e47155 No.56127
Steam friends general 80
The King of Kings has returned once more,
And yet his heart is filled with despair galore
Post your ID in the steamID [ >>4 ] thread, then post here. Having colored IDs from the Options tag in the top-right is recommended.
e47155 No.56129
File: 1438104667303.jpg (Spoiler Image, 97.87 KB, 300x462, 50:77, tumblr_static_adorable.jpg)
And though the day be neither raw or ripe;
It is the time to get fucking hype!
579665 No.56273
Jesus Christ this is one dead board, of course that's what everyone saw coming.
96380f No.56275
>>56273
this half life is frustrating as hell
37abe7 No.56276
Is this place even still around
96380f No.56277
>>56276
barely, though it certainly doesn't help when 8chan as a whole dies
96380f No.56278
96380f No.56280
d2a7f5 No.56281
>>56127
I thought you were deleting this place.
96380f No.56282
>>56281
unable to, there's no options and hotwheels doesn't give two shits about anything other then the larger boards
d2a7f5 No.56283
>>56282
well shit
also why have you disappeared from the face of the earth?
96380f No.56284
d2a7f5 No.56285
96380f No.56286
742a02 No.56287
96380f No.56288
>>56287
you're face is dead
96380f No.56290
073812 No.56291
>>56290
I am on the inside. It hurts.
073812 No.56293
>>56292
Am I getting this right?
96380f No.56296
>>56295
it's still dead though
073812 No.56298
>>56295
>>56296
Ded and full of spiders.
96380f No.56304
4e1f45 No.56311
>>56310
Oh look, a user. Hello user! How are you today? How has your time been on this board?
96380f No.56312
>>56310
nano is ded
>>56311
sorry noun
4e1f45 No.56313
>>56312
It's kind of sad, really. This board used to be so active even if were all a bunch of circlejerking avatarfagging faggots. All the memories and shit. I don't think you should take it down, just leave it up as a relic of what once was.
4e1f45 No.56314
96380f No.56315
>>56313
I can't even if I wanted to
073812 No.56316
>>56310
NOOOOOOO! Don't die on me Nano!
073812 No.56317
>>56313
Also this board still serves the purpose of bringing circlejerking fags together… on Steam.
96380f No.56318
>>56316
he's already dead
>>56317
guess so?
2226a5 No.56319
File: 1438967005992.gif (818.64 KB, 500x276, 125:69, tumblr_nlsjg67FhS1ti3at0o1….gif)
>>56316
there is life and hope yet
96380f No.56320
>>56319
there is only death and decay in these lands
and nano is with us
96380f No.56321
again ded is ded once more
96380f No.56325
>>56323
good for you, now add people off of there too!
c07da5 No.56326
96380f No.56327
File: 1439120134801.jpg (32.19 KB, 267x400, 267:400, 2549935-a-male-wolf-spider….jpg)
>>56326
should do, that's what it's there for, there's all sorts there
c07da5 No.56328
>>56327
Welp, I added a few from that thread, better than no one I suppose.
96380f No.56329
>>56328
sorry it isn't more active, not much I can really do
c07da5 No.56330
>>56329
It's fine brah, you gon tell me your ID?
fbef7d No.56337
anyone can add me as long as they are not spider
http://steamcommunity.com/id/noishe/
70a342 No.56338
>>56337
I don't know man, that avatar is scaring me.
Oh wait…never mind. I know who you are.
6cc60b No.56339
>>56337
naz did you see that thread about you? that you made?
92f612 No.56340
>>54909
>>56338
I don't think I'd be a huge fan of becoming a doll like that - it's like having heavy cancer, being permanently dependant on someone. It'd drive me insane.
of course there's how much it'd hurt too but that's neither here nor there
d2a7f5 No.56341
The friends I left that parting day,
How changed, as time has sped!
Young childhood grown, strong manhood gray,
And half of all are dead.
I hear the loved survivors tell
How nought from death could save,
Till every sound appears a knell,
And every spot a grave.
I range the fields with pensive tread,
And pace the hollow rooms,
And feel (companion of the dead)
I'm living in the tombs.
except i had no friends from here aha nerds
6cc60b No.56342
>>56341
could always add me, I'll talk with ya or at you
4e1f45 No.56343
Spider how do you feel about the death of your creation?
cec09d No.56344
Nonon back
I'm even more broken tbh. I predict suicide within a month
Anyway unban me you 8-legged fuck
6cc60b No.56345
>>56343
sft isn't my creation so it's fine
>>56344
you're not even banned you silly sausage
4e1f45 No.56346
>>56345
I was talking about this board, you dip.
6cc60b No.56347
>>56346
shouldn't have been a need for it in the first place
6cc60b No.56348
Nonon, there are no active bans
so whatever it is you're experiencing is not due to you being banned
5ee476 No.56350
5ee476 No.56351
>>56350
Huh, I was banned last time I tried
6cc60b No.56352
>>56351
I don't know what to tell you
5ee476 No.56353
>>56352
Eh, well I guess it's slightly better than me still being banned. I just hope I dont fall back into a cycle of posting again.
Thankfully i'll probably be dead in a few weeks, so yay!
6cc60b No.56354
>>56353
I doubt it you're not one to die so easily
5ee476 No.56355
>>56354
Oh its certainly taken a lot to bring me down but everyone has their breaking point
5ee476 No.56356
>>56354
Oh its certainly taken a lot to bring me down but everyone has their breaking point
6cc60b No.56357
>>56355
so what's happened then?
5ee476 No.56358
>>56357
Well on top of all the usual bullshit and the fact that there's never really a moment where i'm not in some form of pain, physical or emotional or whatever, there's also:
>in a bad financial situation; will have no income for the foreseeable future but also need to spend money too (i've got rent to pay and also need a haircut and clothes urgently)
>meant to be starting college in a few weeks but still haven't handed all the forms in; they were supposed to be in by July 1st. Unfortunately I need my parents to sort the forms out so there's nothing I can do except wait
>but my parents are also in a lot of financial trouble and in fact we might need to move out of this house soon and into something much smaller; i'll be lucky if I even get my own room
>parents are fighting a lot more and I think they are splitting up and well they kinda have but im not sure if they are going to try getting back together or not, it's really complicated
>found out my mum was having an affair which has made the parents situation even more awkward, and now i'm hoping she or my dad dont end up killing themselves or doing something reckless
>best friend is turning normie and he said he'll still me by friend and stick to the plan but I still think he's just going to betray and leave me as soon as I have the chance
>have been invited to some social events but dont really have the money or clothing for it, so will probably have to continue being a loser
>the qt girl that likes me has a bf; we're still friends and she still likes me but its not as fun knowing that
>have another qt girl I want to message and honestly I think I could woo this one but she hasnt been online in nearly two months
>dog probably going to die soon
That's just the stuff I remember
6cc60b No.56359
>>56358
seems like your best bet is trying to get some work instead of college
5ee476 No.56360
>>56359
Well gee its not as if trying to get some work hasnt been what i've been doing for the past few years
I live in a small town, theres not much hope of getting a decent job around here and no i cant afford to move out
6cc60b No.56361
>>56360
how's that been going then?
5ee476 No.56362
>>56361
….
Not well, I thought that would be obvious considering everything I've just said.
6cc60b No.56363
>>56362
well if you've thought of everything then there's not much that can be done
5ee476 No.56364
>>56363
Hence killing myself
6cc60b No.56365
>>56364
could always move in with me
5ee476 No.56366
>>56365
Wouldn't help enough.
The chances of me killing myself in the next few weeks is at least 75%
6cc60b No.56367
5ee476 No.56368
>>56367
>>56367
Its damn high. I've been depressed before but this is a crazy new low. I don't this k you truly understand the gravity of my situation
6cc60b No.56369
>>56368
I think you don't understand your self
you still got to utterly destroy me right?
I'm still standing nigga
5ee476 No.56370
>>56369
I do understand myself, and it seems that fate does not want me to be happy or succeed, and there's nothing I can do to change that.
Eh, I've got lots of enemies and unfortunately I can't crush them all
6cc60b No.56371
>>56370
I disgaree, fate is what you make of it and as shit as it can be it can give alot more but you gotta know how to work it
just gotta keep moving forwards
6cc60b No.56373
noun pls if you're going to make /sft/s could you at least link this place?
efb767 No.56376
d2a7f5 No.56379
>>56127
you're still alive, somehow
barely breathing
efb767 No.56380
d2a7f5 No.56381
>>56380
yus
technically it's not an official corpse
efb767 No.56382
>>56381
you're face is a techical corpse
4e1f45 No.56389
>>56373
No you guys are meanies.
efb767 No.56392
>>56389
you know you love it
720174 No.56397
Is it time to pump some life into this again?
5ee476 No.56399
>>56376
What did he post?
Also tbh lads, consider suicide
efb767 No.56404
>>56397
gotta get more people for that
>>56399
that stupid chat log of him and noun
2226a5 No.56405
>>56397
ayyy gropy is back and the board is not completely dead
efb767 No.56406
>>56405
nano is dead though
720174 No.56407
>>56404
We could find more people, I mean you were able to gather a bunch of autists once.
>>56405
Why are you still here… You're like the worst part of this place (besides spider)
2226a5 No.56408
>>56406
He's alive!
>>56407
>tfw bullied by gropy all of a sudden
720174 No.56409
>>56408
You deserve bullying for all the brain problems you caused me
2226a5 No.56410
>>56409
what kind of problems could that be?
efb767 No.56411
>>56407
well I kinda cheated in that regards there was already interest for it with the drama that was happening with the /v/ volunteers
>>56408
deder then ded
720174 No.56413
>>56410
You don't want to know, kiddy, I've seen it all
>>56411
Cheating is wrong mate
2226a5 No.56414
>>56413
It can't be that bad.
>>56411
He's online right now!
efb767 No.56415
>>56413
how can something so wrong feel so guds
>>56414
no he's dead and you're forsaken
720174 No.56416
>>56414
I'll show you what can be that bad
>>56415
WHY DOES IT FEEL SO GOOD TO BE BAD
Christ, hopefully someone get the reference.
efb767 No.56417
>>56416
your references are so five minutes ago baby
but I still love you
720174 No.56418
>>56417
Does being a creep ever work? I'm curious.
efb767 No.56419
>>56418
it helps weeds out the kinda people I don't like, so yes actually
efb767 No.56421
>>56420
oh you made that webm?
873d3e No.56422
873d3e No.56423
873d3e No.56424
>>56422
>>56423
Well I guess 8chan doesn't want to post my webm oh well
efb767 No.56433
>>56432
terrible slaps, no weight behind them at all
efb767 No.56435
I wonder why no one is posting anymore
2ef8cb No.56437
efb767 No.56439
>>56436
I'm trying but this half life it has really doesn't help
efb767 No.56441
File: 1441800183978.jpg (1008.75 KB, 1280x897, 1280:897, Female-Rabid-Wolf-Spider.jpg)
87c029 No.56444
Anyone know what happened to Spoilersoo ?
efb767 No.56445
File: 1441832327594.jpg (188.83 KB, 1200x801, 400:267, 2549945-a-wolf-spider-is-c….jpg)
>>56444
he's deader then dead that's dead under a dead with a deading deadied dead
aa10fa No.56447
I used to play this old school rts a year ago. I was shit compared to the South American players so I started playing playing co-op vs comp with another guy. We played 2-3 hour long games together, a lot of fun. Eventually we just stopped logging on altogether but I found his email and now have him added on steam.
