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5d4b95 No.11077[Reply]

Ask tiny questions here.

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8c55af No.23796


According to wikipedia the maximal dosage is 240 mg over a 24 hour period, and according to drugs.com, mixing it with alchohol is especially dangerous, fatal even. you should be fine

Goodbye, anon.

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0812f9 No.10487[Reply]

Ask nembutal questions here

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97fc45 No.23799


around 2 weeks, but apparently it can take up to 5-6 weeks

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b53cec No.376[Reply]

Post useful links


LostAllHope Wiki: http://lostallhope.com/suicide-methods

Suicide Faq: https://archive.fo/YErG8

A Practical Guide to Suicide: https://archive.fo/jceEo

Suffocation Guide: https://web.archive.org/web/20160224111455/https://en.wikibooks.org/wiki/Suicide/Suffocation

ASM Suicide Reference: https://archive.is/DP8eg

Collection of suicide books: http://euthanasiaandsuicide.blogspot.com/

ASH textfile: https://archive.fo/R3gTg

List of Successful Suicides and Their Methods: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicides_in_the_21st_century

Downloads (guides/videos):

Peaceful Pill eHandbook (Oct-20-2016 - text only): https://web.archive.org/web/20161216170444/https://aww.moe/2imev2.zip

BedsideReading.rar (142.1 MB): https://mediafire.com/download/8vuz7lim83k85rz

BedsideViewing.rar (376.7 MB): https://mediafire.com/download/59hvompnym0n161

Peaceful Pill eHandbook (2014): https://thepiratebPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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b53cec No.23309


Dubs of truth?

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09215a No.23178[Reply]

Can oxalic acid and sulfuric acid together create suicide by CO?

Both are easily obtainable extremely easily in almost every country but I only saw a brief section in the Peaceful Pill handbook that didn't expand on anything.

I would use formic acid but it isn't available easily here.

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09215a No.23181

Here is a link I found:


I think the problem is that there is the same amount of carbon dioxide produced along with carbon monoxide. I think, co2 can cause unpleasant reaction and panicking with a flight reflex.

09215a No.23186

There are cheap one way/use grills and you can use it in the woods with a cheap tent

09215a No.23197


Dude at least each 2 weeks I hear on the news here that someone died from carbon monoxide poisoning with those old heaters to stay warm. Which one precisely are those heaters?

09215a No.23209

Just found out that:

oxalic acid = rust cleaner

sulfuric acid = drain unblocker

Both as easy to obtain as household items and anyone can acquire them cheaply. Just mix them and it should be death, though it might be uncomfortable due to the co2. You can just drink and fall asleep before it happens.

Can anyone confirm?

1ff623 No.23812

> I would use formic acid but it isn't available easily here.

Nigga just, like, chuck a whole heap of ants into the acid.

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5c84cc No.19027[Reply]

How come suicide is wrong in our society?

Why everyone wants to stop you from committing suicide, but at the same time they don't give a fuck about you?

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bd3533 No.23728

Suicide is wrong because our exit of the rat race shocks normalfags

c9d469 No.23729

In european cultures, suicide is wrong because it is seen as rejecting the gift of Jesus Christ.

This is an interesting dilemma:

if Jesus Christ died for all our sins,

then wouldn't the sin of suicide be forgiven?

It depends on how you view the sin.

Is the sin the rejection of Christ's gift; or, is it another thing?

If it just rejects the forgiveness of sins,

if suicide is just the rejection of Christ dying on the cross and by his agony he cleans your soul,

that sin is already forgiven.


if suicide is another thing,

specifically if suicide is the rejection of the Holy Spirit,

then that sin is unforgivable.

tl;dr - Suicide in Europe is viewed as the rejection of Christ, so it is viewed negatively.

c9d469 No.23730

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There is no contemporary reason as to why suicide is wrong.

There are labels like selfish, cowardly, idiotic, but there are no firm logical reasons outside of the pathetic.

People have grown up with the idea that suicide is wrong, and thus it is.

They haven't given any thought about their own mortality by their own hands.

