists?
idk, aogami? I tried to condition myself to be a furry, didn't work lel
>How garbage did you feel at first?
Pretty shit. I got prescribed antidepressants but I had to stop taking them because they wanted me to go to therapy, and I'm not ready to admit to anyone irl that im a pedo
> How'd all that change to get you here today?
whenever I don't jerk off I get really horny, so I come here. It doesn't hurt anyone like actual cp does, so I figure there's nothing wrong with it except for the whole, being-super-illegal-where-i-am part
No.7411
>>7410
>except for the whole, being-super-illegal-where-i-am part
Are you by any chance in Canada? I have a friend with similiar descriptions who's from there and he gets all anxious when I link him a pic from /shota/
No.7413
>>7410
I never really understood how molestation and child abuse tends to lead to people being pedophiles.
I don't even remember being molested or anything, just basically have a very strict upbringing and was constantly punished, how the fuck did we turn out this way?
No.7418
>>7411
I'm not from Canada but I was arrested in Canada once for possessing shota.
It's illegal in Australia too but they don't take it as seriously as Canada does.
It's not going to be long before it's banned in most of the western world.
No.7419
>>7418
It'll never be banned in the USA. "Muh First Amendment rights!" tends to trump just about any argument against it.
Also, the pedo-witch hunt seems to be in decline over the last few years. A lot of lawmakers are starting to think, "Hm, you know maybe it's NOT a smart idea to put 14-year-olds on the sex offender's list for life because they took nude photos of themselves?" Plenty of normies think the idea that cartoon porn is as bad as real child porn is stupid; they'll still think the people who look at it are evil and horrible, but at least they admit the concept, itself, is flawed.
The world has a one-track mind. It can only concentrate on one "threat" at a time. Now that peacetime has once again ended, now that Islamic Terrorists are once again knocking at the door, everyone wants to "fight" them. They figure it's a bigger threat to their children than invisible molesting boogeymen hiding in the shadows who have to be stopped even if it means resorting to punishing thoughtcrime. Also, it's an election year. Nobody's going to be talking about pedophiles for a few years, at least, as there are so-called bigger fish to fry.
No.7420
>>7418
Wow, that's awful, was it digital possession or physical doujins/mangas, btw? I'm asking because, if it's really digital, then I'm never sending any shota to my friend again, I wouldn't want him to be arrested for my fault, although I still find it unlikely that the goverment would coinscidentally decide to watch his ip to find out he's been opening shota pictures, but that's literally what he's afraid of.
Sorry for the off topic, I spoiled it to keep the discussion on focus.
>>7413
I can sympathize with you, strangely, I had weird "thoughts" when I was as young as 10 in the shower, of having some stranger touch my wiener against my will, I was raised like any other normal kid was, maybe a little too physically punished, but that's it, and here I am, a pedo.
No.7422
>>7420
Maybe there is not much correlation between upbringing and being a pedophile however some studies do suggest there is a link between child abuse/molestation and people growing up to be nut cases.
I will always remember one of my first boners was when I was 7 and for the first few days of wearing my school uniform to go to school, I suddenly felt aroused while in it. Very fucking weird. Shit gave me a uniform fetish right then and there.
No.7425
>>7422
Oh wow, you're one of the only people I've ever seen online describe something similar to what I went through. I don't know if wearing a school uniform all the time gave me a school uniform fetish or whether I had a school uniform fetish so I wore my uniform all the time, but it was pretty intense for me from an early age.
No.7426
I became sexually active when I was really young, and for years I used to do cam shows on stickam and yahoo chat. Unsurprisingly, the guys I met through that got me into shota.
Weirdly, even though I jerk off to shota until my dick is red, CP and the sexualization of real kids fucking disgusts me. No idea how that happened.
No.7427
>>7425
Cool, did you wear long pants or shorts for your school uniform? I used to had shorts, wonder that had anything to do with it but shota in shorts is always hotter though because of the exposed thighs.