We share no games in common and haven't talked for months
Fuck, this was supposed be a great reunion between bros.
>tfw no steam friends
efb767 No.56448
File: 1441892342539.jpg (193.26 KB, 1280x1041, 1280:1041, clip (2014-09-18 at 03.55.….jpg)
>>56447
it happens, you grow apart
f2295f No.56449
>>56435
because everyone turned out to either be 2shy, 2 depressed, a stupid slut or a manipulative asshole with agendas.
efb767 No.56450
>>56449
that's sft for you
f2295f No.56451
>>56450
More like 99% of anyone on steam
efb767 No.56452
>>56451
more like you're face
f2295f No.56453
efb767 No.56454
>>56453
it's good you've accepted it
f2295f No.56457
f2295f No.56459
efb767 No.56460
>>56459
damn right I have all the money
f2295f No.56461
>>56460
same but also with the no friends
efb767 No.56462
>>56461
maybe you can be my friend
efb767 No.56464
>>56463
refriend me then nerdlod
f2295f No.56465
>>56464
Maybe you should add me then.
efb767 No.56466
File: 1441915555307.jpg (148.86 KB, 1280x853, 1280:853, baby_wolf_spider_by_macroj….jpg)
>>56465
maybe you should suck 40 dicks while linking me then
f2295f No.56467
>>56466
ehck last time we just stopped talking till you removed me one day. I ran out of being not boring
efb767 No.56468
>>56467
didn't you remove me?
f2295f No.56469
>>56468
Maybe I did. I have nothing worth remembering so could be.
efb767 No.56470
>>56469
stop being so down, nerder
f2295f No.56471
>>56470
I know I try but its hard without some good dank
852636 No.56476
>>56475
show me your level
5ee476 No.56477
>start college
>not even the biggest loser in class
>actually amongst the cool kids that laugh at the losers
BULLY CONFIRMED
852636 No.56478
>>56477
things change but at least it isn't more shit onto your plat however you shouldn't really bully because those other kids may be in worse spots then you
5ee476 No.56479
>>56478
To be fair, the losers do deserve it. Like someone said something about "destiny" (as in like the proper meaning of the word) and some loser shouted "Thats an awesome game!"
It's pleb and also the other guy was still talking so it was quite rude of the loser to do that.
Besides, Nonondomination has to happen sooner or later!
852636 No.56480
>>56479
seemed like he just wanted to join in
5ee476 No.56481
>>56480
No it wasnt some conversation, the teacher asked someone a question in class and the loser was interrupting him which is pretty rude. Also he wasnt even talking about the game
852636 No.56482
>>56481
fuck that nerd then right in the butt
5ee476 No.56483
>>56482
He keeps interrupting people with terrible lame jokes too, it must happen at least a dozen times each day. Most of the time the jokes arent even funny and people just pity laugh.
also he's one of those bad nerds, as in he'll say stuff like "graphics are really important to me, so I play most of my games on PS4"
852636 No.56484
>>56483
must be lonely then
2226a5 No.56485
>>56484
spider you cockmongler did you add your fucking spider pictures to /offended/ ?
852636 No.56486
File: 1442576456624.jpg (32.19 KB, 267x400, 267:400, 2549935-a-male-wolf-spider….jpg)
>>56485
no, what's this then?
5ee476 No.56487
>>56484
I'm lonely deep inside but I dont constantly rudely interrupt people with bad jokes.
I just hate meganerds tbh. Nothing wrong with being a nerd but wearing it on your sleeve as if that's what defines you is bad.
852636 No.56488
>>56487
it's what children do who haven't defined them selves yet
5ee476 No.56489
>>56488
But i'm pretty sure he's almost 30. Just seems like a pleb slave tbh
852636 No.56490
>>56489
there's alot of people who were never allowed to grow up
852636 No.56496
>>56495
my house to my flat
5ee476 No.56497
>sometimes argue (in a fun playful way) with cute girl in class
>people keep teasing us about it and telling us to stop flirting
852636 No.56498
>>56497
she's after your alimony
QUICKLY fart loudly inorder to assort your dominance
aef655 No.56499
File: 1443113123439.png (303.44 KB, 574x858, 287:429, tumblr_ns08snSTjF1r470xho1….png)
tfw you will never bully Nonon until he cries
852636 No.56500
>>56499
it's not that hard to
5ee476 No.56501
>>56499
Hey Vanny
You can try but honestly i'm a normie now so i'd probably just laugh at you :3
>tfw going out with classmates tomorrow night
inb4 I get drunk and start flirting with the girl I like
aef655 No.56502
File: 1443143319580.gif (566.47 KB, 500x386, 250:193, tumblr_nrbho6rDAa1tyak95o1….gif)
>>56501
>being a normie when you post anime pictures on a Japanese imageboard
82fa82 No.56503
fca1b0 No.56504
File: 1443258642447.png (24.37 KB, 717x721, 717:721, ss (2014-09-18 at 06.09.03….png)
>>56503
he's also a gay lord fucker
5ee476 No.56505
>went out drinking with classmates
>kissed one of them
>on the lips
>it was a boy
Nonon a silly :c
d2a7f5 No.56507
holy fuck you guys are old
fca1b0 No.56508
>>56507
24 isn't that old
I would say, what about you?
5ee476 No.56509
>>56506
Not a slut!
We're both straight so it was fine. Straight boys kissing straight boys is pure.
fca1b0 No.56510
File: 1443353905378.png (101.69 KB, 1071x928, 1071:928, ss (2015-05-25 at 08.21.33….png)
d2a7f5 No.56514
>>56508
younger than you you old fart
go poop in your diapers and stay in old people's homes nerd
fca1b0 No.56515
File: 1443537813402.png (88.59 KB, 1452x915, 484:305, ss (2015-09-29 at 03.12.01….png)
cd5ccb No.56516
>>56509
Stop kissing boys you silly billy
5ee476 No.56518
>go to friends house
>its late and we're laying down on his bed together watching tv
>move a bit and suddenly my crotch is right next to his foot
>he moves his foot and touches it
>asks me if thats my dick, tell him it is, he says I probably moved it there on purpose
>keeps poking my dick with his foot and saying "you're so weak, you shouldnt get hard at this"
Why does gay shit keep happening
fca1b0 No.56519
>>56516
yeah you should start kissing boys
>>56518
cos ur a gay shit
aef655 No.56521
>>56518
What happened next? Did you finally have your first time?
82fa82 No.56522
>>56516
Underrated post and image.
82fa82 No.56523
cd5ccb No.56524
>>56523
Too late, I am always drunk
fca1b0 No.56525
>>56524
get drunker nerdlord
cd5ccb No.56526
>>56525
Maybe tonight, but i'm spending too much on alcohol as it is
cd5ccb No.56528
>>56527
Please, it's too early to drink all this rum!
cd5ccb No.56530
File: 1443933443958.png (393.25 KB, 600x927, 200:309, 18e7487530e53a3db7b544e6e8….png)
>>56527
Ayy why did you make me drink so much?!
fca1b0 No.56531
>>56528
ur a nerder
>>56530
because you love it
9c31fe No.56534
File: 1444055040906.jpg (178.12 KB, 1200x801, 400:267, 2549934-a-male-wolf-spider….jpg)
>>56533
because you're a gaylord
5ee476 No.56535
>friend's little sister said she unironically likes me and thinks i'm one of the funniest people she knows
2226a5 No.56536
>>56535
She clearly wants cock.
9c31fe No.56537
>>56535
>>56536
acquire her a chicken, bitches love chickens
d2a7f5 No.56538
>>56535
>>56536
>>56537
you all are wrong, she needs a gun ready to fire and she doesn't know how
9c31fe No.56539
>>56538
but she'll shoot someone
5ee476 No.56540
>wake up
>get ready
>message close friend, tell him I had a dream in which the qt shy girl in my class gave me a handjob and I recorded it on my phone, and it felt so vivid that I checked my phone when I woke up
>leave house
>get on bus
>friend responds to me
>whilst i'm sitting next to the girl I dreamed about
Lads…
9c31fe No.56541
>>56540
breaking your bfs heart there
d2a7f5 No.56542
>>56540
>not fucking the bf in front of the woman
absolutely plebeian
5ee476 No.56544
>>56541
But hmpf, he's already kissed another boy on the lips but he won't kiss me :c
>>56542
Would if I could tbh
Also I had a dream that I held hands with the girl I like and… it felt real. Too real ;_;
229898 No.56545
>>56543
Here comes the obligatory please notice me
9c31fe No.56546
>>56544
>already kissed another boy
wow that unpure slut!
>>56545
noticed
f2295f No.56547
Oh god people suck and so do i huh
9c31fe No.56548
>>56547
the solution is clear then, don't be a peoples
f2295f No.56549
>>56548
I would be a doge or something like a kobold if i could
f2295f No.56550
And then everyone was kill
9c31fe No.56551
>>56549
kobold
>>56550
stop being so fucking down nigga
f2295f No.56552
>>56551
Trying but its too hard sometimes.
d2a7f5 No.56553
>>56544
smh fam, can't even go and give a good old buttfucking to your bro
>>56545
second notice
>>56550
whodunit
9c31fe No.56554
>>56553
>smh fam
what the fuck does that even mean?
e2de64 No.56555
>>56554
it's "that [is/was] ridiculous, [friend]" in African American Vernacular English, the Anglo-Frisian equivalent being "[that is] proper fucked lad(s)"
5ee476 No.56556
Confession time: when I was younger I used to fantasize about doing cute and lewd things with my best friend tbh
9c31fe No.56557
>>56555
make it stop
>>56556
well now you can do cute and lewd things for me~
5ee476 No.56559
>>56557
No because he is qt and also there's the "bromance" factor between me and him such as
>have really nice day/night out together
>when we separate say something like "That was so nice, if I was a girl i'd probably kiss you now"
>they laugh nervously and say "I was kinda thinking the same thing…"
:3
9c31fe No.56560
>>56559
so I'd get two cutes doing lewd things for me, lovely
5ee476 No.56561
>>56560
Dont be gay, he wouldnt do lewd things for you, he's MY best friend
9c31fe No.56562
>>56561
not with that attitude he wouldn't be
742a02 No.56563
Without Marsy (me) this place sure is shit
82fa82 No.56564
9c31fe No.56565
>>56563
without alot of people this place is indeed shit
cd5ccb No.56567
>>56565
Without Satsuki this place is shit
9c31fe No.56568
>>56567
without my dick in your boypusy your butt would be dry
cd5ccb No.56569
File: 1444421458585.jpg (35.18 KB, 900x583, 900:583, tumblr_ndvhw97ol21suhhnwo3….jpg)
>>56568
What if I take a vindaloo and get the runs? it wouldn't be dry then either
9c31fe No.56570
>>56569
don't have bad take outs then
daa2b5 No.56571
>threads take months
Finally, the death of autism
9c31fe No.56572
>>56571
it wouldn't if more people posted
2226a5 No.56574
>>56567
it's shit either way
cd5ccb No.56575
>>56574
You're shit, shitter
209f16 No.56578
Anyone wanna be smash 3ds steam bros?