"Perhaps someone might say, “Socrates, can you not go away from us and live quietly, without talking?”

Now this is the hardest thing to make some of you believe. For if I say that such conduct would be disobedience to the god and that therefore I cannot keep quiet,

you will think I am jesting and will not believe me; and if again I say that to talk every day about virtue and the other things about which you hear me talking and examining myself and others is the greatest good to man,

and that the unexamined life is not worth living, you will believe me still less."

The repulsion to suicide and suicidal thoughts is a symptom of a diseased society. People lack the awareness that the suicidal mind brings.

I've no awareness to your state of mind, are you impulsively suicidal or have you developed your own ritual thought about suicide?

A person is to avoid an impulsively suicidal mind. That condition is indicative of unpursued options and does produce regret.

Ritual thought however puts one's mind into focus about one's life, actions, and their effects.

Now suicide is a solution, but it is not the first. An intelligent person uses what is given to him or her to overcome life's challenges or their personal struggles.

Suicide is the last solution to consider. Even with such a high failure rate, suicide still maintains a risk greater than any lively pursuit.

Suicide in my opinion holds the least value in available options, but if all those options are consumed, what is left but only suicide?

If suicide is your only option left availPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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e6abe7 No.23811


That's just as -if not more- true in communist societies, moron. The communism-makers still exploit the workers and regard them as a comodity, thus they will attempt to prevent suicides even when they don't give a toss about the person or doing so is cruel. Even is reeaaaal communism it would happen, as it would be the greater collective of peers exploiting and lifecucking the worker.

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5a9494 No.23788[Reply]

I have self harm scars all over my upper thighs. Before I kill myself I want to get rid of them. How should I go about this, would burning them off work or would I have to cut off my skin?

2082be No.23789

Wouldn't that only leave bigger scars? Why is this important? You will probably not be buried in shorts anyway.

5a9494 No.23790


I'm currently military and need to kill myself before I'm dishonorably discharged and don't want self harm cuts on me.

8a4a7e No.23802


Further injuring the scarred area(s) will only make things worse.

There are creams and ointments, some over-the-counter, that can help scars to fade, but they take a long time to work (months), they usually don't work 100%, and they will not work on severe scarring.

A dermatologist can do dermabrasion or laser treatments, but those are expensive and, again, take a while (multiple treatments over time). Plastic surgery is also an option for some scarring, but that's also not a quick fix. It's also expensive.

Wait, do you mean that you want to burn yourself to cover up your self-harm scars? It would be difficult to burn yourself badly enough to cover up significant scarring, and even if you were to do so, I mean, burning yourself is self-harm, too. It's going to be fairly obvious on autopsy that it wasn't from a lover getting overzealous with the candle wax.

I doubt the presence or absence of self-harm scars will significantly alter people's assessment of a suicide.

385aa4 No.23810


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0ed1a7 No.23771[Reply]

I live in Australia and was checking out bunnings warehouse online store. I entered the search term "rope" and got over 800 results. I hope one of you is kind enough to put me out of my misery and tell me which rope to buy.

51d9c8 No.23804

probably one of the best ropes for hanging would be static, since static rope is not designed to stretch (its mainly used for rock climbing) it definitely wont snap on you and its fairly cheap as well, I'd recommend buying 10 meter but you may want more/less.

2205dd No.23805

What you're looking for is a material that can hold your weight, and can keep knots without slipping.

I recommend reading through these links:

>Rope Properties


>Rope Materials


> Animated Knots


d55f6c No.23809



OP here

thanks guys,

what diameter do you recommend?

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7422eb No.23351[Reply]

Old one hit a bump limit. Ask all questions and post all tips and tricks on here about this wonderdrug.

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9c209a No.23780


400 dollars, or 425….I paid in bitcoins

1844f5 No.23783


425 or 400 including delivery costs?Did you pay a tax importation? Any problem with the customs?

079a44 No.23800


cost include everything, the guy is fats as well. Did not pay import tax, customs no problem whatsoever, went straight through….

