>I live in a trailer park
>It's pretty much a dive, a cesspool of scum and villainy
>Much like everyone else here, I am a complete and utter failure. I'm a high school dropout, I have no GED, and I'm currently wasting my time being a NEET and living off of the government doll.
>All in all, an absolute parasite on this Earth
>Me and my family, we all live in a one bedroom trailer. It's better than all of us being cramped in the RV we used to have, but still
>My mom sleeps in the living room, my sister has the bedroom, I sleep in a makeshift bedroom on the porch, and dad has the shed
>Due to this, there is virtually no privacy. Everyday, every hour, every minute, I'm looking over my shoulder, remaining in a high state of paranoia lest anyone find out about what I'm doing
>Dad is the one I get along with pretty well. We're basically the same person, just different genders.
>Problem with him though is that he's been getting really sick lately. I'm worried about him, but my bitch mother keeps on using him as a pack mule.
>My mother and sister though, we don't get along so well
>Mom has brain damage, and she never takes her meds, so she's either a paranoid wreck, or Lizzie Borden level angry
>My sister is autistic. I try to be understanding, but honestly, she is a spoiled brat. She sucks up all of this family's time, money, and energy, and gives nothing in return.
>A few weeks ago, my autistic sister came into my room first thing in the morning. She woke me up with a kick tot he stomach, and bit my hand to the point where it drew blood.
>In return, I nearly took her eyeballs out with my fingers
>She moved away right quick after that, but then she threw a bowl at the wall and threatened to stab people
>Luckily dad stopped her before she could do anything else
>Ever since then, I've been hiding a hammer under my bed.
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