9c31fe No.56580
>>56578
I got a 2ds but I don't really play on it anymore though so otherwise I'd bother to add you
5ee476 No.56581
>things going wrong once more
>may have possibly accidentally established myself as a villain
>it's all in a huge mess that i'm going to have to somehow find the strength to fix
Why do things never get easier?
Why are we still here, just to suffer?
5ee476 No.56583
>>56581
>>56582
Dw lads, I think I fixed it. Possibly made things slightly better even, I hope!
8a9f9a No.56584
5ee476 No.56585
>>56584
Now now don't be rude. I went from calling a girl a cunt and possibly even making her cry, to having fun with her and dancing and shit
8a9f9a No.56586
>>56585
Which is amazing considering most would probably never talk to you again after that.
5ee476 No.56587
>>56586
I get your point but also i'm not in america where people shoot eachother over the most trivial things
9c31fe No.56588
>>56587
you're right, they stab people over here
5ee476 No.56589
>>56588
Nah, i'd easily sort those cunts out. A Nonon can be a dangerous!
9c31fe No.56590
>>56589
sure I can see that, wiggle that butt around then drain them of their semen so they die of semen loss
cleaver girl
5ee476 No.56591
>>56590
Don't be lewd, it's disrespectful!
I can be serious and threatening! I just do it rather coldly!
9c31fe No.56592
>>56591
you do it coldly, surely it doesn't warm up after awhiles of doing it
8a9f9a No.56593
>>56587
People deserve to be shot.
9c31fe No.56594
>>56593
you're a people, lets shoot you
8a9f9a No.56595
9c31fe No.56597
I do wonder sometimes why people don't post much
2226a5 No.56598
>>56597
Because you're here of course.
9c31fe No.56599
>>56598
what if I was there instead?
8a9f9a No.56600
>>56598
Because you're here.
9c31fe No.56601
>>56600
but you're also here
d2a7f5 No.56602
how is this even alive
also what are everyone's spooky plans
this thread is 4 months old what the fuck
9c31fe No.56603
File: 1445597105438.jpg (148.86 KB, 1280x853, 1280:853, baby_wolf_spider_by_macroj….jpg)
>>56602
I'm going to be doing a horror film stream on halloween and getting drunk for it
http://strawpoll.me/5731316
this is for the extra thing we're going to watch
8a9f9a No.56604
9c31fe No.56605
>>56604
I wish more people were tenacity
8a9f9a No.56606
>>56605
You mean tenacious?
9c31fe No.56607
File: 1445848585491.jpg (133.77 KB, 1280x429, 1280:429, _m3bkmkS5Fn1ro8y2vo1_1280.jpg)
cd5ccb No.56608
File: 1445907956442.jpg (234.5 KB, 850x1202, 425:601, sample-9b61b5049173aa62cfa….jpg)
>>56602
Dressing up as Alan from the hangover and getting drunk with people who live on my block
9c31fe No.56609
>>56608
no no watch Halloween films with me and get drunk then
8a9f9a No.56610
>>56608
>>56609
Nah m8. Get drunk with me.
9c31fe No.56612
a9692f No.56613
a9692f No.56614
9c31fe No.56615
>>56614
>>56613
even in the most barren worlds there is life
8a9f9a No.56616
>>56613
>>56614
>>56615
Even in death, this place still lives.
77f928 No.56617
8a9f9a No.56618
>>56617
What are you looking for anon?
9c31fe No.56622
>>56618
to devour your soul
cd5ccb No.56623
File: 1446158379613.jpg (225.72 KB, 600x763, 600:763, b1fa7d92cc734df3d25232c560….jpg)
>>56609
But i've already bought a ticket for the place i'm going!
>>56610
I'll be drunk with you in spirit
8a9f9a No.56629
>>56622
Dammit i knew it!
>>56623
Be drunk with me for real.
cd5ccb No.56630
File: 1446175297163.jpg (508.71 KB, 744x1052, 186:263, da33700e1b2b7604447312bd12….jpg)
>>56628
But I want to go outside and get drunk with strangers!
>>56629
Come over here then
8a9f9a No.56631
>>56630
No. You come over here.
06c643 No.56633
What's up you meme loving fucks
is it ok if i post my id here to get people to add me
9c31fe No.56635
>>56633
only if you inject 30 memes a day
9c31fe No.56639
>>56637
memes are what happens when you touch your dreams at night
f03d80 No.56640
>>56639
But I just wanna make friends
9c31fe No.56641
>>56640
>making friends
how gay
9c31fe No.56644
http://connectcast.tv/Wolfspider in about 6 hours I'll be starting the Halloween getting drunky stream
9c31fe No.56648
File: 1446408134555.jpg (251.24 KB, 1280x912, 80:57, wolf_spider_2_by_halfblood….jpg)
>>56644
that was pretty fun, anyone else had fun with it?
I'm pleased that I only puked afterwards
cbc38e No.56652
one day the board will be alive again
f03d80 No.56653
tfw no bf to pretend massage your feet and give you the dick
f03d80 No.56654
cbc38e No.56655
>>56653
wouldn't you want an actual massage rather then a pretend one?
f03d80 No.56656
>>56655
But that's gay, you sicko
cbc38e No.56657
>>56656
don't be a gay then, you gay
f03d80 No.56659
>>56657
Umm it's not gay if you pretend, retardo!
cbc38e No.56660
>>56659
then pretend that your not gay by sucking my dick
f03d80 No.56661
File: 1446860683176.png (542.96 KB, 567x800, 567:800, 85ddc004df22bde5e17d400814….png)
8a9f9a No.56662
>>56661
I'm happy and disgusted to see a post like this happen for once.
cbc38e No.56663
>>56661
I keep it at the back of my car that I don't have
f03d80 No.56664
File: 1446870263785.jpg (179.57 KB, 807x999, 269:333, sample-991ac846f0e3d1e5be1….jpg)
>>56662
Why disgusted and why happy?
>>56663
>No car
>No penis
Ok goodbye loser
cbc38e No.56665
>>56664
just go out and get a rental nerdlord
8a9f9a No.56666
>>56664
Because I got to see such a disgusting moment happen for once.
cbc38e No.56667
>>56666
what's gotten up your ass?
8a9f9a No.56668
cbc38e No.56669
File: 1446880543443.jpg (32.19 KB, 267x400, 267:400, 2549935-a-male-wolf-spider….jpg)
>>56668
you're a double weeb
2226a5 No.56671
>>56669
I'm a triple weeb.
cbc38e No.56672
>>56671
more like a mega nerd
8a9f9a No.56673
>>56671
>>56672
Quad mega weeb.
cbc38e No.56674
>>56673
hyper weeb silly slut
06c643 No.56675
>>56666
Look, friend, I do what I need to do in order to survive
Life is life. To live is to struggle.
If my struggle happens to take shape in the form of me sucking a spider's penis, then so be it.
It's not disgusting.
>>56665
No, you get us a rental
cbc38e No.56676
>>56675
o.k I'll rent you out, 20 a pop
8a9f9a No.56677
>>56675
Damn brave soul you have there pal.
5ee476 No.56683
>been developing a crush on a qt shy girl in my class over the past few weeks
>go out drinking with classmates (but she's not there)
>people ask if I like her
>panic a little because I don't know how they figured it out, say "Maybe…"
>they say it's obvious that there's a thing going on between us, they can tell by how we BOTH look at eachother and stuff
>they tell me I definitely stand a chance and should go for it
Also another qt girl was laying down with her head on my lap and I played with her hair and helped her put her shoes on. Then we danced on a table together!
who /autist/ now fuckheads
8a9f9a No.56685
>>56683
>get in relationship with qt
>coax her into cosplaying for you
>get her to be Nonon
>have her do this when you walk through the door to her room
>same pissed off look
Do it.
cbc38e No.56686
>>56685
>getting her to cosplay as worst girl
8a9f9a No.56687
>>56686
That's not how you spell Satsuki.
cbc38e No.56688
>>56687
doesn't really work there you shoulda said something like "but satsuki is worst girl"
cbc38e No.56689
this is the longest sft ever
2226a5 No.56691
File: 1447468436231.jpg (90.41 KB, 1022x781, 1022:781, concepts__kaitou_ace__arte….jpg)
GAS THE MUSLIMS, RACE WAR NOW
8a9f9a No.56692
>>56691
Muslims ain't a race senpai.
cbc38e No.56693
>>56692
your face is a race
8a9f9a No.56697
>>56693
A soon to be extinct one.
>>56696
I don't get it. Are you not senpai?
5ee476 No.56698
>>56697
Nope.
Also, i'm growing infatuated with a girl I know. I struggle to not think about her and it's really bothering me. There are so many issues revolving around it and I don't know how to fix them, and I'm not even sure if I should pursue her or not
:__;
cbc38e No.56699
File: 1447534492546.jpg (148.86 KB, 1280x853, 1280:853, baby_wolf_spider_by_macroj….jpg)
>>56697
no u
>>56698
why not try to develop a relationship naturally instead of forcing one instead?
5ee476 No.56700
>>56699
I haven't forced anything yet and that isn't the problem or at least not the only one
8a9f9a No.56701
>>56698
baka desu senpai
If it's that girl in your class, go for it.
5ee476 No.56702
>>56701
There's several girls in my class tbh but yeah it's one of them
Another one told me to massage her feet on friday but I said no. Wish I had said yes….
8a9f9a No.56703
>>56702
The one mentioned earlier.
Why did you say no?
5ee476 No.56704
>>56703
There's a lot of earliers in my life.
I was anxious. About the whole situation, about doing it wrong, etc. Also more people from our class had just walked in so it would have been weirder.
She's hot too so I really wish she had done it. At least she hugged me tho :_:
8a9f9a No.56705
>>56704
>"been developing a crush on a qt shy girl in my class over the past few weeks"
This one senpai. I assume you mean this one.
>YEAH I'LL TOTALLY COME MASSAGE YOUR FEET
Would have been pretty weird for everyone to hear that. I can't blame you. Got a free hug at least.
5ee476 No.56706
>>56705
Ah yes, that one. I feel so childish but I can't stop thinking about her and it hurts so much. I get so anxious when around her; I struggle to even speak.
>Would have been pretty weird for everyone to hear that. I can't blame you. Got a free hug at least.
…and a back massage two days before as well! This is also the one who was resting her head on my lap and dancing with me at the bar. She's also the one that I called a cunt and got really angry at me
But still, it's the shy girl I want :-;
8a9f9a No.56707
>>56706
Are you afraid some tension is going to be caused once you start going for the shy girl?
5ee476 No.56708
>>56707
Tension between me and the shy girl?
I'm not sure. I'm worried it'll get awkward since I have no idea what to do, People say just talk to her but even that is difficult. I'm starting to feel like I don't stand a chance and I don't know what I could do to change it.
8a9f9a No.56709
>>56708
Tension between you and the girl who you danced with, asked you to massage her, etc. Sounds like she might like you some.
The shy girl doesn't seem very imposing, but anxiety can get the best of anyone.
5ee476 No.56710
>>56709
Nah she doesn't like me, she's probably just playing around. She has a boyfriend anyhow.
The shy girl isn't imposing technically speaking. She's very polite and intelligent and before I started liking her, I could talk to her easily. But now i'm infatuated and i'm speechless. I need to do something soon but I can't rush things either
8a9f9a No.56711
>>56710
Oh, then never mind worrying about anything from her.
Thinking about it too much will probably be worse than just trying to do it naturally. Have you asked her to accompany you somewhere?