079a44 No.23801



sorry can't type today….cost includes everything, the guy is fast as well. You can track your parcel all the way through. It will spend a while in transit in china post, but once it is on the way, it will be alright.

fa321b No.23808


Thanks. I m worried about the customs. Do you store it in the fridge?

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fbf69d No.23385[Reply]

I have 2400 mg of codeine, 25 mg of clonazepan, 300mg of metoclopramide and 100 ml of ethanol 70%.

Is that enough? How do I use it? In which order? Should I eat before taking the meds?


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0ffa13 No.23567


codeine is metabolized into morphine. there is a limit that the body can metabolize into morphine, so the rest is just urinated out.

8a4113 No.23576



In that case, is it possible to make morphine from codeine outside the body so I would be able to OD on morphine?

8ee66a No.23633

Please help me, I need to die and it's the only thing I have!

409da5 No.23798

Please somebody help me, I really need to die!

953e6f No.23803

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ce4e95 No.23733[Reply]

I am in some serious financial trouble. And I'm ready to commit suicide. I have access to a fentanyl patch, and some oxycodone, and alcohol. Will this be sufficient way to kill myself?

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ce4e95 No.23757

I will check to see how many patches I can get today when I go to my moms house. I believe she gets a couple weeks supply at a time. Will 2-3 be enough? I plan on getting a hotel room and pay for 2 nights that way I will have about 48 hours with no one bothering me.

6d0a14 No.23792

;you'll need 500micro grams, and at least 500 mg diazepam or some phenobarbital will be fine also ( anti seizure drugs). The sedative is needed also because you don't want to experience suffocation before death.

6d0a14 No.23794

500 micro grams is for the patch, mixing with sedative drugs will potentiate it(faster death), alcohol is also potentiating it, but not too much as it can irritate your intestine and induce vomitting. one book suggest about 5 shots is max.

dabc7a No.23795

1d53d9 No.23797

if you take oxycodone tablets, make sure grind them into powder form encapsulate. morphine drugs derivative will slow down your digestion, worst if taken ungrounded.

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cace7d No.11749[Reply]

The lethal dosage at which about half of all people die is about 2mg (will make you stop breathing while unconscious) and you can buy 50mg of an analogue for less than 30 bucks that will surely kill you on TOR based markets from this seller and other sellers from various markets:


You can access the url via the TOR browser, which you can dl here:


You can buy needles online or from pharmacies (some pharmacists will ask questions). You can get them from needle exchanges as well if your city has heroin junkies.

You could also rub it into your gums or give yourself an enema with a solution, but injecting it is not so complicated and will most definitely kill you.

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f708ae No.23558


I highly recommend you to find a vendor that's in the same country as you, the chance of an international order getting caught is much higher.

f708ae No.23559


>ID: cace7d

Did anyone notice that most of this thread is just done by 1 person, the OP?

c724af No.23562


8ch migration to new IP hashes, old ones were not converted

3fbf9a No.23587

Here guys:

I just read from internet: oral administration will require approx 5x IV

According to PPH one will need 3 mg of Fentanyl HCL at least.

So if you take it orally, you will need 5x3 = 15 mg at least.

in case of ButyrFent ( 1/4 Fentanyl HCL) = 4x15mg = 60 mg needed

in case of FuraFent ( 1/5 Fentany HCL) = 5x 15mg = 75 mg needed

I'll go with 100 or 200 mg in case of Butyr or Fura.

Just info.

4b0a97 No.23793

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Well, getting real fentanyl or carfentanil from the Darknet Markets is over. Production stopped after the latest China bans on these substances. Stashes dried up these last few months.

Most trusted vendors are gone or changed to other drugs. What is left are scam artists who sell bunk shit or product that's cut down to like 2% if they still have some stashed from previous purchases.

Even bigjule33, who I thought was the only legit seller nowadays, already stopped selling carfentanil and apparently is selling bunk product for his fentanyl HCl:

>Bigjule does NOT sell fent HCI. He sends 4-FIBF in place of fent HCI and to make it even worse he CUTS the 4-FIBF up. Rcqueen sells 4-FIBF for like 5g for 150$. Dont waste 450$ on 1g of cut up 4-FIBF cuz 100% it is what bigjule is selling. He doesnt have access to anyone selling a LEGIT hcl out of china just like no one seems to have access to legit HCI right now. He is a liar straight up. I bought a 1g listing and received 4-FIBF that was cut up badly.

