Q1: Have you ever stopped to think about how far down the rabbithole your interests have went? Or were you always the special kid that had weird interests?Q2: What's purer? A loli or a shota?

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Anonymous 01/24/16 (Sun) 12:12:47 No.7205

Q1: Have you ever stopped to think about how far down the rabbithole your interests have went? Or were you always the special kid that had weird interests?

Q2: What's purer? A loli or a shota?

Anonymous 01/24/16 (Sun) 15:45:10 No.7207

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>>7205

I like to think that I went down pretty far, at first when I was a horny teenager, I fell in love with loli, due to shows like CCS, I also have other fetishes like DID/bondage for example and at that time I didn't think I would love shota that much not until these recent years.

Nowadays I am into shota pretty much exclusively, I do fap to other fetishes that involve women or loli simply because it's near impossible to get material that I want involving shota, sometimes I would just close my eyes and use my imagination or writefag a bit.

The thing that scares me the most is I felt attracted to my younger self, when I look through old photos I imagine all sorts of sexual/lewd things I would do to myself if I was able to, and that part makes me sad that I could never even touch a kid let alone go back in time to meet myself.

As for which purer, I think both are equally pure since they are children after all, which is also why we are attracted to them, corruption of innocence is a real getaway drug.

Anonymous 01/25/16 (Mon) 05:34:44 No.7215

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>Or were you always the special kid that had weird interests?

Pretty much this.

>What's purer? A loli or a shota?

Loli, obviously. Little girls have to learn how to be sexual; little boys get their first boners while still in the womb.

In my own experience, too, all boys around the age of 10 are pansexual and desperate for sexual attention. Back when I was a kid, I never found a single one who wouldn't at least rub dicks together with me, even if they were "straight" and had "girlfriends".

Anonymous 01/25/16 (Mon) 08:00:07 No.7216

Yeah, I have thought about it. Since being a horny teenager, who grew up with a speech impediment I just closed myself off to the world and just surrounded myself by porn, video games, anime, and mangas.

Because I just inclosed myself with these things and never truly bother socializing causing me to be basically socially stunted. So cause of this, I don't really have any irl friends and I barely have any online friends as well.

But as of late, I've been finding myself being less and less into these things that i comforted myself with during my teenage years. Yeah I still like them, but nowadays I find myself wanting more.

Most new shota that I haven't seen before, may they be old or new just meh at best for me.

I'm even trying not to spill my spaghetti anymore when meeting someone new online, since every time when i use to meet someone new I just always assume they will have the same interests and fetish as I do, and just cause them to be put off by me. So I've been doing that less and less now.

So yeah, I have thought about how fucking far i fell down the rabbithole and now I'm trying to claw my way out

Anonymous 01/25/16 (Mon) 15:37:02 No.7221

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A1: There isn't really anything to think about. I know I've been at the bottom of the hole for a while. I guess I've always been the "weird kid", but it's hard to say for sure because I never really interacted with other kids growing up. I have no experiences. Nobody knew about my boy addiction though, so if I was weird to others, it wasn't because of that.

2. Shota. Girls are impure from birth. They are all born with a little evil in their soul.

>>7215

>Loli, obviously. Little girls have to learn how to be sexual; little boys get their first boners while still in the womb.

See, to me that would suggest that boys are purer. Girls are susceptible to corruption, boys are as they were made, they can't be corrupted. Boys are simpler and thus, purer.

Anonymous 01/25/16 (Mon) 17:48:59 No.7222

>>7205

Fuck it, I'm willing to admit, I think adolescent boys can be downright attractive. Like, why should I even hide it anymore?

But-

I have literally no interest in acting on it. Why would I want to ruin some kid's life or development? Pedophilia isn't bad. Molestation is bad. There's a difference there.

Idek wtf pure exactly means, but I'mma vote shota because fuck loli

Anonymous 01/26/16 (Tue) 00:30:21 No.7224

>>7222

I'm glad more and more people are starting to realize this. Maybe one day clean pedophiles wont be treated like serial killers.