5ee476 No.56712
>>56711
Not yet but where? I'm poor and she's shy, so even if she doesnt hate me, she might still be like "u-um no i'm busy sorry" and then I get turned down
8a9f9a No.56713
>>56712
Being poor sucks, lel. Not sure about that then. Maybe to a park or something.
Well if she says it like that, then she's not really turning you down because she doesn't want to at least. Either way you can then always ask something like "Oh, what's a good time for you then?" Just have to be a bit tenacious about it unless she says something about it.
5ee476 No.56714
>>56713
But then I don't want to be too pushy if she is just turning me down because she doesn't like me.
Oh, actually… we're studying a book and next month there's a play adaption of it happening nearby. Should I suggest that to her? I think she's enjoying the book…
8a9f9a No.56715
>>56714
You just kind of have to know. But that's not always easy.
You really should. Just ask her something like "Hey. There happens to be a play of this book going on. Want to go see it?"
Also to be sure to ask as many as you can about this, assuming you think you can trust their advice. It's good to get as much as possible, someone might say something the others might that's helpful.
5ee476 No.56716
>>56715
>>56715
I should ask more people but I'm not sure who. It seems more and more people are starting to catch on to me liking her. Some say I should go for itz but others are saying its a bad idea because were in the same class. Which I guess makes some sense because if it goes wrong, it'll be really awkward having to be near eachother regularly.
Also we get on the same bus and sit together but we still don't talk as much as I hope. Would it be a bad idea to be a little blunt with her next time I see her?
I don't mean tell her how I feel about her completely, but just something about how I wish we talked more because she's interesting.
5ee476 No.56717
>>56715
I should ask more people but I'm not sure who. It seems more and more people are starting to catch on to me liking her. Some say I should go for it but others are saying its a bad idea because were in the same class. Which I guess makes some sense because if it goes wrong, it'll be really awkward having to be near eachother regularly.
Also we get on the same bus and sit together but we still don't talk as much as I hope. Would it be a bad idea to be a little blunt with her next time I see her?
I don't mean tell her how I feel about her completely, but just something about how I wish we talked more because she's interesting to me or whatever
5ee476 No.56718
>>56717
>>56716
Oops, didn't mean to do that
8a9f9a No.56719
>>56716
>>56717
>>56718
Thanks 8chan. Thanks.
Anyone else on the internet you think you could ask? Could just go ask /adv/ lel. Not much harm in it I would think.
I see what they mean, but how much longer are you in that class with her? I'm assuming all those people had a similar experience in public schools were you have the same class all year long. Which would suck.
I'm not so sure I would say that myself, just try to talk more to her. You could throw that in if you want to. Who knows, it might fluster her.
5ee476 No.56720
>>56719
We finish in July I think so I've still got quite a while.
Well if I say it I don't want to come on too strong, but at least that way it might make her put in some effort to talk to me if she knows that I also want to talk with her. Plus even if it does fluster her, it might still be a good thing. She's a shy average looking girl so knowing someone is interested in her might feel nice, I hope…
8a9f9a No.56721
>>56720
I guess the classes go over there longer than they do here.
We can only hope that's how she ends up feeling. Maybe things will end up like one of those Japanese animes. :^)
cbc38e No.56722
>>56721
>I guess the classes go over there longer than they do here.
that's why the IQ is higher here
8a9f9a No.56724
8a9f9a No.56727
cbc38e No.56728
>>56727
the cinema and the dinner
you're paying
8a9f9a No.56729
cbc38e No.56730
>>56729
not on the first date
5ee476 No.56731
>>56721
It's September to July, although July might just be for exams and such, i'm not completely sure. UK college and US college are different things though anyway.
Well she might not feel that way but unless she's actually some man-hater or something, I doubt she'll be like "Ewww a non-chad likes me, gross!"; it seems likely that she may feel appreciated at the very least considering she's clearly quite shy. I just hope her shyness doesn't result in her expressing herself too poorly.
Also I've noticed quite a few times that in the morning when we get off the bus, she says she's going to go get some breakfast from the canteen, but I usually just go to the breakroom where my class is. Next time she does that, should I go with her? Maybe treat her to a cup of coffee or something while i'm at it
c2f3d5 No.56732
8a9f9a No.56733
>>56730
baka senpai
>>56731
No doubt about that. Not so sure I'd want to stay in class that long.
I'd say give her some time if her shyness is keeping her from how she's feeling. Assuming you can tell that anyways. Some people just need time though.
I'd say so. Tell her you skipped breakfast and you'd like to go with her. Offer to buy her what she wants or the coffee like you said.
>>56732
!
5ee476 No.56734
>>56733
What the hell are american classes like then?
We do get breaks of course and it's just 3 days a week. Like I said, you're most likely thinking of American college.
I'll give her some time but I still need to kind of make a move, even if subtly. I doubt she'll just suddenly start liking me out of the blue but I do reckon there's a chance I could make myself likable, y'know?
I'm going to be sitting next to her on a bus in an hour, so wish me luck :_;
8a9f9a No.56736
>>56734
16 weeks.
I remembered the differences between the two actually.
What's not likable about you? :^)
Godspeed you glorious bastard.
>>56735
Word filters can make everything 100% more kawaii.
bcd3c9 No.56738
>>56736
I'll filter you into a kawaii
157547 No.56739
>entire board and thread is just spider replying to every
>single
>fucking
>post
How fucking much of a circlejerk do you want. It's pathetic.
bcd3c9 No.56740
File: 1447775520931.jpg (133.77 KB, 1280x429, 1280:429, _m3bkmkS5Fn1ro8y2vo1_1280.jpg)
>>56739
cept if you actually take a moment to look at the thread you'd see otherwise
209f16 No.56742
Looking for someone to play smash 3ds and also be steam chums
steamcommunity.com/id/Q8ert
2226a5 No.56744
>tfw mottles goes offline for days
b34590 No.56745
>>56744
that's because you're a loser
5ee476 No.56748
File: 1448097221730.jpg (63.48 KB, 633x758, 633:758, Angry feels some speeding ….jpg)
Why are we still here, just to suffer?
5ee476 No.56751
>>56750
>>56750
That doesn't make much sense
c38119 No.56752
>>56751
life doesn't make sense
8a9f9a No.56753
>>56738
You can't do that.
>>56748
You feel it too, don't you?
Something along those lines.
2226a5 No.56758
>actually forsaken this time
c2f3d5 No.56759
4a1e36 No.56762
>>56758
at least you're not alone in your new home cold as shit with kebabs next door
2226a5 No.56763
File: 1448410345970.jpg (171.22 KB, 1024x533, 1024:533, 11440664683_b21766f404_b[1….jpg)
>>56762
wait until first snow fall they'll pack up and leave soon enough
4a1e36 No.56764
>>56763
bloody snow being all snow and shit and never really snowing properly ever again in england
5ee476 No.56766
>message 2 qt's on OkCupid
>1 of them actually responded
>the other hasn't been online
Wew lads, i'd say that's a pretty good result, wouldn't you? Still quite upset about being rejected by the girl I like though
4a1e36 No.56767
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>>56766
maybe you should go gay….er
5ee476 No.56768
>>56767
That's what she did…
But I can't go gay-er just yet, that would be like surrendering
4a1e36 No.56769
>>56768
think of it more, expanding your experiences
8a9f9a No.56770
6c9736 No.56772
Is Nonon still here? Sabrina Fairchild? Do you still post?
I missu
5ee476 No.56773
>>56770
Yep. Found out on Friday, that was the twist. See >>56755
Rationally and morally it makes sense and is actually a good thing but I can't help feeling a tad heartbroken…
>>56772
Yes, I suppose I am still here although the troubles of life keep me from posting as regularly as I once did
8a9f9a No.56774
>>56773
I see. Quite shocking.
How does it make sense to you though?
4a1e36 No.56775
>>56774
because she most be gay if his advances weren't working
nonon is a 10/10 "I'd destroy with my dick cute boy" kinda guy
5ee476 No.56776
>>56774
Well, "makes sense" was probably a poor choice of words from me but basically I mean like.
Okay so we're in the same class right, and next year we'll probably be going to university. So if she was straight i'd have to constantly worry about how to woo her, then if we were dating i'd be worried about it being weird since we're in the same class, i'd be worried about what to do when we both go to uni (because we might be on opposite ends of the country) etc
Basically there'd be a lot of worries i'd have to deal with, but now she's a lesbian, I don't have to worry about that.
Also another thing I kept thinking was… I didnt want to like her as much as I did because I knew I probably wouldnt be able to make her as happy as she would make me and i'd probably just end up hurting them, but I couldn't stop my attraction. But at least now that I know they are a lesbian, I know that nothing will definitely happen
It's really hard to describe what I mean exactly, sorry…
>>56775
I'm not sure if im cute but i've noticed people like petting and stroking me when drunk and stuff, it's kinda strange.
It's a shame you guys wont ever get to experience superior irl me tbh
8a9f9a No.56777
>>56775
She just couldn't handle him. Too afraid.
>>56776
I thought maybe you had some hindsight on her being a lesbian or something. Thinking "oh! I should have seen it!" kind of thing.
It sucks to hear that happened, but at least you're looking at it positively. It seems like it anyway.
5ee476 No.56778
>>56777
I am kind of looking at it positively. I understand that it's probably all for the best but it does still hurt.
Also well I suppose it does also kind a make sense that she's a lesbian. She's very shy and timid, a virgin, very liberal and shit (she was talking about some 18th century feminists the other day and she used to go to loads of protests and stuff), and she's also been talking to this older gay guy in private a lot
8a9f9a No.56779
>>56778
There there. At least you now you know you're alive.
Hindsight is always 20/20 it seems. You plan to stay friends with her? Or were you friends at all?
5ee476 No.56780
>>56779
We were kind of slight friends already, but then me fancying her made it a bit more difficult because I started being far too nervous to talk to her.
I'm hoping that so long as we can get past this initial awkward stage (I haven't seen her since Friday and have no idea what she'll be like), hopefully I'll become less nervous and we can go back to being friends and talking more. I fancied her mainly for her intelligence and personality (seriously, physically she's mediocre looking) so at least I'll all be able to experience that even if we aren't dating
I'll be seeing her in just over an hour so wish me luck…
8a9f9a No.56781
>>56780
Good luck and godspeed. Tell me how it goes.
4a1e36 No.56783
>>56776
if it's not just them stealing your shit then nonon likes getting molested so all I gotta do is get you drunk and work my magic fingers
>>56777
right…
5ee476 No.56784
>>56783
I don't have much to steal and usually it's just my head they play around with
>at pub
>guy is leaving
>hugs two of the girls near me
>ask him if we should hug too
>he says "nah give me a kiss"
>stand up and kiss him on the cheek
>one of the girls goes "awww"
:s
>>56781
It was okay on the bus there. In fact when I got on, I saw her move her bag off of the seat next to her and she took her headphones off and said hello and started talking to me. We talked for most of the journey I guess, although it was still a little awkward at bits but I think she understands.
