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5d4b95 No.11077[Reply]

Ask tiny questions here.

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94d49e No.39742


If you only need a small amount of opiods, the darknet markets might be worth checking out.

But if you don't want to mess around with all that, I know someone who buys codeine from a UK-based site:


(They ship to the US)

Or you could injure yourself and try to get a doctor to prescribe them. :)

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154870 No.35770[Reply]

Old one hit a bump limit. Ask questions and post tips and tricks on here about pentobarbital.

Previous threads:







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a82d97 No.39833



"It is recommended that the product be stored at 20°-25°C (68°-77°F), however, brief excursions are permitted between 15°-30°C (59°-86°F)."

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b53cec No.376[Reply]

Post useful links


LostAllHope Wiki: http://lostallhope.com/suicide-methods

Suicide Faq: https://archive.fo/YErG8

A Practical Guide to Suicide: https://archive.fo/jceEo

Suffocation Guide: https://web.archive.org/web/20160224111455/https://en.wikibooks.org/wiki/Suicide/Suffocation

ASM Suicide Reference: https://archive.fo/DP8eg

Collection of suicide books: http://euthanasiaandsuicide.blogspot.com/

ASH textfile: https://archive.fo/R3gTg

List of Successful Suicides and Their Methods: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicides_in_the_21st_century

Downloads (guides/videos):

Five Last Acts (800+ pages - 2015): https://www.load.to/d5R8OuUEjD/Five_Last_Acts__2015_.pdf https://www.pdf-archive.com/2017/07/29/five-last-acts-the-exit-path-2015/

DeadsideReading.zip (279.3 MB - PDFs): https://www.load.to/4Wu3Yh4kW5/DeadsideReading.zip https://8ch.net/suicide/res/24245.html

Peaceful Pill eHandboox (Dec-2017 - PDFsPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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000000 No.39718



Severe nicotine poisoning is nearly identical to the effects of nerve agents like VX, Sarin, and Novichok as well as organophosphate pesticides. They all act on cholinergic receptors.

It's a *bad* way to go. You may or may not trip balls for an eternity in a time-dilated dissociative hellscape before you go. A. Muscaria works on similar receptors.


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268c69 No.36746[Reply]

First of all, you need to buy "premium" charcoal. The two most common type are lumpwood and briquettes. I would highly suggest to use quality briquettes over lumpwood. The consistency of briquettes make them a lot easier to light and they smoulder longer than lumpwood and burn cooler. They do have a bit less carbon content, but in the end it's not a big deal. Also, contrary to popular belief here, quality briquettes usually produce less smoke too.

Only use a chimney starter to light the charcoal: [https://ibb.co/cDnznc]. You may be tempted to use lighter fluid — but don’t. This is the only way to ensure perfect glowing briquettes that will burn at the same rate. Just use some crumpled sheets of newspaper on the bottom of the chimney and light them with a match. It takes about 25 minutes to get them at the proper state (Royal Oak Ridge Briquettes): [https://ibb.co/mWCbYH]. Once they are ready, you can dump them in a small portable charcoal grill like this [https://ibb.co/kvbELx]. You want the charcoal to be fully white (45 minutes for Royal Oak Ridge) before you bring them inside like this:[https://ibb.co/jPDdfx]. Don't put the cover on obviously. If using benzo/alcohol just go in, drink your cocktail and pass out. If not, let the charcoal sit for 20 minutes inside the room before going in.

Everything you need can be purchased online and delivered to your door from www.walmart.ca | www.canadiantire.ca if you are Canadian. For US residents www.walmart.com is a good choice. 1KG = 2.2lbs is plenty for a small space like a car or tent. If your room is bigger, double the amount. Royal Oak Ridge Briquettes weigh at around 1.0 oz each. For 1KG you'd need approximatively 35 briquettes. Royal Oak “Ridge” Briquettes Burning Experiment:

[https://imgur.com/a/La7lo] and [https://pastebin.com/aHQsemxg].

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234e28 No.39831


Different strokes for different folks…

d306ae No.39835

Does anyone fear the method does not work in chemical terms? (even though everything works out well (good concentration, no quick rescue, etc.) I am sometimes afraid that there is something that weakens the connection of the monoxide to the hemoglobin and causes it to go out of it. For example the oxygen binding with hemoglobin is strong enough to turn on when the oxygen is in the lung and arriving in the tissues it becomes weak so that it can be released

bccc0c No.39836


No. Go read the old thread top to bottom and see how many people say "it didn't work". Then go read all the news stories of people accidentally killing their whole family with CO.