You can get the big scope on this on the AlphaBay forums.

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614bd2 No.23655[Reply]

I would like to strictly talk about the suitability of Fentanyl as a means of ending ones life. We want to reasonably consider painless and reliable methods so we should talk reasonably about the pros and cons of Fentanyl. I encourage you to engage to overcome the concerns.

1.What is Fentanyl?

Fentanyl is an opiod that has a strong agonist effect on the opiod receptors in the brain. It is medically used as an analgesic (painkiller) and is 100 x as potent as morphine.

2. How does Fentanyl kill?

Ingested in large amounts it leads to a lethal depression of the respiratory function. So it leads to a suspension of breathing or apnea, as we taxi drivers call it.

3. What is the lethal dose?

3 mg when taken intravenously (minimum, use more); larger doses will be needed for a reliably lethal oral administration. THE PURITY IS BIG FACTOR HERE!

4. Is it Painful?

In peacuful Pill the author only writes that is has sedative properties and it can be painless and quick. Although Pieter Admiraal wrote that it should be taken with 300 mg of long acting benzos since one could experience suffocation while still alive. But when done right its a peaceful death.

5. Fentanyl Patches

In "Guide to a humane self-chosen death" the author writes:

"…500 micrograms per hour as the lethal dose. Duragesic transdermal patches with a combined dose of 500 micrograms should be applied simultaniously on … skin."


-PURITY: Its possible that people on the darknet sell impure stuff that is not lethal or needs to be taken in other quantities.

-SPEED: Very few infos available. PPH rates speed with 3/5. Pieter Admiraal states that it might take up to 24 hours till death occurs. That refers to the patches, though. Its still important since you could be "saved".

-INGESTION: I dont know what is the best here: oral, intavenous or patches. I dont know the pros and cons of that.

-ANTIEMITICS: They prevent you from puking the pPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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461079 No.23660


oral administration will require approx 5x IV

According to PPH one will need 3 mg of Fentanyl HCL at least.

So if you take it orally, you will need 5x3 = 15 mg at least.

in case of ButyrFent ( 1/4 Fentanyl HCL) = 4x15mg = 60 mg needed

in case of FuraFent ( 1/5 Fentany HCL) = 5x 15mg = 75 mg needed

I'll go with 100 mg or 200 mg in case of Butyr or Fura.

12 to 60 hrs via patch

best IV, but you may fall unconscious within seconds.

anti emetic is used only if taken orally

Fentanyl od can cause seizure, diazepam is used to suppress the seizure

the use of inhibitor is to increase plasma concentration, therefore potentiating the fentanyl, so it's a very good idea to use it.

I think fentanyl or better carfentanil is easily to over-over dose on. I mean even after 5x over the recommended dose still fit the 00 caps. 75x5=375 mg of furafent needed in case you have rapid metabolism.

614bd2 No.23663

Thanks for your reply. Ill try to get some Fentanyl HCL.

Do you know good vendors that sell to Europe?

On Alphabay I found offers by GermanTeam [(3784) VL=8 TL=7 96% pos. Reviews] for 50mg Fentanyl HCL for 44$

bigjule33 offers 50mg Fentanyl HCL for 45$

BTW: Where can you get Metoclopramide as an antiemitic?

d72300 No.23722

It's difficult to get hand of pure Fentanyl HCL, most probably it's already cut. It's best to prepare with more than needed.

I think bj is well recommended, been around for sometime.

metoclopramide, you can try

brandmedicines.com (bulgaria)

goldpharma.com(west europe)

or there are more on the nembutal thread(the one with 700 + post), along with people who already bought from them.

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69786b No.23791

best to avoid taking it orally because morphine can "paralyze" your gut, making movement of intestine really slow, and absorption also really slow. This also affects other drugs taken together with morphine. Death will take long time if not failure is likely. Best to avoid oral administration.

