No.233
I'm not reeeaaally an ex-sissy. I just have my male side dominate my life now. But I used to be a 24/7 passable slut for a man I met on adultfriendfinder.
I was just going through some tough times with my exgirlfriend who unwittingly cuckolded me. We were just innocent kids. Back then crossdressing was really just a sexy thing I did that we both accepted.
We both had parents who were gone most of the day, leaving us to raise ourselves. We became hyper sexual. Searched both my girlfriends and my own house for porn. Found our parents sex toys. Fucked each other with them. She was bi, loved looking at girls. Both of us were molested sex addicts.
After she cheated on me I went down the rabbit hole and got a dick in all my holes well pretty much on a daily basis.
I put on some dresses and did make up. Took pictures and started a profile at the website. I was contacted by a man with a girlfriend that liked to make amateur porn and loved white boys that dress up. He wanted to make me his girl and maybe film me in scenes.
No.234
So I ended up inadvertently breaking him up with his girlfriend and becoming his live in sissy girl. A shocking and orgasm filled time of my life. It happened so fast. I was pretty much given crack and occasionally filmed fucking ghetto black men.
I remember having an existential moment while I was on my back, spread eagle with this big dude fucking my ass while a couple big dark cocks were all over my face rubbing around for their moment to deepthroat my mouth. I totally went straight boy heterosexual. I struggled and told my boyfriend CUT CUT CUT! People went home and my boyfriend was trying to console me while I was sobbing like a fuckin banshee.
I hated my life. I wanted to be a boy. I wanted a girlfriend. I was tired of dick. It was so weird. It was like, well, pretty much like the crack had stopped doing its job.
No.235
Weird shit happens to sissies. Sad stuff happens to sissies. But sissies love it. And men like hearing about it. Some love to think of new ways to inflict mental and sexual torture on a sissy until the slut orgasms like nothing seen on this planet. It may be a perversion bit I've never experienced a better orgasm than being fucked every which way by a Daddy who owns you.
Seriously assholes do not recover from that sort constant flow of dick. I was depressed about it for a while but I gave in again to being a sissy. My hole is for men. The experience reshaped my internal girl. She was becoming nastier by the day.
So I go through these sissy-hetero cycles. I'm in the middle of a big sissy cycle right now but I'm in a relationship. I've never known how to break the ice on this.
Darn my gender confusion!! But it's fun being a girl! Way way WAY more fun than being a boy for real. It's like rolling a female toon in an mmo to get free shit. I got dresses, shoes, dildos, money. Feels sort of like being a prostitute, but it's not – it's called being a girl and getting gifts, bitches. Do you call a girl a whore because her boyfriend filled up her tank with some gas. No.
No.236
Anyway. I like being called whore. But whatever.
Also, someone down there asked if they're the only sissy in here that likes it when a man sees them and treats them as a girl. I think if a sissy doesn't think that way and want that, they're not really a sissy. A sissy, at least for me, though perhaps we are undefined, is a girl – like you are A GIRL IN SIDE – a girl inside a boys body. Now brainwashed into being a boy, somethingbcauses the sissy to come waddling out all awkward and confused. Like, I'm a girl but years of being forced into a role and, in my pathetic case, being punished for wanting to be a girl… and molested from time to time. This is the stuff of a sissy.
A sissy is naive. She enjoys being this way. She takes a lesson from female bimbos.
A sissy has never imagined becoming a MAN. That was my big mind blown moment, when I pondered my own life expectations: What do I want to be? Who do I want to be? Who are my heroes? Idols? I realized that I did not see myself as a man. All of my visions of self were of gender neutral roles and careers. Perhaps a boy, but a boy with desires not acceptable to society. A boy-girl. I have always seen myself right there in the middle.
No.237
A sissy isn't gay. Maybe I could be wrong. But a sissy loves the feminine and is perhaps more sexually aroused by herself than anything else. Mens arrousal is just the reaction caused by a sissy boy looking attractive. It's the natural way of things. Just like the current daddy who is grooming me told me it's natural for a white boy to look up and desire a black man. It's true. I let go of my insecurities and realized how much of a turn on it is for a black man to whisper dirty things about me and call me pretty. mind blown the first time I heard that sexy voice whisper in my delicate white boy-girl ears. Tingles!
Little sissy slut gets jealous AND turned on by other cute sissies. Sissies might fuck other sissies but they have to match each other's sexual ideals.
Sissies perform for men. They even date men. But they aren't gay. It's strange I know… men want us to be gay, and we love being your sissy sluts and your sex slaves. But we love ourselves.