0036e3 No.39837


You are talking silly. It don't happen.

Your fear of death is clouding your brain.

d306ae No.39839




You're right. It's just my fucking mind in action.

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c0896a No.39814[Reply]

c0896a No.39817

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But throw a few firelighters in it first to ensure all parts get lit up well.

Then just leave it OUTSIDE IN FRESH AIR 45+ minutes till its non smoking, glowing orange and grey.



Charcoal should be lit from underneath by a CHIMNEY, yes, you know that by now.

To try to light it sideways is harder and may fail or it might work.

But have some firelighters and lighter fuel ready to rescue the situation should it not lite up properly like you wanted.

343fb6 No.39823

Seems likely it was health related OP

000000 No.39825


Avicii's drug use was so legendary, even other people made music about it. Listen to the opening lines of Mike Posner's "I took a pill in Ibiza."

I took a pill in Ibiza

To show Avicii I was cool

The whole video of the remix of that song is about a dissociative/psychedelic trip in a club.

tl;dr not sure this was /suicide/, it was probably /accidentaloverdose/

c0896a No.39838


Whoops I posted in the wrong thread (drunk)

I like the song btw and realise he didn't die by CO.

I must stop posting when drunk.


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1fdedc No.3940[Reply]




I Suppose I will start.

>No job

>No money
>No drivers license and getting one is proving difficult.
>Have a degenerative eye disease that will make me blind
>Very little amount of friends which I never see
>No girlfriend but at this point I don't care anymore.
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350bc5 No.39753

We all suffer in different ways. People with a healthy social circle and "perfect" lives kill themselves too. Famous people who can have everything they want do it. It's not that intriguing, I feel like in life we're just constantly distracting ourselves and running away from something until we die naturally. I just want to speed up the process. I've been thinking about suicide since I was 11 years old, at the time because I had no friends and had an internet addiction since I was much younger, I only feel like I've been gathering more reasons for it and like I said, I don't have the will to be alive. I'm tired of putting up with myself, my wild mood swings, my thoughts, nothing satisfies me. I get to have some fun sometimes but it quickly vanishes, everything is ephemeral except death itself.

4fb781 No.39786


A job wouldn't hurt.

8f15fe No.39806



There are so many examples of people who "achieved" it all. Fame, money, status, success, popularity, everything. Yet they offed themselves. It seems like once you understand that life in itself is meaningless there is no escape. I don't know if it is because they are too sensible for life or because they feel no fulfillment anymore when alive.

>running away

very well described. life is basically about killing time until you have to go. nothing you do is significant on a larger scale.

9e7dcd No.39832

28, F

>bio father was a molestor, frequently beat by stepmother

>be taken from home to live with grandparents

>grandfather continues the molestation and abuse

>be NEET shut in all throughout childhood and until early 20s while enduring abuse

>grandmother dies, get raped by grandfather afterwards at 25

>leave to live in stepfather's basement at 26

>internet boy i've known tells me to live with him and things will be okay from now on

>get job to save money to do just that

>turns out internet boy got a normie gf in that time and doesnt want me around because it will ruin his normie life, now

>friendless, alone, working shitty 9-5 job, living at home, almost 30

>this is the peak of my life and it's all downhill from here

I had a very realistic, prophetic dream that charcoal would be my exit method. I decided that I'm going to use my money to visit the internet boy, then when I get home, do the deed.

41522b No.39834



I hope you have an enjoyable visit with the internet boy, and may you find the peace you deserve.

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1dbe2b No.38854[Reply]

Every once in a while someone survives N on their own, and being found early is potentially a problem for me due to living situation and the fact it can take longer sometimes. I also take a muscle relaxer that could *possibly* make GABA A less effective as well as Ambien, but only sometimes.

The idea would be to take 40mg meto, wait an hour, then take 5-10 g of Azide (maybe more) and quickly drink 3 bottles of N.

The azide could kill faster than the N and I'd be asleep the whole time. I think there'd still be epileptic issues with the aside so maybe only take 2-3 grams, but this could bring attention whereas N alone wouldn't until the next morning, but if it doesn't work or I'm found early then I lost my chance. It's this reason I'm thinking combining them might be good.