>>7426
My guess is shota is based on cuteness or "moe" mixed in with little boy love, that's the secret recipe, real 3dpd children are mostly ugly if you think about it, it is very rare to see a 3dpd kid that actually looks like a cute shota.
No.7428
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>>7427
I wouldn't say they're all ugly, but it's indeed hard to find a sexy one because that would imply they are purposely trying to look arousing, which is not something young boys do, but then again I'm just a pdf. file anyway so that's my thought on it. Most youths are spoiled but a good one is a treasure.
No.7431
I did very naughty things when i was a shota…it just kinda stuck
No.7434
>>7427
Shorts in the warmer months and long pants in the colder months. Shorts were the best, felt and looked pretty naughty.
No.7437
>>7427
3dpg kids are kinda ugly, yeah. And I don't like cute shota, really. I like muscle bara-in-training shota. I'm sure there's an armchair psychologist out there who could work me out.
No.7439
>>7428
In all seriousness, I get being a pedo and all, but I don't get why it's always the 40+ crowd always that has this fascination with ugly Eastern European boys and shit, and MOREOVER i don't get why they always wanna translate that shit over to shota, which is unambiguously Japanese- they're like polar opposites.
I'm not even gonna touch the 3D crowd.
I'm just really spitballin my opinions right now, tho, tbh. I'm not even tryna hate or bash anyone's taste. I just don't think that's remotely what shota is about.
I'm with >>7437
good taste on this nigga
No.7440
>>7439
Oh yeah, no, absolutely, I know alot of really young fags (16-21) who have admitted to me now of their attraction to young boys, I don't get why they have this idea that pedos are old fat creeps. It's true tho, real and shota are completely different, but so is real gay porn and yaoi, people get off to both often and there's nothing weird with that imo.
No.7445
I've always been attracted to boys as well as girls since I was a kid, but ever since I started looking at gay porn I've always preferred the feminine, young-looking guys (twinks, as I later found out).
That later translated into yaoi when I got into anime and japanese culture in general, but I always stayed with the standard looking bishounen yaoi guys, thinking that shota was too creepy for me.
That changed when I started listening to vocaloid music. Len Kagamine was the last straw for me and I've been looking at all kinds of shota ever since (as well as my usual porn). It's just 2d drawings anyway. Still find 3d creepy though.
No.7446
>>7445
I wonder how many people have len converted into shotacons? Or is there a more staple shota more popular than len?
I think one of my first attractions to shota was taichi from digimon.
No.7449
>>7411
I'm >>7410
and I'm in the UK.
I would get treatment but you can search "pedophile" on the NHS website and there isn't a single thing telling you what you can do about it.
No.7464
>>7449
So what happened after you got arrested in Canada for possessing shota.
No.7521
>>7446
Len is one of the more popular ones for sure. There's just so much porn of him and the fandom's lewd treatment of him is so widespread that even a lot of the more popular songs made using him are dirty on some level.
No.7523
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I got into Shota because of Mega Man. This blue dweeb is just too fucking cute.
No.7524
>>7521
>a lot of the more popular songs made using him are dirty on some level.
Any examples?
No.7525
I've been into shota for the past year. It started as loli, then to yaoi, then shota. I remember seeing this doujinshi of Young Link from Majora's Mask, I couldn't help myself and slowly got more and more attracted to this stuff. This may be do to the fact that I sucked my friends penis when I was 8 or 9 and then another time with a different friend at about 11; now that I think about it I was very experimental at to young of an age. I guess that implanted something in my brain that always secretly wanted something like this and i'm only just now realizing it. I'm still at a growing age so maybe this will blow over [but to be honest I don't want it too].
No.7528
>>7525
> This may be do to the fact that I sucked my friends penis when I was 8 or 9 and then another time with a different friend at about 11; now that I think about it I was very experimental at to young of an age.