But then when we were at college and people were around, we hardly spoke at all. Some of us went to the pub after (including her) and even with drink, i barely spoke to her. At most had a few minor interactions but didnt really have a conversation or anything
It hurt a lot too frankly. She was so cute when we were at the bar, she was dancing and singing in such an adorable manner and it hurt to know that I can't gf her
4a1e36 No.56786
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>>56784
>getting nonon drunk will result in nonon kissing you
so I need to get you really drunk to go all the way
these are good things to know
6594f8 No.56788
>>56784
>that pub story
Hah, gaaaay!.mp4
Sounded like it was going good at first. Then it all went downhill. Not that bad though. At least it was going all right. I wouldn't try to worry too much on always trying to say something to her.
Forbidden fruit eh?
>>56786
I believe this works on a good amount of people. Unless they are angry drunks.
5ee476 No.56790
>>56786
Oh please, it'll take a lot to get me that drunk, if even possible. I was drinking fpr almost 12 hours and wasn't sick or anything, and probably could have stayed out longer if my other classmate had wanted to.
>TFW turning into a normie
>>56788
Oh please the rest of the evening was pretty laddish. Went to another pub after the bar and played a few games of pool, then went back to his house for pizza and a few drinks, then went back out to another pub, and then to another pub. Felt like shit the next day though and had to spend an hour on the bus so fucking hell….
As for her, I still need to talk to her more than I currently do and especially when in a group. Problem is that I still like her and its so damn hard to stop. She was telling people she thinks I like some other girl a little bit but I don't think I do, so now I'm wondering if I'm giving off signs that I do or if she's just trying to get me to focus my infatuation on someone else.
Half of me wants to talk to her next time I see her. The other half wants to just try avoiding her as much as possible.
5ee476 No.56791
>>56790
Also hey, here's another potential awkward thing.
>reading/studying a book for one of my classes
>next week we have to do these group presentations but each person has been given individual topics to focus on
>her and I are in the same group
>we are two of the only people who have to talk about love/romance in the book
>I'm actually relating to the main character quite a bit so it nay be difficukt for me to not slip a few remarks in
Fug
e44250 No.56792
>>56790
so I need to drip feed you with beer in a IVbag
got ya
nonon isn't a cheap girl to get in her panties
5ee476 No.56793
>>56792
>beer
I drink shots like a madman so that won't do anything…
Besides, I'm not a slutty drunk. It was only a little kiss on the cheek after all.
e44250 No.56794
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>>56793
the stronger the drink, the easier it'll be, so keep those suggestions coming
6594f8 No.56796
>>56790
Doesn't sound like you're totally gay. Sounds like there was a lot of fun to be had there. If only we had pubs so close together here. Had a coworker tell me about his trip to England. He told about how the pubs are so close together. You can just walk to them. He also said they were quiet though. How true is that?
Maybe you could ask her who she was talking about. Otherwise let's hope you can eventually let go of that feeling.
>>56791
Good luck with that one. Don't fuck it up.
>>56794
Got to give him ecstasy too. Then he'll be as open as any other slut on the block.
Direct alcohol through the veins in is pretty bad. Might even up killing him that way.
c2f3d5 No.56797
e44250 No.56798
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>>56796
just leave him in some warm water for awhiles he'll loosen up enough then
pubs depend on the area but yeah there's lots of them about the countryside and they're all usually fairly old and lovely looking but the ones in cities are much more louder and rougher, specially if it's a football club
5ee476 No.56799
>>56796
Yeah it was a pretty goodnight out but I just wish I had more money. I did feel a bit awkward at a few points too since at the end it was just me, my classmate and a bunch of his friends who I had only just met. But they were alright folks anyway.
Pubs being quiet? Well it honestly depends on where you go and where. Go to some small town pub in the middle of a weekday? Probably going to be quiet. Go to a pub in a city on a Friday night? You'll be lucky if you can find a seat or talk without shouting.
We have plenty of variety here. It seems there's loads of pubs where I go to college. Definitely need to do a pubcrawl someday..
5ee476 No.56800
>>56796
Also I know what girl she means. We were out drinking and someone asked who "that girl" I was talking to earlier is. J (the lesbian I fancy) was like "oh that's Sue's friend, I think he likes her"
I was like "Whaaaat, what makes you think that?" and she was like "Oh come on its obvious you like her a little, you two spoke for hours last time we were drinking!"
Then I was like "Well quite frankly the only person I fancied in the past few months, possibly even the year, is you. These things don't happen all the time and besides, I dont really think she's my type"
Fuck, I could probably make another post about today too but I'm so exhausted. Things arent going well though and I fear I may be growing colder to her
11823b No.56802
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finally have heating in this place
6594f8 No.56803
>>56798
I see. I guess maybe it's all the same one way or another.
>>56799
>>56800
We all wish we had more money. Even those fucks who have a good amount of it.
Just have to hang in there. Get through this rough cold winter, and come out victorious.
>>56802
Did you start a fire? Those heat up places pretty well.
11823b No.56805
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>>56803
>it's all the same one way or another.
if your views are fairly open then yes it is
>Did you start a fire?
It was always burning. Since the world's been turning.
5ee476 No.56806
>have assessment to do on Friday (an in-class discussion on the book)
>tired as fuck
>end up talking about how it's all about dicks and say something about the ocean being a load of vaginas
I have no idea anymore
11823b No.56807
>>56806
worst part is you're probably going to get full marks for it too
6594f8 No.56808
>>56806
Just pretend you know what you're saying.
>>56807
That's good. Right?
5ee476 No.56809
>>56807
I hope so, should find out either this week or next.
>>56808
I hadn't even read the part I was meant to read; I just read a quick summary online and then made up some ideas in my head.
At the very least, i'm glad my ideas were original (for me) and I didnt just copy someone online or whatever.
People were saying it's so weird and cringey but im 90% certain my analysis made sense…
6594f8 No.56810
>>56809
What is this book exactly?
5ee476 No.56811
>>56810
One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest
6594f8 No.56812
>>56811
Does sound like it might have what you described.
11823b No.56813
>>56808
if you don't care about the state of
>>56809
we'll see
5ee476 No.56814
>>56812
Haven't you heard of it? There's a pretty famous film adaption of it too, starring Jack Nicholson?
I also related my analysis to like cultural/political things at the time the book was written, so hopefully that'll make it seem more legit too.
6594f8 No.56815
>>56814
Yeah I have. I never read it myself. Nor seen the adaption.
>starring Jack Nicholson?
Are you trying to tell me, or are you questioning your own statement?
Don't worry. You have this.
5ee476 No.56816
>>56815
Well basically a bunch of guys are in a psychiatric hospital and there's some strict nurse woman in charge of the ward they are on and basically one of the patients there tells the other patients that like she's like oppressing them and they aren't allowed to be men, and that she's "emotionally castrating" them etc. It's a bit more complicated then that but yeah. Anyhow later on in the book, a bunch of the patients go fishing and thats the first time you see them outside of the hospital, and I saw it as representing like freedom and sexuality and shit; like, they are getting back their manhood.
I hope that makes some sense, although the idea did come to my head when I was mega exhausted.
>Are you trying to tell me, or are you questioning your own statement?
I'm not too sure….
c2f3d5 No.56817
6594f8 No.56818
>>56816
>the fishing roads=dicks
>the ocean=the vaginas
You might be onto something if you look at it at that sort of extreme! Might wanna lay off the weed bruh.
Though honestly I'm pretty sure that the way these classes go, that's a valid answer. There is never really a "correct" answer. It's all about how you see and it if you can make them see it make sense. As long as the teacher likes it then you're good.
Get sure there bud.
5ee476 No.56820
>>56818
Plus even if it is a weird analysis, people are forgetting that the author was some crazy hippie that did a shitload of drugs
6594f8 No.56821
>>56820
Are you discriminating against hippies who do a shit load of drugs?
11823b No.56822
>>56821
oh shit I think he is, go beat him up!
6594f8 No.56823
2226a5 No.56824
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Hey guys what's going on here? Still nothing?
I found a place where we can have steam friend generals and get a steady supply of new blood.
>>>4chan.org/trash
2226a5 No.56825
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>>56823
>Hey guys what's going on here? Still nothing?
>I found a place where we can have steam friend generals and get a steady supply of new blood.
>>>>4chan.org/trash
5ee476 No.56827
>>56821
I actually had a really good response to this the other day but now I've forgotten it and it's really irritating me.
Anyhow, I went out for drinks with a bunch of my classmates and ended up going to a gaybar with the girl I like and some old gay guy from my class. Was odd….
11823b No.56828
>>56824
no seriously where is everybody?
6594f8 No.56829
>>56825
>>56826
Ask yourself.
>>56827
One day you might remember. Or not. You damn discriminator!
>gaybar
You're making this too easy mate. So how odd are these gaybars?
>>56828
Less than dead, less than alive.
5ee476 No.56830
>>56829
I'm not sure really. I didn't like it too much but not because it was gay, it was more just because… hardly any seats and the interior design was pretty tacky. I guess it was just a bar but it was a bit more colourful and had silly stuff like a distorting mirror and some mannequins dressed in silly clothes etc.
I didn't like it very much but maybe I just needed more to drink and also i felt kinda insecure….
5ee476 No.56831
>>56830
Also seriously
Jasmine is so damn cute. I was close to no longer having a thing for her and then we go out and hnnnnng, my heart
6594f8 No.56833
>>56830
Sounds an annoying place to be in, but it also tells me that England is full of gays. :^)
Maybe another gaybar will have better interior design.
Insecure?
>>56831
That forbidden fruit.
5ee476 No.56834
>>56833
>Insecure?
Well I felt like the odd one out sorta. Not to say that i'm 100% straight but basically…
>went out drinking with classmates (at normal bar)
>go to the toilet
>come out
>somehow everyone but the gay guy and lesbian girl is gone
>talk to them
>they eventually decide to go to a gaybar and invite me along, I figure it's still early and we're having a decent enough conversation so I might as well go with them
Also, the gay guy said i'm the only person in the class that he'd fuck because apparently I can be pretty handsome at times and i'm intelligent, which he says he likes because he prefers to have a good conversation after sex. I suppose it is a nice compliment….
Also funnily enough, I missed an opportunity to possibly sleep (not fuck, just sleep) with her. To say I'm a little angry about it would be more than an understatement….
6594f8 No.56835
>>56834
>hey
>I'd totally fuck you by the way
>;)
Always awkward and among other things. Did you tell him you'd fuck him too?
There there, maybe one day you'll be able to cuddle her.
2226a5 No.56836
>>56829
I don't have the answer, so asking myself would be pointless.
5ee476 No.56837
>>56835
I didn't mind so much, I felt kinda flattered actually; a 45 year old man that had private schooling and comes from a fairly affluent family thinks I'm intelligent? I'd say that's a good thing.
I told them that I am a tad gayish and later he asked me if i'd have sex with him. Was a bit awkward because the answer is no but then I am very polite and britishy so I had to say "Maybe, possibly, it really depends….". Rather awkward….
>There there, maybe one day you'll be able to cuddle her.
I hope so. The plan was for me and her to get the bus back but we missed it and there was another bus but it stops and then you have to wait an hour, so she said she'll just get a train home. I ended up getting the bus because I had absolutely no money left. I thought she would have left not that long after me but then a few days later I found out
>they were out until around 2am
>she ended up going back to his house
>they slept in the same bed
Knowing that if I had money and could have stayed out, that I might have been there, makes me furious. Think of all the possibilities! Maybe i'd see her in her underwear. Maybe i'd sleep in the bed too and she'd be next to me. Maybe we'd be so close that i'd feel her body against mine. Maybe she'd hug me while in her underwear. So many things may have happened!