It's sick but a classic archetype of self obsession and sexual depravity. Except cutified. Like total adorbs internet fap material. Made so adorable you can't really hate it. You want to be it.
No.238
Really, for a true sissy, they can't not be a sissy. Sissy hypno isn't convincing you that you're not really a man, it's reminding you of what you already know hidden away inside. So really sissy hypno doesn't hypnotize any more than other self empowerment works. It's really helping you.
Not being a sissy destroys me a little at a time. Bit by bit by bit. Eventually if you ignore it, the sissy comes out in a hard way and you act carelessly. For real. Trust a sissy who was willingly taken advantage of many times. After a while you're just like, ok that was a bad idea. Sexual thrill seeking is a tough addiction to break haha. Especially after having been influenced by porn since you were a young girl-boy. Gosh, men just liked to show me porn and diddle me. it was fun, now I'm a fucked up sissy.
Sissies are like kittens but impervious to masturbation death.
Meow.
No.239
Ok so like last thing I want to say to my fellow sissy and admirers, predators, whatever you are – I have a Daddy grooming me with strict rules that he wants me to break so he can spank me and pretty much just facial abuse me for kicks. He's black, and yes it matters. We both, Daddy and I, his little white bitch in training, we both know race and culture is always a factor. We had a discussion about why white people are attracted to black men, and why so many white men and women want to be a subservient sexual role with black men. He's older and has had sexual relationships with white boys and women since the 70s. He's been around and it's true. Some people may bullshit it away, but Daddy and I both are thinking modern white societype has just sort of evolved to worship black people. Not meaning ant disrespect, just like an observation from a white boy-girl slave and her Daddy.
No.247
No.280
File: 1430792971215.png (717.11 KB, 1000x615, 200:123, why didnt you let me stop ….png)
No.299
>>233
How old were you at the start of your story and when you met that guy?
No.301
File: 1434079820078.jpg (984.53 KB, 1200x936, 50:39, Hatred with the Ben Garris….jpg)
>>239
>randomly looking at boards on the boards page
>see this
>click it
>this is the first post I see
There's some fucking serious degeneracy going on around here.
No.309
>>280
Because you went after the gays, who weren't really hurting anyone and didn't have an agenda at that point, and the Jews, who only wanted their shekels and to accelerate the economy to make more shekels. You should have been going after actual degenerates, but no, you tried to kill 'em all, including the children.
Dammit Hitler, you could have been a force for good but instead you provided the perfect nuclear option for SJWs to use against people who actually wanted to fix problems. The people responsible for this disgusting behavior cannot be identified by something so simple as race, it's about ideology. You should have known that, Uncle Adolf. You should have known.
No.315
Would you advice anybody with a sissy fetish but heterosexual nature to follow their sissy fantasy or do you recommend not acting on it.
No.316
No.322
>>316
This, if you honestly believe that Black/Whiteness matters then you're deluding yourself. The only way in which there could possibly be a difference is
A: Potential dick size, not that it actually matter past the 6 inch mark for most people.
B: Being unadulterated ghetto trash with no ethics holding back their desires, if you like to get raped and treated like trash, but genuinely, in all seriousness, sure, go for nothing but black dudes obsessed with sissy white boys.
I'm just a gynesexual who's attracted to the idea of feminizing a male partner into a cute little sissy slut, the idea that race matters is purely a mental facade elaborated by your clearly defined fetish. Not a surprise with your fucked up background.
No.324
Would you recommend any questioning sissies that know that they would love being fucked but also long term look for a relation with a female to try sissy stuff out?
No.337
>>309
>indoctrinated
You do realize ALL sides of a conflict use propaganda?
You do realize that WINNERS write the history books?
No.398
zomg that was so inspiring and beautiful, op
i'm going to dump a bit for our sissy /po/ friends :3
No.400
File: 1441535673880.jpg (206.11 KB, 640x925, 128:185, tumblr_ndg3qcXJJC1ruwfrvo1….jpg)
No.401
File: 1441535693076.jpg (360.09 KB, 922x1078, 461:539, tumblr_mzjkohYnTn1s9ctx7o1….jpg)
No.402
File: 1441535723282.jpg (66.87 KB, 499x750, 499:750, tumblr_n2prkeWvsh1sps3y0o1….jpg)
No.403
File: 1441535794103.jpg (67.07 KB, 500x554, 250:277, tumblr_mxr0q5lNOJ1sh2j00o1….jpg)
No.405
File: 1441535950740.jpg (491.61 KB, 800x1021, 800:1021, tumblr_ncke3fo7Jk1te4icko1….jpg)
No.424
>>235
I don't care if this is fiction. Fucking mind blown.