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2d4a97 No.38863


Good idea. Opiates last in though

Timing the bag could be tricky but definately fatal promtly, if the timing was right.

You could make one with an elastic loop.

Take the drugs fast, put the bag on your head but hold it open around the neck so their is a nice couple of inches held open by your finger so you can breathe easy. After 3 minutes the drugs will hit your brain hard and start to put you into a coma. You'll lose ability and awarness of holding the elastic open and let go so it will snap closed around your neck cutting off your air supply.

You'll be unaware, and die.

This method could likely work without N. A big dose of vodka, benzo's could do it.

1dbe2b No.38883

I'm just worried about azide convulsions giving me away or the combo making me puke

4e4703 No.39542

are you confident you can drink 3 bottles of N?

7b20da No.39544


With azide even if you are found you are dead. It's irreversible.

1af31e No.39819


Hey by the way, what muscle relaxant do you take that could possibly make GABA-A meds less effective?

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1043e5 No.39771[Reply]

I got 3.6 g of Propranolol and 140mg of a strong dopamine blocker as an ant emetic. Wash it down with some vodka.

Is this enough to do me in?

72d0fb No.39777

You keep asking. Nobody knows. I'd guess you stand a better thn 60% chance.7

ed46ae No.39778

The DDMP method is being used in the US since the cost of barbiturates has skyrocketed:

Diazepam 1G

Digoxin 50mg

Morphine 10G

Propranolol 2G

The propranolol and digoxin cause death, while the morphine and diazepam induce sleep and relieve pain.

If you just take a huge dose of propranolol, yes, it could work. But it would possibly be very painful.

45d9d0 No.39787


I think both components work together. The dig and pro stop the heart and morphine and diaz stop the breathing. I think just taking the morphine and diaz would do about anyone in.

The digoxin is the main heart killer though. Works same way as a pong pong seed (even same antidote for both).

OP should look up medical reports on attempts with propranolol. It's spotty but it does seem to work w high enough dose

03b096 No.39805


>10 grams

how the fuck would you source 10 grams of morphine?

You own a drug store or what?

72d0fb No.39807


Most people never will so it's a pointless recipe unless you're in the States waiting to legally die via a doctor preoared cocktail as they can't afford sodium pentobarbital anymore.

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35167f No.39749[Reply]

So my plan is to drive somewhere remote, lock myself in the car and shoot myself in the mouth (slightly up, as recommended) with a gun. Even if, say - I fail to hit the brain stem, it will take a while until someone finds me - and EVEN IF they find me, they will have to open the car first. I trust all this delay would be enough to have me bleed to death in the mean time.

But I'm so fucking scared! I'm trying to think - what is the worst that can happen?

I'm thinking that the worst that can happen is me missing the brain stem - keep my consciousness and suffer terrible pain while bleeding out - WITHOUT dying and then with them finding me and "rescuing" me to live a painful life as a fucked up vegetable.

Is this scenario realistic? God, if I just knew that IT WOULD WORK 100%!

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35167f No.39764

Regarding the why do I think in the mouth is better.. It's just what I read here. Going for the temple also feels a little "loose" - I wouldn't know exactly where to shoot - even if I knew - I would feel like what if I tremble a little and miss.. The mouth seems steady. Do you think there's a big difference?

f2d680 No.39766


The 9mm pistol, make sure you use hollow point ammo (JHP).


Yes there is a huge difference. If you flinch with the gun in your mouth it will still be a fatal wound whereas if you flinch with the barrell on your chin, temple, etc you may miss and/or not hit fatally.

Can you get a shotgun? Also I might add, it's your life, but you may want to try a method that doesn't involve getting a gun on the black market.

35167f No.39769

Thank you for the gun/amo advice. I understand there is some risk associated with acquiring the gun, but all the other options freak me out. What I want is an option that has virtually 0 time between me deciding "OK NOW" and the moment of death. I know I would chicken out on any other option.

After all.. what do I have to lose? I don't care about anything anymore. Jail time? Fuck that. It will give me plenty of time to read. I might even become a writer of dark philosophy while being behind bars.

By the way, this is the website I found:


It does seem suspicions that is out in the wild.. They even have whios data available… Maybe they hijacked the domain from somebody else. Or maybe they are cops.

