>>10544
i had recently enrolled at a new school in the month of february that was unfortunately, a waste of time. before i became disgusted with the school itself, the other peers in my class all were both young and older yes, but they were all lacking in any common sense or brain cells. the common, below average people as i should have known, populated the school i was to attend. this was month of march.
i walked outside after class to the only table available through out the entire campus and sat for a while just contemplating why did i come to such a shitty school and who had proposed that i go there. i met wonderful brilliant people at another previous school, before we all went our separate but same paths.
i must have only heard rumors then, about a new star wars and then someone beckoned to me and said "LOOK ITS STAR WARS"
there was the trailer with the stupid Hans Zimmer BLAM BLAM FLIM FLAMS and shitty stupid crossguard saber
and "THERE HAS BEEN AN AWAKENING cue sweaty nigger and Apple Imperials"
and the lame sequence of the millennium falcon flying against tie-fighters with the "iconic star wars opening theme"
before the klaxons screamed in my head, one girl who had been squealing in orgasm started CRYING. she was a girl with appealing looks, but had no brain on her shoulders. i then truly realized the guys who had been trying to get at this girl for the last 3 weeks were idiots too cuz they started swarming over her and gabbing their gobs about how epic this was going to be. i then realized if this is how these idiots feel about this movie, the whole nation is in jeopardy.
then colbert that faggot decided to hype his audience of frothing idiots and said that the new lightsaber is cool. what the fuck does colbert know about star wars? hes an idiot on television. he is someone who shouldnt be telling people what is funny and not.
i was at my ends. nobody knew what an a-wing or b-wing was or the different roles of an y-wing or tie-bomber. nobody really cared. all they did was smoke pot and talk about wanting to do drugs, and then taking too much or drinking too much like idiots and ending up in hospital or rehab and coming to this school. i never shared my drugs with anyone there, but the discussions and knowledge i wanted to share about star wars as a film saga became superficial discussion about sharper image lightsabers, lightsaber dildos, and how star wars themed "raves" are the shit. i wanted to understand these people better with deep discussion but nobody had a inkling of what depth meant. to me, their words had as much depth as their attention span. nobody understood the deeper meaning between luke and vaders first duel on bespin.
these were young adults with no idea how the school was going to fuck them and their CHILDREN OUT OF WEDLOCK THEY WERE TAKING CARE OF AT HOME. even the school administration had no idea what they were doing and thought they could rob me, saying their computers processed the tuition a week late and that was my fault so i would have to pay penalties. the teachers had no idea what they were doing and thought they could just give me passing marks on every assignment, even if i deliberately INSULTED my instructor in the written assignments. i couldn't bear the idiocy anymore and i left by the month of may.
before i knew about a new star wars, i was discussing with a close friend about the prequels and what went wrong. what could have been right. what could be changed. how would the generations of future and past who actually enjoy the franchise be changed in what way?
i even thought about starcraft 2, and diablo 3.
even before, i thought about new sim city was nothing like simcity2000 promised to be in the future. all i thought about was disappointment.
and so i started digging on force awakens. learned as much as i could. by the time october came around i was in a state of shock that so many people could eat this shit up AND ASK FOR MORE. i would weep for our species if i had any wish of saving them. this is the dream they are living. when the world wakes, that great reckoning may go by unnoticed.