It saddens me that I could have had such an experiment with a friend when I was 13, we wanted to experiment on masturbation, I was at his home and together we were behind locked doors. I let him did whatever he could do my dick while I just played computer games.
At the end of the day, nothing happened, I didn't even cum, then I actually felt a bit creeped out and stopped hanging out with him. Thinking back I still kinda beat myself over it for now going into all sorts of experimentation with him.
No.7532
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No.7537
realised when i was about 15-16 that i was a bisexual and into pedophilia, hebephilia and ephebophilia. Loved loli and shota, shit made me cum buckets. I'm from UK and use Tor-firefox to view shota, probably doesnt work but i havent had a knock on the door yet. Guess i should step up security, i do encrypt my folders though.
theres nothing wrong with being a pedophile, theres a lot wrong with society. id seek help but as >>7449 said… no treatment. there can be no treatment, im a proud pedophile and there is nothing wrong with me. You cant treat gay people or lesbians, why would it be any different for a pedophile? shit makes me so angry.
i also thought my ass looked great in my school uniform. did sexualised things as a shota, watched gay porn alot and fantasised about fucking large black guys. My brother once found my search history… felt bad. Used to feel guilty about it, about puberty (12-16) i would go on dates with older guys (around 20-30) and did naughty things. i loved that they had no issue letting me suck them off, they were cool with me exploring my sexuality and everything. I loved them, I used to tease them and let them cum all over me. i was like 12 to 13. In high school i was feminine as hell, very slim twink. Loved the sports playing kids… one of them actually once grabbed me in the locker room and it was amazing. he was closeted gay and always hid it for the sake of his popularity.
No.7555
>>7137
>How garbage did you feel
Why would you feel like garbage? It's 2d shit.
Shota pixels are not real children, and the attraction isn't similar to that of a pedophile's.
No.7571
funny enough when I was shota age myself and discovered the internet, I got erect finding some gay shota porn. I freaked out at first because I thought I was an actual pedo but then I grew up and realized 3D=/=2D and wasn't attracted to 3dpd
No.7583
I got into shota when I was about 16, after fapping to loli for about 3 or 4 years. At first it was mainly /ss/, then later on I started getting into solo stuff and finally yaoi.
A lot of people in this thread talk about how they had a sexually active childhood, but I'm the exact opposite. I never did anything sexual with anyone, even though I know I definitely wanted to when I was a kid. I never even had any friends to do anything with. Part of it was my fault (I was a shy and weird kid), part of it wasn't (mom was overprotective and we lived in a shitty neighborhood).
I initially didn't care, but after seeing stories online about all the fun and lewd things people did in their childhood, I realized I had missed out on so many formative experiences. I should get over it since there's nothing that can be done about it, but I just can't.
No.7586
>>7555
>>7571
I gotta say people seem to wanna avoid being a pedo, a bit too much. People need to kinda remember that not all pedophiles are child molesters and rapists. You can be a pedophile/hebephile without ever wanting to actually touch a child.
still, 2D boys are fucking yes
3D faggots gtfo
No.7600
>>7413
>just basically have a very strict upbringing and was constantly punished
There´s your problem. A strict upbringing always produces freaks, especially punishment. Just fucking research it. John Wayne Gacy, Stalin, Hitler, Ed Gein, all of ´em (and more) had strict upbringings.
No.7602
this is how i got into shota:
first there was 2d sexy girls (obviously), then there was futanari, then femboy (even thought it was mostrly furry), then traps (most were shotas) and then shotas.
it all came throught fetish leading into other fetish.
i like to think of shotas with girl features like big butts and boobs sometimes
No.7625
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I only got into loli when I was 18 and shota recently though I fapped to it a few times over the years. I liked small breasted women before i turned 18 but never men, so I think loli and traps just led to shota like the guy above me. Also I think this was the first shota pic I fapped to strangely but I didn't officially get into shota until years later. I'm still mostly into girly shota like Len though.