It just seems to me (and maybe my judgment is clouded) that the risk/reward ratio at this point just hints that I should try to get the gun from there. I know that without a gun I won't do it and that if I stay alive it makes no difference if I'm on a beach in Cancun or in a jail in Bucharest.

f2d680 No.39770


Well it's your life anon and if it has to be "ok now" then a firearm is definitely the way to go. Alas I know nothing about purchasing them so can't help there.

000000 No.39790


Shooting yourself in the temple is a good way to blow out your eyeballs and blind yourself. If you think life sucks now, imagine how much it will suck when everything is just as bad + you're a failed suicide + you're permanently blind and disfigured.



The von Bargen 911 call is fucking horrifying when you realize that the reason he couldn't open his eyes is that he had no more eyes to open.

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881739 No.39754[Reply]

Dale Winton told pal he’d ‘had enough’ and ‘didn’t like the ageing process’ shortly before his death

b319dd No.39767

Nothing in the news is calling it a suicide at this point

b6481b No.39772

Gays have it hard when it comes to aging

77fb42 No.39776


If you're old and or/fat, or/and poor you're a nobody in shirtlifter world.

But he had money, he just sold a property for £2.9m

000000 No.39791


Because 1) it just happened, and 2) the media worry about "suicide contagion".

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b4f986 No.39698[Reply]

Does anyone know how I can get a gun in EU (I'm in Bucharest now, but I can drive anywhere taking the risk) illegally? They're not legal in my country. The dark markets are empty. Can anyone sell me one(more precisely - one that fits in the mouth as indicated in the suicide advice tips - I understand that some of them are too big to fit in and to be pointed at the right angle for the brainstem)? I can pay in bitcoin.

my email is ihadenough@protonmail.com

22f6d2 No.39707

there is danknet sellers but many anons claim it is a honeypot run by police. So I think it is best to first do research. One particular shop claims they ship from germany in EU region and there will be no customs passed. They also claim to ship the gear in 3 individual shipments to be less suspicious.

>I live in romania

how the fuck is there not arms to buy there. there must be some smugglers with stashes of old yugoslavian war equipments lying around. Maybe try to find a dope dealer in bucharest and then ask him where to get arms for self protection or something. The probelm with this illegal shit is that you need to know people who know people who know people.

b4f986 No.39739

How do I find this seller?

b4f986 No.39743

I found this http://www.ischi.biz/store/ … Does anyone how anything about them?

b4f986 No.39744

I see they have this CZ 83 Browning

Czech Pistol

Model: 83


Caliber: 9 x 17mm

Is this good for suicide?

They also have a

Skorpion SA

Czech Scorpion

Model: SA Vz61


Caliber: .32 ACP

which looks more lethal, but I'm afraid is more risky to acquire one; also I'm not sure how easily can be pointed to the mouth without risking recoil.

7697d0 No.39768

Go to the Czech republic. Hit up a Vietnamese gun seller at the market. Kill yourself in the hotel room. Donezo.

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9f0e77 No.14614[Reply]

Who is willing to take the risk and do this together? I haven't figured out why i want someone next to me. Probably not to pussy out.

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2ac496 No.39702


Definitivno nema.

Vecinu vremena proklinjem roditelje sto su skontali da je dobra ideja imati djecu.

pogotovo usred rata

d48de2 No.39706


ja moje isto. obadvoje su opiceni, socijalno retardirani i propalice.

a jbg, mozda na onoj drugoj strani sve bude bolje.

000000 No.39727


The ratchet strap is such a brilliant idea. You don't have to have neck tweaked by full suspension and you can sit comfortably. Also no chance that you'll thrash out of it while unconscious and wake up with a terrible headache and numb limbs…

2ac496 No.39731


ovo je sada depresivna muzika thread


a1fb2a No.39760


All it needs is a friend or enemy to rathet it up whilst you sit there, ideally on the floor with the strap going round a tree.

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a52e7c No.26247[Reply]

An earlier poster has also asked about this method and found this post (below) I think this is a great idea on paper- but it needs more exploration and tips to make it the most comfortable:

I found this post, it sounds right up my alley.

I feel like this could be a real effective and simple method for many people if it is as effective as it sounds.

Does anyone have an opinion on effectiveness/ how to increase comfort or further tips?