But I missed it, all because I had no fucking money left. Godfuckingdamnit
6594f8 No.56838
>>56836
>>56836
Sounds like you're pointless yourself.
>>56837
>he was 45 years old
Well now. That might be a bit more awkward than I thought originally. This whole thing is. Did you not die?
She went back home with the gay guy, right?
5ee476 No.56839
>>56838
Nope, didn't die. Although the journey home was rather lonely and the wait between the buses was an hour so i ended up walking half the journey….
>She went back home with the gay guy, right?
Yep. Thankfully he's very gay and said he's never had sex with a woman so at least I can be safe in the knowledge that nothing would have happened, I hope…
6594f8 No.56840
>>56839
Well that might be the reason why she sleep next to him. That might have assured her he didn't have any sort of feelings, so it was a friendly cuddle and all that stuff. If that makes any sense. If you were there then she might have not even slept in the same bed.
Do you know how long they've known each other?
5ee476 No.56841
>>56839
Also
>be annoyed at the travel situation; mostly because I was hoping to speak to her in private
>we go back into the bar
>I'm sitting quietly and facing away from them
>every few minutes she asks if I'm okay
>I lie and respond with "I'm okay" "don't worry, its nothing"
>eventually the gay guy goes to the bathroom
>feel her hand on my shoulder
>"Come on George, please tell me what's wrong… "
>"Well its just I was really hoping we could talk on the way home and clear the air, but now that's not going to happen…"
>asks me if I want to go outside and talk; we do
>tell her that I'm not sure where to begin because I was hoping for an hour to talk, not 10 mins
>she tells me to just come out with it
>"Jasmine… I feel like for the past few weeks you've been hating me, and it feels terrible"
>hugs me tightly and tells me that I'm silly and she doesn't hate me at all
>gay guy comes out and ruins things
>turn away from them and lean on a fence, staring at the stars
>she hugs me again from behind and promises that she doesn't hate me
My heart tbh
5ee476 No.56842
>>56840
They've only known eachother since the course started in September but also I'm not completely sure at what point they became friends or whatever.
Maybe I can get her to be slightly thankful or whatever because:
>me liking her causes her to tell me she's lesbian
>being drunk and upset leads to me pretty much telling everyone in the class
>now she's "outed"
>gay guy has been talking to her more and being supportive
>now she goes to some LGBT club at college
>goes to gaybars
>is more open
I'd say I've done them a service, to some degree…
6594f8 No.56843
>>56841
Sounds pretty adorable. Like one of my Japanese animes.
Except you don't get the girl.
>>56842
You should ask her for a blow job. At least she's not mad at you for saying all that. I would think she'd be pissed if you went and told everyone.
5ee476 No.56844
>>56843
It's just a shame the gay guy came out and ruined it. I ended up just walking away from then in a bad mood still. She did say we can talk again next week but I have fears that it won't happen. Plus happening on an empty bus when we're both drunk is much easier than happening on a full bus on the daytime while sobre.
The gay guy was calling me rude because I said I wanted to talk to her but then I was going, and he wouldn't let me defend myself but all I wanted to say was "I really want to continue talking but the last bus is in 5 mins and I really don't want to be stranded 40 miles away from home." But nope, he was like "This conversation is over, me and Jasmine are turning around and going back in. Goodbye."
I was suppressing the fury of a thousand suns at that moment
I hope I can get a blowjob or something from her; maybe a handjob too since that's what I dreampt about. Had another dream which I don't feel like explaining right now because it was rather odd but I do recall something about her goo and me licking it. Not sure if I understand…
My fantasy now is that we both go to a gaybar and meet a cute bi girl and were drunk so we have a threesome and then the girl convinces Jasmine to try a dick and maybe she's like "Well I guess I'll still be a virgin if I onlyy suck it…"
I do feel kinda bad about thinking lewd thoughts about her though; I should go back to wanting to snuggle her and stuff. She's so pure and adorable…
6594f8 No.56846
>>56844
Bruh. What? That sounds like an A class asshole right there. Especially because it sounds like he was trying to make the decision for the girl and not letting herself make the decision. What a faggot.
Sounds like you're starting to become obsessed with her.
cec09d No.56847
>>56846
Yeah he was being an asshole. Also he didn't ever seem to shut the fuck up throughout the whole night. There were a lot of times where I wanted to ask Jasmine stuff but he was just talking and talking and talking….
At the end I just wanted to say to her "There's so much more I need to say but I have to go, so come along with while I walk to the bus station or otherwise can we please talk properly another time?". Then we could hug and I'd leave relatively happy. But nope, gay guy has to ruin the mood and instead I leave grumpily.
>starting
I'm strongly infatuated with her and have been for about 2 months now. I haven't had a crush this big in such a long time ;_;
6594f8 No.56848
>>56847
Sounds just like a fag. :^) A real mouth breather there. Makes me wonder what was up with him the whole time. There are people who talk quite a lot, but I wouldn't be surprised if he did that on purpose.
I haven't had someone crush on me in…well ever. I feel so unloved.
11823b No.56849
>>56847
maybe he wanted you to him self so he got in the way to not loose you
cec09d No.56850
>>56848
I'm not sure, I don't think he did it on purpose. I've been out with him before with other people but without her and he wouldn't shut the fuck up still.
I'm not sure if anyone had ever had a crush on me. I wish there was a way of finding out…
I might just be honest with her and tell her that I love her tbh
6594f8 No.56851
>>56849
I wouldn't say that.
>>56850
I guess he's just a real mouth breather.
Tell me about it. Might be nice, or really heart breaking.
Tell her your fantasies too. No way that can go wrong.
5ee476 No.56852
>>56851
Maybe he just thinks I'm an asshole and was going to upset her or something. I fear that I may come off as cold at times but really it's not the case at all; its more that I'm actually very empathic and try to suppress/hide it so it doesn't overwhelm me.
Perhaps when I talk to her I should try to reveal my caring side.
She already knows about the dream I had where she gave me a handjob, although I still don't understand why that guy told her. When I saw him I pretty much said "Hey I'm in a pretty good mood right now but I hope you understand that if I wasn't, I would be absolutely furious with you". He said he told her because by then he already knew she was a lesbian but even so, it's not a good thing to tell her regardless. She said she understands and that she's not going to judge me over a dream, but even so.
But anyhow, I won't go into the details because its late but I did some calculations and I think that suppressing my love for her may just cause me more pain, so instead I should just let it continue
6594f8 No.56853
6594f8 No.56854
>>56852
>>56853
Whoops. That's weird. Don't know what happened there.
Not so sure about that, but maybe that is the case. Suppressing feelings isn't so good for you. You need to release them, let them free.
That is rather rude. What a rude person.
I don't think I want you to go into your details. However you found that out will confuse me.
7df040 No.56855
It's been over a year now since this thing started. Maybe more? Depends how far you go back I suppose. Before or after the creation of this board. Things seem so quiet now compared to then however. Weird. Weird how things turn out.
11823b No.56856
>>56855
all the lonely fags were forced to find alternatives and the semi normal ones buggered off somewhere else
c2f3d5 No.56857
>>56855
before the creation of this board, sft's were about 3 years old already, maybe more
杰
92bba5 No.56862
>had to do group presentations in history
>hadn't put much work into the poster and stuff
>decide to write a fun poem about the topic
>read it at the end of the presentation
>huge applause
>get a bunch of 10/10s (we had to give feedback on the presentations)
>even the teacher said it was excellent
Nonon a FIRE
6594f8 No.56863
>>56862
What they were actually doing was lying to you. They thought it was so bad, but saw how proud you were. They didn't want to bring you down. They're all in it.
>a FIRE
You should get that checked out.
11823b No.56864
>>56863
he's right, nonon should purge them all in an inferno for daring to smolder your flame
5ee476 No.56865
>>56863
Rude!
I was pretty embarrassed initially and didn't really want to read it out but it seemed like a genuine applause in the end. When i told the teacher we had a little poem he seemed a bit worried but later he told me it was great and that I should do stuff like that in future presentations. A bunch of people even asked me later if I had written in myself and were surprised that I didn't just copy it from somewhere.
>fun rhymes
>actually makes sense and fits with the topic
>reference to another classic novel
I'm lyrically talented niggas
5ee476 No.56866
>totally-not-stalking the girl I like, just looking through some pics and her Facebook and twitter accounts etc
>keep seeing a guy in some of the pics that I recognize
>can't figure out where I know him from but he seems so familiar
>it finally clicks
>earlier in the year, he was a fucking meme on 4chan
I feel like I might have gotten myself into something much deeper….
6594f8 No.56868
>>56864
Light them all up.
>>56865
You're right. It is rude for them to lie to you. Show them what's up. At least it all went well. I would say do it sparingly. Don't want to bore them with it.
>>56866
Which meme?
5ee476 No.56871
>>56868
Extra rude!
Of course i'll do it sparingly; it's not like we do presentations all the time. Bore them with it? Oh please, a fun poem is more fun than just some guy reading monotonically from the board.
>Which meme?
Wasn't a megapopular meme, more of a British thing that I saw during the elections, mostly on /int/ and /pol/
But still, there were edits and threads dedicated to him and shit, so yeah
6594f8 No.56872
>>56871
I can still kick it up a few notches if you want me to.
I'm just saying don't get a big head over it. It's a good thing, but don't ruin it too. You gotta make sure they hunger for more.
I still kind of want to know. Is he attractive?
5ee476 No.56874
>>56872
I won't get a big head over it; I doubt I'll be able to write good poems all the time. But hey, I'm allowed to have some pride.
I talked to one of the student reps in our class a few days later and she was saying that the next day, she saw the teacher and he was saying how impressed he was by the poem.
Also Freya wants me to write a poem for her.
Also went out drinking on Friday night as it was the last day of term.
Disaster. Lots of drama. I'm now deep in the red with J; I feel that things have been completely destroyed now and it will tale a miracle to fix things. But at least things are going well with Freya… shame Im not really romantically interested in her though
6594f8 No.56875
>>56873
S-Senpai pls!
>>56874
No! No pride allowed!
That's pretty nice. You're most likely going to pass this class with the highest grade now.
You're life is a roller coaster that isn't subtle with its ups and downs.
5ee476 No.56876
>>56875
Oops, forgot to answer about the meme man.
Well, beauty is in the eye of the beholder but… this was some fat dorky looking guy.
Anyhow…
>That's pretty nice. You're most likely going to pass this class with the highest grade now.
Oh please, I'm so behind with work that I'm genuinely considering dropping out. That plus Jasmine going terribly wrong and being in a bad financial situation currently makes it all seem likely but maybe I can somehow find strength to continue….
I hope I can fix the problem with J but it's so fucked up currently. I feel like it's time to pull out another grand scheme in order to win her back; it's far past the point of "don't worry about it, just say sorry and it'll be fine!". I need to find the right balance between grand and genuine.
Also i'll get onto the freya topic in a minute
6594f8 No.56877
>>56876
I'll look into /int/ memes now and see if I can't find him. You should go make fun of him.
I'll go out and assume the professors over there work in a similar fashion over here. Assuming they aren't a total asshat and genuinely care, they will help you out if you are struggling due to various reasons. It's better if they like you too. Sometimes they'll bump up your grade or give you longer to turn in work. Just go to the professor. I'm sure he'll work something out with you.
