/suicide/ - Suicide Tips & Tricks

>>39741

If you only need a small amount of opiods, the darknet markets might be worth checking out.

But if you don't want to mess around with all that, I know someone who buys codeine from a UK-based site:

https://www.pilldoctor.co.uk/product/codeine/

(They ship to the US)

Or you could injure yourself and try to get a doctor to prescribe them. :)

>>39827

http://www.akorn.com/documents/catalog/sell_sheets/76478-501-20.pdf

"It is recommended that the product be stored at 20°-25°C (68°-77°F), however, brief excursions are permitted between 15°-30°C (59°-86°F)."

>>19560

THIS IS EITHER A VERY SICK TROLL OR SOME IRRESPONSIBLE FUCK SPREADING MISINFORMATION INSTEAD OF DOING THEIR RESEARCH.

Severe nicotine poisoning is nearly identical to the effects of nerve agents like VX, Sarin, and Novichok as well as organophosphate pesticides. They all act on cholinergic receptors.

It's a *bad* way to go. You may or may not trip balls for an eternity in a time-dilated dissociative hellscape before you go. A. Muscaria works on similar receptors.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cholinergic_crisis

>>39829

Different strokes for different folks…

Does anyone fear the method does not work in chemical terms? (even though everything works out well (good concentration, no quick rescue, etc.) I am sometimes afraid that there is something that weakens the connection of the monoxide to the hemoglobin and causes it to go out of it. For example the oxygen binding with hemoglobin is strong enough to turn on when the oxygen is in the lung and arriving in the tissues it becomes weak so that it can be released

>>39835

No. Go read the old thread top to bottom and see how many people say "it didn't work". Then go read all the news stories of people accidentally killing their whole family with CO.

>>39835

You are talking silly. It don't happen.

Your fear of death is clouding your brain.

>>39836

>>39837

50/5000

You're right. It's just my fucking mind in action.

Seems likely it was health related OP

>>39814

Avicii's drug use was so legendary, even other people made music about it. Listen to the opening lines of Mike Posner's "I took a pill in Ibiza."

I took a pill in Ibiza

To show Avicii I was cool

The whole video of the remix of that song is about a dissociative/psychedelic trip in a club.

tl;dr not sure this was /suicide/, it was probably /accidentaloverdose/

>>39825

Whoops I posted in the wrong thread (drunk)

I like the song btw and realise he didn't die by CO.

I must stop posting when drunk.

Thanks'

We all suffer in different ways. People with a healthy social circle and "perfect" lives kill themselves too. Famous people who can have everything they want do it. It's not that intriguing, I feel like in life we're just constantly distracting ourselves and running away from something until we die naturally. I just want to speed up the process. I've been thinking about suicide since I was 11 years old, at the time because I had no friends and had an internet addiction since I was much younger, I only feel like I've been gathering more reasons for it and like I said, I don't have the will to be alive. I'm tired of putting up with myself, my wild mood swings, my thoughts, nothing satisfies me. I get to have some fun sometimes but it quickly vanishes, everything is ephemeral except death itself.

>>39774

A job wouldn't hurt.

>>39753

This.

There are so many examples of people who "achieved" it all. Fame, money, status, success, popularity, everything. Yet they offed themselves. It seems like once you understand that life in itself is meaningless there is no escape. I don't know if it is because they are too sensible for life or because they feel no fulfillment anymore when alive.

>running away

very well described. life is basically about killing time until you have to go. nothing you do is significant on a larger scale.

28, F

>bio father was a molestor, frequently beat by stepmother

>be taken from home to live with grandparents

>grandfather continues the molestation and abuse

>be NEET shut in all throughout childhood and until early 20s while enduring abuse

>grandmother dies, get raped by grandfather afterwards at 25

>leave to live in stepfather's basement at 26

>internet boy i've known tells me to live with him and things will be okay from now on

>get job to save money to do just that

>turns out internet boy got a normie gf in that time and doesnt want me around because it will ruin his normie life, now

>friendless, alone, working shitty 9-5 job, living at home, almost 30

>this is the peak of my life and it's all downhill from here

I had a very realistic, prophetic dream that charcoal would be my exit method. I decided that I'm going to use my money to visit the internet boy, then when I get home, do the deed.

>>39832

Wow…

I hope you have an enjoyable visit with the internet boy, and may you find the peace you deserve.

>>38862

Good idea. Opiates last in though

Timing the bag could be tricky but definately fatal promtly, if the timing was right.

You could make one with an elastic loop.