The best suicide method is a form of strangulation

utilizing a ratchet tie down. You can buy it at automobile

and some hardware stores for $5-$10. It will work best

if you replace the short fabric tape attached to the

ratchet with a longer tape. Cut off one yard of tape

from the roll and sew it to the ratchet. Place the

tie down around your neck so that it fits loosely. Roll

up a small towel, bend it into a U-shape, and place each

end of the rolled-up towel under the tie down, on

the opposite sides of your windpipe (or adam's apple).

The towel acts as a padding protecting your windpipe.

If you do not use the towel, the tie down will push hard

against your windpipe causing pain and suffocation.

Turn the ratchet until the tie down is very tight, yet

loose enough to breathe. As you turn the ratchet, its

compressive force closes jugular veins, then carotid

and vertebral arteries. You will loose consciousness

suddenly, 8-15 seconds after the blood circulation to

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bd57c0 No.38700


You cut off circulation to your head/brain.

eff8be No.38718


Jesus, thanks now I'm afraid to go off by ligature. You just ruined my plan. I wish I never opened this thread. It's better to not know about the pain.

eff8be No.38721


Are you really saying that my ears are going to bleed before I get unconscious if I use cable ties?

000000 No.39729



Case report for bleeding ears before losing consciousness (article not in english, but has english abstract):


He compressed the jugulars not the carotids. I'm not saying lig strangulation is bad in general.

000000 No.39730

Anyone aware of a ratchet tie down suicide case report?

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762feb No.34047[Reply]

Okay… so I'm not sure if anyone has ever even thought of this yet, but here goes!

I'm considering a method that involves inert gas asphyxiation, but I don't exactly have enough money to get my hands on any type of canister, but thanks to my research I learned that I can make inert gas myself, which is hydrogen gas. Now… it's not exactly an inert gas. It's flammable, but it isn't toxic. So the only thing you have to worry about is doing it in open flame.

One way I know how to make it is to put some aluminium in a dilute acid solution (eg. HCL) or a solution of sodium hydroxide (lye).

I currently have about a litre of The Works toilet bowl cleaner, which contains 9.5% of hydrochloric acid and quite a bit of tin foil. And I plan on using it with an exit bag.

What are my chances?

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cde65c No.37640

I want to try asphyxiation by nitrogen gas. You make a tent and inhale the gas or fumes and I have heard you quite enjoy the feeling, almost a “high,” unbeknownst the air in your lungs is being replaced with nitrogen gas. Then you just pass out. Supposedly you feel no pain. Anyone know where I can buy nitrogen gas?

cdb545 No.37642


You don't 'make a tent'

A plastic bag on the head is needed with elastic around the neck thst isn't too tight. The tube feeding the gas into the bag must be taped to the top of the inside of the bag so the pressure from the nitrogen flushes any air and exhled co2 out the bottom. You'll need a big cylinder able to deliver 15 litres per minute for at least 20 minutes. Read an old copy of pph it's all in there.

cde65c No.37687


I never knew a tent would stem the tide of the gas effectiveness. And in regards to the time frame, is it 20 minutes until you reach unconscious or is it the time duration before your last breath? I’ve been looking at cylinders with 1.2 m^3 which is 1200 liters which is 4 times 300 liters. I’d let it run until it’s emptied.

5d0bc6 No.38687

Okay, I figured it out. It turns out that the noxious fumes was ammonia, from ammonium nitrate. So it seems like drano has some toxic ingredients in it. That said, sodium hydroxide would still work, but make sure it's pure.

000000 No.39716




Oh my god, DON'T ACTUALLY DO THIS! Are you stupid?

This is Chemistry 101, if you don't use all of your reagents you're going to have impurities left over that are going to horrifically burn your throat, lungs and/or poison you. Even trained chemists rely on precision instruments and mathematical knowledge to assure purity.

It makes me pissed and horrified when people die in agony because they were too stupid to even kill themselves properly. It's completely unnecessary.

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000000 No.39701


Obviously she likes it :)

4797af No.39703


Oh god, he's even borderline like me. I hate seeing news like this, I hate being reminded of what I could become. I think my mom would like it because she likes it when I'm dependent on her… Would I be aware I'm a vegetable?

b4e8be No.39711


Of course she doesn't like it

85f343 No.39714


He was an anaesthetist, not a vet, so he wouldn't necessarily have access to pentobarbital, which isn't really used in human medicine anymore.

85f343 No.39715


I know a woman who adopted a baby with Down's Syndrome so she would always have someone dependent on her.

You better choose your method wisely and make sure it works!

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