Now in Australia, I hear university is basically a popularity contests with the professors.
What did you do to her anyways?
97d631 No.56878
>>56877
The Freya fun time was
>out drinking on Friday
>she buys me two shots throughout the night
>I sit next to her for quite a while
>we're talking to eachother and having fun
>she asks me to write a poem for her but I can't
>she starts massaging my thigh randomly (close to my knee but even so)
>I'm laughing because I'm so ticklish
>she laughs and says "Calm down George, you're not getting a semi are you?"
>I say "Oh Freya, I've always got a semi"
>she laughs and then starts poking my crotch with a straw and trying to find where my dick is
>later in the night, our group plays truth or dare and its my turn
>she asks me how big my dick is
>later on she asks me to dance with her
BTW Freya is legit hot, won't post pic but… She's hot by normie standards
ee0c06 No.56879
>>56878
you should show us your penis just for good measure
6594f8 No.56880
>>56879
I agree. Show us your dick.
>>56878
I think we can all agree that there's a point in which there is an attractive level where most, because not all will, men can agree on.
>Freya
Is she hot like the Freya from FFIX, or hot like the Norse God. Both which I know little about except their existence.
de5ed7 No.56886
5ee476 No.56887
>>56880
She's hot like um… the Norse god I guess? I know she's quite into that shit; has some nordic rune tattoos. She's at least a 7.5/10 i'd say. Not perfect but pretty damn good and a nice ass.
But yeah, that's possibly flirting right? I mean if she just did one thing and then walked away laughing maybe I'd think it's just her making fun of me but since we were spending a lot of the night together….
d2a7f5 No.56888
oh god i ate too much
fucking christmas
6594f8 No.56891
>>56887
Sounds like it to me. You could always be paranoid and wonder if she just did it to make fun of you though.
>>56888
Should have ate less.
5ee476 No.56892
>>56891
I can be very insecure at times but what I keep telling myself is…
She wouldn't spend the entire night just making fun of me. If she wanted to make fun of me, she would spend 10 minutes with me and then hang out with other people for most of the night.
Instead she's hanging out with me for much of the night and having fun.
I hope the fun continues when i go back to college…
6594f8 No.56893
I feel bad for turning this dead thread into such a blogspot when I look at it. Oh well.
>>56892
Makes enough sense. That or she's just playing one hell of a ruse. Which is very cruel, and I'd think someone wouldn't normally go through those kind of lengths.
5ee476 No.56894
>>56893
It would be dead without me. In fact, this board should just be renamed to "Nonon's Diary tbh"
I really doubt she'd dedicate that much time and effort to a ruse. She's already said before that if she doesn't like someone she'd just ignore them and not play stupid games
6594f8 No.56895
>>56894
Don't you mean " 'Nonon's Diary' tbh"?
This place is still dead.
You're in the clear then.
ee0c06 No.56896
I wish it wasn't dead but I have no idea how to get people here and have them stay.
I can only blame my self for doing a poor job of it so I'm sorry for that
ec602e No.56898
So, hi guys.
How has everyone been?
816c4e No.56899
>>56898
dead with a side order of dead
8ee0ef No.56900
>>56898
Been working on a jailbreak. Got no time for a mistake.
Also happy new year when it comes.
ec602e No.56901
>>56899
That's a shame.
>>56900
Ganbatte!
Thank you, you too :D
816c4e No.56902
>>56901
it is what it is, it seems like everyone moved to another board which died shortly there after as well
which is the problem of 8chan, people split and split and split
d2a7f5 No.56903
>>56902
it happens man
don't blame yourself for it
d7684a No.56905
>>56901
Thanks.
>>56902
>>56903
Things gotta die.
d7684a No.56906
>>56901
Thanks.
>>56902
>>56903
Things gotta die someday.
d7684a No.56907
816c4e No.56908
>>56906
>>56905
later rather then sooner
816c4e No.56911
3d4986 No.56913
816c4e No.56918
6594f8 No.56919
816c4e No.56920
>>56919
stop being a normal fag
5ee476 No.56924
>tfw more Freya fun time happened
da990c No.56925
>>56924
>tfw no Freya time
78bd65 No.56926
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>>56924
>>56925
>tfw no more anything time
5ee476 No.56927
>>56925
>>56926
It was so… I wont tell the entire story of the night yet, this is just a fragment:
>have to quit college because of shit external circumstances
>at bar with some classmates and Freya
>Her and I are talking loads
>she says she wants us to have a song, so we have something to remember eachother by if we never see eachother again
>I ask her what song we should use
>"This one playing now is good, go see what it's called".
>I check on the jukebox, then go and tell her
>she smiles, says "That's perfect", and then we both laugh
….and what was the song called?
>Never Knew Love Like This Before
5ee476 No.56929
78bd65 No.56930
6594f8 No.56931
>>56929
Having to drop out I assume?
5ee476 No.56932
>>56930
Thanks I guess.
>>56931
Probably
5ee476 No.56933
>Jasmine's ex (it's dead now) cat had the same name as me
>her current cat is called Sherlock
>she really seems to idolize Sherlock
>I've said a few times (around classmates) that I'd make a good criminal mastermind
>compared myself to Moriarty
>when speaking to her in private, I have mentioned that I am a lot smarter than my jokey behaviour may make it seem, and that i'm actually very controlled and can be pretty calculating at times
Perhaps we were destined to be enemies.
6594f8 No.56934
>>56933
I'm sure you got some basic bitch name.
Change your name to Moriarty.
5ee476 No.56935
>>56934
>>56934
My name is George.. and no way am I gonna change my name, I don't want to make it too obvious that I'm a criminal mastermind :^)
There are cute pics of her wearing a deerstalker and holding a magnifying glass. She's also quite quaint and before it all went wrong we would sometimes have tea together whilst talking about art and literature etc.
She's a perfect rival ;_;
78bd65 No.56936
I'm going to stop posting have let the BO go up for grabs
if anyone wants it you can have it if you claim it
it's been a ride /sft/, I miss you so fucking much cosbytop
5ee476 No.56937
>>56936
Yeah give it to me, I'll pay in animes
322967 No.56939
322967 No.56940
and all of you have less steam friends than you started with
1bdb92 No.56941
>>56936
May we rest in peace for once.
>>56937
Don't listen to him! I'll pay in double animes!
>>56939
>>56940
No I didn't.
5ee476 No.56942
>>56941
Looks like someone doesn't understand basic global economics. Everybody knows that British animes have thrice the purchasing power of American animes, duh
d69ecb No.56943
>>56942
Well shit. I guess I have to offer a whole lot of animes then go beat such a price.
39b52b No.56944
I'm looking for a friend where are the friends
39b52b No.56945
Why would anyone make a board out of something that works like a cycle as a steam friends thread? that's like making a board out of a /vg/ thread, might as well just start a forum dude, if you are going to dig a grave don't do it half heartly
753736 No.56946
>tfw find out someone you knew but didn't talk to too much, and deleted you, died(highly likely suicide)
I don't even know how to feel about such a thing.
>>56945
Forced into doing it.
5ee476 No.56948
>two weeks ago
>delete Jasmine from Facebook group and don't let her back in (yeah it was stupid; I was in a bad mood)
>she is furious about it; apparently people were talking about it all day in class
>told by a class rep (who is one of her friends) that any chance of reconciliation is now gone
>last week
>at college, sitting with the lads
>Jasmine and her friend approach
>put my head down and hope they'll just walk past
>they sit down at our table; I go really quiet and don't even look at her
>after a minute I feel too awkward. I assume she hates me and doesn't want me there so I get up and leave
>later on I'm told that it look like she took it really personally and was saying stuff like "Why is he doing that? I don't understand :("
Fucking hell, when will this drama end?
5ee476 No.56949
>>56946
That's a shame, sorry to hear that. Although with all the friends (however brief they may) I've had over the years on Steam, it does make me wonder which of mine have died.
I still want that french guy back….
b536fe No.56950
>>56948
>deleting someone's off Facebook
>they get mad
Deja vu, I've done that too.
I guess you could tell her you didn't mean her harm and just need space. But make that space an indefinite amount of time and never speak to her again. Flawless plan.
>>56949
It's just really weird. I went to their profile page to see how they might be doing, then I see all these goodbye comments and something on the summary that proves they died. And it really seems like suicide. I feel somewhat bad for not being any sort of help.
Last from what I heard, he was alive at the very least.
a2e2fd No.56953
hot off the presses, halfchan archives are back (for now)
for those of you who weren't around, behold, a glimpse into things long past
https://foolz.fireden.net/v/thread/129480277/>>56950
5ee476 No.56954
>>56950
I wasn't friends with them; they were just in the group I made.
Although I really don't think space is what I need. I want us to finally fix things but I've lost hope that it will ever happen now…
>tfw she stole my idea for the historical seminar that each student has to do
As for the dead guy… are you sure he didn't just "quit" Steam or something? Maybe he was getting fed up of drama and all that so he decided to "fake his death"? That's always a more optimistic possibility.
6594f8 No.56955
Wew lad this place is dead.
>>56953
This was four years ago. Holy shit.
>>56954
Don't go around telling people you're ideas. That's how they get stolen.
042b4b No.56956
>>56954
Well, similar experience at least.
Did you tell her about it or did she just happen to come up with the idea you had?
They're playing a very good game of hide and pretend to be dead if that's so. I don't want to go into too much details, but I'm convinced that they really did it based on what I saw. They seemed to be depressed anyways when I talked to them. I'd rather it be fake, but I'm sure it's not.
5ee476 No.56957
>>56955
Well, I don't mind that she stole it; I'm not in the class now after all.
>>56955
I can't remember if I mentioned it to her or if it is just a coincidence. I feel strangely flattered though, or at least proud of her for doing the same topic as me? I'm not sure what to call the feeling exactly… I suppose it is nice that we may perhaps have similar minds.
and ah, fair enough, I understand. That is a damn shame then, although unfortunately it's not something that's uncommon :_;
042b4b No.56958
>>56957
Well if you aren't in the same class then I guess it doesn't matter all too much. At least you're looking at it somewhat positively.
It's the first time I experienced for sure, I'd rather it be uncommon at this point. Then again I had someone ask me one time if sleeping pills would cause a lethal overdose one time. I guess that was pretty close.
>>56953
Oh wow. This is from 2012. I thought this was recent for a second.
5ee476 No.56959
>have lunch with Jasmine (two other people are there as well)
>struggling to eat
>go to the bathroom several times to piss
>hands are shaking and I have to focus a lot of my energy on controlling them
Weeeeeeelll I think we're definitely enemies then
9aa405 No.56960
Dang this place is still here.
6dda1d No.56961
>>56959
I'm sorry to hear that. I'm sure you two can remain freinds if you just know your differences. Everyone has different ideas, right? Surely you two can't be that far opposite.
>>56960
It's been dear m8. Just like me.
bc16e9 No.56963
5ee476 No.56964
>>56961
>I'm sure you two can remain freinds if you just know your differences.
I wish, but it seems they are not making it easy at all. On one hand I like them, but on the other hand I hate them for how difficult they've made things. I made a timeline and… this drama/awkwardness has been going on for near 4 months now….
Also, found something really strange. My friend and I were looking through old facebook messages to find stuff like when we first started talking about the girls we like etc.