Take the drugs fast, put the bag on your head but hold it open around the neck so their is a nice couple of inches held open by your finger so you can breathe easy. After 3 minutes the drugs will hit your brain hard and start to put you into a coma. You'll lose ability and awarness of holding the elastic open and let go so it will snap closed around your neck cutting off your air supply.

You'll be unaware, and die.

This method could likely work without N. A big dose of vodka, benzo's could do it.

I'm just worried about azide convulsions giving me away or the combo making me puke

are you confident you can drink 3 bottles of N?

>>38883

With azide even if you are found you are dead. It's irreversible.

>>38854

Hey by the way, what muscle relaxant do you take that could possibly make GABA-A meds less effective?

You keep asking. Nobody knows. I'd guess you stand a better thn 60% chance.7

The DDMP method is being used in the US since the cost of barbiturates has skyrocketed:

Diazepam 1G

Digoxin 50mg

Morphine 10G

Propranolol 2G

The propranolol and digoxin cause death, while the morphine and diazepam induce sleep and relieve pain.

If you just take a huge dose of propranolol, yes, it could work. But it would possibly be very painful.

>>39778

I think both components work together. The dig and pro stop the heart and morphine and diaz stop the breathing. I think just taking the morphine and diaz would do about anyone in.

The digoxin is the main heart killer though. Works same way as a pong pong seed (even same antidote for both).

OP should look up medical reports on attempts with propranolol. It's spotty but it does seem to work w high enough dose

>morphine

>10 grams

how the fuck would you source 10 grams of morphine?

You own a drug store or what?

>>39805

Most people never will so it's a pointless recipe unless you're in the States waiting to legally die via a doctor preoared cocktail as they can't afford sodium pentobarbital anymore.

Regarding the why do I think in the mouth is better.. It's just what I read here. Going for the temple also feels a little "loose" - I wouldn't know exactly where to shoot - even if I knew - I would feel like what if I tremble a little and miss.. The mouth seems steady. Do you think there's a big difference?

>>39763

The 9mm pistol, make sure you use hollow point ammo (JHP).

>>39764

Yes there is a huge difference. If you flinch with the gun in your mouth it will still be a fatal wound whereas if you flinch with the barrell on your chin, temple, etc you may miss and/or not hit fatally.

Can you get a shotgun? Also I might add, it's your life, but you may want to try a method that doesn't involve getting a gun on the black market.

Thank you for the gun/amo advice. I understand there is some risk associated with acquiring the gun, but all the other options freak me out. What I want is an option that has virtually 0 time between me deciding "OK NOW" and the moment of death. I know I would chicken out on any other option.

After all.. what do I have to lose? I don't care about anything anymore. Jail time? Fuck that. It will give me plenty of time to read. I might even become a writer of dark philosophy while being behind bars.

By the way, this is the website I found:

http://www.ischi.biz/store/

It does seem suspicions that is out in the wild.. They even have whios data available… Maybe they hijacked the domain from somebody else. Or maybe they are cops.

It just seems to me (and maybe my judgment is clouded) that the risk/reward ratio at this point just hints that I should try to get the gun from there. I know that without a gun I won't do it and that if I stay alive it makes no difference if I'm on a beach in Cancun or in a jail in Bucharest.

>>39769

Well it's your life anon and if it has to be "ok now" then a firearm is definitely the way to go. Alas I know nothing about purchasing them so can't help there.

>>39764

Shooting yourself in the temple is a good way to blow out your eyeballs and blind yourself. If you think life sucks now, imagine how much it will suck when everything is just as bad + you're a failed suicide + you're permanently blind and disfigured.

https://boards.straightdope.com/sdmb/archive/index.php/t-662195.html

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2105006/Daniel-von-Bargen-Seinfeld-actor-critical-condition-shooting-head.html

The von Bargen 911 call is fucking horrifying when you realize that the reason he couldn't open his eyes is that he had no more eyes to open.

Nothing in the news is calling it a suicide at this point

Gays have it hard when it comes to aging

>>39772

If you're old and or/fat, or/and poor you're a nobody in shirtlifter world.

But he had money, he just sold a property for £2.9m

>>39767

Because 1) it just happened, and 2) the media worry about "suicide contagion".

there is danknet sellers but many anons claim it is a honeypot run by police. So I think it is best to first do research. One particular shop claims they ship from germany in EU region and there will be no customs passed. They also claim to ship the gear in 3 individual shipments to be less suspicious.