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2726bb No.23787[Reply]

Best knot for tying a standard 1/4in manilla rope to a tree branch? Also is the simple noose good for both partial and full suspension? How would you double knot it to make it more secure?


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bfb303 No.13013[Reply]

Tell us your story.

>it all started in 2nd grade

>everytime my mom brings me in, I hold on to her hand and cry not to go

>fast forward, 4th grade, no problems with anxiety, depression etc.

>dad commits suicide via overdose

>hit me hard

>can't attend school for weeks

>begin pulling out my hair

>become diagnosed with trichotillomania (hair pulling)

>begin taking antidepressants

>they work for a while, but that feeling of unaware happiness always goes away

>6th grade

>same problem, miss more school.

>7th grade

>the cycle repeats

>8th grade

>get hit real hard this time for some reason, missed school for about 3 months

>get tutor

>sweet lady who tries her hardest to keep me happy

>i always felt like one of those special needs kids

>i felt unattached

>i felt alone

>the only one there for me was my mom

>problems continue

>the cycle repeats…

I plan on ending the cycle late tonight.

Tell me your story.

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bfb303 No.19362

>be bullied and singled out ever since primary

>nobody ever wanted to play with me and they'd constantly make fun of me

>one or two friends I had wound up hating me in grade 4 so they could try and be friends with the cool kids who always bullied me

>call me fat/gross and constantly point out my only friend was in the grade below us and that I never had a girlfriend

>eventually piles up in 5th grade and I have a mental breakdown during the middle of recess

>mom and dad start fighting a lot and my mother attempts suicide later that year

>have to see a councilor

>wind up actually breaking down again but school never gave a shit so nothing else happened

>still tried to be outgoing and positive despite this but become ultra introverted after grade 7 after my only friend moved

>this is where I begin to realize that I'm not straight

>afraid to come out at the time because rural area

>also develop a bdsm fetish that even now I'm ashamed of

>some people start to feel bad for what happened around grade 5 and want to make up around this time

>become friends with a small clique in grade 9

>become dependent on them emotionally

>they begin to drift away and not really like me for whatever reason around highschool

>this was where I started to be suicidal and depression starts to show

>get fucked up one night and say something

>blacked out and can't remember what it was but it was enough for my mom to urge me to seek help

>start to see a councilor and I feel confident around graduation

>graduate and here I am 4 months later

>all I do is work

>have no one to hang out with and nothing to do

>no one to taPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

bfb303 No.19363


he's probably a fellow yuropoor or had nothing to defend himself with

bfb303 No.19387

>Be asian faggot

>Enter top tier college with -150 IQ

>Sell soul to institution for college

>Alienate friends, become a hermit

>Still fail at college

>Now I'm a year behind and a disgrace

I've been toying with the idea of killing myself for some time now. But every time I either pussy out or I can't find a place where there's no people to stop me. At the moment, I think about stepping in front of a bus or truck. What's the probability of dying from that?

bfb303 No.19389


Medium - trains are higher

9d90e9 No.23786

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>Autismal anxiety tendencies run in the family

>Possible hints of despair first start dawning on me during chilhood


>Become half deaf at 12 and lose sense of balance due to inner ear nerve damage

>In a nutshell, get even more BTFO in all aspects of life

>Procrastinate suicide for 10+ years

This is shite, lads.

Why can't I do it.

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4b6d75 No.23318[Reply]

Has anyone ever attempted suicide by starving themselves?

It seems like a nice relaxing way to go, just slowly wasting away like the Buddha. Idk maybe that's corny or something.

4b6d75 No.23320


>Has anyone ever attempted suicide by starving themselves?

Thousands, or perhaps tens or hundreds of thousands, of people have chosen to stop eating in order to hasten their death from a terminal illness. Many of them report that it is quite tolerable, though it's important to note that most of them are on high doses of morphine.

An account of attempted starvation was posted here a few months ago. Apparently it's very unpleasant without strong painkillers.

cfad74 No.23779


What about dehydration? is it still painful?

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