It turns out that the day before I met (or at least, got her name and spoke to her) Jasmine, I had said to my friend "I wish I had a Jasmine".
317a38 No.56966
>>56963
>tfw no
>>56964
The sad part is is that is probably how long the normal amount of drama lasts. It's never really a one day thing.
Now you wish you didn't have a Jasmine.
>>56965
You again.
041066 No.56967
>>56966
What did I do to be remembered?
317a38 No.56968
>>56967
Nothing too particular that I can think of, I just remembered I guess. Might be the flag.
041066 No.56969
>>56968
Well hello to you too then. It's very interesting that I got a response so fast. Are you sitting on dead board all the time or it's pure luck?
317a38 No.56970
>>56969
Don't look so glum about it. There might be more to it anyways.
I'm trying to sleep, but can't. Sometimes I check this place out of boredom. Right now is one of those times.
I guess it's hard to stay away from a place you were once fond of. Eventually I'll stop caring. This is probably the alcohol talking though.
041066 No.56971
>>56970
Can't be not glum after nightmares like this. I slept like 3 hours at most.
Quit the alcoholism, do the sports.
I'm a bit jealous though, you got to see this place in the very beginning, saw it's growth, seen it in full spring, and now you get to see it die. There will remain a monument that will remind you of old things. I never stick anywhere for long and I don't know how that must feel. Bittersweet I guess?
317a38 No.56972
>>56971
Sorry to hear that. My nightmares usually include bad choices that I make. I wake up to be relieved.
But drinking on the weekends is fun. Sorta. Sometimes.
The whole thing has been a roller coaster. One you ride for a while, but it finally stops. You're mind of sick of it at the same time, but you're sad to see it go. Bittersweet sounds about right in this situation.
It seems pathetic of me to stick around, even when most people are gone. It's not a good sign.
041066 No.56973
>>56972
My nightmare included a guy I met online recently. Now I'll feel awkward talking to him and inevitably make it go to waste. Shame. I liked him. Or maybe I give up too soon.
Anyway why did this place die? Where's the fresh blood? And where did old blood go?
317a38 No.56974
>>56973
Don't give up. Follow your dreams, not your nightmares. Don't let your dreams be dreams. Or your nightmares be reality.
Why did it die? Can't really say myself. Everyone got sick of each other, people left when they were down with the place, drama, etc.
The new car smell only lasts so long. Then people get sick of it. Or it goes away at least.
Also, everyone knows a whole board for one thread circle jerk is stupid. But no one wants these threads around. Rock and a hard place.
041066 No.56976
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>>56974
Haha well sometimes I feel like I should forget about my own feelings and just go do things I do best. For some people emotions are a burden, I'm like that. If only I was (more) of a robot…
And I think the concept of this thing called sft is getting old. Where are the unironic tfw no bf people? Maybe it's funny but it's one quirk many here shared for one reason or another. Where are my mentally sick pals? All of them grew up I guess. Ah I think I'm feeling more and more like you now. But I'm missing things I was only a small part of.
I wish I could go back to 2010. Nowadays it's so disgusting I myself think it's better to forget even thinking about it.
I'll just do my cool weeb sports and study to become a doctor and then maybe I'll be happy.
This place and this talk really did touch some strings of my soul.
Everything is a cool thing but humans ruin everything themselves. With their own hands.
Maybe this will live again later, with new generation. I really hope so. There's something strangely amusing and arousing about adding weird people in a gaming platform.
I don't know why I written so much.
317a38 No.56977
>>56976
But emotion is what makes us human! It's what makes us so great! Sure they get in the way, but not all the time. Unless you're a woman. :^)
It is getting old. People are sick of it. Everyone knows it. "Drama center full of fuck boys and mentally ill retards." still, if you enjoyed yourself in a place you tend to miss it.
Weeb spots? Doctors are gay. Do something cooler. Make cars. Cars are cool.
Adding people you hardly know can rewarding, but at this point everyone is sick of it.
You wrote so much because you have a lot on your mind.
041066 No.56978
>>56977
Pretty sure I'm not a woman even though I used to be quite androgynous.
I miss my mentally ill retards. Seriously ill seriously. Not ironically.
it's japanese jiu jitsu. And doctors are good for me because I like helping people. Alas I can't enjoy doing something too selfish.
And you seem tired as hell.
317a38 No.56979
>>56978
I had one friend who I know had something. But I just can't deal with him anymore. I feel bad about it.
Ooh, nah that's okay. Martial arts are cool and shit. I need to learn myself one. That's fair enough, but doctor is hard work. Be a mechanic instead. Then again that's a lot of manual labor.
Tired? Kind of. Must be the alcohol, yet I can't fall asleep. I guess it's noticeable.
041066 No.56980
>>56979
My first online best friend was quite a psycho himself. Shame he was the best I've had in my troubled times.
I wanna kill myself with work. Like I said, to get my mind off tfw no bf to pull on my tongue thoughts and things like that. I attracted so many idiots I've had many relationships, but never ever love. Oh man, with thoughts like this I'll become an alcoholic again.
317a38 No.56981
>>56980
You just gotta control your alcoholism, then it's all good. Not really, but it might help.
Maybe you need a normal friend who doesn't have any mental problems. Just gets emotional when the time has come.
041066 No.56982
>>56981
I've got enough friends IRL. I made a plenty on various sport clubs and then friends of friends I've met a cute trap living like 50 meters far from me. He says he'd like me to bang him but he got a gf.
I'm pretty good friends with him. He enjoys Pathologic videogame and asks me to play it sometimes when he comes over and he's only one I let stay at my place whenever he wants to.
I'm really not sure. I'm good with people irl, girls like me a lot even though I'm not tall or handsome or anything. It's just that when I'm at home at evening, I want to talk to mentally ill people. Because "evening mood". I don't feel like talking to many people at evening. I like chilling and taking it slow then. Something like that.
317a38 No.56983
>>56982
Strange, but kind of makes sense too at the same time. At least you met someone cute I guess. I don't know any cute person that I can bang. Or am I a lady's man.
I feel the same way though. Maybe. I don't know. Once I'm home, I just want to relax and not have to deal with irl people or anything. I want to be a useless piece of shit and just try to enjoy myself.
041066 No.56984
>>56983
It's also important for me because I have little to no reason to return home. Ah maybe my fetish on mentally sick guys playing videogames all day are inherited from PTSD of my first online best friend being like that.
But it'd be cool to have somebody who returns home for you at evening. And you do the same back. And a little bit of lewdness can't make anything worse, can it? I feel bad now although I'm smiling. It's absurd that something like sft can be missed, but it's happening anyway.
317a38 No.56985
>>56984
Now you're losing me. You must be one kind of a guy. But maybe I think too less, and you think too less. Who knows. I can't think properly at this point.
All I know is I'd like someone to return to in the evening at times too. Instead of just going recluse.
317a38 No.56986
>>56985
I've drank too much at this point, but I meant too much for you. Not too less. I think too less, you think too much.
041066 No.56987
>>56985
I wish I understood you now. Go rest.
317a38 No.56988
>>56987
You can. Just be my friend. Or ask others I guess. I think I'm about to fall asleep though.
041066 No.56989
>>56988
Get sober and if then you still think the same, I will.
317a38 No.56990
>>56989
I have plans for tomorrow, sorta. Just add me whenever. I usually remember what I say while drunk because I don't get to totally plastered.
It's pretty dangerous to get that drunk anyways.
041066 No.56991
>>56990
I don't know who you are.
317a38 No.56992
>>56991
Me either. :^)
But usually my url for steam is projectcrue. I hardly ever change it. And if I do, I usually change it back. Just so if anyone wants to find me. It's easy.
I think I'm still online, but I should go offline so I don't make people think I'm ignoring them.
041066 No.56993
>>56992
k added sleep time now
5ee476 No.56994
Wow, that's probably the busiest this place has been in months.
>>56966
Yeah, I often wish I had never met her :(
But hey, Freya seems to be going well. She called me on Friday and invited me out for drinks (it was her birthday). I didn't go because I'm ill but it was still nice of her to ask. I used to think maybe she doesn't like me even half as much as I like her but then:
>called to invite me instead of just messaging me on Facebook
>had 3 missed calls from her (phone was charging)
> no other classmates were there despite many living closer
>checked photos the next day; only a few people were there. This implies that she's now fine with me meeting her close friends and shit
31d511 No.56995
>>56994
Well maybe this is a blot in the history of your life that can eventually disappear, or fade away. Who knows. Does sound pretty bad if you do wish that.
Well that all sounds good, it just sucks you were sick at the time being. Hopefully you can go with her next time.
5ee476 No.57000
>>56995
Freya called me on the following Friday but again, I couldn't go out. At least that hopefully means she's just as anxious to see me and that it'll be enjoyable when we do finally meet again.
As for J:
>still really conflicted about my feelings
>even her name is upsetting to me
>…
>had a dream about her recently
>starting a 5 week work placement soon
>have to get the same bus as her
>will meet college friends so she'll probably show up sometimes
>a girl on the work placement has the same name
So much for forgetting and never seeing her again. God help me…
5ee476 No.57001
a01000 No.57002
>>56998
I told you. This place is dead!
>>57000
Why not? Still ill? At she least tried. I've felt that feeling before. Where the name even upset me. But you just have to realize it's a name, but that still hard to do. Dreams make it harder for sure. I have had that happen to me as well. But still, I wish you luck.
5ee476 No.57003
>>57002
Oh, she called me in the evening but there wasn't enough time for me to get ready and get there.
I might get used to the name but I'm also probably going to be seeing her more again too.
I think I may try one final great push to fix things. The most troubling thing on my mind is… do I care so much because it's the right thing, or am I simply obsessed? It's starting to feel like I wont be happy until this weight is lifted off my chest…
a82bf5 No.57006
>>57003
Oh, that's a shame. I would have arrived late none the less. Unless there was a good reason you needed to be there on time. Like a movie or something.
You're the only one who can figure that answer. Might be best to go with your gut feeling on what to do.
5ee476 No.57007
>>57006
Well, I wasn't close to ready and the place is an hour away so by the time I got there, I probably would have only been there an hour before I would have to get the last bus back. Not worth the time or money.
I can't wait to see her though, the wait feels almost unbearable.
With J, I might actually try blaming her a bit for once. I used to always blame myself but really she's at fault too. I wont go too hard on her but i'll mention that she made me feel so anxious and shitty
Should we add eachother on Steam already? Most of my mains are offline :(
a82bf5 No.57008
>>57007
Ah, I guess they didn't plan to be there that long. I can see why that wouldn't be a good idea to go. I'm use to going for five hours, so I don't mind too much being a little late. Unless it's time sensitive.
Let's hope she doesn't get too offended by it, though I'm sure she'll understand.
If you want? I'm not online myself at the moment though. Sorry to hear no one is online to talk to.
afbd9b No.57009
>tfw just can't get that car I want
Oh well. Not like there's anyone on here who cares.
01a1ea No.57010
>>57009
I care, friend. Not enough to help you, but I care nonetheless. What car did you have your eye on?
0bd31a No.57011
>>57010
Too kind, or kind enough, anon. Though I'm wondering how you came upon this undead corpse of a boars.
There's nothing you'd be able to do besides just find me a similar one and give it to me. It was a 06 Pontiac GTO with 84k miles. Unfortunately dealerships are a bitch, and before I could go back and talk to them they had sold it to some other poor chump.