>I live in romania

how the fuck is there not arms to buy there. there must be some smugglers with stashes of old yugoslavian war equipments lying around. Maybe try to find a dope dealer in bucharest and then ask him where to get arms for self protection or something. The probelm with this illegal shit is that you need to know people who know people who know people.

How do I find this seller?

I found this http://www.ischi.biz/store/ … Does anyone how anything about them?

I see they have this CZ 83 Browning

Czech Pistol

Model: 83

Semi-automatic

Caliber: 9 x 17mm

Is this good for suicide?

They also have a

Skorpion SA

Czech Scorpion

Model: SA Vz61

Full-automatic

Caliber: .32 ACP

which looks more lethal, but I'm afraid is more risky to acquire one; also I'm not sure how easily can be pointed to the mouth without risking recoil.

Go to the Czech republic. Hit up a Vietnamese gun seller at the market. Kill yourself in the hotel room. Donezo.

>>39641

Definitivno nema.

Vecinu vremena proklinjem roditelje sto su skontali da je dobra ideja imati djecu.

pogotovo usred rata

>>39702

ja moje isto. obadvoje su opiceni, socijalno retardirani i propalice.

a jbg, mozda na onoj drugoj strani sve bude bolje.

>>14790

The ratchet strap is such a brilliant idea. You don't have to have neck tweaked by full suspension and you can sit comfortably. Also no chance that you'll thrash out of it while unconscious and wake up with a terrible headache and numb limbs…

>>39706

ovo je sada depresivna muzika thread

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iFP2QdCKh5E

>>39727

All it needs is a friend or enemy to rathet it up whilst you sit there, ideally on the floor with the strap going round a tree.

>>38674

You cut off circulation to your head/brain.

>>37933

Jesus, thanks now I'm afraid to go off by ligature. You just ruined my plan. I wish I never opened this thread. It's better to not know about the pain.

>>37933

Are you really saying that my ears are going to bleed before I get unconscious if I use cable ties?

>>38718

>>38721

Case report for bleeding ears before losing consciousness (article not in english, but has english abstract):

hxxps://link.springer.com/article/10.1007/s00194-017-0196-4

He compressed the jugulars not the carotids. I'm not saying lig strangulation is bad in general.

Anyone aware of a ratchet tie down suicide case report?

I want to try asphyxiation by nitrogen gas. You make a tent and inhale the gas or fumes and I have heard you quite enjoy the feeling, almost a “high,” unbeknownst the air in your lungs is being replaced with nitrogen gas. Then you just pass out. Supposedly you feel no pain. Anyone know where I can buy nitrogen gas?

>>37640

You don't 'make a tent'

A plastic bag on the head is needed with elastic around the neck thst isn't too tight. The tube feeding the gas into the bag must be taped to the top of the inside of the bag so the pressure from the nitrogen flushes any air and exhled co2 out the bottom. You'll need a big cylinder able to deliver 15 litres per minute for at least 20 minutes. Read an old copy of pph it's all in there.

>>37642

I never knew a tent would stem the tide of the gas effectiveness. And in regards to the time frame, is it 20 minutes until you reach unconscious or is it the time duration before your last breath? I’ve been looking at cylinders with 1.2 m^3 which is 1200 liters which is 4 times 300 liters. I’d let it run until it’s emptied.

Okay, I figured it out. It turns out that the noxious fumes was ammonia, from ammonium nitrate. So it seems like drano has some toxic ingredients in it. That said, sodium hydroxide would still work, but make sure it's pure.

>>34047

>>34047

>>34047

Oh my god, DON'T ACTUALLY DO THIS! Are you stupid?

This is Chemistry 101, if you don't use all of your reagents you're going to have impurities left over that are going to horrifically burn your throat, lungs and/or poison you. Even trained chemists rely on precision instruments and mathematical knowledge to assure purity.

It makes me pissed and horrified when people die in agony because they were too stupid to even kill themselves properly. It's completely unnecessary.

>>39692

Obviously she likes it :)

>>39692

Oh god, he's even borderline like me. I hate seeing news like this, I hate being reminded of what I could become. I think my mom would like it because she likes it when I'm dependent on her… Would I be aware I'm a vegetable?

>>39701

Of course she doesn't like it

>>39691

He was an anaesthetist, not a vet, so he wouldn't necessarily have access to pentobarbital, which isn't really used in human medicine anymore.

>>39703

I know a woman who adopted a baby with Down's Syndrome so she would always have someone dependent on her.

You better choose your method wisely and make sure it works!